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The next thing I know is I'm
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watching my husband opening the
door to let paramedics in the room.

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I didn't know that I had
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​
My guest today is Lynda Cramer.

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Linda, I've been looking forward
to this conversation and I really

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appreciate you coming on the show today.

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Thank you so much for having me, Rod.

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You know the pleasure's all mine.

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I love getting the word out about not only
my experience, but the training skills

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and education that I've done over the
years trying to work out my own situation.

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And now I'm in a position where people
all over the world like yourself have

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this interest in my experience, which
I'm now fully understanding why I needed

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to wait 15, 20 years to tell my story.

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Because it gave me that air breathing
space so I could fathom the extreme

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situation that I went through.

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So when I do now talk about my experience
to others, I talk in a way where it's not

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exaggerated or overly exertive, I'm now
natural with it so I can convey the story

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in layman's terms so people can understand
what I was actually talking about.

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So I'm really grateful that now you
are doing the work that you are doing,

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and to find me is an absolute honor
that I'm so happy to be here for you.

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Thank you so much.

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Oh, you are so welcome.

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I do wanna get into your near-death
experience and it's the only one that

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I'm aware of so far where you've made an
estimate of how long you were away for,

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but it was such a long time, like years.

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But I think it would be interesting
to know a little bit about your

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background, how you grew up
before you got to that point.

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Sure.

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I was born into a military family,
so my dad moved us around a lot.

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I've got two sisters older than me and
both of them were sickly children as well.

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But in my situation, I was
in hospital quite a lot.

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Doctors told my mum that I'd need
heart, lung, and kidney transplants.

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Back in the 1960s,
that's a death sentence.

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Luckily I never needed
any of those surgeries.

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But then you ask, why didn't
I need those surgeries?

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Because my earliest memory, probably 18
months old, is sitting on a hospital bed.

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I'm looking down.

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I can still see my nappy or my
diaper, as Americans call it.

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And there's people sitting on the
bed with me that the nurses and my

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mother can't see, and they're telling
me everything's gonna be all right.

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Everything's gonna be okay Linda.

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We are with you constantly.

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But the big thing now in this
memory is they weren't human.

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They were some sort of energetic beings.

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So how long have I had
these being with me?

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I would have to say all my life.

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So I grew up as a psychic, seeing ghosts.

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Having that, knowing that psychics
have, And it was very misunderstood.

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Confused by others around me.

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Like parents, school, children, society.

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So it was something like back in
the seventies and the eighties, it

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was hard to understand what somebody
was going through when there's no

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knowledge like today with the internet.

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Yeah, you can Google what is a ghost
or how does a psychic get information?

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But back when I was growing up,
it was extremely hard, obviously.

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So there was a lot of criticism,
and I would actually say more

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abuse towards me by people who
simply didn't understand who I was.

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So I got married when I was 24.

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He used to call me the witch.

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He loved it when I'd have
premonition dreams that came true,

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especially when it's winning money.

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So going through life with him
it was I am honest with it.

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It was an abusive relationship
and I could not stay with him.

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So I left and at that point I'd
already met my American husband

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because he was working in Australia.

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We worked together and he went back to
America and we stayed in contact by email.

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And when I said to him, oh, I
left my first husband, he said

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things always happen for a reason.

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My dad just died this week as well.

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So how about I give you an air ticket
over to have some time out with me.

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So of course anyone would jump at that.

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So I went over to America
14 times back and forward.

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You can imagine that expense.

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We got married in August 2000 and May the
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Very stressed over my immigration, very
stressed over the life that he wanted

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me to have in America, which was not
on par with the life that I wanted.

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I'd actually gone out and got jobs, but
he didn't want me to have a green card.

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So we were very conflicted.

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And so I don't go into what happened
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up at I think it was about two o'clock
in the morning and I couldn't breathe at

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all, so I knew that I had to go to the
toilet because I'm honest with people.

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It took about 10 minutes
just to get to the toilet.

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And when I got to the toilet, I fell
asleep, and the next thing I know

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is I'm floating in the living room,
watching my husband opening the

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door to let paramedics in the room.

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I didn't know that I had left my physical
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though when she was in the bathroom,
it had no relevance to who I was now

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floating in the living room and watching
the paramedics and the sheriff and

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other people coming into the house,
so I did not get confused by this.

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It seemed very natural to be there.

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So there was no fear, there was no
apprehension of what's going on.

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Oh, look at the house.

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The house is untidy with all
these people in the house.

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There was no thoughts like that at all.

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I was just happy.

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If you wanna say happy to sit,
float and watch down on all

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these people in the house.

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And in my medical records it
actually says that it was 45 minutes

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that all these people were in the
house before they took me out.

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And another pair of ambulance
officers came that I saw all

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their equipment, I heard the
conversations, I saw their name badges.

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This is people who didn't even
go into where my body was.

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So how would I know who these people
were, unless I was actually there.

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So they brought out
Linda, cuz it's separate.

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She was on a trolley, a gurney.

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And I remember looking at her hair and
I thought, what did they do to her hair?

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Because it had it was low like
gel or oil through her hair.

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And I thought, wow, that, yeah,
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a person's how their hair is.

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And that's one of those similarities
that I've now found with other NDEs

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where they do say, oh, I saw my
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So I'm not sure what that
correlation there is.

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But ultimately they took Linda out to
put her into the ambulance and then

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the door shut and about 30 odd seconds
later, the door opened again and all

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these blue orbs came into the room.

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I'm still floating in the room and there's
all these blue orbs floating around me.

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And they were intelligent because
they didn't hit each other and

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they were like pausing near each
other like they were conversing.

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But I could not hear them and I
could not communicate with them.

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And then they were

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So I'll just stop you there for a sec.

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So the blue orbs they actually
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The door

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very polite of them.

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Yeah.

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Yes, the door.

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Now I saw my ex-husband walk
to the door and he locked it.

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So how the heck did the door open?

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That's, that's one of the
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Because I saw the door open and there
was also a glass screen door there.

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But was that open?

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I don't know.

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Cause it was at night, it was
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the morning at this point.

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And so they all came into the room
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easier for me to just go through my
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in my book cuz they're in order.

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So when the blue orbs came through here's
a picture from my book with all the orbs.

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They had little white.

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Pure white centers and around them,
it was like energy coming out of them.

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So in my picture, oops, in my
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spikes of energy coming out of them.

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So they're all just hovering around
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And then at one point they all
just stopped and they all just

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went back through the door.

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So that's how I knew that they
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So then the door shut.

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Then I go into what I call the fog stage.

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It's like closing your eyes, but
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are in a totally different location.

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I didn't feel myself physically travel.

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I didn't feel any movement of my body.

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It's just blink and I opened my eyes
and now I'm in this field of flowers

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and there's hills with flowers, trees.

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And I could see down into valleys,
even though in the valleys are behind

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the hills, I could still see them
because I could see everything.

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I could see the water in the
stream, even though in it appeared

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to be 50,000 kilometers away.

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I could see cities and I could see inside
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individual office in those buildings.

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Even though that was hundreds of
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and see each individual rock that formed
the mountains, and I could also see behind

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me in pure 360 panoramic view all the
way around me without turning my head.

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So I estimate that I was in
this place for about 18 months.

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And I base that on the fact that I
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And as I'm walking down through the
cobbled stoneway paths, leading into

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bitumen roads, into roads of wooden
paneling, bridges over streams.

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And I'm looking at these bridges thinking
in a distance, how far would that be?

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Just one of my walks where I walked
hundreds and hundreds of kilometers.

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That's like hundreds and hundreds
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So I followed and interacted with people.

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I didn't speak to anyone because
everything there was telepathic.

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It was like a knowing of everybody and
everything, and there was chairs there.

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So I understood because I sat on a chair.

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And it's a contemplation area where
I can go back through all my own past

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lives and contemplate the lessons and
what I've done, and I can also connect

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into other people by just concentrating
on one person or plant or animal.

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I could become that plant or
animal and become them and see

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all the lives they too each had.

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So it was a oneness.

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Everything was one.

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So I am there probably 18 months.

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I talk about the flowers in my book.

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How when I stood on the flowers, the
flowers move, so I wouldn't stand on them.

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They knew my intentions
before I even had the thought.

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So in my book, here's a picture
of the flowers that I drew.

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Very different to here.

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I can't explain the colors because
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come close in the color spectrum.

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So again, energy coming out of
each pedal little energy bursts

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Like the orbs.

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And everything was energetic, everything
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all because it's all energy, which
is, I would assume here would be a

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concoction of my own perception of what
I saw in my own conscious awareness.

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If you could fathom that sentence,
you may want to hear that sentence

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again, where I talk about my
perception of what I was seeing.

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So

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And could you see your own body
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I looked down and I was still in the
pajamas that I was wearing, which

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is on the front cover of my book.

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Here's me in my pajamas on the front
cover little pajama pants that came down

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to about my knee and I had a t-shirt on.

