1 00:00:00,079 --> 00:00:01,819 For some reason I just was not scared. 2 00:00:01,819 --> 00:00:02,559 I was fine. 3 00:00:03,549 --> 00:00:09,439 I sat on my bed and felt that my spirit was coming 4 00:00:09,444 --> 00:00:12,409 together and whooshing and coming up and wanted to 5 00:00:12,409 --> 00:00:13,789 be dragged out my body. 6 00:00:14,239 --> 00:00:16,429 And this was the feeling I got was that this, there's like 7 00:00:16,429 --> 00:00:20,139 a suction pad on top of my head, and it sucked my spirit, 8 00:00:20,719 --> 00:00:22,099 if you will, out of my body. 9 00:00:25,719 --> 00:00:28,659 My guest today is Susie Pearl, a bestselling 10 00:00:28,659 --> 00:00:29,859 author, and TEDx Speaker. 11 00:00:30,069 --> 00:00:33,469 Susie is a brain cancer survivor who outlived 12 00:00:33,469 --> 00:00:36,289 predictions of having a lifespan of just a few 13 00:00:36,294 --> 00:00:38,509 weeks left to go, and during this time, she had 14 00:00:38,509 --> 00:00:39,559 a near death experience. 15 00:00:39,919 --> 00:00:41,869 She's currently writing another book about her 16 00:00:42,229 --> 00:00:45,109 NDE and also writing a film treatment for this to 17 00:00:45,114 --> 00:00:46,459 become a Hollywood movie. 18 00:00:46,849 --> 00:00:48,979 Susie, welcome and thank you so much for 19 00:00:48,979 --> 00:00:49,639 coming on the show. 20 00:00:50,184 --> 00:00:51,054 Thanks so much. 21 00:00:51,324 --> 00:00:52,224 Thanks for having me. 22 00:00:52,844 --> 00:00:54,284 Susie would you like to give us a little bit of 23 00:00:54,284 --> 00:00:57,194 background on your life up to the day of your NDE, and 24 00:00:57,194 --> 00:00:58,184 then we can go from there? 25 00:00:58,439 --> 00:00:59,009 Yeah. 26 00:00:59,249 --> 00:01:03,929 I had a fast and colorful life as a celebrity PR. 27 00:01:04,379 --> 00:01:07,169 I was looking after artists, big music artists. 28 00:01:07,564 --> 00:01:11,464 And I had my own PR agency in London and it had 29 00:01:11,464 --> 00:01:12,514 offices around the world. 30 00:01:12,784 --> 00:01:15,364 And I was looking after people like Michael Jackson and 31 00:01:15,364 --> 00:01:18,604 Madonna and the Spice Girls and all, and people like this. 32 00:01:18,904 --> 00:01:20,774 I was having a great time running around. 33 00:01:20,854 --> 00:01:22,754 Very busy running my own thing. 34 00:01:23,054 --> 00:01:23,864 Lots of pressure. 35 00:01:24,344 --> 00:01:27,014 Lots of press and deadlines and so on. 36 00:01:27,014 --> 00:01:29,954 So I was living a stressed life, but a fun life. 37 00:01:30,404 --> 00:01:33,735 And previously to that, I'd studied a lot about mind 38 00:01:33,735 --> 00:01:36,075 technology, about hypnosis. 39 00:01:36,135 --> 00:01:38,805 I was lucky enough to work with Paul McKenna, Richard 40 00:01:38,805 --> 00:01:42,375 Bandler, co-created NLP neurolinguistic programming. 41 00:01:42,615 --> 00:01:45,620 So I'd done a lot mind work and I knew the power of the 42 00:01:45,625 --> 00:01:50,065 mind and how we can work with it to create extraordinary 43 00:01:50,065 --> 00:01:51,265 things and healing. 44 00:01:51,655 --> 00:01:54,085 I've done a lot of healing work with Theta Healing and 45 00:01:54,085 --> 00:01:55,495 various other modalities. 46 00:01:55,795 --> 00:02:00,165 So I was a celebrity running around fast person, 47 00:02:00,775 --> 00:02:04,555 a kind of mind technology expert, and had a lot of 48 00:02:04,555 --> 00:02:08,394 techniques in my belt, thank goodness as it turned out. 49 00:02:08,815 --> 00:02:10,414 So tell us about the day of your NDE. 50 00:02:10,565 --> 00:02:14,405 Okay how I got to be in hospital with a brain with 51 00:02:14,555 --> 00:02:16,185 identified with brain cancer. 52 00:02:16,265 --> 00:02:17,910 I started forgetting things. 53 00:02:17,910 --> 00:02:21,100 I was losing my place and not knowing where 54 00:02:21,100 --> 00:02:22,090 I'd parked my car. 55 00:02:22,095 --> 00:02:24,340 And I went to meet a friend and I didn't know where I 56 00:02:24,340 --> 00:02:26,470 was or how to get there, and she was concerned. 57 00:02:26,770 --> 00:02:29,380 So she took me into hospital to get checked, 58 00:02:29,380 --> 00:02:30,700 which I didn't wanna do. 59 00:02:30,890 --> 00:02:31,850 But she made me do it. 60 00:02:32,060 --> 00:02:33,260 She's very persuasive. 61 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:35,540 Serbian woman, my neighbor, she's brilliant. 62 00:02:35,545 --> 00:02:38,900 So she bundled me off and told the doctors that I'd 63 00:02:38,900 --> 00:02:39,780 been forgetting things. 64 00:02:39,990 --> 00:02:42,090 They did me a brain scan and found that I had this 65 00:02:42,090 --> 00:02:46,560 humongous brain tumor in my head and, it wasn't 66 00:02:46,560 --> 00:02:47,594 looking good for me. 67 00:02:47,594 --> 00:02:49,524 The doctor said I can't dress this up. 68 00:02:49,614 --> 00:02:51,294 You've only got a few weeks. 69 00:02:51,774 --> 00:02:54,954 Write a will, get your affairs together and get ready. 70 00:02:55,464 --> 00:02:59,319 So I had this very strong, intuitive voice speaking to 71 00:02:59,319 --> 00:03:03,139 me going, your storyline, is to stay, write books, 72 00:03:03,229 --> 00:03:06,624 tell people, talk to people about what happens and you're 73 00:03:06,624 --> 00:03:07,794 gonna get through this. 74 00:03:08,064 --> 00:03:11,304 So I believed that and not really any except my son, 75 00:03:11,334 --> 00:03:12,654 no one else believed that. 76 00:03:13,134 --> 00:03:14,514 So I was in hospital. 77 00:03:15,354 --> 00:03:18,654 Eventually I did agree to go to hospital after my family 78 00:03:19,419 --> 00:03:20,919 really pushed me to do it. 79 00:03:20,999 --> 00:03:23,279 So I went to Cambridge University Hospital. 80 00:03:23,609 --> 00:03:27,239 I was in hospital and one day I was on my bed 81 00:03:27,479 --> 00:03:30,419 and I just knew this day I was going to die. 82 00:03:30,509 --> 00:03:32,339 I had this strong, strong feeling. 83 00:03:32,519 --> 00:03:33,239 I wasn't scared. 84 00:03:34,089 --> 00:03:35,829 For some reason I just was not scared. 85 00:03:35,829 --> 00:03:36,569 I was fine. 86 00:03:37,029 --> 00:03:37,369 I says, okay. 87 00:03:38,369 --> 00:03:42,604 So I sat on my bed and I began to meditate. 88 00:03:42,604 --> 00:03:45,034 I've been a meditator for about 15 years. 89 00:03:45,064 --> 00:03:47,314 I work a lot with the David Lynch Foundation. 90 00:03:47,314 --> 00:03:50,854 I'm a big fan of TM meditation, transcendental 91 00:03:51,034 --> 00:03:53,524 meditation, and had done it for many years. 92 00:03:54,524 --> 00:04:00,414 I sat on my bed and felt that my spirit was coming 93 00:04:00,419 --> 00:04:03,384 together and whooshing and coming up and wanted to 94 00:04:03,384 --> 00:04:04,764 be dragged out my body. 95 00:04:05,214 --> 00:04:07,404 And this was the feeling I got was that this, there's like 96 00:04:07,404 --> 00:04:11,114 a suction pad on top of my head, and it sucked my spirit, 97 00:04:11,694 --> 00:04:13,074 if you will, out of my body. 98 00:04:13,574 --> 00:04:15,744 And I felt myself leaving my body. 99 00:04:15,909 --> 00:04:18,309 I knew this was a spectacular event. 100 00:04:18,839 --> 00:04:21,026 So I, I went with it, you know, know, and I, I 101 00:04:21,026 --> 00:04:22,136 felt my spirit leaving. 102 00:04:23,136 --> 00:04:27,976 I then found myself outta my body, looking down upon my 103 00:04:27,976 --> 00:04:30,916 body, and I felt like I was whizzing around the universe. 104 00:04:30,916 --> 00:04:36,056 It was like I was being given a tour of heaven and I was 105 00:04:36,056 --> 00:04:37,316 very comfortable with this. 106 00:04:37,316 --> 00:04:38,186 I wasn't scared. 107 00:04:38,456 --> 00:04:43,526 Wasn't scary to me at all, and it felt like floating 108 00:04:43,526 --> 00:04:48,621 through an ocean of stars and it was very peaceful, 109 00:04:48,621 --> 00:04:54,791 very beautiful place to be, and it was very expansive. 110 00:04:54,881 --> 00:04:58,361 Obviously, being out of the container, that is my body. 111 00:04:59,361 --> 00:05:03,771 And as I went on this journey, I don't know, 112 00:05:03,791 --> 00:05:05,791 people say to me, how long were you there for? 113 00:05:05,861 --> 00:05:10,151 There is no time construct in this place when we get 114 00:05:10,151 --> 00:05:14,081 outta the body and modern scientists talk about in the 115 00:05:14,081 --> 00:05:17,441 quantum field that time and space don't really exist. 116 00:05:17,441 --> 00:05:19,361 It's more of a human construct, and I 117 00:05:19,361 --> 00:05:20,201 understand that now. 118 00:05:21,201 --> 00:05:26,011 I got a message telepathically, if you 119 00:05:26,016 --> 00:05:30,081 will, or in my spirit form, that I had the option 120 00:05:30,081 --> 00:05:31,731 to go back into my body. 121 00:05:32,091 --> 00:05:33,021 Did I wanna do this? 122 00:05:33,021 --> 00:05:35,541 And this was a one time choice point. 123 00:05:36,141 --> 00:05:38,181 If it was yes, I could go back in. 124 00:05:38,181 --> 00:05:41,031 If it was no, I would stay in this paradise place. 125 00:05:41,361 --> 00:05:45,921 I'm a mom and I have a young son to look after. 126 00:05:45,951 --> 00:05:47,361 So for me, it was a no-brainer. 127 00:05:47,541 --> 00:05:48,951 I had to return. 128 00:05:49,161 --> 00:05:51,291 I wanted to be looking after my son. 129 00:05:52,161 --> 00:05:55,209 So I instructed myself to go back into my body. 130 00:05:55,449 --> 00:05:55,899 Bam. 131 00:05:55,929 --> 00:05:56,599 White flash. 132 00:05:57,489 --> 00:05:57,669 Poof. 133 00:05:58,209 --> 00:06:01,389 I was back in immediately, like immediately. 134 00:06:02,019 --> 00:06:07,279 And as I came back in, I realized one, nothing would 135 00:06:07,279 --> 00:06:08,749 be the same ever again. 136 00:06:08,929 --> 00:06:10,779 Two, I have a new operating system. 137 00:06:11,119 --> 00:06:12,409 I see things differently. 