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well hello All You Beautiful

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People you know what time it

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is ladies and gents Guys and Dolls and

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everyone in

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between gather around get you something

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real nice to sip on and comfy to slip

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on cuz it's time for smut Club here's

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your hosts Chelsey and

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Hannah Hello everybody and welcome to SM

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club I'm Hannah and I'm

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Chelsea and this is the podcast where we

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occasionally daydrink sometimes not and

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we talk about the Trashy romance novels

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that we

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read less trashy yeah sometimes

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sometimes they're classy romance how we

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made it to classy not today

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I mean you're like literally not at all

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let's set expectations up front I I

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wouldn't call it that yeah what what

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book are we reviewing today today it's

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called Sacrifice by Addison Jane it is a

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motorcycle club romance o our first MC

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so our last episode was our first Omega

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verse and this is our first MC look at

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us MC making big moves into new

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universes I love that for us yeah it's a

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sign of

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growth what are we growing

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into it doesn't matter it doesn't we're

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just continuing to grow we're not being

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stagnant we're pushing ourselves we

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aren't we read these books anyway we

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just haven't outlined them

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yet so this wait did you say Addison

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Jane or James Jane because I'm pretty

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sure there's an Addison James that I've

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read as well just feels like a yeah this

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is Addison Jane got it yeah two first

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seemes um so I have been wanting to do a

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motorcycle club for a while but the

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issue is that they have so many Side

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characters and so much other stuff going

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on that it's really really difficult to

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get a good outline well cuz I feel like

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we've talked about this before every MC

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book I've read it is like setting up the

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universe for the rest of the books

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within their Motorcycle Club and it's so

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much yeah and I'm like I am having to

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learn like 50 people's names in this

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first book yeah this isn't fun so this

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one I thought would be good to do

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because it's less like that it's less

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about the club um the club obviously is

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important but it's it's more about the

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relationship than it is about the club

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itself which is helpful um so in the

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prologue we open with Hawk which is our

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main guy oh that's funny two episodes in

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a row with a hawk with a hawk does yours

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have an e on the end of it no oh okay

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yeah so mine was a little fancier with

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the E I just said it wasn't

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classy did I stutter

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Chelsea I thought I said the

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expectations of this book

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appropriately Hawk with no e talk with

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no e okay so I won't make that mistake

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again

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so when I started this

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book I'm just going to get into it so

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you can experience it the way I

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experienced it Hawk is being dragged to

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the front of a church by his dad how old

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14 okay uh

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is I think it's not super clear he's a

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kid though yeah and um in front of an

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entire congregation the church is full

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all the pews are full his dad is

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dragging him to the front and my notes

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say some kind of cult situation he's the

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37 and his dad has seven

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wives oh so we learn this from Hawk's

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internal dialogue as his dad is like

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hauling him in front of their whole

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Community to the front of the

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church is there anyone in their

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been to churches that cannot seat that

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many people so it appears to be a large

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community got it yeah yeah but God damn

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and the whole congregation is just

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watching him be dragged to the pulpit

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and there's this huge box that's like

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covered by a

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sheet and the prophet tells him that he

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has to be punished for questioning their

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teachings this might be a is the prophet

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his dad or is the prophet a separate

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person the prophet's a separate person

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so his dad is like delivering him to the

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prophet for punishment for punishment

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um Hawk realizes his younger brother who

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is younger by a negligible amount they

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might as well be twins kind of deal

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betrayed him because Hawk had been

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questioning the church's teachings and

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was talking to his brother about it and

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his brother turned around and told the

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elders so they reveal that the box is

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full of snakes full of like very

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poisonous

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snakes and the test is that they

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intentionally make the snakes bite you

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and if you die then you were a sinner

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and irredeemable but if you live

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then God Has Smiled upon you or whatever

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why does this feel like it's bringing up

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Church [ __ ] for me in a way that I like

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wasn't like when you told me you're like

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I'm going to like outline this like MC

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cult book I was like okay sounds good

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and now I'm like oh wow we're really

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getting into um it's dark yeah yeah it's

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dark because Hawk Hawk has seen this

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happen before this is not a thing that

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happens all the time but it happens

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regularly enough that he has seen it

