{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"Fascinated By Design","title":"Episode 4: Embodying My Collective Energy and Open G Center","html":"","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":1692,"description":"Embodying My Collective Energy and Open G Center\nWhat does it actually look like to stop performing and start living your design? In this episode, I get personal about the patterns that kept me behind a mask for most of my life — and the moment in a shamanic leadership training that changed everything.\nI share what it's been like since launching this podcast, why the first two episodes felt slightly off to me, and the specific mechanics of my chart — my open G center, my two defined channels, and my collective energy — that finally made it all click. Including why creating this podcast wasn't just a good idea. It was an inevitability.\n\nIn This Episode\n\nWhat happened at a shamanic leadership training that cracked me open in front of a room full of peopleThe lower expressions of the Channel of Acceptance (17-62) and Channel of Judgment (18-58) — and how I lived them out making the first two episodesWhy collective energy doesn't land when transmitted one-on-one, and what that means for how I'm built to shareThe open G center confusion that caused multiple false starts with this projectHow my open G might actually be an asset in transmitting collective energyWhy this podcast is the logical completion of 20 years of pattern recognition\nYour Chart Mentioned\n\nCurious about the mechanics I reference? You can view my Human Design chart here: https://soulbloomcoaching.com/my-design\n\nI Want to Hear From You\n\nThis is a conversation, not a broadcast. The logical circuit I carry requires testing, refining, and sharing — and I can't complete that loop without feedback.\nWhat landed for you in this episode?What patterns have you been able to bring into your own life?If you're an HD enthusiast and something in my chart sparked a question or insight, I want to hear it.Have a pattern you'd like me to explore? Invite me.\nStay Connected\n\n\nIf something here resonated, come find me. I'll be sharing opportunities for deeper connection — including an intimate women's retreat and a couples...","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/kX1d9xeTVVUon1SnIO9C_IQa7BGJj2NeZcg-XavbyZU/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9kZDBh/MjBlY2RlMDY0N2U0/N2YxMmVlMjE2ODQ2/M2MzMS5qcGc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}