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I am John
Cadillac Seville, along with my co-host.

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Oh, who am I?

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I am Joyce Logan.

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And you are a Cadillac man.

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Oh, yeah.

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Exactly.
My wife calls me different things at home.

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Yes. Sorry. That's another episode.

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Now, Andy, Lisa is our guest,
and she's the author

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of what my sister told me
after she was murdered.

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This is an unusual memoir where murder is

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the catalyst
for a profound spiritual transformation.

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Now, the news about
your sister was internationally known

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and powered by the media
was everywhere, all over the place.

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And we're going to learn
more about that. Joyce.

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So, you know, going to them
and this is just.

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Yeah, because this is really exciting

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because Annie has a book out about this
and what John just said.

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And this is the

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the cover of your beautiful sister.

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And it came out on March
8th, her birthday.

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The book.

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Right, right.

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And, Annie, there may be some people
who don't know about this story.

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I know a lot about this story
because I was

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I was fascinated by it

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because it it hit home.

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I didn't even know you were
from Connecticut, but it really hit me.

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And I thought about the family afterwards.

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And the media really didn't cover
what happened after.

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But if you can take our listeners
through the story of, of Teresa

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and what took place and is that difficult
for you to speak about?

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It's not ten years gone, and there's

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been so much joy and transformation

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that, quite honestly, I

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well, first of all,
thank you so much for having me.

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Oh, thank you for being here
for your first episode yesterday.

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And I love what I'm seeing all the time.

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Oh, thank you, but,
we're on the same page.

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Yes we are. Yes.

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Let's raise the vibes here on. Yeah.

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Thank you.

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With that, I will say that,

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my sister and I were extremely close,

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and we were on the cusp

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of understanding the nature of reality.

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I mean, and I mean, just a glimpse of it
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profound experiences
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they were so out of control that you just
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And this kind of happened at the same time
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which was in June of 2015.

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And, a lot of interesting things
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And I kind of opened the book there
that, you know, my sister was on the cusp

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of figuring out all the things
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and I think she knew
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even if she didn't know consciously.

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Her higher self certainly did.

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I believe we get glimpses of our lives
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that we're going to come down here
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And then we get here on the wall like,

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we. Yeah.

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So I think she saw some moments
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moments where she said things like,
you know, I could be dead someday.

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Or, and I need to know
that you understand this

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or by hugging me
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and I don't know why I felt compelled
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Premonitions. These premonitions

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and her saying I was so sick
I thought I was going to die.

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She had severe heartburn.

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Was down for the count.

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And heartburn is actually associated
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So there was a big part of Teresa
that knew something was coming along.

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And you know, I went to work the next day
we all said goodbye.

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And again
I knew something was off all weekend

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with her and, and then I got the phone
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I was kind of just easing my way into
a Monday like we do in corporate America.

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You know, after a long.

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Yeah, it's what can I possibly not
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And I was sending photos and my brother,
my younger brother Frank called me,

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and I was just kind of like lazily going,
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And that was the last lazy moment

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I had for, quite a few years.

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And your sister was a doctor.

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This is very important.

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Thank you.

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My sister was a doctor.

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She was board
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and she was on a journey to,

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really help her patients at a

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at a level that we don't see today.

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So she went on and studied
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and she got her masters of science
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And then she became certified
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and Holistic Medicine, and then functional
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Was there anything she couldn't do
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But here's the interesting thing.

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And I'm so glad you,
I didn't want to gloss over that Olmsted.

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She actually ended up
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with the late doctor Norman Shealy.

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Yeah, doctor.

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She and blessed oils.

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And she spent a week with him.

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She spent, 4 or 5 days with Carolyn Mace.

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Met Norm there, and Norm invited her
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And from that, we met in Newark

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and had our moment of knowing
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And that was

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nine months to the day of

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that discovery, nine months to the day
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So it was a metaphor for that
never escape to me,

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this birth.

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So thank you for bringing that up.

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Theresa was on her way
to reach the masses.

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And her life was cut short.

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And I'm hoping
this book can get her to reach the masses.

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Well, she is reaching the masses
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Yeah, yeah, well, she helped me
write this book, and she's been egging me

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on for a long time.

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She she always did that to me
when she was alive.

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That's a little bit of nudging. Yes. Yeah.

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Living up to your potential

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and you could do so much more so,
you know, get to it, you know.

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And when you received a
phone call from your brother,

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you know,

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this was a horrific, horrific murder.

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This,

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and I almost hate
to have you relive that and talk about it,

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because I know sometimes our brains,
and our bodies don't know

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the difference between it happening now
and happening in the past.

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But I just think it's important
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that this was international news
and this was on,

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I think, 48 hours of 2020
and Dateline and court TV.

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It was everywhere.

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You know, it's one thing
that is at the levels,

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you know, my younger sister said it
so well, it's like the closer the camera

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came into the scene, the more you learned,
the more horrible it was.

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So versus like, Theresa's dad, then it's

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Theresa was beaten to death.

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just became so incredibly overwhelming.

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And the fallout because this was

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multi layered in grief and fear

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because it ends up being her husband.

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And there's children
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And we have to protect them.

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And our being cut off from them.

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And they're being told
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and we can't get our you know, it was

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an unbelievable amount of stress.

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I, I never experienced
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And I started to feel it in my body.

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And had to work with that.

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And it was very hard
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My sister was my doctor,
and I met with many of her colleagues

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and they said, you know,
you want your sister here and we're not

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you're not going to find what she did

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because nobody had her wealth
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skill

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set and education
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You know, when you went and saw my sister,
you were there for an hour.

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And if people wanted to pray,
she prayed with them because she said

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my feelings about your health matter,

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like whether or not
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You're the one who's going to heal you.

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But so she was very unique
and I got very sick from all of that fear.

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That I got through it.

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I mean I learned how to

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and the other thing is you mentioned that
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was responsible for this,
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So you're actually living with the person

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taking care of the children
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And at one point you realize this.

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I don't want you spoiler alert,
I might alert.

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So I do talk about that in that profound
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absolutely, because we all kind of
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we all end up in Florida, right?

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And we've got two condos and cousins
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come down and close,
close friends come down.

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And there's a crew of us
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And at one point
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as I now,
of course, it's the husband did it.

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And I said, I mean, everybody's saying
that we, you know, it's like a whodunit.

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Yeah, I mean, I'm

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that you always look at the husband first.

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Yeah, or the obvious, but anyway.

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I don't have a motive here, so nobody can 
nobody could come up with the motive.

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It was like we went on the table.
Yes. No, yes, yes.

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And I said no.

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I said, I don't want anything.

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It seems like you were living like
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And we were living a real murder.

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So the emotions were high. Yeah.

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I and my sister let us know right away
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And and again, I don't want to give a lot
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there really.

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Well, I read the book.

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And what I can say about your book is
I feel that I am with you.

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I am in that house with you.

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I'm in the bedroom
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And he comes to the door,

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the murderer, the husband, and it

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I, I had to put the book down at times,
you know, I had the manuscript

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and just take a deep breath
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into those moments and when.

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So tell me, though,
when you first started reaching out

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to Teresa and asking her.

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So Teresa reached out to me first.

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It was I honestly don't remember
what was my first night in Florida.

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I believe that it was for my second.

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We stayed in a hotel.

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My brothers were in one room

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and I was with our very dear friend
Danielle, who was my.

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And my sister was like, our, my,
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really close your besties.

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And she, she flew in from New Mexico.

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She's like,
I'm gonna be right there with you.

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And I was asleep.

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And this was the first time
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and connections
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I never had a tactile experience.

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So I was sound asleep,
and I awoke to something

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rubbing my back
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And as I was roused from my sleep,
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And there was nobody in the world.

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And I turned over Daniel.

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I knew it was my sister.

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I found her, so she was like,

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interestingly
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I'll let people read.

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But that that meant something.

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She was giving me a message
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So it was like, hey, I'm here

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and I understand something
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And so she does something with that.

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To make that point.

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There's a lot of things
that didn't happen in sequence

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that then you understand
what they meant afterwards.

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Now do you look at the situation
as a gift. Wow.

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You know I believe

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yeah a couple things. One,

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my sister, without knowing it

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sacrificed her life for her children.

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She got them away from a psychopath.

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I know 100% that every

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difficult situation,
every painful situation,

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anything that causes
us intense resistance or even

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minimal resistance is an opportunity truly

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to recognize something and wise
higher above it.

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So the gifts that came through to this,
of course,

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the work that my sister led me
to the understanding of our mission

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to help support humanity
during this precarious time on the planet,

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how to do all of that, and the healing,
I mean.

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So, Joy, you said, I know
this might be hard for you to talk about,

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and sometimes I can get right there, but.

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It's really

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they seem strange,
but I've never been so joyful in my life.

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If you've ever said that to me,
if I anyone said

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you think you could ever be happy
after you lose your sister, I'd be like,

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oh no, my life would be over
because we were that ridiculously close.

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But I can honestly say
I've never experienced so much joy

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since that, like so many things
have happened to open up my heart,

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to raise my awareness of what it means to,

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be alive

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and what our responsibility of love
is on this planet.

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And the power of forgiveness.

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Yes.

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From a spiritual perspective,
have surprised me.

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It's encouraging to hear you say that,
because so many people watching right now

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are going to say, how can she go on?

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How can you still be happy?

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So many people lose loved ones
and they just feel like, how can I ever be

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happy again?

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But you find a way and they're angry.

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They're angry for years and years
and years.

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But how?

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How were you able to do that?

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Annie. Yeah.

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And I, I see that a lot.

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And I well, I try to offer myself to help.

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So before I could get on with the mission,

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my sister knew I had to heal myself
first. Right.

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Because I, I was kind of a mess
and understandably so. So,

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in order to move forward in that,
you have to release the trauma

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and the fear and the grief and the guilt
and whatever is associated with the loss,

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because there's so many things like,
why didn't I tell my sister this right?

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Why didn't I talk to her
when she called me just four hours

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before she was murdered?

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Why didn't why didn't I stay on the phone?

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Because I have been able
to tell her this. This?

