well hello All You Beautiful
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People you know what time it
is ladies and gents Guys and Dolls and
everyone in
between gather around get you something
real nice to sip on and comfy to slip
on cuz it's time for smut Club here's
your hosts Chelsey and
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Hannah podcast initiated like a genie
and on that note hey everybody Welcome
to smut club I'm Hannah and I am Chelsea
and this is the podcast where we
sometimes Day drink sometimes don't and
review trashy romance novels we're two
licensed therapists and we used to
bother our co-workers because we just
sit on work links and talk about these
books all and then one of them was like
that girl just took four dicks this is
what you guys are talking about on the
worklink and I was like oh God yeah who
maybe we should find another Outlet
that's a little bit better and we did
and alas here we are we did yes so
today we are reviewing I think not not
is k n o t by Sinclair Kelly this is the
first book that we are reviewing that is
like an Omega verse B
and I have some omega verse questions
cuz I'm not really I don't know a lot
about the Omega verse I have some
Anatomy questions we're going to get to
at some point I've read some omega verse
like I've read a few yeah but I still
don't know that I have the answers but
we'll explore together I'm just going to
tell you now I don't think you have the
answers and that's not anything about
you as a person I think I just realized
my questions are are very
specific um but you do have answers to a
lot of other questions I do yeah I have
a lot of useless stuff up here that
makes me fun at parties and good at
trivia and that's about it yeah I think
um my co-workers have started to realize
I the only trivia that I know far too
much of is just like movies pop like
actors I am unfortunately that person
that you'll like
I was watching a movie with my husband
that came on I was like oh that dude
played a rapist on season 3 of Veronica
Mars I do the same thing and Vance was
like and I'm sure that's what he loves
to be known
for he hasn't grown at all in his career
he's in a new movie no he's still
forever going to be that guy this show
that dropped 20 years ago oh my God has
it really been 20 years close too wasn't
it like oh oh four yeah probably
probably okay but Veronica Mars is not
in the Omega verse I do have a lot of
strong opinions about Veronica Mars as
well I know you do
yeah not in a bad way but I know you do
it's true yeah listen I'm just a fan of
the franchise which I appreciate yeah
yeah we all need people to back us and
rep us so this is a Veronica Mars piece
of trivia that is useless and I doubt
anyone would ever ask because I don't
remember which season it was I don't
remember at all but I do remember that
on one season of America's Next Top
Model they had of the prize Naima thank
you yes I knew it was Naima but I didn't
know which season where the prize was to
be a receptionist and have one line
on there were two that one wasn't Naima
that one was a front desk girl Naima
played the school teacher in the bus
crap so who was the it doesn't matter it
I don't remember her name I do there
were two
prizes that's right there were two there
were two prizes back in the Heyday of
America's Next Top Model okay true story
this was back um like I was in Middle
School High School Wednesday night youth
group sort of energy and this was also
back before on demand TV you had to DVR
something if you were not going to be
there to watch it and DVR was still
probably fairly new and everybody had it
EXA
yeah so my sister and I start passing
notes to each other during the lesson at
youth grouping like did you set the DVR
for America's Next Stop model she's like
no did you set it and I was like I don't
know if I did and we like both look at
each other and without we just like went
one two three like showed our fingers
got up ran out of the youth group and
drove home to make sure it was set to
record and I would like to formally
apologize to Dave who was speaking that
night cuz it had nothing to do with you
bless Dave but honestly I respect that
energy so
much America TCH stop model really felt
that important like did it did yeah
which is also wild to look back at the
things that they would do to alter their
appearances oh I know I saw a tweet the
other day that said um if you were a
pre-teen teen watching America's Next
Top Model you may be entitled to
Financial compens
ation didn't they put a gap in a girl's
teeth
once they might have I know there was
one that had a gap that they refused to
fix like she asked them to and they said
no um maybe that's what I'm thinking
there were a few girls that like they
shaved their heads and they didn't want
that and stuff like that it's
icky and there was like no consent it
was literally it was like if you do not
agree to this you clearly don't want to
be a model you can't be in the
industry if you don't let us shave your
head and bleach it and then after once
they would they' be like do you see how
much more Fierce you look and I'm like I
don't Fierce is not the word I would use
but it's just me no and my sister who's
a hair stylist tried to convince me to
like go pixie for a very very long time
and then I realized I think the problem
is I don't wear a lot of makeup I don't
wear a lot of jewelry I don't do a lot
of things to like
J yeah
t and I was like I I really don't think
this is going to land how you think it's
going to land because I'm the one who's
going to have to like suddenly start
wearing a full face of makeup every day
and I don't want you to shave my head or
give me a like that tight of a pixie
enough that I'm willing to start wearing
more makeup every day unless you're also
going to teach me how to wear more
makeup because I'm not I know not
skilled enough I know what what I know
I understand my own scope and with that
the Omega verse is is a VIN diagram I
would say of scope like there's a little
bit in there there's a little bit
overlap between my knowledge and the
Omega verse but it is not a
circle not a
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circle sorry I'm just saying yeah I
okay okay we can get yourself together
Chelsea you're good so prologue we're
starting two years ago we meet Bexley
she is
the Vexy Bexley beex b e x l e y I don't
know if that's better or worse carry on
Bexley I feel like it's better Vexy Vexy
or
Bexley beex is a better nickname than
Vex I think so
well I'm not going to get stuck on it no
vex feels like you're getting a far more
Sinister character yes that's true
Beckle feels like you're getting like a
little more innocence with it yeah like
fun quirky just and I really like Bexley
okay um there are like some moments that
like she annoys me as happen in most
books but like thoroughly I enjoyed her
but we start two years ago and um Bexley
is sitting with her best friend ardan
ardan um was mated had a pack um with
three alphas and had a son they had
taken their son to the movies to have to
give her a little mommy day and died in
a car accident oh no yes and Bexley
watching ardan go through the pain of
losing her mates of losing her like just
really reinforced like she's like I
don't care that I'm an Omega MH I don't
want to be claimed this ain't it's not
really worth the pain that I'm seeing
can happen with with it um and so that's
where 2 years ago we start so as this
book starts
um we have Bexley and ardan obviously
and they have really taken the the pain
and Trauma that ardan was going through
and we're trying to give her an outlet
so they started what it it's it's on
pack chat which is essentially Tik Tok
or Instagram they're posting reals
they're po like is what they're doing um
and so she is an Omega influencer now
and her Channel's called like the
omega's guide and so it's very uh
Forward Thinking in the Omega community
and is very like you don't have to give
into your designation like you can you
can live whatever life you want and just
kind of giving people that freedom and
they have become very very popular they
have like 20
million viewers wow subscribers however
people who follow
them um but whenever
Bexley is posting a video and posting
new
content within 30 minutes it's getting
dueted by this pack uh and their name is
Ryden Alpha and they're these guys and
she's like they're just these like
[ __ ] like country good old boys that
are just
like trolling all of her content but
their whole thing is they're like we
want to Omega like what's so great about
like being inde like look at all you
could have if you decide to like give
into your Des is kind of their like
energy yeah yeah um and so that pack as
you've probably guessed is where we're
we're going to be ending up and so in
the videos um you have
crew
axon Axton is actually a beta okay but
he's mated to Shaw who's an alpha okay
okay so the I'm I'm sorry the alphas
crew Shaw Hawk
okay and then axon is the beta who is
with sha got it okay yes um and they've
all like been together for years and
years and years so they've been
searching for their Omega that's going
to like complete their pack for a long
time yes they very much want that that
missing piece um there is we'll we'll
meet a character in a little bit that
was a female that had previously been
engaging with their pack and all that
good
stuff so we're g to switch to axton's
perspective we're gon to switch
perspectives a lot throughout sometimes
it matters sometimes it really [ __ ]
doesn't if I'm being honest I like it
when it switches a lot though because I
feel like it keeps it fresh like I just
finished a book where it was just her
point of view it was um signs of
cupidity oh yeah oh yeah um and I really
enjoyed the story but it was all her
point of view and it got stale towards
the end well and so I didn't go right
into the next one I'm sure I'll pick the
series back up but it's funny that you
say that cuz I was just reading a Megan
Quinn book and got super annoyed because
like the first chapter it starts it has
the female leads name every chapter is
the main character there is one chapter
no that is the other love interest I was
like why are you putting her name at the
start of like we get it it it's m like I
understand like you made me think it was
not going to be this and so I keep like
and I know that there are some books
where
you might have several chapters before
you switch points of view right so I
think that's what I was anticipating and
I'm like well I'm [ __ ] 30 chapters
deep and we're still on home girl why
did we even bother putting her name at
the start of each
chapter that would irritate me a lot
yeah just to have the one chapter for
the other for the dude I'll even like
skip ahead sometime so I can see like
when the next perspective change comes
