WEBVTT NOTE This file was generated by Descript 00:00:01.110 --> 00:00:02.460 Welcome seekers. 00:00:02.520 --> 00:00:03.810 Hi everyone. 00:00:04.019 --> 00:00:07.920 This is Meena and this is the She Who Is Seeking podcast. 00:00:08.490 --> 00:00:12.100 And I would love to wish you a happy. 00:00:12.719 --> 00:00:15.300 Mabon, a beautiful Autumn Equinox. 00:00:16.620 --> 00:00:24.390 And I really have been in that feeling of trying to achieve and maintain balance. 00:00:25.410 --> 00:00:28.620 Which, as we know it, balance is not a static thing. 00:00:28.620 --> 00:00:34.500 It's like a practice like, all the good stuff in the world, like meditating 00:00:34.500 --> 00:00:37.980 or any of the other stuff you have to just keep coming back to it. 00:00:39.120 --> 00:00:40.890 And Ooh, that's my neck cracking. 00:00:40.950 --> 00:00:41.640 I'm gonna leave it in 00:00:41.690 --> 00:00:44.280 so I would like to say. 00:00:45.140 --> 00:00:47.780 That I am. 00:00:49.190 --> 00:00:51.589 Really excited to be here as always. 00:00:51.680 --> 00:00:52.970 And I hope that. 00:00:53.630 --> 00:00:57.740 You like these little podcasts and today we're going to talk about. 00:00:58.970 --> 00:01:00.330 The authentic self 00:01:01.610 --> 00:01:06.470 so this one might be like a little shorter, not because I have not a 00:01:06.470 --> 00:01:08.479 lot to say about the authentic self. 00:01:08.479 --> 00:01:08.930 I do. 00:01:08.960 --> 00:01:10.250 I'm sure we'll talk about it again. 00:01:10.850 --> 00:01:15.949 But as you probably have realized these podcasts, all interweave. 00:01:17.450 --> 00:01:21.470 So, yes, this one might be a little shorter because I'm planning my fall 00:01:21.470 --> 00:01:23.300 garden and doing a lot of things. 00:01:24.050 --> 00:01:28.280 That are in nature using my hands, working with the elements. 00:01:28.280 --> 00:01:30.170 And I just am really feeling called to. 00:01:31.520 --> 00:01:35.390 Do that work and I love talking to you, but we can do both. 00:01:36.259 --> 00:01:42.950 So I know that you realize that growth is good. 00:01:42.980 --> 00:01:47.420 We all do all the kinds of people that tend to be attracted to me and 00:01:47.420 --> 00:01:50.170 that I'm attracted to vice-versa all my friends, et cetera. 00:01:52.079 --> 00:01:56.669 But yeah, we just all have room for more growth, I think. 00:01:56.729 --> 00:01:57.929 Or I'll speak for myself. 00:01:58.199 --> 00:02:00.749 I have room for growth and I'm going to talk about sort 00:02:00.749 --> 00:02:02.100 of my experience with that. 00:02:03.149 --> 00:02:04.109 And. 00:02:04.859 --> 00:02:10.410 I think we're all trained from birth to conform and to assimilate 00:02:10.440 --> 00:02:11.589 and to go with the flow. 00:02:12.420 --> 00:02:16.890 To be quieter and to meet the needs of the masses and to keep our heads down. 00:02:17.310 --> 00:02:19.739 And our mouth shut and to get with the program. 00:02:20.459 --> 00:02:21.890 And most people do. 00:02:23.250 --> 00:02:25.989 And they may never question that there's another option. 00:02:27.489 --> 00:02:29.859 Obviously we all do, but you know what I'm saying? 00:02:30.609 --> 00:02:34.719 And there's a good reason why this is the common default. 00:02:34.779 --> 00:02:40.750 And forgive me if this is old news, I'm sure it is, but literally we're designed 00:02:40.750 --> 00:02:43.219 as humans to go with the flow and conform. 