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So I always draw from the back cause it's
easier to draw someone from the back.

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But I still had on my pajamas.

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But I was aware that I could change
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any tallness, any skin color that
I had ever been, because in this

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space I wasn't Linda anymore.

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I was my soul, which was a
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I had ever lived on earth and beyond.

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People say, do we always
reincarnate as other humans?

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No, because I watched a
bear turn into a little boy.

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I watched a boy turn into a dog
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the boy and the dog in previous lives.

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So then, I think I was
there for oh 18 months.

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18 months I think I was there just
based on how long I walked and how

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long it would be to watch somebody
running up a hill playing, rolling

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around, turning into another animal.

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So that time I try and
put time on that as well.

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So I estimate it was about 18 months.

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Then I get this tap on the shoulder.

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And it was my left shoulder and I
heard a voice say, it's time to go.

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I now recognize who that person
is or that being, and it's this

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woman who's now always with me.

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She talks to me all the time.

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She guides me.

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She says things like, go outside and I'll
go outside and I'll see something that if

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I hadn't been there, I wouldn't see it.

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So she guides me all the time, this woman.

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So I even talk about her in my
book, but then she touched me on the

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shoulder, she said, it's time to go.

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Next thing I know, I'm outside
this, it's like a huge cathedral.

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and there's arch doorways where there's
huge like brass knockers on the front.

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And these are huge because
the door is I would estimate

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five stories high these doors.

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So the doors open by themselves
cuz there was nobody there.

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And I went inside and first thing
I noticed was the floor, the wood

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paneling is hundreds and hundreds
of meters, miles of just one plank.

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So I was thinking what sort of tree was
it that they harvested this type of lumber

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from, because the planks are a hundred
meters wide and they're kilometers long.

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So you can imagine the size of the trees.

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But then inside the wood there's also
stone, which is melded into the wood.

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So the walls were like stone
melded, melted into the wood.

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There was huge windows.

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Some of them had lead
light windows in them.

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Some of them were just plain glass with
really nice cuz it was extravagant.

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It was extravagant.

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The ceiling was just so far above me.

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So I'm walking down and I'm kept
walking down and I'm passing all these,

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not like just church pews that we
have here that sit about 15 people.

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These pews are long, probably 50
people could sit on just one pew.

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Cuz it was just so
intense how big this was.

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Was there anyone else in there?

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Were they just empty pews?

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I was alone.

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I was there alone.

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But I knew that I had to go in.

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That was just a knowing
that I had to go in.

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I didn't even think maybe I
should turn around and walk

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outside and have a look around.

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That didn't even enter my thoughts.

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So I didn't even want to pay
attention to what was behind me.

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I was just kept moving forward.

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So I come up to the top, and at
the top are these three beings,

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and I use them as my book cover.

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So here's my picture.

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There was three of them, and the
middle one would've been probably

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15 feet tall, and the others
were about 10 to 12 feet tall.

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So the other two were smaller than
the big one in the middle, and they

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weren't, they had no body, they
were pure energy, and the energy

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went upwards towards their head.

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What I call a head and the top was
just this swirling form of energy

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that rotated left to right as well
as right to left at the same time.

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So it moved back on itself, clockwise as
well as anticlockwise at the same time.

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So as I'm staring at them, I
could see into that energy.

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So it wasn't just three dimensional,
like what we have here on

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earth, I could see into them.

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So even their, where their energy was
going up, I could see inside them so

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I could see the depth of their entity.

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And they were probably three,
four foot beings so the energy was

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coming up like a reverse waterfall.

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So if you'd imagine like what a
waterfall looks like, a water going down,

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that's how the energy moved up them.

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And then it was swirling
in this like head.

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This orb thing on the top of their beings.

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So they did not speak for a while,
but what I was looking at was

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this box and it was in front of
them and it was a timber box.

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Nothing overly special, like it
wasn't encrusted in jewels or

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anything like a treasure chest,
but it was just this timber box.

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And I heard telepathically inside
my head and it was a male voice, and

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he said, we are not here to judge.

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Okay.

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Something like that.

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Very clear.

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Like that.

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Instantly I knew what I had to
do and I knew that I had to look

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inside this box and process all of
my memories that it held inside it.

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So when I opened this box, there
was no walls or floor to this box.

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It was infinite.

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I could see forever down inside it.

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So I could see the box on the side.

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I'm looking at the box, but when I looked
into it, I could see there was no war that

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So it was like a portal, like
when you open, it was like a

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Yeah.

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Like a portal inside.

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That's right.

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Like a tardis.

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Thank you so much.

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Yes.

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So inside were all these
round energy balls like orbs.

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They were all around this big.

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And there was millions and
millions of these little balls.

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Inside each one of these little
orbs of energy was a memory.

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So I have a picture in my book,
which I'll show here cuz people

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like seeing a visualization.

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So here's a visualization.

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I had to pick up a ball of one
of these energy orbs and I had to

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process and heal the emotion that
was created from that instance.

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So this is where we talk
about our life review.

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Where we have to heal everything
that we've done to others.

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So here's a picture that I
drew where it's my hand and I'm

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holding one of these energy balls.

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So it is dimensional, like three
dimensional, and inside is like a little

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video screen where I was a baby holding
the tail of my grandmother's cat.

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So I talk about this experience
and how each experience of these

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ball, orb, energy, whatever
you wanna call them, memories.

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I had to a, I had to watch it as
the outsider watch in this little

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child, pull the tail of a cat.

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Then I had to become the
child, pulling the cat's tail.

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And so I knew how that felt.

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And then I became the cat
where I could see my own fur.

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I could feel my claws, I could
feel my ears and my head, and now I

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can see the child pulling my tail.

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So I knew how that felt as well.

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Then as I saw both sides of the
story, I could then analyse what

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energy that day did I create as
that child where I could heal it?

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So that was one memory.

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How many of those memories
did I pull out of that box?

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I estimate 8,000, 9,000 could be,
and it wasn't just a simple watch and

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it's healed some of those memories.

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You watch the scene and then you watch
the other scene, and then you sit there

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with tears bawling out of your eyes, and
then you're sitting on one of these pews,

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so now I know what the pews are for.

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Thank you so much.

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So you could really analyze, why did I
do that for, why did I react that way

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when that person did that emotion to me?

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Why did I create that energy
that then rippled to make

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other people hurt that day.

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So some of these memories I
say, could have taken 45 minutes

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to process in Earth time.

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Some of them could have
been an hour and a half.

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Some of them were simple ones, so they
were done in two or three minutes.

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But overall, doing thousands of these
memories, I estimate it would've

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been at least half an hour to 45
minutes per memory on average.

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You multiply 45 minutes by thousands
and thousands and thousands.

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How long does that take in earth time?

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I saw myself as a baby, as a teenager
when my twenties, thirties, and et

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cetera, cuz I died when I was 36 or 35.

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I died.

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So it was all my memories before that, so
now I understand words like only the good

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die young because the young wouldn't have
so many memories that they have to heal.

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So their life review
is actually not so bad.

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As we grow and we experience life and
we cause and inflict onto others our own

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energy, of course there's negative and
positive that we create in our world.

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So we have to heal the good and the bad.

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So I talk about a couple of instances in
my book where I did bad things because

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I'm not egotistical and I don't wanna
say, oh, look at me, I only did good.

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I don't wanna be that sort of author, So I
put in some instances like where I broke,

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I deliberately broke a pane of glass.

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And in this life review, when I look
back at that experience when I was

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only like six or eight years old,
when I broke this window deliberately,

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I now had to be the glass and
realize how it hurt to be broken.

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So I instantly recognize that glass
has a consciousness where it feels.

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So therefore, my pen also has
a consciousness that it has an

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awareness the same as my coffee mug.

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The same as my computer, the same
as my vehicle, because everything

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is made of an earthen product
that's made of natural fibers.

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So therefore, everything of the world
earthly has its own conscious awareness.

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So we know that when we mow our
grass, it emits a smell, which is a

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pheromone, which is a representation
that plant knows that it's dying.

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So it releases a pheromone
knowing that it's being cut.

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We know that goes into other plants and
that's why other plants around mowed

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grass, they bloom into flowers as their
own survival mechanism because they

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know that things around them are dying.

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So plants now have this conscious
awareness that we're aware of through

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science, so we now can understand
why our pen also has an awareness.

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So in my Life review, I
think I was there for about.

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18 months, I'm not sure.

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So then as I go through these memories,
I get the tap on the shoulder again.

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So I'll just stop you there.

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For you, with your life review, did
you get to the point where you're like,

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God, how long is this gonna go on for?

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Am I gonna have to keep doing
this until I get to the end?

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00:26:29,778 --> 00:26:31,258
I, yeah.

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I knew that if I was, at that point, I
didn't know if I was there forever or not.

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Okay.