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before and he has never seen someone

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survive it so like like the whole church

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just watches people die when they step

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out of line and the prophet is unhappy

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and then they're like well I guess since

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they died they had it coming yep

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basically God just didn't like that one

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so Hawk is like okay how I like no

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emotionally going into it is the whole

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book this dark no okay mm I was like

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it's fine either way I just need to know

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what we're stepping into so it like

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you'll see but no it it does get lighter

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um but and then darker as motorcycle

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romances often do yes but um he is kind

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of resigning himself to the fact that

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he's going to die all these men are

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bigger than him holding him down he

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knows that like this is it and as he

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gets bitten the doors of the church like

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fly

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open and um a bunch of men in leather

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vests show up and one of them picks him

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up and Carries him out of the church as

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he is like dying he's like feels like

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he's on fire because he's already been

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bitten so that's the end of the

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prologue what a start I know wow I was

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like I didn't know that this motorcycle

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romance was going to bring about

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religious trauma triggers for me but

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here we are or our listeners and we

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apologize sorry I'm so sorry we didn't

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know it was going to bring stuff up for

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us either so it's we're just going to be

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on a journey all together all together

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yeah so now we're in chapter one and

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Hawk is getting home from Sunday lunch

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with his Club um his cousin always Cooks

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um and uh his uncle Bishop is the one

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who rescued him and took him in after

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the whole incident with the church and

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we find out later I'm just going to go

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ahead and give it cuz it was really

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confusing Bishop is his biological Uncle

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so Bishop also grew up in the cult and

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ran away when he was a teenager but

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always stayed kind of

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nearby for his nieces and nephews and

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someone warned him what was happening

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and so he showed up to rescue Hawk thank

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you for connecting those dots before I

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tried to connect them myself and failed

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you're welcome okay so actual Uncle yes

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and he essentially raised him after that

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so um Hawk is the vice president of the

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club um and they are currently opening a

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sports bar they're very much into like

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expanding their business interests and

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making sure that the club is stable and

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doing well financially it also seems

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like real businesses yes they are legit

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they are like legit okay yeah they're

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legit um so his cousin tells him um like

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there's some guys out back that are

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making me kind of uncomfortable so this

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is a standing Sunday lunch that the

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whole club comes to okay and his cousin

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cie is a a real sweetheart and she's

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like something something's not right

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with these guys um and it turns out that

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they are the new security for the bar

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like they're the bouncers that his uncle

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has hired for the

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bar and his uncle is like listen he's

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going to be real easy to manage cuz he

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is [ __ ] stupid so like he's huge and

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he's intimidating but he's not all that

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smart so like wait who's not all that

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the the new muscle for the bar the

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bouncer all all of the new the bouncers

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how many are there three I think but one

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is really the only one that matters okay

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um and so um

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he's like Hawk's like you know what this

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is not my problem like I'm just leaving

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it alone right as long as he stays away

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from my cousin and doesn't like hurt

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anybody it's not my problem okay and he

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starts kind of walking away and then a

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prospect which for anybody who's not

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read a motorcycle romance prospects are

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like the pledges of the club for like a

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year or so to prove themselves paying

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their dues to try and get full

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membership exactly so a prospect comes

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out and he's like hey uh Hawk you might

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want to come out front my friend like

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there's trouble and Hawk's like what now

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like I literally I'm just trying to mind

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my own business like what now so now we

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switch to Missy's point of

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view so Missy is real pissed like

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righteously pissed off off and she is

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fully aware that marching up to a bunch

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of bikers is a very bad idea but she's

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like I am doing it anyway because that's

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how angry I

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am and she sees the guy that she's

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looking for and she tells him to stay

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away from her family and if he ever

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comes near them again she will [ __ ] him

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up and then she pulls out a bat and

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beats the [ __ ] out of him like to the

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ground

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um like takes out his knee like off the

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rip and all the bikers pull guns on

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her and um she knows she's like okay so

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um message has been delivered it's time

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for me to go she's like I've done what I

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needed to do okay sorry I just want to

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make sure I'm fully

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so how old is Hawk now how many years

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has this been it's like 20 I think so

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he's like in his early 30s oh okay he's