and I well I really appreciate when I'm
on my Kindle and they have it linked to
chapter so be like chapter chapter one
Bexley chapter 2 axon I'm like yes thank
you this
helps we are the same I was about to say
yep yep probably the fact that we are
born a day apart a day apart and in very
close geographical proximity as
well it's so [ __ ] wild when I think
I'm like what are the chances we've L
very parallel lives for only like
meeting when we were like 30 yeah we
have yeah so wild okay so we're
switching to Axton um he is just
incessantly watching bexley's videos and
they're all like checking just like oh
like did she respond but like also like
they're they're very intubating her even
if she is their enemy right if you will
for them it's like a fun flirty thing
yeah like they're getting off on it a
little bit I think a little bit like I
think like they are frustrated with her
at this point and it like has built and
grown but I also think they're all into
her and they did start their channel to
try and find an Omega and try and be
like look at all we have to offer um
then maybe don't call your channel ride
an
alpha why why wouldn't you change they
they're making their needs
known well I'm
saying as discussed with our
conversation before we started recording
with couple to thruple there's a
difference between a
casual people who are looking for an
actual person to join them versus
looking for a good time right and Ry in
Alpha to me says good time Bros not like
yeah I'll say every single username that
they mention in this entire book
everyone is witty everyone has like a
I'm like kudos to Sinclair Kelly for
really having that wit but I'm like
let's be real most of the time it's like
Chelsea fight 70 3 is the username like
they're not all that great they're not
but to their credit they have also built
a huge following and a huge audience and
this is kind of their livelihood as well
and I don't think they have quite as
many followers but they're like close
behind Bexley in that regard um but also
whenever they kind of like post these
taunting and baiting responses she has a
very large fan base who would like they
get some backlash for it right so
they're like okay well like maybe like
we should like start adjusting and
shifting so there is
um a convention coming up it's like pack
chat it's like an influencer convention
and so oh there's a other person not
formally pack axon has a twin brother
Camden Camden his designation is not
clear it has never fully presented so
he's just kind of been living in this
like unknown space and so like he's
never really joined the pack yeah but
like he and Hawk have always like had a
flirty thing yeah like everyone can tell
that like there's something between them
but they've never pursued it or or
anything like that he just kind of lives
like on the fringes of the pack but it's
still close with him because his twin
brother is in there right got it so
Camden comes in and he's like hey guys I
have an idea since we're doing the
keynote at this like influencer
convention situation why don't we invite
Bexley to to join us and like sign of
Goodwill it's also great for Num like
lots of positives right like let's see
if she she takes the bait and takes the
invitation do you have any questions
thus far I feel like I'm just doing all
setup so there's like no real questions
I'm tracking all the
way that's great because sometimes I'm
like am I communicating as clearly as I
think and right now I did feel like I
was communicating clearly you were doing
a great job and still are thank you for
checking in
okay I felt the therapist
voice in the other day I was talking to
somebody and I heard it and I was like
oh I don't like
it wait what somebody was I was very
irritated with someone and I slipped
into therapist voice because I was
trying to be professional and not like
take out my earrings about it and I
heard it and I was like GH but that was
my only like defense against just like
full so one of my favorite things about
Hannah is when she gets pissed off and
just like start sounding off about it
and I also want to note when we worked
together we worked for a nationwide
company like there are like
locations in 40 plus States and we would
be assisting people who lived in all of
these these states and all of these
employees and I just remember being on
links with Hannah and she's like Chelsea
you want to get in the car and go to
Colorado they're going to catch these
hands I'm like okay slow your roll we'll
probably calm down before we make it to
up on the way like we both live in
Georgia we got this we're going to
Colorado the number of times that Hannah
was like they're going to catch these
hands I was like okay sit
down as you sit in North
Georgia in your husband's boxers in an
oversized t-shirt you're like we're
really going
to we're really intimidating I get spicy
sometimes yeah I I got spicy on Thursday
at work and I like FaceTime my husband
and I was like can I send this
email and it's so interesting because my
husband goes respectfully Chelsea your
email's not that spicy you only think
it's spicy because you're a woman if a
man in the corporate world were to send
that email they would not think twice
about it like you are being direct you
are setting a like boundary in clear
communication and then I talked to two
of my female co-workers and they're like
ooh the spice's hat today and I'm like
oh is it my
bad I get it I literally typed an email
that I was like per the CEO's email
below because somebody asked a very
stupid question and then I like deleted
it yes thank you so much for
checking it's on the same chain just
scroll
down but you know what I'm going to call
that growth thank you I've been trying
yeah you weren't like I'm going to take
my earrings out over this [ __ ] you're
just like oh great clarifying question
yes that is what we're doing which is
even better because my ears aren't even
pierced but I say that [ __ ] all the
time I never even realized that oh my
God you've been saying that for years
and you don't have pierced
Years anyway okay so we're going to be
in this book yeah Forever at the
convention we're not quite at the
convention yet but to but to get us to
the convention we switch back to Bexley
like and ardan's like Do It Go like yeah
let's see they're going to bring their
two friends who are betas um as backup
Jackson and lock um and while
Beckley ardan Jackson and lock are not
pack they kind of operate as such they
are best friends and they don't really
have anyone else they are each other's
family and Community but they they're
like okay well like you could go but
like should you like try using a scent
blocker or something and like bexley's
like remember the last time I tried to
use a scent blocker and I had an
allergic reaction like no let's not risk
it CU it would look worse if she pulled
out because she was sick and then they
were like oh she's sick right yeah like
just all of those sorts of thoughts and
so now but now we're going to switch to
uh the
username hash one number one Bexley fan
is yes so that is the uh point of view
we get that's not pack or Bexley it is
her stalker I was going to say sounds
like a stalker we love a good stalker
book we love a stalker Trope we do we
we do when JS Scott does I was about to
say if they are the dearest stalker
perhaps that's the reason just because
we we love JS Scott even while we hate
to read it [ __ ]
Jan Jan we miss you we love you I'll
find one to review of you soon it's been
a moment to say yeah we may have to
revisit Jan yes um so we switch to the
stalker who's like he sees that they've
they've posted a video inviting her to
join them
and so he's just like refreshing her
page every like 2 minutes being like is
she is she going is like what's what's
the plan is she going to accept their
invite um and as soon as he sees that
she accepts their request he's like oh
okay I'm going to like buy a ticket to
go to the convention and uh to save her
from them oh yeah sure she needs saving
obviously you get it yeah she's really
struggling so now we are at the
convention and we're at the Green Green
Room her friends are telling her to stay
put there like there are so many scents
it is very like lots of alphas just like
super overwhelming yes um and we also
kind of learned like while Bexley is a
very successful Channel she stays pretty
isolated um and like she even talks to
ardan about like her former Heats how
like she's just kind of denied them um
which isn't great biologically for that
doesn't sound healthy and safe yes um
and so I think that's also why they
wanted her to stay the room they're like
you've denied your last several Heats
which like isn't really healthy the
smells are going to be even more potent
and overwhelming for you and so just
stay back
here and even like it's either Jackson
or lock I don't remember which one but
one of them's like oh yeah like one of
them like put you might put you into an
early heat and she's like shut the [ __ ]
up like this is ridiculous right so
there's a knock on the door um and when
I opened she's like axen and he's like
I'm Camden and she's like oh didn't know
that there was a twin here so Camden was
is coming with the mic to clip her and
get her all set up and as soon as she
walks in he's like she's like he smells
incredible he has like this like Alpha
scent wafting off of him and they just
like it's just them in the room at this
point and they just like start making
out very intense make out session nice
but like Camden's into it but is also
like what is happening I've never had a
designation before right
and it's just a a little confused within
that so either one of bexley's friends
returns doesn't really matter who let's
be honest right right and Cameron's like
okay I don't I'm I'm gonna leave now
anyway you're miked up congratulations
bye just just put it on your shirt
here's the Mike you can do this
right um and then one of them also comes
in with a giant bouquet of pink roses
which are bexley's favorite with a note
that says I'm here for you love your
number one Bexley fan yikes yeah not
ideal we are now going to switch back to
Camden Camden walks into the dude's
green room and all the guys are like
where have you been for a minute but
then all of them suddenly smell her
apparently she smells like sugar cookies
all veryy into the cookie smell at one
point they're like smells like [ __ ]
snicker doodles like yeah she has a
strong sugar cookie odor about her that
is her sent
as an
Omega okay in one of the motorcycle
romances I read recently there was a
strip club called cookies and one of the
girls just continuously referred to her
lady bits as cookie and so now it tracks
I mean it's very I thought of that yeah
the entire time that they were like her
sugar cookie I'm like oh heo not her
scent yeah I felt the same