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Cuz I didn't know what was really
going on, but I didn't question it.

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But it was my understanding that once
you start processing each and every

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single one of those orbs in that box,
you don't stop until they're all done.

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But I got interrupted and
she said, it's time to go.

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And it was then that when I went into
the fog stage where I blinked and

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then I opened my eyes and I'm in this
white space with my great grandmother.

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She then told me that I didn't
need to process them all.

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She said, we let you process enough
for you to remember them for when

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you speak of this in 20 years time.

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00:27:21,548 --> 00:27:27,008
So she knew in 2001 when I
died, that I wouldn't be telling

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people about it until 2020's.

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When she first came up to me and I say
because there was no walls, floors or

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ceiling, she was far off in the distance.

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A little tiny being.

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00:27:40,128 --> 00:27:42,228
And as she walked, she got closer.

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00:27:42,228 --> 00:27:44,718
She got bigger as she got closer to me.

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So cuz there was no floor,
she wasn't walking and she was

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in a very plain brown dress.

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She had long, straight hair.

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And she said, when she came up to
me, she was very angry with me.

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00:27:56,268 --> 00:27:58,498
And she said, what are you doing here?

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And I thought, whoa, where is this from?

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00:28:02,583 --> 00:28:05,803
Because everyone in heaven
I didn't call it heaven.

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00:28:06,043 --> 00:28:10,303
I just said, I was thinking where
I was, everyone was so nice to me.

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I was contemplating to all these people
and I was becoming all these people

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with this oneness of love that I am.

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00:28:16,903 --> 00:28:19,933
I'd been through for 18 months and
I went and did my life review for

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another 18 months where it's all happy
and good, healing all my memories.

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And now I've got this woman
virtually attacking me,

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00:28:26,563 --> 00:28:28,393
saying, why the hell am I here?

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00:28:28,633 --> 00:28:31,473
And I looked at her and
I said, what do you mean?

427
00:28:31,773 --> 00:28:32,313
And she went, Ugh.

428
00:28:33,313 --> 00:28:34,813
Because she's so frustrated.

429
00:28:35,173 --> 00:28:39,043
And I said, but how do
I don't know where I am?

430
00:28:39,493 --> 00:28:41,773
And she said you are
not supposed to be here.

431
00:28:42,463 --> 00:28:43,843
And I said where's here?

432
00:28:44,293 --> 00:28:46,393
And she said, you're not
supposed to be here at all.

433
00:28:46,603 --> 00:28:50,108
I said I'm so confused myself
because I don't know where I am.

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00:28:50,558 --> 00:28:55,008
So she started patting down her dress,
like she was collecting herself, and

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00:28:55,008 --> 00:28:57,588
she says, Linda, do you know who I am?

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00:28:58,128 --> 00:28:58,878
And I said, no.

437
00:28:59,878 --> 00:29:04,798
And she said, okay, I am Karina
and I am your great grandmother.

438
00:29:05,798 --> 00:29:10,148
And she said, I lived in
18, I think she said 1828.

439
00:29:10,788 --> 00:29:14,208
Cuz you know, it was a lot of
information that I received, obviously.

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00:29:14,838 --> 00:29:16,788
So I just say early 1800.

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00:29:17,298 --> 00:29:18,948
She said, I used to live in this city.

442
00:29:18,948 --> 00:29:20,058
She told me about the city.

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00:29:20,058 --> 00:29:23,673
She told me about how the the
horses, how to feed the horses,

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00:29:23,673 --> 00:29:26,823
how to care for the horses, how to
dig the hole when the horses die.

445
00:29:27,123 --> 00:29:29,523
So how long was that conversation?

446
00:29:29,523 --> 00:29:33,633
Just about the horses then she told
me about how to just make an axe, how

447
00:29:33,633 --> 00:29:38,073
to pick the right tree and the wood to
make an axe so the handle doesn't break

448
00:29:38,078 --> 00:29:39,993
when you're cutting wood to make a fire.

449
00:29:40,413 --> 00:29:46,023
So she was telling me all these instances
about how to make furniture, how to make

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00:29:46,023 --> 00:29:50,853
clothes, how to make needles, to make
the clothes, how to make this device

451
00:29:50,858 --> 00:29:52,443
that she would take down to the river.

452
00:29:52,563 --> 00:29:56,883
And she told me how she'd walk down
to the river and clean the washing

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00:29:57,063 --> 00:29:58,383
of the clothes that she was making.

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00:29:59,043 --> 00:30:03,853
So she told me all about her
own life in the 18 hundreds.

455
00:30:04,553 --> 00:30:06,168
So how long was that?

456
00:30:06,888 --> 00:30:09,798
I've had phone calls with my
friends where we talk for about an

457
00:30:09,798 --> 00:30:13,858
hour and I get off the phone and I
think what did I say in that hour?

458
00:30:14,858 --> 00:30:20,168
And then I look at what Karina told
me, and it's thousands and thousands

459
00:30:20,173 --> 00:30:24,178
times longer than just that, where she
was just telling me about her life.

460
00:30:24,898 --> 00:30:28,168
Then she started talking
about my future life.

461
00:30:28,978 --> 00:30:31,858
She said, when you go back, you'll
be doing this, you'll be doing that.

462
00:30:31,888 --> 00:30:33,118
You go, you gotta do this.

463
00:30:34,053 --> 00:30:36,753
And I'm just sitting there like
taking all these mental notes.

464
00:30:36,753 --> 00:30:37,923
How do I remember all this?

465
00:30:37,923 --> 00:30:42,163
Because I don't know how good am I gonna
be able to remember all this information?

466
00:30:42,853 --> 00:30:45,673
So there were things that
she told me that I would do.

467
00:30:46,093 --> 00:30:49,033
She told me that I would work
10 years with the police.

468
00:30:50,033 --> 00:30:54,653
She said you'll need two years
off for the emotional infliction

469
00:30:54,653 --> 00:30:56,633
that they create within you.

470
00:30:57,113 --> 00:31:01,043
So I worked with the
police from 2002 to 2012.

471
00:31:01,223 --> 00:31:02,273
10 years.

472
00:31:02,723 --> 00:31:04,583
And I did need to get out of there.

473
00:31:04,588 --> 00:31:05,483
I was medically retired.

474
00:31:06,188 --> 00:31:09,718
Because I got post traumatic
stress disorder, which still

475
00:31:09,718 --> 00:31:11,338
is a burden for me today.

476
00:31:11,668 --> 00:31:14,848
So I struggle with that even
today with my own mental health.

477
00:31:15,508 --> 00:31:20,008
But she knew in 2001 when I died,
all this future stuff about me.

478
00:31:20,368 --> 00:31:24,508
She said, you'll be working as a trainer
to teach others how to look after

479
00:31:24,508 --> 00:31:26,308
themselves when they injure themselves.

480
00:31:26,638 --> 00:31:27,718
And that's a first aid trainer.

481
00:31:28,408 --> 00:31:31,498
And I did that for two
years, exactly as she said.

482
00:31:31,858 --> 00:31:33,578
And it wasn't just two years.

483
00:31:33,608 --> 00:31:38,763
It was January, 2015 to January, 2017.

484
00:31:39,153 --> 00:31:43,053
I was a first aid trainer,
so exactly two years.

485
00:31:43,383 --> 00:31:44,523
So she got that right.

486
00:31:44,583 --> 00:31:45,873
She told me about earthquakes.

487
00:31:45,873 --> 00:31:49,923
She told me about that tsunami
in Indonesia where she said,

488
00:31:50,043 --> 00:31:53,493
A quarter of your units of
millions will perish in this.

489
00:31:53,553 --> 00:31:58,083
The waters erupting from
the sea, which is a tsunami.

490
00:31:58,413 --> 00:32:01,953
So even when she mentioned the
police, she didn't mention the police.

491
00:32:01,953 --> 00:32:06,393
She said, you will work for a
great force who enforces the rules

492
00:32:06,393 --> 00:32:08,673
upon the land, which is police.

493
00:32:08,678 --> 00:32:09,083
Yeah.

494
00:32:09,993 --> 00:32:12,693
So she said you'll be working
with them for 10 years.

495
00:32:12,933 --> 00:32:16,938
So she told me about tsunamis,
earthquakes, volcanoes.

496
00:32:17,148 --> 00:32:18,498
She told me about planes.

497
00:32:18,498 --> 00:32:25,668
She told me about 911, which I have
to believe what she said, even though

498
00:32:25,668 --> 00:32:27,408
in, it's not the same in the media.

499
00:32:27,858 --> 00:32:28,308
Okay.

500
00:32:28,878 --> 00:32:30,438
So I don't really wanna go into that.

501
00:32:30,738 --> 00:32:32,088
She told me about Covid.

502
00:32:32,088 --> 00:32:33,618
She told me about the vaccines.

503
00:32:33,618 --> 00:32:35,748
She told me about what's
coming in this year.

