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This morning I'm going to be speaking to you from Matthew, or Mark, I'm sorry, Mark chapter 5, verses 21 through 34.

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The title of my message this morning is called Hanging by a Hem.

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Here we go, let's jump into it. Are you guys ready? Are you ready? Are you ready? Are you ready? Are you ready? Are you ready?

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Verse 21, it says,

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hands on her, heal her so she can live. So Jesus went with him and all of the people followed,

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crowding around him. And a woman in the crowd had suffered for 12 years with constant bleeding. She

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had suffered a great deal from many doctors. And over the years, she had spent everything she had

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to pay them. But she had gotten no better. In fact, she had gotten worse. So she had heard about Jesus.

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So she came from behind him through the crowd and touched his robe. For she thought to herself,

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if I can just touch his robe, I will be healed. And immediately the bleeding stopped and she could

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feel in her body that she had been healed from her terrible condition. And Jesus realized that once

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healing power had gone out from him. So he turned around into the crowd and asked, who touched my

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robe? His disciples said to him, look at this crowd pressing around you. How can you ask who

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touched you? But he kept on looking around to see who had done it. Then the frightened woman

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trembling at the realization of what had happened to her came and fell to her knees in front of him

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and told him what she had done.

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And he said to her, daughter, your faith has made you well.

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Go in peace.

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Your suffering is over.

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For some of you, you need to hear this.

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Your suffering is over.

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And for some of you, you need to hear this.

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You are a son and you are a daughter.

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Let us pray.

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Father God, I thank you for your spirit that is here.

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I thank you, God, for what you're about to do in this place.

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I thank you, God, for freedom.

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I thank you for deliverance.

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I thank you for salvation, Lord.

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I thank you, Lord, for every good thing that you have in store this morning.

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I pray, God, that our ears would be open, our hearts would be open,

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And our eyes would see what you see.

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Let us hear what you hear.

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Let us speak what you speak.

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God, have your way in this place.

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We believe, Father God, that you are already in today.

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You are already in our tomorrow.

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And you have every good thing lined up.

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I thank you for what you're about to do, Lord.

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We love you, God.

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We honor you.

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We praise you.

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We ask these things in Jesus' name.

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And we all said, amen.

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In the beginning of Mark chapter 5, we read that Jesus has just finished setting free a man who was possessed by thousands of demons.

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We know this because Jesus asks the demon his name and he answers, my name is Legion because there are many of us inside of this man.

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The word legion was used in the Roman Empire and it referred to a division of the army that numbered between 3,000 to 6,000 soldiers.

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I cannot imagine being tormented by thousands of demons every single day.

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But Jesus delivers this man and now Jesus has made his way to the other side of the lake and people have caught wind.

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And they have heard that Jesus is there.

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So they have come to meet him.

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I can imagine it's probably hundreds, maybe even thousands have gathered to see Jesus.

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See, Jesus, he is the talk of the town.

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They've heard about the miracles that he's done and now they're finally getting to see him.

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Sure, I'm sure that some have gathered out of curiosity.

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But there are others who I'm sure have come and gathered out of desperation.

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And to be honest, this kind of sounds like church.

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Let's be honest.

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Because we have some people that just come to church every Sunday just out of curiosity.

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I wonder what the pastor is going to say today.

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I wonder what songs the worship team is going to sing.

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I wonder if my friends are going to show up to youth group.

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I wonder if that cute boy that I saw last Sunday is going to be there.

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I wonder if that girl that I texted last night is going to show up.

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See, a lot of times we just go out of curiosity.

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But then there are some of us that come and gather every Sunday

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and that are even here this morning, not out of curiosity, but out of desperation.

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you are desperate for something to change

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you are desperate for something to move

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you are desperate for something to shift

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you are desperate for something to break

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you are desperate

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and I'd like to let you know that if that is you

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this morning you are in the right place

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because whatever it is that you need he has

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that's just the kind of God that he is

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see he's an on time kind of God he's a make something out of nothing kind of God he's a make

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a way out of no way kind of God he's a I have your back kind of God he's a promise keeping God he is a

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stick closer

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to anybody this morning. He's a, I love you without limits kind of God. He's a, I don'T care how far

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you've run, just come back home kind of God. He's a healing kind God. He's a restoring kind of God.

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He's the delivering kind of God. He's a saving kind of God. And I don't now know what it is

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that you've carried in here this morning or what it is that you need from him,

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but I can tell You that whatever it is, He's the kind of God that's got it.

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but Jesus has arrived

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and I can imagine the excitement

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that has filled the streets

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the conversations

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going down the streets

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hey I heard Jesus is here

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hey have you

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seen Jesus yet

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what does he look like

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Sound like, did you see him do any miracles yet?

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I've heard that he's here.

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I've heard that he has arrived.

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There is excitement that fills the streets.

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During the summer, do we have any, like, Phil Wickham and Brandon Lake fans in here?

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During the summer, maybe some of you went, they had their summer nights tour in Washington, D.C.

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And when I found out that Brandon Lake and Phil Wickham were going to be at Washington, D.C., you don't understand.

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Like, my people at my church, they know that I'm, like, obsessed with Phil Wickham.

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Like, obsessed.

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Because if you've ever heard him sing, if you've ever been to a live concert, it is literally like an instrument was built inside of his esophagus.

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When he sings, like heaven just fills the room, kind of like, you know, this worship team here, heaven just kind of sweeps in.

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That's what it's like for me when Phil Wickham sings.

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And so when I heard that he was coming, I reasoned within myself and I decided, you know what, I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to go see this man because I love him.

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I love him.

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Don't judge me, okay?

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I love him.

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So I reasoned within myself, I'm going to do whatever I have to do to go see this man.

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I'm going to buy the best tickets and I'm going to get a hotel room and me and my best friend are going to go and it's going to be great.

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I was willing to do whatever it took for me just to go see Phil Wickham.

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And I believe that in this story that we're reading this morning, there were a group of people that reasoned within themselves to say, I don't care what I have to do.

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I heard that this man who has performed miracles and has set people free is going to be in our area.

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And I don't care what I have to do come hell or high water I've made up in my mind that I've got to go see Jesus.

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I believe that's how these people were.

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Full of excitement.

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And while excitement has filled the air, a man by the name of Jairus runs up to him frantically and says,

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Jesus, I've heard the stories of you performing miracles and I heard that you were here.

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So when I learned of your presence, I had to come find you because my 12-year-old daughter, she's sick.

