So my name's Jason Janas.
I'm going to be 53 this April.
My near-death experience happened in 2020.
I was Catholic.
My whole life went through the sacraments, went
through the whole thing.
A firm believer in the Bible back then.
A firm believer in heaven and hell, God and the
devil and all of that.
From a very early age going through the sacraments and
going to church, I just felt like something wasn't
right, something was wrong.
It never sat right with me.
I always felt like I wasn't good enough.
I was like, why is God waiting up there just to
send me to hell because I keep messing up.
Reading the Bible, especially the Old Testament, there's
nothing good in it, really.
It's mean, it's vindictive, it's just, scary.
And I'm like, I'm just not gonna go anymore.
So as a young kid, I just quit going to church.
I just saw no point in it.
I'm like, if I'm gonna burn in hell, then, I
guess that's where I go.
I don't know.
Then why did you even bring me down here was my questions.
I grew up in a very abusive household, so I don't want
to go into it too much, but it wasn't that great.
So, I always think as things like that go down, it's like,
why do you hate me so much?
Why aren't you helping me?
If you're all of this love and all of this, then why
aren't you helping me?
Why am I getting beat?
Why am I having to protect my sister from this stuff?
And so I quit having a relationship with God.
So this is like 1978, probably 79.
I was like eight or nine.
So I quit going to church, quit having a relationship,
quit talking to him.
Never prayed, never did anything.
So now, I kind of went through life as a very angry man,
teenager and all that stuff,
and still never prayed, never went to church, never
had a relationship with him.
Just kind of abandoned him and, and Jesus.
So now we're gonna fast forward.
Now it's April 2nd 2020.
Pandemic starts.
I was feeling kind of tired that day.
I came home from work, sat down, started eating dinner.
I started coughing up blood.
It got real hard to breathe to the point of where it
was almost nonexistent.
And I had made a frantic phone call to someone cuz I
didn't know what else to do.
The next thing, I know, I wake up in, in the I C U,
I've got a tube in my throat, my hands and feet
are strapped to the bed.
IV in my neck, stuff in my nose.
Doctors and nurses, who you are, what's going on?
And I'm like...
but from the time I awoke, I had turned to the left, up in
the left and I had a big room.
My IC room was big.
I mean, way off to the left was a nice, like waiting area.
Lots of chairs and stuff like that.
But up in the corner of there, was a tv.
Someone was standing there, someone was there.
As clear as day.
I couldn't physically see it, but I could feel it.
Like just breathing air.
So I'm just staring at this..
at the tv.
I couldn't talk, I had no idea what was going on.
And I was in that ICU room for a month and that entire
time, up on the left, that presence was there.
Unmistakable, and I was just drawn to it.
I just wanted to get as close as I could to it.
And, it had never left.
It never moved, it never did anything.
It just stayed right there.
So lo and behold, I get better, and at the end of the
month I'm off the ventilator.
The IVs out, can breathe on my own.
They had stopped the blood flow.
COVID had caused tumors to, to rupture in my lungs,
so I was, I just basically drowned in my own blood.
They pumped out 12 cups of blood.
But the entire time, so I'm still staring at the tv.
I'm lethargic.
I lost 75 pounds.
No one happened to be in the room at that time.
It had to be, well, I'd say a spring day,
so it was, maybe 4:30.
Beautiful, beautiful, sunny day out.
And I just cried out to God.
I mean, I was, I was talking to the tv.
I must have looked like I was nuts, but got on my elbows
and I was trying to talk.
I couldn't, so I was begging him not to die.
Very emotional.
I am sobbing uncontrollably.
I mean, when you come that close to death and actually
do, it puts your life into a big perspective.
How insignificant and how quickly your life can change
within a matter of minutes.
From being okay to physically dying.
So I called out to him.
And now I hadn't called out to God in over 42 years.
And I called out to him.
Please don't let me die.
Please, please don't let me die.
Emotional, I'm crying.
I'm sorry for abandoning you.