504
00:32:36,108 --> 00:32:36,678
She said they.

505
00:32:37,108 --> 00:32:38,938
March, 2023.

506
00:32:39,268 --> 00:32:42,538
And she actually said it will start
with the place where you live, which

507
00:32:42,538 --> 00:32:44,548
is a house which is real estate.

508
00:32:44,938 --> 00:32:51,118
She said the, and she didn't call it
the market, but she said the prices

509
00:32:51,123 --> 00:32:55,588
that people pay for their dwellings
will increase tenfold, which is

510
00:32:55,588 --> 00:32:57,058
virtually now what's happening.

511
00:32:57,448 --> 00:32:58,548
Real estate's going up.

512
00:32:58,868 --> 00:33:04,493
And she said, you must remember the
wars of past where real estate and your

513
00:33:04,763 --> 00:33:08,163
financial currency will be afflicted.

514
00:33:08,453 --> 00:33:12,203
And you look now at how many world
banks are now shutting up shop.

515
00:33:12,653 --> 00:33:17,033
So I know what's coming in the next six
months because it's still inevitable.

516
00:33:17,373 --> 00:33:20,703
I don't want it to occur
obviously, but she said that

517
00:33:20,703 --> 00:33:25,023
2023, 24 will be very hard years.

518
00:33:25,503 --> 00:33:27,333
A lot of people will perish.

519
00:33:27,393 --> 00:33:28,263
She told me that.

520
00:33:28,653 --> 00:33:35,318
But in 2025 she said that is the year when
people will come into their own truths.

521
00:33:35,828 --> 00:33:38,858
For all the lies and the deceit that
people have been told for the past

522
00:33:38,858 --> 00:33:41,948
five years will now be resolved.

523
00:33:42,938 --> 00:33:45,248
She said 2025.

524
00:33:45,248 --> 00:33:48,668
Moving forward, health will be important.

525
00:33:49,028 --> 00:33:54,018
People will be going back to
natural medicines and not trusting

526
00:33:54,228 --> 00:33:57,118
those who create the cures.

527
00:33:57,528 --> 00:33:59,078
So that's pharmaceuticals.

528
00:33:59,288 --> 00:34:03,318
So we'll be going back into more
of an alternative, which is really

529
00:34:03,558 --> 00:34:07,328
natural medicine, looking after
ourselves and our own mental health.

530
00:34:07,748 --> 00:34:12,098
People will put more onus on their jobs
and what is truly important to them.

531
00:34:12,698 --> 00:34:14,768
So that's actually what
we're now seeing too.

532
00:34:15,218 --> 00:34:18,693
How many people are giving up their
jobs and saying stuff this I wanna do

533
00:34:18,693 --> 00:34:22,923
a job now that I'm passionate about,
where I get respected in my own right.

534
00:34:23,253 --> 00:34:28,053
So that's all now occurring, just
as she said back in 2001 for me.

535
00:34:28,473 --> 00:34:31,233
So we're having this huge
conversation about us.

536
00:34:31,608 --> 00:34:36,828
Then she says to me, you do realize that
if you go in there, you can never go back.

537
00:34:37,548 --> 00:34:39,228
And I said, where?

538
00:34:39,528 --> 00:34:43,158
So I turned around and she
was pointing at the tunnel.

539
00:34:44,158 --> 00:34:46,018
So here's a picture out
of my book, the tunnel.

540
00:34:46,918 --> 00:34:49,078
There's me in my pajamas,
and there she is.

541
00:34:49,198 --> 00:34:50,608
And she's pointing at this.

542
00:34:51,608 --> 00:34:54,758
I can't call it a tunnel, even
though people call it a tunnel.

543
00:34:55,358 --> 00:34:57,098
It was energy.

544
00:34:58,098 --> 00:35:01,578
And it was magnetic, like an attraction.

545
00:35:02,058 --> 00:35:06,648
So if you look at a magnet, how it
attracts to metal, that's how I felt.

546
00:35:06,648 --> 00:35:12,958
As soon as I looked at this
place inside this vortex, I

547
00:35:12,958 --> 00:35:14,698
wanted to go in there so bad.

548
00:35:15,598 --> 00:35:20,638
It was like a pull,
energetic and emotional pull.

549
00:35:21,058 --> 00:35:26,248
And it was like pulling me and I
had to physically try with all my

550
00:35:26,248 --> 00:35:28,678
mind not to go into this vortex.

551
00:35:29,518 --> 00:35:32,818
And she says if you go in there, you
can never return to where you're from.

552
00:35:33,818 --> 00:35:35,048
She said, you must return.

553
00:35:35,438 --> 00:35:36,758
She told me about my daughter.

554
00:35:37,278 --> 00:35:40,248
So many things have now come
true of what she's told me about.

555
00:35:40,818 --> 00:35:45,318
So she said, if you go into
there, that's where you will

556
00:35:45,318 --> 00:35:47,208
reincarnate and be born again.

557
00:35:47,808 --> 00:35:49,908
So here we go with reincarnation.

558
00:35:50,328 --> 00:35:52,398
She told me about how reincarnation works.

559
00:35:52,398 --> 00:35:53,568
She told me about life lessons.

560
00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:57,228
She told me about our
contracts and how we sign up.

561
00:35:57,498 --> 00:36:01,498
Not, we don't sign up in a life
lesson to be a rich person.

562
00:36:02,128 --> 00:36:05,588
We sign up to be a generous person.

563
00:36:06,098 --> 00:36:11,288
So in that case, we will be born into a
rich family where we can then throw money

564
00:36:11,618 --> 00:36:14,228
at the homeless and people less fortunate.

565
00:36:14,528 --> 00:36:18,608
So we are looking after them, but is
that truly how we learn generosity?

566
00:36:19,208 --> 00:36:23,618
So in that case, we could also
be born as that homeless man.

567
00:36:24,248 --> 00:36:30,128
So we appreciate the value of
someone else giving us just a simple

568
00:36:30,128 --> 00:36:31,808
couple of cents on the street.

569
00:36:32,648 --> 00:36:39,458
So even an attribute of say, generosity,
we could be the rich person or the

570
00:36:39,458 --> 00:36:42,038
poor person to learn that lesson.

571
00:36:42,428 --> 00:36:46,388
And that's why we can have
so many different lives where

572
00:36:46,388 --> 00:36:48,068
we learn just one lesson.

573
00:36:48,818 --> 00:36:53,858
So someone who has to learn, say
patience, which I know is one of mine

574
00:36:53,858 --> 00:36:59,128
now because I've lived so long in this
place where there was no time or space,

575
00:36:59,908 --> 00:37:06,878
that now time is one of those crazy
things that I still don't understand,

576
00:37:07,268 --> 00:37:11,468
where I have to wait five minutes
before a TV show will start on tv.

577
00:37:11,798 --> 00:37:12,818
It frustrates me.

578
00:37:13,088 --> 00:37:19,128
So I know that I must learn that patience
now of understanding time concept

579
00:37:19,128 --> 00:37:23,598
again, even though, and I've been back
here for 23 years, since I died, I

580
00:37:23,598 --> 00:37:25,398
still struggle with time and space.

581
00:37:25,558 --> 00:37:28,228
People say, oh, it's only
a 15 minute drive away.

582
00:37:28,468 --> 00:37:30,173
And some days I think how far is that?

583
00:37:30,683 --> 00:37:36,463
Because I've been so long, five
years is what I call it in this place

584
00:37:36,463 --> 00:37:38,353
where time and space did not occur.

585
00:37:38,903 --> 00:37:42,678
So I have a question about when you're,
is it Corrine, your great grandmother.

586
00:37:43,038 --> 00:37:48,178
So I'm interested in did you have a
sense of why she was telling you about

587
00:37:48,178 --> 00:37:50,818
things that would occur in the future

588
00:37:50,878 --> 00:37:54,938
given that when we come here
we deliberately forget so that

589
00:37:54,938 --> 00:37:56,528
we have those experiences?

590
00:37:56,738 --> 00:37:58,418
Do you have an in any insight into that?

591
00:37:59,418 --> 00:38:02,838
I didn't at the time, and
that's a really good question.

592
00:38:02,838 --> 00:38:04,548
Thank you so much Rod, for asking that.

593
00:38:05,058 --> 00:38:09,138
But I didn't at the time because I just
accepted everything that was happening.

594
00:38:09,498 --> 00:38:11,328
I didn't question anything of it.

595
00:38:11,748 --> 00:38:17,948
But when I look back at what she was
saying and how she was saying you

596
00:38:17,948 --> 00:38:22,018
will need this time to learn your
lessons before you start talking about

597
00:38:22,018 --> 00:38:24,478
what you saw and experienced here.

598
00:38:24,748 --> 00:38:30,128
So I understand why I had to
wait 20 years, but then I also

599
00:38:30,128 --> 00:38:31,988
have a look at why she told me.

