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Good morning, good morning.

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Morning, church. How are we doing?

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I'm on now.

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Happy. Tired. Sunday.

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Thankful you are with us
if we have not met.

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My name is Michael.

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I'm not usually up here, Pastor Carlos.

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So please come back
next week and hear from the man,

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the bus guy, the guy who knows scripture
better than anyone I know.

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So come on back next week.

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No. Super grateful you're here.

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I know it is a tired Sunday.

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We lose that hour of sleep
and it messes up the kids.

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But it's fun to be together.

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It's good to be together.

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It's it's it's right to be together.

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And so this morning, we're going
to be back in the gospel of Matthew.

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So if you have your
Bibles, turn to Matthew ten,

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Matthew ten, Matthew ten.

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Pastor Carl last week
covered the first half of the chapter.

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This morning.

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We're going to cover the latter half.

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We're going to cover the second
half of the chapter about 20 verses or so.

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We're going to pick up in verse 26.

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But I want to, while you turn there,

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remind you what we talked about last week,
what Pascal talked about last week,

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or if you weren't here,
you'll catch you up a little bit.

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So last week, Pastor Carl,
he challenge us with this word,

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this idea that we are sent out,
that you and I are on a mission,

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that you are called to go and do
and be what this world needs

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in the name of Jesus, who are his hands
and his feet where were sent out.

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And so I wanted to put that back
in your head. In your heart.

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What does it mean for you personally,
or you and your spouse or your family to

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be sent out?

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What does that mean for you?

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Uniquely?

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And then I just want
to give you a quick snippet.

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Some things that stood out to me
from last week.

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Hopefully
some of the things stood out to you.

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Not an exhaustive list,
but but rather just a list of of things.

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Pascale told us that chapters 1 to 9
our Jesus doing

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ministry, modeling ministry,
showing his disciples

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what this world needs, guiding
and teaching and encouraging and helping.

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And then we flip to chapter ten.

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Now Jesus says,
now you go and do ministry.

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It's your turn to step up.

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You are sent.

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Pascal
also shared that that is challenging.

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He said joining Jesus will be costly.

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Joining Jesus will be costly.

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He shared that a saved life is a life.

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He said that you and I, as

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believers, we have to accept
responsibility of the cross.

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That made us a new creation and now
we're supposed to live accordingly.

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Just accept the reality
that that we're called to go and do

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and live and model
what John just said, right?

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Invite people into the kingdom,
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whether it's here in the ranchos
or wherever you live.

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We have to accept responsibility.

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He said last week
that the call precedes the gift.

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So accept the call, step up to the plate,
go and do.

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And then I love, he said.

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We're supposed to live
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a sense of purpose,
a sense of pride, a sense of empowerment.

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But sometimes we get comfortable, right
as Americans are.

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So we're supposed to
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that our God is long suffering
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but all to come to repentance,
and he wants to use us all.

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What an amazing reality
that God wants to use us

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even when our brokenness,
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he still wants to use you to reach those

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who were lost and don't know
the saving hope of the cross.

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And so that's the challenge, is that we
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such a way where it's self-centered.

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We live in such a way
where others centered,

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and we value an invitation
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even though it can be challenging.

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And so this morning,

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there are some big themes
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and I want to put them
on the screen for you. Just a

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process.

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Sorry, this clicker has been jump on me
this morning.

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These are these are the six themes
we're going to cover each of them.

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It's almost this overview.

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We're going to spend
a little more time in fear

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because I think fear
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But Jesus brings up fear.

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He brings up Werth,
he brings up public allegiance.

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He brings up division in this text.

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He brings up discipleship,
and he brings up faithfulness.

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We could take.

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And do you know,
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is an invitation from God to say,
all right, where do you need to lean in?

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Which of these six
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or maybe all, you know,
but where do you need to lean in?

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Is fear kind of have that grip on you,

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or do
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Does your face been private for too long?

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Is it public allegiance like I'm a declare
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I'm all in.

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What is division exist in your life
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discipleship.

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This idea that you and I
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If we are a disciple of Jesus,
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he was supposed to live in such a way.

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We're not in control.

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We let him be in control.

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And then faithfulness
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serve this world well,
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it is nasty and difficult to navigate,
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We're still called to be faithful to God

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and where he's called us and placed us
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And so it's it's this all in mentality.

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And so this week,
I've been thinking about this word.

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I've called it the L-word.

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And I think when we think of Jesus,

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we think of the L-word as love,
which of course it is that word.

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But this morning
I have a different word for you.

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And I think what we're going to see
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everything comes down to this one word.

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It's loyalty.

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Everything about the text
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about our faith,
why we do what we do or don't do.

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We like all the things that we decide
to come down to that word loyalty.

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Are we loyal to Jesus above all else?

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Is he number one?

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Is he truly King?

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Is he truly Lord?

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Right.

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The saving act the cross was a one time
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It's not continuously happening,
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Lordship is ongoing.

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You have to daily say yes to Jesus
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Right?

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And so as we navigate this list,

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fear, worth, public allegiance,
division, discipleship and faithfulness.

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Keep in mind loyalty, right?

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Because we can not live these things out,

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we cannot grow in these areas
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We just can't.
Loyalty has to be number one.

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And so I do have to apologize.

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I made a mistake with Miranda.

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I thought I had the slot
this the slides for the text this morning.

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I do not,
but I'm going to read it aloud to you.

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So if you have a Bible, you're ahead.
If you don't, I apologize.

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I don't have this slide behind me, but I'm
going to read the text to you out loud.

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We're going to read all, all the verses
this morning and then we'll unpack it.

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I'm gonna start in verse 26.

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It says, so do not be afraid of them,

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for there is nothing concealed
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or hidden, that will not be made known.

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What I tell you in the dark,
speak in the daylight.

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What is whispered in the in your ear.

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Proclaim from the roofs,

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do not be afraid.

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There's that word again. Fear.

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Do not be afraid of those who kill
the body, but cannot kill the soul.

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Rather,
be afraid of the one who can destroy

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both soul and body in hell.

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Are not two sparrows sold for a penny yet?

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Not one of them will fall to the ground
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Or some translations, say,
outside of your father's will,

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and even the very hairs of your head
are all numbered.

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So don't be afraid.

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You are worth more than many sparrows.

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others, I will also acknowledge
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But whoever disowns me before others,

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I will disown before my father in heaven.

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Do you not suppose that
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I did not come
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for I have come

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to turn a man against his father,

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a daughter against her mother,

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a daughter in law against her
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I think we could acknowledge
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A man's enemies will be the members
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Verse 37.

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Anyone who loves their father or mother
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What a challenging text.

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Anyone who love their son or daughter
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Whoever does not take up their cross
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worthy of me.

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Whoever finds their life will lose it,

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and whoever loses their life for my sake
will find it.

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Verse 40.

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Anyone who welcomes you welcomes me.

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And anyone who welcomes me
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Whoever

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welcomes a prophet as a prophet
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And whoever welcomes

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a righteous person as a righteous person
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Verse 42.

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Our last scripture this morning,
and if anyone gives even a cup of cold

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water to one of these little ones,
who is my disciple?

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Truly I tell you, that person
will certainly not lose their reward.

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This is a challenging 20 verses.

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It's a lot.

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And so we're going to start with fear.

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That's where we see it. Don't be afraid.

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Don't be afraid.

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Don't be afraid.
He says it over and over and over.

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And I was processing this week.

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I thought of this fork in the road right.

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Or we can go
left and fear can take us left.

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And it's all about me.

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I can justify
why I'm not going to do something.

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I can justify
why I'm not going to be sent.

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I can justify what I'm going to say.
No. And I can.

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I think I can justify in a pretty good way
I'm going to let fear control me

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or fear can take me down the right path,
right down that road.

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And it can lead me towards God,

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where I have this fear of God
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Where fear of God is not to tremble,
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and Revere and be in awe and wonder
and let him motivate us,

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his character,
his goodness, his faithfulness, who he is.

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And so we have this opportunity always,
I think, at all times.

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Or what is fear going to do?

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How is it going to motivate us
and Jesus laying that out here?

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And I think

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it's proper to start here,

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although it's challenging, it's
this idea that a true disciple

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values Jesus above comfort,

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above reputation,

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above safety, and above approval,

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because at the root cause of those things,
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I mean, we love our comfort, right?

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But it's fear driven.

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I don't want to lose my comfort
reputation, want to lose my reputation.

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There's a fear that's driven our safety.

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It's a huge thing for parents in the room

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because we think about the Mexico
trip, right?

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It's like, oh man, can I know, should I?

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But safety,
we don't want to lose our state.

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There's a there's underlining fear
almost to it.

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Same with the approval. Approval.

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I was reading a study our junior high
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that says they need approval
like they need air to breathe.

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That's
how much it motivates their decisions.

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I mean, think about that
just for a second.

242
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And it still exists for us.

243
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I think just on a lesser level,
because we've navigated those years and

244
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hormones are different
and we're just as sure of who

245
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we are a little more than junior
high and high school students are.

246
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But approval
still impacts us, and wanting approval

247
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and the fear of missing that
approval or not getting it

248
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can can cause us to just focus
on that fear element.

249
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It's that half glass empty approach
to life, not half glass full.

250
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But fear is just so prevalent.

251
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It's such a big factor in this,
even this Christian walk.