H strip clubs I just love the names of
random ones it's always fascinating in
the same book there was another strip
club called The Glass Slipper that was
oh less classy
apparently there's no telling the glass
slipper was less classy than cookie than
cookie yeah if I'm remembering right
probably both still classier than the
one we've talked about by my parents
house before called the fuzzy hole heyo
shout out
I would probably rather go to a place
called The Glass Slipper than the fuzzy
hole if I'm going on name
alone right so all of the dudes like get
a whiff of Camden and are like oh my God
like this this is a great smell that is
on you and then he Al he's also like
yeah I kissed her and they're like wait
like what the [ __ ] and then like crew is
like why did you kiss our number one
enemy and Camden just like growls at him
and all of them are
like this isn't the normal you this is
what is this like Alpha so she like woke
up his designation basically yes but
then Camden internally is like my
designation feels fluid like like he can
like step into that but is not
necessarily full Alpha interesting okay
um because you can also see like Hawk's
a little disappointed when he like finds
out that like he's like oh well he's an
alpha and I'm an alpha so that like
that'll never work
yeah
um what else happens there oh crew just
is trying to be like okay everyone don't
forget she is off limits like we're here
we're like this is a business
Arrangement we're trying to make this
happen pants on yeah and he's like get
everyone's [ __ ] together she is off
limits and the enemy so is he like the
deao leader yeah a little bit um but
Camden's like they are all idiots they
all just like were obsessed with her
scent on me he's like I'm pursuing this
regardless like let those schols do what
they want I'm not in their pack I'm
pursuing
Bexley so switching to Cruz perspective
now they get on stage and he's like
still in his head like yeah like this is
for business and like got to hold these
boundaries and like blah blah blah blah
blah and then as they're walking on on
stage Bexley like trips and falls into
his arms and it's like instant
connection and I think that's the best
and worst part about the few Omega verse
books I've read is they're just like and
I smelled their scent and we've been
together ever since it's like immediate
install lust everywhere yes yeah like
there there's no conversations there's
no like getting to know each other
they're just they I mean I guess
essentially it's like your Bas nature
called to my B nature right right but
who you are as a person take it or leave
it like right yeah yeah well and so that
is something that like as crew is kind
of having this monologue um he is
thinking back on an ex named Katarina
that there had been like a really bad
breakup with and like he hasn't really
considered potentially bringing anyone
in um to their pack since everything
kind of went sideways with
Katarina right yeah yeah so there's that
bexley's now on the stage and the way
it's set up they have like two guys on
one side of her two guys on the other
she's kind of in the middle and but they
did put um axon as the beta next to her
to be like cool he will be able yes he's
safer he's level like if something goes
ay he will be able to make sure she is
okay through all of this um but as they
are all getting on stage and kind of
meeting they are
all very much like feeling that Bas
nature base Instinct connection you will
feeling all that attraction
yes and so we actually switched to
Shaw's perspective and um just as she's
answering interview questions he's like
yeah like maybe she's not really who we
thought she was and there's like more to
her than we realized and she's like
beautiful and funny and engaging and
like strong and passionate and just very
into everything that they are seeing of
her plus her sugar cookie
scent doesn't hurt so like before they
thought she was like a like an
airheaded
like I think a little more like
materialistic full of herself yeah um a
little more vain um because while she
doesn't go into detail she like does
kind of give a little bit of like
explanation of like watch like some
friends go through some incredibly hard
things and like this channel gave us a
chance to laugh again and like just kind
of those sorts of answers um but Shaw
can also tell like she she got when she
got asked those questions and his
immediate like instinct is like go and
soothe her and calm her and he's like
she's not my Omega like she does not
belong to me I might be like super into
her but okay I'm just going to like keep
sitting here while we keep this
interview going so switched to bexley's
perspective as she's sitting there she's
realizing their scents are not just
overwhelming they did indeed trigger a
heat and so she's sitting on Stage B my
heat is starting oh my God oh my God oh
my God like what the [ __ ] like I'm [ __ ]
[ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] [ __ ] I'm sitting on
a stage in front of hundreds of people
next to these many of whom are likely
Alphas this is not like surrounded by
yeah like all of this is a bad
situation and axon like oh she's like
I'm perfuming everywhere she's like
these dudes must be overwhelmed she's
like the fact that all of these dudes
are sitting on the stage and calmly
answering these questions when I know I
am like flooding this St fre soaking in
it yes and she's like I'm so I'm I don't
know what to do like my bad but Axton
sees like the stress and pressure and
he's like we're going to we're going to
get you off this stage yeah bless it and
so she he takes her right off and then
her friends are like okay we're going to
take you to the bathroom so you can like
have a little breather Camden tries to
come check on her and like they're like
you have Alpha fairmon coming off of you
you cannot get next to her man this
whole book is
so old
factory like yeah just scent I've read
Omega verse ones where they had like a
scent catalog where the Omega would go
and sniff like pieces of fabric or
something this is how you you'll you'll
know like the your
pack which and but I think that's one of
those things that like I mean kind of
like wolf shifters right like each
author their paranormal shifter universe
is a little different than someone else
cuz I feel like there are some
omegaverse books where they're like oh
this is your like forever partner then
they have other omegaverse books where
they're like you just are into the smell
yeah like you like their smile they
liked yours there's no like this is your
person and you only get one for the rest
of your life right yeah and this book to
me at least fell more in the second camp
in territory versus like the go through
this book and you'll find the smell that
lets you know this person true match yes
mhm is your soulmate and you're like oh
that is a lot of pressure on my
nose I will say I think I've told you
this before when I had covid the first
time and I lost my sense of smell for a
while for like a couple of months um at
one point I was giving my husband a hug
and I like burst into tears and he was
like baby what is wrong and I was like I
can't smell
you a he was like okay well maybe just
go to
sleep maybe we're just going to lay down
just go to sleep we're just going to lay
down it's going to be fine and I was
like okay well I've told you the story
before of like I I had a cold but like
didn't have PG and like still went to
work and Vance made the super spicy soup
and I couldn't I couldn't taste it yeah
and he like made me the soup and I just
have tears streaming down my face I was
like there's no taste just
fire it was the weirdest sensation like
that had never I also remember one time
my sister crying when she had been sick
because she was like what would make me
feel better a root beer float and then
she couldn't taste the root
be
oh you don't really realize how
important smell is until you don't have
it yeah you really don't but also at the
same time it is weird to like read a
book that's just so it's all smell
focused yeah on smell and everyone is
like has two things right it's like
one's like oh he's he smells like beach
sand and leather Pine it's always like
leather is always Sandalwood cigar yeah
yeah sweet tobacco I'm like okay yes and
they're like this one is these two I'm
like I cannot be expected to remember
six
dudes scent makeups no I'm not [ __ ]
them
like this is too much well I've even
sometimes been like I don't even know
what that smell is there was one book
that had like Juniper it was all about
she smelled like Juniper she smelled
like Juniper and I was like isn't that
Jin and then I was at the store and I
saw this like body wash that had Juniper
in it and I smelled it and I was like
that is the most medicinal smell on the
planet and that book is no longer
intriguing to me killed it she smells
like a hospital she smells like gin and
disinfectant what the [ __ ] I remember a
friend one time I was hanging out with
her and her husband and she's like oh my
God guys I saw the cutest little gin
making kit at TJ
Maxx and or like some place like that
and but I kind of paused and I was like
gin
making I'm like so is it just vodka and
Juniper like is that yeah cuz you don't
need to buy a special kit to make your
make your own also you could just buy
Jin just buy Jin how bad do you want it
I'm also not a gin person I like Jin
yeah I feel like it's a polarizing
alcohol it very much is cuz it's got
that like
florally thing underneath it that some
people are into and some people just
aren't I think there are certain floral
notes that I'm like super into and then
there are others that I'm like this is
like the shitty of like a cleaner mixed
with a perfume yeah well I feel that way
about lavender flavored things oh it
tastes like so okay
wait what did you think of that lavender
lemonade tea oh that was good though
because I think it was the lemon it was
the lemon I think it was the lemon no
actually I do agree cuz I like lavender
things but every now and then you get a
lavender thing that you're like this
isn't the right lavender right yeah this
is a little more or like rose sometimes
way too much for me yeah I think Rose is
one of those that like you don't need a
lot to go a very long way yes okay uh
Bexley is in the bathroom because she's
realizing her heat is starting and she's
trying to get a
breather um as she is in the bathroom
she looks up in the mirror there is a
hooded figure behind her there was an
entrance on the other side of the
bathroom that her friends did not know
was there um it is number one Bexley fan
sure sure hooded and being like you're
going to go with me e the easy way hard
way but I'm like here to save you kind
of energy and like pulls out a needle
and like starts trying to grab her and
take her out the other entrance and she