600
00:38:32,438 --> 00:38:40,028
What was that benefit of her telling me
that, And I think now being 2023, after

601
00:38:40,028 --> 00:38:44,763
Covid, and how a lot of people have
are now starting to doubt themselves.

602
00:38:45,003 --> 00:38:47,523
Look how many people now are
interested in near, near death

603
00:38:47,523 --> 00:38:49,383
experiences and spirituality.

604
00:38:49,388 --> 00:38:55,278
Because they're giving up that societal
belief of what they've been brought

605
00:38:55,278 --> 00:38:59,028
up with and now they're looking
for answers elsewhere because they

606
00:38:59,028 --> 00:39:00,768
can't trust the governments anymore.

607
00:39:00,978 --> 00:39:03,588
And this is real all over the world now.

608
00:39:03,748 --> 00:39:09,718
Every day now we are seeing riots or
some sort of protest, or people now

609
00:39:09,718 --> 00:39:13,768
are starting to stand up for their
own rights where they didn't before.

610
00:39:13,958 --> 00:39:15,158
It's now global.

611
00:39:15,568 --> 00:39:20,978
Globally people now are standing up
and saying, what else exists out there?

612
00:39:21,398 --> 00:39:26,978
So I have a feeling, cause it's just
an assumption that she was telling

613
00:39:26,978 --> 00:39:34,868
me all that, so now I can offer
some sort of solace or some sort of

614
00:39:34,928 --> 00:39:40,538
compassion to others who are doubting
their existence or their purpose.

615
00:39:41,318 --> 00:39:48,088
Whereby I can be educating others,
helping them find the answers that

616
00:39:48,298 --> 00:39:51,748
they're seeking with their own
true self, of their own conscious

617
00:39:51,748 --> 00:39:54,448
awareness and being on this planet.

618
00:39:54,928 --> 00:40:00,868
That hopefully I can supply those answers
in a way that they can understand and

619
00:40:00,868 --> 00:40:03,838
also in a way that they can believe it.

620
00:40:04,138 --> 00:40:12,713
So then they can create the angelic being
that we all have within us as our soul.

621
00:40:13,223 --> 00:40:18,203
So we can utilize our natural
abilities of our psychic abilities.

622
00:40:18,473 --> 00:40:20,903
Cuz it is all innate
abilities that we have.

623
00:40:21,153 --> 00:40:26,973
Using our intuition, our instincts,
our gut feelings, whereby we make

624
00:40:26,973 --> 00:40:32,133
better choices and ultimately
we live in a more peaceful time.

625
00:40:32,733 --> 00:40:35,763
So I think that's why she
was telling me all that back

626
00:40:35,763 --> 00:40:37,623
then, cuz she didn't have to.

627
00:40:37,733 --> 00:40:39,093
Cuz I didn't ask her for it.

628
00:40:40,173 --> 00:40:40,503
Yeah.

629
00:40:40,683 --> 00:40:41,043
Okay.

630
00:40:41,343 --> 00:40:42,063
That makes sense.

631
00:40:42,673 --> 00:40:43,423
yeah.

632
00:40:44,113 --> 00:40:47,953
So at the end of our conversation
she says, now you've gotta go back.

633
00:40:48,953 --> 00:40:52,673
And I said, where do I go back to,
because I don't know how I got here.

634
00:40:53,363 --> 00:40:55,788
And it was like the wizard of Oz.

635
00:40:56,278 --> 00:40:59,263
She looked at me and she said, Linda,
all you've gotta do is think of

636
00:40:59,263 --> 00:41:01,513
your home and you'll go back there.

637
00:41:02,113 --> 00:41:05,623
So I thought about when I was in
heaven and how I would think about

638
00:41:05,623 --> 00:41:07,753
a duck and I would become the duck.

639
00:41:08,053 --> 00:41:11,113
And I thought about the mountain
and I'd become the mountain.

640
00:41:11,563 --> 00:41:15,478
So when I was in heaven, And I thought,
wow, if I start thinking about my home,

641
00:41:15,898 --> 00:41:19,468
and as soon as I started thinking about
where I was sleeping and how I went to

642
00:41:19,468 --> 00:41:26,288
the toilet that night, five years before,
next thing I know is I'm lying on a bed

643
00:41:26,708 --> 00:41:30,998
and they're pulling the tube out of my
throat because I've been on life support.

644
00:41:31,998 --> 00:41:35,718
And I'm, I can hear this nurse, and now
I'm hearing with my ears for the first

645
00:41:35,718 --> 00:41:40,278
time in five years, and she's saying,
squeeze my hand if you can hear me.

646
00:41:40,278 --> 00:41:41,148
Squeeze my hand if you.

647
00:41:41,298 --> 00:41:44,028
So I'm trying to squeeze my
hand and then I hear her say,

648
00:41:44,088 --> 00:41:45,318
she's really squeezing my hand.

649
00:41:45,318 --> 00:41:46,068
Yeah, she's coming back.

650
00:41:46,068 --> 00:41:46,938
She's coming back.

651
00:41:47,478 --> 00:41:50,058
So that was welcome back
to the Earth, Linda.

652
00:41:50,298 --> 00:41:52,548
After this huge event that
I've just been through.

653
00:41:53,538 --> 00:41:59,898
So my ESP, psychic
abilities, from the get go.

654
00:42:00,538 --> 00:42:04,738
One of the nurses that was with me
that first day when I woke up, I

655
00:42:04,918 --> 00:42:06,838
looked at her and I said, how's Motley?

656
00:42:07,538 --> 00:42:10,568
And she said, Motley, what
do you know about Motley?

657
00:42:10,898 --> 00:42:16,118
And I looked at her, this nurse in ICU,
and I said, oh my God, you've been here

658
00:42:16,118 --> 00:42:19,508
all week telling me about your cat.

659
00:42:19,578 --> 00:42:21,793
You keep going on and on about your cat.

660
00:42:22,063 --> 00:42:23,623
He's got long gray hair.

661
00:42:23,623 --> 00:42:25,063
He is 13 years old.

662
00:42:25,303 --> 00:42:27,943
You don't know whether to put
him down or to get another cat

663
00:42:27,943 --> 00:42:29,173
because you've took him to the vet.

664
00:42:29,173 --> 00:42:30,403
He's got kidney trouble.

665
00:42:30,583 --> 00:42:32,503
It's $5,000 for the pills.

666
00:42:32,863 --> 00:42:35,143
She's looking at me and
her jaws on the floor.

667
00:42:35,803 --> 00:42:39,463
She says, Linda, how do you know all that?

668
00:42:39,793 --> 00:42:42,103
Because I do have a cat called Motley.

669
00:42:42,253 --> 00:42:44,023
He is 13 years old.

670
00:42:44,023 --> 00:42:45,523
He has got a kidney problem.

671
00:42:45,733 --> 00:42:48,433
The vet sold me, it's
$5,000 for the pills.

672
00:42:48,673 --> 00:42:53,323
But how could you possibly know all
that because you've been in a coma.

673
00:42:53,653 --> 00:42:56,683
And I have not even been in ICU.

674
00:42:56,743 --> 00:43:00,083
I've worked two floors down
for the past two weeks.

675
00:43:01,083 --> 00:43:02,003
How did I know it?

676
00:43:02,933 --> 00:43:04,973
So I still have that now today.

677
00:43:05,568 --> 00:43:08,568
I can sing a song, turn on the
radio, and it will start as

678
00:43:08,568 --> 00:43:09,968
soon as I turn it on the radio.

679
00:43:10,298 --> 00:43:12,308
She talks to me constantly.

680
00:43:12,338 --> 00:43:13,118
Thank you so much.

681
00:43:13,718 --> 00:43:15,988
She's with me constantly.

682
00:43:16,328 --> 00:43:17,798
She appeared at the pool.

683
00:43:17,888 --> 00:43:21,728
I took my daughter to the pool one
day and she appeared at the pool.

684
00:43:22,558 --> 00:43:23,498
Oh my God.

685
00:43:24,498 --> 00:43:27,978
She was in the pool and there
was no water in the pool.

686
00:43:28,128 --> 00:43:32,808
So there's a picture of my lady who's
always with me the day at the pool.

687
00:43:33,258 --> 00:43:36,138
She looked at me that day
and she said, are you ready?

688
00:43:36,558 --> 00:43:39,378
And I looked at her, everyone
else couldn't hear us.

689
00:43:39,918 --> 00:43:42,498
There was people in the pool with
me and they weren't even looking at

690
00:43:42,498 --> 00:43:46,338
me talking to nobody there who they
could not see cuz I could see her.

691
00:43:47,148 --> 00:43:48,798
And she said, are you ready?

692
00:43:48,798 --> 00:43:50,118
And I said, ready for what?

693
00:43:50,388 --> 00:43:52,428
She said, we think you're ready.

694
00:43:52,908 --> 00:43:54,358
So who is the we?

