Combative Calm

This meditation isn’t about letting go — it’s about learning to live with what stays.

Grief doesn’t disappear when you ignore it. It weaves itself into who you are, reshaping you quietly, changing your rhythm.
In this guided meditation, you’ll be invited to stop trying to fix what was never broken — to breathe, to hold the weight you’ve been carrying, and to walk with it instead of fighting it.
You’ll meet your grief as something sacred, not shameful. You’ll learn to carry it without letting it crush you.

If you’ve been trying to “get over it,” this episode will help you remember:
You don’t heal from love — you integrate it.
And grief is love, staying.
Perfect for nights when the ache feels endless, mornings that start too heavy, or any moment when you just need someone to say: you can keep walking with this, and still be whole.

What is Combative Calm?

This isn’t your sugary, sweet, diabetes-inducing healing podcast.
This is Combative Calm—where nervous system regulation meets rage rituals, somatic releases, and spicy affirmations laced with f-bombs to unfck your trauma responses.

Hosted by Sarai Speer—a trauma-informed yoga + meditation teacher, somatic healer, and high-energy bitch who tells it like it is—this show delivers real tools, not toxic positivity.

It’s trauma-informed, nervous system-rooted healing for the emotionally constipated, burnout-curious, high-functioning humans who are done pretending they’re fine.

It’s time to regulate your shit.