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not 20 where it's been 6 years it has

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been 20 where he is now in his like

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early 30s his cousin is cie yes cie said

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that the new security people made her

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feel a little weird and he was like he

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seems like an idiot but we'll we'll be

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fine but then as that's happening

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someone also comes and gets Hawk and is

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like you need to get your ass out front

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and why Hawk needs to get there because

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she's beating

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one of the motorcycle club members with

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a bat telling him to stay the [ __ ] away

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from her family correct and now everyone

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has pulled guns on her and she's like

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okay so like now's a good time for me to

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leave so I've done what I needed to do

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want to overstand my welcome yes you get

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it you're tracking okay um because

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that's that was the energy of this book

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from the start where I was like what

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because so much just happens and then

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the context is filled in later and so

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it's a lot to keep track of

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it is um but still less somehow than

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most other other motorcycle romances

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that I've read so um she's like okay um

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so now you know do not come near my

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daughter again I've enjoyed this time

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we've had together have a great day or

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don't and like starts to

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leave um because apparently the guy that

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she beat up beat the [ __ ] out of her

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ex while her her four-year-old daughter

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was there like in front of her dad he

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like this motorcycle club member showed

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up and beat the [ __ ] out of him and

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she's like frankly I don't care why my

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ex is a piece of [ __ ] yeah he had it

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coming don't do it in front of my kid

302
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right she's like I'm absolutely sure

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that he deserved it yeah but my daughter

304
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didn't need to see that that's not

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acceptable totally fair yeah totally

306
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fair um so uh she goes to leave

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when another guy shows up and says to

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take the guy who's now rolling around on

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the ground in pain like drag him away um

310
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and um the guy is super hot it's Hawk

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he's super hot and she's

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like try not to focus on that cuz she's

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like I literally just beat up a member

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of his Club I need to go like how old is

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she um I think she's like 20 2

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24 oh yeah so substant substantially

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younger than ha he is so it's not super

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clear how many years have passed since

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this whole incident happened but he is

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at least in his late 20s so they have I

321
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would say between five and 10 years

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difference I was more thinking of her

323
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being a mother of a four-year-old at 22

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and more of like that like oh okay MH so

325
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that's the other thing about this B is

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there are little moments where it's like

327
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oh that's going to come back and it

328
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never does you know that that saying um

329
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I can't remember the quote who said it

330
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but it's like if a gun shows up in act

331
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one it will go off by act three that is

332
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not true for this

333
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book like the gun never goes

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off well now I know you're like as I'm

335
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emotionally preparing for all of it and

336
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you're like it's just not going to

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happen Chelsea right it's fine and so

338
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yeah anyway so um he starts following

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her down the

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driveway um and saying that he will

341
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reinforce the message that absolutely

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that should not have happened that you

343
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know they don't do stuff like that in

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front of women and children like he will

345
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make sure that that's

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understood

347
00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:26,759
um and she says well good because if it

348
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happens again I won't be bringing a bat

349
00:16:26,759 --> 00:16:33,839
next time like I'm not [ __ ] around

350
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right now and um he calls her baby and

351
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promises that um so what percent of the

352
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way through the book are we where the

353
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first baby showed up like halfway

354
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through the second chapter really like

355
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real quick 2% of the way through the

356
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book that might be it might be a record

357
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a record yeah um and he's like listen

358
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baby if he pulls [ __ ] like that again

359
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he'll be lunch for the fishes and she

360
00:16:54,839 --> 00:17:00,279
says um if you call me baby again the

361
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fish will also have dinner and gets in

362
00:17:00,279 --> 00:17:04,559
her car and drives

363
00:17:01,839 --> 00:17:06,720
away that is Miss's energy she's not

364
00:17:04,559 --> 00:17:09,760
here for it she's not interested I'm a

365
00:17:06,720 --> 00:17:12,400
fan of Missy at this point Miss's

366
00:17:09,760 --> 00:17:14,559
like I don't care that you're good-look

367
00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:16,959
I have larger things in my life that I'm

