{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"Daughters Who Dare","title":"Living with my Choices","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/2d00bfd1\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":3827,"description":"Join Erin and her guests, as they delve into what it means to be a child of a narcissistic parent.  Each fortnightly episode is crammed full of honesty, humour and hope.\nIn this episode, I am discussing the biggest decision I ever had to make and, the crazy thing is, I had to make it on four separate occasions. \nNo one can tell you if, how or when to do it.\nI am going to walk you through each decision…all 4 of them…because they all happened at different stages of my life and each one was unique. \nHow did I come to my decision to go No Contact with my narcissistic parents? You’ll have to listen to find out. Remember, I had no example to follow. I had no one cheering for me on the sidelines and I had no podcast to listen to. Haha. With each decision came some BIG FEELS. Some of mine may surprise you. The bottom line is I am proud that I made those choices. \nHowever, I am still learning how to live with my choices.","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/SL0qKu0zsTjObAtO1hoeo9X8r4dZ5A-wbnMJpgZ2VQA/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS8yYjIx/NDA3YzllN2UxYTQy/YTI5MTY4ZDQ2YmU1/MGMxYy5qcGVn.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}