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And she would have.

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Okay, what if. What if I could have?

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I certainly could have blamed myself
for her murder.

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Because I had information that would have
changed the course of her night.

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Okay.
And I'm not going to give that away.

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So to answer your question,
why is it that some people grieve

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for years and years and years, and
why is it that I've been able to do this

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and it's not just me
and it's not because I'm special.

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It's not anything other than my sister

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brought me this tool that I use,
and I actually did.

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She taught me that the subconscious is
where all of our power is,

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and she showed me a tool that I use called
psychic, and I work with clients.

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But that's not the point.

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The point is,
everything is on the subconscious.

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And when you release it, it's quantum

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like it's
it rewrites the program and trauma.

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You know, there's the 0 to 7 window
and everything is recorded. Yes.

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And there's the trauma that sticks there.

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But I released it because my sister,
this is what she told me

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after she was murdered.

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Not only did
she have to tell me who killed her,

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she had to leave me on the mission.

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I thought this information
about the subconscious and the information

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that she serendipitously led me to, moment
by moment, was for my healing.

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And then I saw, oh my goodness,
this is for everyone.

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And then I made the connection.

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So and when we heal ourselves

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we become in this joyful wonderful place.

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We're in this joyful wonderful place.

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It has this exponential effect on everyone
that we meet.

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Right, John. Yes.

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That person in the coffee shop
like you said. Yeah.

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But it's more than just a 1 to 1.

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It's a one to many
because it's a vibrational thing

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and it creates unconditional love in ways
that you can't imagine.

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And that just creates this tsunami of joy.

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And that's how we that's our mission.

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That's how we're to support humanity.

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We're literally as Rob
Williams, the founder of this tool

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that I talked about, says,
we become the piece.

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Yeah, we become a piece of the happiness.

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And it's magic.

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It's yes, quantum physics.

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It's it's
science and spirit coming together.

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And the name of the show is What's good.

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And you're sharing that what's good,
because some people might be tuning in,

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saying, what's so good about this?

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Your sister being murdered,
but you're talking about that.

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And I see the joy in your face
that's coming from something that

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how can you have joy about this?

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But you're healing not one person
at a time, but you're healing humanity.

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And and I can see the joy in your face
because you know that you're helping so

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many people.

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And I think you know your story
by sharing your sister story. Yes.

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And then I feel like your sister is
more with you then than ever.

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You feel that you you don't feel like
you've lost your sister to you.

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You know,
she just walked into another room.

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Yeah.

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And a great analogy that I wish I could
remember who I could give this credit for.

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It's like if you're watching
and now I call it TV still whatever.

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If you're

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watching your smart TV and you're watching

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ESPN, you're tuned into that channel.

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But it doesn't mean that
there's not a movie happening.

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You know,

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that movie's happening.

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That's right.
You're just not on that channel.

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So my sisters, just all of our families

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that are on different channels,
she could be on 20 channels.

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We have a multi-dimensional nature.

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Our our spirit is not just sitting
in one place here in our body.

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It's it's much, much larger than that.

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But we take it in
steps as we can understand

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that the most important thing
that and I meet people where they are

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on their journey,
like my mother and I have one conversation

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and then she'll go,
you know what they talking

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and say, you know,
and then you meet other clients

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and you kind of figure out where they are
and you have these conversations.

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But at the at the very basic level,

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reality is

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far more expansive than we can ever
imagine with our five senses.

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Okay, it's so much bigger than this
three dimensional experience,

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and when you just at least
open up that door,

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then things start to happen, right?

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You understand that more and more
and it becomes fuller and more alive.

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And what do you do that then you recognize

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your potential
as a multi-dimensional being.

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And when you get rid of all of the anger
and the guilt and all of these fear based

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beliefs, which scientists say,
like 70% of our subconscious

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is all negative, yeah, that's
running the day for you when you get rid.

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You're like a hot air balloon
and you just cut those weight fast.

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Yes it up.

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And guess what everybody.

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It's really beautiful up there.

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Access to information
that you could get down there.

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You just could never see it. Yes.

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We have to be 100%.

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We have to be intentional about
when we get up in the morning because

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like you said
7,075% of the thoughts are negative.

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We have to start our day with gratitude
or prayer, whatever you need to do.

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And to me, that gives you the mental armor
and spiritual armor.

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You need to go out there into the world
and just, you know,

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kind of ward off the negativity.

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There's so much of it out there.

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Well, I would add to that.

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Yes. And I think what I love
about an attitude

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of gratitude
is because it's very instantaneous.

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The moment
like you could be in the worst place

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and I'll tell people like
if you can't do this right now

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you the, the basic thing you can do
is have an attitude of gratitude.

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And as soon as you do,

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you're going to start to feel better
and better and better, right?

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Because you know how it is.

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You know, you get off,
you start your tail,

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and after you stub your toe,
you know, you you spill your coffee, you

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your better
it just goes on a domino effect.

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I would add to that.

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And this is really
the most important thing that I say

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in my book is
I don't care if you use my tool,

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I don't care if you ever decide
to make a session with me, I don't care.

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But do you know this?

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Your subconscious is running your life

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without your conscious permission.

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Spend 95% of the day
operating from our subconscious.

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Right.

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So that's all of the trauma, the drama,
the fear, all of the emotionally

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charged situations, all of the beliefs,
our parents, us that we didn't choose.

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That's the lens that we look through life.

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And it is happening 95% of the day
and only 5% are we in consciousness.

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Right?

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So I say, well, by all means,
check that out.

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And if you don't, you know, use
whatever modality you think that you want,

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because I'm not here to sell you sessions
and I'm not here.

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But I will say,

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that Doctor Bruce lifted
where I got all of my research

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and the biology of belief,
and he is going around the world

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on his mission right now
with some of the greatest minds

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in the space of science and spirituality
and of this magical convergence,

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talking about the same things I'm talking
about, which is extremely exciting to me,

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because I thought
I figured this all out on my own.

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But if you look at that, Bruce Lipton,
his incredible.

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I've been to many of his sessions on that.

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This is how reality works, everyone.

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And this is why you keep repeating
the same patterns over and over again.

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No matter how many affirmations you say,
no matter.

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Therapy sessions, Groundhog day.

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That's right. Is Groundhog Day.

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So, yeah, but you know,
and if you're not so

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so when you do that,
things change dramatically.

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Your day

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to change your life. Absolutely.

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So how am I so joyful?

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Because I'm literally
not the same person that I was,

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you know, a year ago, but let alone.

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I started doing this eight years ago.

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You know, I have to say that
I had a session with, with Annie, Lisa

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and I was going through,

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I didn't even realize that I was going
through a tough time with a car accident.

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And you don't know this,

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but after a few days later

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when I was driving because I was having
a little difficulty driving,

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my story tense, you know,
when you're in a head on collision

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and then after that,
it wasn't a comfortable space to be in.

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And I worked with with Annie,
and within a few days

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of driving down my road and so I could see
it's a woman in the car driving the car,

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and she goes into my lane for like,
like two seconds

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because she either drops something
or looks like something happened.

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And normally I would have,
you know, just pulled

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over, went home or whatever
it was like to have one.

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It didn't bother me at all.

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And I just thought, thank you, God,

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it was easy breezy.

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Yes, yes.

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Right, right. Yes.

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He was just a conduit, you know.

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But no matter how much we may all know
this,

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we still need, our guides,

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you know, whether it's, Jesus, the Bible

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going to hear Bruce Lipton
having a session with you.

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We always.

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We need that reinforcement because
the world kind of bombards us with stuff.

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And that's a really good point.

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You know,

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before I,

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I call it the moment when I woke up again
and came back to life

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when my sister kind of I was kind of,
like I say, blindly slapping

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at the light switch, trying to find it
and turn on the light switch in my life.

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00:25:05,337 --> 00:25:08,173
I was talking to this woman
and she does a chapter

484
00:25:08,173 --> 00:25:10,475
in the book about it
called Irish Intuition.

485
00:25:10,475 --> 00:25:13,478
She was pretty extraordinary and

486
00:25:14,479 --> 00:25:15,647
one of the things she said to

487
00:25:15,647 --> 00:25:19,518
me was I said
I have all these things that I want to do.

488
00:25:19,518 --> 00:25:21,820
I have all these things
that Theresa and I were talking about.

489
00:25:21,820 --> 00:25:24,089
And she said, well, you're going to be
doing your sisters work.

490
00:25:24,089 --> 00:25:27,158
And I was like,
I'm not a doctor or read out about that.

491
00:25:27,158 --> 00:25:29,661
But the other thing I said, look,
everybody knows this.

492
00:25:29,661 --> 00:25:30,529
Don't they know this?

493
00:25:30,529 --> 00:25:33,565
I mean, they know about,
you know, things that

494
00:25:33,565 --> 00:25:37,569
Jesus said, they know about who's lived
and they know, come on, raise your voice.

495
00:25:37,569 --> 00:25:38,503
Don't they understand?

496
00:25:38,503 --> 00:25:41,506
She goes, and some people may,

497
00:25:41,907 --> 00:25:44,910
but they may not be able to hear it.

498
00:25:44,976 --> 00:25:46,244
Until they hear it from you.

499
00:25:46,244 --> 00:25:49,981
It's like my sister used to say
she would talk to patients

500
00:25:50,815 --> 00:25:53,084
and she would tell the husband and wife
what was going on

501
00:25:53,084 --> 00:25:54,386
with the husband and wife would go

502
00:25:54,386 --> 00:25:57,856
and tell him that that truth was like,
well, it was never right.

503
00:25:58,123 --> 00:25:58,823
Yeah, right.

504
00:25:58,823 --> 00:26:01,826
So we we all resonate.

505
00:26:02,327 --> 00:26:05,297
We're vibrational beings
living in the vibrational universe.

506
00:26:05,297 --> 00:26:08,567
Listen to our thoughts,
but we resonate with people.

507
00:26:08,767 --> 00:26:12,804
So I say to people after my talks,
when I do my talks, I read from the book

508
00:26:12,804 --> 00:26:16,341
and then I launch into, well, let me
tell you how the subconscious works.

