What Do You Want From Me?

“Master of the World… what is it exactly that You want from me?”

 This vulnerable question lies at the heart of the Alter Rebbe’s Ani Ledodi. In this episode, we confront the raw, human confusion that often accompanies Elul. With the King in the field, the Divine presence feels close—but so do our inner doubts. Rav Shlomo unpacks how the Alter Rebbe guides us not toward fear, but toward clarity, simplicity, and relationship.

What is Alter Rebbe | Ani Ledodi?

This six-part series journeys deep into the heart of Elul through the lens of the Alter Rebbe’s foundational Ma’amar Ani Ledodi. Explore the origin and inner meaning of the phrase “The King is in the Field,” revealing how Elul is not just a time of fear or introspection, but of divine intimacy, mercy, and radical closeness. With Chassidic depth and personal honesty, each episode opens a window into the soul’s yearning and the profound truth that even when we feel distant, Hashem is nearer than we think.