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She's very sick, in fact.

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She's dying and I need you to come and heal her.

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And all of a sudden, Jesus hears not only Jairus' heart's cry, but his heart's posture.

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So Jesus goes with him to go see his daughter.

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But while traveling on this dirt road to see Jairus' daughter, Jesus' travels are interrupted.

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And everything stops because someone has touched him.

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Now, I don't know about you, but I absolutely hate interruptions.

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If I'm already doing something, please don't bother me.

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I may stick to the schedule kind of gal.

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Like, even if my friends are like, hey, you want to go get something to eat?

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No, that's not on my schedule.

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Again, don't judge me, okay?

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I hate interruptions, but can I tell you that I'm thankful that I serve a God who isn't intimidated by an interruption?

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It doesn't make him nervous.

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It doesn't make him insecure.

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But while people have gathered in the streets excited to see the one who has done miraculous things,

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there is a woman in the background trying to stay out of sight from people of her town

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because for 12 years she has been bleeding.

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And under Levitical law, she has been condemned as unclean.

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And because she is unclean, everything that she touches becomes unclean too.

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Levitical law taught that when a woman started her cycle,

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she would have to be separated from everyone and everything for seven days until the bleeding stopped.

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See, she couldn't be with her husband.

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She couldn't be with her kids.

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She couldn't be with her parents.

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She couldn't be with her siblings.

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She couldn't go out and hang with friends.

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She couldn't sit where other people sat.

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She couldn't touch what other people touched.

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She couldn't lay where other people lay.

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And do you know what I noticed while reading this story?

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While reading this story, nowhere in this text does it give us her name.

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No one would call this woman by her name.

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They would only refer to her as an issue.

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See, she was the woman with the issue of blood.

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She would never be recognized by her name.

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They would only recognize her by the outward stains caused by an internal problem.

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Pastor Aubrey, what do you mean?

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The problem wasn't just that she was bleeding.

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I believe that the Lord can use an external issue to deal with internal things.

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It's much deeper than that.

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There was an internal problem that needed to be fixed.

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You say, Pastor Aubrey, what is this internal problem?

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The issue was that she didn't know who she was.

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She was never able to know who she was because the issue of blood, her issue of bleeding robbed her of learning her name.

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She was robbed of the opportunity to learn about who she was.

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The Bible never tells us at what age did the bleeding start.

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It just said that she had been bleeding for 12 years.

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Did she start her cycle at age 13 and just never stopped?

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I don't know.

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Was she a full-grown adult, had a child and kept bleeding, and it never stopped?

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I don't know.

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There are many questions that we have here.

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But what I do know is that at some point, this woman had a name.

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But eventually, her name would be replaced with an issue.

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See, sometimes we can go through life and we can go through issues.

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We can go through problems for so long that we forget who we are.

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As a matter of fact, we hear it all the time.

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I've been going through this for so long, you can finish it, that I've forgotten who I am.

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We allow issues to rob us of our identity.

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This is exactly what happened in the story of the prodigal son.

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See, he gets his portion.

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He left his covering.

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He spent it all and ended up doing things that he never should have been doing.

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He lost everything he had, including him forgetting who he was.

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How do we know?

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Because the Bible says in Luke 15, verses 17 through 18, it says,

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And when he came to himself, he said, how many of my father's hired servants have bread and even extra to spare?

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And I perish with hunger.

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I will arise and go to my father.

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See, he lost himself.

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He realized, hey, this isn't me.

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This isn't who I'm supposed to be.

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This isn't where I'm supposed to be heading towards.

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And some of you have had the same thing happen to yourselves.

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You've said to yourself, this isn't me.

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This shouldn't, I shouldn't be here.

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This isn't what I was called to do.

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This isn't the name that God has given me.

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You found yourselves having a come-to-yourself moment.

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And you better thank God for the come-to-yourself moment.

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Because when you have a come-to-yourself moment, your insides begin to awaken.

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And you realize, I've got to get back to my father's house.

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I've got to get back to my father's house.

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Some of us need a come-to-ourselves moment.

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Can you imagine living your life 12 years and one, being completely separated from your family and friends,

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but two, you only knowing yourself as your problem?

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She was never called by a name.

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She was only identified as an issue.

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And I wonder how it would make us feel if instead of somebody knowing us by your name,

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or we introducing ourselves as our name, we only began to introduce ourselves as our problems and the struggles that we carry.

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How would it make us feel if instead of me saying, hi, my name's Pastor Aubrey.

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I introduce myself to you as this.

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Hi, I'm sick.

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Hi, I'm broke.

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High.

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I'm bitter.

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High.

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I'm heartbroken.

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High.

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I'm lonely.

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High.

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I'm tired.

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High.

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I'm angry.

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High.

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I'm worn out.

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High.

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I'm lost.

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High.

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I'm confused.

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High.

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I'm anxious.

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I'm depressed.

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High.

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I'm desperate.

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High.

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I'm addicted.

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High.

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I'm bleeding.

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How would it make you feel if nobody knew your name, but they only knew your struggle?

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And we get to a point of where instead of us understanding that,

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Hi, my name is Aubrey, and I'm just going through some issues,

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I start to say within myself and believe, Hi, I am the issue.

247
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See, we walk around saying, I'm depressed, I'm anxious, I'm sick, I'm lonely, I'm heartbroken.

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Do you understand what you're doing?

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You're claiming a name that isn't yours.

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I need you to understand that these may be issues that you are faced with, but that is not who you are.

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Your issues are not who you are.

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no you're not depressed you're a child of God you need to start reclaiming your identity you need to

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know who you are stand on it and believe it you are more than a conqueror greater is he that is in

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you than he that's in the world you are chosen you're a royal priesthood you're set apart you're

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called for such a time as this some of you need to get up and lay hands on yourself and speak to

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your spirit because you are called for so much more than where you are.

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I am tired of watching the body of Christ wallow in self-pity because no one took the time

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to tell you you're not a mistake, you're not an accident, you're not a failure.

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There's so much more in you.

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I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired of watching our people fade away because they think because I've done wrong, I've counted out.

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No, baby, come to the altar.

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Make it right.

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Start again.

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Get up.

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Some of you just need to get up.

266
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Some of you just need to get up.

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But you don't know what I did.

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Or you don't know what happened.

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Respectfully, I don't care.

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It is not my job to condemn you into the kingdom of God.