00:02:44.719 --> 00:02:49.340 So it's true that we're just designed to go with the flow. 00:02:50.140 --> 00:02:52.209 And do what we're supposed to do. 00:02:53.470 --> 00:02:55.329 And if we didn't then. 00:02:55.990 --> 00:02:58.060 We would be kicked out of the tribe. 00:02:58.540 --> 00:02:59.239 And die. 00:03:00.160 --> 00:03:02.019 And that's not fun. 00:03:02.049 --> 00:03:06.670 So we all just learn how, oh my gosh, somebody is just walking 00:03:06.670 --> 00:03:07.929 by with a cat in his hand. 00:03:09.010 --> 00:03:10.540 That's Okay. 00:03:11.529 --> 00:03:12.640 Obviously this. 00:03:13.269 --> 00:03:13.839 Weak. 00:03:14.350 --> 00:03:15.049 Oh, yeah. 00:03:15.670 --> 00:03:16.269 There it goes again. 00:03:16.750 --> 00:03:18.450 This week is a little bit like. 00:03:19.179 --> 00:03:22.120 The last one, where it was very punchy and things kept 00:03:22.120 --> 00:03:23.560 happening and also things kept. 00:03:24.279 --> 00:03:25.420 Happening this morning. 00:03:25.480 --> 00:03:25.950 There's lots of. 00:03:27.310 --> 00:03:30.700 Phone calls and people at the door and people walking by and. 00:03:31.390 --> 00:03:32.350 All sorts of noises. 00:03:32.350 --> 00:03:33.529 So we're just going to get through it 00:03:34.650 --> 00:03:35.640 What is the cost? 00:03:37.140 --> 00:03:39.850 Of being all of your truth. 00:03:40.709 --> 00:03:41.350 Embodied. 00:03:42.850 --> 00:03:47.859 It's my experience that given the choice, we would much rather have 00:03:47.859 --> 00:03:52.660 the freedom to be our authentic selves, but it comes with a cost. 00:03:53.350 --> 00:03:58.690 The price is not something that everybody wants to pay for, or even can. 00:04:00.100 --> 00:04:05.350 When we rely on others for our wellbeing, and pretty much everybody 00:04:05.350 --> 00:04:07.290 does to some degree, you know. 00:04:08.010 --> 00:04:14.790 It can be scary to put your needs to live an authentic life at the top of your list. 00:04:16.089 --> 00:04:19.570 Because what if you get fired or you don't get a raise because 00:04:19.570 --> 00:04:20.890 your boss doesn't really like you. 00:04:21.459 --> 00:04:27.070 Or you're self-employed and no one will buy my services or my products. 00:04:27.880 --> 00:04:30.850 And I would say yes, that is a real concern. 00:04:30.850 --> 00:04:31.190 And it's scary. 00:04:32.690 --> 00:04:38.570 So it comes down again to that thing that so often comes up, which 00:04:38.599 --> 00:04:41.360 is what is more uncomfortable. 00:04:42.860 --> 00:04:45.740 So that's my personal barometer for change. 00:04:45.800 --> 00:04:50.600 It allows me to get closer and closer to honing in on my true 00:04:50.600 --> 00:04:54.640 desires and it lets me do it in That keeps me from blowing up my life. 00:04:56.140 --> 00:05:01.880 And it allows me to rather slowly and steadily pivot. 00:05:02.410 --> 00:05:03.580 And refine. 00:05:04.150 --> 00:05:06.850 To be more in line with what I want. 00:05:08.350 --> 00:05:13.210 And if the answer is it's more uncomfortable to do that than 00:05:13.210 --> 00:05:15.409 to stay the way you Then maybe. 00:05:16.270 --> 00:05:21.970 You just aren't at the point where you're really ready to take those changes on. 00:05:23.930 --> 00:05:28.100 I feel like being a hollow version of yourself and keeping a job that 00:05:28.100 --> 00:05:29.690 doesn't appreciate the real you. 00:05:30.350 --> 00:05:33.620 Or maybe getting the forced opportunity. 00:05:34.280 --> 00:05:37.820 To find a better fit where you can be appreciated for the badass that 00:05:37.820 --> 00:05:40.550 you It seems like a better choice. 