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When I hike in these Hills, I call to you.

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She looked like a woman meditating
on the side of a mountain.

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Face to the sun.

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How could I live in a place you are not?

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I could live without so
many Walnut trees, maybe.

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But you, to me are everything.

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Hello, fellow seekers.

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This episode was slated to
come out a month ago, today.

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But to be honest, when I was working on
it, my children and I were enjoying some

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of the beautiful summer days together
, before they left on this little trip.

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And I worked on it a bit,
but I was spiraling out.

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Into this bigger issue of
ecology and sustainability.

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And being an ally and steward
of the planet, and witchcraft,

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religion, place and lineage.

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It was a lot.

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So you can see how that conversation
could be too much for one episode.

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But more on all of those will be coming.

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So, this one still has
several touch points.

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But I think I reigned it in pretty well.

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And I'm going to say, that there are some
episodes that could potentially cause more

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of an issue with conflict than others...

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and potentially this
could be one of those.

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And I'm always doing the best that I can.

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And remember, this is a
conversation between me and you.

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This is not a dictatorship
where I'm saying I'm right.

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I just have some thoughts.

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So I want to share from
a place that's personal.

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Because trying to address it from a more
universal standpoint, doesn't really

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seem like it's possible right now.

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And I suppose I should say that
I could,  potentially,  have

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that be true for every episode.

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And I  just want to reserve the right
to re-record and update at any given

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time, because I'm always bringing
in, and assimilating new information.

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And that means critically thinking
about things from a new perspective.

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So this is my viewpoint and
my personal interactions with

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this subject matter, currently.

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I'm just trying to bring some awareness
and open a conversation about it,

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and so with that said, here we go.

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I'm really called to use Salvia
apiana, which is a beautiful plant

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that I grow in my own garden.

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She lives there in the backyard and
I take care of her, tending to her.

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And she gifts me with the
most heavenly aromas when we

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brush up against one another.

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Or when she's drinking in water,
and sometimes she even gifts me

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with leaves or small branches, but
generally we just enjoy each other.

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I received this plant as a gift.

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She had a sister who didn't
make it for whatever reason.

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She disappeared over time.

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While this one grew stronger.

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And she's lived in my back
yard for over nine years.

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And my garden wouldn't be the
same without her presence.

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The wasps in my yard that looked
like a little fairies, adore her.

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As do the bees.

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And you may be familiar with her sisters
under another name, which is White Sage.

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I also go and visit other
plants that I tend in the wild.

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And I tend them with my songs
and my love and my protection.

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And when I walk to go see them, it's never
to harvest, only to go and say hello,

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and to smell their potent lovely scent.

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And to appreciate their  serene
power and just to try to

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protect them, energetically.

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Last year I helped to spread
her seeds with her approval.

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Not so that there would be more
plants to harvest, but just that

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there would be more plants to support
the soil from being washed away.

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And to support the wildlife.

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There has been a lot of talk
about white Sage for the last

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few years and for good reason.

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It is extremely over harvested in
the wild to be sold by people who

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have "Wild Crafted White Sage".

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And this kind of practice can completely
wipe out a wild native population.

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Which is sad.

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It's terrible.

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It's profit for the people who are selling
it,  but a devastating loss to the land.

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It's bees, hummingbirds, and other
little insect friends that love it.

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The term wild crafted can lead
you to believe that it's harmless

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and well thought through.

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But essentially it's just
taking from the land.

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And without thought for
the repercussions, usually.

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The Sage bundles or "smudging
bundles" that are sold in stores

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have no business being there.

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The plant has historically been
used by native indigenous people.

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As part of their sacred ceremony.

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They are in harmony and
reciprocity with the land.

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They care for and tend to these plants
and they are in sacred relationship.

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The people who gather white
Sage from the land to sell in

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stores are never native people.

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At least not to my knowledge.

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And with that said, if you have
purchased White Sage bundles, I'm

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not judging you and you shouldn't be
embarrassed or judge yourself either.

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If we're talking about potentially
problematic issues, we can fix them.

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But if we're not, then we can't.

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If we know better than we do better.

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So why is it that the popularity
of things such as Sage bundles

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has even become a thing.