138 00:06:13,039 --> 00:06:19,174 Three, it's like I had a relationship with myself, with 139 00:06:19,174 --> 00:06:22,924 the world, with the universe, which is completely different. 140 00:06:23,074 --> 00:06:26,014 And I would have to reintegrate in a different 141 00:06:26,014 --> 00:06:29,019 way and deal with life differently and have to deal 142 00:06:29,019 --> 00:06:32,259 with all the repercussions of that and the difficulties of 143 00:06:32,259 --> 00:06:34,749 those people around me of how they were gonna deal with me. 144 00:06:35,199 --> 00:06:38,609 So it was the reintegration was almost the most difficult 145 00:06:38,609 --> 00:06:40,049 part of this journey. 146 00:06:41,049 --> 00:06:47,029 As I came back in I felt amazing and slightly 147 00:06:48,029 --> 00:06:49,849 blasted let's say. 148 00:06:49,949 --> 00:06:52,179 I just thought, woo, what happened there? 149 00:06:52,859 --> 00:06:56,999 Subsequently, I had another M R I scan at the 150 00:06:56,999 --> 00:07:01,569 hospital shortly after this experience and the 151 00:07:01,569 --> 00:07:05,199 doctor, wonderful doctor at Cambridge came back in. 152 00:07:05,199 --> 00:07:08,544 He's one of the world's experts on oncology 153 00:07:08,634 --> 00:07:09,624 and what I had. 154 00:07:09,984 --> 00:07:12,324 And he walked in and he said, how are you doing? 155 00:07:12,329 --> 00:07:13,404 I said, I'm great. 156 00:07:13,704 --> 00:07:14,994 And he was shaking his head. 157 00:07:14,994 --> 00:07:18,594 He said, we don't understand the results of this scan. 158 00:07:19,324 --> 00:07:23,014 The previous scan showed this huge tumor. 159 00:07:23,914 --> 00:07:27,974 Now, the results are quite extraordinary, and 160 00:07:27,974 --> 00:07:30,464 I have no explanation. 161 00:07:31,464 --> 00:07:36,084 He told me that the tumor had gone, there was no 162 00:07:36,084 --> 00:07:38,904 scarring, and it was like it had never been there. 163 00:07:39,264 --> 00:07:39,714 Bam. 164 00:07:39,744 --> 00:07:40,404 Just like that. 165 00:07:41,004 --> 00:07:41,814 I got healed. 166 00:07:42,604 --> 00:07:46,464 And I was trying to process this information 167 00:07:46,464 --> 00:07:48,594 and I didn't really, I'd never heard of an NDE. 168 00:07:49,074 --> 00:07:50,694 I didn't know what an NDE was. 169 00:07:51,074 --> 00:07:54,734 I began to do research later and found out about 170 00:07:54,734 --> 00:07:55,784 near-death experience. 171 00:07:56,024 --> 00:07:59,174 And what I found out was that my experience was 172 00:07:59,204 --> 00:08:04,234 very similar to what other people experience as NDE's. 173 00:08:05,174 --> 00:08:07,784 There are many common denominators and there are 174 00:08:07,784 --> 00:08:13,064 many great people including scientists who have written 175 00:08:13,064 --> 00:08:15,314 books on this and studied this very carefully. 176 00:08:15,314 --> 00:08:16,934 It's very interesting subject. 177 00:08:17,894 --> 00:08:20,384 And now I've met many people who've had, I 178 00:08:20,384 --> 00:08:21,974 think they're more common than we've realized. 179 00:08:22,364 --> 00:08:25,714 Myself, in my normal day-to-day life, met 180 00:08:25,729 --> 00:08:28,294 many people now who have had similar experiences 181 00:08:28,574 --> 00:08:29,354 and I talk to them. 182 00:08:29,594 --> 00:08:30,314 Very similar. 183 00:08:30,824 --> 00:08:34,859 My experience was that I healed from brain cancer 184 00:08:35,219 --> 00:08:38,549 and I got a new operating software and I now feel 185 00:08:38,549 --> 00:08:42,239 compelled to tell this story because it's a good one. 186 00:08:42,749 --> 00:08:47,369 And it gives an insight into what life is about, 187 00:08:48,209 --> 00:08:51,679 what happens when we die, what death is about, and 188 00:08:51,679 --> 00:08:55,869 therefore it informs how to live life and live life 189 00:08:55,869 --> 00:08:59,179 in a way that is expansive. 190 00:08:59,299 --> 00:09:03,719 That is using our consciousness for the highest 191 00:09:03,719 --> 00:09:09,209 good and learning how to use our consciousness in ways 192 00:09:09,209 --> 00:09:12,569 that perhaps in our small frame of growing up in the 193 00:09:12,569 --> 00:09:15,989 education system that, that we are in on this planet. 194 00:09:16,409 --> 00:09:19,789 It doesn't really allow too much for learning 195 00:09:19,789 --> 00:09:22,299 about consciousness and the power of the mind. 196 00:09:22,959 --> 00:09:27,249 I'm now going to reference backwards to my time 197 00:09:27,339 --> 00:09:30,309 studying mind technology, studying hypnosis, 198 00:09:30,579 --> 00:09:33,849 studying altered states of reality that I did in my 199 00:09:34,089 --> 00:09:36,099 pre-life, my pre NDE life. 200 00:09:36,459 --> 00:09:37,749 So it all linked together. 201 00:09:37,779 --> 00:09:42,309 It was like everything was working towards this moment 202 00:09:42,339 --> 00:09:45,159 of me popping out my body, expanding my consciousness, 203 00:09:45,499 --> 00:09:46,869 and coming back in. 204 00:09:47,409 --> 00:09:50,859 As I was going in for the scan in hospital, I was 205 00:09:51,159 --> 00:09:55,324 told, telepathically, if you will that - I said 206 00:09:55,934 --> 00:09:56,894 what's going on here? 207 00:09:56,894 --> 00:10:00,124 And they said, you've got a very big storyline and you 208 00:10:00,129 --> 00:10:03,754 will write about this and you will inform many, many people 209 00:10:04,684 --> 00:10:07,404 about what you're gonna learn. 210 00:10:07,584 --> 00:10:11,094 And the power of the mind, the power of consciousness, 211 00:10:11,244 --> 00:10:13,734 and the power we have as human beings to heal. 212 00:10:14,734 --> 00:10:17,434 So I understood why this had happened. 213 00:10:17,434 --> 00:10:19,054 I wasn't confused about why. 214 00:10:19,584 --> 00:10:23,359 I was stunned by how it happened and the 215 00:10:23,359 --> 00:10:25,419 actual event itself. 216 00:10:25,524 --> 00:10:27,654 It was quite extraordinary to experience this, 217 00:10:27,659 --> 00:10:28,794 and I'm very grateful. 218 00:10:28,854 --> 00:10:30,304 I'm grateful for all of the story. 219 00:10:30,774 --> 00:10:33,684 I'm grateful for having this illness, healing from 220 00:10:33,684 --> 00:10:36,834 this illness, coming back in and having a platform 221 00:10:36,834 --> 00:10:40,984 to be able to convey it to others in a way that 222 00:10:41,194 --> 00:10:42,514 will be helpful I hope. 223 00:10:43,054 --> 00:10:46,204 It's comforting to know that there is beautiful 224 00:10:47,204 --> 00:10:50,654 land or a beautiful realm on the other side of life. 225 00:10:51,014 --> 00:10:54,974 When people come to me now and say, oh, I've 226 00:10:54,979 --> 00:10:57,664 lost someone dear to me, I can no longer say, oh, 227 00:10:57,684 --> 00:11:01,364 that's so sad, I'm so sorry because I don't feel sad. 228 00:11:01,934 --> 00:11:04,454 Because I know that they have gone to this most 229 00:11:04,844 --> 00:11:09,014 beautiful place where there is no illness, there is no 230 00:11:09,074 --> 00:11:10,604 grief, there's no strife. 231 00:11:10,634 --> 00:11:12,584 It's literally heavenly. 232 00:11:13,454 --> 00:11:16,124 So I can no longer commiserate. 233 00:11:16,394 --> 00:11:18,654 I can congratulate but not commiserate. 234 00:11:19,354 --> 00:11:21,764 And I feel now that every day is precious. 235 00:11:22,334 --> 00:11:24,704 Every day is a gift. 236 00:11:25,289 --> 00:11:28,049 And that we have to honor our gifts. 237 00:11:28,229 --> 00:11:31,349 Stop the complaining, stop the gossiping, stopping 238 00:11:31,349 --> 00:11:35,119 seeing the grubby bits of life, the underbelly of 239 00:11:35,119 --> 00:11:36,829 life and stop worrying. 240 00:11:36,829 --> 00:11:38,779 Stop, really stop complaining. 241 00:11:39,109 --> 00:11:41,239 And what I learned was the importance of our 242 00:11:41,244 --> 00:11:45,799 thoughts, our words, our emotions need to be 243 00:11:45,859 --> 00:11:48,199 strong, positive emotions. 244 00:11:48,469 --> 00:11:51,109 All of this drives reality, drives 245 00:11:51,109 --> 00:11:52,999 experience that we have. 246 00:11:53,764 --> 00:11:58,144 So we're not really taught this as young people, but 247 00:11:58,144 --> 00:12:02,254 it's important that we must remember that everything 248 00:12:02,254 --> 00:12:04,294 we speak is like a spell. 249 00:12:04,524 --> 00:12:06,284 You know we talk about writing and spelling. 250 00:12:06,374 --> 00:12:07,244 It's a spell. 251 00:12:07,454 --> 00:12:10,784 We are telling the universe, instructing the universe 252 00:12:10,789 --> 00:12:16,154 on the cosmic level what we wish to experience in life. 253 00:12:16,784 --> 00:12:18,644 Now, there's a lot of talk these days about 254 00:12:18,644 --> 00:12:19,784 law of attraction. 255 00:12:20,784 --> 00:12:23,034 All of these physics, brilliant people 256 00:12:23,034 --> 00:12:24,084 speaking about it. 257 00:12:24,294 --> 00:12:24,594 Dr. 258 00:12:24,594 --> 00:12:28,634 Joe Dispenza, Gregg Braden, all these kind of expert 259 00:12:29,469 --> 00:12:34,389 scientists are reflecting on how modern day science 260 00:12:34,479 --> 00:12:37,929 is informing us about consciousness and about 261 00:12:37,929 --> 00:12:40,809 reality, and about how we create our reality. 262 00:12:41,199 --> 00:12:43,629 For many people I understand that's a step too far. 263 00:12:43,659 --> 00:12:44,329 Whoa. 264 00:12:44,409 --> 00:12:47,285 I can't get to grips with this, say many people. 265 00:12:47,624 --> 00:12:50,404 Understandable, because we're not taught it. 266 00:12:50,404 --> 00:12:54,214 It's not in mainstream pilots, but boy, are we 267 00:12:54,214 --> 00:12:55,988 getting very, very clear now. 268 00:12:56,678 --> 00:12:59,948 And there's what, that's why we have platforms like this 269 00:12:59,948 --> 00:13:03,608 where we can discuss with each other beyond the science 270 00:13:03,608 --> 00:13:08,528 territory about the power of consciousness, the power of 271 00:13:08,533 --> 00:13:13,598 your mind, and how to conduct life at the mind level in a 272 00:13:13,598 --> 00:13:17,708 way that will create a better life for you and the planet. 