695
00:43:55,358 --> 00:43:57,548
And it was about a week or so later.

696
00:43:57,888 --> 00:43:59,808
That I started seeing spirit guides.

697
00:44:00,808 --> 00:44:06,148
So I actually have tried to find
others that physically see spirit

698
00:44:06,153 --> 00:44:10,678
guides and I'm one of the few on the
planet who sees spirit guides where

699
00:44:10,678 --> 00:44:14,368
I actually see them and talk to them.

700
00:44:15,358 --> 00:44:16,918
So that's one of my abilities.

701
00:44:16,918 --> 00:44:17,998
Now I see spirit guides.

702
00:44:18,268 --> 00:44:22,618
So one of my books is called Spirit Guides
and Life Past Explained, where I talk

703
00:44:22,618 --> 00:44:27,238
about spirit guides, how to connect, what
do they can and can't do for us, how to

704
00:44:27,238 --> 00:44:29,858
talk to them, what our purpose is in life.

705
00:44:30,218 --> 00:44:33,638
How to communicate with
our angels, et cetera.

706
00:44:33,758 --> 00:44:35,078
Who can be a spirit guide?

707
00:44:35,498 --> 00:44:38,968
Is it just past loved ones that guide us?

708
00:44:39,118 --> 00:44:40,918
Is it angels, arch angels?

709
00:44:40,918 --> 00:44:41,818
Could it be animals?

710
00:44:42,068 --> 00:44:46,058
I had a gentleman I was talking to
a few weeks ago and he said, can you

711
00:44:46,058 --> 00:44:47,618
please tell me what my spirit guide is?

712
00:44:47,978 --> 00:44:53,918
And this yellow four petaled flower
appeared and started talking to me.

713
00:44:54,638 --> 00:44:56,708
So his spirit guide was a flower.

714
00:44:57,608 --> 00:44:59,648
So I said, darling, please research.

715
00:44:59,648 --> 00:45:02,708
Cause I never do it, so it
doesn't compromise my readings

716
00:45:02,708 --> 00:45:03,908
of what they represent.

717
00:45:04,298 --> 00:45:06,978
But I said, please Google,
what does a four petaled

718
00:45:06,998 --> 00:45:08,888
yellow flower mean spiritually?

719
00:45:09,338 --> 00:45:13,868
So I get this email from him a few days
later, and he said, Linda, that's exactly

720
00:45:13,928 --> 00:45:15,608
what is happening right now in my life.

721
00:45:16,088 --> 00:45:17,618
How did you know?

722
00:45:18,618 --> 00:45:21,978
And I say to people all the
time, it's not that I know,

723
00:45:22,818 --> 00:45:27,438
it's what they allow me to be.

724
00:45:28,438 --> 00:45:30,418
We all have that capacity within us.

725
00:45:30,838 --> 00:45:36,278
We can all be like them,
where we know it all.

726
00:45:36,938 --> 00:45:38,738
We can all have psychic ability.

727
00:45:39,038 --> 00:45:41,078
We can all be angelic.

728
00:45:41,378 --> 00:45:48,368
We can all strive to eradicate our own
negativity within us so that it ripples

729
00:45:48,368 --> 00:45:52,748
out of us like a consciousness that our
pheromone that connects to other people.

730
00:45:53,748 --> 00:45:55,008
We can all be like that.

731
00:45:55,428 --> 00:45:56,448
So that's what I do now.

732
00:45:56,448 --> 00:45:57,078
I educate.

733
00:45:57,468 --> 00:46:03,648
So all four of my books that I've got
right now all educates on how to be more

734
00:46:03,828 --> 00:46:06,828
angelic, if you want to say it like that.

735
00:46:07,328 --> 00:46:11,848
So can I ask you, when you first wake
up in the hospital or in the ICU, so

736
00:46:11,848 --> 00:46:13,858
how long had you been in the ICU for?

737
00:46:13,863 --> 00:46:16,788
And then could you tell us a little
bit about your integration, like back

738
00:46:16,788 --> 00:46:20,248
from being away for so long into the
real world and how that panned out.

739
00:46:20,573 --> 00:46:23,483
Yeah, it was extremely
difficult and I will go there.

740
00:46:23,873 --> 00:46:27,563
I don't know time at all,
especially when you're groggy

741
00:46:27,563 --> 00:46:29,483
in ICU waking up from a coma.

742
00:46:29,483 --> 00:46:31,463
I know that I was on life support.

743
00:46:32,003 --> 00:46:34,493
I think it was only three
days that I was out.

744
00:46:34,713 --> 00:46:40,543
In my medical files, it says that I had
suffered chronic respiratory failure.

745
00:46:41,443 --> 00:46:45,093
In my medical reports, it says that
I was clinically dead for over 14

746
00:46:45,098 --> 00:46:50,933
minutes from the time of the 911
call when my ex-husband called 911

747
00:46:50,953 --> 00:46:56,353
until the second lot of ambulances
arrived to where I got defibrillated.

748
00:46:56,713 --> 00:47:00,813
So the first two ambulance officers
that turned up, the two first two

749
00:47:00,818 --> 00:47:05,583
paramedics, they were doing CPR, but
it wasn't until they defibrillated

750
00:47:05,583 --> 00:47:06,873
me that they got a heartbeat.

751
00:47:07,213 --> 00:47:11,173
So there was 14 minutes clinically
dead, but it could have been longer

752
00:47:11,443 --> 00:47:15,193
because it was two o'clock in
the morning and my ex-husband had

753
00:47:15,198 --> 00:47:16,933
to wake up and come and find me.

754
00:47:17,203 --> 00:47:19,213
He said that he found me
and I was already blue.

755
00:47:19,393 --> 00:47:21,373
So how long was I really clinically dead?

756
00:47:21,433 --> 00:47:22,783
I could have been there for half an hour.

757
00:47:22,843 --> 00:47:23,833
Could have been there an hour.

758
00:47:24,163 --> 00:47:25,393
Could have been there for three hours.

759
00:47:25,393 --> 00:47:26,083
I don't know.

760
00:47:26,383 --> 00:47:30,333
But  know that I was in ICU and I
remember the room that I was in.

761
00:47:30,683 --> 00:47:37,393
Down the end of my bed past there, there
was a glass wall, and inside there was

762
00:47:37,393 --> 00:47:40,483
a desk, so I could see nurses in there.

763
00:47:40,843 --> 00:47:46,413
Then they transferred me into my own
room where you walk in there was an

764
00:47:46,413 --> 00:47:48,393
en suite with a toilet and bathroom.

765
00:47:48,543 --> 00:47:50,913
And then past that my bed.

766
00:47:51,343 --> 00:47:58,063
There was a window parallel with my bed
and I woke up there and in the corner

767
00:47:58,063 --> 00:48:02,623
past my feet on the bed, there was a
chair in the corner and I had the TV

768
00:48:02,653 --> 00:48:04,843
hanging from the ceiling above my feet.

769
00:48:05,573 --> 00:48:11,993
On the chair there was sitting an old
lady and there was a man, a younger-ish

770
00:48:11,993 --> 00:48:14,453
person, and a child, and a dog there.

771
00:48:14,753 --> 00:48:17,663
The dog was a sandy colored
oh, what would I call it?

772
00:48:17,693 --> 00:48:24,233
It was a big dog, like a gray Alsation
type dog, long long-furred big dog.

773
00:48:25,233 --> 00:48:29,463
So I'm sitting there listening to
them all talk, and a nurse walks

774
00:48:29,463 --> 00:48:31,203
in, she's got a clipboard with her.

775
00:48:31,653 --> 00:48:34,333
She walks in and she
says, how are you going?

776
00:48:34,723 --> 00:48:35,603
And I said, oh, it's good.

777
00:48:35,603 --> 00:48:37,553
I'm just listening to
these people talking.

778
00:48:37,973 --> 00:48:41,673
So she's looking at the chair,
she looks back at me and she

779
00:48:41,673 --> 00:48:42,813
says, who are you talking to?

780
00:48:42,813 --> 00:48:44,913
And I said, there, the old lady's there.

781
00:48:44,918 --> 00:48:46,193
There's a guy, blah, blah, blah.

782
00:48:46,683 --> 00:48:48,813
She said, Linda, there's nobody there.

783
00:48:49,623 --> 00:48:54,393
So I look at these people and I said,
look, if you can let her know that you are

784
00:48:54,393 --> 00:48:56,973
here, can you please bang on the window.

785
00:48:57,973 --> 00:49:03,283
Now instantly, the whole window bang.

786
00:49:03,613 --> 00:49:07,573
And when you bang glass the
whole window sh like ripples.

787
00:49:08,473 --> 00:49:10,333
This nurse dropped her brief.

788
00:49:10,403 --> 00:49:14,243
The papers that she was holding,
she ran out of the room.

789
00:49:14,973 --> 00:49:16,383
And she, I never saw her again.