I'm sorry for abandoning Jesus.
Please forgive me.
I love you both with all my heart.
I said, please don't take my daughters away from me.
Please let me see my kids, please.
I love them with all my heart.
And I kept going
and there was somebody special in my life that I said,
please don't take her from me.
I wanna hold her hand, I wanna hug her.
I want, I want a life with her.
And it was in that moment that everything stopped.
Now, if you can imagine, just the thought coming
into your head about turning on a light switch.
Before you could even get done with that.
I could see everything around me.
There was no more pain.
I was out of my body.
I could see the trees soul, the grasses soul,
the colors that I was seeing did not exist.
They simply don't exist.
They were the most beautiful colors.
I could see every blade of grass moving independently.
Like I could see the veins in the grass.
I could see everything around the ICU room
instantly behind me.
And that all took place
before you could think of turning on the light switch.
That's how quickly it happened.
So when I describe that moment to you, that's
how quickly it happened.
And I, as I'm out of my body and I'm still
staring at the tv,
I'm young again.
I mean, I felt like I was maybe 18, 20, 21 years
old and invigorated,
like somebody had plugged me into the universe's
battery and I I was like, no pain existed.
And I was enveloped in this unconditional love and light.
And when I say unconditional, there's simply no words
to describe the love that flowed through me.
It was like being placed in the middle of a
deep river, sort of the water moving around you.
This water, this love flowed through every
part of my being.
Unconditionally.
It was as warm as the sun.
And in that moment I spoke and I, well, it was a
thought and I said, I'm home.
And a place it seemed so familiar, I was
there before many, many times and I knew it.
I, I said, I'm home.
And as I'm looking at the, at the grass and the trees
and, and everything I said, again, it was a thought.
I said, what a beautiful day to die.
Like once again that I, that I had done it before.
And it was all so familiar.
It was home.
I was literally home and I was just there above
my body, just enjoying
and I know who was in front of me.
It was father, it was God.
I was embraced.
As he was holding me, I began to feel unworthy
and because of the, the choices that I
had made in my life
and the things that I've said and done to, to other
people, and, all of that.
I wasn't really a, a nice person.
I felt guilty and ashamed that I shouldn't have been there.
And the more unworthy I felt, the more love
that was given to me.
And the more, the more ashamed I felt,
the more love he gave me.
And it just, I was just embraced and held
in, in God's arms.
And I was like, okay.
I knew then that I, that I had done nothing wrong.
Nothing.
And in that moment then, then
Jesus showed up.
So I'm now, I was, my stare was to the left and then it
went just straight in front of me, like 12 o'clock.
And I felt his presence show up.
And it was more love.
There was so much love and the only way to describe it in a
human form would be stifling.
Like somebody cover up your mouth and cover up your nose.
Right.
It was so much love, and I was just engulfed and embraced
in unconditional love.
And it was simply the most profound and beautiful
experience I had ever experienced here because,
my NDE was more of a even though I did die, that's
not when my NDE occurred.
Mine was more like a oh, what do you want to call it?
Divine intervention.
Like I was calling out to God, I was like,
please God, please, please don't let me die.
And he answered the door.
He answered the door and let me come home
and said, I'm here.
I am, I'm here.
And that moment has profoundly changed my life.
I don't even want to say it, but I'm gonna say it.
I left Christianity because everything I thought that
Christianity was, was proven wrong in that moment.
God doesn't care about your religion, religion
to God and to, let's say heaven or home or Jesus is
meaningless and pointless.
He doesn't care.
God wants a relationship with you.
Talk to him.
He doesn't need you on your hands and knees praying.
He doesn't need you doing anything other than having
a simple conversation like you and I are right now.
That's it.
That's all that matters to him.
That there is no right or wrong.
There is no good or bad.
This is simply a dream.
This is the matrix.
We chose our life, we chose our parents.
We chose the things that we want to accomplish
in this, on this earth.
Whether it's being married, having children, getting
a house, getting a college education, whatever.