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And for this, I'm not speaking from
data, but just from my heart here.

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Which is to say we crave RITUAL.

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Timeless traditions.

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Ancestral Knowledge and Place.

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For many of us, we don't have
that unbroken lineage to provide

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that feeling of grounding.

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In being rooted.

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All non-native people in the
United States were transplanted

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here either by choice or by force.

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Not that long ago.

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We may have lost links to our
heritage and to our own traditions.

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And I've seen it like this:

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The ceremony that flowed in our
bloodlines, it went back into the

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ground with the cycle of life.

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That history and story and
sense of belonging returning to

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time and place into the ground.

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To be transmuted into new life.

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And into the community.

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But we have moved ,and
we don't put down roots.

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And these days, our families are
small and insulated, and many

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of us are not even connected to
extended family or to community.

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And then on top of that, there's
the hustle and grind that we've been

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indoctrinated into as Americans,
which has progress and freedom.

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Lifted up over community
and interconnectedness.

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And that means that we are floundering.

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We are lost.

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We are disconnected and in pain.

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That feeling of not belonging
and not being rooted.

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For many of us has led to a
search for answers and grounding

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in other culture's wisdom.

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Many of us have found solace
and learning the traditions.

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And some of us have even gone deeper
to be students of these teachings.

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In the sixties, so many young free
hearts felt this need to flee the rigid

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confines of the fifties and travel  into
India and study with gurus and yogis.

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And there have been waves that
have gone to jungles to study with

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shamans and to take part of medicine
rituals like Ayahuasca ceremonies.

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We as a modern people are searching.

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Looking for deep unbroken connection.

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It's what we sense in these
old and sacred cultures.

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And we want it.

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Want in on it.

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We want to be part of it
and we want to belong.

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Even many of us who don't identify as
pagans or witches here on this land, in

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the US have tried to connect with the
earth based traditions try to trace our

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lineage and hit these stumbling blocks.

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The white washing and colonizing
and especially the Christianizing of

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the world wiped out that magick and
connection, or at least it tried to.

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And I'm obviously not speaking here as a
scholar, but I'm tempted to go into some

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territory where I cite that the issues
to blame are capitalism and colonialism,

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and I'm pretty sure that's true.

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It seems to be the case.

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But I'll let people who are
smarter about such things.

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Explain it.

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And I trust that you have your own
opinions and you can do your own research.

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So I'm going to just stick to a
"from the heart" approach about this.

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So from the perspective
of me, she who is seeking.

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I know the tethering
that I'm reaching for.

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As far as shamanism and Reiki, these
are a few examples of things that

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have studied, practiced, embodied.

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And there's not a separation
between myself and these practices.

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Eastern based wisdom.

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Knowledge of Chakras, Yoga.

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Meditation techniques.

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I'm not the me who I am,
without these principles.

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Even with some of the practices that
have been part of my life for 35 years,

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there's often this hunger for place.

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For the authentic practice.

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The wisdom.

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In the magick.

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Often the herbs that I used
were from exotic plants that

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were from distant lands.

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And it's historically been hard to tell
when they were gathered and shipped.

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When we have always done
something a certain way, we may

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not even really question it.

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Especially when we feel a need for it.

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I'm talking the need in us
that  is a pull from a place far

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down ,deep within our bodies.

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But, as a eternal student of life,
I'm always taking in new information.

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I let it in.

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And I mull it over, and I think
it through, assimilate some

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of it, and I release the rest.

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And I never assume I have all the answers.

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In fact, I know that I don't.

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I've trained with many amazing
teachers over the years.

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I've had wonderful mentors and
access to incredible knowledge

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through books and through the
internet and my extended community.

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And even with all that privilege
and access, I'm very aware that

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there's so much, I don't know.

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In fact, the older I get
and the more I learn.

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The more convinced I am that really?

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I know nothing.

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The deeper and I get,  the
more conscious I am.

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That we, are most of us, and most of
the time, always just on the surface.

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And in this state, the
challenge is to slow down.

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And it's very, very hard to slow down.

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We have to deepen the
knowledge that we already have.

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We're programmed in this
culture to forge ahead.

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And pull up new topics, roots and all.