368
00:17:14,559 --> 00:17:21,039
concerned about and worried about like

369
00:17:16,959 --> 00:17:23,880
this is not worth it I have [ __ ] to do

370
00:17:21,039 --> 00:17:25,240
and you aren't on the list like get out

371
00:17:23,880 --> 00:17:29,120
of my

372
00:17:25,240 --> 00:17:32,080
face bold move calling someone baby the

373
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yes although I guess to his credit did

374
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she ever say her name was Missy no he

375
00:17:34,960 --> 00:17:39,559
has no idea who she is he had to call

376
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her something sure could could have been

377
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a lot worse than baby that's also

378
00:17:42,120 --> 00:17:45,679
true that is also true even though she

379
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just beat the [ __ ] out of someone it

380
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could have been a lot worse than baby

381
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it's also true um so we flash back to

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Hawk he is collecting a debt for the

383
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third time so their motorcycle club is

384
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not fully legit but they are mostly

385
00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:07,679
legit and one of the ways they make

386
00:18:04,440 --> 00:18:10,679
money is by buying debt from other

387
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people and then collecting it but not

388
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from like

389
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major obviously Banks or anything but

390
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from

391
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local businesses they will buy debt I've

392
00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:27,039
never heard of a debt collector in that

393
00:18:23,919 --> 00:18:28,360
capacity before mhm mhm fascinating

394
00:18:27,039 --> 00:18:29,400
business model do you still get a

395
00:18:28,360 --> 00:18:30,880
discount

396
00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:32,840
are you buying it for pennies on the

397
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dollar I don't really know I have a lot

398
00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:37,880
of questions I don't they did not go

399
00:18:34,960 --> 00:18:40,120
into the business model but what does

400
00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:41,360
happen they don't they don't seem to I'm

401
00:18:40,120 --> 00:18:43,320
already getting the energy they are not

402
00:18:41,360 --> 00:18:46,960
concerned about most of my questions

403
00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:48,960
they're not they're not they're they

404
00:18:46,960 --> 00:18:50,360
have other things they're worried about

405
00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:54,799
like trying to get this guy to [ __ ]

406
00:18:50,360 --> 00:18:57,520
pay for the third time and the guy um is

407
00:18:54,799 --> 00:18:58,960
like you can have my girlfriend though

408
00:18:57,520 --> 00:19:01,720
like I don't have any cash but you can

409
00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:04,960
have my girlfriend and Hawk is so done

410
00:19:01,720 --> 00:19:08,120
he just shoots the guy a lot and is like

411
00:19:04,960 --> 00:19:11,919
I've had enough like

412
00:19:08,120 --> 00:19:13,720
nope so that's the end of that hog say I

413
00:19:11,919 --> 00:19:16,919
don't collect women and children

414
00:19:13,720 --> 00:19:21,720
[ __ ] as he just like leaves with

415
00:19:16,919 --> 00:19:21,720
holes yeah basically I have a moral

416
00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:26,440
compass there's a

417
00:19:24,280 --> 00:19:29,640
line and I think we just learned what

418
00:19:26,440 --> 00:19:32,799
hawks is and H and I have different

419
00:19:29,640 --> 00:19:35,080
lines yeah yeah and you

420
00:19:32,799 --> 00:19:38,720
know I'm not going to comment on Hawk's

421
00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:40,679
line it is his right um everyone is

422
00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:44,320
allowed to have their own true north

423
00:19:40,679 --> 00:19:47,400
correct yeah yes so the guy that got the

424
00:19:44,320 --> 00:19:53,000
[ __ ] beat out of him by Missy is with

425
00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:55,919
him and he's limping um and um his name

426
00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:59,200
is Drew and he says that Missy has grown

427
00:19:55,919 --> 00:20:03,000
up a lot and Hawk is like

428
00:19:59,200 --> 00:20:06,679
I got a name like

429
00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:09,400
yes and Drew goes on and on explaining

430
00:20:06,679 --> 00:20:12,240
that like her ex is a piece of [ __ ] and

431
00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:14,960
she would work like two or three jobs at

432
00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:17,480
a time even while she was pregnant while

433
00:20:14,960 --> 00:20:21,400
he just cheated on her all over

434
00:20:17,480 --> 00:20:24,039
town and um he's like a big talker cuz

435
00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:27,280
he just keeps going and says that she