Now we said, well, where does free will fit in?
Free will fits in on how you want to get to those
points in your life.
When you wanna go off do you wanna do it right away
and be the good little boy and girl and go there?
Or do you wanna go for a half a month and then,
zig-zag back and forth.
But eventually you're gonna get your degree, eventually
you're gonna get married.
Eventually you're gonna buy the house, right?
So how you get there, that's your choice.
How you interact with everybody, it's your choice.
And you've just, you've created your life.
So when somebody says, no, it's God's will,
it's not God's will.
He's just allowing you to live your life
the way you chose it.
And when I was shown that, when I was given
that information, it just proved everything that I
ever thought to believe in this world wrong.
It was like, I did nothing wrong.
When I came back, it was like, I want you to talk about me.
I want you to let everybody know that I'm here, that
you're all okay, that you are loved, you are
seen, you are heard.
I hear all of you.
You are not alone ever in your life.
No matter what you are going through, how horrific
or how happy or whatever, father is going through
it right there with you.
You are not ever alone.
And that, that has become so comforting to me.
That I have begun and I truly have begun to live
without fear, because fear does not exist.
You create the fear.
If you wanna live in whatever accident happened to you or
whatever, you went through, and you wanna live in that
fear and become depressed and all, that's your choice.
That's your free will.
But it doesn't exist.
It's only up here.
God is love and anything that is not of that pushes you
further away from Father.
And he's gonna allow that to happen because
it's your free will.
So I've truly begun to live my life the way
it's meant to to be.
He wants you to live your life.
Live it, okay?
Tomorrow is not guaranteed.
So, you will have regrets.
And that's on you.
That's not on Father.
That's not on God.
Live your life.
Don't live it out of fear.
If you want to go do something, go do it.
No right or wrong, no good or bad.
And now I've begun to live my life that way, and I
realize that I have no longer become materialistic.
I have no love of money, no need of it.
Anything materialistic, I really don't
care about anymore.
I sold most of my stuff in my house or my apartment.
I just don't want it.
I have no need for it.
I live very, very simply because as I said earlier,
that none of this is real.
This is the matrix.
This is the dream.
We are, we are all still at home with God, with
Father, with Jesus.
This is simply an avatar that we're in, that your
parents created and you now inhabit this avatar.
And I had no love of my body at all when I left it, none.
I had, didn't care about it.
I didn't care about anything because at that moment,
like I said, when everything happened to me, I knew also
that everything was exactly what was supposed to be
taking place in this world.
Where my children, where were my grandchildren were,
where Covid was taking place.
Everything that was going on was meant to be
going on at that moment.
We were all right where we needed to be, and it was
such a comforting thought.
And I live my life now.
There's nothing to get me angry.
There's nothing to get me upset or worry about because,
when you wake up and realize that it's just a
dream, it's just easy to get along in life because
when you're going to work that none of this is real.
This is just, just a game.
And it's just, I've learned to play the game now, so,
when I talk about my NDE, the biggest thing I want
people to come away with is that one, you're never alone.
Don't for one minute think that you are alone just
because you're alone in the house or, or whatever.
You are surrounded by unconditional love,
and you are love.
You are love.
You are light, and you are energy.
That is all you are.
You are created from God, therefore you are a God.
So when Jesus said that in the Bible, in
Proverbs, I do believe.
And when Jesus said, I and the Father are one, that means
you and the father are one.
If you and the Father are one, what is Father?
God.
Well, God created a miniature God.
You are not the God, but you are a God.
So it's just an amazing realization that I've come to.
I've had another out of body experience.
Going on, it was last year.
I was coming outta bed and I was kind of
emotional that day.
And I was like, why did you leave me?
And now here me complaining about having the most
wonderful thing in my life and now I'm complaining about it.
So I said: Hey, why did you keep me in the hospital?
Why couldn't I really come home?
Everybody gets to go home and you, you, I floating
here on the, in the top of the ceiling here.