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It is my job to love you into the kingdom of God.

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where is that?

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the Bible says that love covers a multitude of

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oh Aubrey you're just preaching messy grace

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it's only messy if you don't understand what grace is for

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hear me when I say this to you

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grace is not a ticket for you to get up and sin and to keep doing what you're doing

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what grace is is the ability and the power to conquer the thing that's trying to conquer you

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can i tell you that sin has already been conquered there is more inside of you that you give yourself

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credit for whatever it is that the lord has called you to he's already put it inside of you

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Some, I'm telling, my God, some of you just need to lay hands on yourself.

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You're waiting for some prophet to come by and lay hands on you.

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Baby, you're the prophet.

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Speak to yourself.

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Is this okay?

286
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I love you.

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I love, listen to me.

288
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Oprah you don't know me I don't care

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I love you

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I want you better than what you were

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God has called you

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for so much more

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you're not an accident

294
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you're not a mistake you haven't done

295
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too much you haven't ran too far

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but you know what else we do

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this is what we do too

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see we make excuses

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within ourselves and we

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say this. Oh, it's just my genetics. It's just in my DNA. I get it from my mama. I get

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that from my daddy. This is just how I am. I did this thing, maybe some of you know about

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it, Ancestry.com. Any fans? Any fans of that? Wow, no? Wow. I was so excited to do it.

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I was pumped. Well, for those of you who don't know, you get this box.

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This is gross, but whatever. You spit in it. You spit in this tube, and you mail it off, okay?

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Listen, science is amazing.

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Aubrey, that's so worldly.

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Be quiet.

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No, it's not.

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I love you.

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I'm a nerd.

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Like, I love outer space.

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I'm fascinated by it.

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And I will just go through Google and look up random facts about space because I'm weird.

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But anyway, science is so cool.

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And no, I was not good at science, if you're wondering.

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I wasn't.

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But science is cool.

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And based off of the spit from your DNA, they can figure out where you're from.

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They can, like, pull your lineage.

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They can tell you about your characteristics, what you'll like, what you don't like, where you get certain traits from.

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So I did it because I want to know about myself, okay?

322
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And this is what came back.

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It says, you know, from my DNA, it says that I am European, I'm German, I'm Russian, I'm Irish, I'm Norwegian, I'm French, I'm Welsh, I'm Portuguese, I'm English, and I'm Scottish.

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Don't ask me percentages.

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Percentages don't matter.

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I'm just telling you this is what it says that I am.

327
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Okay?

328
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So if I were to go off of my genetics, based off of what was presented to me from Ancestry.com,

329
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I could say that I'm short-tempered and I'm hot-headed because I'm Russian and Irish,

330
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and it's just in my genetics.

331
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That this is just how I am.

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That it runs in the family.

333
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That it's always going to be this way.

334
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I will always be this way.

335
00:24:58,880 --> 00:25:01,060
No, this is not how you are.

336
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It's not your genetics.

337
00:25:02,920 --> 00:25:05,200
It's not because it's always been this way.

338
00:25:05,340 --> 00:25:06,940
It won't always be this way.

339
00:25:07,120 --> 00:25:07,260
Why?

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Because it is impossible for you to stand before a holy God and not be changed by his holiness.

341
00:25:19,700 --> 00:25:23,840
The only issue is that your issues haven't ran into Jesus yet.

342
00:25:24,540 --> 00:25:27,240
The genetics haven't ran into Jesus yet.

343
00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:30,360
The family history hasn't ran into Jesus yet.

344
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The how it's always been hasn't ran into Jesus yet.

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Some of you need to have a run into Jesus moment.

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Because I promise you, when you encounter him, he changes everything.

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And when I say everything, I mean everything.

348
00:25:51,860 --> 00:25:56,640
The Lord says in Isaiah 49, 16, it says, see, I have written your name.

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on the palms of my hands that I would not forget you.

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It doesn't say that I've written your issues on the palm of my hands.

351
00:26:06,860 --> 00:26:09,020
It doesn't say that I've written your problems

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on the palms of my hands that I would not forget you.

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00:26:12,960 --> 00:26:17,540
No, it says that I have written your name on the palm of my hand

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and I would not forget you.

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He's not concerned about the issue.

356
00:26:21,220 --> 00:26:22,800
He isn't concerned about your problem.

357
00:26:23,260 --> 00:26:26,100
He isn't concerned about the labels or statistics.

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He's concerned about you, your name, who you are.

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Something happens when we come into contact with the one whose words are so powerful that the wind and waves obey his very command.

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But we allow ourselves to stay bound in our minds of who we are because we have not come to the realization of whose we are.

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Proverbs 23 and 7

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it says as a man thinketh in his heart

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so he is

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do you understand how powerful

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your words are that you not only think to yourself

366
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but meditate on are

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what it is that you allow yourself to listen to

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and believe is what you become

369
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and as a man thinketh in his heart

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so he is

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we've got to decide within ourselves

372
00:27:31,700 --> 00:27:33,980
that hey I'm not listening to these lies anymore

373
00:27:36,180 --> 00:27:38,420
we've got to come to ourselves and say hey

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I'm a child of God

375
00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:41,960
I'm the head and not the tail

376
00:27:42,500 --> 00:27:44,020
I'm set free, I'm sanctified

377
00:27:44,460 --> 00:27:45,800
I'm changed, I'm chosen

378
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:48,000
I am a royal priesthood

379
00:27:48,540 --> 00:27:50,519
I'm a holy nation, I'm delivered

380
00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:51,740
I'm a new creation.

381
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:53,040
I'm washed in the blood.

382
00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:54,940
My old man is gone.

383
00:27:57,100 --> 00:28:00,000
You need to start speaking these things over yourself.

384
00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:01,880
But here this woman is.

385
00:28:02,080 --> 00:28:08,280
She is making her way through the crowd, trying not to be noticed because she's breaking Levitical law.

386
00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:13,540
And she's in this very, she's gotten to the end of herself.

387
00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,200
She's done everything there is to do.

388
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:19,800
She's tried everything that she could possibly try.

389
00:28:19,980 --> 00:28:22,120
and Jesus is her last option.

390
00:28:24,240 --> 00:28:27,100
This is what we do a lot of times.

391
00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:29,620
We try everything else.

392
00:28:32,420 --> 00:28:34,300
And we make Jesus our last option.

393
00:28:37,720 --> 00:28:41,280
The Bible says that she spent everything she had to become well,

394
00:28:41,710 --> 00:28:42,840
but she didn't become better.