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Even when we haven't digested
what we've already consumed.

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Hell, we even have piles of plants that
we ripped out that we haven't even tasted.

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And then we're onto the next one.

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And it's an apt metaphor for a Greenwitch.

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And I myself, certainly am guilty of this.

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I really don't know anybody that
hasn't been at one time or another.

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I'm a hungry student of
the mysteries of the world.

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My eyes searching through the veil.

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For magic and the hidden.

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And yet there's work to be done here.

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Chop wood.

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Carry water.

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Be aware of hungry ghosts.

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Last year, I signed up for a year long
apprenticeship with Marysia Meirnowska

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and the School of the Sacred Wild.

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And to be honest, I did it more so
because it was craving community.

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Especially after being in this
bubble of COVID isolation.

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I was especially interested in
learning from her more about

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regenerative agriculture and
biodynamic farming practices.

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And I really admired her beautiful way of
showing up as a spiritual entrepreneur.

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And as  Witchy business woman.

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And I hoped to learn more from
her mainly in those areas.

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I felt as though I may, or may not
have very much to learn in the Folk

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Herbalism portion of the apprenticeship.

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And that has been the most
illuminating in the last few months

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for me, because it made me realize
that I don't know shit about shit.

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I have learned so many things
from her and from this work.

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And I really embrace the vast and
endless knowledge that has shown

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me through all of these incredible
teachers and leaders that I'm drawn to.

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I feel honored to be doing this work
with her and with the other apprentices

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and the fellow mentors this year.

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Deepening the journey in working towards
a certification in one of the disciplines.

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Which are all very exciting and I
don't know how I'm going to choose one.

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So knowing me, I'll just do it again.

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So, there's so much to
learn when you're open.

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And in community.

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And some of the most beautiful
lessons that I have received

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really are about slowing down.

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And I've been working with this
for years, and I know that I

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will have to continue to do so.

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The lesson that I'm always
embracing is to de-program.

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To not buy into "more is more"
and to take only what I need.

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To exchange freely.

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To not grasp tightly, but to be in flow.

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There's this sadness I feel when I go
and visit my plant friends in the wild.

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Sometimes I go and check on them
and there's been this "crack

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and grab" that's been committed.

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And I can see the tops of these beautiful
White Sage plants that have been snapped

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off;  no care or respect or understanding.

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The action, a pure reflection
of this extractive culture that

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we're all being raised up in.

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It isn't even thought of as harmful,
or disrespectful , until you learn

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this programming in yourself.

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I've always felt a kinship with plants.

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And really had an awakening
with them and maybe 2015 or so.

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And then began to hear
them in a different way.

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Our communication and connection changed.

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And it's continued to evolve, but no
gift can be truly realized without

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time and attention and space.

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And often it helps to step back
and approach it with cleared and

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open curiosity, again and again.

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Some of the greatest teachings
that I opened up to during the

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apprenticeship of the sacred wild.

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Is the deep meditation with plants.

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That meditation with the plant spirit when
we're open to their love and guidance.

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And that allows us to experience
their magic in a different way.

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Some of the most surprising
things that have come to me is how

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incredible and magical plants that
we have in our own community are.

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In the book, Plant Spirit Medicine.

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The author Elliot Cowan says, and I'm
paraphrasing here, Local plants are not

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10 times more effective at healing, but a
hundred times more effective at healing.

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And that was really beautiful for
me to hear, because honestly, up to

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that point, I think I did put more
value on plants that seemed rare.

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And exotic.

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Things that were hard to get,
and came from far away lands.

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But this has really helped me to
realize that by developing my own

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personal relationship with local
plants, I actually am  accessing a

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deeper wisdom and a deeper power.

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In the school of the sacred wild,
we've worked with a lot of wild weeds.

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The are tough and tenacious plants
that can come up and survive with

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little water and in wacky places.

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One of the most exciting parts.

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Is that the same wild weeds tend
to be found almost everywhere.

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And so it's exciting to know that there
are sisters and brothers out there, who

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are communing with the same plants in
all different lands, all over the world.

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And they might be known under a
slightly different name, but these

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wild weeds tend to be the ones
that just spread far and wide.