509
00:26:16,341 --> 00:26:18,810
I'm not really going
to blow your mind. Okay?

510
00:26:18,810 --> 00:26:20,412
And then I talk about the mission.

511
00:26:21,713 --> 00:26:23,982
But, one of the things

512
00:26:23,982 --> 00:26:26,985
that, people don't understand is

513
00:26:27,986 --> 00:26:30,589
just completely lost my train of.

514
00:26:30,589 --> 00:26:33,391
Okay, remember what the question was?

515
00:26:33,391 --> 00:26:36,394
I get excited
about not hearing what you have to say

516
00:26:36,761 --> 00:26:41,333
is that at the end of the talk,
they do understand

517
00:26:42,801 --> 00:26:47,706
why and how they ended up in the place
that they are like immediately

518
00:26:47,706 --> 00:26:49,074
they get it.

519
00:26:49,074 --> 00:26:51,776
And my actual point
that I was trying to make

520
00:26:51,776 --> 00:26:53,545
is going to come back to me
probably two minutes.

521
00:26:53,545 --> 00:26:54,946
Yeah.

522
00:26:54,946 --> 00:26:57,215
Well, yeah.

523
00:26:57,215 --> 00:26:58,717
You know, I brought people back.

524
00:26:58,717 --> 00:27:03,254
Memories of my telling
my mother about this,

525
00:27:03,588 --> 00:27:06,591
when I had, what I call an awakening.

526
00:27:07,025 --> 00:27:12,163
And it was, I believe Doctor
Wayne Dyer called it a satori moment.

527
00:27:12,597 --> 00:27:15,367
Where it is, I think it's a Japanese term

528
00:27:15,367 --> 00:27:18,370
for instant enlightenment.

529
00:27:18,503 --> 00:27:22,140
And that happened to me,
when I was in my 20s.

530
00:27:22,841 --> 00:27:26,544
And then I voraciously just started
reading,

531
00:27:26,544 --> 00:27:31,116
went to the library and got books on
Saint Paul, and, you know, all of that.

532
00:27:31,116 --> 00:27:34,819
And I thought this is like the
the Pentecost, you know, I,

533
00:27:34,986 --> 00:27:38,056
I was understanding everything
for the first time.

534
00:27:38,423 --> 00:27:42,027
And I said to my, my mother,
I was trying to explain it, that

535
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:46,231
I feel like I'm losing my life
to get my life back.

536
00:27:46,865 --> 00:27:50,535
And she said,
what does that even mean to gain losses?

537
00:27:50,535 --> 00:27:51,002
Gain?

538
00:27:51,002 --> 00:27:54,939
But I couldn't really articulate it
because it was all happening

539
00:27:54,973 --> 00:27:56,241
to me at once.

540
00:27:56,241 --> 00:28:01,446
And then I felt this great responsibility,
which I didn't like at first

541
00:28:02,847 --> 00:28:06,851
I felt like, oh, I have to love everyone.

542
00:28:07,085 --> 00:28:10,121
I think I do love everyone,
I think I love that tree outside.

543
00:28:10,355 --> 00:28:13,291
I just started to see things differently.

544
00:28:13,291 --> 00:28:17,062
So is that vibration
was raised to that level

545
00:28:17,362 --> 00:28:20,165
where I could understand.

546
00:28:20,165 --> 00:28:25,236
And then I had to realize
that maybe I'm in college right now,

547
00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:28,440
but my mother is still in grade school

548
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:31,342
and she's not getting this,

549
00:28:31,342 --> 00:28:36,181
so I had to learn to quietly
let the light shine through.

550
00:28:36,414 --> 00:28:38,249
And not that my life was great after that.

551
00:28:38,249 --> 00:28:40,585
And a lot of stuff happened after that.

552
00:28:40,585 --> 00:28:43,188
It just I was never the same person.

553
00:28:43,188 --> 00:28:43,555
Though.

554
00:28:43,555 --> 00:28:45,690
I like to phrase
when the student is ready, the teacher.

555
00:28:45,690 --> 00:28:47,092
Yes, yes.

556
00:28:47,092 --> 00:28:49,761
You know, sometimes
you'll hear something over and over. Yes.

557
00:28:49,761 --> 00:28:51,062
And then, like you said

558
00:28:51,062 --> 00:28:54,099
before, a third person
or somebody else had a relationship or

559
00:28:54,099 --> 00:28:57,402
a different component will say something
and then it, it clicks.

560
00:28:58,236 --> 00:29:00,205
Right. All right.
And that's probably what happened.

561
00:29:00,205 --> 00:29:02,540
And I and I think we a chameleon,
we have to adapt it.

562
00:29:02,540 --> 00:29:04,075
That's what I was just going to say. Yeah.

563
00:29:04,075 --> 00:29:05,376
That we have to adapt.

564
00:29:05,376 --> 00:29:08,012
And I think all three of us here know
that.

565
00:29:08,012 --> 00:29:13,251
And in fact, I think I posted something
about this last night that sometimes

566
00:29:13,251 --> 00:29:16,988
a person doesn't need a lecture
and doesn't need a sermon.

567
00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:18,990
They need a hug.

568
00:29:18,990 --> 00:29:21,326
Yes, they need understanding.

569
00:29:21,326 --> 00:29:23,461
And you need to be quiet with that person.

570
00:29:24,596 --> 00:29:27,599
I agree with you 100%. I

571
00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:30,435
when I was having some of these

572
00:29:30,435 --> 00:29:32,704
incredible experiences of talking to that,

573
00:29:32,704 --> 00:29:35,707
people are getting messages
from dead people.

574
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:39,410
I was so exuberant about it,
and people just look at me like,

575
00:29:40,512 --> 00:29:43,515
know what?

576
00:29:45,049 --> 00:29:45,383
Doing

577
00:29:45,383 --> 00:29:48,419
my work with the subconscious
and the, the,

578
00:29:48,486 --> 00:29:50,855
the things that were happening in
my life were so incredible.

579
00:29:50,855 --> 00:29:52,791
The changes that were happening.

580
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:56,194
And you just, you know,
you want to come back from these four days

581
00:29:56,194 --> 00:29:59,097
and training you just like, like vomiting
all over.

582
00:29:59,097 --> 00:30:01,399
I learned not to do that.

583
00:30:01,399 --> 00:30:04,402
And you just

584
00:30:04,569 --> 00:30:08,540
toss a little mustard seed
and let them ask questions.

585
00:30:08,540 --> 00:30:10,842
And honestly

586
00:30:10,842 --> 00:30:13,878
truly leading by example
like they see the change.

587
00:30:13,945 --> 00:30:16,481
I don't have friends
that don't see me very often and they do.

588
00:30:16,481 --> 00:30:17,015
And they go.

589
00:30:19,117 --> 00:30:21,586
Yes. But you are, you

590
00:30:21,586 --> 00:30:25,156
you know
look I am not let me be very clear.

591
00:30:25,790 --> 00:30:28,459
For all the people who know me,
I am not saying by a longshot,

592
00:30:28,459 --> 00:30:32,063
if you could have heard me this past week,
I realized just this past week

593
00:30:33,631 --> 00:30:36,634
there's a lot of stuff
I haven't let go of.

594
00:30:36,768 --> 00:30:40,672
Because as the pressure
built this week with the book coming out.

595
00:30:40,738 --> 00:30:45,076
Yeah, and me having problems,
I was having problems with the layout.

596
00:30:46,611 --> 00:30:49,047
My Microsoft was going down.

597
00:30:49,047 --> 00:30:50,582
I couldn't get information.

598
00:30:50,582 --> 00:30:52,116
I have a press release going out.

599
00:30:52,116 --> 00:30:55,920
I've got my birthday, I've got this show,
I've got my monologue, I've got events.

600
00:30:57,055 --> 00:31:00,058
I was screaming,

601
00:31:00,491 --> 00:31:02,227
I was like,

602
00:31:02,227 --> 00:31:06,531
oh, but you weren't seeing any bad words
that were, you know, forced on.

603
00:31:08,166 --> 00:31:11,135
I mean, how do I

604
00:31:11,970 --> 00:31:15,373
that's that was Annie like,
yeah, yeah, but no views.

605
00:31:15,373 --> 00:31:19,077
Annie like,
so I really, I, I always say, well,

606
00:31:19,077 --> 00:31:22,146
I used to be person I, I yeah, yeah.

607
00:31:23,047 --> 00:31:25,884
You know, I had no views and would yell
and scream and calm and relaxed

608
00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:27,852
and that's very true for the most part.

609
00:31:27,852 --> 00:31:30,121
I'm not big
and I'm not the Buddha. I'm not Jesus.

610
00:31:30,121 --> 00:31:32,190
I'm the human just like everybody else.

611
00:31:32,190 --> 00:31:35,360
But my life experiences,
I used to be pursued road rage.

612
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:38,596
I mean, I was known to get out of my car
at 16, and I got somebody to

613
00:31:39,898 --> 00:31:42,367
wow, who I was.

614
00:31:42,367 --> 00:31:46,104
Yeah, yeah,
that person came out this week.

615
00:31:46,104 --> 00:31:49,874
And so the beautiful thing about that is,
well, there's more housecleaning to do.

616
00:31:49,874 --> 00:31:50,875
Yes. Yeah.

617
00:31:50,875 --> 00:31:53,645
And I know exactly
what the source of the trigger is.

618
00:31:53,645 --> 00:31:56,114
I know what it is. And I'm like, wow,

619
00:31:57,248 --> 00:31:59,417
I thought I had released all that I have.

620
00:31:59,417 --> 00:32:02,587
But that's the beauty of it,
because we can catch it early

621
00:32:03,187 --> 00:32:06,424
instead of
just letting it fester and take over.

622
00:32:06,424 --> 00:32:09,427
Somebody told me a long time ago
that we're all under construction.

623
00:32:09,560 --> 00:32:11,029
Yeah, yeah, every one of us.

624
00:32:11,029 --> 00:32:11,496
Yeah.

