{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"My Inner Musings","title":"The Reckoning of Becoming","html":"","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":140,"description":"Becoming sounds glamorous. It is not.\nIt is a breaking point. A line in the sand. A moment where you stop asking what you can handle and start asking who you are becoming.\nIn this episode, I talk about the tension between proving yourself and choosing yourself. I share what it feels like when growth creates pressure instead of relief. When old patterns fall away. When even simple tasks feel heavy.\nThis is about the inner child who was ignored. The part of you who learned to push harder instead of feel safer. The moment you decide to protect her instead of betray her.\nBecoming is not a glow up. It is a reckoning.","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/OIzd-2NSJX2fLvEKcOPTvNzFpdanz6zIJSS-Ksex0uk/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9jNTcw/ZDY2ZGMyYjk1MjYw/MjkyYjBlZTRlOGRi/NWM1MC5wbmc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}