{"type":"rich","version":"1.0","provider_name":"Transistor","provider_url":"https://transistor.fm","author_name":"Inside the Practitioner's Path","title":"4. Learning Not to Fear My Human Self | Aila","html":"","width":"100%","height":180,"duration":922,"description":"In this intimate reflection, Aila shares a fresh realization that is reshaping her inner life, her parenting, and her work with clients: she’s been afraid of her own human feelings, and didn’t know it.\n\nThrough her children’s raw and honest emotional expression, she began to see how much of her spiritual path had quietly become an attempt to stay in the “higher” states while avoiding the full, messy, alive spectrum of being human.\n\nThis episode explores what happens when we stop treating our humanity as something to manage or transcend… and instead meet it with presence, acceptance, and love.\n\nAila speaks about emotional fluidity, the innocence of our reactions, the fallacy of “needing to feel to heal,” and the deeper freedom that comes from remembering who we truly are - whole, complete, and safe to feel everything.\n\nIt’s a beautiful reminder that awakening isn’t about rising above our humanity; it’s about including it.\nThank you for listening!","thumbnail_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/Ju0_02npcSmarWR1d7sPE-sDcsgNj9CvWJdy-L_8HL4/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:400/h:400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS84MTAy/ZjViNDMzNGFmNzRl/OWMwNThmMzE3NjVj/ZjQ1Yy5wbmc.webp","thumbnail_width":300,"thumbnail_height":300}