625
00:32:11,496 --> 00:32:12,030
Yes,

626
00:32:12,030 --> 00:32:15,166
I know that very few people
decide to come here and just be gorgeous

627
00:32:15,166 --> 00:32:16,701
and be rich and go on vacation.

628
00:32:16,701 --> 00:32:17,936
I mean, I've,

629
00:32:17,936 --> 00:32:22,106
I've heard that some do, but, like,
you know, there's no growth there.

630
00:32:22,140 --> 00:32:26,511
No, there's no there's no growth
without resistance, without these things.

631
00:32:26,511 --> 00:32:27,679
I mean, that's true.

632
00:32:27,679 --> 00:32:29,547
Forgetting who we are. Right?

633
00:32:29,547 --> 00:32:30,715
Right thing.

634
00:32:30,715 --> 00:32:33,451
And our job is to not get distracted.

635
00:32:33,451 --> 00:32:36,487
I mean, yes, you know, the ocean
and the deliciousness of life,

636
00:32:36,487 --> 00:32:39,724
the food, the beauty, the songs, the

637
00:32:40,224 --> 00:32:45,530
the the the clothes,
the the music, music, music. Yes,

638
00:32:46,764 --> 00:32:49,767
yes. But don't get attached to it.

639
00:32:49,834 --> 00:32:50,268
Right?

640
00:32:50,268 --> 00:32:51,970
And you start attaching to things.

641
00:32:51,970 --> 00:32:54,772
You weigh yourself down with it

642
00:32:54,772 --> 00:32:56,874
and you forget who you are. Your job.

643
00:32:56,874 --> 00:32:57,675
You know you already did.

644
00:32:57,675 --> 00:32:59,510
You try to remember who you are

645
00:32:59,510 --> 00:33:03,247
again, it's cutting off those bags off
a hot air balloon.

646
00:33:03,681 --> 00:33:06,684
Yes. Remember? And then you saw.

647
00:33:06,684 --> 00:33:09,787
And life becomes so easy
because you're not going to have.

648
00:33:09,787 --> 00:33:12,123
You got to kind of have to just.

649
00:33:12,123 --> 00:33:12,457
You know why?

650
00:33:12,457 --> 00:33:15,193
Because you're making idols out
of all those idols.

651
00:33:15,193 --> 00:33:17,295
That's I mean, that's
what's meant by that, right?

652
00:33:17,295 --> 00:33:17,895
Yeah. That's right.

653
00:33:17,895 --> 00:33:20,465
People get turned off
when they hear those things.

654
00:33:20,465 --> 00:33:24,469
You know, any type of reference,
sometimes people who are not religious.

655
00:33:24,469 --> 00:33:27,538
And I say in the book, you know,
I don't want to offend the atheists

656
00:33:27,538 --> 00:33:31,943
and I don't want to,
you know, insult or offend the, theists.

657
00:33:32,677 --> 00:33:32,977
There's.

658
00:33:34,379 --> 00:33:35,446
Right.

659
00:33:35,446 --> 00:33:38,249
There's something going on right now.

660
00:33:38,249 --> 00:33:40,585
So you, you feel it call a god.

661
00:33:40,585 --> 00:33:42,587
Right visit, call it.

662
00:33:42,587 --> 00:33:44,789
Actually the God is quantum physics.

663
00:33:44,789 --> 00:33:46,024
God is everything.

664
00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:48,960
Buddha actually God created it all
anyway, right?

665
00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:52,296
I said that to a very dear friend of mine
who is a Catholic priest,

666
00:33:52,764 --> 00:33:55,767
and I asked him in my book,
Starving Your Fears.

667
00:33:56,567 --> 00:33:58,603
I have a Buddha reference.

668
00:33:58,603 --> 00:34:00,938
And I said, did that upset you?

669
00:34:00,938 --> 00:34:02,140
And he says, why?

670
00:34:02,140 --> 00:34:03,941
He says, God create a Buddha.

671
00:34:03,941 --> 00:34:07,011
So it's like,
oh, cool. Yeah. That's right.

672
00:34:07,178 --> 00:34:08,546
That's

673
00:34:08,546 --> 00:34:11,315
the whole thing is just being tolerant
and respecting other people.

674
00:34:11,315 --> 00:34:13,618
You know, I think that's the key.

675
00:34:13,618 --> 00:34:14,118
But wait,

676
00:34:14,118 --> 00:34:18,122
I have some I have other questions
because because the as you're speaking.

677
00:34:18,322 --> 00:34:22,226
Because when you talked about
speaking to The Departed,

678
00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:25,730
did that happen after Teresa's?

679
00:34:25,897 --> 00:34:28,266
Yeah, this was before okay.

680
00:34:28,266 --> 00:34:32,937
So you always knew there was a connection
there with the afterlife?

681
00:34:34,205 --> 00:34:36,007
I think
I did from the time I was very little.

682
00:34:36,007 --> 00:34:38,743
But let me just be. I'm not,

683
00:34:38,743 --> 00:34:41,646
I'm not a medium.

684
00:34:41,646 --> 00:34:44,282
Wait, what I'm doing, everybody can do.

685
00:34:44,282 --> 00:34:47,285
You just have to write or to,
I believe like,

686
00:34:47,485 --> 00:34:50,488
it's the price of admission here on planet
Earth.

687
00:34:51,756 --> 00:34:54,759
I it starts with, I believe something and,

688
00:34:55,927 --> 00:34:57,762
what happened was right alongside.

689
00:34:57,762 --> 00:35:00,364
I mean, I spent most of my life
in corporate America.

690
00:35:00,364 --> 00:35:02,266
I was a copywriter,
I worked in advertising.

691
00:35:02,266 --> 00:35:06,304
So, you know, I was never under a tree
meditating all day.

692
00:35:06,304 --> 00:35:09,307
Okay? I am the life, and I.

693
00:35:09,340 --> 00:35:12,510
I had a very, very young,
very exciting career.

694
00:35:12,510 --> 00:35:17,315
And, but during that time, I just
I just left, right

695
00:35:17,381 --> 00:35:20,952
or right around the time I had
my son and I started noticing

696
00:35:21,219 --> 00:35:25,656
that my thoughts were being reflected
back, like in a song like word for word.

697
00:35:26,357 --> 00:35:27,725
That's kind of weird, you know.

698
00:35:27,725 --> 00:35:30,261
And then it just kept happening
and then it was like on a billboard

699
00:35:30,261 --> 00:35:33,397
and then like my boss would call me in
and say,

700
00:35:33,431 --> 00:35:35,933
you know, we're going to do a story
and golf Digest today on this.

701
00:35:35,933 --> 00:35:39,904
And I feel like I've just,
you know, so yes, yes, I want

702
00:35:40,938 --> 00:35:41,772
and something's going on.

703
00:35:41,772 --> 00:35:42,974
Yeah. Right.

704
00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:43,341
Right.

705
00:35:43,341 --> 00:35:47,645
Soon as I did that, it just exploded
and it got crazy.

706
00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:50,615
And it was like, well, like I'd, I'd be
crying over you don't understand me.

707
00:35:50,615 --> 00:35:53,618
Were like, okay,
well have a nice day, right?

708
00:35:54,018 --> 00:35:55,520
Like playing it down.

709
00:35:55,520 --> 00:35:58,956
And so my sister jumped in
for the bandwagon and, and like,

710
00:35:58,956 --> 00:36:03,127
the experiences that I started to happen
were not the kind where, you know, like,

711
00:36:03,561 --> 00:36:06,564
I saw a dragonfly
and I think it was my grandmother.

712
00:36:07,265 --> 00:36:07,732
That's nice.

713
00:36:07,732 --> 00:36:09,667
You know, maybe it was your grandmother.

714
00:36:09,667 --> 00:36:13,371
I'm talking about dynamic experience. Yes.

715
00:36:13,371 --> 00:36:17,375
That stop you in your tracks
and make the skeptic go what.

716
00:36:17,475 --> 00:36:18,075
Yeah. Yeah.

717
00:36:18,075 --> 00:36:20,711
Like that's the kind of those are
the kinds of things that were happening.

718
00:36:20,711 --> 00:36:22,413
And so that's why I do

719
00:36:22,413 --> 00:36:24,515
bring those into the book
so people can understand, like

720
00:36:24,515 --> 00:36:25,349
this was my journey

721
00:36:25,349 --> 00:36:28,653
and my sister was right there going,
oh my God, that's going to be

722
00:36:29,420 --> 00:36:34,358
to be really careful of my like my sister
was very excitable, but yeah, it's just,

723
00:36:35,693 --> 00:36:37,595
you know,
you have to teach me how to do this.

724
00:36:37,595 --> 00:36:39,730
And I was like, well,
this is what I did, you know?

725
00:36:39,730 --> 00:36:42,733
And you guys, she was so,

726
00:36:42,767 --> 00:36:46,237
fanatic of genius and
and doing so many things.

727
00:36:46,504 --> 00:36:48,439
It was only towards the end of her life
when she started

728
00:36:48,439 --> 00:36:49,674
to have those experiences.

729
00:36:49,674 --> 00:36:53,144
And when Teresa had them
just like that, Teresa does,

730
00:36:53,678 --> 00:36:57,882
as we call her, that Teresa, 
she did everything on steroids.

731
00:36:58,115 --> 00:36:59,183
So I was doing this.

732
00:36:59,183 --> 00:37:02,186
Teresa was doing it
where she was just this part wasn't real.

733
00:37:02,453 --> 00:37:03,621
Know. Yeah, it.

734
00:37:03,621 --> 00:37:05,923
And that's when things started to happen,
so I.

735
00:37:05,923 --> 00:37:08,092
So that's why

736
00:37:08,092 --> 00:37:10,461
it wasn't like Teresa.

737
00:37:10,461 --> 00:37:12,063
She checked out so fast. Right.

738
00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:17,435
So we didn't have a time to go,
like let's develop the code you know. And

739
00:37:18,636 --> 00:37:19,937
how would you tell me what to do.

740
00:37:19,937 --> 00:37:21,739
I know what to do.