273 00:13:18,708 --> 00:13:23,598 And the more we become aware of our powers and how to use 274 00:13:23,598 --> 00:13:28,098 and manipulate our mind power only still using these three, 275 00:13:28,098 --> 00:13:32,958 four things, how we use words, how we use ideas, and what 276 00:13:32,958 --> 00:13:37,048 we vision and focus on, how we feel and our emotions, 277 00:13:38,028 --> 00:13:41,898 and importantly intentions when we set an intention. 278 00:13:42,798 --> 00:13:45,798 The universe conspires to bring that to us. 279 00:13:46,488 --> 00:13:49,548 I like coffee and I go to a lot of coffee bars and I 280 00:13:49,548 --> 00:13:52,998 listen, and I'm a writer, so my job is listen and observe. 281 00:13:53,658 --> 00:13:56,328 Since all of this happened, I've learned a lot of 282 00:13:56,328 --> 00:13:57,468 big stuff about life. 283 00:13:57,513 --> 00:13:58,758 I love to share it. 284 00:13:59,298 --> 00:14:01,608 I listen to people's conversations and I hear, 285 00:14:01,608 --> 00:14:02,328 blah, blah, blah, blah. 286 00:14:02,328 --> 00:14:02,928 How are you doing? 287 00:14:02,928 --> 00:14:03,588 Hi, how are you doing? 288 00:14:03,648 --> 00:14:08,123 Oh and I'll come a load of like, dreadful explanations 289 00:14:08,128 --> 00:14:11,018 about what's going on in life and very few people. 290 00:14:11,018 --> 00:14:14,683 I I saw a guy this morning at my coffee shop and 291 00:14:14,773 --> 00:14:15,673 I know him really well. 292 00:14:15,673 --> 00:14:18,283 He is a nice guy and he said, Hey, Susie, how you doing? 293 00:14:18,283 --> 00:14:19,273 I said, no. 294 00:14:19,273 --> 00:14:20,413 I said to him, Hey, how you doing? 295 00:14:20,503 --> 00:14:22,453 He said, I'm doing great. 296 00:14:23,203 --> 00:14:24,133 How are you doing? 297 00:14:24,373 --> 00:14:25,453 And I said, you know what? 298 00:14:25,453 --> 00:14:27,073 I'm also doing great. 299 00:14:27,463 --> 00:14:29,383 And it occurred to me as we were having this 300 00:14:29,383 --> 00:14:31,783 exchange, it's rare. 301 00:14:32,783 --> 00:14:36,083 Sadly, for people to say things like this to 302 00:14:36,083 --> 00:14:37,283 each other, I'm great. 303 00:14:37,493 --> 00:14:38,723 I'm really great. 304 00:14:38,723 --> 00:14:39,653 Things are going good. 305 00:14:39,893 --> 00:14:40,613 Quite rare. 306 00:14:40,763 --> 00:14:43,553 We've learned to swap stories and share terrible 307 00:14:43,558 --> 00:14:44,963 tales with each other. 308 00:14:45,233 --> 00:14:47,603 The woes and the glooms and the, oh, he did this, 309 00:14:47,603 --> 00:14:51,043 she did that or misery, or haven't got enough of this. 310 00:14:51,043 --> 00:14:52,193 I haven't got enough of that. 311 00:14:52,523 --> 00:14:52,823 No. 312 00:14:53,823 --> 00:14:57,328 Because then you are instructing your powerful 313 00:14:57,328 --> 00:15:00,458 mind, the most powerful computer in the universe 314 00:15:00,728 --> 00:15:02,768 to create that reality. 315 00:15:03,338 --> 00:15:06,818 Now, I know many people go, man, this is like crazy. 316 00:15:06,823 --> 00:15:07,388 It's not. 317 00:15:08,018 --> 00:15:09,428 I have been to the other side. 318 00:15:09,428 --> 00:15:10,508 I've been out of my body. 319 00:15:10,508 --> 00:15:13,058 I've seen how it works, and I'll give you an example. 320 00:15:13,148 --> 00:15:15,788 When I set the intention to come back into my 321 00:15:15,788 --> 00:15:17,633 body, It happened. 322 00:15:17,903 --> 00:15:18,053 Bam. 323 00:15:18,053 --> 00:15:22,223 Just like this really fast because I set the intention. 324 00:15:22,643 --> 00:15:24,923 I was asked if I wanted to, I was given the option. 325 00:15:24,923 --> 00:15:28,463 I said, yeah, but I was, when I decided I did wanna come 326 00:15:28,468 --> 00:15:30,073 back, it was instantaneous. 327 00:15:30,773 --> 00:15:33,203 And this is how the world can work. 328 00:15:33,613 --> 00:15:36,653 Things can happen instantaneously in 329 00:15:36,743 --> 00:15:37,883 the quantum field. 330 00:15:38,063 --> 00:15:38,873 Believe it. 331 00:15:39,838 --> 00:15:43,013 If you doubt it, have a look at some of the science 332 00:15:43,013 --> 00:15:45,883 that's being put out in layman's terms by these 333 00:15:45,883 --> 00:15:50,113 great people, these great psychologists, scientists, 334 00:15:50,143 --> 00:15:53,353 modern day people, looking at the philosophy of life. 335 00:15:53,773 --> 00:15:56,263 And you'll see that the science backs up the 336 00:15:56,268 --> 00:15:59,983 concept that we create everything in our worlds 337 00:16:00,313 --> 00:16:01,753 through this consciousness. 338 00:16:02,473 --> 00:16:03,823 So let's get good at it. 339 00:16:03,823 --> 00:16:04,753 Let's do it better. 340 00:16:05,263 --> 00:16:07,483 And my mission now for the rest of my life, 341 00:16:07,963 --> 00:16:09,553 I'm not a young spring chicken. 342 00:16:09,723 --> 00:16:11,003 Well, I feel it actually. 343 00:16:11,553 --> 00:16:15,963 My mission now is to have a wonderful, great 344 00:16:16,743 --> 00:16:22,933 life that I feel is the best I can make it. 345 00:16:23,353 --> 00:16:25,503 And uh, for me, there are no edges to that. 346 00:16:26,088 --> 00:16:28,728 I have all sorts of adventures planned for this year. 347 00:16:29,568 --> 00:16:32,418 The reason you had trouble getting me in 348 00:16:32,418 --> 00:16:36,678 the diary is because I plan a lot of adventures. 349 00:16:36,888 --> 00:16:40,388 I have a lot of adventures now because every day is a 350 00:16:40,388 --> 00:16:45,958 gift and I wanna live, I wanna experience life, don't wanna 351 00:16:45,958 --> 00:16:48,958 stay in a little tiny box. 352 00:16:49,498 --> 00:16:52,363 And I'm a simple person. 353 00:16:52,363 --> 00:16:54,163 I don't have a big hedge fund. 354 00:16:54,373 --> 00:16:56,773 I don't have tons of money in the bank. 355 00:16:57,073 --> 00:16:58,243 I am a simple person. 356 00:16:58,243 --> 00:16:59,443 I live very simply. 357 00:16:59,683 --> 00:16:59,803 I. 358 00:17:00,223 --> 00:17:03,793 In nature, in Ibiza actually, which is a, a place of 359 00:17:03,793 --> 00:17:06,223 joy and celebration, dancing, laughter. 360 00:17:06,253 --> 00:17:08,623 People make a habit of it and people come here on 361 00:17:08,623 --> 00:17:10,753 holiday to absorb that energy. 362 00:17:10,963 --> 00:17:14,503 I made a choice to move from London, the city, to live here 363 00:17:14,533 --> 00:17:17,178 10 years ago because I felt I wanted to be in the energy 364 00:17:17,758 --> 00:17:19,978 Of life and enjoying life. 365 00:17:20,308 --> 00:17:23,038 So I, I'm making it my business to make sure that I 366 00:17:23,038 --> 00:17:26,858 have a really good life and teach my family my child as 367 00:17:26,858 --> 00:17:30,728 well about the importance of what we can do to live 368 00:17:30,728 --> 00:17:32,378 a happy and contented life. 369 00:17:33,418 --> 00:17:34,108 Thanks for that, Susie. 370 00:17:34,108 --> 00:17:35,698 I'm glad I stayed up to listen to this story. 371 00:17:35,698 --> 00:17:37,018 It's quite inspirational. 372 00:17:37,588 --> 00:17:39,203 I've got a few questions for you. 373 00:17:39,603 --> 00:17:42,023 The first one is, so when you initially, I'll just go 374 00:17:42,023 --> 00:17:44,743 back to your NDE and when you initially left your body 375 00:17:44,743 --> 00:17:47,583 and you said you were shown the universe, was there 376 00:17:47,583 --> 00:17:50,823 some transition between, okay, I can see my body and 377 00:17:50,823 --> 00:17:53,313 then I'm being shown the universe, or was that pretty 378 00:17:53,318 --> 00:17:55,743 much instantaneous in one place and then the other? 379 00:17:56,703 --> 00:18:00,603 This concept of time is, it's like everything is 380 00:18:00,603 --> 00:18:01,758 happening at the same time. 381 00:18:01,838 --> 00:18:05,313 It's very hard for us to understand that as humans, but 382 00:18:05,403 --> 00:18:07,883 this is what a lot of these modern scientists are talking 383 00:18:07,888 --> 00:18:10,553 about, that there is only now. 384 00:18:10,958 --> 00:18:14,738 People like Eckhart Toll and so on speak about be present. 385 00:18:15,218 --> 00:18:18,788 Show up in the now because yesterday and tomorrow 386 00:18:18,788 --> 00:18:20,468 don't really exist. 387 00:18:20,858 --> 00:18:23,858 In the same way, when I went up, everything was 388 00:18:23,858 --> 00:18:25,558 happening as a continuum. 389 00:18:25,978 --> 00:18:28,268 There wasn't a kind of before, after middle, 390 00:18:28,348 --> 00:18:28,978 and this happened. 391 00:18:29,188 --> 00:18:30,539 It was all just one thing. 392 00:18:31,539 --> 00:18:33,819 And it's very hard for us to understand that because we 393 00:18:33,819 --> 00:18:36,509 are linear in our thinking, in our constructs, the way 394 00:18:36,509 --> 00:18:37,589 we construct the world. 395 00:18:37,789 --> 00:18:41,339 We are little, we go to school, we grow up and 396 00:18:41,359 --> 00:18:43,739 our journey of follows through and we see it 397 00:18:43,739 --> 00:18:44,969 on a linear timeline. 398 00:18:45,029 --> 00:18:47,220 It's in reality in the cosmic world, it, there 399 00:18:47,225 --> 00:18:48,899 isn't a linear timeline. 400 00:18:49,319 --> 00:18:51,539 So I can't really give you a specific on that 401 00:18:52,049 --> 00:18:52,514 cuz there isn't one. 402 00:18:53,134 --> 00:18:53,314 Yeah. 403 00:18:53,314 --> 00:18:53,944 That's interesting. 404 00:18:54,244 --> 00:18:57,574 I had another one of my guests who had an NDE where 405 00:18:57,574 --> 00:19:01,174 he, you mentioned this sea of soul, ocean of stars, I 406 00:19:01,174 --> 00:19:02,254 think you used that term. 407 00:19:02,794 --> 00:19:05,374 He used the term a sea of souls. 