{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"Begin Again with Winston Faircloth","title":"Finding Your Page Forty-Three","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/668a089c\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":1048,"description":"The Recognize Movement, Closing Episode\nEpisodes Six through Eight named the vow, told its origin, and honored the Loyal Soldier who carried it. In this episode, Winston tells the story of the day it all finally came into focus — a coaching retreat, a reading assignment he almost skipped, and one page of Richard Rohr's Falling Upward that gave him permission to hold two things at once: gratitude for a pattern that had carried him for decades, and readiness to finally let it go.\nIn This Episode\n•  The story behind page forty-three of Falling Upward — Rohr's ‘Discharging the Loyal Soldier,’ and the post-WWII Japanese ritual (via Bill Plotkin) that gave Winston language for his own recognition moment.\n•  Why recognition isn't a single insight but closer to a ritual — honoring what a pattern built, then deliberately releasing it.\n•  The Balcony — an image from Teresa McCloy, a future guest on the show — for why you can't see your own life clearly from inside it.\n•  Two very different kinds of forced slowing in Winston's life: a retreat he didn't choose, and a consulting practice that went quiet in 2019.\n•  Romans 12:2 and the idea of a mind being renewed — not through more effort, but through release.\n•  The question Winston is carrying out of the Recognize movement and into Release: what would it look like to formally thank what has carried you this far, and then let it go?\nFeatured Poems\nRead the full poems in My Reflections: https://myreuniontour.com/my-reflections\n\n•  Tour Day 993: “The Wall” (opening)\n•  Tour Day 994: “Higher” (closing)\nBoth poems were composed this week, in the course of writing this episode — and ‘Higher’ independently landed on the exact dance-floor and balcony images the episode is built around.\n\nBooks Mentioned in This Episode\n\n•  Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life, by Richard Rohr\n•  The Critical Journey: Stages in the Life of Faith, by Janet O. Hagberg and Robert A. Guelich\n\nResources & Links\n\n•  My Reunion Tour...","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/LXy7Jem68qZBGsT-ncYREEbUWRlBetIsvhnIqohh-3E/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS8xZTY1/MGQ3ZWMyZTQ4OTVi/YjRjMTFiNDY5MWY1/MDNmZC5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}