00:05:41.090 --> 00:05:44.330 And if you're an entrepreneur, I'd say the same thing applies. 00:05:45.590 --> 00:05:49.930 Would you rather phase out customers who are not ideal? 00:05:50.870 --> 00:05:53.570 And service a population that lights you up every day. 00:05:53.720 --> 00:05:54.380 I would. 00:05:55.460 --> 00:05:58.440 If every customer was your ideal match. 00:05:59.240 --> 00:05:59.940 Would it be worth it? 00:06:01.440 --> 00:06:02.640 It's things to think about. 00:06:03.180 --> 00:06:07.820 I'm not generally a time to blow up my life person. 00:06:09.320 --> 00:06:13.340 I am a more low and slow, intentional steady wins. 00:06:13.340 --> 00:06:15.870 The race approach type person. 00:06:17.370 --> 00:06:18.510 And this is because. 00:06:19.140 --> 00:06:22.890 Personally at this point in my life, I have two kids and I'm aware that I 00:06:22.890 --> 00:06:27.810 live in a capitalist society and we need to eat, so I'm very practical. 00:06:27.840 --> 00:06:28.980 Also I'm a Taurus. 00:06:29.040 --> 00:06:34.290 So it means that no matter how bonkers I am on the one hand, I'm 00:06:34.290 --> 00:06:35.760 still very practical on the other. 00:06:37.260 --> 00:06:41.520 But I think sweeping changes in your life can be good. 00:06:41.970 --> 00:06:44.520 They can, they can be scary, but good. 00:06:46.020 --> 00:06:50.820 So what happens when we deny ourselves the expression of our true nature? 00:06:51.900 --> 00:06:55.420 Do we feel the weight of self-sabotage. 00:06:56.550 --> 00:06:58.350 Um, probably not. 00:06:58.440 --> 00:07:02.920 And that's what makes this a dangerous risk to our potential bliss. 00:07:03.810 --> 00:07:07.420 Because if we continue to live with the good enough version of ourselves, 00:07:08.700 --> 00:07:10.920 Getting by in all the major categories. 00:07:11.820 --> 00:07:15.690 Then what will be the catalyst for change. 00:07:16.770 --> 00:07:20.720 What would make us sit up and take notice that we're not really in our full truth. 00:07:22.020 --> 00:07:24.820 The scary thing is probably nothing. 00:07:26.320 --> 00:07:31.420 And you may have a sneaking suspicion that something is off that you're 00:07:31.450 --> 00:07:34.760 just "not that happy" for some reason. 00:07:35.500 --> 00:07:39.960 But you may not be able to put your finger on it and figure out the reason why. 00:07:40.840 --> 00:07:43.360 So it begs the question. 00:07:44.530 --> 00:07:48.660 Am I living in my full, authentic self. 00:07:50.160 --> 00:07:50.640 Are you? 00:07:51.870 --> 00:07:54.510 In my quest for the HELL YES I AM. 00:07:55.050 --> 00:07:57.180 I've encountered a bit of a process. 00:07:57.630 --> 00:08:00.270 And we're all familiar with the basic premise. 00:08:01.560 --> 00:08:06.360 I needed to make space for the me that I wanted to It meant getting 00:08:06.360 --> 00:08:09.750 rid of some habits that didn't support the me that I wanted to be. 00:08:10.080 --> 00:08:14.850 That meant shedding behaviors that made me feel like I couldn't take up space. 00:08:15.870 --> 00:08:18.840 I can take up space and you can too. 00:08:20.340 --> 00:08:24.300 It meant realizing that the messages that I had assimilated 00:08:24.330 --> 00:08:27.660 about being too loud were bullshit. 00:08:28.350 --> 00:08:31.840 When we use our voice to express our needs and desires. 00:08:32.280 --> 00:08:34.040 We are connected to our power. 