395
00:28:42,930 --> 00:28:45,020
She actually became worse.

396
00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:49,000
And that's what we do a lot of times.

397
00:28:50,900 --> 00:28:53,740
we go looking for something that will not make us better

398
00:28:54,550 --> 00:28:58,740
but will settle looking for something that will make us feel temporarily good.

399
00:29:00,620 --> 00:29:03,120
We settle for temporary gratification

400
00:29:03,660 --> 00:29:07,240
knowing full well that once the good feeling fades away

401
00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:09,840
we are left only feeling worse.

402
00:29:12,300 --> 00:29:14,060
The pain was too much to deal with

403
00:29:14,820 --> 00:29:17,739
so you picked up the bottle or you picked up that drug

404
00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:20,120
and yet it numbed your pain for a little while.

405
00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:24,420
But the good is gone and now you feel even worse.

406
00:29:26,780 --> 00:29:30,280
You got lonely so you hooked up with someone for the night

407
00:29:30,540 --> 00:29:34,100
and it was good in the moment until the good is gone

408
00:29:34,180 --> 00:29:38,160
and now you're left with still issues maybe even more.

409
00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:42,940
And the good is gone and now you get up the next morning

410
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,660
only to feel worse.

411
00:29:47,340 --> 00:29:57,640
And some of you have gotten so numb and you feel so dead inside that you cut yourselves not because you want to hurt, but you just want to feel something.

412
00:30:01,420 --> 00:30:13,440
I don't know, but I think there are some of you sitting here this morning relating to what I'm saying because you have looked for temporary gratification.

413
00:30:14,780 --> 00:30:23,460
But at the end of the day, your good feeling wore off, and now you are just left feeling worse.

414
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:28,840
So this woman has come to the end of herself.

415
00:30:30,480 --> 00:30:34,940
And some of us would say that she's done everything that she's known to do.

416
00:30:35,380 --> 00:30:36,480
She's got nothing left.

417
00:30:37,580 --> 00:30:39,080
That she's just hanging by a thread.

418
00:30:41,320 --> 00:30:45,260
When in reality, she would actually be hanging by a hem.

419
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:56,220
The Bible says that when this woman with her issue heard about Jesus, she thought to herself.

420
00:30:57,020 --> 00:30:58,400
Somebody say thought to herself.

421
00:30:59,840 --> 00:31:01,240
That was a little lame.

422
00:31:01,240 --> 00:31:02,880
Can you say, she thought to herself.

423
00:31:05,540 --> 00:31:14,680
if I could just touch the hem of his garment I will be made well can I tell you that you do not

424
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:20,340
need listen to me this is important you do not need to share every thought that the Lord gives to you

425
00:31:20,540 --> 00:31:25,660
with every person that you're around because if you told some people around you what your thoughts

426
00:31:25,820 --> 00:31:30,199
were they would give you every reason of why you shouldn't follow through with that thought

427
00:31:33,080 --> 00:31:36,700
this woman knew that she had no business being around these people

428
00:31:38,730 --> 00:31:41,440
she knew that she shouldn't be in the mix of the crowd

429
00:31:43,630 --> 00:31:49,920
she knew that she had no business touching anybody but she had this thought if i could just get

430
00:31:50,270 --> 00:31:55,759
to where jesus is i know that i would be made well and i could imagine that if she told

431
00:31:56,020 --> 00:32:02,040
the circle around her, they would tell her, sit down, get away, you're dirty, you're filthy,

432
00:32:02,500 --> 00:32:07,700
don't touch us, you're too unclean, you should be stoned, you should be killed. They would have tried

433
00:32:07,820 --> 00:32:14,460
to convince her to regret the choice of her making the choice to chase after Jesus. You do not have

434
00:32:14,620 --> 00:32:20,719
to share every thought with other people around you, because if you did, they would convince you

435
00:32:20,940 --> 00:32:24,000
to not follow the blessing that the Lord has for you.

436
00:32:25,140 --> 00:32:26,100
Let me tell you something.

437
00:32:26,510 --> 00:32:28,820
If it was for them, he would have told them.

438
00:32:29,030 --> 00:32:30,400
But he's talking to you.

439
00:32:30,710 --> 00:32:34,800
The best thing for you to do is move in quiet.

440
00:32:39,060 --> 00:32:41,480
Sometimes you need to tell people to mind your business.

441
00:32:46,580 --> 00:32:49,400
I don't know if you can tell, but sometimes I get an attitude.

442
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:53,580
Mind your business.

443
00:32:56,820 --> 00:32:58,720
Some of you need to tell some of your friends that.

444
00:33:04,740 --> 00:33:05,620
Why are you doing that?

445
00:33:06,100 --> 00:33:07,140
Why are you acting that way?

446
00:33:07,540 --> 00:33:08,320
Why are you changing?

447
00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:09,940
This is what we always did.

448
00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:12,280
That's what Pastor Bro preached last night.

449
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:14,400
When you get a hold of God and God gets a hold of you,

450
00:33:15,060 --> 00:33:17,920
he's going to remind you that he's changed the way you walk.

451
00:33:21,980 --> 00:33:23,040
you gotta look at your friends

452
00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:24,480
say mind your business

453
00:33:29,100 --> 00:33:30,540
this ain't for you boo

454
00:33:30,580 --> 00:33:31,320
this is for me

455
00:33:32,660 --> 00:33:34,180
it's what he called me to

456
00:33:37,220 --> 00:33:38,540
but they'll give you every reason

457
00:33:39,540 --> 00:33:40,840
of why you shouldn't follow through

458
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:42,960
and the best thing for you to do

459
00:33:43,740 --> 00:33:44,800
with your thought

460
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:46,339
is move quietly

461
00:33:48,380 --> 00:33:50,340
sometimes we talk ourselves out of a blessing

462
00:33:51,020 --> 00:33:52,500
and sometimes we let others

463
00:33:53,300 --> 00:33:54,820
talk us out of receiving the blessing

464
00:33:54,940 --> 00:33:56,100
the Lord wants to give us

465
00:33:58,380 --> 00:34:00,460
sometimes your worst enemy is not you

466
00:34:00,620 --> 00:34:01,240
it's your best friend

467
00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:06,200
let me tell you something

468
00:34:06,660 --> 00:34:08,419
jealousy is an ugly thing

469
00:34:14,080 --> 00:34:15,399
and that can go for your boyfriend

470
00:34:15,419 --> 00:34:16,480
and your girlfriend too.