408 00:19:05,379 --> 00:19:08,284 Do you think the stars that you saw were souls 409 00:19:08,289 --> 00:19:11,014 or were they literally stars or not sure. 410 00:19:11,524 --> 00:19:16,294 In this cosmic place, it's very hard to be factual or 411 00:19:16,294 --> 00:19:21,104 to know or to understand what these illustrations. 412 00:19:21,184 --> 00:19:22,444 Metaphors are. 413 00:19:22,684 --> 00:19:27,154 The stars that I felt, I saw they, it was, the feeling 414 00:19:27,154 --> 00:19:31,094 I got was like a night sky or a bright sky, let's 415 00:19:31,099 --> 00:19:34,094 say with lots of galaxies. 416 00:19:34,154 --> 00:19:35,504 It looked a bit like that. 417 00:19:36,134 --> 00:19:40,429 Those images we see when we look at galaxies being 418 00:19:40,429 --> 00:19:43,009 shown by people like Brian Cooks who looks at the 419 00:19:43,009 --> 00:19:44,389 universe on a big scale. 420 00:19:44,569 --> 00:19:45,259 I love that. 421 00:19:45,259 --> 00:19:47,419 And I, that's the kind of feeling I got is 422 00:19:47,419 --> 00:19:48,259 there's just lots. 423 00:19:48,789 --> 00:19:50,079 We aren't the only galaxy. 424 00:19:50,079 --> 00:19:52,869 There's a lot going on here, and we are tiny little 425 00:19:52,869 --> 00:19:54,699 specs in the universe. 426 00:19:55,149 --> 00:19:58,439 And one of the things, for example, if I was feeling sad 427 00:19:58,529 --> 00:20:03,864 or worried about life, I can look at one of these images 428 00:20:04,164 --> 00:20:05,454 which says, you are here. 429 00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:06,924 This tiny little speck. 430 00:20:07,304 --> 00:20:11,444 Our galaxy's a tiny little speck in this big plethora 431 00:20:11,494 --> 00:20:18,074 of amazing infinite sense of stars and space. 432 00:20:18,204 --> 00:20:21,564 And the space that we occupy here on planet Earth is 433 00:20:21,564 --> 00:20:28,104 minuscule in the big story of the whole of existence. 434 00:20:28,314 --> 00:20:31,524 We are a tiny speck, a pinhead in the big scheme. 435 00:20:31,644 --> 00:20:34,194 So why worry frankly, you are on a pinhead. 436 00:20:34,494 --> 00:20:36,384 You're spinning around on a planet. 437 00:20:36,444 --> 00:20:38,244 It's part of a massive galaxy. 438 00:20:38,424 --> 00:20:40,554 You are worried about your gas bill, or you are 439 00:20:40,559 --> 00:20:42,769 worried about the woman next door won't cut her 440 00:20:42,774 --> 00:20:44,269 hedge properly or whatever. 441 00:20:44,269 --> 00:20:44,959 Forget it. 442 00:20:45,619 --> 00:20:47,209 Grow up, expand. 443 00:20:48,209 --> 00:20:50,759 Relax and enjoy. 444 00:20:50,849 --> 00:20:54,899 Stop worrying or getting upset by things or getting 445 00:20:54,899 --> 00:20:56,249 annoyed by other people. 446 00:20:56,339 --> 00:20:59,259 It's really not a good use of your life. 447 00:21:00,249 --> 00:21:01,419 Think more carefully. 448 00:21:01,599 --> 00:21:02,589 This is my life. 449 00:21:02,679 --> 00:21:04,029 How do I wish to spend it? 450 00:21:05,069 --> 00:21:06,629 What was that Monty Python film? 451 00:21:07,059 --> 00:21:07,954 Was it The Meaning of Life? 452 00:21:08,034 --> 00:21:08,314 Yeah, 453 00:21:09,169 --> 00:21:09,529 Yeah. 454 00:21:09,739 --> 00:21:12,259 I forget the song, that was my first introduction as a 455 00:21:13,174 --> 00:21:16,264 a teenager, I think, to the idea of the infiniteness of, 456 00:21:16,344 --> 00:21:17,484 that's a good reference. 457 00:21:17,564 --> 00:21:18,524 I must dig that out. 458 00:21:18,524 --> 00:21:19,724 I'm gonna watch that later. 459 00:21:19,784 --> 00:21:20,324 That's fun. 460 00:21:20,954 --> 00:21:24,439 Really, if you are worried about what someone's done 461 00:21:24,439 --> 00:21:27,199 at school today or work today, or they looked 462 00:21:27,199 --> 00:21:30,859 at you sideways and you felt rotten, forget it. 463 00:21:31,129 --> 00:21:33,479 You're spinning around in this massive galaxy 464 00:21:33,479 --> 00:21:34,919 and billions of stars. 465 00:21:35,099 --> 00:21:37,439 No one cares, so forget it and move on. 466 00:21:37,829 --> 00:21:43,789 We're here I believe we are here with a goal and 467 00:21:43,789 --> 00:21:48,379 we are here to experience life as a human being. 468 00:21:48,839 --> 00:21:51,809 We have joy, happiness, harmony, and we are here 469 00:21:51,809 --> 00:21:54,379 to really live life well. 470 00:21:54,659 --> 00:21:57,659 We've got it wrong in so many ways and 471 00:21:57,659 --> 00:21:58,919 this point in history. 472 00:21:59,459 --> 00:22:02,789 And looking back in history, it's been wars fighting, 473 00:22:02,789 --> 00:22:04,049 people killing each other. 474 00:22:04,559 --> 00:22:08,129 It is crazy when you think about it. 475 00:22:08,519 --> 00:22:15,949 How on earth can we think it's okay to kill another life? 476 00:22:16,949 --> 00:22:18,979 It makes no sense. 477 00:22:19,979 --> 00:22:24,059 We are here to explore the joy of being human. 478 00:22:24,614 --> 00:22:27,674 To have consciousness, to have awareness, to have 479 00:22:27,674 --> 00:22:31,964 understanding, to learn, to grow, to be kind, to be 480 00:22:31,964 --> 00:22:33,284 compassionate to each other. 481 00:22:33,974 --> 00:22:36,584 Stop the wars, stop the arguing. 482 00:22:37,124 --> 00:22:38,594 Stop the falling out. 483 00:22:38,654 --> 00:22:42,834 Stop the judgment and begin being in your 484 00:22:42,834 --> 00:22:47,514 heart, expanding into that meditating, realizing that 485 00:22:47,514 --> 00:22:51,834 your consciousness and how you run your brain dictates 486 00:22:51,834 --> 00:22:55,374 how your life will unfold. 487 00:22:56,244 --> 00:22:59,664 So get good at running your mind because it's the most 488 00:22:59,664 --> 00:23:01,194 powerful thing you have. 489 00:23:02,004 --> 00:23:02,994 Get really good at it. 490 00:23:02,994 --> 00:23:04,134 Learn how to do it. 491 00:23:04,164 --> 00:23:05,724 Get some good techniques. 492 00:23:05,964 --> 00:23:07,164 Learn meditation. 493 00:23:07,764 --> 00:23:09,814 Learn how to go into deep relaxed states. 494 00:23:10,814 --> 00:23:11,904 Hypnosis is good. 495 00:23:12,284 --> 00:23:16,094 Get in there and you can play with programs and 496 00:23:16,784 --> 00:23:20,084 resources that you have built in and conditioned. 497 00:23:20,544 --> 00:23:21,644 We're heavily conditioned. 498 00:23:21,974 --> 00:23:25,904 You can recondition your belief systems in a way 499 00:23:25,909 --> 00:23:30,104 that supports health, happiness, friendship, 500 00:23:30,104 --> 00:23:31,364 connection, lifestyle. 501 00:23:31,784 --> 00:23:33,104 Connection is really important. 502 00:23:33,104 --> 00:23:34,184 I wanna speak about that. 503 00:23:34,614 --> 00:23:37,194 Connection is why we are here. 504 00:23:38,194 --> 00:23:39,784 We've lost connection. 505 00:23:39,994 --> 00:23:41,684 People are going around with their phones. 506 00:23:41,774 --> 00:23:43,544 I can see people in restaurants going out for 507 00:23:43,544 --> 00:23:45,794 dinner and they're not looking at each other or speaking. 508 00:23:45,794 --> 00:23:46,754 They're on their phones check. 509 00:23:46,754 --> 00:23:47,744 I've just gotta check this. 510 00:23:47,894 --> 00:23:52,524 No, let's connect in a more real way with others. 511 00:23:53,214 --> 00:23:57,294 And when we get into proper connection, building proper 512 00:23:57,294 --> 00:24:04,344 community, proper friendships, family, partners, communities. 513 00:24:05,169 --> 00:24:09,159 Where we live this, and then take it further and further. 514 00:24:09,879 --> 00:24:14,379 Let's begin to love everybody and get connected 515 00:24:14,439 --> 00:24:17,139 more deeply and more authentically with others. 516 00:24:17,589 --> 00:24:18,939 Stop the disconnection. 517 00:24:18,999 --> 00:24:21,559 You know when we were wearing plastic shoes with plastic 518 00:24:21,879 --> 00:24:24,519 rubber souls, you know we lost our connection with the earth. 519 00:24:25,179 --> 00:24:27,099 Walk around at least half an hour every day 520 00:24:27,099 --> 00:24:27,879 with your shoes off. 521 00:24:27,879 --> 00:24:28,929 Connect with the land. 522 00:24:29,259 --> 00:24:30,159 Walk on soil. 523 00:24:30,579 --> 00:24:33,939 Go bathe in a forest, go to the sea, whatever it 524 00:24:33,939 --> 00:24:37,269 is, get in with nature because this will affect 525 00:24:37,269 --> 00:24:39,009 your brainwave state. 526 00:24:39,579 --> 00:24:40,689 And your frequency. 527 00:24:40,839 --> 00:24:43,689 We are all radio transmitters running around 528 00:24:43,719 --> 00:24:46,209 on a certain frequency, transmitting to each other. 529 00:24:46,209 --> 00:24:47,469 I'm transmitting to you. 530 00:24:47,829 --> 00:24:49,929 You are transmitting to me, and we are 531 00:24:49,934 --> 00:24:50,889 swapping frequencies. 532 00:24:50,919 --> 00:24:54,069 And these frequencies affect the nature of our 533 00:24:54,069 --> 00:24:57,839 thoughts and our reality and how good life turns out. 534 00:24:58,219 --> 00:25:00,489 And our job is to raise our frequency. 535 00:25:00,489 --> 00:25:04,569 We can do it through food, thoughts, environment. 536 00:25:04,969 --> 00:25:07,194 Be in nature is really good because then you get 537 00:25:07,194 --> 00:25:10,434 onto the harmonic frequency of the earth and then 538 00:25:10,434 --> 00:25:12,624 you get aligned with the frequency of the earth. 539 00:25:12,744 --> 00:25:14,184 Everything gets easier. 540 00:25:14,454 --> 00:25:17,634 Things can flow to you, abundance can flow to you. 541 00:25:17,634 --> 00:25:21,429 Happiness, good connections, all of these things can flow. 542 00:25:21,509 --> 00:25:24,899 It's a frequency based concept, so I think it's 543 00:25:24,899 --> 00:25:27,439 very important that we realize that connecting 544 00:25:27,439 --> 00:25:31,489 with others, Connecting with ourselves through meditation 545 00:25:31,489 --> 00:25:34,899 is a good way, for example connecting with the planet, 546 00:25:35,289 --> 00:25:37,809 not being mean to the planet, but rather understanding 547 00:25:37,809 --> 00:25:39,099 that it's our home. 548 00:25:39,519 --> 00:25:40,599 Let's look after it. 549 00:25:40,659 --> 00:25:44,769 It's very important that we become way more aware 550 00:25:44,819 --> 00:25:48,189 of our environment and the people around us 551 00:25:48,429 --> 00:25:49,929 and get kinder with it. 552 00:25:50,969 --> 00:25:53,459 I like to go for walks in nature and I started doing 553 00:25:53,459 --> 00:25:55,269 this about a year ago. 554 00:25:55,329 --> 00:25:57,214 I live near a big natural reserve and I go for a 555 00:25:57,214 --> 00:25:57,934 walk every lunchtime. 