00:08:35.340 --> 00:08:37.260 But you know, who thinks you're too loud? 00:08:37.950 --> 00:08:42.210 Only the people who think that their voice is more important than yours. 00:08:43.320 --> 00:08:44.700 People that want to control you. 00:08:45.810 --> 00:08:51.150 And a good deal of those that fit the description happened to be partial 00:08:51.150 --> 00:08:53.490 to the importance of the male voice. 00:08:53.970 --> 00:08:58.740 Over that of the fem usually not always, but I've definitely 00:08:58.740 --> 00:08:59.640 noticed that to be true. 00:09:00.780 --> 00:09:04.830 I have either had, this is a digression, but you know, every 00:09:04.830 --> 00:09:07.240 single episode has At least one. 00:09:08.010 --> 00:09:11.250 Um, Every time I've experienced it. 00:09:12.090 --> 00:09:13.050 It has been. 00:09:13.830 --> 00:09:22.560 a man, trying to tell me that I'm too loud and it's because I was 00:09:22.560 --> 00:09:24.000 not going along with their plan. 00:09:25.260 --> 00:09:26.940 So, I don't know, think about that. 00:09:28.270 --> 00:09:29.680 Yeah, but I say screw that. 00:09:30.940 --> 00:09:36.580 I think balanced and connected men don't feel the need to quiet women 00:09:36.820 --> 00:09:41.620 or to quiet the oppressed, so you can put that in your pipe and smoke it. 00:09:42.550 --> 00:09:48.120 So mini rant is over, I'm a little punchy right now, so back to it, making space. 00:09:48.550 --> 00:09:53.020 Is so vital to having the room to bring in something new. 00:09:54.520 --> 00:10:00.670 When we make space, we allow for those new things to come in. 00:10:00.670 --> 00:10:03.850 In fact, We don't even really have to try. 00:10:04.150 --> 00:10:08.050 It's just that space is like a vacuum pulls the new in. 00:10:08.980 --> 00:10:12.550 So that can mean clearing out the people who make you feel 00:10:12.610 --> 00:10:14.330 too nervous to be yourself. 00:10:15.820 --> 00:10:20.560 And I hear from a lot of people who've grown into newer and more 00:10:20.560 --> 00:10:22.510 authentic versions of themselves. 00:10:23.260 --> 00:10:29.170 Who have friends from the past who think would judge them critically 00:10:29.200 --> 00:10:33.490 for who they've become, and they may be wrong or they may be right. 00:10:33.670 --> 00:10:37.870 The only way to know is to begin to show them that true you. 00:10:38.950 --> 00:10:40.870 It may take them a while. 00:10:41.860 --> 00:10:47.860 To come around to seeing that you're not a completely different person. 00:10:48.520 --> 00:10:52.000 Just a more fully realized version of yourself. 00:10:53.050 --> 00:10:58.430 It may make them feel threatened, and maybe you were right. 00:10:59.470 --> 00:11:03.230 Or perhaps it may make them feel inspired and brave. 00:11:04.730 --> 00:11:08.440 So that they can step into their own blossoming and blooming. 00:11:09.920 --> 00:11:15.350 You may be modeling this gift of your new true self and become an 00:11:15.380 --> 00:11:17.240 inspiration for them to do the same. 00:11:18.740 --> 00:11:22.880 Either way, this outcome is beautiful and perfect. 00:11:24.110 --> 00:11:28.460 On the one hand you step even more firmly into being the brave, 00:11:28.490 --> 00:11:33.090 bold, beautiful you that you've inspired others to do the same. 00:11:34.590 --> 00:11:39.000 Or you've given the people in your life the opportunity to show you that they do 00:11:39.000 --> 00:11:40.830 not have your best interests at heart. 