{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"Recovery Rocks","title":"The Step Everybody's Afraid Of (Sober Firsts) ","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/bbec0481\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":1063,"description":"If you've ever heard someone in recovery whisper ominously about \"the Fourth Step,\" this episode is for you.\nAnna and Lisa talk about why taking a fearless moral inventory has such a terrifying reputation—and why it turned out to be one of the most freeing experiences of their recovery. They get into resentments, expectations, victimhood, abandonment, impossible bosses, impossible exes and the uncomfortable realization that maybe...just maybe...they weren't always right.\nPlus: Anna explains why she once walked into a diner carrying a giant poster board covered in resentments, and the two get into a new petty resentment.","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/6QJTXTqU2RVmqvTUlhKWjo9BiQtmNOU7nqElLuLFSqw/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9kMmRj/NjE4NTVkYTFiMzgw/MjFiZWMxYjIxZTIy/OWQzZC5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}