{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"It's Not About Food Podcast with Laurelee Roark","title":"Episode 185: Divinity with Special Guest Kelsey Keenan","html":"<iframe width=\"100%\" height=\"180\" frameborder=\"no\" scrolling=\"no\" seamless src=\"https://share.transistor.fm/e/c484c664\"></iframe>","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":1895,"description":"If you know the word divine means holy or sacred, then you have a clue to the meaning of divinity, which can be a god or other religious being. Anything very holy is full of divinity. Divinity is also the subject of religion itself: divinity students are studying theology. But if you're not into religion, don't worry — you can still enjoy divinity, a type of white, creamy fudge made with egg whites that probably goes well with angel food cake.\nThe definition above was something I could totally get behind. I  found it by googling divinity on the website, “vocabulary.com.” Loved it. Especially because there are other god-like-angelic things that are divine could also taste good…like…\nYummmmmy white creamy fudge and Angel food cake. Yes please. \nWhen I was able to recover from my addictions, my disorders and my need to control everything frigging thing in my life, but also let go of the idea that being divine was something outside myself, I was able to truly step into who I really was.  What I learned was all parts of me and every thing else in the universe was already divine. We all are body, mind and spirit. We may forget that fact but there it is. No matter who, what or where we are on our journey we are the essence of love, acceptance, peace and joy. \nOf course we can choose to deny our divinity and go towards a much darker place but we will never really be happy or successful because it’s not our true self. \nAs I’ve been writing about some of the profound things my brother and I talked about as he lay dying was the idea of grace and being pure love as a much easier way to live our lives. \nOne night as I sat with him we talked about how hard our childhood had been. \nWe’d been abused, abandoned, and hurt by the grown ups in our lives. And the pain of it was, for no other reason, than it was probably the way they had been treated by their caretakers. So it was generational, and we eventually we had the power to stop that cycle of suffering ourselves as did they,...","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/DUBEgL2pA6Ohv3MD0_y7EUQQhpeiLkwZjrd8Ji0uLB8/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9zaG93/LzE1OTI1LzE2MDQz/NjMxNjAtYXJ0d29y/ay5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}