{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"Dru's Notes","title":"The Optimization Trap That Broke My Meditation Habit | Daily Essay","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/1850f1c9\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":66,"description":"I broke my meditation practice many times over fifteen years. The pattern was always the same. A working practice, the impulse to make it more efficient, and a feedback loop too delayed to catch in time.","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/rnQz4Ui5lyTFFiX16AV8Bb6xg50ZuNtigkyBOqya4LU/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS8xYzNh/NzM1Njk4MWQ1MzJj/OGQ2MmU4MTlhOWM2/NmM3NS5wbmc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}