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And I go out often and I visit the plants
in the lands near me, and I always have.

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But I have a different
appreciation for them now.

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Very seldomly do I harvest anything.

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If I do, I'm taking just enough
for what I need for that day.

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For instance, in the spring, I'll
harvest them stinging nettles,

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and chickweed and come home and
make an egg scramble with them.

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Or just get enough for
a tincture that I need.

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I am always very careful to
approach the plant with love and

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respect, and bringing an offering.

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And I've always given offerings of my
hair and flowers and little crystals

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and sips of water and the gift of song.

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And these plants feel valued and
appreciated when we sing to them.

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It's a gift that's a specific interchange
between green sister and flesh sister.

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I slow down  and I open my ears
and my heart and I get comfortable.

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When I introduce myself
to them,  and we're in a

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communication, I listen and I ask:

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Can I use them, do they
want to come with me?

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And I let them know what my plan is,
whether it's to make a medicine,  or

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to make a meal for my family and I just
let them know that it will be honored.

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And sometimes the answer is no, which
I was admitting to a friend always

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feels like a little bit hurtful.

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But sometimes we just...

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you know, that's our answer.

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No is no.

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And I always respect that and I just
thank them for doing their magical work

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of just being beautiful and creating
habitat for the wild, and creating oxygen.

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It's my feeling that when plants
are gifted to us, either through

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the gift of a friend or the gifting
from the plant itself, It provides

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a more natural state of harmony.

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It's a more giving state.

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And it imbues a sense
of power into the work.

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And it puts us in relationship.

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The medicine that we make from
this is more powerful, for

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that practice being clear.

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And it's also my opinion.

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Then when we purchased Sage bundles that
were pillaged from the land for profit.

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Then we're imbuing our work
with that energy as well.

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And I do not want to be a part of
this destructive capitalist machine.

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And that's not to say that all items
sold in stores are part of this

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destructive capitalism, but I do
think that we need to be more mindful

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about when and how we spend our money.

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We vote with our money.

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And it's always been my intention
to have where I spend my money be a

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prayer for what I want in the world.

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And that does make it easier for
me to spend my money in support of

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fellow healers, and those who are
trying to do good in the world.

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I want to support the work that they do so
that they can continue to do good things

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for their community and for the earth.

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But back to white Sage.

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If we want to work with this plant
spirit, but don't have access.

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So then what do we do?

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Well, when we're drawn to practices
that are outside our culture.

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And that may not be part of our lineage.

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Firstly, I would advise you to pay
attention and to be curious, what

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is it that you're feeling drawn to?

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Is it the energy of the Sage plant itself?

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That's something I certainly understand
as somebody who has a beautiful

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relationship with this sacred plant.

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So if that's the case.

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Grow your own.

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My plants were from a nursery and
they were a gift many years ago.

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But I know that there's a responsible
nurseries that grow and sell

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all manner of medicinal plants.

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White Sage included.

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For about $10, you could
get a good size plant.

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Also seeds can be purchased or shared.

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Even plants in nature would be happy
to share seeds, I bet if you ask.

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Be a protector and a propagator of plants.

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A guardian and a Renegade for good.

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How rad would it be?

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If we all planted White Sage,
Mugwort, Chamomile, Calendula...

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all those and more outside and out
and about in lots and abandoned

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plots and liminal spaces around town.

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Even on the curbs of city streets.

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And I know that White Sage doesn't
grow everywhere, but if she will

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grow near you, I highly recommend it.

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And there are so many other
fragrant and bountiful plants

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that can be used and loved.

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If you're looking for a plant to
help you clear space,  any fragrant

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herbs will help you do this job.

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I use plants for my garden, such as
Rosemary, Lavender, Juniper ,Pine.

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Depending on where you live, there could
be all sorts of other amazing options.

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And we would do well to remember that most
of the job of clearing space is with our

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own energy and your own personal power.

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If you only have a limited amount
of time to do Space Clearing.

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It's my feeling that the time would
be better served in meditation.

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To become clear and connected to
the work that you're about to do,

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and that will help you have more
effective space clearing than running

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out and shopping for a Sage bundle.

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Or worse stealing it from the
land carelessly, which I'm sure.