471
00:34:19,240 --> 00:34:21,240
I'm not being invited next year, I know.

472
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:28,200
But we'd rather settle for temporary gratification.

473
00:34:29,740 --> 00:34:31,340
But they make me feel good.

474
00:34:31,820 --> 00:34:32,240
Shut up.

475
00:34:39,099 --> 00:34:40,300
But they love me.

476
00:34:43,159 --> 00:34:44,440
They all say that, boo.

477
00:34:47,979 --> 00:34:48,700
I'm sorry.

478
00:34:50,000 --> 00:34:51,120
No, I'm not, actually.

479
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:53,200
Because if somebody ain't told you, I'm going to tell you.

480
00:34:56,879 --> 00:34:57,640
Well, how do you know?

481
00:34:57,750 --> 00:34:59,140
Because I've been there.

482
00:35:00,840 --> 00:35:02,820
You want me to pretend like I got this all together?

483
00:35:03,140 --> 00:35:03,520
No.

484
00:35:05,520 --> 00:35:06,660
We don't have it all together.

485
00:35:07,720 --> 00:35:09,860
Can I tell you that the Lord isn't looking for perfection?

486
00:35:10,060 --> 00:35:10,840
He's just looking for it.

487
00:35:10,890 --> 00:35:10,980
Yes.

488
00:35:15,940 --> 00:35:18,220
and some of you think that you got to get all cleaned up

489
00:35:20,600 --> 00:35:26,580
oh this is gonna rub some people some of you think you got to have it all together first before you

490
00:35:26,740 --> 00:35:30,200
change Jesus no baby run to him dirty he's the one that makes you clean

491
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:39,939
all it takes is a step one step after the other after the other after the other

492
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:41,980
that's all it takes

493
00:35:43,300 --> 00:35:45,460
he's going to change the way you walk man

494
00:35:47,860 --> 00:35:49,340
and listen don't take it personal

495
00:35:49,540 --> 00:35:50,380
when your friends turn away

496
00:35:51,340 --> 00:35:51,700
it's okay

497
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:54,120
not everybody's meant to go with you

498
00:35:54,230 --> 00:35:55,260
until your next season

499
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:05,400
my name's Pastor Aubrey

500
00:36:05,480 --> 00:36:06,200
I'm the worship pastor

501
00:36:06,360 --> 00:36:07,919
at Charm City Church of God

502
00:36:09,940 --> 00:36:10,840
Okay, thank you.

503
00:36:12,140 --> 00:36:12,740
Thank you.

504
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:18,100
Not everybody's meant to go with you.

505
00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:18,920
And you know what?

506
00:36:18,940 --> 00:36:19,400
It's okay.

507
00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:23,580
Jesus never said, hey, when you follow me, you'll have many friends.

508
00:36:26,140 --> 00:36:30,020
He never said, if you follow me, you'll have fame, fortune, and money, and you'll be rich.

509
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:31,740
And all these things, no.

510
00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:34,440
The Bible does say that you'll be blessed.

511
00:36:35,340 --> 00:36:36,880
He does say that you're highly favored.

512
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:39,080
He does say that you'll never walk this alone.

513
00:36:39,500 --> 00:36:41,200
He does say that he'll be with you in the fire.

514
00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:43,160
He does say that he'll be your comforter.

515
00:36:44,020 --> 00:36:45,100
It does give you that.

516
00:36:47,100 --> 00:36:49,560
I can tell you that it's the best choice that you'll ever make.

517
00:36:49,780 --> 00:36:50,860
I promise you it is.

518
00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:58,580
And it's also important for you guys to know that lonely seasons only last for a little while.

519
00:37:04,440 --> 00:37:08,580
I know it's hard and I know it's difficult, but they only last for a little while.

520
00:37:12,060 --> 00:37:12,660
How do you know?

521
00:37:13,100 --> 00:37:14,140
Because I trust me.

522
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:14,620
I know.

523
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:18,280
But he's faithful.

524
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:18,620
Amen.

525
00:37:19,820 --> 00:37:20,040
Amen.

526
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:24,700
So she makes her way through the crowd.

527
00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:29,640
And she comes up from behind Jesus and touches him.

528
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:32,720
The Bible says that faith comes by hearing.

529
00:37:33,820 --> 00:37:34,900
And hearing the word of God.

530
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:38,600
See, she heard about Jesus.

531
00:37:42,240 --> 00:37:44,760
And just hearing about him stirred her faith.

532
00:37:47,100 --> 00:37:53,760
Because by her hearing that Jesus was coming to town, it made her get up and go to where he was.

533
00:37:55,340 --> 00:37:56,580
But it doesn't stop there.

534
00:37:56,800 --> 00:38:00,020
See, faith without works is dead.

535
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:05,720
See, she heard about Jesus and it stirred her faith.

536
00:38:06,640 --> 00:38:09,960
But moving to where he was is what activated her faith.

537
00:38:11,100 --> 00:38:15,860
If I could have a group of people come up, I need you to just come up here and make a group.

538
00:38:17,320 --> 00:38:17,640
Quickly.

539
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:19,140
Quickly.

540
00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:22,280
Oh, quickly.

541
00:38:23,560 --> 00:38:23,980
Praise God.

542
00:38:26,060 --> 00:38:26,660
Just make a group.

543
00:38:26,820 --> 00:38:28,180
I just need you to make a group.

544
00:38:28,560 --> 00:38:30,340
For those of you who don't know, I'm a visual learner.

545
00:38:35,420 --> 00:38:39,780
and for me to understand things, I need to picture it, okay?

546
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:41,620
I need to make a group.

547
00:38:41,660 --> 00:38:42,580
I don't want to lie in a group.

548
00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:44,100
Yeah, bunch of them.

549
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:44,820
Bunch of them.

550
00:38:46,100 --> 00:38:46,520
Bunch of them.

551
00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:47,160
Let me help you.

552
00:38:47,280 --> 00:38:47,740
Come up here.

553
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:48,640
Come up here.

554
00:38:48,940 --> 00:38:49,500
Yes, Lord.

555
00:38:49,700 --> 00:38:49,960
Come up.

556
00:38:50,060 --> 00:38:50,380
Come up.

557
00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:52,620
So this is what, wow.

558
00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:55,480
I just needed my stage people, but y'all can get close.