starts fighting back um the stalker is
not much bigger than her okay um and she
like rears back and like cracks her head
against their nose and is able to like
get away but as soon as she like runs
out the exit uh like all of the guys the
interview has ended they are all
offstage so she like crashes into Hawk's
arms and just like has a full breakdown
yeah yes she just went into heat on
stage in front of a bunch of people and
then was nearly kidnapped yeah was like
almost abducted yeah it's not a good day
no not at all and they're like seeing
the bruises start to like form like the
dude had like already backhanded her
like just one of one of those so we now
switch to Hawk's point of view and he's
feeling all kinds of protective rightly
so the guys all run into the bathroom to
check he he's run out the other exit Ard
feels horrible she's like I wouldn't
have told you to go into the bathroom
like I didn't know that there was
another entrance and beex is like no one
is blaming you um but they are all now
trying to figure out what to do because
Bexley is in heat and this conference
was like out in like Arizona or like
somewhere more out west and she lives in
Chicago with her friends the guys happen
to live like an hour and a half away
from where the convention is happening
and they were like okay like well can we
take her back to your hotel and they're
like no we checked out this morning
because today is actually bexley's
birthday and we were going to go to
Vegas tonight so like we don't have a
room and everything is booked and
there's no like heat suits available and
so it gets to the point where the guys
are like you can come back like we we'll
keep you safe you can come to our place
it's no problem at all and beex is like
are you sure there's also like they talk
about having to like register with
the I don't know like Omega Institute or
whatever whatever they called in that
one but yeah like the the parameters of
needing to like make it more official in
Camp's like I'll register it's no
problem like please come back and so
beex is like yep I'm this feels like the
most obvious logical solution and they
end up taking her back to their place
well not yet because she has to like
talk to the police and such um as they
all go to get in the cars ardan and
Jackson and lock all are in their car
and beex ends up with with all of these
guys because their sense they are
keeping her like I don't think cam will
let her off his lap at this point like
growling whenever she tries to leave
their eyesight sort of
energy and so she's like curled up in
Camden's lap
and finally heading out there but she's
also so [ __ ] horny in the seat that
she can't see straight and so Camden's
like okay like sit on my lap like we'll
like register and do everything we need
with the Omega convention whatever it is
um and she like starts straddling him
and like nuzzling her face against his
and like trying to make out with him and
he's like I'm really trying to fill out
this application I'm really trying to do
this form yeah but like to the point
that Shaw's like oh also Camden has
never been with anyone his designation
has never become evident Camden is a
virgin oh yes oh so like just wanted
that on radar as well because he is
stepping into new roles and he's like I
went from kind of being like the nerdy
behind the scenes guy to like now like
being an alpha and like challenging
people to like defend Bexley and just
feeling that difference right how did I
get here yes and so like he's like two
hours
ago I walked into hand this girl a mic
and here we are and now she is grinding
on me yes and so she's like I need need
a release like I need something and
Camden's sitting there as she stradling
and he's like I'm I've never and Shaw's
like
hey turn her around we we'll make sure
we we take the edge off right so she
Beckley and they're all in like a I
don't know how many passenger van but
they're in like a passenger van what
kind of vehicle is this yeah yeah not
like a like they say it's like a
multi-person passenger van with multiple
rows of seats but even at that like
I've written in a lot of those you can't
I mean I guess in a in like the newer
sprinters maybe you can stand but like
for the most part there's still not a
lot of room yeah clearance are like room
for movement and so they're like
okay turn Bexley around put her on her
on your lap and spread her so like Shaw
goes down on her and he's like Camden
play with her boobs and Kim's like okay
very into her could do that yeah he's
like I understand the assignment
so Shaw ends up getting on his knees and
he's like but I did appreciate that even
within her heat he did get consent oh
that is nice right and he's like I want
to make sure like you want this and at
this point she's like [ __ ] a
just take the edge off already man like
I am dying yes she's damn near
Delirious at this point and she ends up
like falling asleep on cam after she
comes and is like very com Ed and very
aroused by all of their smells and she
like kisses Cam and she's like it's a
down payment for
later okay she is in her heat Hannah we
don't need to be judgmental she's trying
her best well that's just a weird thing
to say but okay that's fine it didn't
feel as weird reading it as how I you
just like out on me I'm not going to
Sinclair you don't need to take the heat
for that one I apologize Chelsea says
I'll own that it was my delivery I'm not
doing a great job of
retelling no you are it's just that line
was like H like it felt sweeter in the
moment I got you yeah
okay for the record that that's on
me
um we switched to acent he
was enjoying the kiss is what I wrote I
don't actually know what that means who
is he kissing was he kissing someone was
it watching the kiss who can say there's
so many bodies to
remember um mhm they realize that they
are like they've now arrived at the
ranch and Cam's like okay I'm going to
go make her a snack so that she has some
food and axon can like tell she's
overwhelmed um and is like starting to
like give
her a tour and they're like hey Camden
why don't you stay the night with her
like just kind of helping give some
steps I think also because so like out
of it and like cam in like came in with
the snack and he's like hey do you want
to eat the snack here in this room that
we set up for you or do you want to eat
it in the living room and she's like I
don't I don't this is too overwhelming
yeah and so like asked him be like hey
why don't you eat the snack here and
then like just kind of trying to help
with like those things um but also this
whole Drive the whole day Axton and Shaw
are now like super reved yeah and so
they end up going at it but I also
appreciated there was like super sweet
communication where they were talking
about like bringing Bexley into their
relationship into the pack and like
being like hey like you know she's not a
replacement for you right like and just
like kind of those sweet yeah moments
and like conversations which I
appreciated mhm which cuz I mean I don't
know how much people feel like that
insecurity but I think just like having
a sharance in weird moments is always
nice yeah well I think anytime there's
poly situation there has to be that kind
of communication yes like checking in
with each other and not making
assumptions and all of that so it's nice
when a book does that cuz it often does
consistently throughout this book which
I really appreciate um like really
taking into account everyone's
individual experiences and where they're
at in the moment and just like kind of
acknowledging that before they move
forward instead of just I mean obviously
they jump in there's a lot of [ __ ]
right sure sure but at the same time I
think that acknowledgement is really
important and there's a lot of books
that just kind of like they're like you
smell great your ours for life and it's
a seamless
transition right I'm like did you ask if
she wanted it when she wasn't so out of
her mind and her heat that she was here
for this um so that was my thought at
least mhm so switching back to Bexley
she's now about to shower and like asks
cam to join her um he asked like do you
care that I'm a virgin and she's like
really no I don't not at all this is
only a barrier for one of us my dude um
but also he has a pierced
dick because he had read and been doing
research on what would be most
pleasurable for like an Omega or like a
a partner in the future should he ever
have that chance so he got his dick
pierced that's a bold move
I don't know if I know any virgins that
have genital piercings
no and if you are one listening to this
that is not a judgment I just I don't I
think people I know are people that are
who have gender piercings are people
that you would kind of you'd be like
yeah that fits yeah yeah yeah yeah like
they feel sexually confident in a way
that like they did not mind this sweet
nerdy virgin is not the Pierce Dick
Energy yeah yes yeah the energies don't
match that was my mhm my only that's
that's my my biggest issue with his Pier
dick is that the energy doesn't matter
because when I think Pierce dick I think
like a dude covered in
tattoos and
like badass energy you know yes like
lots of confidence
energy
yeah I like someone who's had his dick
handled more than the person person
piercing it right yes oh like the first
person who touched your dick besides
yourself was a
piercer which like I'm sure that
situation has happened in the real world
it just I'm sure somebody's done it
yeah I just don't have that level of
sexual confidence and I'm
projecting I'm with you so I I don't
know what that say about us but anyway
so he pulls out his Pierce dick is that
what's happening yeah he peels
peels he peels nothing my bad he pulls
out his pierced dick hey there we go
okay um they end up boning she gets
nodded and is very content and happy but
it's also the first time that she hasn't
denied her heat so she is like very like
oh like this is great like I get all the
hype now yes yeah
so switch perspectives we are now on
crew who is chopping wood and avoiding
the
house what you're you said chopping wood
I just I'm a 12-year-old I don't know I
was like what did I I was like what what
did I you're like chopping wood I was
like yeah he was outside like oh crew's
chopping wood cuz when you said crew is
outside I was like oh he's like outside
the door listening or like he's like no
he's outside choing
would because he's avoiding the house
because of the sounds and the smells and
also because he's like she is Delirious
in a heat and while yeah I I am super
into her I don't want to like just take
everything now and like get get caught
up in the Heat of the Moment like he was
very much like I want to wait until she
is of sound mind and so like I don't
think she'll stay like what do we really
have to offer