252
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But Jesus is saying the believer

253
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and the nonbeliever should factor in
or should should process fear differently.

254
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They shouldn't fact

255
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they shouldn't process fear the same way
because we do have true hope.

256
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We do have true,

257
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forgiveness.

258
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We do have this true relationship
with a God who knows us.

259
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Again, he said he knows.

260
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He knows the hairs on your head
that's all intimate.

261
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This God is at how knowledgeable
this God is.

262
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And so we see here in ten,
Jesus has his 12.

263
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He picks them and then he sends them out.

264
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But he he also speaks into the he say,
here's what you're going to experience.

265
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He just takes the sting out of it.

266
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He says, you're going to be brought
before counsel.

267
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You're going to be beaten.

268
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You're going to be betrayed
sometimes by family,

269
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and you're going to be hated at times
by all.

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Like he lays it out and we talk about it's
costly to follow Jesus.

271
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There's just a different standard
that we live by.

272
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There's different motivation we have.

273
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There's a different perspective
that we keep.

274
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It's eternal.

275
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We don't fear them.

276
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We fear God,
and we let him motivate us and him

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guide us
and him encourage us as much as we can.

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Right.

279
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And here's what I think why

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Jesus is telling them
what you're going to experience

281
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and telling you and me
what we're going to experience.

282
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This is why
Jesus is preparing them for pressure.

283
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Jesus appearing them for rejection.

284
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This is preparing them
for misunderstanding, for family tension,

285
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and for fear.

286
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Jesus is preparing them,
but also preparing us.

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We are his disciples.

288
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So when we see this red letter text,
he is speaking directly to us as well.

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Then maybe the context is different,
of course,

290
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but just preparing them for pressure,

291
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rejection,
misunderstanding, family tension and fear.

292
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I mean, look at that list.

293
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What do you struggle with or what's
kind of a part of your life right now?

294
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I mean,
I think that the fear just creeps in

295
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and we don't
we don't want to live with this

296
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pressure filled life
or we don't want to be rejected.

297
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We don't
want experience misunderstandings.

298
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And Jesus saying these things will happen,
like start to process this.

299
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It will happen.

300
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How you navigate it,
how you view this world, how you view

301
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me, how you lean on me,
how you depend on me.

302
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That's what's going to help
you get through this list

303
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and navigate this part of life.

304
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But he said, this will happen.

305
00:13:23,903 --> 00:13:27,273
I years ago
I had a motorcycle and my father in law.

306
00:13:27,940 --> 00:13:31,443
He said, it's not if you go down,
but it's when you go down.

307
00:13:31,443 --> 00:13:34,446
And so it's having this
very defensive driver kind of mindset.

308
00:13:34,680 --> 00:13:36,916
And I think that that's here. It's
not if it's going to happen, it's

309
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when it's going to happen,
this will happen.

310
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But we can take heart
because Jesus has overcome the world

311
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and we don't have to live in the fear
because Jesus has already gone through it.

312
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He's already he's already preceded us.

313
00:13:46,759 --> 00:13:48,961
He's already gone before us in this area.

314
00:13:48,961 --> 00:13:51,330
He's experience
all the things will experience.

315
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He's been rejected.

316
00:13:52,464 --> 00:13:54,633
He's been spit on. He's been beaten.

317
00:13:54,633 --> 00:13:56,035
He's a misunderstood.

318
00:13:56,035 --> 00:13:58,103
He's already experience all these things.

319
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And so we can take heart in that.

320
00:14:00,506 --> 00:14:02,942
Say, okay, my God knows this road.

321
00:14:02,942 --> 00:14:05,211
He's traveled this road already.

322
00:14:05,211 --> 00:14:07,847
I don't have to let fear control me.

323
00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:08,981
Yeah, yeah, sometimes it still does.

324
00:14:08,981 --> 00:14:12,117
And so we have to really be intentional
with fear and navigate it.

325
00:14:12,751 --> 00:14:16,789
This text, this passage is one of
this is what it cost to follow Jesus.

326
00:14:16,789 --> 00:14:19,825
But it's still worth it
and it costs a lot.

327
00:14:20,492 --> 00:14:23,596
And so we have to just have this
self-assessment, this vulnerable question

328
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of what am I willing to endure?

329
00:14:28,133 --> 00:14:29,101
This thing jumps.

330
00:14:29,101 --> 00:14:32,104
What am I willing to endure
in the name of Jesus?

331
00:14:32,571 --> 00:14:35,641
What am I willing to go
through and encounter?

332
00:14:38,010 --> 00:14:40,846
I mean, how serious
are we about our faith?

333
00:14:40,846 --> 00:14:43,849
Go back to the outward right loyalty.

334
00:14:44,350 --> 00:14:48,420
What does it look like to value this
faith above everything else?

335
00:14:50,522 --> 00:14:51,357
Are you all in?

336
00:14:51,357 --> 00:14:53,525
I think it but Jesus asking Michael,
are you all in?

337
00:14:53,525 --> 00:14:56,262
Do you fully trust me?
Do you fully depend on me?

338
00:14:56,262 --> 00:14:57,296
Do you fully know me?

339
00:14:57,296 --> 00:15:00,466
Even I do
we know this text enough. Are we?

340
00:15:00,866 --> 00:15:03,869
Well,
I have this assurance of who Jesus is,

341
00:15:03,869 --> 00:15:05,271
what he's done, what he's gone through,

342
00:15:05,271 --> 00:15:08,207
and how he's going to help me
get through it.

343
00:15:08,207 --> 00:15:10,409
A lot of this, this,

344
00:15:10,409 --> 00:15:13,112
this Christian faith
is its work on our part.

345
00:15:13,112 --> 00:15:14,546
Jesus did the work.

346
00:15:14,546 --> 00:15:16,282
He saved this world.

347
00:15:16,282 --> 00:15:19,285
He's redeemed his creation
when we put our faith in him.

348
00:15:19,718 --> 00:15:21,220
But then it's our job to be sanctified.

349
00:15:21,220 --> 00:15:23,188
It's our job
to continuously grow in our faith

350
00:15:23,188 --> 00:15:27,092
and to be challenged and to say yes,
that's the challenge in this

351
00:15:28,193 --> 00:15:29,428
is this world is distracting.

352
00:15:29,428 --> 00:15:29,895
It's loud.

353
00:15:29,895 --> 00:15:30,729
There's a lot going on.

354
00:15:30,729 --> 00:15:33,632
And we can again justify
why I'm not being sanctified

355
00:15:33,632 --> 00:15:36,635
or why I'm not going in my faith,
or why I'm not doing this or doing that.

356
00:15:36,635 --> 00:15:40,506
And Jesus saying, remain loyal to me,
that's this fulfilled life.

357
00:15:41,206 --> 00:15:44,143
And so what are you willing to endure
in the name of Jesus?

358
00:15:44,143 --> 00:15:47,413
It's not if it's when persecution
or things will happen.

359
00:15:48,480 --> 00:15:51,317
I want to go back to that fork in the road
because Paul, he shares this.

360
00:15:51,317 --> 00:15:53,352
He says,
why do I do what I don't want to do

361
00:15:53,352 --> 00:15:54,954
when I don't do what I want to do?

362
00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:56,822
Why am I motivated by my flesh?

363
00:15:56,822 --> 00:16:00,859
My spirit's been redeemed, my soul's been
redeemed, but my flesh is not like it's.

364
00:16:00,993 --> 00:16:02,261
It's just this tension of.

365
00:16:04,263 --> 00:16:06,432
I'm a new creation, but I still have sin.

366
00:16:06,432 --> 00:16:09,435
And there's this battle,
there's this warring going on in us.

367
00:16:09,802 --> 00:16:11,337
And so that fork is there.

368
00:16:11,337 --> 00:16:13,105
Sin still swells up.

369
00:16:13,105 --> 00:16:14,640
It still is a part of us.

370
00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:17,776
And so when we have that fork moment
and we can go left,

371
00:16:19,144 --> 00:16:21,947
remind yourself it's unbroken, scared,

372
00:16:21,947 --> 00:16:24,950
lost, selfish, left with fear.

373
00:16:26,085 --> 00:16:28,153
Go right where it's all about God.

374
00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:29,488
It's saying, I'm going to depend on you.

375
00:16:29,488 --> 00:16:31,957
I'm going to seek you,
and I'm gonna ultimately trust you.

376
00:16:31,957 --> 00:16:34,960
I'm going to fear you
because you are in control.

377
00:16:35,728 --> 00:16:39,631
It says, fear him who can kill body
and soul, not just fear them.

378
00:16:39,631 --> 00:16:42,634
Who can kill body.

379
00:16:42,768 --> 00:16:43,602
But is challenging.

380
00:16:43,602 --> 00:16:46,305
So I just put a few things together.

381
00:16:46,305 --> 00:16:48,407
Things I typically fear. Awkwardness.

382
00:16:48,407 --> 00:16:49,641
I don't love. Awkwardness.

383
00:16:51,443 --> 00:16:52,478
Loss of reputation.

384
00:16:52,478 --> 00:16:55,748
I want a good reputation, I do,
I want a good standing with everyone

385
00:16:56,482 --> 00:16:57,182
and being labeled.

386
00:16:57,182 --> 00:17:00,019
I think that that motivates us
in a negative way. Being labeled.