741
00:37:21,739 --> 00:37:24,308
Immediately got right there and she,
she reached out

742
00:37:24,308 --> 00:37:27,311
to so many different people in our circle.

743
00:37:27,311 --> 00:37:29,313
Like people are still telling me stories

744
00:37:29,313 --> 00:37:31,349
about what happened
after my sister was murdered.

745
00:37:31,349 --> 00:37:34,652
So she's not she hasn't just
reached out to you other people as well.

746
00:37:34,785 --> 00:37:35,753
Yeah. Wow.

747
00:37:35,753 --> 00:37:39,023
But but she's worked
with me on the mission, so I know that

748
00:37:39,023 --> 00:37:42,460
she inspired another friend
to get the angels of heart

749
00:37:42,460 --> 00:37:45,463
to do all of these beautiful artwork
with Angel.

750
00:37:46,731 --> 00:37:50,301
She's been sharing my story
a lot, and I want to hear her story

751
00:37:50,301 --> 00:37:53,304
exactly how it happened,
because I still don't know.

752
00:37:53,437 --> 00:37:57,642
But so many people had awakenings,
just understood things all at once,

753
00:37:57,942 --> 00:38:02,446
and shared old stuff
in the very beginning and very beginning.

754
00:38:02,446 --> 00:38:03,547
A lot of that happened.

755
00:38:03,547 --> 00:38:06,617
But then she has like,
she was with me on my birthday

756
00:38:06,617 --> 00:38:08,486
and I didn't get to put it
in the book, but, you know,

757
00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:13,691
I talk about that in the book.

758
00:38:13,691 --> 00:38:16,661
And so I got up for my birthday breakfast.

759
00:38:16,661 --> 00:38:19,263
Now, Teresa's calling cards.

760
00:38:19,263 --> 00:38:22,233
Like I said again, you know, there's a
there's a butterfly

761
00:38:22,233 --> 00:38:23,267
or there's a dragonfly.

762
00:38:23,267 --> 00:38:25,536
Teresa's are 100% absolute.

763
00:38:25,536 --> 00:38:27,905
It's like she wrote your name.

764
00:38:27,905 --> 00:38:29,907
And I got up and I looked at this

765
00:38:29,907 --> 00:38:33,577
funny picture
in front of me of a cow with flowers.

766
00:38:34,545 --> 00:38:37,515
Of course it caught my attention
and my eyes went right to the right.

767
00:38:37,515 --> 00:38:41,285
The artist name was Kay Del Dia. Wow.

768
00:38:41,285 --> 00:38:44,522
So yeah, yeah yeah

769
00:38:45,156 --> 00:38:47,558
there's the del
and they got bigger and bigger.

770
00:38:47,558 --> 00:38:47,958
Yeah.

771
00:38:47,958 --> 00:38:50,961
And Teresa, she took all of that

772
00:38:51,696 --> 00:38:54,165
to a much larger level.

773
00:38:54,165 --> 00:38:57,735
Let me ask you this too, is Teresa happy?

774
00:38:57,735 --> 00:38:59,370
Does she come across as being happy?

775
00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:02,039
I don't get any emotion.

776
00:39:02,039 --> 00:39:02,673
Okay.

777
00:39:02,673 --> 00:39:05,676
To be honest with you,
no one's ever asked me that before.

778
00:39:06,544 --> 00:39:09,347
I think Teresa is.

779
00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:11,382
It was called.

780
00:39:11,382 --> 00:39:14,518
I mean, we all choose our exit
date with God.

781
00:39:14,518 --> 00:39:16,687
I mean, we we make those decisions

782
00:39:16,687 --> 00:39:19,357
on when we're going to exit
and when we're going to enter this plane.

783
00:39:19,357 --> 00:39:23,227
I, I and my understanding of my research,
okay.

784
00:39:23,227 --> 00:39:27,431
That long ago, we knew when we were just
like, God knows every hair on your head.

785
00:39:27,498 --> 00:39:29,033
Right? And that's part of it.

786
00:39:29,033 --> 00:39:32,503
And we're connected to that
because we plopped here, we were part

787
00:39:32,503 --> 00:39:36,674
of the creative process about what
we were going to do and who are parents.

788
00:39:36,674 --> 00:39:39,143
We're going to be,
you know, there's no coincidences.

789
00:39:39,143 --> 00:39:40,945
There's no I agree, right.

790
00:39:40,945 --> 00:39:43,280
So, I forgot your question.

791
00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:46,283
Well, she had what she,
she come across as being happy.

792
00:39:46,617 --> 00:39:48,486
She comes across as being purposeful,

793
00:39:49,687 --> 00:39:50,721
very purposeful.

794
00:39:50,721 --> 00:39:52,623
Like this is the way it's supposed to be.

795
00:39:52,623 --> 00:39:54,658
And we're still working together on this.

796
00:39:54,658 --> 00:39:58,329
We're going to work this way because it's
going to have a more profound effect

797
00:39:59,196 --> 00:40:01,665
with me on the other side
and you on that side.

798
00:40:01,665 --> 00:40:06,737
It's going to help people awaken
to their true divine nature

799
00:40:07,004 --> 00:40:10,007
when they understand
that life is so much grander

800
00:40:10,007 --> 00:40:11,175
than getting up in the morning

801
00:40:11,175 --> 00:40:14,311
and having your coffee and go to work
like there really is something happening.

802
00:40:14,445 --> 00:40:15,312
Like you said, in life,

803
00:40:15,312 --> 00:40:18,482
she was always pushing people
to be their best, doing the same thing.

804
00:40:18,482 --> 00:40:20,418
And she's still doing it, right?

805
00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:21,919
Yeah, absolutely.

806
00:40:21,919 --> 00:40:22,653
Yes, she is.

807
00:40:22,653 --> 00:40:26,257
She's doing that and she's learning
how to manipulate energy.

808
00:40:26,257 --> 00:40:30,461
And I just feel like, I know,
I know a lot of people like Rob Williams,

809
00:40:30,795 --> 00:40:36,133
the, the originator of the work that I do,
called psychic with his subconscious.

810
00:40:36,367 --> 00:40:39,370
He just transitioned in October.

811
00:40:39,570 --> 00:40:40,805
Heartbreaking.

812
00:40:40,805 --> 00:40:46,410
But we all feel like well, he's
got things to do, you know as is above

813
00:40:46,410 --> 00:40:49,513
so below, you know, you just got to have
a balance of the energy that there's,

814
00:40:50,514 --> 00:40:51,148
you know Teresa

815
00:40:51,148 --> 00:40:54,151
always said I could get so and I'm going
to, I'm going to censor this.

816
00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:57,455
I could get so much more down
if I could just get out of this body,

817
00:40:59,256 --> 00:41:02,560
to me at her service and say, you know,
your sister just said this to me.

818
00:41:03,627 --> 00:41:05,596
That does not surprise me.

819
00:41:05,596 --> 00:41:06,130
Yeah.

820
00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:09,800
So what she wanted to do and she,
I don't think she felt like

821
00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:11,035
I think she knew she wasn't going to.

822
00:41:11,035 --> 00:41:13,571
Have you saw
the body is limited enough time.

823
00:41:13,571 --> 00:41:15,272
Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah.

824
00:41:15,272 --> 00:41:20,077
You know it reminds me of when,
I had my private practice

825
00:41:20,911 --> 00:41:24,248
and several people came to me

826
00:41:25,149 --> 00:41:27,618
who, who passed, like, really quickly

827
00:41:27,618 --> 00:41:30,621
afterwards from accidents and.

828
00:41:30,654 --> 00:41:33,858
Yeah, plane crash, different things.

829
00:41:34,258 --> 00:41:38,696
And this very,
very famous psychic in our area,

830
00:41:39,563 --> 00:41:42,867
Ruth Burnett, she called me.

831
00:41:42,867 --> 00:41:44,034
I've never met her.

832
00:41:44,034 --> 00:41:46,770
I only knew about her
from reading about her.

833
00:41:46,770 --> 00:41:49,073
And she said,
I'd like to make an appointment with you.

834
00:41:49,073 --> 00:41:50,674
And I said, sure.

835
00:41:50,674 --> 00:41:54,945
So I remember my sister saying,
I wonder why she wants to meet with you.

836
00:41:54,945 --> 00:41:58,949
And I said, I don't know, maybe
for relaxation because I do relaxation

837
00:41:58,949 --> 00:42:03,254
therapy
using hypnosis and stress management.

838
00:42:03,854 --> 00:42:08,526
And she came in and we spoke for a while
just chit chatting.

839
00:42:09,026 --> 00:42:13,631
And then she said, aren't
you curious as to why I'm here?

840
00:42:13,797 --> 00:42:15,900
And I said, well, yes, I am.

841
00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:18,903
And she said, why do you think I'm here?

842
00:42:19,103 --> 00:42:22,106
And she had talked
about opening a new center.

843
00:42:22,106 --> 00:42:25,643
And I said, maybe you want me
to be part of that doing the hypnosis.

844
00:42:25,643 --> 00:42:28,345
And she said, well, that would be great.

845
00:42:28,345 --> 00:42:30,881
She said, But I'm here

846
00:42:30,881 --> 00:42:33,884
because I have pancreatic cancer.

847
00:42:34,151 --> 00:42:35,753
I'm dying.

848
00:42:35,753 --> 00:42:39,390
And I asked for someone to help

849
00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:42,826
cross me over, and now I know it's you.

850
00:42:43,527 --> 00:42:46,530
And and in that instant,

851
00:42:46,597 --> 00:42:49,600
what happened was
what's happened to me before.

852
00:42:49,934 --> 00:42:52,937
I lean in and I held her hand.

853
00:42:53,203 --> 00:42:58,342
I have no idea what I said, I don't I
it it's happened to me many times.

854
00:42:58,776 --> 00:43:01,612
But as she was walking away,

855
00:43:01,612 --> 00:43:05,749
she just without even turning
and looking at me, she said, Joyce,

856
00:43:06,350 --> 00:43:11,655
if you just wouldn't be afraid of what you
do, thousands would come to you.