and just kind of like right she's super
successful in her own right yes she
doesn't need us 1,000% like that is
where his head is at so as he's out
there chopping wood and he's like been
doing it for hours I love that you still
have the smirk on your
face Hawk ends up coming out um and like
they're they end up kind of talking
about like wondering if like cam will
join the pack now that Bexley is there
and kind of like seeing the inevitable
writing on the wall
um but also Hawk pulls out a letter
because number one Bexley fan dropped a
letter off at their property uhoh yeah
um and I forget what it said but
something some vague threat probably
yeah but I think less vague threat and
more like vague I guess kind of threat
but in like the stalkers BR like promise
of like don't worry devotion yeah don't
worry I'm watching you like I've got to
protect you kind of
energy so crew's brother Cohen is a
detective and so he's like I'm going to
bring Cohen in he's like clearly Bexley
needs to stay with us we can like bring
some extra people on so all of these
dudes they live on this like 5,000 acre
ranch that has been passed down from
generation to from generation to
generation in Cruz family okay um and
there are lots of different things set
up so like Cruz family has houses on
other parts of the property but there's
also like a whole
like
agriculture theme part like AG
retainment theme part kind of thing
so I animals whatever they are making
their land work for them they have a
ranch whatever um and so he's like oh
I'll bring in some extra employees that
are actually just like plain clothes
security and things of that capacity
and then also as hawkk and crew are
having this convers conversation Jackson
and ardan are walking by because they
were going to go to the house to check
on Bexley and then ardan ends up like
giving them even more contact context
past what her own personal trauma was
got it so um she ends up telling them
that bexley's parents were um a mated
Alpha and Omega who were registered as a
pack but never grew their pack so it was
a twers attack and they had Bexley um
her dad passed like died in a tragic
accident sort of energy and her mom uh
automatically like was unable to care
for herself just like the loss of
connection to her Alpha destroyed her
and a month later she passed away
because she like had not been caring for
herself and Bexley ended up in the
hospital because Mom like wasn't caring
for her kid either so like like Bexley
was like malnourished and dehydrated and
through went just kind of dou down and
solidified that like this is whyley has
chosen the life that she's chosen not
because like she doesn't think alphas
and Omega should mate but just like
because of her experiences being like is
it really is it that worth it yeah like
lots of trauma in there yeah it's it's
kind of more her experience but then
ardan's also like telling the guy she's
like I wouldn't tell you this if I
didn't think that like you were worth
hearing that and knowing that um and
like is like Bexley is very much worth
it and so like whatever your thoughts
have been of her like know that she is
like legit yeah ardan great wingwoman
energy I actually just downloaded I
never read it so I read this book a
couple years ago um and then ended up
rereading it because I wanted to outline
it for the
show but I'd never read the second book
in the series I think there are three
but the second book is about ardan and I
think Cohen the detective the detective
brother of yeah and then I think one of
the betas I'm curious I have no idea
haven't read it but there is another one
in the series okay yeah and I did enjoy
this one enough that I'm like yeah I'll
definitely like read more I I think at
the time I was like I don't know enough
about the Omega verse I'm going to go to
something I'm more comfortable with yeah
I do know a little bit
better um so we now switched to Hawk
who's just like chilling in the house
and walks out of the room that they'd
like set up for Bexley and it's like is
this a [ __ ] initiation and they're
like what what do you mean like what's
wrong and he's like you left me the
Virgin alone with the Omega and heat for
24 hours I'm only one man I'm [ __ ]
dehydrated I do not have enough fluids
for this it's kind of like he's like is
this an initi why would you guys leave
me the Virgin along with
her you didn't even bring me any water
or a Power Aid or some [ __ ] peanuts
come on guys that's
hilarious and Hawk's like oh maybe we
like misread this situation so Hawk and
Shaw go into to check on her and they
realized that like they're definitely
been a miscommunication they had been
wanting to respect her so been like
waiting for her to initiate or ask them
to like join and and help take care of
her um but then them not ever showing up
or checking on her at any point she just
like assumed they didn't want to they
yeah that they weren't interested and
she was like oh like I didn't like want
to pressure anyone or like make them
feel bad or like that this was like
required or anything and yeah like
Hawk's like oh we [ __ ] up very badly
he's like no no no we really want to be
here we are very glad to be
here um and but C is also like thankful
for the break at this point uh what
happens next Hawkin
Shaw Eiffel Tower her
yeah and what have you seen the Tik Tok
series of the girls who do back and
forth um that one person that takes ice
breakers too far and they say just the
most outlandish [ __ ] to each other the
next time it pops up on my for you I'm
going to send it to you but there's one
where the girl is like so you have to do
an Eiffel Tower with Lucifer and the
pope who's in the
middle and so that's what I just thought
of when you said
that who is in the
middle
Icebreaker should I ask that for next
week's work like my like my team meeting
every Thursday at work should I ask that
my boss would love it who's also
probably listening to this episode hey
Caitlyn
hey Kaitlyn can I ask this as our ice
breaker just let me know girl I think my
sister actually sent me a couple if I
can find them I'll send them to you cuz
they're very
funny I love a good quirky Icebreaker
question I well when we were on the same
team I defaulted a lot to um Chuck
cler's 23 questions he ask everyone he
meets to know if he can truly love them
yeah those are some very interesting
questions that I've like brought back a
couple times I can appreciate that but
they're also like a whole paragraph of
setup so I don't do them often like okay
here's all of the back story you need go
and I'm like this isn't this is a bit
much for a Thursday morning meeting we
just want to read our spreadsheet and
move on we just want to get through this
[ __ ] and get off this link yes y okay so
the Eiffel Tower her she's once again
very happy to be nodded at this point
she's like given into the Heat and is
like you know not denying my heat is
really dope for a lot of reasons
right switching back to the number one
Beckle
fan he is nearby as we have obviously
already deduced from the fact that he
dropped off a [ __ ] letter MH um and
he is very angry to find out that she is
now [ __ ] them and he's like what the
hell like she is supposed to be with me
we are supposed to be together forever
is is kind of this energy and I'm very
upset we also find out cuz he starts
playing them back to check on
them I'm not fully sure how but he's
managed to get like audio recording of
some of the dude's
conversations H um because it seems like
the stalker is not a strong presence in
a room like kind of can like ah yes he's
a blend like he Blends
1,000% yes not like an not like Aon hot
alpha stalker yeah um like some of the
books that we've read yeah yeah um no
very much like the blender who can just
like oh like casually do this in the
background and no one really noticed is
more of it um and so he we know that he
has all of these recordings or at least
a couple recordings at this
point Bexley we now cut back to her
she's now SED enough to be sane like
yeah like the heat is like to Break
um but it's also funny so she's in the
room in the makeshift Nest that they
made her they like she's not in the nest
that they built for their place right
because that would be maybe a step too
far yes like they are not mated it is
not hers but they like did set up a very
lovely room actually I think like crew
called his sister who lived on ground
who like when they were driving like set
it all up very beautifully for her
that's very thoughtful but but bexley's
hanging out in the room and it's like
Cam and Hawk and Axton and sha crw is
the only one who's like not there and so
Aon is like oh like I want to I want to
try something and then looks at Cam and
is like so are you like solely a breast
guy because Axton is trying to be the
best wingman ever and it's also like
Hawk and cam have been in together into
each other forever like okay let's try
and make this happen but it's like very
obvious about it and not not subtle at
all and we love that but like then they
all kind of like start like sharing like
small secrets and like the confession
comes out that like I think a not aent I
think Camden is like do you remember
when like this happened like when we
were like this old and hk's like yeah
and ax like I really like thought you
were going to kiss me after and he's
like wait what I wanted to kiss you
after and so like it's funny because
they're definitely trying to manipulate
the situation to get these results but
it worked in a very endearing way very
wholesome like yeah yes um and something
about being clumsy makes it more
wholesome I agree because there's no
finesse it's just a yes well and then
there is a group sex scene uh Shaw ends
up nodding her this
time okay Shaw knots her while axon is
in her ass okay and they're like oh
Axton is a beta so he doesn't have a not
to worry about when it comes to anal
right so this is the this is the
question I had Hannah MH what does this
mean for cam with his fluid
status cuz he's knotted her right so I'm
like wait but betas don't have
knots so I don't know see and I knew you
wouldn't yeah and that's why I was like
there's no pressure but it was a
legitimate question honestly if other
people are more familiar with the Omega
verse and can legitimately clarify this
for me I was wondering so I was like
okay so like how does that work because
for as silly as this might sound
like I didn't imagine that like your
knot was like the size of your balls but
like right it's a substantial size yeah
because it's like the whole thing is
like the knot ends up inside it expands
it locks you like my understanding is
that the not inflates so it's like not
so betas would like potentially still
have knots but it's the but it doesn't
inflate so you have to be okay do you
see what I'm saying so like it like I I
don't think there's always a not just