387
00:17:00,019 --> 00:17:01,387
I want to be labeled.
I don't want to be seen.

388
00:17:01,387 --> 00:17:03,489
I don't want to be viewed as weird.

389
00:17:03,489 --> 00:17:03,722
Right?

390
00:17:03,722 --> 00:17:06,692
Going back to approval,
approval, approval.

391
00:17:06,892 --> 00:17:08,627
Pascale, show this with me.

392
00:17:08,627 --> 00:17:09,495
He said, don't give me credit,

393
00:17:09,495 --> 00:17:12,498
and I have to give him credit
because he's a theologian.

394
00:17:12,598 --> 00:17:17,102
He said, silence is usually not
a knowledge problem, it's a fear problem.

395
00:17:17,436 --> 00:17:20,873
So I have been there where you're like,
I don't know enough to do that.

396
00:17:20,873 --> 00:17:22,307
I can't,
I don't know enough to participate.

397
00:17:22,307 --> 00:17:25,944
I don't know enough to go on that trip
or to hang out or to join that ministry,

398
00:17:26,645 --> 00:17:27,813
he said. It's not a knowledge problem.

399
00:17:27,813 --> 00:17:29,048
It's a fear problem.

400
00:17:29,048 --> 00:17:31,784
It's fear of just stepping
into something that's new,

401
00:17:32,751 --> 00:17:33,385
he shared.

402
00:17:33,385 --> 00:17:36,388
We don't stay quiet
because we lack answers.

403
00:17:36,722 --> 00:17:39,358
We stay quiet because we fear reactions.

404
00:17:39,358 --> 00:17:41,293
I think these are powerful ideas.

405
00:17:41,293 --> 00:17:44,029
We don't stay quiet
because we lack answers.

406
00:17:44,029 --> 00:17:45,864
We stay quiet because we fear reactions.

407
00:17:45,864 --> 00:17:48,867
And still there's
still this underlying theme of fear.

408
00:17:49,401 --> 00:17:51,103
And so maybe a few this morning. Right?

409
00:17:51,103 --> 00:17:53,972
This first theme of fear
is something you need to confront.

410
00:17:53,972 --> 00:17:57,876
You need to lean in a little bit,
and you need to trust God with God.

411
00:17:57,876 --> 00:17:59,545
Help me work through this.

412
00:17:59,545 --> 00:18:02,548
Fear has had too much of a control
and a grip on my life.

413
00:18:03,048 --> 00:18:06,051
I don't want that to be the reality
anymore.

414
00:18:06,585 --> 00:18:09,121
Our second theme this morning

415
00:18:09,121 --> 00:18:10,722
is worth.

416
00:18:10,722 --> 00:18:11,223
It's worth.

417
00:18:11,223 --> 00:18:12,991
And we go, let's go back to verse 29.

418
00:18:14,026 --> 00:18:14,560
It says, are

419
00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:17,596
not two sparrows sold for a penny yet?

420
00:18:17,596 --> 00:18:20,365
Not one of them will fall to the ground
outside of your father's care

421
00:18:20,365 --> 00:18:24,236
or your father's will,
and even the very hairs of your head

422
00:18:24,236 --> 00:18:27,239
are all numbered, so don't be afraid.

423
00:18:28,340 --> 00:18:31,343
You are worth more than many sparrows.

424
00:18:31,844 --> 00:18:34,580
Sparrows
were the cheapest in the temple market.

425
00:18:34,580 --> 00:18:37,749
That you could buy
two sparrows for pennies was cheap.

426
00:18:38,117 --> 00:18:42,354
And yet Scripture just told us
that God's will happens for the sparrows.

427
00:18:42,387 --> 00:18:44,823
God is mindful of the sparrows.

428
00:18:44,823 --> 00:18:46,792
God is aware
of what's happening with the sparrows.

429
00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:49,795
Nothing happens
outside of God's will for them either.

430
00:18:50,262 --> 00:18:53,265
Cheapest in the temple market.

431
00:18:54,233 --> 00:18:57,236
So right.

432
00:18:58,237 --> 00:18:59,972
I've got to thinking this week

433
00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:02,941
how much more?

434
00:19:02,941 --> 00:19:04,710
Does God govern us?

435
00:19:04,710 --> 00:19:06,478
How much more does God provide for us?

436
00:19:06,478 --> 00:19:08,013
How much does God protect us?

437
00:19:08,013 --> 00:19:09,681
We are his image bearer.

438
00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:12,251
The sparrows weren't created in
God's image.

439
00:19:12,251 --> 00:19:13,485
You and I were.

440
00:19:13,485 --> 00:19:16,155
And so if God is so intentional
and so mindful,

441
00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:19,158
he he governs the life of the sparrow.

442
00:19:20,025 --> 00:19:22,561
How much more does he govern ours?

443
00:19:22,561 --> 00:19:26,165
And so we need to find our worth
and that reality that God knows you

444
00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:27,266
so much better than yourself.

445
00:19:27,266 --> 00:19:30,402
He knows the number of hairs on your head,
a number a we

446
00:19:30,569 --> 00:19:33,572
we don't.

447
00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:34,239
And so

448
00:19:34,239 --> 00:19:37,242
I think that this conversation of worth

449
00:19:37,309 --> 00:19:40,512
it comes down to
where do I place my worth?

450
00:19:40,712 --> 00:19:42,314
Is it in my performance?

451
00:19:42,314 --> 00:19:44,750
Is it in my marriage?
Is it in my achievement?

452
00:19:44,750 --> 00:19:45,817
Is it in my career?

453
00:19:45,817 --> 00:19:48,520
Is it in my kids?

454
00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:51,223
Is it in my house
and the stuff I'm accumulated?

455
00:19:51,223 --> 00:19:52,157
Where does your worth?

456
00:19:52,157 --> 00:19:54,560
Where do you draw your value from?

457
00:19:54,560 --> 00:19:58,063
And Jesus saying no, put your worth in me.

458
00:19:58,530 --> 00:20:00,465
Put your hope in me, your faith in me.

459
00:20:00,465 --> 00:20:03,602
Let me dictate how you view self.

460
00:20:04,670 --> 00:20:06,805
Don't look for it
externally because it's always this mark

461
00:20:06,805 --> 00:20:09,808
we can never reach because we're comparing
constantly to someone else.

462
00:20:10,442 --> 00:20:12,377
There's always someone
bigger, faster, stronger, right?

463
00:20:12,377 --> 00:20:14,680
Makes more money, more successful.

464
00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:17,616
And so with this lie
that we can attain it somewhere else.

465
00:20:17,616 --> 00:20:20,552
And then Jesus fear creeps in too.
He says.

466
00:20:20,552 --> 00:20:23,055
He says that Jesus connects
fear and worth.

467
00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:25,224
In verse 31 he says, so don't be afraid.

468
00:20:25,224 --> 00:20:26,925
You were worth more than many sparrows.

469
00:20:26,925 --> 00:20:28,160
Again, he's just saying, Michael.

470
00:20:28,160 --> 00:20:30,362
Also, if you're not mindful
of fear and you, our intention was fear.

471
00:20:30,362 --> 00:20:31,830
You don't work through fear.

472
00:20:31,830 --> 00:20:34,733
It's also going to dictate
how you view yourself,

473
00:20:34,733 --> 00:20:37,736
your own self-worth.

474
00:20:38,437 --> 00:20:40,706
I think fear to

475
00:20:40,706 --> 00:20:41,940
our rather worth.

476
00:20:41,940 --> 00:20:44,243
If we can get it right
and we can put our hope in Jesus

477
00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:48,580
and we can find our identity in him,
there's such a freedom there, right?

478
00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:51,750
There's such a weight
that we get to release where I'm not

479
00:20:51,750 --> 00:20:54,753
constantly trying to prove myself
to everyone around me.

480
00:20:54,753 --> 00:20:57,589
I'm not constantly trying to run around
and say, look at me, look at me,

481
00:20:57,589 --> 00:20:57,990
look at me.

482
00:20:57,990 --> 00:21:00,659
How cool and how not
when how awesome is am I?

483
00:21:00,659 --> 00:21:02,427
We don't need that validation.

484
00:21:02,427 --> 00:21:04,296
It's still good to hear.
Don't get me wrong.

485
00:21:04,296 --> 00:21:06,431
You know, someone says, hey, I've see you.

486
00:21:06,431 --> 00:21:07,833
I know you're working harder.

487
00:21:07,833 --> 00:21:08,533
You're doing great work.

488
00:21:08,533 --> 00:21:11,637
Like we want to hear those things,
but not in a way

489
00:21:11,637 --> 00:21:14,640
where if we don't hear them,
we're in the dumpster, right?

490
00:21:15,073 --> 00:21:17,309
Well, our worth is dependent on it.

491
00:21:17,309 --> 00:21:18,944
And so we really have
to challenge ourselves

492
00:21:18,944 --> 00:21:22,447
to not let fear creep into self-worth
and how we view ourselves.

493
00:21:22,748 --> 00:21:25,250
God says, I govern the sparrows.
How much more on my governance you?

494
00:21:25,250 --> 00:21:27,686
How much more my caring for you,
how much more my providing for you.