559
00:38:56,300 --> 00:38:56,940
That's fine.

560
00:38:58,440 --> 00:38:59,700
Glory, glory to God.

561
00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:05,220
she heard about Jesus and it stirred her faith

562
00:39:05,630 --> 00:39:08,320
but moving to where he was is what activated her faith

563
00:39:09,740 --> 00:39:12,620
and I believe that this woman who had an issue

564
00:39:14,660 --> 00:39:15,920
said within herself

565
00:39:17,099 --> 00:39:18,520
enough is enough

566
00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:23,140
I believe that she made her way

567
00:39:23,570 --> 00:39:26,740
she stood in the back and she saw Jesus ahead

568
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:27,800
if you guys move up this way.

569
00:39:28,660 --> 00:39:30,720
She saw Jesus from afar.

570
00:39:33,020 --> 00:39:37,800
And she said, man, I'm tired of doing this for 12 years.

571
00:39:39,020 --> 00:39:41,940
I'm tired of suffering for 12 years.

572
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:46,300
And I believe that she said to herself, forget it.

573
00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:47,300
I'm tired.

574
00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:47,980
Listen to me.

575
00:39:48,540 --> 00:39:50,620
I'm tired of people's comments.

576
00:39:51,260 --> 00:39:53,120
I'm tired of people's opinions.

577
00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:56,140
I'm tired of what society has said about me.

578
00:39:56,580 --> 00:39:58,660
I've got to get where Jesus is.

579
00:39:58,660 --> 00:40:03,460
And I believe that she decided to push her way through the crowd.

580
00:40:03,900 --> 00:40:05,760
And she's seeing that she's getting a little closer.

581
00:40:06,220 --> 00:40:11,780
But I'm sure the enemy is saying to her, you're dirty, you're filthy, don't touch, get away.

582
00:40:11,980 --> 00:40:15,420
And she said, no, I've got to get where Jesus is.

583
00:40:15,580 --> 00:40:18,680
So she moves her way through a little bit more.

584
00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:21,660
And she says to herself, I'm almost there.

585
00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:22,840
I can see him.

586
00:40:23,140 --> 00:40:29,140
I know that if I could just touch the hem of his garment, I would be made well.

587
00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:33,460
So she makes one final push to where he is.

588
00:40:33,660 --> 00:40:37,560
And the Bible says that she grabs hold of the hem.

589
00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:44,760
And when she does, the Bible says that Jesus felt power leave his body.

590
00:40:50,360 --> 00:41:08,540
And the disciples, well, Jesus turns around amongst all of these people, all of these people, and he asks, forgive me, but he asks a stupid question.

591
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:14,140
He said, who touched me?

592
00:41:16,740 --> 00:41:27,160
And his disciples look at Jesus and they said, Jesus, don't you see all of these people?

593
00:41:30,220 --> 00:41:33,600
Why would you ask, who touched me?

594
00:41:34,160 --> 00:41:42,700
These people are pressing up against you, thronging you around, and you want to ask, who touched me?

595
00:41:47,040 --> 00:41:48,120
and Jesus said

596
00:41:51,099 --> 00:41:52,720
I felt power

597
00:41:55,079 --> 00:41:57,100
leave my body

598
00:41:57,300 --> 00:41:59,120
Aubrey what are you saying

599
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:00,340
I'm trying to tell you

600
00:42:01,120 --> 00:42:02,420
that Jesus can recognize

601
00:42:03,210 --> 00:42:04,280
a desperate touch

602
00:42:08,799 --> 00:42:10,920
Jesus can recognize

603
00:42:12,300 --> 00:42:13,220
a desperate touch.

604
00:42:13,290 --> 00:42:13,860
Thank you guys.

605
00:42:18,460 --> 00:42:19,160
And I wonder

606
00:42:21,340 --> 00:42:23,240
if there are people here this morning

607
00:42:26,340 --> 00:42:27,980
who have said within your cell,

608
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:34,080
I'm tired of the labels.

609
00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:36,520
I'm tired.

610
00:42:37,720 --> 00:42:38,800
Worship team, you can come.

611
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:39,360
I'm tired.

612
00:42:41,540 --> 00:42:43,400
of people's opinions. I'm tired

613
00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:47,300
of what's been said about me. I'm tired

614
00:42:47,810 --> 00:42:51,620
of what I say about myself. I wonder if there's

615
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,920
anybody here this morning who is desperate

616
00:42:56,190 --> 00:42:58,700
for a touch from Jesus.

617
00:42:59,980 --> 00:43:03,620
I wonder if there are people here this

618
00:43:03,940 --> 00:43:07,780
morning who are ready to get a hold

619
00:43:08,420 --> 00:43:10,660
of the hem of his garment.

620
00:43:14,660 --> 00:43:18,800
I wonder if there are people here this morning

621
00:43:20,500 --> 00:43:22,380
who are ready to lay it all down.

622
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:32,400
This woman who realizes that she's been found out.

623
00:43:34,140 --> 00:43:36,360
She comes before Jesus afraid and scared.

624
00:43:38,120 --> 00:43:40,760
because she knows what the law is.

625
00:43:41,060 --> 00:43:43,320
She's been dealing with it for 12 years.

626
00:43:44,880 --> 00:43:50,520
And I can imagine that the woman starts to stammer over her words

627
00:43:51,560 --> 00:43:52,280
because she's scared.

628
00:43:55,439 --> 00:43:57,080
Jesus, I'm sorry.

629
00:43:58,890 --> 00:43:59,460
It was me.

630
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:03,620
I know what the law says.

631
00:44:05,060 --> 00:44:07,220
I know that I'm considered dirty.

632
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,020
I know that I'm filthy.

633
00:44:09,520 --> 00:44:12,620
I know that I'm an outcast by society.

634
00:44:13,000 --> 00:44:16,160
But, Jesus, listen, I've tried everything, man.

635
00:44:16,460 --> 00:44:17,600
I've tried it all.

636
00:44:18,200 --> 00:44:19,520
And nothing is working.

637
00:44:20,300 --> 00:44:21,800
And I heard that you were here.

638
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:26,840
And honestly, Jesus, I'm sorry, but I just had to touch you.

639
00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:31,800
Because I heard that people have miracles when they touch you.

640
00:44:32,220 --> 00:44:35,500
And Jesus, I know, I know, I know.

641
00:44:36,360 --> 00:44:37,500
I'm so sorry.