857
00:43:12,723 --> 00:43:13,924
Well, I went to

858
00:43:13,924 --> 00:43:17,661
see someone
who really is in touch with angels.

859
00:43:17,661 --> 00:43:20,965
I mean, has a lot of appearances,
wrote many books, lives

860
00:43:20,965 --> 00:43:23,968
in Connecticut, moved to Florida.

861
00:43:24,034 --> 00:43:27,671
I didn't like this
because I got attached to the people.

862
00:43:28,305 --> 00:43:31,175
And I said to, to Trudy

863
00:43:31,175 --> 00:43:34,178
Griswold, why is this happening?

864
00:43:34,278 --> 00:43:39,083
And she always prayed with me
and she said, Joyce,

865
00:43:39,750 --> 00:43:44,421
the messages that are coming through to me
is your work continues

866
00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:46,590
when you cross over.

867
00:43:46,590 --> 00:43:49,593
So you better get used to it.

868
00:43:50,661 --> 00:43:52,997
But that's what it made me think of that.

869
00:43:52,997 --> 00:43:55,232
When you asked why was she happy?

870
00:43:55,232 --> 00:44:00,871
So I've learned to just release that
and let go because if that is my mission,

871
00:44:00,871 --> 00:44:04,875
if I'm able to help people,
whether just calm their anxiety

872
00:44:05,409 --> 00:44:09,213
or cross over,
you know, sometimes I go to hospice or

873
00:44:09,413 --> 00:44:14,551
sit with people,
and I helped my husband cross over.

874
00:44:15,019 --> 00:44:17,721
So I am at peace with that now.

875
00:44:17,721 --> 00:44:20,691
Although I was an
A job that I really wanted,

876
00:44:21,992 --> 00:44:24,461
you know, God, God gives you the grace.

877
00:44:24,461 --> 00:44:26,930
But then also thinking of the messages,

878
00:44:26,930 --> 00:44:31,468
it wasn't until I read the soliciting
prophecy that was the early early 90s

879
00:44:32,236 --> 00:44:35,105
that I realized
that everyone has a message.

880
00:44:35,105 --> 00:44:38,108
If you look for it, pay attention

881
00:44:38,375 --> 00:44:42,846
and you will find it,
and then you can't on see it, right?

882
00:44:43,247 --> 00:44:44,615
Yeah. Yeah.

883
00:44:44,615 --> 00:44:45,616
Absolutely. Sure.

884
00:44:45,616 --> 00:44:48,619
Yeah I remember yeah. Me too, me too.

885
00:44:48,619 --> 00:44:51,622
And what you and your family went through.

886
00:44:51,955 --> 00:44:55,025
I don't think there's anything worse
than a sudden,

887
00:44:55,426 --> 00:44:58,429
tragic death,
because there is that feeling.

888
00:44:58,896 --> 00:45:01,098
There's no closure.

889
00:45:01,098 --> 00:45:03,233
Why didn't I say this? Why didn't I?

890
00:45:03,233 --> 00:45:04,735
I could have changed this.

891
00:45:04,735 --> 00:45:07,705
If only I had called or did this.

892
00:45:07,705 --> 00:45:09,373
You were able.

893
00:45:09,373 --> 00:45:11,375
And you to deal with this.

894
00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:14,712
But what about your your family?

895
00:45:15,446 --> 00:45:16,580
You know, you.

896
00:45:17,915 --> 00:45:20,918
Is that Teresa?

897
00:45:21,452 --> 00:45:21,752
Really?

898
00:45:21,752 --> 00:45:24,188
Well and well in the back
row. We're talking about music. Beautiful.

899
00:45:24,188 --> 00:45:26,557
And maybe there's some
some kind of subliminal.

900
00:45:26,557 --> 00:45:26,924
Mom is.

901
00:45:26,924 --> 00:45:29,359
Don't let your babies grow to be cowboys.

902
00:45:29,359 --> 00:45:33,764
I don't know what's the time when 
I grow up to be cowboys?

903
00:45:34,198 --> 00:45:37,067
She comes through a lot. Is me really?

904
00:45:37,067 --> 00:45:39,136
Maybe. Maybe this is her.

905
00:45:39,136 --> 00:45:41,004
Why? I have to find out.

906
00:45:41,004 --> 00:45:42,339
Yeah,

907
00:45:42,339 --> 00:45:43,707
yeah, I love, I love that song.

908
00:45:43,707 --> 00:45:46,710
Okay. But not for you.

909
00:45:46,877 --> 00:45:49,947
You know how, like Jesus said, a

910
00:45:49,947 --> 00:45:53,317
prophet isn't recognized in their own 
hometown and hometown.

911
00:45:53,884 --> 00:45:58,622
Are you
kind of like that prophet to your family

912
00:45:59,056 --> 00:46:02,059
that are Teresa's that,

913
00:46:03,227 --> 00:46:05,195
I feel like I don't I don't know

914
00:46:05,195 --> 00:46:07,598
if the word prophet is the word,
but maybe.

915
00:46:07,598 --> 00:46:09,032
Maybe messenger.

916
00:46:09,032 --> 00:46:11,635
You said before conduit. Conduit.

917
00:46:11,635 --> 00:46:13,203
Someone who,

918
00:46:15,606 --> 00:46:18,442
has a voice.

919
00:46:18,442 --> 00:46:21,745
You know, my whole life
I've been either performing in theater

920
00:46:21,745 --> 00:46:25,282
or I've been in a band or I've been on
stage for a marketing conference.

921
00:46:25,716 --> 00:46:28,685
Every skill that I've ever had has

922
00:46:28,685 --> 00:46:31,688
brought me a copywriter, a writer.

923
00:46:31,688 --> 00:46:35,526
All these skills have brought me forward
that I, I believe that I have

924
00:46:36,093 --> 00:46:40,697
been blessed with the gifts
that allow me to be a powerful voice

925
00:46:40,697 --> 00:46:45,803
and presence and personality,
to connect with people about this message.

926
00:46:46,470 --> 00:46:49,740
That's what I, I believe that everything
just sort of lined up

927
00:46:49,740 --> 00:46:54,077
so that I can take this information
out to the world. Yes.

928
00:46:54,444 --> 00:46:57,414
And because this could have happened
to somebody else and maybe they were like,

929
00:46:57,414 --> 00:47:00,551
oh I can,
oh I can never stand up and fight.

930
00:47:00,884 --> 00:47:01,785
That's a really good point,

931
00:47:01,785 --> 00:47:04,788
because every step we have in life
leads to where we're going.

932
00:47:05,122 --> 00:47:07,925
There is a master plan there, right?

933
00:47:07,925 --> 00:47:08,692
Yeah.

934
00:47:08,692 --> 00:47:11,261
And you're the right spokesperson
for this.

935
00:47:11,261 --> 00:47:14,565
And, my mother's over the top. Delighted.

936
00:47:14,565 --> 00:47:16,934
Because she said, you're going
to reach the masses for Theresa.

937
00:47:16,934 --> 00:47:21,038
You're good because Theresa's message was
your emotions are making you sick.

938
00:47:21,038 --> 00:47:23,640
Theresa. Doctor Bruce lived in.

939
00:47:25,309 --> 00:47:26,677
To me after.

940
00:47:26,677 --> 00:47:29,780
And they all the reason why
I didn't click off it's all in the book

941
00:47:29,780 --> 00:47:33,650
is because I said, oh, wait a minute,
I only know about this guy from Theresa.

942
00:47:33,650 --> 00:47:37,354
Maybe I'm supposed to wash it
and that it just changed everything,

943
00:47:37,788 --> 00:47:40,991
which I'm literally it changed my life

944
00:47:41,258 --> 00:47:44,494
and it's why I was able to write
the book is why I'm sitting here.

945
00:47:45,095 --> 00:47:46,897
Because of that.

946
00:47:46,897 --> 00:47:49,499
So this must have helped
your mother greatly.

947
00:47:49,499 --> 00:47:51,935
Because that's her daughter. Therapeutic.

948
00:47:51,935 --> 00:47:52,502
That's. Yeah.

949
00:47:52,502 --> 00:47:54,972
And those two were like,
I mean, all three.

950
00:47:54,972 --> 00:47:57,574
But those are my girls. You know?

951
00:47:57,574 --> 00:47:59,676
And,

952
00:47:59,676 --> 00:48:01,211
Theresa live, you know, living in Florida.

953
00:48:01,211 --> 00:48:02,779
She didn't get to see my mother a lot.

954
00:48:02,779 --> 00:48:06,250
So when my mother went to Florida,
Tracy, like, I got her all to myself now.

955
00:48:07,451 --> 00:48:10,454
Italians down here to,

956
00:48:11,588 --> 00:48:13,590
Right. But,

957
00:48:13,590 --> 00:48:16,894
of course,
my mother is the most amazing person,

958
00:48:16,894 --> 00:48:20,430
and my mother can still laugh,
dance and sing.

959
00:48:20,764 --> 00:48:22,132
I'm her daughter. She's not.

960
00:48:22,132 --> 00:48:25,602
I'm shaking her fist up right now.

961
00:48:26,303 --> 00:48:29,373
Does she feel that connection
also with my mother.

962
00:48:29,373 --> 00:48:30,240
Yeah.

963
00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:30,707
Yeah.

964
00:48:30,707 --> 00:48:33,710
So my, my sister has met
my mother where my mother is.

965
00:48:35,512 --> 00:48:39,182
So my mother sees 11 all day

966
00:48:39,182 --> 00:48:43,287
long like 11 after the hour does.

967
00:48:43,287 --> 00:48:46,023
That's their,
that's their language. That's right.

968
00:48:46,023 --> 00:48:48,926
Like I'm not say it in the book
I see 11. Yeah.

969
00:48:48,926 --> 00:48:50,994
That's very specific times.

970
00:48:50,994 --> 00:48:52,996
I write very specific things.

971
00:48:52,996 --> 00:48:54,464
Things happen.

972
00:48:54,464 --> 00:48:57,467
So a lot of times in the book I write off

973
00:48:57,601 --> 00:49:00,971
in italics italic I tell you.