495
00:21:29,821 --> 00:21:30,255
Until it's

496
00:21:30,255 --> 00:21:33,258
really sitting in that reality
and trusting that reality,

497
00:21:34,226 --> 00:21:38,163
the freedom that lives there,
when I can be obedient to God and believe

498
00:21:38,163 --> 00:21:42,801
what he believes about me, that I am loved
and I am sought and I am redeemed.

499
00:21:43,902 --> 00:21:47,105
I am not saying, well, I had a bad week
and so there's my worth.

500
00:21:47,105 --> 00:21:49,641
Or I had a bad quarter,
so there's my worth or I had a bad year.

501
00:21:49,641 --> 00:21:51,076
So there's my worth.

502
00:21:51,076 --> 00:21:53,245
Those are just bummer moments.

503
00:21:53,245 --> 00:21:55,681
But it's not going to send you
in a tailspin

504
00:21:55,681 --> 00:21:58,350
because your worth is not found there.

505
00:21:58,350 --> 00:22:01,153
And so maybe for you this morning,
it's processing just worth.

506
00:22:01,153 --> 00:22:02,954
Where do you place your worth?

507
00:22:02,954 --> 00:22:06,358
What do you depend on for for
for how you feel about yourself?

508
00:22:06,892 --> 00:22:07,893
And I think it's easy

509
00:22:07,893 --> 00:22:10,095
for those who are married
to those who have kids to put it in them,

510
00:22:10,095 --> 00:22:13,865
our spouse and our kids, or those
who just love to work and go and do.

511
00:22:14,032 --> 00:22:17,502
It's easy to put it there
and Jesus is saying it will fail you.

512
00:22:17,703 --> 00:22:20,205
It will fail you.
So we're called to be obedient

513
00:22:21,373 --> 00:22:21,840
to Jesus

514
00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:24,843
in believing His Word
and what he says about us.

515
00:22:25,610 --> 00:22:28,613
So process this morning,
where do you put your worth?

516
00:22:28,847 --> 00:22:31,850
Where do you place
or where do you pull your value from?

517
00:22:32,784 --> 00:22:34,886
Our third theme

518
00:22:34,886 --> 00:22:37,255
this morning is public allegiance.

519
00:22:37,255 --> 00:22:41,093
Verse 32, it says,
whoever acknowledges me before others,

520
00:22:42,060 --> 00:22:44,696
I will also acknowledge
before my father in heaven.

521
00:22:44,696 --> 00:22:49,201
But whoever disowns me before others,
I will also disown

522
00:22:49,868 --> 00:22:52,204
before my father in heaven.

523
00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:53,205
I read the NIV.

524
00:22:53,205 --> 00:22:55,741
I want to read you one more translation
in the new King James.

525
00:22:55,741 --> 00:22:58,143
I think it it's it's helpful.

526
00:22:58,143 --> 00:23:02,881
It says again, verse 32,
therefore whoever confesses me before men,

527
00:23:03,982 --> 00:23:06,985
I will confess before my father in heaven

528
00:23:07,352 --> 00:23:08,854
that word confess.

529
00:23:08,854 --> 00:23:10,422
I think that's a deeper meaning there.

530
00:23:10,422 --> 00:23:14,192
There's a deeper weight to the word
confess and means to testify.

531
00:23:14,693 --> 00:23:16,628
I'm confessing. I'm testifying.

532
00:23:16,628 --> 00:23:18,296
I'm taking this public stand.

533
00:23:19,297 --> 00:23:20,499
I identify with

534
00:23:20,499 --> 00:23:23,502
Jesus, and I'm unapologetic about it.

535
00:23:23,568 --> 00:23:26,571
You and I are called to confess Christ
as Lord.

536
00:23:28,173 --> 00:23:29,474
Christianity was never meant

537
00:23:29,474 --> 00:23:32,477
to be a silent faith, a silent religion.

538
00:23:33,412 --> 00:23:35,747
I are one pastor. Say,

539
00:23:35,747 --> 00:23:37,849
because we know our
our faith leads to true

540
00:23:37,849 --> 00:23:41,019
hope and true peace and true
grace and true forgiveness.

541
00:23:41,019 --> 00:23:41,486
Right?

542
00:23:41,486 --> 00:23:43,422
We extend those to each other,
but nothing.

543
00:23:43,422 --> 00:23:44,923
Let God extend to us.

544
00:23:44,923 --> 00:23:47,692
So how much do you have to hate someone
to not share

545
00:23:47,692 --> 00:23:50,695
that same grace with them,
that same truth with them?

546
00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:55,534
To to go silently
and not share this life saving reality?

547
00:23:55,534 --> 00:23:58,537
In truth,
how much you have to dislike them

548
00:23:58,770 --> 00:24:01,339
to not share that with them.

549
00:24:01,339 --> 00:24:03,542
And so I ask you,

550
00:24:03,542 --> 00:24:06,011
do your neighbors know you're a believer?

551
00:24:06,011 --> 00:24:08,580
Do your coworkers know you're a believer?

552
00:24:08,580 --> 00:24:12,184
Do your family members, extended family,
dear friends, know you're a believer?

553
00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:13,919
This should be something I.

554
00:24:13,919 --> 00:24:16,321
I was thinking to myself,
how would my sons describe me

555
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:18,557
and say, oh, he like, you know,

556
00:24:18,557 --> 00:24:21,760
worked at a church and liked soccer
and all the things, right?

557
00:24:21,960 --> 00:24:24,963
But what they say, he knows Jesus well,
they say he follows Jesus.

558
00:24:25,330 --> 00:24:28,333
I would hope so. Right?

559
00:24:28,567 --> 00:24:29,868
Do I confess it?

560
00:24:29,868 --> 00:24:31,603
Do I testify to that enough?

561
00:24:31,603 --> 00:24:35,040
Or my boys know that at my core,
that is the number one thing.

562
00:24:36,875 --> 00:24:39,878
And this is the challenging part
of this text, right?

563
00:24:39,911 --> 00:24:42,481
Where we want to confess

564
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:45,484
often Jesus is Lord.

565
00:24:45,917 --> 00:24:47,486
We don't want anyone to go through.

566
00:24:47,486 --> 00:24:49,488
And and I don't know, you're a Christian.

567
00:24:49,488 --> 00:24:51,890
I know you're a believer
because then we're not doing our job.

568
00:24:51,890 --> 00:24:54,593
We're not confessing. We're not have
we don't have this public faith.

569
00:24:54,593 --> 00:24:57,062
But then it goes back to,
I think that fear of like

570
00:24:57,062 --> 00:24:57,796
I might make

571
00:24:57,796 --> 00:24:58,497
when I be labeled

572
00:24:58,497 --> 00:25:00,232
and people are going to think less of me
and they're

573
00:25:00,232 --> 00:25:03,835
not going to like me or whatever,
but we're not called to be silent.

574
00:25:03,835 --> 00:25:06,538
How can we say Corinthians says
we're a new creation in Christ.

575
00:25:06,538 --> 00:25:07,672
The old is gone, the new is here.

576
00:25:07,672 --> 00:25:10,275
How can we be a new creation
and be silent?

577
00:25:10,275 --> 00:25:12,611
How can we have the Holy Spirit
and be silent?

578
00:25:12,611 --> 00:25:15,747
How can we experience the love of God
and be silent?

579
00:25:16,181 --> 00:25:20,018
That's the challenge of this text is it
does require action on our part.

580
00:25:20,151 --> 00:25:22,754
We have to step out. We have to lean in.

581
00:25:22,754 --> 00:25:25,924
We have to trust
God and be uncomfortable at times.

582
00:25:25,924 --> 00:25:27,125
It's okay to be uncomfortable.

583
00:25:29,160 --> 00:25:30,662
We cannot continue to live for self.

584
00:25:30,662 --> 00:25:32,464
I think that what ultimately is for me,
the moment

585
00:25:32,464 --> 00:25:35,467
I'm silent and I'm just living for me,
I'm being selfish.

586
00:25:36,601 --> 00:25:37,502
It's it's great.

587
00:25:37,502 --> 00:25:39,371
Romans ten nine.

588
00:25:39,371 --> 00:25:41,406
This shows that you declare
with your mouth

589
00:25:41,406 --> 00:25:44,543
Jesus, Lord, and believe in your heart
that God raised from the dead.

590
00:25:44,576 --> 00:25:46,177
You will be saved.

591
00:25:46,177 --> 00:25:50,115
It starts with
if you declare, we're called to declare.

592
00:25:50,115 --> 00:25:51,249
We're called to confess.

593
00:25:51,249 --> 00:25:53,985
We're called to testify.

594
00:25:53,985 --> 00:25:55,153
Don't be silent.

595
00:25:55,153 --> 00:25:57,122
Be obedient.

596
00:25:57,122 --> 00:26:00,892
If you're the one who can kill body
and soul again, not trembling, a respect,

597
00:26:00,892 --> 00:26:03,895
a reverence, an are for God and who he is.

598
00:26:05,096 --> 00:26:08,333
I mean, I think I mean,
just imagine this scenario, right?

599
00:26:08,366 --> 00:26:10,335
We're standing before God.

600
00:26:10,335 --> 00:26:13,305
I got I wanted to say it,
but I wanted to fit in God.

601
00:26:13,305 --> 00:26:14,105
I wanted to share,

602
00:26:15,206 --> 00:26:16,141
but it was uncomfortable.

