FERA : The Untamed Art of Self-Leadership

Part One: 32, The Years I Thought I’d Missed My Chance

What if the birthdays you once dreaded became reminders of how far you’ve actually come?
This episode was recorded just after I turned 32, a bit of a messy, honest reflection on the years I spent doubting myself, stuck in binge–purge cycles, and convinced I’d somehow missed my chance. 

Spoiler: I hadn’t.

Most of the real breakthroughs didn’t even start happening until the last five or six years, which still feels wild to say. Somewhere in that time, I started meeting myself properly, learning to support myself, to trust myself again, and to stop living by beliefs that were never really mine.
I talk about the shame, the stuckness, and the slow process of building something new, not by fixing everything overnight, but by getting curious and actually letting life in.

It’s not polished, and it’s definitely not a “how-to” episode. It’s just me sharing what’s changed, what surprised me, and why life feels far from over, actually, it feels like it’s only just getting interesting.

What is FERA : The Untamed Art of Self-Leadership?

Welcome to FERA.

This is not another hustle podcast and it is not love and light bypassing either. FERA is where we meet ourselves in the messy middle, the molten space where growth is raw, fiery, human, and deeply alive.

Each week, I share honest solo reflections, grounded tools, and conversations with experts across health, wellness, and spirituality. Together, we explore the skills most of us were never taught; how to regulate your emotions, how to set boundaries that actually support you and how to break free from patterns that keep you stuck.

We will also talk about women’s health in the widest sense, strength and movement, hormones and nervous system health, nutrition and long term vitality. Because true self care is not about exhaustion or punishment, it is about building a body and mind that can carry you into the future.

FERA is about capacity. The capacity to hold more of what you want, to expand without burning out, to claim a life that feels aligned with who you really are.

This is a podcast for women who are done abandoning themselves and ready to come home to themselves.

Because resilience is not about doing more, it is about standing in yourself without apology.

Disclaimer:
FERA is for educational purposes only and is not a substitute for professional medical, psychological, or therapeutic advice. Please seek qualified support if you need it.