00:11:40.950 --> 00:11:44.880 And they're more concerned with the idea of who they think 00:11:44.880 --> 00:11:48.480 you are then your true you. 00:11:49.980 --> 00:11:55.470 And I'm under no false illusion that this is a hundred percent easy. 00:11:55.470 --> 00:11:59.100 I know it isn't, because I have been there, but personally I would 00:11:59.100 --> 00:12:04.230 rather not be actively involved in a relationship, whether that's a friendship 00:12:04.230 --> 00:12:11.080 or romantic relationship or , I know family's family, but you don't have 00:12:11.080 --> 00:12:17.350 to interact with family members that are dragging you down all the time. 00:12:17.410 --> 00:12:22.090 You can put up boundaries where they know that that kind of behavior is not welcome. 00:12:22.240 --> 00:12:28.750 And a little bit of a digression but I think that you can't be involved in a 00:12:28.750 --> 00:12:30.670 relationship that makes you feel that way. 00:12:31.360 --> 00:12:37.000 If they don't like the true me for who I am and who I'm growing into, 00:12:37.600 --> 00:12:39.480 to me, that's good information. 00:12:40.630 --> 00:12:46.660 In my estimation, that is the most important information because they are 00:12:46.660 --> 00:12:54.990 showing you how they feel about you and how they feel about allowing you to be 00:12:54.990 --> 00:13:01.520 your most happy you or preferring their own comfort about who they think you are. 00:13:02.420 --> 00:13:06.530 I have faith in you to live the life, the way that you want to. 00:13:07.310 --> 00:13:12.560 And I came up with some ideas for pondering while you lay under a tree. 00:13:13.820 --> 00:13:16.430 Or you can use them as a journal prompts. 00:13:16.910 --> 00:13:17.360 Are you ready? 00:13:18.260 --> 00:13:25.400 What one thing you can you do to feel more in alignment with your authentic self? 00:13:26.900 --> 00:13:33.740 My process is to know who that is, so that is the most important step. 00:13:34.130 --> 00:13:39.770 Because you have to be really clear on what that version of 00:13:39.770 --> 00:13:42.410 you is, and also what it's not. 00:13:43.910 --> 00:13:45.110 Who do I want to be? 00:13:45.860 --> 00:13:48.110 And how do I want to run my life? 00:13:49.610 --> 00:13:50.960 What things are important? 00:13:52.460 --> 00:13:54.230 What needs to be shed? 00:13:55.610 --> 00:14:01.610 In order to get in touch with that best version of yourself? 00:14:02.660 --> 00:14:04.730 What feels true to others about you? 00:14:05.840 --> 00:14:10.180 But does not feel authentic to the newest reboot of you? 00:14:11.600 --> 00:14:16.740 What triggering things keep popping up to give you the opportunity to dive deeper. 00:14:18.050 --> 00:14:23.990 And so you may That you keep having the same kind of opportunities coming to 00:14:23.990 --> 00:14:26.440 you, over and over again about either. 00:14:27.940 --> 00:14:32.560 Like I said, triggering situations or just annoying and irritating life 00:14:32.560 --> 00:14:38.560 situations and I feel like these are something that you can use as 00:14:38.560 --> 00:14:42.400 a portal to deeper investigation. 00:14:42.970 --> 00:14:45.340 And again, this is a very much an opportunity for you 00:14:45.340 --> 00:14:47.320 to isolate those patterns. 00:14:47.980 --> 00:14:49.500 That you can then decode. 00:14:50.410 --> 00:14:52.420 Because if you can get to the bottom. 00:14:53.200 --> 00:14:58.780 Of what these lessons are trying to teach you, then you can call it good enough. 00:14:58.810 --> 00:15:04.060 And the universe will stop giving you that same thing and give you 00:15:04.060 --> 00:15:07.100 some fun, new task to master. 