790
00:49:16,443 --> 00:49:17,703
She did not come back.

791
00:49:18,703 --> 00:49:19,963
Yeah, that would be a bit scary.

792
00:49:20,273 --> 00:49:24,183
It would be a bit scary for those
who don't know what's going on but I

793
00:49:24,183 --> 00:49:26,013
could see them, so I wasn't scared.

794
00:49:26,013 --> 00:49:27,123
When they banged on the window,

795
00:49:27,123 --> 00:49:29,613
it was actually the guy standing
next, he banged three times and

796
00:49:29,613 --> 00:49:31,223
you heard the bang, like bang.

797
00:49:31,283 --> 00:49:35,423
And that ripple that the glass does
when you hit it and she ran outta

798
00:49:35,423 --> 00:49:36,443
the room, she didn't come back.

799
00:49:37,443 --> 00:49:38,633
It was interesting.

800
00:49:39,153 --> 00:49:42,363
Just how attuned my
psychic abilities were.

801
00:49:42,623 --> 00:49:45,083
They were ghosts cuz I see ghosts.

802
00:49:45,363 --> 00:49:46,893
People that had died in the hospital.

803
00:49:47,123 --> 00:49:52,823
Now, 20 years after my NDE, whenever I
go to hospitals, I see so many people

804
00:49:52,823 --> 00:49:55,703
there still waiting to be picked up.

805
00:49:56,213 --> 00:50:00,403
Not knowing that they had fatal injuries
or illnesses, thinking they were

806
00:50:00,403 --> 00:50:03,733
just going to hospital to get a quick
fix pill to fix whatever they had.

807
00:50:04,393 --> 00:50:10,633
So I see people there, I walk into my
local hospital one time and there's

808
00:50:10,693 --> 00:50:12,673
this lady sitting in the front chair.

809
00:50:13,093 --> 00:50:17,173
She's sitting there holding this big
bunch of flowers, got a suitcase next

810
00:50:17,173 --> 00:50:19,723
to her on the floor, and she's just
looking out the door, waiting for

811
00:50:19,723 --> 00:50:21,223
her husband to come and pick her up.

812
00:50:22,223 --> 00:50:23,513
She doesn't know she's died.

813
00:50:24,233 --> 00:50:25,913
She's waiting to be
picked up from hospital.

814
00:50:26,483 --> 00:50:26,873
So it is,

815
00:50:26,928 --> 00:50:29,748
able to help those people
realize what they are or are

816
00:50:29,748 --> 00:50:31,608
they locked in a sort of loop?

817
00:50:32,213 --> 00:50:36,803
So that's one reason why I wrote Ghosts
Explained is another one of my books,

818
00:50:37,163 --> 00:50:42,173
because sometimes we can't help these
souls, unless they know that they've died.

819
00:50:42,223 --> 00:50:45,893
I say like in that movie
with Bruce Willis, I see dead

820
00:50:45,893 --> 00:50:47,153
people, what's that called?

821
00:50:47,158 --> 00:50:47,993
The sixth Sense.

822
00:50:48,293 --> 00:50:49,823
He didn't know he died.

823
00:50:50,273 --> 00:50:54,773
So it was, if we go up to somebody and
say, Hey, are you aware that you're dead?

824
00:50:55,493 --> 00:50:58,793
How would you feel if someone came up
to me right now and said, Hey Linda,

825
00:50:58,793 --> 00:51:00,203
are you aware that you're a ghost?

826
00:51:00,773 --> 00:51:05,033
I would go into this massive psychosis
of trauma, post-traumatic stress.

827
00:51:05,558 --> 00:51:09,588
Where I believe that's where we
get Poltergeist activity starts.

828
00:51:10,428 --> 00:51:11,448
Don't tell me I'm dead.

829
00:51:11,448 --> 00:51:13,638
So I pick up, throw things and
start throwing them at you.

830
00:51:14,068 --> 00:51:16,923
We've gotta be very delicate
when we do interact with ghosts.

831
00:51:17,133 --> 00:51:21,093
Some people out there believe that you
do tell them 'go in to the light' type

832
00:51:21,123 --> 00:51:24,933
things from that movie Poltergeist,
but sometimes we can't do that because

833
00:51:24,933 --> 00:51:27,393
it will only upset them even more.

834
00:51:28,113 --> 00:51:31,023
So I had a ghost that came to my house.

835
00:51:31,028 --> 00:51:32,103
Her name was Shelly.

836
00:51:32,428 --> 00:51:36,898
I actually have about nine
pages of transcripts in my book.

837
00:51:36,898 --> 00:51:39,748
Ghost Explains about what she
said when she was in my house.

838
00:51:40,078 --> 00:51:42,298
She could not understand
that she was dead.

839
00:51:42,298 --> 00:51:43,648
She'd had no memory of it.

840
00:51:43,708 --> 00:51:47,158
So I talk about the
psychology of why they die.

841
00:51:47,578 --> 00:51:49,168
She had amnesia.

842
00:51:49,198 --> 00:51:53,078
She could not understand her own
car accident where she died, and she

843
00:51:53,078 --> 00:51:56,708
was more concerned about the other
people in the car who did survive.

844
00:51:57,068 --> 00:51:59,717
So she said to me, I don't understand.

845
00:51:59,837 --> 00:52:02,237
They put Dave in the ambulance,
but they didn't put me in.

846
00:52:02,237 --> 00:52:02,447
Why?

847
00:52:02,447 --> 00:52:04,307
Why couldn't I go with
Dave in the ambulance?

848
00:52:04,307 --> 00:52:05,897
They left me standing
on the side of the road.

849
00:52:07,017 --> 00:52:10,537
That's heartbreaking, so I said
to her, what year is it now?

850
00:52:10,537 --> 00:52:15,230
And she said it's 1976, I
said, darling, it's not 1976.

851
00:52:16,230 --> 00:52:19,110
So I got out a calendar and
I said, look at the calendar.

852
00:52:19,110 --> 00:52:21,450
Look at the date, look at my phone.

853
00:52:21,720 --> 00:52:24,240
And she's looking at my phone
and she can't work it out because

854
00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:26,040
in 1976, there was no phones.

855
00:52:26,250 --> 00:52:27,240
She said, what's that?

856
00:52:27,510 --> 00:52:29,130
I said look, this is how I ring people.

857
00:52:29,130 --> 00:52:30,930
So I'd ring a friend and she'd say no.

858
00:52:31,170 --> 00:52:34,080
This is what she was doing
at my house for three days.

859
00:52:35,080 --> 00:52:40,110
So I was trying very delicately to
let her know that she was no longer in

860
00:52:40,110 --> 00:52:45,843
that time and that Dave would not be at
the hospital if I did take her there.

861
00:52:46,843 --> 00:52:48,133
Very sad situations.

862
00:52:48,373 --> 00:52:51,533
So I explained what happened with
Shelly in my book Ghost Explained.

863
00:52:51,993 --> 00:52:55,443
Then I've also got Psychics Explained
my other book that's all about our

864
00:52:55,443 --> 00:52:58,533
psychic abilities, how to get them, how
to get rid of 'em if we don't want them.

865
00:52:58,623 --> 00:52:58,893
Okay.

866
00:52:59,253 --> 00:53:02,643
How to, there's all tools and
development in there on how to

867
00:53:02,648 --> 00:53:04,563
raise our vibration exercises.

868
00:53:04,793 --> 00:53:08,033
How to connect with ourselves and all
that sort of stuff is in that book.

869
00:53:08,393 --> 00:53:09,913
Yeah, so I'm an educator.

870
00:53:10,193 --> 00:53:15,633
I try my best now to help everybody and
anybody, that's one reason why I don't

871
00:53:15,638 --> 00:53:19,923
charge for any of my services because
I know what it's like to struggle.

872
00:53:20,323 --> 00:53:24,683
When I left the police and I had
like really bad mental health, unless

873
00:53:24,683 --> 00:53:28,973
I paid someone, I couldn't get any
assistance for my own mental health.

874
00:53:29,333 --> 00:53:34,073
So that was a big lesson for me
to learn in how now, not to judge

875
00:53:34,073 --> 00:53:39,493
others, and I know now that it's
when we are absolutely at our tether.

876
00:53:40,018 --> 00:53:40,738
We are broke.

877
00:53:40,738 --> 00:53:41,548
We've lost our job.

878
00:53:41,548 --> 00:53:42,418
We've lost our house.

879
00:53:42,628 --> 00:53:44,218
We've lost our partner and family.

880
00:53:44,668 --> 00:53:46,078
When we lose everything.

881
00:53:46,588 --> 00:53:50,308
They're the ones that I mostly
do want to help because I know

882
00:53:50,608 --> 00:53:57,638
that money is only a sustainable
three-dimensional necessity in this world.

883
00:53:58,238 --> 00:54:01,868
But when we go out of this existence
of our three-dimensional society,

884
00:54:02,318 --> 00:54:04,598
we don't need currency of money.

