{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"B'yam Darkecha on the Beauty of Shabbos & the Yomim Tovim","title":"How to Avoid Negative Feelings of Not Being Able to Feel the Holiness of Shabbos:","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/af0ad0b5\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":1936,"description":"pp. 290-29: Know that hashem is waiting, yearning, and longing for your success. Know  that every day is  a brand new opportunity for a brand new feeling of connection to Hashem. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE HAVING TROUBLE IN FEELING THE  LIGHT OF SHABBOS ? Sometimes Hashem withholds  the light in order to test our true intentions of why we want to experience the light; and to enable  you to reach \"essentially Deveikus\" which is altruistic. Understanding the joy of serving hashem with loyalty and no ulterior motive, when the light manifests in suffering.","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/HQfulZYsAd3AC6_PImfq174xq7YA4T6rX0C8SaS6jiQ/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9zaG93/LzM1NjI4LzE2NjYy/NjkwNDItYXJ0d29y/ay5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}