603
00:26:16,141 --> 00:26:17,943
God, I wanted to,

604
00:26:17,943 --> 00:26:20,946
but I feared their reaction is like, what

605
00:26:22,581 --> 00:26:24,182
he says, don't fear them.

606
00:26:24,182 --> 00:26:26,451
I've covered you.
I've got you. I've experienced it.

607
00:26:26,451 --> 00:26:27,752
I'm going to help you through it.

608
00:26:27,752 --> 00:26:29,087
Yeah, it might be a little awkward,
a little bit weird.

609
00:26:29,087 --> 00:26:31,856
You may not have the perfect answer,
but grace abounds.

610
00:26:31,856 --> 00:26:33,992
Let me help. Let me work.
Let me navigate through it.

611
00:26:33,992 --> 00:26:36,027
You been silent.
I can't work through that.

612
00:26:36,027 --> 00:26:39,397
You being and fumbling and trying
and going and picking yourself up.

613
00:26:39,397 --> 00:26:41,266
I can work through that.

614
00:26:41,266 --> 00:26:44,636
We're called to trust God
and to fumble through things at times.

615
00:26:45,870 --> 00:26:47,872
We don't have all the answers.

616
00:26:47,872 --> 00:26:50,175
I think that's what kept me from the stage
for a long time, is it was selfish

617
00:26:50,175 --> 00:26:51,910
and it was like,
I don't have all the answers and I'm not,

618
00:26:52,944 --> 00:26:54,245
I'm not, I'm not that guy.

619
00:26:54,245 --> 00:26:55,647
Like, I just got to get to a point.

620
00:26:55,647 --> 00:26:57,482
I was like, all right, God,
let's just do it and you'll cover

621
00:26:57,482 --> 00:26:59,384
and you'll grace and you'll speak
and you'll go and I'll prep.

622
00:26:59,384 --> 00:27:01,653
And we just pray that you cover it all.

623
00:27:01,653 --> 00:27:05,991
And you speak so often
we just we we second guess ourselves

624
00:27:05,991 --> 00:27:08,994
and just credit ourselves
and say no to God.

625
00:27:09,294 --> 00:27:09,527
He just.

626
00:27:09,527 --> 00:27:13,965
Saint Michael, be obedient, be obedient,
fumble through it, get through it.

627
00:27:14,165 --> 00:27:17,168
Remember, I've experienced everything
you're going to experience.

628
00:27:17,168 --> 00:27:18,837
It's not going to catch me off guard.

629
00:27:18,837 --> 00:27:20,538
I have the number of hairs on your head
numbered.

630
00:27:20,538 --> 00:27:21,973
I know your future. I know your days.

631
00:27:21,973 --> 00:27:24,643
I know all the things I know.
You're going to fumble.

632
00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:25,977
I'm gonna be right there.

633
00:27:25,977 --> 00:27:28,647
So this challenge of trusting God,

634
00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:31,950
genuinely trusting him
when it comes to this public allegiance.

635
00:27:34,352 --> 00:27:35,887
When you stand
before God, we don't want to be like,

636
00:27:35,887 --> 00:27:38,123
I thought about a guy,
but I didn't want to.

637
00:27:38,123 --> 00:27:39,357
I was afraid.

638
00:27:39,357 --> 00:27:42,360
So maybe for you
it's it's asking this question.

639
00:27:42,394 --> 00:27:44,796
It's a question we say often.

640
00:27:44,796 --> 00:27:47,799
What is your next best step as a believer

641
00:27:48,266 --> 00:27:50,268
if you're in this room when you've
accepted Jesus, you never been baptized.

642
00:27:50,268 --> 00:27:52,270
Be baptized, share a testimony.

643
00:27:52,270 --> 00:27:55,273
Declare God is King and Lord publicly

644
00:27:56,074 --> 00:27:58,877
take that step, glorify him,
give you what you've been there

645
00:27:58,877 --> 00:28:01,713
and you've done that, and you've shared
and you've celebrated.

646
00:28:01,713 --> 00:28:04,315
Join a team.

647
00:28:04,315 --> 00:28:06,918
I selfishly think this and, you know,
I hope with next

648
00:28:06,918 --> 00:28:10,221
gen and kids and youth, every person in
this room should serve in good ministry.

649
00:28:10,288 --> 00:28:11,589
They're the next generation.

650
00:28:11,589 --> 00:28:12,991
We should all be pointing to them.

651
00:28:12,991 --> 00:28:14,659
We should all value what they're doing.

652
00:28:14,659 --> 00:28:16,695
They're going to take the faith person
weekend because they're going to be here.

653
00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:17,796
When we're not here.

654
00:28:17,796 --> 00:28:19,864
They we should value once a month.

655
00:28:19,864 --> 00:28:21,266
I'm in that room
because I'm going to pour into you.

656
00:28:21,266 --> 00:28:23,468
I'm going to start this foundation
with you. I'm going to share the gospel.

657
00:28:23,468 --> 00:28:26,071
I'm going to love you. Well,
have you one of us? We should.

658
00:28:28,573 --> 00:28:29,741
Maybe it's something about giving.

659
00:28:29,741 --> 00:28:32,444
Maybe it's again letting people
in your life know you're a believer.

660
00:28:32,444 --> 00:28:35,680
Whatever that next best step is, process
that for yourself.

661
00:28:36,681 --> 00:28:40,185
What does it look like for you to have
this public stance that Jesus is Lord?

662
00:28:40,685 --> 00:28:43,688
Declare it, confess it, own it.

663
00:28:43,955 --> 00:28:46,958
It's okay to be awkward and uncomfortable.

664
00:28:47,592 --> 00:28:50,762
Our fourth theme
this morning is the vision.

665
00:28:50,762 --> 00:28:51,963
This one's a tough one.

666
00:28:51,963 --> 00:28:55,600
I mean, they're all great,
but just the way this is spelled out,

667
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:58,603
it says in verse 34,

668
00:28:58,670 --> 00:29:00,705
do not suppose that
I have come to bring peace to the earth.

669
00:29:00,705 --> 00:29:03,374
I did not come to bring peace,
but a sword,

670
00:29:03,374 --> 00:29:05,944
for I have come to turn a man
against his father,

671
00:29:05,944 --> 00:29:08,947
a daughter against her mother, a daughter
in law against her mother in law.

672
00:29:09,380 --> 00:29:13,118
A man's enemies will be members
of his own household.

673
00:29:13,118 --> 00:29:14,786
That's challenging.

674
00:29:14,786 --> 00:29:16,588
Jesus says, I did not come to bring peace,
but a sword.

675
00:29:16,588 --> 00:29:17,355
But we know

676
00:29:18,356 --> 00:29:19,891
he wasn't part of a militia.

677
00:29:19,891 --> 00:29:21,993
He was wasn't violent at all, actually.

678
00:29:21,993 --> 00:29:23,828
And so I think this goes back
to our O word, Jesus

679
00:29:23,828 --> 00:29:25,830
saying here, Michael, are you loyal to me?

680
00:29:25,830 --> 00:29:27,599
Above everything else?

681
00:29:27,599 --> 00:29:29,601
Let's go back to that,
because here's where we are.

682
00:29:29,601 --> 00:29:33,571
The gospel should should produce
this repentant heart in us.

683
00:29:33,571 --> 00:29:35,106
Where I know God's character,
I know my character,

684
00:29:35,106 --> 00:29:37,909
I know God's goodness,
and I know my lack of goodness.

685
00:29:37,909 --> 00:29:39,677
We should create this repentant heart
when God.

686
00:29:39,677 --> 00:29:41,746
I'm sorry. I'm not getting there.

687
00:29:41,746 --> 00:29:43,214
I'm sorry. I'm struggling.

688
00:29:43,214 --> 00:29:45,784
I'm sorry I'm caught in this. Like,
forgive me. Forgive me.

689
00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:48,787
There's this recognition
in dependance on God.

690
00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:52,257
And why division will naturally exist
is because we should live

691
00:29:52,290 --> 00:29:55,293
by a standard that is different
than the rest of the world.

692
00:29:55,293 --> 00:29:57,896
The way we think about money and time

693
00:29:57,896 --> 00:30:01,065
and parenting and how we spouse, how we

694
00:30:01,099 --> 00:30:04,335
how we view things, it should be different
than the rest of the world.

695
00:30:04,335 --> 00:30:07,806
We should look different
and that can at times create

696
00:30:07,806 --> 00:30:12,410
some frustration, some animosity,
some some some sideways eyes.

697
00:30:12,410 --> 00:30:14,312
Like it's
just like you're just looking sideways.

698
00:30:14,312 --> 00:30:17,115
You're like, it actually creates
some tension with the world.

699
00:30:17,115 --> 00:30:17,982
Why are they different?

700
00:30:17,982 --> 00:30:20,451
What is it going on over there?
And it's going to create that.

701
00:30:20,451 --> 00:30:22,754
And it may create,
even if in our families it says,

702
00:30:24,556 --> 00:30:25,790
but I didn't like that.

703
00:30:25,790 --> 00:30:27,091
And so I was thinking this week,
how can that

704
00:30:27,091 --> 00:30:30,228
not be the reality for everyone
in this room, for all your families?

705
00:30:31,596 --> 00:30:34,599
And here's what I here's
what I settled on starting your home.

706
00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:37,502
Your first ministry is in your home.