642
00:44:37,940 --> 00:44:43,040
I can imagine the fear because Jesus, man, he's the son of God.

643
00:44:43,240 --> 00:44:43,660
He's perfect.

644
00:44:43,900 --> 00:44:44,260
He's holy.

645
00:44:45,960 --> 00:44:46,520
He's righteous.

646
00:44:49,720 --> 00:44:50,860
It makes no sense.

647
00:44:53,980 --> 00:45:00,620
It makes no sense for someone so dirty to be able to touch someone so clean.

648
00:45:07,820 --> 00:45:11,500
but she rationalizes everything she says what she has to say

649
00:45:13,260 --> 00:45:16,600
and Jesus looks at this woman and you know what he doesn't say

650
00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:26,340
he doesn't say get away from me he doesn't say stone her he doesn't say do you know what you've

651
00:45:26,340 --> 00:45:33,180
done. He doesn't say, you're the woman with the issue of blood. No, he doesn't say any of these

652
00:45:33,380 --> 00:45:40,640
things. Jesus turns around and looks at this woman who has been an outcast for 12 years, condemned

653
00:45:40,960 --> 00:45:49,240
by society. He looks at her and he says this. He says, daughter, your faith has made you well. And

654
00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:55,400
For the first time in 12 years, someone has called her by a name.

655
00:46:00,720 --> 00:46:06,760
This man who is pure and holy and righteous and performs miracles has given her a name.

656
00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:08,300
It's daughter.

657
00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:11,780
It's not the issue.

658
00:46:12,860 --> 00:46:13,640
It's not the problem.

659
00:46:14,140 --> 00:46:14,980
It's not the struggle.

660
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:21,700
I've come here this morning to let you know your name is not your problem.

661
00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:24,640
Your name is not the things that you deal with.

662
00:46:25,170 --> 00:46:27,260
Your name is not the burdens that you carry.

663
00:46:28,000 --> 00:46:30,500
Your name is not the burden that you think you are.

664
00:46:30,940 --> 00:46:34,520
Your name is son, and your name is daughter.

665
00:46:34,970 --> 00:46:37,920
And there is a place for you at God's table.

666
00:46:48,280 --> 00:46:49,100
you're not a problem

667
00:46:50,860 --> 00:46:52,060
you're not an issue

668
00:46:53,760 --> 00:46:55,160
you're not a diagnosis

669
00:46:59,140 --> 00:47:00,440
you are a son

670
00:47:00,970 --> 00:47:01,900
and you are a daughter

671
00:47:04,820 --> 00:47:07,340
I believe that majority of kids leave church

672
00:47:07,840 --> 00:47:10,220
not because the church didn't have anything for them.

673
00:47:11,520 --> 00:47:12,580
I believe they leave church

674
00:47:13,560 --> 00:47:15,480
because when they went to someone for restoration

675
00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:17,460
they got rebuked instead.

676
00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:24,720
I already said it earlier, listen to me.

677
00:47:26,940 --> 00:47:29,820
It's not my job to condemn you into the kingdom of God.

678
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:35,040
It's my job to love you into the kingdom of God.

679
00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:39,060
you may not know me

680
00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:41,480
I may not know you but I want

681
00:47:41,780 --> 00:47:42,880
I want you to know this

682
00:47:43,420 --> 00:47:44,780
from the bottom of my heart

683
00:47:45,540 --> 00:47:46,580
I love you

684
00:47:48,020 --> 00:47:48,860
I don't care what

685
00:47:49,060 --> 00:47:50,900
you've done, I don't care what you've been

686
00:47:51,060 --> 00:47:53,120
involved with, I don't care what you've said

687
00:47:53,300 --> 00:47:54,640
I don't care what you didn't say

688
00:47:55,020 --> 00:47:57,200
I don't care about your circumstances or situations

689
00:47:57,540 --> 00:47:58,640
I want you to know

690
00:47:59,080 --> 00:47:59,800
that I love you

691
00:48:04,020 --> 00:48:05,080
so I wonder

692
00:48:07,100 --> 00:48:08,020
this morning.

693
00:48:09,000 --> 00:48:09,680
If anybody

694
00:48:11,820 --> 00:48:13,560
one, maybe you're sitting here

695
00:48:14,100 --> 00:48:15,060
and you don't know God.

696
00:48:15,740 --> 00:48:17,360
You came because your friends invited you.

697
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:18,480
Welcome.

698
00:48:19,000 --> 00:48:20,700
Welcome to Premier Winterfest 2025.

699
00:48:23,040 --> 00:48:24,280
But you don't know this God

700
00:48:24,360 --> 00:48:25,460
that you've been hearing about.

701
00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:27,040
And you wonder,

702
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:29,620
are you sure he wants me?

703
00:48:29,780 --> 00:48:30,920
Yeah, baby, he wants you.

704
00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:36,460
You were created for such a time as this.

705
00:48:38,560 --> 00:48:40,360
So I wonder if there's anybody here

706
00:48:44,320 --> 00:48:47,400
who you know of this Jesus,

707
00:48:47,680 --> 00:48:48,740
but you don't know him.

708
00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:51,560
But you want to know him.

709
00:48:53,460 --> 00:48:54,700
I want to deal with you first.

710
00:48:55,580 --> 00:48:56,920
If there's anybody in this room

711
00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:58,960
and you've decided, man, enough's enough,

712
00:48:59,640 --> 00:49:01,359
I want to give my life to Jesus

713
00:49:01,800 --> 00:49:04,480
because Jesus, I know, can radically transform my life.

714
00:49:04,800 --> 00:49:06,320
If that's you, I want to see your hands.

715
00:49:06,840 --> 00:49:07,420
I want see them.

716
00:49:07,540 --> 00:49:07,900
Lift them up.

717
00:49:08,520 --> 00:49:09,040
Lift them.

718
00:49:09,060 --> 00:49:15,100
up. Look at God. Lift him up. If that's you, you don't know the Lord, but you want to. Let me see

719
00:49:15,150 --> 00:49:21,540
him. If you're in your seats, I want you to make your way down quickly. Run. Skip. Whatever you have

720
00:49:21,540 --> 00:49:28,680
to do. I don't care. Run. Run. Run. He's waiting for you. This is your time. This is your time. This

721
00:49:30,480 --> 00:49:39,020
is your time. This is your time. This is your time

722
00:49:39,060 --> 00:49:51,180
You, yes. He's calling you. Yes. He wants your heart. Yes. He wants your mistakes. Yes. He wants your burdens. Yes. He wants your trials. It's you. I'm going to wait 10 more seconds.