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Nobody who would listen
to this would ever do.

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But there are so many people that grow
her also that would be willing to trade

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and I've absolutely found that to be true.

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Or you can look for a cultivated
White Sage from a reputable stockist.

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And.

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Just staymindful and be intentional.

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And this has been a lot about Salvia
apiana but really, I feel like it's

00:26:11.940 --> 00:26:14.460
a gateway into many other things.

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When we're more mindful and slow down, and
we think about what we're doing ,and we

00:26:20.580 --> 00:26:27.240
think about WHY, and we're connected to
the true purpose, that's something that's

00:26:27.240 --> 00:26:29.520
deep, and resonates with us deep down.

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I feel as though we're just
bound to make better decisions.

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And, all of this just makes me
think that  relationships that we

00:26:43.720 --> 00:26:50.050
developed with plants whether it's
individual plans out in our garden or

00:26:50.080 --> 00:26:52.810
out in nature is just so important.

00:26:53.860 --> 00:27:00.940
And we have always experienced
plants wanting to be of service and

00:27:00.940 --> 00:27:05.140
in meditation, I've received the
message that plants want to help.

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They want to help humanity, and
they're willing to do the work.

00:27:11.320 --> 00:27:14.440
But it really is about
building that relationship.

00:27:15.880 --> 00:27:21.130
And I had intuited that a lot of
plant remedies were communicated

00:27:21.130 --> 00:27:24.850
directly from the plants to the people.

00:27:25.990 --> 00:27:30.460
And that the medicine
that was made with plants.

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Far before labs could figure these
sort of things out that that was like

00:27:35.710 --> 00:27:38.200
direct messaging coming from the plants.

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And recently I've just really gotten a
lot more proof that that is the case.

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So when we're able to listen and we're
able to hear, then, we just really can

00:27:53.380 --> 00:27:57.670
go so much deeper than if we're just
always sort of treading the surface

00:27:57.670 --> 00:27:59.940
and going from one thing to the next.

00:28:00.940 --> 00:28:06.470
I just have always had a
relationship with Sage and I

00:28:06.470 --> 00:28:08.150
understand wanting to work with it.

00:28:08.210 --> 00:28:15.170
And it really became apparent to me
why,  because in this city that I

00:28:15.170 --> 00:28:21.680
grew up in, it's all over, and it's
even in my grandmother's garden.

00:28:21.680 --> 00:28:23.750
So it's just always
been a part of my life.

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And if you feel that this episode has
brought up more questions than answers

00:28:31.800 --> 00:28:38.610
then we're on the same page, it wasn't
my intention to have any answers.

00:28:39.270 --> 00:28:43.800
Just to sort of bring up some of
the things that I'm noticing and

00:28:44.220 --> 00:28:46.440
to give some suggestions, because.

00:28:47.100 --> 00:28:50.220
There may be somebody who, you
know, who needs to hear this.

00:28:50.760 --> 00:28:57.750
And if that's the case, I would love it
if you shared this episode because it's

00:28:57.750 --> 00:28:59.430
something that we can all do better on.

00:29:00.430 --> 00:29:05.140
If you have not read the book,
Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Kemmerer.

00:29:05.620 --> 00:29:06.850
I highly recommended.

00:29:07.660 --> 00:29:10.180
It is a beautiful book.

00:29:10.570 --> 00:29:16.990
And if you're short on time, or if you
just love an audio book, She is a velvet

00:29:17.020 --> 00:29:19.780
and sugar voiced painter of words.

00:29:20.410 --> 00:29:25.420
She is an environmental biologist
and she has a PhD in plant ecology.

00:29:26.200 --> 00:29:31.510
She is an enrolled citizen
of the Pottawatomie nation.

00:29:32.020 --> 00:29:36.700
And a superb educator, On
the interwoven landscape.

00:29:37.510 --> 00:29:40.810
Of human need and reciprocity.

00:29:41.350 --> 00:29:46.660
And her book is equal parts, poetry,
and educational illumination.

00:29:47.650 --> 00:29:52.900
It's an eye opening primmer on reciprocity
and living in harmony with the land.