707
00:30:37,502 --> 00:30:40,071
You better be talking about fear
with your kids.

708
00:30:40,071 --> 00:30:42,640
You better be talking about your worth
with your kids.

709
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,943
You better be talking about
public allegiance to Jesus with your kids.

710
00:30:44,943 --> 00:30:46,711
You better be in Scripture,
with your kids, in prayer,

711
00:30:46,711 --> 00:30:49,981
with your kids, and pray with them
over them for them, behind them.

712
00:30:50,849 --> 00:30:54,285
Salvation with your boys,
with your girls, with your spouse.

713
00:30:54,285 --> 00:30:56,521
That's your number one priority in life.

714
00:30:56,521 --> 00:30:59,490
Have you start in your home
at least that division won't be

715
00:30:59,958 --> 00:31:02,961
a man against his father
or a daughter against her mother.

716
00:31:03,261 --> 00:31:04,229
Start in your home.

717
00:31:04,229 --> 00:31:06,698
We cannot control everything.

718
00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,166
And I was talking
with him after first service.

719
00:31:09,367 --> 00:31:10,134
Just because we have the

720
00:31:10,134 --> 00:31:13,137
right motivation
also doesn't mean it's going to work out.

721
00:31:13,271 --> 00:31:15,206
We can't guarantee anything, right?

722
00:31:15,206 --> 00:31:17,275
We pray it though.
We want our kids with us for eternity.

723
00:31:17,275 --> 00:31:17,775
Want them to know

724
00:31:17,775 --> 00:31:21,112
Jesus and the Redeemer that he is
and the giver of life that he is.

725
00:31:21,112 --> 00:31:22,547
We want that.

726
00:31:22,547 --> 00:31:23,715
And so there's the challenge.

727
00:31:23,715 --> 00:31:25,817
We have to be obedient, bless you.

728
00:31:25,817 --> 00:31:29,187
We have to be obedient outside
of the circle, outside of the outcome.

729
00:31:29,187 --> 00:31:30,355
Right?

730
00:31:30,355 --> 00:31:32,190
We have to be obedient to God.

731
00:31:32,190 --> 00:31:33,558
I don't want this division in my home.

732
00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:34,859
So I'm going to do everything I can.

733
00:31:34,859 --> 00:31:36,928
I'm going to walk this walk.
I'm going to make my faith a priority

734
00:31:36,928 --> 00:31:37,996
because you're going
to see me in Scripture.

735
00:31:37,996 --> 00:31:40,064
They're going to see me in prayer.
They're going to see me in submission.

736
00:31:40,064 --> 00:31:42,467
They're going to see me in silence.
You're going to see me looking weird

737
00:31:43,568 --> 00:31:43,868
to the

738
00:31:43,868 --> 00:31:46,871
world, because this is how important
it is to me.

739
00:31:46,905 --> 00:31:47,805
Because I am loyal.

740
00:31:47,805 --> 00:31:50,808
I want to be loyal to Jesus.

741
00:31:51,242 --> 00:31:52,277
So start in your home.

742
00:31:52,277 --> 00:31:53,778
Don't miss that opportunity.

743
00:31:53,778 --> 00:31:56,147
The kids grow up quick, right?

744
00:31:56,147 --> 00:31:58,383
They're not babies anymore. Like five
because they're going to school already.

745
00:31:58,383 --> 00:32:01,653
So don't miss this window of time
that you have.

746
00:32:01,786 --> 00:32:04,355
And if you have missed that window,
jump on it today.

747
00:32:04,355 --> 00:32:05,790
Who cares, right?

748
00:32:05,790 --> 00:32:08,126
Again, God helps us fumble through life.

749
00:32:08,126 --> 00:32:11,129
He can cover it. Address
fear in your home.

750
00:32:11,195 --> 00:32:13,164
We don't fear them. We fear God.

751
00:32:13,164 --> 00:32:14,232
Address birth in your home.

752
00:32:14,232 --> 00:32:15,967
Our word comes from our relationship
with God,

753
00:32:15,967 --> 00:32:18,703
not from who you are and what you can do
and what you can't do.

754
00:32:18,703 --> 00:32:22,140
Address allegiance in your home
so that division does not exist.

755
00:32:23,107 --> 00:32:24,943
Can't control everything, but

756
00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:28,112
we can at least have a stab at like,
I don't want that division.

757
00:32:28,413 --> 00:32:30,748
I don't like that division.

758
00:32:30,748 --> 00:32:35,486
So process that, pray about that, show
your kids what faith is like.

759
00:32:35,486 --> 00:32:38,489
And then when you get out of the house,
walk it out.

760
00:32:38,723 --> 00:32:41,960
Still have that public declaration
that Jesus is Lord.

761
00:32:42,427 --> 00:32:46,331
Confess it, testify to it, serve
in a ministry, be a part of a huddle.

762
00:32:46,331 --> 00:32:47,899
Say yes to things. Say no to things.

763
00:32:47,899 --> 00:32:49,467
Have good boundaries.

764
00:32:49,467 --> 00:32:51,102
You have to walk it out.

765
00:32:51,102 --> 00:32:53,438
Pastor always said that's
what's not taught. It's what's caught.

766
00:32:53,438 --> 00:32:55,006
They're going to see what you do,

767
00:32:55,006 --> 00:32:58,009
what how you live your life, because it's
going to ultimately show what you value.

768
00:32:59,077 --> 00:33:00,311
And that's a challenging thing.

769
00:33:00,311 --> 00:33:01,112
The kids are the youngest.

770
00:33:01,112 --> 00:33:02,880
We're like, I feel like
we're the most inadequate because like,

771
00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:06,117
we're just new parents and that's
when we have to have our stuff together.

772
00:33:07,919 --> 00:33:10,221
And I think that starts with this rooted,
grounded,

773
00:33:10,221 --> 00:33:13,224
genuine, honest relationship with Jesus.

774
00:33:14,993 --> 00:33:18,162
And so are you loyal to Jesus
above all else.

775
00:33:18,162 --> 00:33:20,565
We see this in John 15.

776
00:33:20,565 --> 00:33:22,734
It says, if the world hates you,

777
00:33:22,734 --> 00:33:25,737
keep in mind that it hated me first.

778
00:33:26,070 --> 00:33:29,574
If you belong to the world,
it would love you as its own as it is.

779
00:33:29,574 --> 00:33:33,478
You do not belong to the world,
but I have chosen you out of the world.

780
00:33:33,478 --> 00:33:35,313
That's why the world hates you.

781
00:33:35,313 --> 00:33:38,282
And so again, it's not if, it's when.

782
00:33:40,451 --> 00:33:42,453
So process for yourself.

783
00:33:42,453 --> 00:33:44,789
What does it look like

784
00:33:44,789 --> 00:33:47,625
for you to say, okay,
this division exists, I'm going to help

785
00:33:47,625 --> 00:33:50,695
correct it or this division,
I don't want it to exist now.

786
00:33:50,762 --> 00:33:52,730
I'm going to live in such a way
where that's not going to be

787
00:33:52,730 --> 00:33:54,632
a reality in this home.

788
00:33:54,632 --> 00:33:55,933
This home will be set apart,

789
00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:58,469
right?

790
00:33:58,469 --> 00:34:01,472
And that leads to our fifth theme of,

791
00:34:01,472 --> 00:34:04,375
oh, I see discipleship.

792
00:34:04,375 --> 00:34:06,544
Discipleship. Verses 30 and 39.

793
00:34:06,544 --> 00:34:08,212
Share this.

794
00:34:08,212 --> 00:34:12,183
Whoever does not take up their cross
and follow

795
00:34:12,183 --> 00:34:16,120
me is not worthy of me,
and whoever finds their life will lose it,

796
00:34:17,055 --> 00:34:20,058
and whoever loses their life for my sake
will find it.

797
00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:25,463
Before persecution ever kills
you physically

798
00:34:25,463 --> 00:34:28,466
and we focus on that, the physical
you and I have to surrender.

799
00:34:28,466 --> 00:34:30,401
We have to kill our pride.

800
00:34:30,401 --> 00:34:33,271
Discipleship is an all in mentality
that Jesus is Lord

801
00:34:33,271 --> 00:34:34,872
and I'm not in control anymore.

802
00:34:34,872 --> 00:34:38,743
It's living in such a way where he calls
and we go.

803
00:34:39,177 --> 00:34:41,746
He open the door and we investigate.

804
00:34:41,746 --> 00:34:43,648
He prompts something.
He invites you to something.

805
00:34:43,648 --> 00:34:44,615
He brings something up.

806
00:34:44,615 --> 00:34:48,619
He nudges you in one direction
and we listen genuinely listen.

807
00:34:48,619 --> 00:34:49,854
We sit in the uncomfortableness

808
00:34:49,854 --> 00:34:53,591
of the tension of change
or or whatever that might be for you.

809
00:34:54,826 --> 00:34:56,461
We have to surrender and kill

810
00:34:56,461 --> 00:34:59,730
our pride that we want to be in control,
and we want to control the narrative. We.

811
00:34:59,764 --> 00:35:00,765
It's me, me, me.

812
00:35:00,765 --> 00:35:04,535
And I'm going to want to have
the steel fist that are grip so tight.

813
00:35:05,870 --> 00:35:08,873
I think it's difficult to walk out
when you're married and you have kids.

