{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"TrueLife","title":"Matt Simpson - Next level Transformation","html":"","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":4995,"description":"It has been a wild ride.8 years ago, I was at the height of my self-abuse . The walls of truth were closing in on me.I was sick, scared, stuck, misguided, lost, insecure and in a lot of pain.By all societal measures, I was a success and living the American Dream.I followed all the rules and never asked any questions, this way of life almost killed me. I followed others and rarely thought for myself.The childhood sexual trauma that I held closely was eating away at my soul, I was slowly poisoning myself with negative thoughts and erroneous beliefs that I lacked the courage to examine and address. My heart was closed off and nearly broken, beaten down from a lifetime of self-abuse and self-betrayal.I was completely fucked. I lived dishonestly and my word was mostly undependable. I tried everything multiple times to break my patterns to no avail…But something shifted.And then I found meditation.Poof…Presto Chango!This daily practice helped me to LET GO of what didn’t serve me and has now created abundant opportunities for inspiration to flow from within.It i s surprisingly simple, let go to let in.Break down to build up.These are natural cycles that I have found to align with Universal law. I was missing the mark and unable to see how my wrong thinking was causing all of my heartache and dismay.I am motivated to share for those that don’t have a voice. My life has changed for the better after committing to serving and helping others push through challenges that I’ve been blessed to move through. Why do I kick the covers off every morning? For the more than 1.5 million US veterans needlessly struggling with PTSD and Depression,40+/- million American adult survivors of child sex abuse suffering in silence,43% of American women have sexual dysfunction,Viagra Sales are off the charts as our warped definition of masculinity now requires a blue pill for the flaccidly impotent,  I walked away from the money—my soul wasn’t for sale. All of this is for LOVE . All of it.My...","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/FV-M9IcfmmK0PpSjnssPkhI7AX9NSl6NdRLN8MmGBl8/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9zaG93/LzExODc0LzE2NzI1/NDI0ODQtYXJ0d29y/ay5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}