00:29:53.530 --> 00:29:57.280
And she touches on
heritage lost and found.

00:29:58.000 --> 00:30:02.950
As she recounts the story of her
grandfather, who was forcibly

00:30:02.950 --> 00:30:05.500
schooled in a colonial reform school.

00:30:06.910 --> 00:30:11.780
And I feel like our eyes just
really need to be opened.

00:30:12.320 --> 00:30:13.940
To that and so much more.

00:30:14.630 --> 00:30:19.730
And when I think about things like all
the terrible things that were done in "the

00:30:19.730 --> 00:30:27.680
past" that seems so obviously horrible,
it makes me reevaluate the events and

00:30:27.680 --> 00:30:33.230
situations that leave a bad taste in
my mouth in the current time scape.

00:30:34.520 --> 00:30:38.090
The stripping of resources and
pillaging of the earth with

00:30:38.120 --> 00:30:40.190
no care for sustainability.

00:30:41.030 --> 00:30:47.900
Will, I hope, be seen as barbaric,
shortsighted and shocking to

00:30:47.900 --> 00:30:49.430
every human in the near future.

00:30:50.210 --> 00:30:54.950
In my hopeful heart, our children's
children will be unable to

00:30:54.950 --> 00:30:58.940
understand how it was possible
that nothing was done for so long.

00:31:00.260 --> 00:31:05.480
My hope is that regenerative practices
will be employed anywhere and everywhere.

00:31:05.930 --> 00:31:09.860
And that we, as a community of renegades
and weirdos will lead the charge.

00:31:10.860 --> 00:31:15.580
If you can ask, not what can I
take, but what can I give, Ive

00:31:15.600 --> 00:31:19.110
found that when I do this, is when
Ive received the best gifts of all.

00:31:20.280 --> 00:31:25.320
I'd like to end with a quote from the
book, Plant Spirit medicine by Elliot

00:31:25.320 --> 00:31:29.760
Cowan, which is one of the best books.

00:31:29.790 --> 00:31:34.740
My copy is ridiculously highlighted and
there's like a bunch of copper paperclips

00:31:34.740 --> 00:31:36.360
all over it because I love it so much.

00:31:37.360 --> 00:31:42.550
And I could have used probably one of
a hundred quotes, but I chose this one.

00:31:44.020 --> 00:31:51.550
"However snarled and hopeless a human
dream gets,  the wild plants still

00:31:51.580 --> 00:31:54.250
willingly take people into their paradise.

00:31:54.910 --> 00:31:56.170
I don't know how they do that.

00:31:56.470 --> 00:31:57.430
It's a mystery.

00:31:57.730 --> 00:32:02.260
I love to ponder and probably will
never solve, which is fine with me.

00:32:02.680 --> 00:32:04.420
Because I like mysteries.

00:32:04.870 --> 00:32:09.970
I just keep asking the plants for their
magic and admiring it when it comes.

00:32:10.970 --> 00:32:12.110
"
That's such a nice quote.

00:32:13.110 --> 00:32:17.940
And I will leave some links in the
show notes about the books that

00:32:17.940 --> 00:32:22.650
I discussed along with another
one that I'm currently reading.

00:32:23.190 --> 00:32:27.000
Which is very beautiful and very long.

00:32:27.060 --> 00:32:30.030
And I will talk more about it, but
I'm going to just put it in there.

00:32:30.030 --> 00:32:31.260
If you're looking for a good book.

00:32:31.770 --> 00:32:32.850
And it is.

00:32:33.540 --> 00:32:40.010
The Unlikely Peace Of
Cuchamaquic by Martin Prechtel.

00:32:40.700 --> 00:32:50.950
Its very eyeopening and I'm only
on chapter eight, and it's really

00:32:50.950 --> 00:32:52.090
opened up a lot of thought.

00:32:53.090 --> 00:32:58.940
And here's one more beautiful quote,
and this one is by Robin Kimmerer

00:32:59.940 --> 00:33:03.630
" GIve a gift in reciprocity
for what you have taken.

00:33:04.680 --> 00:33:07.170
Sustain the ones who sustain you.

00:33:07.830 --> 00:33:10.200
And the earth will last forever."