436
00:20:24,039 --> 00:20:30,360
currently uh is a stripper at a club

437
00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:33,880
called The Rush

438
00:20:30,360 --> 00:20:36,320
um so very convenient for Hawk who

439
00:20:33,880 --> 00:20:39,200
wanted to just had a lot of questions

440
00:20:36,320 --> 00:20:42,400
and Intrigue about his girl Missy very

441
00:20:39,200 --> 00:20:44,360
much and Drew's just like unprompted

442
00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:46,360
here you go buddy here's everything you

443
00:20:44,360 --> 00:20:49,280
ever needed to know including her social

444
00:20:46,360 --> 00:20:51,559
security number sh allow me to share and

445
00:20:49,280 --> 00:20:54,240
my notes literally say Hawk now has

446
00:20:51,559 --> 00:20:54,240
plans for the

447
00:20:54,400 --> 00:21:00,280
evening

448
00:20:56,400 --> 00:21:04,240
so so we're back to miss she is flipping

449
00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:07,480
out because her baby daddy she's pretty

450
00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:11,400
sure stole her daughter's epip pen and

451
00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:15,159
sold it um and she needs to replace it

452
00:21:11,400 --> 00:21:16,159
but she is short on the money for it um

453
00:21:15,159 --> 00:21:20,039
her

454
00:21:16,159 --> 00:21:22,679
daughter um Katie is allergic to eggs

455
00:21:20,039 --> 00:21:24,960
and it's really really bad and so she

456
00:21:22,679 --> 00:21:28,559
has to have an epip pen like at all

457
00:21:24,960 --> 00:21:30,200
times and um her daughter is currently

458
00:21:28,559 --> 00:21:34,279
sleeping in the dressing room of the

459
00:21:30,200 --> 00:21:35,400
club um as she talks to her best friend

460
00:21:34,279 --> 00:21:38,679
about the

461
00:21:35,400 --> 00:21:40,840
situation and bestie whose name is Jim

462
00:21:38,679 --> 00:21:42,960
wants Missy to ask the other girls for

463
00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:45,320
money she's like just ask everybody for

464
00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:48,720
like a cool 20 or whatever and you can

465
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cover it like I know it's expensive but

466
00:21:48,720 --> 00:21:54,679
we want to be able to help you and Missy

467
00:21:52,240 --> 00:21:57,919
just won't do it and she knows she's

468
00:21:54,679 --> 00:22:01,000
going to have to ask her boss for money

469
00:21:57,919 --> 00:22:03,919
um which generally means she's going to

470
00:22:01,000 --> 00:22:06,279
have to give him a blowy or something to

471
00:22:03,919 --> 00:22:09,080
like get the money that she needs but

472
00:22:06,279 --> 00:22:11,000
her kid is the priority so she's like

473
00:22:09,080 --> 00:22:13,080
I'll just do I I'll do what I have to do

474
00:22:11,000 --> 00:22:14,880
at this point like if it's a [ __ ] for

475
00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:17,760
an epip pin it's a [ __ ] for an epip

476
00:22:14,880 --> 00:22:20,480
pin and that's what I have to do 100%

477
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:23,679
which is tragic it's horrible but also

478
00:22:20,480 --> 00:22:27,159
like the reality for a lot of people you

479
00:22:23,679 --> 00:22:30,640
know so she is especially with like the

480
00:22:27,159 --> 00:22:33,520
current UHC situation

481
00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:37,520
dude that is

482
00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:40,080
wild [ __ ] insane and that the fact

483
00:22:37,520 --> 00:22:42,000
that it's like not getting more coverage

484
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:44,440
I know that's the part that's blowing my

485
00:22:42,000 --> 00:22:48,520
mind I'm like the number of

486
00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:51,400
disfranchised people who cannot afford

487
00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:52,720
life and like a post that I saw was even

488
00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:54,520
commenting that they were like yeah I

489
00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:56,720
run like essentially a halfway house

490
00:22:54,520 --> 00:22:58,240
like a recovery house that is Insurance

491
00:22:56,720 --> 00:23:00,480
run and they're like I'm not getting

492
00:22:58,240 --> 00:23:02,799
paid rent MH like and I'm paying

493
00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:05,840
mortgages on they owned like 20 plus