And I, I'm like, why couldn't I go?
So I come from my bed.
I was doing a couple things, and I laid down on the couch
and I was instantly pulled out of my body instantly.
I mean, I entered the void.
And when they mean the void, it is utterly
void of anything, light, sound, anything.
And I began to travel through this completely pitch dark
tunnel at a very fast speed.
I would say almost at the speed of light.
And I kept just traveling through it, and I'm talking
off in the distance.
Again, I don't know, there was no sense of time in the
first NDE in the hospital.
And again, no sense of time.
I, I don't know if I was in there for 30 seconds
or 30 hours, don't know.
But often the distance was like the tip of a
pin of light in just this utter void of black.
And then light began to come through the tunnel, and I felt
the unconditional love again.
And then it dawned on me, I'm going home.
I was like, he's, he's listening to me.
I was just so happy.
The love was flowing through me again, and the
light kept getting closer and closer until it just
encompassed everything.
And it's the most beautiful white, it's pure, just
unfiltered, beautiful white.
And I mean, I got so close to it that, I mean my nose hairs
were just about to touch it.
And then I was back into my body and I'm like, I
got a big smile on my face.
And again, it was just validation that, Father.
God, he's listening.
He hears you.
Everything you say to him, he's hearing and
feeling and seeing.
Had I crossed into that light, had I crossed that threshold,
this body would've died.
I was home.
There's no coming back.
I'm still, I still have things to do here.
I know what they are now cuz I'm doing it with
you and everybody else.
And I'm in the process of writing a book, but
we're getting there.
It's, it's complex.
And then this last November I had a visitor at work,
and this last Saturday I had the same visitor.
So I'm at work, it's 5:30 in the morning.
Nobody's there yet.
And I'm doing something, out of nowhere,
this person appears.
I mean literally out of nowhere cuz it
was a long corridor.
And I was in the section with two locked doors.
I grabbed stuff and he was standing there.
I was taken back.
I'm like where did you come from?
, I'm thinking in my head is like, where did you come from?
There's no one here yet.
He said, well, I'm just here to clean, you know, I need to
go in the bathroom clean off.
And so I go in the bathroom and I follow him and
he's just smiling.
I mean like just smiling like you are right now.
He's just smiling and he had this like glow around him.
He was just so happy.
And I started to feel this.
We were connecting, so I was feeling a lot of love from.
Because I've become an empath so I can really
feel people's souls now.
And I was really feeling a lot of love.
So we just started talking and I started talking about my
NDE and about father and love.
And he just put his head back and just smiled.
This went on for 20 minutes or so.
And, he says, well..
He goes, Jason right?,
I didn't meet, I didn't give him in my name.
And I said yes.
And he put his hand out, and he shook my hand.
He says, Jason, it was a pleasure to meet
you and his strength.
I'm telling you, when he squeezed my hand, he
could have pulverized it and turned it into dust.
I mean, it was non-human.
The strength was unbelievable.
And he started to walk away and he stopped and he
looked over his shoulder.
He says, Jason, I'll see you again soon.
I, I didn't know what to think.
I didn't, I was stunned.
So I grabbed my stuff and I went to, cause
I didn't get his name.
So I went to go out, get out the door.
He walked, hey, he was out the door maybe three seconds.
So I walked out the door.
No one.
Gone, no smell, no sound, no sight, nothing, just gone.
And I'm like, I, I need to go sit down.
This is really bizarre.
And so I went and sat down for like an hour and I'm like,
I was trying to process it.
He knew everything about me and I knew nothing about him.
So I, I'm, I'm sitting there processing for a
couple weeks and then I realized, I saw, and I was
just going through some NDEs and someone had showed
a picture of Archangel Michael, and that was him.
His, his whole face, everything.
He didn't have the long hair and stuff like that.
It was just short, brown.
Brown hair, beard, short hair.
But that's exactly who it was.
And I was like, what is Archangel Michael
talking to me for?
I mean, what's go, what's going on?