974
00:49:01,004 --> 00:49:05,609
Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm in parentheses
as well to say this just happened.

975
00:49:06,009 --> 00:49:07,144
Yes, yes.

976
00:49:07,144 --> 00:49:07,878
Right.

977
00:49:07,878 --> 00:49:10,948
It, you know, I was doing this
and I was and I turned around

978
00:49:10,948 --> 00:49:13,951
and so that happened to me
all throughout the book.

979
00:49:14,117 --> 00:49:16,887
But for Teresa it's much it's
much larger things.

980
00:49:16,887 --> 00:49:20,390
I mean, in the afterword
I tell a story, you know, about

981
00:49:21,525 --> 00:49:23,026
and I'm just going to tell it.

982
00:49:23,026 --> 00:49:25,262
Go ahead, tell it. Yes.

983
00:49:25,262 --> 00:49:27,597
So there.

984
00:49:27,597 --> 00:49:28,832
So I'm driving

985
00:49:28,832 --> 00:49:31,835
and, that morning I had had a profound,

986
00:49:32,936 --> 00:49:34,571
experience

987
00:49:34,571 --> 00:49:37,507
and recognizing that,
you know what, I don't

988
00:49:37,507 --> 00:49:40,811
I don't sit down every day and go, Tre,
you got a message for me?

989
00:49:41,912 --> 00:49:44,815
I don't do that,
but I, I know that I should,

990
00:49:44,815 --> 00:49:48,919
because she's probably sitting there
going, finally waiting for you.

991
00:49:48,919 --> 00:49:49,987
You know, you got to do. You got a point.

992
00:49:49,987 --> 00:49:53,423
You know, she'll just break right through
if it's really important.

993
00:49:54,057 --> 00:49:57,227
But I don't really take the time
to sit and go, okay, I'm

994
00:49:57,227 --> 00:50:00,230
going to be,
you know, quiet and still and meditate.

995
00:50:00,263 --> 00:50:04,968
But I got this new protocol with psi K
and it involves doing that.

996
00:50:05,068 --> 00:50:06,169
So I thought, well, you know what?

997
00:50:06,169 --> 00:50:09,172
I'm going to start reaching out
to my sister during this protocol.

998
00:50:09,373 --> 00:50:11,975
Like you know, you just see two
birds with one stone. But,

999
00:50:13,210 --> 00:50:14,177
I do it.

1000
00:50:14,177 --> 00:50:19,049
And I did that morning and I said, I'm
going to make it a practice to just go.

1001
00:50:19,049 --> 00:50:22,052
Teresa, do you have a message for me
every single day.

1002
00:50:22,319 --> 00:50:24,621
And I'm working on that now.

1003
00:50:24,621 --> 00:50:28,658
And I finished my little,

1004
00:50:29,393 --> 00:50:31,795
declaration and proclamation to my sister.

1005
00:50:31,795 --> 00:50:35,232
I ran downstairs, put my pants down,
I got in the car was going

1006
00:50:35,232 --> 00:50:38,535
the other, and I'm driving along
listening to a station.

1007
00:50:38,535 --> 00:50:41,671
And I kept saying, I don't want that song.

1008
00:50:41,838 --> 00:50:44,541
I want to sing.
I feel like singing right now.

1009
00:50:44,541 --> 00:50:47,044
I don't know the lyrics,
I don't know, all of it.

1010
00:50:47,044 --> 00:50:47,611
I went,

1011
00:50:47,611 --> 00:50:51,481
oh yeah, and by the way, I told you
I was going to start reaching out to you.

1012
00:50:51,481 --> 00:50:52,516
So I'm reaching out to you.

1013
00:50:52,516 --> 00:50:54,651
So feel free to give me a sign.

1014
00:50:54,651 --> 00:50:58,455
I. I literally said the word sign
and who or whatever song was on

1015
00:50:58,755 --> 00:51:02,125
was singing the name Teresa.

1016
00:51:02,392 --> 00:51:03,960
Wow. You.

1017
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:08,165
That's the kind of stuff
Teresa does, right?

1018
00:51:08,231 --> 00:51:10,133
You know, she's like,
oh yeah, I'm right here.

1019
00:51:10,133 --> 00:51:10,600
Yeah, yeah.

1020
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:12,402
So and the thing is,

1021
00:51:12,402 --> 00:51:16,139
I wasn't even supposed to stop on
that song because I was looking for a song

1022
00:51:16,139 --> 00:51:18,575
that I could sing to.
That was my job in the moment.

1023
00:51:18,575 --> 00:51:22,079
And then I came this thought,
where did that come from?

1024
00:51:22,312 --> 00:51:25,015
I had that thought. Oh, read
the book, you'll see.

1025
00:51:25,015 --> 00:51:28,952
And, when I said that and I,
you know, you're going to show me a sign.

1026
00:51:28,952 --> 00:51:30,720
So I said, show me a sign.

1027
00:51:30,720 --> 00:51:33,123
Show me a sign, Teresa.

1028
00:51:33,123 --> 00:51:34,724
And it took me so long to write it

1029
00:51:34,724 --> 00:51:38,295
because I wanted people to understand
exactly how magically it happened.

1030
00:51:39,062 --> 00:51:40,497
Is just one example.

1031
00:51:40,497 --> 00:51:44,067
When I couldn't finish the book,
the afterword kept getting longer

1032
00:51:44,067 --> 00:51:48,004
and she kept doing these little things
and I and these things interesting.

1033
00:51:48,472 --> 00:51:51,708
Experiences kept revealing themselves.

1034
00:51:51,708 --> 00:51:53,677
And I had to keep writing more.

1035
00:51:53,677 --> 00:51:56,613
And you get a lot more proactive
because you're reaching out to her now.

1036
00:51:56,613 --> 00:51:59,316
Yes. That's what she wants. She's like,
I'm not going to do all the heavy.

1037
00:51:59,316 --> 00:51:59,916
All right.

1038
00:51:59,916 --> 00:52:01,485
You participate.

1039
00:52:01,485 --> 00:52:04,054
You need to evolve and expand more.

1040
00:52:04,054 --> 00:52:05,255
Yeah.

1041
00:52:05,255 --> 00:52:07,958
You know, I read a book years ago.

1042
00:52:07,958 --> 00:52:10,927
I think it was written in the 50s.

1043
00:52:11,161 --> 00:52:13,597
But listen to the title of this book.

1044
00:52:13,597 --> 00:52:15,932
The Dead Are alive.

1045
00:52:15,932 --> 00:52:20,871
And it was actually about scientists,
a group of scientists

1046
00:52:21,438 --> 00:52:25,175
who built this room with recorders in it.

1047
00:52:25,942 --> 00:52:28,945
And the purpose, over years and years

1048
00:52:29,146 --> 00:52:33,283
was speaking to those who have departed.

1049
00:52:33,783 --> 00:52:36,786
It's a fascinating read, fascinating.

1050
00:52:37,187 --> 00:52:40,490
And I do remember

1051
00:52:40,690 --> 00:52:44,794
my mother saying to me
that one of the reasons why

1052
00:52:45,128 --> 00:52:49,833
this book wasn't really pushed out there
that much, she said.

1053
00:52:49,833 --> 00:52:53,570
Because if people knew

1054
00:52:53,837 --> 00:52:58,275
that life doesn't end, then they fear

1055
00:52:58,275 --> 00:53:02,012
people would commit suicide,
that we're having problems on Earth.

1056
00:53:02,746 --> 00:53:05,682
And they
and they kind of pulled back on that.

1057
00:53:05,682 --> 00:53:07,984
But I still have a copy of that.

1058
00:53:07,984 --> 00:53:11,054
And I just probably,
probably was the closest

1059
00:53:11,054 --> 00:53:14,257
to the fact
that people would commit suicide. Yes.

1060
00:53:15,292 --> 00:53:18,595
And interestingly
enough, you don't get to escape it, folks.

1061
00:53:18,995 --> 00:53:19,896
Right? You know?

1062
00:53:19,896 --> 00:53:24,234
Yeah, I have to relive it in another way
until you overcome

1063
00:53:24,501 --> 00:53:27,504
that, what ails you?

1064
00:53:27,637 --> 00:53:29,172
You know. Yeah.

1065
00:53:29,172 --> 00:53:32,375
Even the physical stuff
is the result of a mental thing.

1066
00:53:32,375 --> 00:53:34,744
First. That's what I was trying to say.

1067
00:53:34,744 --> 00:53:37,747
Oh yeah. Okay. Yeah.

1068
00:53:37,747 --> 00:53:40,016
My sister's message was that

1069
00:53:40,016 --> 00:53:43,753
our physical ailments
are the result of unresolved issues.

1070
00:53:43,787 --> 00:53:45,689
Negativity.

1071
00:53:45,689 --> 00:53:48,425
Everything has energy manifested
in the body, right?

1072
00:53:48,425 --> 00:53:53,196
So if you don't release it, it's
going to make its home in your cells.

1073
00:53:53,196 --> 00:53:54,664
And that's what Bruce Lipton was saying.

1074
00:53:54,664 --> 00:53:57,367
It's like people think it's your genes,
right? It's not.

1075
00:53:57,367 --> 00:54:01,571
It's your it's your cells
that are responding to your thoughts

1076
00:54:01,571 --> 00:54:02,872
but not your conscious thoughts.

1077
00:54:02,872 --> 00:54:05,208
All of the stuff on your subconscious,
I totally agree.

1078
00:54:05,208 --> 00:54:07,410
I believe you can heal yourself
with your thoughts.

1079
00:54:07,410 --> 00:54:09,746
And what does disease
mean? It means lack of ease.

1080
00:54:10,747 --> 00:54:11,348
Disease.

1081
00:54:11,348 --> 00:54:14,818
Exactly.
But you can reverse that, you know?

1082
00:54:14,818 --> 00:54:19,356
But it doesn't mean
that you're never going to die

1083
00:54:19,956 --> 00:54:22,959
because we will crossover.

1084
00:54:22,959 --> 00:54:25,962
So people have a hard time with children

1085
00:54:26,196 --> 00:54:30,333
who are
who are born with some kind of disease.

