{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"System Speak: Complex Trauma and Dissociative Disorders","title":"Wall of Terror","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/429f34cc\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":2394,"description":"We share the processing we have done following the Mother Hunger episode and the interview with Dr. Siegel.  We share how understanding what Dissociation is actually helps us deal with both false beliefs from shame and the protective denial that comes with it.  We explain how Dissociation isn’t just avoidance of what was bad, but avoidance of the realization we couldn’t do anything about it.  This tells us, we learned, what the wall of terror is and how to get through it.","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/18uunvqcQKqDTQhH7HAhE6dNvg69qq_JE1UGLxYKn8Y/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9zaG93/LzU4MC8xNTQzMjQx/NjAxLWFydHdvcmsu/anBn.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}