When You Don’t Feel a Thing

Just because you don’t feel something, it doesn’t mean it’s not there. In this episode, the Alter Rebbe speaks to those silent moments of Elul when the soul feels numb, disconnected, or uncertain. But the King is still in the field. Even when emotion is absent, presence remains. The Alter Rebbe reminds us: real connection isn’t always loud. Sometimes, it’s precisely in the quiet that the deepest meeting happens.

What is Alter Rebbe | Ani Ledodi?

This six-part series journeys deep into the heart of Elul through the lens of the Alter Rebbe’s foundational Ma’amar Ani Ledodi. Explore the origin and inner meaning of the phrase “The King is in the Field,” revealing how Elul is not just a time of fear or introspection, but of divine intimacy, mercy, and radical closeness. With Chassidic depth and personal honesty, each episode opens a window into the soul’s yearning and the profound truth that even when we feel distant, Hashem is nearer than we think.