885
00:54:04,958 --> 00:54:08,918
What we need is currency
of emotional acceptance.

886
00:54:09,278 --> 00:54:12,338
So I teach emotional
acceptance, self-worth,

887
00:54:12,338 --> 00:54:14,168
self-respect, self-appreciation.

888
00:54:14,738 --> 00:54:17,738
So now people are building
their own self-worth, which

889
00:54:17,738 --> 00:54:19,598
is our own self currency.

890
00:54:19,928 --> 00:54:24,668
So when we truly love ourselves,
we can then manifest and create

891
00:54:24,968 --> 00:54:30,548
abundance, success, and most of
all, prosperity of our own future.

892
00:54:30,978 --> 00:54:35,048
Based on that emotional output
that we can create ourselves.

893
00:54:36,048 --> 00:54:36,468
Wow.

894
00:54:37,018 --> 00:54:39,418
Thanks for sharing all of this, Linda.

895
00:54:39,718 --> 00:54:42,698
So where do you see
your life going forward?

896
00:54:42,698 --> 00:54:43,898
What's living a good life for you now?

897
00:54:44,898 --> 00:54:48,258
What's living a good life
for me now is talking with

898
00:54:48,258 --> 00:54:49,848
beautiful people like yourself.

899
00:54:50,568 --> 00:54:50,718
You.

900
00:54:51,718 --> 00:54:53,038
Oh, how?

901
00:54:53,038 --> 00:54:54,268
How do I explain?

902
00:54:54,748 --> 00:54:59,458
Wherever you are and wherever I am
doesn't matter because it's only

903
00:54:59,463 --> 00:55:01,318
geography at the end of the day.

904
00:55:01,738 --> 00:55:07,648
But ultimately, I talk to people
now in all countries of the planet.

905
00:55:08,648 --> 00:55:13,778
I've got people who email me and say,
Hey Linda, I spoke to you six months ago.

906
00:55:14,178 --> 00:55:15,228
I live in Brazil.

907
00:55:15,228 --> 00:55:18,438
Can we please take a time to reconnect?

908
00:55:19,428 --> 00:55:26,868
I want to be there for everybody and
everywhere because I understand that my

909
00:55:26,868 --> 00:55:31,998
body is just a physical cocoon of my soul.

910
00:55:32,448 --> 00:55:37,038
Yet my soul is an energetic
being that is everywhere.

911
00:55:37,518 --> 00:55:43,848
So I want to be everywhere at once
like I was when I was in heaven.

912
00:55:44,328 --> 00:55:49,308
So I love it now that we have Zoom
and Skype and Riverside is what

913
00:55:49,308 --> 00:55:55,158
we're using today so we can connect
all over the planet, and that is

914
00:55:55,158 --> 00:55:57,018
what makes me sleep good at night.

915
00:55:57,078 --> 00:56:01,728
That's what helps me with my own stresses
and anxieties that we all get in life.

916
00:56:02,388 --> 00:56:09,603
How I get through my day is knowing that
I'm doing my utmost to be the purpose

917
00:56:09,813 --> 00:56:12,963
that other people need to be as well.

918
00:56:13,563 --> 00:56:15,633
So I've got a big job on my hands.

919
00:56:15,693 --> 00:56:16,443
I know I do.

920
00:56:16,923 --> 00:56:20,823
And it's only through people, gorgeous
people like yourself who interview me

921
00:56:21,183 --> 00:56:24,933
where I can get the word out about.

922
00:56:25,173 --> 00:56:26,193
Cars don't matter.

923
00:56:27,003 --> 00:56:29,613
We, it doesn't matter what
sort of job or title we have.

924
00:56:30,003 --> 00:56:36,573
It's who we are on the inside,
how we create energy that emits to

925
00:56:36,633 --> 00:56:40,683
others, so then they feel who we are.

926
00:56:41,098 --> 00:56:45,478
And not what society dictates
what we should be through a title.

927
00:56:46,078 --> 00:56:49,838
So it's a hard one, it is
a hard one to learn it.

928
00:56:50,678 --> 00:56:53,168
I've got a PhD, so I call myself doctor.

929
00:56:53,528 --> 00:56:58,498
I've also been ordained, so I'm also
a reverend, so these are titles.

930
00:56:58,678 --> 00:57:02,278
But at the end of the day, when
we look at like the prophets of

931
00:57:03,178 --> 00:57:09,298
Religion, Mohammed Buddha, Jesus,
et cetera, they didn't have titles.

932
00:57:09,838 --> 00:57:15,508
And everywhere they went, all
they did was to spread their word

933
00:57:15,988 --> 00:57:19,388
of how good other people can be.

934
00:57:20,168 --> 00:57:24,198
We never hear Moses or any of
the prophets out of the Bible.

935
00:57:24,378 --> 00:57:27,898
We never hear Jesus,
Muhammad, Buddha, Krishna.

936
00:57:28,331 --> 00:57:35,042
Dalai Lama, when do we ever hear
them say, I, this is my story.

937
00:57:35,672 --> 00:57:43,052
They always talk about how others can
be their best version, and that's what

938
00:57:43,052 --> 00:57:47,522
I strive to be myself, but I'll never
compare myself to them ultimately,

939
00:57:47,762 --> 00:57:49,112
cuz I'm, I don't have an ego.

940
00:57:49,532 --> 00:57:51,692
But as long as we try our best in life.

941
00:57:52,072 --> 00:57:54,472
To be the best version that we can be.

942
00:57:54,982 --> 00:57:57,352
And then we create that in others.

943
00:57:57,862 --> 00:58:04,842
Man, that's what heaven is about, creating
that love where we unconditionally

944
00:58:04,992 --> 00:58:07,932
accept everyone without judgment.

945
00:58:08,352 --> 00:58:10,152
We don't accuse anyone.

946
00:58:10,152 --> 00:58:11,202
There's no sarcasm.

947
00:58:11,682 --> 00:58:14,802
There's no hate, destruction.

948
00:58:15,492 --> 00:58:19,362
It's all about creating emotional love.

949
00:58:20,052 --> 00:58:25,332
And when we look at why we come here
to learn lessons, so then we value

950
00:58:25,602 --> 00:58:27,762
what we have when we go back there.

951
00:58:28,762 --> 00:58:29,092
Yep.

952
00:58:29,392 --> 00:58:30,472
The world needs more of that.

953
00:58:31,012 --> 00:58:34,702
So what's the best way for people
to get in touch with you if they

954
00:58:34,707 --> 00:58:37,072
want to, or to find out more
about what you do in your work?

955
00:58:37,587 --> 00:58:40,612
I do have a weird name because
hello thank you to my parents

956
00:58:40,612 --> 00:58:41,712
for spelling my name wrong.

957
00:58:42,022 --> 00:58:49,542
My name is Lynda with a y l-y-n-d-a
and my surname is Cramer, c-r-a-m-e-r.

958
00:58:49,762 --> 00:58:52,852
So put me into Google, you find my links.

959
00:58:53,032 --> 00:58:55,282
I've got a website, lyndarae.info.

960
00:58:55,612 --> 00:58:59,362
I've also got YouTube
@drlyndacramer is on YouTube.

961
00:58:59,662 --> 00:59:03,792
I've also got a paranormal group
on Facebook and that's called Dr.

962
00:59:03,792 --> 00:59:05,082
Linda Paranormal.

963
00:59:05,332 --> 00:59:10,532
So I do have some educational
help, how to clear your own energy

964
00:59:10,537 --> 00:59:13,942
fields, et cetera, all development
videos that people can watch.

965
00:59:14,222 --> 00:59:16,712
That's a good little group of a
couple of thousand people there.

966
00:59:17,102 --> 00:59:20,402
Yeah, so I just tried my best
to just get the word out.

967
00:59:21,162 --> 00:59:26,772
What is paranormal, what is supernatural,
but ultimately it's all just natural.

968
00:59:27,402 --> 00:59:35,082
And once we acknowledge that all this
weirdness is actually innate, natural,

969
00:59:35,382 --> 00:59:42,282
then we can accept it and truly learn our
own capacity of what we can strive to be.

970
00:59:43,192 --> 00:59:43,972
Okay, great.

971
00:59:44,362 --> 00:59:47,092
Listen, I really appreciate
you taking the time today.

972
00:59:47,182 --> 00:59:48,322
Thank you so much for

973
00:59:48,372 --> 00:59:49,172
you so

974
00:59:49,222 --> 00:59:50,032
onto the channel.

975
00:59:50,512 --> 00:59:54,112
And I wish you well, I really hope
things go well for you in the future

976
00:59:54,262 --> 00:59:55,282
you too, darling.

977
00:59:55,282 --> 00:59:55,852
that you're doing.

978
00:59:56,252 --> 00:59:58,377
So thank you so much for
having me today, Rod.