814
00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:12,443
Life is out of your control to begin with.

815
00:35:14,679 --> 00:35:17,682
But Jesus,
he says, here, take up your cross daily.

816
00:35:17,682 --> 00:35:19,517
Have this all in mentality.

817
00:35:19,517 --> 00:35:22,520
Surrender to me.

818
00:35:22,587 --> 00:35:24,889
Remember, he says, you're purchased.

819
00:35:24,889 --> 00:35:26,424
You were bought.

820
00:35:26,424 --> 00:35:28,893
Your life is not your own anymore.

821
00:35:28,893 --> 00:35:29,660
There's no take you back.

822
00:35:29,660 --> 00:35:32,663
Cease.

823
00:35:32,930 --> 00:35:33,865
We are not our own.

824
00:35:33,865 --> 00:35:36,434
If you are in Christ Jesus.

825
00:35:36,434 --> 00:35:40,638
And so it feels kind of elementary,
but I think it's true.

826
00:35:40,638 --> 00:35:42,773
We can't follow Jesus and stay in charge.

827
00:35:42,773 --> 00:35:44,108
We just can't.

828
00:35:44,108 --> 00:35:46,110
We can't.
And so it got me thinking, though,

829
00:35:47,245 --> 00:35:50,214
taking an inventory,
who is pointing to you spiritually?

830
00:35:50,214 --> 00:35:51,315
Who are you accountable to?

831
00:35:51,315 --> 00:35:53,751
Who's accountable to you? Like
like what does that look like for you?

832
00:35:53,751 --> 00:35:56,787
Do you have healthy rhythms in place
so that this is a reality

833
00:35:57,021 --> 00:35:59,824
where people can say, hey, Michael,
I've seen this and you're I hear this,

834
00:35:59,824 --> 00:36:00,825
what's going on?

835
00:36:00,825 --> 00:36:03,895
And you can do the same for other people
because we'll drift.

836
00:36:04,395 --> 00:36:05,463
We'll drift. It talks about Hebrews.

837
00:36:05,463 --> 00:36:06,998
Don't drift right.

838
00:36:06,998 --> 00:36:09,767
Keep Jesus as that, that centerpiece,
that focal point of we.

839
00:36:09,767 --> 00:36:11,502
Because when we drift, we drift.

840
00:36:11,502 --> 00:36:12,904
We don't. It's just not like this.

841
00:36:12,904 --> 00:36:15,239
It's it's a big drift.

842
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:17,942
And so we need
the only people in accountability.

843
00:36:17,942 --> 00:36:19,877
I think we need spiritual disciplines.

844
00:36:19,877 --> 00:36:22,580
Are you in Scripture? Are you in prayer?

845
00:36:22,580 --> 00:36:24,015
Are you in community?

846
00:36:24,015 --> 00:36:25,883
Do you value those things?

847
00:36:25,883 --> 00:36:27,151
Are you loyal to them?

848
00:36:28,152 --> 00:36:31,155
Then also, something I've
been trying to do this year is be silent.

849
00:36:31,355 --> 00:36:32,790
I just put a ten minute timer on.

850
00:36:32,790 --> 00:36:34,125
Can I be silent for ten minutes?

851
00:36:34,125 --> 00:36:37,828
And it is challenging because inevitably
one of my kids will come in

852
00:36:37,828 --> 00:36:40,831
or my phone will ding and I'll be like,
what is that?

853
00:36:41,766 --> 00:36:43,701
But I think what it's done for me,

854
00:36:43,701 --> 00:36:46,637
even in the moments where I get
distracted, is it brings to mind

855
00:36:46,637 --> 00:36:49,173
what I'm like most focused on
and what I'm most thinking about.

856
00:36:49,173 --> 00:36:50,074
And it can correct me.

857
00:36:50,074 --> 00:36:53,744
I'm like, why is that what I think about
when I'm silent in this posture of

858
00:36:53,911 --> 00:36:56,914
Holy Spirit,
I'm silent, speak and expect him to speak.

859
00:36:57,148 --> 00:36:59,517
And then these things pop up like,
why is that popping up?

860
00:36:59,517 --> 00:37:00,651
Why am I thinking about that?

861
00:37:00,651 --> 00:37:03,521
Why is that coming to my
for the forefront of my mind,

862
00:37:03,521 --> 00:37:04,055
and as well as being

863
00:37:04,055 --> 00:37:07,058
intentional, is taking captive
all of our thoughts, like all of them.

864
00:37:07,225 --> 00:37:08,693
Why is that a thought I have right now

865
00:37:09,660 --> 00:37:11,762
and process in it, out

866
00:37:11,762 --> 00:37:13,831
we see this in Galatians two.

867
00:37:13,831 --> 00:37:17,435
It says, I've been crucified Christ and I
no longer live, but Christ lives in me.

868
00:37:17,568 --> 00:37:18,502
The life I live now.

869
00:37:18,502 --> 00:37:21,272
I live by faith in the Son of God
who loved me and gave himself.

870
00:37:21,272 --> 00:37:22,640
I no longer live.

871
00:37:22,640 --> 00:37:23,874
We need accountability.

872
00:37:23,874 --> 00:37:26,177
We need people. We need disciplines.

873
00:37:26,177 --> 00:37:28,145
We need community. We need it.

874
00:37:28,145 --> 00:37:31,015
If we're going to walk this phase out
because it is the this world

875
00:37:31,015 --> 00:37:34,051
is distracting and it's challenging
and it is overwhelming.

876
00:37:34,418 --> 00:37:37,421
It's consuming.

877
00:37:37,922 --> 00:37:38,923
I think this statement is

878
00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:41,926
true as we process,
is that salvation is free,

879
00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:45,263
but following Jesus cost you everything

880
00:37:46,130 --> 00:37:50,167
the rhythms, your daily schedule,
your check ins with God,

881
00:37:50,334 --> 00:37:52,970
how you how you view your spouse
and how you view your kids

882
00:37:52,970 --> 00:37:55,373
and how you parent
and how you again go through the list.

883
00:37:55,373 --> 00:37:58,676
But it cost us everything and it should.

884
00:37:59,110 --> 00:37:59,944
And that's good.

885
00:38:01,112 --> 00:38:03,180
There's
a freedom when we can give up control

886
00:38:03,180 --> 00:38:06,350
and not feel like I have to have
all the answers, and I have to have it

887
00:38:06,350 --> 00:38:09,553
all together, and I have to have
all the next steps in life.

888
00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:13,858
I can just genuinely trust God
with it and say, all right, God, I'm good.

889
00:38:14,725 --> 00:38:17,361
You lead a new God and you direct
and I'll stop

890
00:38:17,361 --> 00:38:20,364
and pause and reflect and ponder
and think and pray.

891
00:38:20,731 --> 00:38:22,066
But you lead.

892
00:38:22,066 --> 00:38:22,833
There's a freedom there.

893
00:38:22,833 --> 00:38:25,803
Sometimes we think like that
will be overwhelming, not having control.

894
00:38:25,803 --> 00:38:26,871
I think it's the opposite.

895
00:38:26,871 --> 00:38:28,239
Giving God control is

896
00:38:28,239 --> 00:38:31,275
is the ultimate form of trust and freedom,
and it just brings you joy.

897
00:38:31,275 --> 00:38:34,278
It brings you a sense of I'm good,

898
00:38:35,546 --> 00:38:36,213
but it takes time.

899
00:38:36,213 --> 00:38:40,217
Of course, I definitely
am not good at this all the time, but

900
00:38:40,217 --> 00:38:43,454
God still calls us to be mindful of this,
that following him cost us everything.

901
00:38:44,455 --> 00:38:45,122
I think that leads to

902
00:38:45,122 --> 00:38:48,092
our last one this morning, our last theme,
and it's faithfulness.

903
00:38:48,893 --> 00:38:52,296
Verses 4041 to 42 say
this anyone who welcomes you welcomes me.

904
00:38:52,630 --> 00:38:55,066
And when who welcomes me welcomes
the one who sent me.

905
00:38:55,066 --> 00:38:58,069
Whoever welcomes a prophet
as a prosperous people profits, reward,

906
00:38:58,202 --> 00:39:00,204
and whoever welcomes a righteous person
as a righteous person

907
00:39:00,204 --> 00:39:01,872
will receive a righteous person's reward.

908
00:39:01,872 --> 00:39:04,642
And if anyone gives
even a cup of cold water

909
00:39:04,642 --> 00:39:07,111
to one of these little ones,
who is my disciple?

910
00:39:07,111 --> 00:39:10,114
Truly I tell you, that person
will certainly not lose their reward.

911
00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:15,586
Here's what I think Jesus is saying

912
00:39:15,586 --> 00:39:18,589
small acts of obedience reveal
who you belong to.

913
00:39:19,590 --> 00:39:22,193
Small acts of obedience reveal
who you belong to.

914
00:39:22,193 --> 00:39:24,228
Some, as we think
we have to have this grand gesture

915
00:39:24,228 --> 00:39:25,696
and we can do these
big things of this world.

916
00:39:25,696 --> 00:39:30,167
And it's like, no, just a life
lived of little acts of saying, Jesus.

917
00:39:30,167 --> 00:39:32,103
Yes. It just every single time.

918
00:39:32,103 --> 00:39:34,372
Yes, yes,
over and over the in of our life.