00:15:07.850 --> 00:15:12.530 When we decode all that old programming and delete the stuff 00:15:12.590 --> 00:15:17.270 that's just not relevant anymore and this is like going to be like a 00:15:17.270 --> 00:15:20.780 big, huge technology computer thing. 00:15:22.280 --> 00:15:22.760 What is that called? 00:15:22.760 --> 00:15:24.760 I see my brain's not working. 00:15:25.490 --> 00:15:26.160 A metaphor. 00:15:27.050 --> 00:15:30.350 This is going to be a very like the matrix metaphor. 00:15:31.730 --> 00:15:37.460 You don't have to delete the hard drive completely but you do have to make updates 00:15:37.490 --> 00:15:40.220 and do patches and remove all the bugs. 00:15:41.370 --> 00:15:47.190 I don't feel it's helpful to delete everything, especially, because that 00:15:47.190 --> 00:15:51.690 is denying where you came from in this journey that you have been on. 00:15:52.380 --> 00:15:57.480 But to me it's more about updating that outdated technology. 00:15:57.480 --> 00:16:01.470 So you don't have to bring it with you every I still personally 00:16:01.470 --> 00:16:07.590 have some old cameras and I have I think my old sidekick somewhere. 00:16:08.760 --> 00:16:13.260 Probably you're too young to konw what that is, but I left having a sidekick. 00:16:13.740 --> 00:16:18.630 Because I could type on it without having to look and that's probably good. 00:16:18.630 --> 00:16:20.820 I didn't have that any more because I would. 00:16:21.390 --> 00:16:24.450 Answer messages at stop signs and stuff anyway. 00:16:24.870 --> 00:16:30.030 If you make an update to the technology. 00:16:30.990 --> 00:16:34.680 Then you're just bringing what you need with you, which really is like helping 00:16:34.680 --> 00:16:42.250 you to run your life and you can just put all that old stuff in a box on a shelf. 00:16:43.750 --> 00:16:45.010 I think you'll be a lot better off. 00:16:46.270 --> 00:16:48.700 So this was a very, very short one. 00:16:48.730 --> 00:16:54.500 I do have to say, mainly it's because I want to go garden and be. 00:16:56.000 --> 00:16:59.120 In touch with My Green Witch stuff outside, even though it's hot, I'm 00:16:59.120 --> 00:17:03.110 just really feeling the need to do it, so I would love to hear from 00:17:03.110 --> 00:17:08.930 you, and I would love to know what's going on with you and whether or not. 00:17:09.530 --> 00:17:13.250 You are going to do any of those journal prompts, whether or not 00:17:13.250 --> 00:17:14.810 you feel like you are already in. 00:17:15.140 --> 00:17:17.870 A hundred percent, your best authentic self, et cetera. 00:17:18.830 --> 00:17:19.880 And the. 00:17:20.570 --> 00:17:24.270 She who is seeking hotline is area code 6, 5, 7. 00:17:25.190 --> 00:17:25.770 3 3, 3. 00:17:26.720 --> 00:17:29.270 4 6, 4, 0. 00:17:30.770 --> 00:17:31.250 Actually. 00:17:32.720 --> 00:17:33.490 That doesn't sound right. 00:17:34.070 --> 00:17:34.610 Is that right? 00:17:36.110 --> 00:17:36.640 It must be right. 00:17:37.280 --> 00:17:41.600 That'd be funny if I wasn't, in fact, I'm going to check But 00:17:41.600 --> 00:17:43.010 while I'm double-checking that. 00:17:43.590 --> 00:17:50.340 I would like to also remind you that you can find me over at @SheWhoIsSeeking on 00:17:50.340 --> 00:17:55.390 Instagram and also SheWhoIsSeeking.com. 00:17:55.620 --> 00:17:56.860 So you could find me in all those places. 