there and you have to deal with it I see
so maybe that's the thing maybe that
would that feels like the most logical
solution but I was yeah I was curious I
was wondering
um yeah great group sexine as I said sha
kns her axon in her ass she's blowing
Camden while he's giving Hawk a handy
sure it's like a whole everybody gets an
orgasm also I was talking to my husband
and our roommate about this last night
because we previously had this
conversation about how many dicks a girl
can take at once right how many dicks is
Too Many Dicks we said five was the cat
I think last night we figured out how to
fit a six in there really carefully
very very very
gently well okay we're like cuz I think
in my head I had always been basing
it on the girl being on all
fours oh okay yeah yeah so we
realized that okay a dude a girl on her
back on top of the dude he's in her ass
girl a guy between her legs
closely she could if it was a tiny
man are you gonna demonstrate for me get
if he's not a large man and she gets her
legs around his hips she could
hypothetically get one more dick between
the feet she could yeah we fit a six in
there yeah that is the limit so I
learned I don't know have you ever
listened to um Tony and Ryan their the
podcast they are um
Australian and they're quite funny and a
friend of mine loves them listens
religiously well on Thursday she sent me
the link for their latest episode and
she said I was not prepared for this and
I was like what are you talking about
yeah they had on a porn star and they
make dirty jokes a lot but it's not like
it's just a comedy type podcast where
they just laugh together you know well
they had on this porn star and the porn
star described her one of her signature
moves which is the stack which is what
you just described without the feet
without the feet without the feet it's
the
stack and I was like that's like her
favorite one and I was like fting
listening to this on a Thursday morning
while I was doing my performance
Improvement
spreadsheet so I was like oh my God I
know what that's called it's a
stack nailed it it's a stack nailed it
so proud of myself yeah well cuz here's
what I realized if you're on all
fours takes the feet out of it but also
makes it harder to use your hands
exactly cuz I was like you can use your
feet but you have to have your hands for
support you cannot have a hand on each
dick yeah yeah you have to have at least
one hand for support if you're going to
be on all 1,00% yeah I realized this um
as I was I'm glad there's not video
evidence of me trying to figure this out
just me and my husband and our roommate
hanging out well cuz there there have
definitely been times when you've tried
to act it
out anyway when I've been here I don't
know if you're talking about Hannah yeah
I definitely
have physical comedy you know it is in
your wheelhouse yes unfortunately the
listeners of this podcast will never
know unless you check it out on YouTube
I'm not posting a video of that well I
meant this episode you just did
it I was like Hannah no that's not she
said I'm not doing a YouTube short of me
trying to demonstrate how you can take
six sticks at
once oh my God my face
hurts Okay it's 3 days later okay uh her
heat is finally breaking and the guys
are all sleeping Bexley leaves in search
of Food Finds crew and he's still being
a little bit standoffish um which she
interprets as like she's bummed that she
can't stay because crew is being
standoffish and she's like oh okay well
like if this is the
situation they are pack I'm not in this
like right Pat comes before that I
clearly will not be invited to stay long
term and is like getting pretty bummed
about it and like starts asking she's
like why did you let me come here at all
like right if you didn't want me here
yes yeah yeah and he's like because my
my pack is happy and she was like it
doesn't matter that your pack is happy
because I'm never going to ask them to
choose like you you are their pack so
this was super shitty and it was the
first like it clicks for crew that he's
like oh she actually wouldn't ask me to
choose and we we find that that was the
ongoing issue with Katarina was that
Karina it kind of started as like yeah
here for the pack but really just was
there for crew only wanted crew and then
tried to like gave crew an ultimatum and
was like it's me or your pack and crew
is like okay so I'm choosing my pack
right um and so him actually hearing her
say like oh
I wouldn't ask you to choose right I
would leave if you didn't want me to be
here like I wouldn't ask the rest of
your pack to mhm choose either yeah
1,000% also I feel like my mic is
dropping does seem that way but it's
very secure so I've live okay hopefully
I realized I was like starting to slink
on the couch trying to fit and I was
like I could just raise the mic you
could and you did sucessfully this is
what freedom feels like look at us
go um but then crew realizing through
her saying like it doesn't matter that
your pack is happy I would never ask you
to choose um realizes that she's legit
and then and he's like listen I'm very
into you and it's like his starts
thawing and he's like the only reason
that I was keeping a distance is because
I was afraid that like you were going to
come out of this heat and be like okay
I'm ready to bounce and like you didn't
actually want any of us long term and
he's like someone needed to stay sane
while you were in your heat and she's
like oh okay we've we've cleared the air
here they seal it with a kiss they kind
of move forward we switched to Camden
there's a sweet convo with Hawk where
they're like
hot he's kind of explaining he's like
hey well I'm an alpha with uh
Bexley I'm a beta with you a he's a
switch yes he's a switch we love that
for you um
which is apparently not common in this
Omega verse I've never heard of
it that I've read but I'm like oh so
he's like a verse or a switch that's
okay yeah I get it um and so so the hawk
like he and Hawk are like very excited
to kind of have cleared that and
clarified that between them um but then
they're also like where's Bexley and
like she went downstairs and they're
like wasn't wasn't crew downstairs sh
yeah they're like oh [ __ ] we got to like
go make sure she's fine and when they go
downstairs they find like Bexley and
crew doing the dishes together just like
laughing hip to hip like washing and
drying and just this like kind domestic
scene yes this like very sweet
moment uh and so they end up deciding
they're like all right let's give Bexley
like a a full tour of the property
because she came in and we essentially
gave her a tour of this mattress filled
room right that she's live been in for 4
days while we've [ __ ] her non-stop so
yeah now she can see the rest of the
property now that that's done right so
they they give her to her but when they
come back there's a gift box outside
uhoh yep address to Bexley and when they
open it there's a dead dove in the Box
this is important cuz I didn't mention
it earlier Dove is the nickname that
Camden has chosen for Bexley that he
calls her yes so it's a little more
pointed so she starts sobbing and is
like I need to leave like you guys
aren't safe as long as I'm here and the
guys are like no you need to stay we'll
protect you um crew's brother Cohen
shows up and um is talking to all of
them and giving them updates and he
mentions like yeah the first note is at
the lab and bex's like the what first
note uhoh because she she was in here
she was in heat and they were just kind
of like handling it so as soon as she
realizes that though she's
like oh you have no real info you have
no nothing to go off of I clearly have a
stalker people are not safe I need to go
back to Chicago and the guys are like
absolutely not he is your stalker we are
are safe mhm you are not safe do not go
back to Chicago where we cannot protect
you right um and she's like you know
touche yeah so like she's planning on
staying and as crew is walking his
brother out um his brother is kind of
like have you guys thought about bonding
at all because that like not trying to
like pressure you or put any like
forward momentum on that he's like but
like bonding does help because then you
can feel them through the link if
something did happen or like
like from a safety perspective and less
of like you met yesterday you already
yeah um and then crw kind of like do you
think Katarina could be involved at all
because she was always kind of a a
shadier person than we realized and so
yeah just a lot going on in that regard
switch back to
Bexley she can't sleep so she leaves the
room and it's just like pondering a lot
head has a lot going on yeah and uh go
to stare out the window and just Ponder
her life you know sure but she thinking
Deep Thoughts yes all the all of the
deep introspective thoughts middle of
the night thoughts and she rested her
head against the glass window and I'm
like does anyone do that in real life if
you do please let me know yeah I'm like
I don't want to clean the window
literally I don't won't even do it in
the car on Long rides because I'm like
it's going to be smudgy not with a
pillow unless unless there's a pillow I
have a hoodie yep yeah no I don't like
the face oil on the random things I feel
the same way and that really stood out
to me was she's like resting her head on
the window she's having this like
dramatic thinking her thoughts moment um
but she sees a light flicker outside
then hears the door and she's like oh my
God oh my God it's the stalker it was
just crew who couldn't sleep and was
smoking a cigar um but when he comes in
he's like Bexley are you okay and she's
like fully freaking out and she's like I
saw someone was outside I heard that I
didn't know and he's like oh my God like
my just me yeah my bad um but then he's
like all right let's like take care of
you and then he's also like we haven't
properly corded you and done all of the
things the way we should have done them
and he ends up drawing her a bath which
is very kind they they have what I would
call their solidifying [ __ ] in the bath
mhm and he asks her to stay and she
asked them to be her pack like they have
not formally made it but like okay he
was kind of the last hurdle before those
things can start happen they're
declaring intentions
yes um they as a like as a whole pack
and Bexley they all kind of like start
working on shooting some content
together to kind of start Shifting The
Narrative of their accounts and like all
that kind of stuff and they decide to go
into town to get some ice
cream and just guessing that's a bad
choice why do you think it's a bad bad
choice anah seems like there's a stalker
nearby well do you think it's because
they're going to run into Katarina who
happens to live in town oh oh yeah which
and like Bexley comes out with like all