00:33:11.200 --> 00:33:15.790
And on a final note, I would like
to say that there's something

00:33:15.820 --> 00:33:18.250
boiling under the surface.

00:33:18.880 --> 00:33:25.820
Or, ready to burst through the soil,
depending on what Kind of metaphor

00:33:25.820 --> 00:33:36.600
you want to go with, but if you were
interested in doing more  for  the planet,

00:33:37.060 --> 00:33:44.900
and doing your part and really being
open to the fact that as a collective,

00:33:44.990 --> 00:33:48.290
we are more powerful than as individuals.

00:33:48.980 --> 00:33:58.430
I would love it if you would go
over to my Instagram, and send me a

00:33:58.430 --> 00:34:03.300
note with the word " Earth Warrior".

00:34:03.630 --> 00:34:04.590
That's two words.

00:34:05.590 --> 00:34:10.420
The She Who Is Seeking podcast is
the love child of me, Meena Melissa

00:34:10.420 --> 00:34:17.200
Leigh, and all the views, ideas and
thoughts are my own, with the additional

00:34:17.200 --> 00:34:19.480
quotes and concepts that were cited.

00:34:19.960 --> 00:34:25.270
And I would love it  if you came
and found me over on Instagram.

00:34:26.070 --> 00:34:27.190
@shewhoisseeking.

00:34:28.090 --> 00:34:34.150
And there's some thing exciting that's
brewing, that I would love to talk to

00:34:34.180 --> 00:34:41.080
you more about, both on this podcast
and over there, and as it gets a little

00:34:41.080 --> 00:34:42.670
more solid, I'll talk about it more.

00:34:43.670 --> 00:34:48.490
The music is the beautiful songs
Snake River, by Siren and the Sea.

00:34:49.090 --> 00:34:56.560
And I am advocating that you create a life
that you love and you live it every day.

00:34:57.130 --> 00:35:03.650
And f you're interested in the names
of those books or the name of the

00:35:03.650 --> 00:35:07.070
course that I took, I'm going to
just put that in the show notes.

00:35:07.850 --> 00:35:13.250
And the School of the Sacred Wild
with Marysia Miernowska is currently

00:35:13.250 --> 00:35:22.760
open, I know it's closing soon and it
begins the first week of September.

00:35:23.390 --> 00:35:27.890
So, if you're interested
in that, um, it's amazing.

00:35:27.950 --> 00:35:28.970
I highly recommend it.

00:35:29.750 --> 00:35:34.160
And I'm sending you so much love,
and I will talk to you next time.

00:35:34.790 --> 00:35:35.270
Bye!

00:35:36.270 --> 00:35:37.740
Oh, and I almost forgot.

00:35:37.740 --> 00:35:43.860
I just wanted to say thank you to my
listeners in Canada and Russia and the

00:35:43.865 --> 00:35:49.050
Netherlands and Spain and Australia
and all over the United States.

00:35:49.050 --> 00:35:55.650
It's so exciting to see there in so many
different states and all over the world.

00:35:55.995 --> 00:35:58.815
And checking you guys out on
the map is super fun for me.

00:35:58.815 --> 00:36:03.285
So please share with
anybody who might enjoy it.

00:36:03.285 --> 00:36:06.375
And I will talk to you guys soon.

00:36:06.435 --> 00:36:07.035
Bye.

00:36:08.035 --> 00:36:08.875
For real this time

00:36:09.875 --> 00:36:11.345
.
Oh, and I almost forgot.

00:36:11.345 --> 00:36:17.465
I just wanted to say thank you to my
listeners in Canada and Russia and the

00:36:17.470 --> 00:36:22.655
Netherlands and Spain and Australia
and all over the United States.

00:36:22.655 --> 00:36:29.255
It's so exciting to see there in so many
different states and all over the world.

00:36:29.600 --> 00:36:32.420
And checking you guys out on
the map is super fun for me.

00:36:32.420 --> 00:36:36.890
So please share with
anybody who might enjoy it.

00:36:36.890 --> 00:36:39.980
And I will talk to you guys soon.

00:36:40.040 --> 00:36:40.640
Bye.

00:36:41.640 --> 00:36:42.480
For real this time