556 00:25:57,939 --> 00:26:00,814 And I've gotten to the point now where I can't not go. 557 00:26:01,194 --> 00:26:03,954 I have to actually go, I'll skip other things so 558 00:26:03,954 --> 00:26:06,994 that I can go, it does something and I can't 559 00:26:06,999 --> 00:26:07,834 really put my finger on it. 560 00:26:07,884 --> 00:26:10,159 What you said then helps make a little more sense. 561 00:26:10,159 --> 00:26:11,084 Now aligning with 562 00:26:11,084 --> 00:26:12,734 the vibration of the earth. 563 00:26:13,399 --> 00:26:13,679 Very much. 564 00:26:14,564 --> 00:26:16,424 I'm not as diligent with meditation. 565 00:26:16,424 --> 00:26:20,224 As soon as I wake up, if I meditate then I can get into 566 00:26:20,224 --> 00:26:21,754 it for about 10 or 15 minutes. 567 00:26:21,754 --> 00:26:23,984 But then after I've, it's all, it's like I've 568 00:26:23,984 --> 00:26:24,854 left it too late and 569 00:26:24,854 --> 00:26:25,004 then 570 00:26:25,009 --> 00:26:25,429 Yeah. 571 00:26:25,689 --> 00:26:26,154 mind Takes over. 572 00:26:27,029 --> 00:26:27,419 yeah. 573 00:26:27,499 --> 00:26:30,489 And from a brainwave point of view, it's best 574 00:26:30,569 --> 00:26:34,104 meditation is great for us when you first wake up. 575 00:26:34,164 --> 00:26:36,324 Don't even, don't do anything before. 576 00:26:36,634 --> 00:26:39,669 Just use those, even if, and it's better to do it in short 577 00:26:40,469 --> 00:26:44,389 periods of time, then think you have to have an extensive 578 00:26:44,389 --> 00:26:46,369 half hour or hours meditate. 579 00:26:46,369 --> 00:26:47,179 You don't need that. 580 00:26:47,569 --> 00:26:50,269 Very simply, the power of doing it even for 10, 581 00:26:50,269 --> 00:26:53,089 15 minutes when you first wake up or when you're 582 00:26:53,089 --> 00:26:54,379 just going to sleep. 583 00:26:54,379 --> 00:26:57,589 They're both really powerful brainwave states, 584 00:26:57,619 --> 00:27:01,099 which you can use for manifesting more profoundly. 585 00:27:01,369 --> 00:27:04,489 So don't get stuck into the day, cuz once you start and 586 00:27:04,489 --> 00:27:06,169 you go out, that's the thing. 587 00:27:06,499 --> 00:27:11,244 I like to exercise, I like to meditate, exercise 588 00:27:11,274 --> 00:27:12,594 and then begin my day. 589 00:27:12,684 --> 00:27:16,254 Because if I've done those two things, life is much better. 590 00:27:16,494 --> 00:27:17,514 It just is. 591 00:27:17,514 --> 00:27:19,514 I can create a much better world. 592 00:27:20,024 --> 00:27:22,469 Yeah, get into good habits, good routine. 593 00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:25,079 And a good routine is doing the essential stuff first 594 00:27:26,079 --> 00:27:27,619 so it doesn't get nudged. 595 00:27:28,574 --> 00:27:30,514 The exercise is one thing I always do in the morning, but 596 00:27:30,544 --> 00:27:32,614 the meditation I'll keep doing that as soon as I wake up. 597 00:27:32,854 --> 00:27:35,494 Cause I've never really heard anyone mention the timing. 598 00:27:35,494 --> 00:27:38,164 I thought, is it better be more, a little more conscious? 599 00:27:38,689 --> 00:27:39,559 But, and 600 00:27:39,759 --> 00:27:40,359 When you wake 601 00:27:40,549 --> 00:27:41,269 going to sleep 602 00:27:41,379 --> 00:27:45,009 Yeah, both those times we're in this alpha 603 00:27:45,069 --> 00:27:46,899 wave brainwave state. 604 00:27:46,959 --> 00:27:50,319 It is easy when we are in Thetas, get very creative, 605 00:27:51,159 --> 00:27:53,229 just waking up and going in. 606 00:27:53,289 --> 00:27:56,049 We are in this heightened brainwave state, which 607 00:27:56,049 --> 00:27:57,639 makes it really powerful. 608 00:27:58,029 --> 00:28:00,789 And also from a habits and routine like help coach 609 00:28:00,789 --> 00:28:05,409 people how to create routines and habits that are gonna 610 00:28:05,769 --> 00:28:06,639 give you a better life. 611 00:28:07,209 --> 00:28:10,889 And one solid way is to have a structure in your day, a 612 00:28:10,894 --> 00:28:12,629 framework to get things done. 613 00:28:12,659 --> 00:28:14,459 So make a list of things you really wanna 614 00:28:14,459 --> 00:28:15,060 get done in your day. 615 00:28:15,599 --> 00:28:17,849 Put them first, not last. 616 00:28:18,239 --> 00:28:22,049 With meditation, when you wake up, when you go to sleep, 617 00:28:22,139 --> 00:28:24,209 and then you've had two hits. 618 00:28:24,749 --> 00:28:25,349 Bam. 619 00:28:25,529 --> 00:28:27,229 Life will change, I promise you. 620 00:28:28,269 --> 00:28:28,719 Okay. 621 00:28:28,989 --> 00:28:30,999 Now there was something I forgot to ask you about 622 00:28:31,289 --> 00:28:32,979 when you had the scans. 623 00:28:33,654 --> 00:28:35,184 I'm cheating a little bit cuz I've heard you mention 624 00:28:35,184 --> 00:28:36,174 this on another interview, 625 00:28:36,359 --> 00:28:39,179 but I think it's interesting that you had three scans 626 00:28:39,599 --> 00:28:42,184 and at some point you had an awareness of what those 627 00:28:42,189 --> 00:28:43,534 scans were going to be. 628 00:28:43,834 --> 00:28:45,604 Can you just tell us a bit about that and what the 629 00:28:45,604 --> 00:28:46,714 reaction of the doctor was? 630 00:28:47,344 --> 00:28:48,064 I think it's a good story. 631 00:28:48,064 --> 00:28:48,124 I. 632 00:28:48,309 --> 00:28:48,819 Yeah. 633 00:28:48,939 --> 00:28:52,709 So I, the first scan I had I, my friend, my neighbor 634 00:28:52,714 --> 00:28:55,799 took me to the hospital and as soon as I described my 635 00:28:55,799 --> 00:28:57,629 symptoms of loss of memory 636 00:28:57,629 --> 00:29:00,719 and being confused and so on, or, I dunno what 637 00:29:00,719 --> 00:29:03,149 else I said, but something made them go, you need a 638 00:29:03,179 --> 00:29:04,529 brain scan straight away. 639 00:29:04,829 --> 00:29:09,599 So I got the first brain scan and the results 640 00:29:09,599 --> 00:29:13,529 came back and the doctor told me to write a will. 641 00:29:14,529 --> 00:29:16,149 And get my family here immediately. 642 00:29:16,179 --> 00:29:17,199 Don't wait a week. 643 00:29:17,229 --> 00:29:20,589 They need to come immediately and get your affairs together. 644 00:29:20,709 --> 00:29:24,139 He showed me the scan, this gigantic tumor, on 645 00:29:24,614 --> 00:29:26,649 this black and white image. 646 00:29:26,979 --> 00:29:27,399 Wow. 647 00:29:27,399 --> 00:29:28,089 That's in my head. 648 00:29:28,749 --> 00:29:29,584 And I was in a good mood. 649 00:29:29,994 --> 00:29:30,544 I was feeling great. 650 00:29:30,954 --> 00:29:32,634 I was taking a lot of CBD oil. 651 00:29:33,084 --> 00:29:35,514 Which was very useful and I still take it today. 652 00:29:36,014 --> 00:29:38,924 And yeah, it showed a really bad situation. 653 00:29:39,584 --> 00:29:42,854 And as I was going in for this first scan, that was 654 00:29:42,854 --> 00:29:46,064 when I had this golden orb around me of angels who 655 00:29:46,064 --> 00:29:49,184 came in and said, you're gonna have three scans. 656 00:29:49,394 --> 00:29:50,384 This is the storyline. 657 00:29:50,384 --> 00:29:51,434 One's terrible. 658 00:29:51,439 --> 00:29:52,044 Don't worry. 659 00:29:52,484 --> 00:29:55,814 The second one shrunk, the third one clear. 660 00:29:56,174 --> 00:29:57,254 That's your storyline. 661 00:29:58,094 --> 00:29:58,754 Believe it. 662 00:29:59,594 --> 00:30:02,354 And, that's hard for people to say you had angels, you 663 00:30:02,354 --> 00:30:04,124 had golden things around you. 664 00:30:04,124 --> 00:30:05,414 Yeah, I did. 665 00:30:05,734 --> 00:30:09,704 And I'm a, a grounded down to earth character. 666 00:30:09,764 --> 00:30:12,324 I'm not a hippie, even though I live in Ibiza, 667 00:30:12,614 --> 00:30:14,654 and I would quite like that hippie lifestyle. 668 00:30:14,844 --> 00:30:16,974 I, you know, I've been running businesses, I've 669 00:30:16,974 --> 00:30:20,874 been working, I've had a stellar career and been a 670 00:30:20,874 --> 00:30:22,404 very grounded individual. 671 00:30:22,434 --> 00:30:24,414 I would not be talking about angels. 672 00:30:24,594 --> 00:30:26,484 I am now, this happened to me. 673 00:30:26,874 --> 00:30:32,154 So the second time I had the scan I went in there and 674 00:30:32,154 --> 00:30:34,584 then the doctor came back with the results very quickly 675 00:30:34,584 --> 00:30:35,814 and he went it's promising. 676 00:30:35,894 --> 00:30:38,094 It's well, I dunno if he used the word promising, 677 00:30:38,094 --> 00:30:41,634 but certainly it went from disaster zone to improved. 678 00:30:42,124 --> 00:30:43,894 And they were quite surprised cuz this was 679 00:30:43,899 --> 00:30:45,544 quite a short space of time. 680 00:30:46,544 --> 00:30:51,104 Then I had the third scan very soon after my NDE and 681 00:30:51,104 --> 00:30:54,429 that was clear and they were saying, There's no scarring. 682 00:30:54,519 --> 00:30:55,539 That makes no sense. 683 00:30:55,539 --> 00:30:58,839 I've been a doctor in this area for 20 years, 684 00:30:58,929 --> 00:31:00,369 and I've never seen this. 685 00:31:00,609 --> 00:31:01,719 So it was extraordinary. 686 00:31:01,719 --> 00:31:06,339 The three scans, terrible, better, clear, full, 687 00:31:06,459 --> 00:31:07,929 they put on my notes. 688 00:31:07,929 --> 00:31:10,469 I remember seeing it full remission. 689 00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:12,909 I didn't even know what full remission meant. 