of this confidence cuz like Katarina
like looks at her and is like oh so like
I see you're the Omega they've been
shacking up with or like says something
like this and Bexley like comes out the
G and is like really cuz like I haven't
heard one thing about you and like comes
out with like all of this bravado but
then the first time like like Kine is
like listen I was around for like 10
years and like they'll take what they
want and not mate you and like like and
then bexley's kind of like wait what
like all of her bravado disappears and
she's like wait what oh maybe there's
like something some some Credence not
Credence that's not the word I'm looking
for like validity valid yeah I don't
know what word I was looking for it was
closer to to Credence credibility
maybe yeah I think I just combined
and but it was still closer Credence I
don't know I don't know why cred I was
like what's the yeah not the word I was
looking for but still great synonyms
that did work for whatever word I can't
identif we found it we I mean I know
what you mean I didn't no I mean I know
it I we found the the message right we
found found the message if not the
word so now bexley's like very in her
head but like everyone else is kind of
like starting to like defend her and
like lay into Karina a little bit and
Bexley realizes like her ice cream is
just like melting everywhere so she goes
to like throw it away and this older man
is like hey like are you okay like
here's a here's a handkerchief and gives
it to her and just this like kindly
older man and he's like my name's Emory
and she's like okay like thanks so much
and like then all of the guys are kind
of like who's this random old man and
he's like she just seemed upset like and
just kind of moves on yep your face is
is the right face yeah but they also
text Cam and give him an update before
they get back to the house that like
kind of a heads up hey we ran into
Katarina in town oops Yeah not ideal and
they're all very nervous that like
Bexley is withdrawing Bexley is also
like well I I want them to be my pack at
this point I want them to make me and
claim me and they haven't so like is is
there something I'm missing that they
are like they're saying that like they
don't want to rush it but is there
something actually underlying that like
is going to prohibit them from doing
this in the
future um and so as Camden is like
talking with all of the guys before
Bexley gets there they're like they're
all kind of having that conversation and
K's like I want to claim her and crew is
like okay so what does that mean for you
joining our pack
because like that it's all going to kind
of have to come into the fold together
so Camden ends up joining their pack and
he's like I don't even know how to do
that and crew's like okay like try and
find your link with your brother that
you have inate okay so you found that
link now you can find your brother's
link to us to us yes so they all kind of
like confirm been like Camden links in
to their pack as Sean axon and Bexley
and they all get back and so like
bexley's just kind of sitting outside
quiet
contemplative and crew
pours a glass of wine and hands it hands
it to Camden is like hey like get like
we think you should be the one to claim
her first and like you're kind of the
least threatening this is she was always
she always felt safest with you from the
beginning 1,000% all of those
thoughts and he ends up cuddling her and
giving her the wine and like tells her
like I I want to claim you I like they
they end up have like they end up having
their solidifying [ __ ] where he does
officially mate her and claim her and uh
he puts his claiming mark on her boob
because that's his
favorite part on her
body but I I do find that like I find
that so interesting in like different
like paranormal books like how some
people like yeah I love that my claiming
Mark is on my collar bone for everyone
to see and I just find it very
interesting where like different authors
choose to like do different things yeah
well I've read some where like the
claiming Mark was like right over the
nipple but it was like a reverse herum
and so it was like the guy who was maybe
a little bit more subtle in the world
but was more maybe a little more
aggressive sexually like that's where he
put it but then the guy who was like
more aggressive out in the world put it
like right on her neck you know yes yeah
yeah I just always find it very
interesting so I'm like huh of do we
have options outside of shoulders and
boobs right well I read one where it was
on her ass and she was really mad about
it it was a Rebecca's anetti I think
yeah no I know exactly what but but that
one was also not like a bite that was
like his hand like a like stamp came out
of yeah a brand that came out of his
hand like glancing her with fire on yes
and she like she they [ __ ] and then
she's like I have a burn mark on my ass
where you just branded
me and yes I remember I was like I'm
annoyed for you girl yeah like I'd be
pretty pissed too that he didn't tell
you and just did that no no not
cool um they yeah so they may he claims
her by biting her Boop um we switched to
bexley's perspective she wakes up as
happy as can be and then here's her
phone going off and so she goes to check
it and sees that number one Bexley fan
has uploaded several videos um some are
like very very shoddy quality and some
are just audio but it's all of them are
clearly the guys oh um secretly
recording yes with like various sound
bites of like talking like back at the
convention about like this is just for
business like we don't like I like I
don't care about her this is just for
numbers like all of those sort of random
like outof context sound bites right
without dates I'm imagining as well um
well there was one dated ironically that
you say that where there was a video of
crew and Katarina kissing that was a
like timestamped three days
um however in the future Cruis like that
video was 4 years ago that video was not
3 days ago yes um but like things like
Yeah from the convention but also audio
from since they've been at the ranch so
it's not all outdated where you can make
oh this was like before we'd spent time
together but like things about like when
crew was saying that he wasn't sure he
could commit at the ranch but like what
he was really talking about was more of
like the she's Delirious in a heat like
we're not going to commit if like that's
the situation right we're not going to
take advantage of somebody who can't
fully consent
1,000% and so beex Ley though like see
like listens to all of these videos sees
all of the posts is like this has all
been a lie
and uh tries like goes to take off and
then cam tries to follow her and is like
talk to me like let me explain and she's
like there's nothing to explain and she
just straight up leaves and she's like I
guess I'll just have to live with
without you through our bond she's like
I know we like bonded last night that
very unfortunate timing like bonded and
immediately is like oh [ __ ] immediate
regret yes
yeah um so a we switched to Axton axon
um was with the guys and they were in
town for work and then saw the videos
happening and like rushed home um and
when they get back to the house they
just find like cam has like a bag of ice
to his head and is like lock knocked me
out when I like tried to like go and
like talk to her and like get her to
stay and they're gone and she's like
throwing up walls and blocking our bond
and there's like nothing I can do and
like cam is just like destroyed
yeah a poor baby oh yeah well so now
switched to Hawk it's been two weeks
later cam is like damn near despondent
in bed it's just like cannot eat cannot
like it's just unable to function um and
just like the pain of being separated
from his bonded Omega um but then Hawk
is like hey guys I called in a huge ass
favor with Cohen and got her a dress in
Chicago um we need to go get her yes
let's all go get our girl so we cut to
Bexley who's also miserable and she's
been crying
and and sleeping nonstop and just really
struggling and has now started puking as
well and is like man I like I just like
can't get my body regulated after all of
this and then ardan is like you're
pregnant here's a pregnancy test for you
to take
um and ardan also kind of like gently
points out and that like in that
conversation cuz she she backs her girl
right she's like I'm here for you here's
a pregnancy test whatever you need I'm
here for also lovingly kindly maybe you
didn't really talk to the guys you're
hear them out maybe there's some context
we were missing and we jumped to some
conclusions I love you take the
pregnancy test
like which I just like yeah appreciate
it as like wingwoman energy as being
someone who's not just blindly backing
their bestie but also like like I'm
going to back you but also have you
considered I'm still here though mhm you
don't have to consider I'm just saying
yes
exactly so um ardan and Jackson and lock
all go out to like a few errands and
bey's like okay like it's been a while
like ardan's kind of been like managing
the channel I've clearly been
incapacitated so she hops on to do a
live and as she's doing the live the
door the lock on her door gets picked
and [ __ ] stalker number one Bexley
fan Emory the old man who gave her the
handkerchief sure sure sure like she
turns around and is like Emory what are
you doing in my
apartment and it's like this whole like
he and like kidnaps her she fights all
of it is on live so everyone sees this
go down and sees her gets subjected like
injects her she passes out and he just
takes her and leaves so all of the guys
have now made it to Chicago CU they were
coming for her but they were like hey
once again Camden you're her bonded
Alpha you should be the one to go greet
her so po Camden poor cam well cuz he
goes up the
elevator and knocks on the door and when
he knocks on the door it creaks open
right as we think and then as's kind of
sitting there like what the [ __ ] is
happening uh Jackson and lock and ardan
are all getting back and so they come up
the other elevator and they're like what
are you doing here and he's like um I
came to get Bexley back and I just
knocked on the door and I opened and
like what is happening and they go in
and like see the lamp knocked over like
see the aftermath of it um and cam
starts like absolutely like losing it
like it was on live the breast the pack
was watching from where they were so
they called 911 so like right after all
of them get in and see the aftermath the
police show up as
well and um Shaw also like recognized
them he was like he gave her a
handkerchief and like remembered him and
everything and like cam starts losing it
especially because they're bonded and it
like and she'd had this barrier up
between them be and so the barrier
dropped
and he just is like overwhelmed by like