919
00:39:34,372 --> 00:39:37,508
It's a huge impact in this world.

920
00:39:38,042 --> 00:39:40,544
It says a cup of cold water
and saying you'll change everyone's life

921
00:39:41,612 --> 00:39:43,147
so that a cup of cold water.

922
00:39:43,147 --> 00:39:44,281
Can we extend that?

923
00:39:44,281 --> 00:39:46,751
Can we say, God,
I'm going to I'm going to be obedient.

924
00:39:46,751 --> 00:39:47,318
I'm going to serve.

925
00:39:47,318 --> 00:39:51,489
I'm going to I'm going to say yes, because
it's going to show who I belong to.

926
00:39:52,823 --> 00:39:55,826
And that way we are faithful
and we trust him.

927
00:39:56,727 --> 00:39:57,194
We see us in.

928
00:39:57,194 --> 00:40:00,197
Hebrews six says, God is not unjust.

929
00:40:00,264 --> 00:40:04,101
He will not forget your work
and the love that you've shown him.

930
00:40:04,402 --> 00:40:07,371
He will not forget your work

931
00:40:07,371 --> 00:40:09,874
and the love that you've shown him.

932
00:40:09,874 --> 00:40:12,109
And so I have been processing this
this week.

933
00:40:12,109 --> 00:40:13,444
Jesus, can I live in this way?

934
00:40:13,444 --> 00:40:16,447
Genuinely not just say it where I'm going

935
00:40:16,447 --> 00:40:20,251
to place my entire life in your hands,
where I am fully in.

936
00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:22,353
I'm fully invested. I'm.

937
00:40:22,353 --> 00:40:26,023
I'm all the way and it's it's
I'm going to win or I'm going bust.

938
00:40:26,223 --> 00:40:27,758
You know, all the chips
in the middle of the table.

939
00:40:28,993 --> 00:40:29,760
Because here's how

940
00:40:29,760 --> 00:40:32,763
how Jesus is move this morning
right through our text,

941
00:40:32,930 --> 00:40:35,366
he says, you're going to be pressured.

942
00:40:35,366 --> 00:40:38,369
He said, you must publicly stand testify.

943
00:40:39,637 --> 00:40:41,739
He says it will cost relationships
all that.

944
00:40:41,739 --> 00:40:43,107
We pray. It's not with our children.

945
00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:46,110
And it'll cost relationships.

946
00:40:46,377 --> 00:40:49,246
It will cost your life direction at times.

947
00:40:49,246 --> 00:40:52,082
God, I thought I was going this way
and then.

948
00:40:52,082 --> 00:40:54,285
But now I'm going. Going this way.

949
00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:55,686
But here's the reality.

950
00:40:55,686 --> 00:40:59,190
Nothing you lose
is greater than what you gain.

951
00:41:00,324 --> 00:41:03,794
True freedom, true dependance, true worth.

952
00:41:05,729 --> 00:41:06,831
The weight of sin.

953
00:41:06,831 --> 00:41:08,165
Actually been forgiven.

954
00:41:08,165 --> 00:41:10,501
Not just forgiven,
but a race from God's memory.

955
00:41:10,501 --> 00:41:13,471
Like it's that doesn't even exist.

956
00:41:13,804 --> 00:41:15,739
Nothing you lose in life

957
00:41:15,739 --> 00:41:19,210
by submitting to God,
following your pride, letting him lead.

958
00:41:20,211 --> 00:41:22,313
Nothing you lose
is greater than what you gain.

959
00:41:22,313 --> 00:41:23,881
We come out on top every time.

960
00:41:25,683 --> 00:41:26,684
And here's the final thought.

961
00:41:26,684 --> 00:41:27,751
Then we're going to sing one more song.

962
00:41:27,751 --> 00:41:30,621
We're going to we're going to press out.

963
00:41:30,621 --> 00:41:33,591
But this.

964
00:41:33,591 --> 00:41:34,558
Jesus is worth

965
00:41:34,558 --> 00:41:37,995
public, costly, undivided allegiance.

966
00:41:37,995 --> 00:41:38,963
He's worth it.

967
00:41:38,963 --> 00:41:41,765
Even when fear is saying, Michael, no,

968
00:41:41,765 --> 00:41:44,768
even when feel fear
is pressuring you to stay silent,

969
00:41:45,569 --> 00:41:48,639
the fear is pressuring you, and it might
be justified and it might feel right.

970
00:41:48,639 --> 00:41:50,341
And you're like, I don't want to do this.
I don't want to fumble.

971
00:41:50,341 --> 00:41:51,876
I don't want to.

972
00:41:51,876 --> 00:41:55,012
Jesus is worth public costly.

973
00:41:55,045 --> 00:41:58,048
I mean, that's the big one,
such as public, but it's costly.

974
00:41:58,148 --> 00:42:00,918
We have to know that going in he's
worth public,

975
00:42:00,918 --> 00:42:03,921
costly, undivided allegiance

976
00:42:04,121 --> 00:42:07,591
because we always come out on top
because our God is good

977
00:42:08,425 --> 00:42:11,395
and he is faithful and he is just.

978
00:42:11,395 --> 00:42:15,065
And so process this week
sit in in Matthew ten.

979
00:42:15,366 --> 00:42:18,002
All right Pascale, we'll get back
this next week will be in 11.

980
00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:22,273
But process fear and how you navigate

981
00:42:22,273 --> 00:42:26,143
fear a process worth and where you find
your process public allegiance.

982
00:42:26,143 --> 00:42:28,679
Are you do you have a public faith or not

983
00:42:28,679 --> 00:42:30,281
a process division.

984
00:42:30,281 --> 00:42:31,782
Does that exist and can you correct it?

985
00:42:31,782 --> 00:42:33,551
Can you stop it?

986
00:42:33,551 --> 00:42:36,554
Can you not allow it to start to begin
with?

987
00:42:36,720 --> 00:42:38,589
And then discipleship and faithfulness.

988
00:42:38,589 --> 00:42:40,157
What does it mean to trust God,

989
00:42:40,157 --> 00:42:43,494
depend on God, seek
God and say, okay, God, I'm all in.

990
00:42:44,161 --> 00:42:45,496
I'm going to give a cup of cold water.

991
00:42:45,496 --> 00:42:47,865
I'm going to show who I belong to.

992
00:42:47,865 --> 00:42:50,868
It's a challenging tax,
but I think it's a helpful text.

993
00:42:51,135 --> 00:42:54,204
It's it's God saying,
this is what it means to follow me.

994
00:42:54,204 --> 00:42:57,207
Michael, there's no secrets here.

995
00:42:57,374 --> 00:42:59,777
Well, he's he's saying, let me let me
let me help you through this life.

996
00:43:01,111 --> 00:43:02,613
So process this week, let me pray.

997
00:43:02,613 --> 00:43:04,815
I'm going to sing one more song
this morning.

998
00:43:04,815 --> 00:43:07,351
Father. You're good.

999
00:43:07,351 --> 00:43:08,619
Lord, we thank you for this morning.

1000
00:43:08,619 --> 00:43:11,622
We thank you for a challenging text
in Matthew ten.

1001
00:43:12,356 --> 00:43:15,359
God, we are grateful
that you have done the work,

1002
00:43:15,926 --> 00:43:18,028
that you've conquered death,

1003
00:43:18,028 --> 00:43:20,664
you've defeated the grave.

1004
00:43:20,664 --> 00:43:25,436
Lord, we are grateful that you called
us, though to still have a part in this,

1005
00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:28,439
to still have ownership of our faith,
to still seek

1006
00:43:29,239 --> 00:43:31,875
a lifestyle

1007
00:43:31,875 --> 00:43:33,477
where we are sanctifying ourself.

1008
00:43:33,477 --> 00:43:36,847
We are processing what it means
to give everything over to you.

1009
00:43:38,482 --> 00:43:41,185
Lord, we pray that you would continue
to work on our hearts

1010
00:43:41,185 --> 00:43:44,188
and show us the areas
in which we are falling short.

1011
00:43:44,688 --> 00:43:48,425
Please help us God to lean into fear
so it doesn't control us.

1012
00:43:50,094 --> 00:43:50,527
Help us to

1013
00:43:50,527 --> 00:43:53,530
process word
so that we find it in the right place.

1014
00:43:54,298 --> 00:43:57,301
Help us to have a public faith
where we confess you

1015
00:43:58,268 --> 00:44:00,838
unapologetically.

1016
00:44:00,838 --> 00:44:04,108
Help us, Lord, to live in a way where
if division exists, it's because of you,

1017
00:44:04,108 --> 00:44:05,275
not because of us.

1018
00:44:05,275 --> 00:44:08,278
Because we live according
to how you call us to live.

1019
00:44:08,612 --> 00:44:11,215
And we're all in for our kids.

1020
00:44:11,215 --> 00:44:13,317
And help us, Lord, to continue

1021
00:44:13,317 --> 00:44:16,320
to process discipleship
and faithfulness to you.

1022
00:44:16,553 --> 00:44:19,556
We are grateful, God, for this community,
for your Word.

1023
00:44:19,690 --> 00:44:22,593
We pray that you would continue
to work on our hearts.

1024
00:44:22,593 --> 00:44:24,728
Jesus, we thank you. We praise on them.

1025
00:44:24,728 --> 00:44:25,129
Amen.