So now fast forward, that was last November.
So now this last Saturday I was out with my girlfriend.
We had come out of a sushi place and there was maybe a
half a dozen cars out there,
but right next to my Jeep was this homeless guy.
He had a cane and just wearing a ratty coat,
ratty baseball cap.
Same style beard, but red hair.
So it was red beard, red hair.
And again, again, it didn't dawn on me.
And he goes, hi.
And he was smiling again.
He says, can we talk?
And I'm like, okay, sure.
And we just started talking and he said some things to my
girlfriend that terrified her.
She's like, there's no way he could have known
these things, none.
And she's like, I wanna go.
Can I?
Yeah, go sit in the car.
She took off, ran and sat in the car, locked the door.
So I'm sitting out there talking to him and he's
just saying things to me, very personal things that
no one else could know.
And he, he mentioned, he goes, really it's
all about the love.
And he, he gave me a fist bump and his skin was so cold.
Like there wasn't, it was just cold, clammy.
It's just, so I was like, man, it's really weird.
And I said, I said, yeah, really, it is about the love.
We are to love one another.
And I said, I had an N D E.
And he goes, I know you did.
And I'm like, okay.
All right.
Something's going on.
And he says, you mind giving me a, you know,
walking down here?
And I, I said, sure.
And I told her I was gonna go take him for
a walk and help him.
He stood up.
No problem.
And for a bum you would think, he'd be all dirty, ratty.
His shoes were brand new.
They weren't dirty.
His pants weren't dirty.
Coat wasn't dirty.
And he's starting to walk.
He doesn't need the cane.
So we're walking and he, he was saying some things
that were going to happen.
And he says, money is coming your way, basically.
And he said, it was a lot of money.
And I'm like, wow.
And he says, oh, I forgot you're Jason, right?
And I was like.
And it still didn't dawn on me who he was.
And I, I was like, yeah.
Yeah.
And he says, so are you willing to relocate?
And I'm like, to where?
I mean, where do you want me to go?
And he says, like Sacramento or something like that,
somewhere out there.
And I go, sure, yeah.
And he goes, beautiful.
We get in there, we're starting to walk in,
get in the restaurant.
He goes: you'll hear from me soon.
And I then, as I was driving while I got him in there,
he shook my hand again.
He says, Jason, it was nice to see you again.
I'm not thinking in the way he's talking because
I'm still in shock about what's taken place.
And I left him.
I put my hand on his, on his shoulder and I said,
it's been a pleasure, please take care of yourself.
And he said, I'll see you soon.
And I'm walking out and driving away and I'm like,
really tired all of a sudden.
And I'm like, that was just, that's weird.
Nobody, there's no way he could have known these things.
So we're driving back and she, my girlfriend, was
like, what was that about?
And I just looked to her and I said, that
was Arch Angel Michael.
I said, and that's the second time.
I showed her a picture of him.
She goes, I knew it wasn't a bum.
How could he know those things about me?
I said, come on now.
I said, that's, that's the way it rolls.
And it's, but why us, and why you so much?
And I said, something big's going down.
And I told her, that there was changes coming,
that I can feel it.
I said, I just can't place it.
I said, one of 'em, I was gonna find a really good,
healthy relationship.
That's you.
That money is coming, and clearly significant amounts
of it are coming now and that we're gonna have a, a
nice home and and family.
And he, because he said,
he said, financially, we're really struggling, aren't we?
And I said, I am.
And he says, Okay.
Not for long.
I was just, it was so bizarre because we had just walked
in to go get some sushi.
We may be in there for 40, 45 minutes and out
of all the cars could have sat by any place.
But he was right next to my car, knowing I'm in there
waiting for me to come out.
It just freaked her out.
So all of these things are happening right now to me
and being in a wakened state and having that third eye
open and can feel things and it's just, I just
live life differently.
So that event in that hospital profoundly changed my life.
I know who we are, I know what we are now.