1086
00:54:30,700 --> 00:54:33,036
And then they get into,
was this generation

1087
00:54:33,036 --> 00:54:35,438
or are you suffering because of blah,
blah, blah?

1088
00:54:35,438 --> 00:54:37,207
And I don't believe that.

1089
00:54:37,207 --> 00:54:40,744
I mean, I believe that things happen,
but some of these children

1090
00:54:40,744 --> 00:54:43,747
and the stories,
I know they are blessings.

1091
00:54:43,747 --> 00:54:46,716
They are blessings to the disease.

1092
00:54:46,950 --> 00:54:49,786
Yeah, everyone. Something to teach. Yes.

1093
00:54:49,786 --> 00:54:51,955
To be learned right to me.

1094
00:54:51,955 --> 00:54:53,256
Well, if we create our own reality

1095
00:54:53,256 --> 00:54:56,326
and we choose to come here,
then you need to tell me your sister chose

1096
00:54:56,826 --> 00:54:58,895
to exit like that and say, absolutely not.

1097
00:54:58,895 --> 00:55:00,263
But she knew the potential.

1098
00:55:00,263 --> 00:55:04,434
But I believe your sister
was already out of her body before she.

1099
00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:06,803
Yes, we believe that.

1100
00:55:07,837 --> 00:55:08,438
Absolutely

1101
00:55:08,438 --> 00:55:11,441
believe that, our spirit lives the body.

1102
00:55:11,641 --> 00:55:16,513
I've studied many cases over 30, 40 years
now of near-death experiences,

1103
00:55:17,047 --> 00:55:20,016
and they're all pretty much the same
no matter what country they're in.

1104
00:55:20,350 --> 00:55:21,551
And they were gone.

1105
00:55:21,551 --> 00:55:24,554
They were watching what was happening.

1106
00:55:24,921 --> 00:55:26,690
So. So, yeah.

1107
00:55:26,690 --> 00:55:30,126
So do you think or what do you think
the next chapter is?

1108
00:55:31,294 --> 00:55:32,028
I don't know.

1109
00:55:32,028 --> 00:55:35,465
So people keep saying, well,
now that you've written your first book.

1110
00:55:35,732 --> 00:55:38,168
All right. My friend
Charlene says, you've got to.

1111
00:55:38,168 --> 00:55:41,137
My friend Sydney
today said you're going to do another one

1112
00:55:42,205 --> 00:55:43,640
for right now.

1113
00:55:43,640 --> 00:55:48,445
My goal is to get this book out
to as many people as I possibly can.

1114
00:55:49,112 --> 00:55:51,881
It has a lot of legs.

1115
00:55:51,881 --> 00:55:53,883
The murder

1116
00:55:53,883 --> 00:55:57,087
is the medicine
that makes the sugar go down.

1117
00:55:57,554 --> 00:56:01,758
Now the murder is the sugar
that makes the medicine.

1118
00:56:01,758 --> 00:56:04,527
Yeah. Right. Yeah.
And I think we talked about that.

1119
00:56:04,527 --> 00:56:07,030
So people can be saying all kinds.

1120
00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:11,501
Oh she's trying to sell her book
and it's like I want to sell my boat.

1121
00:56:11,501 --> 00:56:12,535
Absolutely.

1122
00:56:12,535 --> 00:56:15,538
Because I want to awaken
as many people as I can.

1123
00:56:15,905 --> 00:56:21,845
And I'm hoping that I could get on
as many podcasts as I can and television

1124
00:56:21,845 --> 00:56:26,049
shows as I can, and really can reach
the masses for my sister.

1125
00:56:26,316 --> 00:56:28,952
Yes, that means
I'm going to have my own podcast.

1126
00:56:28,952 --> 00:56:31,955
I don't know, I'm just
I mean, I'm doing some events

1127
00:56:31,955 --> 00:56:33,456
and then something,

1128
00:56:33,456 --> 00:56:35,959
and I learn to listen to these things in
me and I will ask for more.

1129
00:56:35,959 --> 00:56:37,927
God and said, you know what?

1130
00:56:37,927 --> 00:56:40,930
Because I'm pitching
to all these like, places like, hey,

1131
00:56:40,930 --> 00:56:43,833
well, you know,
I have you been reviewed yet?

1132
00:56:43,833 --> 00:56:46,302
And periodical? No.

1133
00:56:48,972 --> 00:56:49,639
Review me.

1134
00:56:49,639 --> 00:56:51,741
And he's like a New York Times best.

1135
00:56:51,741 --> 00:56:53,676
Yeah.

1136
00:56:53,676 --> 00:56:55,011
I'm your spiritual teacher.

1137
00:56:55,011 --> 00:56:57,814
He reviewed my book is. Okay,
so I said, you know what?

1138
00:56:57,814 --> 00:56:58,715
It's not working.

1139
00:56:58,715 --> 00:57:00,817
You have
you have a few events happening now.

1140
00:57:00,817 --> 00:57:03,420
Just.

1141
00:57:03,420 --> 00:57:05,422
And see what comes your way.

1142
00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:07,357
And the right people will come your way.

1143
00:57:07,357 --> 00:57:10,326
And you, we always do that in.

1144
00:57:11,928 --> 00:57:15,665
When something is meant to be
for the good of the world. Yes.

1145
00:57:15,698 --> 00:57:17,934
And this is right for the time.

1146
00:57:17,934 --> 00:57:20,837
Everyone look around you on this planet.

1147
00:57:20,837 --> 00:57:23,273
Okay. We created all of this.

1148
00:57:23,273 --> 00:57:25,909
I know you might not want to
take responsibility for it,

1149
00:57:25,909 --> 00:57:29,345
but we are conscious
creators of our reality.

1150
00:57:29,646 --> 00:57:32,348
That's our God giving birth right.

1151
00:57:32,348 --> 00:57:33,183
Yeah. Okay.

1152
00:57:33,183 --> 00:57:38,254
And we did create this unwittingly
through subconscious programs okay.

1153
00:57:38,388 --> 00:57:41,724
So we have the ability
to change all of that.

1154
00:57:41,925 --> 00:57:44,160
And that's the mission here.

1155
00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:50,133
And and and now more than ever
we need this information to wake up.

1156
00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:53,803
You know
you said when something like this comes

1157
00:57:53,970 --> 00:57:56,206
I think God breathes on it.

1158
00:57:56,206 --> 00:57:56,940
That's right.

1159
00:57:56,940 --> 00:57:58,007
This is practical.

1160
00:57:58,007 --> 00:57:58,775
Things happen.

1161
00:57:58,775 --> 00:58:01,778
And I know things have happened.

1162
00:58:02,245 --> 00:58:05,248
Kelly White, amazing, intuitive.

1163
00:58:05,348 --> 00:58:08,518
She's
the one who led me to Michelle Sample,

1164
00:58:08,518 --> 00:58:12,789
my amazing publicist and marketing person
who led me to James Von Braun,

1165
00:58:12,989 --> 00:58:17,727
who got me to Jennifer Weagle and
all these amazing people in this space.

1166
00:58:18,394 --> 00:58:21,397
So I'm just kind of sit back John.

1167
00:58:21,397 --> 00:58:25,668
And I'm going to see where I'm led and I'm
not going to let you go get in the way.

1168
00:58:26,236 --> 00:58:28,338
There's only one of you go anyway. Right.

1169
00:58:28,338 --> 00:58:32,642
And just trust and,
and and know that, you know my sister

1170
00:58:33,643 --> 00:58:34,878
is going to continue to

1171
00:58:34,878 --> 00:58:38,715
give you the messages that she has so far.

1172
00:58:38,715 --> 00:58:42,252
And in the most surprising, amazing ways.

1173
00:58:42,252 --> 00:58:45,355
And I, I can't wait to hear people's
feedback, which I'm already

1174
00:58:45,355 --> 00:58:49,759
hearing, people having experiences
like sending me messages on Facebook.

1175
00:58:49,759 --> 00:58:52,362
Yeah, you're giving people hope.

1176
00:58:52,362 --> 00:58:54,764
You I mean, you really are your pick.

1177
00:58:54,764 --> 00:58:58,401
Pick up a copy of this book
on all platforms via Amazon.

1178
00:58:58,401 --> 00:59:02,238
I know it's on Amazon and, I'm learning
how to get it elsewhere, so,

1179
00:59:02,939 --> 00:59:05,775
Amazon only, but stay tuned for more.

1180
00:59:05,775 --> 00:59:08,278
And the show is called What's Good.
You were thinking probably the beginning.

1181
00:59:08,278 --> 00:59:10,113
How's a murderer
going to end up being good?

1182
00:59:10,113 --> 00:59:11,548
Wow. Good. This coming.

1183
00:59:11,548 --> 00:59:13,283
A lot of good came out of this.

1184
00:59:13,283 --> 00:59:16,085
And, we really appreciate you watching
what's good.

1185
00:59:16,085 --> 00:59:17,587
Please tell a friend about us, watch us

1186
00:59:17,587 --> 00:59:20,557
and all the platforms and, God,
we just wish you nothing.

1187
00:59:20,857 --> 00:59:24,294
And Annie will have all your information
for people to get in touch with you,

1188
00:59:24,527 --> 00:59:26,996
because I know they're going
to want to get in touch with you.

1189
00:59:26,996 --> 00:59:30,166
Thank you so much for being on. Thank you.

1190
00:59:30,333 --> 00:59:32,869
Thank all the folks behind this
that are making this happen, David.

1191
00:59:32,869 --> 00:59:33,937
And also say Bella,

1192
00:59:33,937 --> 00:59:36,906
we call her affectionately in the back,
and we appreciate everybody

1193
00:59:37,273 --> 00:59:38,107
sitting here on the camera.

1194
00:59:38,107 --> 00:59:40,310
For a lot of people behind the scenes
put this together

1195
00:59:40,310 --> 00:59:42,478
and we help people
and we're just so grateful.

1196
00:59:42,478 --> 00:59:43,980
Bye for now everyone. Bye for now.