690 00:31:12,939 --> 00:31:16,599 I looked it up, completely healed, and I was given the 691 00:31:16,599 --> 00:31:21,589 okay to go back to my house and see my friends in Ibiza. 692 00:31:21,609 --> 00:31:24,189 Hadn't seen for seven or eight months. 693 00:31:24,579 --> 00:31:26,139 So I left the hospital. 694 00:31:26,139 --> 00:31:29,049 I was very excited to plan. 695 00:31:29,049 --> 00:31:32,109 I had been focusing on what my future looked like 696 00:31:32,139 --> 00:31:33,999 and what, even though I'm talking about, there is no 697 00:31:34,089 --> 00:31:38,409 future, in my mind's eye, I had been visualizing. 698 00:31:38,409 --> 00:31:38,979 Visualizing. 699 00:31:38,979 --> 00:31:40,959 Cause that's another thing that's really powerful 700 00:31:40,959 --> 00:31:43,389 with our minds and our consciousness is the 701 00:31:43,389 --> 00:31:45,129 power of visualization. 702 00:31:45,609 --> 00:31:47,949 I'm gonna write a book about that cause it's so brilliant. 703 00:31:48,819 --> 00:31:52,029 When we visualize, we are instructing and telling our 704 00:31:52,029 --> 00:31:57,234 brain what it is we wish to create and the brain -I had 705 00:31:57,234 --> 00:32:00,144 learned this from my days with Paul McKenna and hypnosis. 706 00:32:00,534 --> 00:32:04,104 When you imagine something, the brain has not got the 707 00:32:04,104 --> 00:32:08,214 capability to know whether it's imagined or real. 708 00:32:08,664 --> 00:32:12,845 So the trick is imagine what you want powerfully, 709 00:32:12,905 --> 00:32:14,615 regularly, in detail. 710 00:32:15,095 --> 00:32:18,725 I was imagining all the time what I was gonna do 711 00:32:18,935 --> 00:32:23,150 when I got well, and I got out of this hospital. 712 00:32:23,210 --> 00:32:25,640 I was gonna go sit on the beach, be with my 713 00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:28,580 friends, dance, have laughter, have lovely 714 00:32:28,580 --> 00:32:29,696 lunches around a table, da. 715 00:32:29,725 --> 00:32:30,650 I kept visualizing. 716 00:32:30,890 --> 00:32:31,940 I ordered the clothes. 717 00:32:31,940 --> 00:32:34,730 I ordered some beautiful beach gear that I was gonna 718 00:32:34,730 --> 00:32:37,190 wear, and a nice hat that I was gonna wear on the beach 719 00:32:37,380 --> 00:32:41,780 because I wanted to really bring this into my reality. 720 00:32:42,780 --> 00:32:43,620 It worked. 721 00:32:44,620 --> 00:32:48,890 So I was let out and they said, okay, full remission, 722 00:32:48,890 --> 00:32:49,760 really surprising. 723 00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:50,930 Scan, you are off. 724 00:32:50,930 --> 00:32:51,620 You can go. 725 00:32:51,650 --> 00:32:54,260 You have to come back every six months and get checked. 726 00:32:54,265 --> 00:32:55,040 I said, okay, fine. 727 00:32:55,400 --> 00:32:57,350 I immediately, the first thing I did when I got out 728 00:32:57,350 --> 00:33:01,460 was book a flight to Ibiza, where I had been living. 729 00:33:02,060 --> 00:33:05,840 And I went to Ibiza and I saw some friends. 730 00:33:05,840 --> 00:33:08,030 The first day I got back, we went out for a drink. 731 00:33:08,090 --> 00:33:09,785 It was around christmas time. 732 00:33:10,415 --> 00:33:13,025 We went for a drink and I came back with my friend 733 00:33:13,025 --> 00:33:15,245 to the house, my house. 734 00:33:16,245 --> 00:33:19,545 I looked at it and I saw smoke coming out my front door. 735 00:33:20,285 --> 00:33:21,885 I thought, wow, what's going on? 736 00:33:22,105 --> 00:33:24,945 And I lived in a forest, beautiful house in the 737 00:33:24,945 --> 00:33:29,695 forest, smoke billowing at this point coming out. 738 00:33:30,565 --> 00:33:34,575 And we opened the door and there was the bright deep 739 00:33:34,575 --> 00:33:36,525 red flames coming out. 740 00:33:36,915 --> 00:33:41,205 The whole house was engulfed in thick, black smoke. 741 00:33:42,045 --> 00:33:42,915 Major fire. 742 00:33:43,915 --> 00:33:45,615 So much so we couldn't get in the house. 743 00:33:46,495 --> 00:33:48,785 And the person I was with called the fire brigade. 744 00:33:49,205 --> 00:33:51,395 I went and got them and brought them into the forest 745 00:33:51,395 --> 00:33:56,645 where we lived, and they began trying to put the fire out. 746 00:33:57,020 --> 00:33:58,310 They managed to do this. 747 00:33:58,580 --> 00:34:01,660 We were living all around with trees and wood. 748 00:34:02,440 --> 00:34:06,900 There was gas cylinders there for use with the cooking. 749 00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:08,730 Very dangerous situation. 750 00:34:08,735 --> 00:34:12,690 We had flames, dry wood all over and gas bottles. 751 00:34:12,900 --> 00:34:15,330 Any moment it could ignite and blow. 752 00:34:16,330 --> 00:34:19,540 That night, and this was literally the day I got 753 00:34:19,540 --> 00:34:22,210 back from hospital and I got back to my home. 754 00:34:22,750 --> 00:34:26,410 That night I lost everything in this house fire. 755 00:34:27,070 --> 00:34:30,040 All my books, all my notes, all the books I 756 00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:33,490 was working on, all my clothes, all my photographs. 757 00:34:33,860 --> 00:34:36,940 Everything went up in flames. 758 00:34:37,360 --> 00:34:39,100 There was one thing that was left. 759 00:34:39,460 --> 00:34:41,650 When I went back the next morning with my friends, 760 00:34:41,650 --> 00:34:44,350 there was a group of us went back and they were like, oh 761 00:34:44,350 --> 00:34:46,360 my gosh, this is devastating. 762 00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:47,350 I'm so sorry. 763 00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:51,615 There was a big pile of soot where the kitchen had been 764 00:34:52,095 --> 00:34:54,085 and there was one tarot card. 765 00:34:54,135 --> 00:34:57,365 My tarot card deck sitting on top of the soot. 766 00:34:57,815 --> 00:35:02,325 This card was called, was the rebirth card. 767 00:35:03,325 --> 00:35:06,805 If I didn't already know what this was about, this 768 00:35:06,805 --> 00:35:09,955 was telling me, this card was telling me, this is rebirth. 769 00:35:10,315 --> 00:35:11,875 We've taken you right down. 770 00:35:11,875 --> 00:35:14,665 We've stripped all your memories because that I lost 771 00:35:14,665 --> 00:35:16,705 all my memory when I got ill. 772 00:35:17,365 --> 00:35:20,875 And now we've taken everything and you've gotta start again. 773 00:35:21,145 --> 00:35:24,235 So I was homeless and this is a day after I got back. 774 00:35:26,305 --> 00:35:31,795 That was a rebirth on a major level, and I had 775 00:35:31,795 --> 00:35:33,385 to start from scratch. 776 00:35:34,385 --> 00:35:35,495 I had very little money. 777 00:35:35,585 --> 00:35:36,065 I had no home. 778 00:35:37,065 --> 00:35:41,145 My son was due to arrive back at any point and I 779 00:35:41,145 --> 00:35:41,805 didn't know what to do. 780 00:35:42,465 --> 00:35:46,245 So that was when I learned about the power of community. 781 00:35:46,335 --> 00:35:49,995 My community, the gorgeous people around who lived 782 00:35:49,995 --> 00:35:52,755 around me, who I was very good friends with, they 783 00:35:53,025 --> 00:35:57,045 all got together and helped and got me some stuff, some 784 00:35:57,045 --> 00:36:01,290 clothes and some things and found out whose house would 785 00:36:01,290 --> 00:36:02,710 be free and we could move in. 786 00:36:02,730 --> 00:36:04,680 And so I of house hopping for a while. 787 00:36:05,040 --> 00:36:06,030 Completely homeless. 788 00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:09,265 And I had to rebuild my life and it was very difficult 789 00:36:09,270 --> 00:36:11,805 cuz I saw the world very differently now after my NDE. 790 00:36:12,355 --> 00:36:14,245 Now I was not the person I was before. 791 00:36:14,395 --> 00:36:16,715 I couldn't take, I was very sensitive. 792 00:36:16,755 --> 00:36:21,395 I couldn't take negativity or gossip and all these things, 793 00:36:21,395 --> 00:36:22,595 I just couldn't handle it. 794 00:36:22,815 --> 00:36:24,975 And then I had to go and live in other people's houses 795 00:36:24,975 --> 00:36:26,295 that they kindly lent me. 796 00:36:26,895 --> 00:36:27,885 And it very difficult. 797 00:36:28,155 --> 00:36:30,525 Eventually I said, look, I have to have my own home. 798 00:36:30,525 --> 00:36:33,075 And some very kind wealthy people in my 799 00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:37,345 community got together and and made that happen. 800 00:36:38,345 --> 00:36:39,515 And I'm still here today. 801 00:36:39,935 --> 00:36:41,580 You mentioned you had a new operating system. 802 00:36:42,290 --> 00:36:42,830 Yes. 803 00:36:42,855 --> 00:36:46,095 And I've had other guests talk about this sudden increase 804 00:36:46,265 --> 00:36:49,585 in empathic abilities like you feel other people feel, 805 00:36:49,590 --> 00:36:53,065 and that takes a while to be able rebuild and block 806 00:36:53,065 --> 00:36:54,235 that off when you need to. 807 00:36:54,510 --> 00:36:55,775 Yeah, because it, it's a gift. 808 00:36:55,890 --> 00:36:56,730 part of your upgrade? 809 00:36:57,215 --> 00:36:59,615 Yeah, it's a gift to be that sensitive. 810 00:36:59,735 --> 00:37:02,555 But of course, also it's a challenge. 811 00:37:02,555 --> 00:37:08,275 I can't be around drunk people, people in 812 00:37:08,275 --> 00:37:12,655 altered states and who are in low frequency. 813 00:37:12,715 --> 00:37:15,535 I find that very difficult and it pulls my frequency down. 814 00:37:15,535 --> 00:37:16,135 I can't do it. 815 00:37:16,435 --> 00:37:19,365 So I've learned, I have to eat very well fresh, 816 00:37:19,365 --> 00:37:20,985 organic, clean food. 817 00:37:21,535 --> 00:37:23,515 I have to be in a good environment. 818 00:37:23,715 --> 00:37:24,735 I'm very sensitive. 819 00:37:24,735 --> 00:37:26,175 I'm ultra-sensitive now. 820 00:37:26,605 --> 00:37:28,595 And that is difficult sometimes. 