723
00:49:56,940 --> 00:50:03,340
You're like, Aubrey, this is it. I'm done playing games. I wanta know them. I wanta know them. I wanna really, really know them.

724
00:50:15,400 --> 00:50:19,380
Look at all these people that are ready to give their hearts to the Lord.

725
00:50:22,060 --> 00:50:23,040
Glory to God.

726
00:50:24,280 --> 00:50:24,540
All right.

727
00:50:24,990 --> 00:50:26,100
We're going to deal with you all first.

728
00:50:26,180 --> 00:50:27,300
Everybody throw your hands up.

729
00:50:28,080 --> 00:50:30,820
Listen, we're not looking for King James prayers, okay?

730
00:50:31,500 --> 00:50:32,540
It ain't nothing fancy.

731
00:50:32,980 --> 00:50:34,140
God just wants your heart.

732
00:50:34,460 --> 00:50:35,760
So I want you to repeat after me.

733
00:50:35,960 --> 00:50:38,740
Say, Father God, thank you for today.

734
00:50:39,960 --> 00:50:41,120
Thank you for choosing me.

735
00:50:42,240 --> 00:50:43,400
Thank you for calling me.

736
00:50:44,580 --> 00:50:45,880
I give my life to you.

737
00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:49,040
I surrender every part of me to you.

738
00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:59,620
I believe that your son died on the cross, rose three days later, and that I was resurrected with him.

739
00:51:00,720 --> 00:51:02,340
Thank you, God, for saving me.

740
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:04,860
thank you for calling me.

741
00:51:06,180 --> 00:51:08,980
Thank you for creating me for such a time as this.

742
00:51:10,420 --> 00:51:10,920
Listen to me.

743
00:51:11,020 --> 00:51:13,940
Do you know that heaven is rejoicing with you right now?

744
00:51:14,680 --> 00:51:16,660
The heavens are having a party

745
00:51:17,180 --> 00:51:19,380
because you decided to say yes to him.

746
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:23,400
This place and here, we should be erupting with praise.

747
00:51:23,560 --> 00:51:25,340
We should be giving glory to God

748
00:51:25,960 --> 00:51:29,640
because there are people that have now entered into the family of God.

749
00:51:30,040 --> 00:51:31,060
God, we praise you.

750
00:51:31,480 --> 00:51:33,900
We thank you, God, for these people that are here.

751
00:51:34,280 --> 00:51:36,140
We glorify your name, God.

752
00:51:36,320 --> 00:51:37,940
We lift you up, God.

753
00:51:38,240 --> 00:51:38,380
Hallelujah.

754
00:51:42,620 --> 00:51:45,920
Now there's a second group of you that you know the Lord.

755
00:51:46,860 --> 00:51:50,520
You've given your heart to him, but you've allowed the opinions of others.

756
00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:56,700
You've allowed circumstances to dictate who you're going to choose to be.

757
00:51:57,100 --> 00:52:00,300
And you're saying, Pastor Aubrey, I'm tired of faking it.

758
00:52:00,580 --> 00:52:02,260
I'm tired of carrying this burden.

759
00:52:02,700 --> 00:52:05,940
I'm tired of doing these things and just going through the motions.

760
00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:07,600
I'm tired of the baggage.

761
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:09,160
I'm tired of the weight.

762
00:52:09,320 --> 00:52:10,960
I'm tired of the labels.

763
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:13,420
If that's you, I need you to make your way.

764
00:52:13,840 --> 00:52:14,880
Make your way quickly.

765
00:52:15,420 --> 00:52:16,500
Make your way quickly.

766
00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:18,480
If that's you, you need to come.

767
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:19,640
You need to come.

768
00:52:19,800 --> 00:52:23,280
I'm trying to tell you, God is about to restore some people today.

769
00:52:39,560 --> 00:52:40,840
this is what I want you to do

770
00:52:44,240 --> 00:52:46,260
grab the hand of the person next to you

771
00:52:47,010 --> 00:52:48,840
or place your hand on their shoulder

772
00:52:50,380 --> 00:52:51,979
we're going to pray for one another

773
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:54,560
because I believe that nobody should suffer alone.

774
00:52:57,700 --> 00:52:59,460
There are burdens that people are carrying

775
00:52:59,920 --> 00:53:01,400
that they don't need to carry by themselves

776
00:53:02,220 --> 00:53:04,880
and sometimes they need someone else to help them release it.

777
00:53:08,200 --> 00:53:09,980
So find your friends, find a stranger

778
00:53:10,540 --> 00:53:12,340
and we're going to pray and we're going to believe

779
00:53:12,920 --> 00:53:16,140
that God is going to do a new thing in their life.

780
00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:20,420
We're going to believe that there is about to be freedom in this place.

781
00:53:20,660 --> 00:53:26,180
I believe that there's healing and restoration, that strongholds are being released, God,

782
00:53:26,220 --> 00:53:30,880
that the labels are being removed, that a new identity and a new name is going to be placed

783
00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:33,120
upon your people.

784
00:53:33,560 --> 00:53:38,900
Father God, in the name of Jesus, we come before you this morning declaring, God, that you

785
00:53:39,060 --> 00:53:40,260
are who you say you are.

786
00:53:40,600 --> 00:53:42,620
Father God, that you have good things in store.

787
00:53:43,040 --> 00:53:48,939
In the name of Jesus, I release every person that's been held by labels, that's been held

788
00:53:48,960 --> 00:53:55,280
by opinions, that's been held by circumstances, that's been held by strongholds. I release them

789
00:53:55,380 --> 00:54:01,940
in the name of Jesus. May they walk in freedom. May they walk in their name, son. May they walk

790
00:54:02,080 --> 00:54:08,100
in their name, daughter. Let them know, God, that you've created them for more, that you have good

791
00:54:08,300 --> 00:54:16,059
things in store, Father God, that you are setting them free in the name of Jesus, God. We submit

792
00:54:16,080 --> 00:54:17,440
ourselves to you, God.

793
00:54:17,740 --> 00:54:20,020
We lay it before you in the

794
00:54:20,380 --> 00:54:21,720
name of Jesus.

795
00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:23,960
In the name

796
00:54:24,140 --> 00:54:25,020
of Jesus.

797
00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:25,140
- Yes!