her pain and fear
and all of that was the pregnancy test
positive did we ever know oh I thought
it was obvious yes sorry I mean I
assumed yes but like we never said it I
just I you're right sorry the pregnancy
test was positive um and so cam feels
like all of this and then the wall goes
immediately back up and he just like
becomes inconsolable and all of them are
just like trying to take care him and he
is absolutely struggling to the point
that they were like maybe he needs to be
taken back to Arizona where like he is
more familiar with like the pack sense
and like maybe that would kind of help
stabilize I like it's that bad so switch
to Bexley um it's now been a while like
it's been she's like I don't know how
long I've been here but after like a
couple days I realized no one was coming
to get me um is is kind of the energy
and like she can't keep any food down
and he has her handcuffed to the bed and
the few times Emory has like unhand
cuffed her she's accidentally pissed
them off and it hasn't gone well and
she's just like riddled in bruises and
and not thriving yeah yeah um and he
comes in to check on her and he's like
that
like like I I guess he's technically has
an alpha designation but kind of that
beta energy stalker of he's like I
wanted to like give you time to adjust
and realize you're in love with me
instead of like the stalkers that are
just like obviously you're in love love
with me yes yeah who wouldn't be yeah so
he's like brought things to like lift
her spirits but now like her scent is
becoming more prominent that it's
changing because of the pregnancy right
and so he realizes that she's pregnant
with their baby and he's like don't
worry I had a situation but I can take
care of this for you and she's
like no no so she completely like
switches and his her story and she's
like well no like he's going to need a
strong Alpha father and like we could
raise this baby together and like you
are the person for me and like I guess
Emory had always really identified with
beckley's
Channel because she talked about not
letting your designation Define you and
because he's never been the strongest of
the alphas and those things like he
really identified with her uh
Independence Independence yes that's a
great word for it and just like the the
freedom and not let
societal Norms tell you what you need to
be so like I kind of I mean he's a
stalker and obviously not cool but like
I kind of felt bad for him a little bit
in that way if I'm being
honest you can be honest this is a safe
space it is but it feels weird to be
like I'm sympathizing with the stalker a
little bit not not with the stocking no
I get what you're saying though you can
empathize with the pain that he feels
but that doesn't mean that we empathize
with behavior that doesn't change the
behaviors or what we did that is
absolutely Fair um and so within that
conversation though it's also kind of
coming out that like the videos he
posted he's like well I wanted to show
you like what could happen so like I'm
glad you realized that and she's like
what could happen not what did happen
and like he like owns he's like yeah
like I mean I cut like I cut some of the
videos and maybe they weren't fully in
context but like I wanted to make sure
you understood like they were no good
for you and what could happen so like
she's realizing that maybe she jumped to
some some conclusions and never really
talked to people about it well In
fairness to her she had some hormone
situation going on and was
not with
it you're giving a lot of credit to her
pregnancy in that
situation or were was it the heat that
you were giving credit to I mean kind of
both like the first time she ever gives
into her heat that's fair and then she
gets pregnant right after and doesn't
really realize like I could see how it
would be
difficult to be making any kind of
decision
anyway or think rationally you know yeah
that's I am giving a lot of credit
but but it is no I mean that's valid but
cuz I guess in my head I'm like you
thinking of when I was very first
pregnant I'm like when I took the test
my hormones had not shifted enough yet
like feel like the irrational emotions
of
pregnancy um but that is very valid as
well I will give her that credit but
yeah so she like tells him that she like
wants to raise the baby together and
he's like he like tries to kiss her and
is like starting to like feel her up and
she's like oh I'm so dirty like I like
want to like be bathed and clean for the
first time and he's like I'll draw you a
bath like let's go shower and she's like
okay so he goes to draw her the bath she
she had one handcuff on her wrist one
was on the bed he unhooked her from the
bed so she wrapped the handcuffs around
his neck and chokes him until she kills
him good for her yeah so she kills Emory
and escapes and has no idea where she is
but is just like running Barefoot in the
woods until she finds a dirt road and
then a car happens to be driving past
and like the driver like obviously sees
her and stop and it's like oh [ __ ] like
you're that social media star who's all
over the news that like everyone knows
we've been looking for you yes you've
been missing for like 2 weeks is like
kind of like what it came down down to
um at the hospital well I guess after
the hospital he had never really touched
her cuz he was kind of trying to like
build their emotional connection right
and so for the most part like she has
some new bruises but is safe and okay
all things considered like didn't have
to stay at the hospital the baby's okay
um and then as she is about to leave the
police station they are like her friends
try and like guide her through the back
and they're like oh cuz all of the news
outlets are out front and so bex's like
I'm going to make a grand gesture to my
guys and like go give a press I'm going
to send this message through the media
you get it yeah which okay sure give a
press conference right now yeah I'm not
a social media star I would maybe send a
message a different way and that's just
me yes so switch to Shaw's perspective
the guys have actually are now back in
Arizona because cam got that bad that
they were like we cannot stay like it
has been two weeks we he needs to be
stabilized so they've been back for two
days and they are surviving as is
probably the the kindest way we can say
it um and then here on the news that
there's breaking news are watching this
whole like
heartfelt interview where she's like
saying like I like didn't give them time
and credit or and all of that kind of
stuff as they're watching it there's a
knock on the door is it Bexley
[Laughter]
duh obviously I'm also thinking like if
I was one of the reporters I'd be like
[ __ ] I really do not care I'm
interested in the old man you just
killed I I don't care about your weird
pack Dynamic I actually thought that
when I was like reading the speech I was
like are these news people like what the
[ __ ] we we thought we were about to hear
about your
abduction we want to hear about the
weird handcuff moment like I don't care
about I don't care I don't care about
the ride and Alpha Channel yeah so like
Bexley shows up there's all of the
Declarations of love she tells them
she's pregnant with their child all of
they like everyone who has not claimed
her officially gets to claim her they're
alog together and then in the epilog
they have a baby girl and also in the
epilog you like it sets it up for ardin
and Cohen and whoever ends up in that
book as well okay yeah that was a very
fun
story I really enjoyed it yeah yeah like
I think there were a couple moments
where just like the insecurity or like
the being in your head and just like I
think when you're reading that many
characters being in their head you're
like oh my god get it together but for
the most part really enjoy it mhm yeah
mhm what's our ratings
go oh I don't know
handcuffs nests live streams I I don't
know how many Tik Tock
apps how many Tik Tok video how many
reals no
um we could go handcuffs it's two
handcuffs she was also wearing leather
pants at one point so first I was like
we could do leather pants but then I
realized at no point did I mention she
was wearing pants nor were they really
relevant we could do um
um pieces of
wood I don't know for the chopping I
don't know why I did that hand motion
I'm so so sorry wood yeah great hand
motion thank you I am known for my hand
motions all right out of how many
handcuffs how many handcuffs um
so 10 pairs would be 20 cuffs right 20
cuffs yeah 20 cuffs
um I would rate it like 15 out of 20
cuffs like I honestly think it's a very
fun read M like as I said I got annoyed
at a few moments and I do have some
anatomical biological questions for the
Omega verse but like didn't impede my
enjoyment of the story so yeah I'm going
to go 15 out of 20 I think I'm going to
add this one to my list it does sound
like a fun one yeah I I would encourage
people to if it's not on your list once
again I think not by S Clair Kelly not
KN n o t like the not that ends up
inside of you when you're an Omega and
having
sex well done just in case there was any
confusion about what not we were
referring to so my dad has always wanted
to have a band called and you're not
which is a kind of not a n d u
e from the time I was very small he
would tell anybody that would listen
that their first album would be we are
and you're not and he always just
thought that it was
just amazing that's such an endearing
dad story it is isn't it bless it bless
it well I don't know if your dad would
be into the knots that we're referring
to in this book I don't think
so if he is I don't want to know
that that's information I could do
without about Dave to be
honest for the record not the same Dave
that I ran out of the
talk for the DVR could have been we
lived close enough but anyway that man
didn't have a neck it was like a very
like bulky like like no my dad is slight
yeah I was going to say I've seen photos
that's the only reason I can say with
confidence it's not the same Dave
because we did lead similar enough lives
yeah yeah yeah okay 15 out of 20 cuups
cuffs um let us know how many you would
rate it read it let us know what you
think also once again yeah if you have
answers to my Omega verse questions I
would legitimately love to to know
please share in the comments I can't
wait until we get a DM that's like a
three paragraph response of like
anatomical situations in the Omega verse
but like legitimately I I would love
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cuz it sure was great for us if you're
digging what we're doing it would mean a
a lot if you'd take a minute to rate and
review the show wherever you're
listening right now maybe tell that sexy
someone to lend us in a we love you we
appreciate you and we'll see you next
week stay smudy
[Music]