821 00:37:28,595 --> 00:37:32,165 I, it's been a very difficult transition back to life 822 00:37:32,195 --> 00:37:34,365 because then we had pandemic. 823 00:37:34,495 --> 00:37:36,950 I was homeless and then I had to get a new place and 824 00:37:37,720 --> 00:37:40,750 I hadn't got big reserves to work with, so I it had 825 00:37:40,750 --> 00:37:46,350 become a very difficult flight after this NDE to 826 00:37:46,350 --> 00:37:49,620 get back to life with this new operating software, with 827 00:37:49,620 --> 00:37:52,590 this new awareness, with this new sensitivity, and 828 00:37:52,590 --> 00:37:56,190 without her home and all my stuff, I had no, nothing left. 829 00:37:56,580 --> 00:38:00,120 So it was a strip back of the highest order 830 00:38:00,450 --> 00:38:01,140 that I went through. 831 00:38:01,140 --> 00:38:04,350 So I had to get philosophical about this and realize 832 00:38:04,350 --> 00:38:06,900 that this has happened to me for a reason. 833 00:38:06,900 --> 00:38:09,180 One thing I learned was that everything that happens to 834 00:38:09,180 --> 00:38:14,590 us in life has trace elements of things we need to learn 835 00:38:14,710 --> 00:38:18,190 and our big lessons, and this was a massive lesson 836 00:38:18,190 --> 00:38:21,100 to me and I've learned massively, and I know that 837 00:38:21,100 --> 00:38:24,250 this storyline was given to me because I'm a writer. 838 00:38:24,835 --> 00:38:27,385 I have great contacts and a really great 839 00:38:27,385 --> 00:38:29,985 platform of people who wanna hear what I say. 840 00:38:29,985 --> 00:38:32,915 So I know I was given it because I need to be 841 00:38:32,915 --> 00:38:35,765 talking about it and sharing this wisdom with other 842 00:38:35,765 --> 00:38:38,925 people so they can help other people in some ways. 843 00:38:39,345 --> 00:38:41,860 And to have this level of sensitivity. 844 00:38:42,370 --> 00:38:45,400 It has to be carefully handled and I have to really 845 00:38:45,400 --> 00:38:50,560 carefully handle where I go, my environment I go to and I'm 846 00:38:50,560 --> 00:38:53,770 saying no a lot more than I'm saying yes it's the things I 847 00:38:53,770 --> 00:38:55,090 will show up to these days. 848 00:38:55,240 --> 00:38:59,260 Very carefully curate my environment and my inputs. 849 00:38:59,830 --> 00:39:00,280 Films. 850 00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:02,980 For example, I had a look at Netflix last night. 851 00:39:03,980 --> 00:39:06,650 And I was with a friend wanting to watch films. 852 00:39:06,710 --> 00:39:10,160 I, there were most of it I couldn't watch drama, action, 853 00:39:10,160 --> 00:39:13,550 shooting guns, terrorizing, killing each other. 854 00:39:13,850 --> 00:39:15,530 I don't want that as an input. 855 00:39:16,425 --> 00:39:18,990 I don't, however, I am very interested. 856 00:39:18,990 --> 00:39:19,650 I'm a writer. 857 00:39:19,650 --> 00:39:20,700 I'm artistic. 858 00:39:20,730 --> 00:39:21,660 I'm a creative. 859 00:39:21,870 --> 00:39:23,280 I like good storytelling. 860 00:39:23,370 --> 00:39:23,940 I love it. 861 00:39:24,150 --> 00:39:26,550 I love great films, but I have to be really 862 00:39:26,550 --> 00:39:28,230 careful what I watch. 863 00:39:28,530 --> 00:39:31,655 And most of the Hollywood stuff is a no-go for me. 864 00:39:31,955 --> 00:39:32,975 It's too terrifying. 865 00:39:33,035 --> 00:39:34,045 I don't wanna terrify myself. 866 00:39:34,745 --> 00:39:36,965 I know that we shouldn't terrify ourselves. 867 00:39:37,085 --> 00:39:40,455 It's not good for the physiology of your 868 00:39:40,455 --> 00:39:41,985 beautifully balanced system. 869 00:39:42,555 --> 00:39:42,885 No. 870 00:39:43,885 --> 00:39:46,115 So I have to now be very careful and 871 00:39:46,225 --> 00:39:47,475 curate very carefully. 872 00:39:47,945 --> 00:39:51,935 Your story reminds me of Anita. 873 00:39:52,115 --> 00:39:53,035 Anita Mok 874 00:39:53,380 --> 00:39:55,330 Anita Moorjani, she's a Hay House author. 875 00:39:55,690 --> 00:39:56,170 Yes. 876 00:39:56,230 --> 00:39:57,010 Anita Moorjani. 877 00:39:57,310 --> 00:39:59,350 She's written a book, dying to Be Me 878 00:39:59,705 --> 00:39:59,975 Dying. 879 00:40:00,305 --> 00:40:00,605 Yes. 880 00:40:00,805 --> 00:40:02,395 That was actually one of the first books about 881 00:40:02,395 --> 00:40:04,405 NDE's that I read, but I just, there's definitely 882 00:40:04,405 --> 00:40:06,425 parallels, obviously, between her story and yours. 883 00:40:06,445 --> 00:40:07,705 Have you met her in person? 884 00:40:07,785 --> 00:40:08,985 I'm in touch with her. 885 00:40:08,985 --> 00:40:13,305 In fact, her office kindly got me I was looking for 886 00:40:13,310 --> 00:40:16,235 a lit new literary agent because my literary agent 887 00:40:16,235 --> 00:40:18,575 was unwell and wasn't had to leave the business. 888 00:40:18,605 --> 00:40:22,745 So I wrote to Anita's team, and they very kindly put me 889 00:40:22,745 --> 00:40:26,405 in touch with the guy who's now my literary agent, who's 890 00:40:26,405 --> 00:40:30,285 wonderful, and he, he looks after Deepak Chopra, really 891 00:40:30,285 --> 00:40:32,175 fantastic names in my genre. 892 00:40:32,505 --> 00:40:35,415 So I'm very grateful to her and she does great work. 893 00:40:35,785 --> 00:40:38,845 Her style and position is quite different to me. 894 00:40:38,925 --> 00:40:41,245 We say similar stuff, but in very different ways. 895 00:40:42,045 --> 00:40:46,365 As do a lot the NDE authors, we're a tribe and we are 896 00:40:46,365 --> 00:40:48,880 getting the message out in different and good ways. 897 00:40:49,725 --> 00:40:52,265 As someone who's spoken to and you are like the 898 00:40:52,265 --> 00:40:53,465 11th or 12th person. 899 00:40:53,945 --> 00:40:54,125 Yeah. 900 00:40:54,125 --> 00:40:56,405 Everyone's got a, their stories have similarities, 901 00:40:56,405 --> 00:40:57,725 but everyone's got a different way of telling it. 902 00:40:57,755 --> 00:41:00,665 Everyone's got their own history, and some people 903 00:41:01,335 --> 00:41:02,735 have become authors. 904 00:41:02,735 --> 00:41:04,985 Some are very reluctant to talk about it. 905 00:41:05,375 --> 00:41:07,415 The some have only just started coming out. 906 00:41:07,415 --> 00:41:08,885 Some had happened 40 years ago and 907 00:41:09,205 --> 00:41:09,565 Yeah. 908 00:41:09,895 --> 00:41:12,885 And just started I learned not to talk about mine when 909 00:41:12,885 --> 00:41:15,315 it first happened because I, when I was in hospital 910 00:41:15,885 --> 00:41:19,135 and I wanted to get out of hospital and they already 911 00:41:19,135 --> 00:41:22,160 thought I was pretty crazy because I wouldn't allow 912 00:41:22,160 --> 00:41:25,760 people, doctors, and anyone coming in, including family 913 00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:27,950 visitors to talk negatively. 914 00:41:28,370 --> 00:41:31,640 Talk about the likelihood of me dying, the likelihood 915 00:41:31,640 --> 00:41:32,840 of me not getting through. 916 00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:38,600 No, I do not want to hear negative because the brain 917 00:41:38,605 --> 00:41:40,390 will take it as a, a. 918 00:41:41,105 --> 00:41:43,925 Take it without the negatives, encoding it and take it 919 00:41:43,925 --> 00:41:46,460 as real, like, you will die or this will happen. 920 00:41:46,590 --> 00:41:46,810 No. 921 00:41:47,390 --> 00:41:49,390 So even doctors, I said, I don't wanna 922 00:41:49,390 --> 00:41:50,770 hear your negative chat. 923 00:41:50,830 --> 00:41:51,710 Any negativity. 924 00:41:51,840 --> 00:41:52,380 Don't want it. 925 00:41:52,620 --> 00:41:55,590 If you wanna tell me how well I'm doing great. 926 00:41:55,950 --> 00:41:58,050 If you wanna tell me how likely I'm to die, 927 00:41:58,050 --> 00:41:58,950 I don't want to hear it. 928 00:41:59,430 --> 00:42:03,925 And so I forced others around me to talk positively. 929 00:42:04,105 --> 00:42:06,085 I was already a very positive person. 930 00:42:06,085 --> 00:42:08,155 I'd learned the power of positive 931 00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:10,660 conversation and output. 932 00:42:10,720 --> 00:42:12,970 I've learned that already through my days with Paul 933 00:42:12,970 --> 00:42:16,630 McKenna and neurolinguistic programming where the 934 00:42:16,635 --> 00:42:20,230 language informs the cells what's going on. 935 00:42:20,590 --> 00:42:23,350 We wanna tell the cells a really good story 936 00:42:23,350 --> 00:42:25,173 and uplift and keep them good and healthy. 937 00:42:25,393 --> 00:42:28,543 And you do that by good storytelling, not negative 938 00:42:28,543 --> 00:42:30,163 stuff, scary stuff. 939 00:42:30,163 --> 00:42:33,763 No, you want to talk a positive story, 940 00:42:33,763 --> 00:42:34,638 so very important. 941 00:42:35,058 --> 00:42:36,678 I've got one other question for you. 942 00:42:37,608 --> 00:42:39,488 How do you feel within yourself now that you're 943 00:42:39,488 --> 00:42:41,738 sharing this story more, at least from an online 944 00:42:41,738 --> 00:42:43,808 perspective I can see that you've started 945 00:42:44,398 --> 00:42:45,028 Yeah. 946 00:42:45,118 --> 00:42:45,598 Yeah. 947 00:42:45,778 --> 00:42:50,078 And the reason I was reluctant to say while I was still ill, 948 00:42:50,108 --> 00:42:53,018 because I thought everyone thought I was be so crazy 949 00:42:53,048 --> 00:42:56,153 and they might just medicate me and not let me out. 950 00:42:56,973 --> 00:42:59,910 And When I did get out and I started talking about it, 951 00:43:00,180 --> 00:43:02,580 I realized people didn't know how to handle this. 952 00:43:02,585 --> 00:43:03,600 This is too big. 953 00:43:04,290 --> 00:43:06,410 And they weren't engaging with it. 954 00:43:06,785 --> 00:43:09,755 And some people whose belief systems wouldn't 955 00:43:09,755 --> 00:43:11,255 allow this kind of story. 