00:17:57.840 --> 00:18:04.100 And the beautiful song, as always is, called Snake River, 00:18:04.860 --> 00:18:06.500 and it's by Siren And The Sea. 00:18:08.000 --> 00:18:12.490 And I'm, double-checking and, I knew it wasn't right. 00:18:13.580 --> 00:18:13.880 Okay. 00:18:14.540 --> 00:18:14.900 It's. 00:18:15.740 --> 00:18:16.880 6 5 7. 00:18:17.510 --> 00:18:19.090 3 3, 5. 00:18:19.820 --> 00:18:22.310 4 6, 4, 0. 00:18:23.450 --> 00:18:24.290 Oh, my gosh. 00:18:24.380 --> 00:18:27.490 I think I've been saying it wrong the past two episodes. 00:18:28.880 --> 00:18:31.250 Oh, no, that's funny. 00:18:31.370 --> 00:18:31.910 Oh my gosh. 00:18:31.970 --> 00:18:32.270 Okay. 00:18:33.530 --> 00:18:37.390 So actually that would explain some stuff. 00:18:38.890 --> 00:18:40.240 I'm not sure if I did it right around. 00:18:40.570 --> 00:18:41.320 I'm going to have to go look. 00:18:41.890 --> 00:18:44.260 Um, but I can't thank you enough for listening. 00:18:44.590 --> 00:18:50.100 And hopefully I like kept you company, on the way to go get your Cute little 00:18:50.100 --> 00:18:58.920 coffee shop place coffee, or to go take a hike or whatever it was. 00:18:58.980 --> 00:18:59.850 I'd love to know. 00:18:59.880 --> 00:19:01.220 Like where are you listening? 00:19:01.680 --> 00:19:02.130 That'd be fun. 00:19:02.640 --> 00:19:04.590 Um, Yeah. 00:19:04.680 --> 00:19:07.860 So please stay in touch with your magic. 00:19:08.460 --> 00:19:15.546 Until next time And I hope you do something amazing that feels fulfilling. 00:19:16.056 --> 00:19:20.756 And in chanting every single day, because you deserve to live a life that feels. 00:19:21.636 --> 00:19:24.156 Sweet and spacious and magical. 00:19:25.356 --> 00:19:27.306 And I'm sending you so much less. 00:19:28.056 --> 00:19:30.456 And once again, that phone number is. 00:19:31.836 --> 00:19:33.666 Area code 6, 5, 7. 00:19:34.596 --> 00:19:36.666 3 3, 5. 00:19:37.206 --> 00:19:39.546 4 6, 4, 0. 00:19:41.046 --> 00:19:41.976 Which is. 00:19:43.086 --> 00:19:43.776 It's spelled out. 00:19:43.866 --> 00:19:44.276 Okay. 00:19:45.036 --> 00:19:46.676 Seeking zero. 00:19:47.316 --> 00:19:47.776 So if people. 00:19:48.996 --> 00:19:54.096 The people who did call, like they went by that and not the number that I said, 00:19:54.306 --> 00:19:56.016 apparently because I'm a ding dong. 00:19:56.826 --> 00:19:58.676 Love you talk to you next time. 00:20:00.176 --> 00:20:02.786 Go do gardening or take a walk or do something. 00:20:03.476 --> 00:20:03.776 Okay. 00:20:04.076 --> 00:20:04.406 Ah, 00:20:07.056 --> 00:20:07.566 Okay. 00:20:07.596 --> 00:20:11.676 So my friend Corri got here and I was playing the part. 00:20:12.276 --> 00:20:13.976 My phone number was wrong. 00:20:14.316 --> 00:20:17.136 Um, the past two episodes and we had a good laugh and we 00:20:17.136 --> 00:20:18.096 thought it was really funny. 00:20:18.366 --> 00:20:24.336 And Corri reminded me that there's like six planets in retrograde right now! 00:20:24.876 --> 00:20:26.246 Corri what do you have to say about that? 00:20:26.246 --> 00:20:30.276 Corri Answering: Uh, no one can communicate right now. 00:20:30.426 --> 00:20:31.536 Mercury. 00:20:31.536 --> 00:20:37.746 It's a rough Retrograde and Uranus, Uranus is in Retrograde is also going 00:20:37.746 --> 00:20:42.816 to be very affecting, so no blame can be put on you, it's the stars. 00:20:45.036 --> 00:20:45.486 Okay. 00:20:45.546 --> 00:20:46.416 You heard it here. 00:20:46.506 --> 00:20:47.176 It's the stars. 00:20:47.736 --> 00:20:48.546 It's not me.