{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"White Coat Black Sheep","title":"Moving Forward, Not Moving On: Jesus Gonzalez on Suicide Loss and Healing","html":"","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":2503,"description":"Intro:\nJesus Gonzalez, a chief operating officer for primary care at a federally qualified health center, joins Dr. Civelli to talk about losing his partner, a physician assistant, to suicide. They discuss what grief does to memory and the body, why clinicians struggle to access care themselves, how culture and community shape healing, and why moving forward is different from moving on.\n\nTopics covered:\n00:00 – Welcome and why this conversation matters\n03:53 – Sitting in silence: supporting someone without fixing\n05:09 – Why healthcare workers can't access mental health care\n09:42 – Culture, community, and honoring the deceased\n11:26 – Grief brain: memory and the body\n18:52 – Only three days of bereavement leave\n23:24 – Joy, guilt, and permission to feel happy\n27:01 – Moving forward, not moving on\n29:08 – The day he found out and a stranger's kindness\n37:25 – Having end-of-life conversations with your family\n40:05 – How to support someone who is grieving\nMentioned in episode:\nAmerican Foundation for Suicide Prevention (annual community walks)\nThe Trevor Project\nPHQ-9 depression screening\nAbout Jesus Gonzalez:\nChief operating officer for primary care at a federally qualified health center, with prior experience in Bakersfield hospital systems. He speaks openly about suicide loss and mental health in healthcare on Instagram. @instajesus\n\nConnect with Trifecta Medical:\ntrifectamedical.org\nwww.houseofval.com\n(661) 677-2623\ninfo@trifectamedical.org\n9000 Ming Ave, Bldg 1LA, Ste. 29, 31, 33, Bakersfield CA\nGuest intake: justin@thebeaconstudios.com","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/r7Fg59MgUhATCba7AaSRKVP-0dmWKpcE4ZsKXb08Qjs/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9mOGVl/NmI3Yzg5ZDdlOGIz/NDcyYTdmZjY4ZDIw/N2E3NC5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}