956 00:43:11,645 --> 00:43:15,315 So I learned to zip it and just not share because I 957 00:43:15,315 --> 00:43:18,765 didn't wanna be, I didn't want people to think I was mad and 958 00:43:18,770 --> 00:43:20,955 crazy for talking like this. 959 00:43:21,195 --> 00:43:24,826 But now I've got over that and know, I, for which I'm lucky 960 00:43:25,155 --> 00:43:28,035 cuz I've got books out, I wrote a book while I was ill. 961 00:43:28,035 --> 00:43:30,255 The Art of Creativity, which did really well. 962 00:43:30,255 --> 00:43:31,695 David Lynch, the film director. 963 00:43:32,405 --> 00:43:34,615 He he was kind enough to give me a really brilliant 964 00:43:34,615 --> 00:43:36,365 testimonial and backed it. 965 00:43:36,695 --> 00:43:39,515 So I couldn't have been this crazy woman because I was a 966 00:43:39,520 --> 00:43:42,185 high class creative luckily. 967 00:43:42,755 --> 00:43:45,135 But had I not have been, had I just been. 968 00:43:46,135 --> 00:43:48,415 Not with these kind of accolades. 969 00:43:48,745 --> 00:43:50,215 People would just say she's mad. 970 00:43:50,245 --> 00:43:51,175 She's just mad. 971 00:43:51,265 --> 00:43:52,655 She's talking about this crazy story. 972 00:43:52,785 --> 00:43:53,955 She went off to heaven. 973 00:43:54,035 --> 00:43:54,570 It is cra. 974 00:43:54,570 --> 00:43:55,470 She's just crazy. 975 00:43:55,710 --> 00:43:58,830 Fortunately, I've got enough in my life, in my 976 00:43:58,830 --> 00:44:01,950 career to show that I'm not an insane person. 977 00:44:01,950 --> 00:44:05,200 I'm intelligent person who doesn't, who tells 978 00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:06,610 the truth fortunately. 979 00:44:07,030 --> 00:44:11,750 So I've been able now to build an established platform 980 00:44:11,750 --> 00:44:14,690 to be able to speak about this without fearing how 981 00:44:14,690 --> 00:44:15,920 other people are gonna react. 982 00:44:16,160 --> 00:44:18,860 And now I've realized it is my mission. 983 00:44:18,980 --> 00:44:22,550 And the reason I went through this is to communicate 984 00:44:22,580 --> 00:44:26,840 and share with others this more expansive side of life 985 00:44:27,080 --> 00:44:30,770 that we are all, if we are humans, we all have access 986 00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,410 to this incredible power. 987 00:44:33,920 --> 00:44:37,250 Power for healing, power for accessing other 988 00:44:37,460 --> 00:44:39,170 dimensions if we wish. 989 00:44:39,550 --> 00:44:44,030 I'm looking a lot about what happens with the dream world, 990 00:44:44,060 --> 00:44:47,370 lucid dreaming and that's a very interesting area. 991 00:44:47,870 --> 00:44:49,670 I'm very inter, I've done a lot of work with. 992 00:44:50,670 --> 00:44:54,690 Helping the Beckley Foundation who are researching at the 993 00:44:54,690 --> 00:44:57,930 John Hopkins University on psychedelics and how 994 00:44:57,930 --> 00:45:02,760 that might help people in situations of all sorts of 995 00:45:02,760 --> 00:45:06,435 things from ADHD to all sorts of things and how powerful 996 00:45:06,435 --> 00:45:09,705 and how much it's been squashed by the pharmaceutical 997 00:45:09,735 --> 00:45:11,205 industry over the years. 998 00:45:11,205 --> 00:45:12,585 The power of it for healing. 999 00:45:12,955 --> 00:45:16,305 I was very, always, very interested in looking at 1000 00:45:16,305 --> 00:45:23,645 this and supporting the use of very powerful plant 1001 00:45:23,645 --> 00:45:25,325 medicines to heal people. 1002 00:45:25,535 --> 00:45:26,795 I believe that's a good thing. 1003 00:45:26,855 --> 00:45:29,435 I don't believe that plants will can be 1004 00:45:29,440 --> 00:45:31,385 growing that are bad. 1005 00:45:31,955 --> 00:45:35,825 I believe that their their power and capabilities have 1006 00:45:35,825 --> 00:45:40,060 been squashed over the years because of the billion dollar 1007 00:45:40,180 --> 00:45:42,760 industry of pharmaceuticals. 1008 00:45:42,910 --> 00:45:43,870 That makes sense. 1009 00:45:43,930 --> 00:45:48,035 And they have absolutely prevented and tried to 1010 00:45:48,040 --> 00:45:52,325 stop the communication of the power of plants. 1011 00:45:53,145 --> 00:45:55,725 But fortunately now with the internet and with 1012 00:45:55,725 --> 00:45:58,665 the global communication, it's become increasingly 1013 00:45:58,665 --> 00:45:59,865 hard to hold that down. 1014 00:46:00,375 --> 00:46:05,215 But psychedelics are a powerful force for good that 1015 00:46:05,215 --> 00:46:06,955 we can use in mental health. 1016 00:46:07,405 --> 00:46:09,415 Mental health has become such an important 1017 00:46:09,415 --> 00:46:10,555 topic in this world. 1018 00:46:10,825 --> 00:46:12,025 We're at crisis point. 1019 00:46:12,085 --> 00:46:17,365 People are fearful, people are upset, people are terrorized 1020 00:46:17,695 --> 00:46:21,175 with things going on in their lives around the world 1021 00:46:21,715 --> 00:46:26,095 in war zones and outside of war zones, kids in school. 1022 00:46:26,725 --> 00:46:29,885 The problems with being over connected with technology. 1023 00:46:30,275 --> 00:46:31,775 Terrible impact. 1024 00:46:32,045 --> 00:46:35,405 So we need to have really good tools in our toolbox 1025 00:46:35,615 --> 00:46:40,145 for recovery, for readjusting mental health, for helping 1026 00:46:40,145 --> 00:46:43,115 people get back on track, for helping kids to get 1027 00:46:43,115 --> 00:46:47,135 off their devices and start playing and being kind to each 1028 00:46:47,135 --> 00:46:51,215 other and establishing good relationships in real life. 1029 00:46:51,695 --> 00:46:54,575 And know, now there's this thing of in, in real life, 1030 00:46:54,575 --> 00:46:57,015 IRL l I'll see you IRL. 1031 00:46:57,165 --> 00:46:59,985 So the kids are talking about, I will see you in real life. 1032 00:47:00,255 --> 00:47:01,695 Like it's an extraordinary thing. 1033 00:47:01,725 --> 00:47:05,065 No, we are meant to be together. 1034 00:47:05,125 --> 00:47:08,845 We're meant to be having fun and outdoors and 1035 00:47:08,850 --> 00:47:09,795 connecting with other humans. 1036 00:47:10,525 --> 00:47:12,505 We've gotta get back to that, and when we do, 1037 00:47:12,505 --> 00:47:13,555 we'll get healthy again. 1038 00:47:14,095 --> 00:47:16,975 I'm glad you found a community that allows you to speak 1039 00:47:16,975 --> 00:47:20,755 openly about your experience, and I'm also glad that you 1040 00:47:21,020 --> 00:47:21,590 that's what I'm doing as well. 1041 00:47:21,590 --> 00:47:24,545 So I'm glad that you could be here and helping expand 1042 00:47:24,545 --> 00:47:26,025 that for me as well. 1043 00:47:26,685 --> 00:47:28,625 So we're getting close to running outta time, 1044 00:47:28,625 --> 00:47:32,095 but I wanted to ask you how people are gonna 1045 00:47:32,100 --> 00:47:32,905 have questions, right? 1046 00:47:32,955 --> 00:47:34,635 Is that something that you are open to? 1047 00:47:34,635 --> 00:47:35,985 And what's the best way for people to get 1048 00:47:35,985 --> 00:47:36,525 in touch with you? 1049 00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:40,670 I am here to share whatever I've got that's 1050 00:47:40,670 --> 00:47:42,920 worth sharing, and I'm really happy to do that. 1051 00:47:43,040 --> 00:47:44,540 I love it if people get in touch. 1052 00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:49,188 It is all from my website, which is susiepearl.com and 1053 00:47:49,188 --> 00:47:51,948 if you go there, you can find out where I am on social. 1054 00:47:52,128 --> 00:47:56,508 You can get a contact email for me and you you can get 1055 00:47:56,508 --> 00:47:57,828 in touch and do get in touch. 1056 00:47:57,828 --> 00:48:01,728 I love answering things and I do a lot of online 1057 00:48:01,728 --> 00:48:04,848 stuff where I open it up, take questions and talk. 1058 00:48:04,848 --> 00:48:08,778 So whatever I can do to connect with others and to 1059 00:48:08,838 --> 00:48:11,578 help and to communicate, I'm really happy to do 1060 00:48:12,198 --> 00:48:12,948 okay, great. 1061 00:48:13,248 --> 00:48:16,278 And have you got any final message that you wanted 1062 00:48:16,398 --> 00:48:18,408 to leave people with before we wrap things up? 1063 00:48:18,683 --> 00:48:22,313 I think you've got a belief in yourself, your life, 1064 00:48:22,313 --> 00:48:24,443 and believe that we are meant to be here having 1065 00:48:24,443 --> 00:48:25,973 fun and having a good time. 1066 00:48:26,433 --> 00:48:30,073 I recently done a TEDx talk I mentioned there are four, 1067 00:48:30,073 --> 00:48:33,848 five things that I I learned when I went through this. 1068 00:48:34,238 --> 00:48:37,178 Things that are fundamental to living a good life 1069 00:48:37,268 --> 00:48:40,118 and it's like life hacks, ways to live life. 1070 00:48:40,198 --> 00:48:42,658 I didn't get a chance cuz I had a very short time in my 1071 00:48:42,658 --> 00:48:45,208 TED Talk, so I only covered a few things, but I have written 1072 00:48:45,208 --> 00:48:47,068 it all down in an ebook. 1073 00:48:47,888 --> 00:48:49,268 Get it on my website. 1074 00:48:49,328 --> 00:48:52,238 It's things I learned when I had three weeks to live. 1075 00:48:52,508 --> 00:48:55,748 And there I have details, all the things that I 1076 00:48:55,748 --> 00:48:59,018 will learnt that are big things to make life better. 1077 00:48:59,378 --> 00:49:03,278 Have a look at that and I think be kind, 1078 00:49:03,278 --> 00:49:05,678 be compassionate and live your best life 1079 00:49:06,708 --> 00:49:08,208 are my parting words. 1080 00:49:09,233 --> 00:49:12,353 Thanks for that message, Susie, and thank you 1081 00:49:12,353 --> 00:49:14,273 for coming on the show to be my guest. 1082 00:49:14,273 --> 00:49:14,993 I really appreciate it. 1083 00:49:15,763 --> 00:49:16,723 Thank you for having me. 1084 00:49:16,723 --> 00:49:18,233 It's been a real pleasure talking to you.