I know what's important, what's not important, and
the only thing that really matters and the only thing
that is gonna continue throughout time is love.
Love is what makes the universe grow.
All of our love, we are all the same.
We are all one.
There's nobody on this earth, past or present
that was not the same.
We are all tied together.
If you can imagine like a spiderweb, just one
little strand, all of us are connected that way.
We are all one.
No one is better than anybody else, and that's that.
And the only thing that matters on this earth is love.
That's it.
That's what we are.
And, we all came here to experience and
do different things.
That's it.
This, we just came to the playground.
The earth is a school.
When we come here, all we know is love.
We don't know what getting slapped, punched, getting
shot, getting whatever it is that you want to experience.
Okay?
So when we come here, we come here with that prefaces.
So we come to father with our plan.
I'm gonna try this, this is, and he might even
say, that's gonna be hard.
I know I can do it.
Now we come here and then we get the umbilical cord
cut off, and now we're like, I didn't deserve that.
Why did, why did that happen to me?
Well, it happened to you because that's what you chose.
It's like you going into a grocery store.
Right.
And how many people do you talk to in the grocery store
when you're out shopping?
Nobody.
Except you might talk to the cashier.
Right?
Are you striking up any real in-depth conversations?
Why?
Your timelines aren't meant to cross.
They're not meant to be in your life.
The people that are in your life are meant to be there.
You chose and they chose for your timelines
to merge and cross.
That's it.
Other than that, they're not meant to be in your life.
So when I say to people, well, I didn't deserve this.
Well, you deserve had nothing to do with it.
It's just what you chose?
So, and I wouldn't choose that.
Well, you're, you're thinking with a linear
mind and a physical mind.
When you choose these things, you've asked your
friends to do these, you've asked soulmates to do these
things to you or be rough to you, be mean to you.
There's always been somebody in your life that has
just been hard on you, that just won't let up.
It's because you ask them to.
Everything that you go through here, whether
it's challenging or not so challenging is for a reason.
It's a lesson.
There's a lesson that you have to learn out of that.
And if you don't face that lesson, it's gonna keep
getting harder and harder and harder and harder.
Until you meet that challenge and you face it and you do it.
No matter what the outcome is, it's gonna be there.
And if you don't finish it in this life, then when you come
into the next life, you will.
Because all your timelines are playing out all at once right
now in multiple universes, in multiple time dimensions.
Past lives, your life right now and your future
lives are all playing out simultaneously right now.
So you're in different universes, different galaxies,
different time dimensions, and you're all living your
lives right now, all at once.
So it's, it's really a beautiful thing.
As I tell people, we're in the biggest love story ever.
We just don't remember it.
And we choose to forget when we come down here is God
not taking it away from us.
We choose to forget it because if we didn't,
we would look at what we gotta face and go, oh, no way.
No way.
Nope.
That ain't gonna happen, . No.
So we choose to forget, so we can go through
these experiences because that's how we grow.
That's how our soul, our spirit grows through
these experiences.
And that's eventually what we're trying to do is become
an ascended master like Jesus did when he was here,
or Yeshua I should say.
When Yeshua was here, he became an ascended master
so he could heal people, he could, raise the dead.
All these things we can do too.
We just can't do it right now because we haven't reached
that ascended master stage.
And all my knowledge that I gained when I
transitioned out of my body, God didn't gimme that.
I merged with my true self, who I am back at home.
I just merged with who I was and I knew
instantly where I was.
I'm home.
So yeah, there's just so much to go through and , it
just seems like there's just not enough time.
To ever get through it all because, we're all growing,
we're all learning, we're all doing what we need to do.
And then, when we fulfill our contract, well, you go home.
And it's simply the most beautiful transition
you will ever see.
But you're just not around that to tell anybody about it.
And your loved ones are always close by.
They're just in a different dimension.
We can't see or hear them because we're not meant to.
Once we gain that knowledge and, transition to the
other side, everything is right there and available.
So, yeah, it's a beautiful thing.
Beautiful thing.