494
00:23:02,799 --> 00:23:09,440
houses yep and like that hadn't even

495
00:23:05,840 --> 00:23:10,760
dawned on me mm it is and there like no

496
00:23:09,440 --> 00:23:12,320
one is talking about it I mean some

497
00:23:10,760 --> 00:23:13,760
people are but like not nearly as much

498
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:15,720
as you would anticipate people talking

499
00:23:13,760 --> 00:23:18,960
about it yeah I

500
00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:21,480
mean I could get on an entire Soap Box

501
00:23:18,960 --> 00:23:24,120
about the state of our healthc care in

502
00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:25,799
the United States and I won't but yes

503
00:23:24,120 --> 00:23:29,400
you're correct it's all a hot shitty

504
00:23:25,799 --> 00:23:33,400
mess and I sincer really doubt that the

505
00:23:29,400 --> 00:23:36,200
rush is giving missy good benefits so

506
00:23:33,400 --> 00:23:38,240
she's doing what she can you

507
00:23:36,200 --> 00:23:44,039
know I

508
00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:46,559
mean they're not doing a 3% 401K match

509
00:23:44,039 --> 00:23:48,440
no I don't I I don't think so I don't

510
00:23:46,559 --> 00:23:50,840
think they are probably at the fuzzy

511
00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,840
hole

512
00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:59,039
though at the strip club called

513
00:23:55,279 --> 00:24:01,799
beef um so

514
00:23:59,039 --> 00:24:04,880
when she gets to the office there are

515
00:24:01,799 --> 00:24:06,480
men in there and they're from the MC and

516
00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:07,559
she's like oh [ __ ] maybe they changed

517
00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:12,600
their mind

518
00:24:07,559 --> 00:24:15,200
about like oops um but Hawk is

519
00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:18,400
introduced and

520
00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:20,720
um she's like basically ignoring all the

521
00:24:18,400 --> 00:24:26,559
men in the room and focused on her boss

522
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:28,960
and asking him for a a a what is it an

523
00:24:26,559 --> 00:24:31,840
advance or whatever

524
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:34,520
um and Hawk as she's asking interrupts

525
00:24:31,840 --> 00:24:37,360
and he's like I'll hire you and one

526
00:24:34,520 --> 00:24:38,919
other for a party that we're paying or

527
00:24:37,360 --> 00:24:43,360
that we're throwing next week I'll pay

528
00:24:38,919 --> 00:24:45,039
you up front um and she's

529
00:24:43,360 --> 00:24:47,559
like

530
00:24:45,039 --> 00:24:49,640
deal it does not seem like a hard sell

531
00:24:47,559 --> 00:24:54,080
for her in this season and that feels

532
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:56,799
like a very easy yeah in for him and he

533
00:24:54,080 --> 00:25:00,880
offers her like double what she needed

534
00:24:56,799 --> 00:25:02,440
and so she's like good deal thank you um

535
00:25:00,880 --> 00:25:05,919
and he's also thinking he got a good

536
00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:09,360
deal everybody's winning win-wins all

537
00:25:05,919 --> 00:25:15,480
around um and so

538
00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:17,559
um he uh is very much like uh

539
00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:18,880
domineering and like giving her orders

540
00:25:17,559 --> 00:25:20,840
about like this is what you're going to

541
00:25:18,880 --> 00:25:23,880
do and this is what it's going to be and

542
00:25:20,840 --> 00:25:26,960
this blah blah blah um and she usually

543
00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:30,039
doesn't like it when men speak to her

544
00:25:26,960 --> 00:25:31,640
that way but she's into it bossy she's

545
00:25:30,039 --> 00:25:33,399
into it and it freaks her out a little

546
00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:38,640
bit she's

547
00:25:33,399 --> 00:25:41,200
like um and um so he pays her up front

548
00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:43,720
and like that is huge for her like that

549
00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:46,559
makes a huge difference for her so she's

550
00:25:43,720 --> 00:25:50,320
already feeling a lot less stress about

551
00:25:46,559 --> 00:25:54,080
everything um so the next day Hawk is at

552
00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:56,520
the park and his twin sister who is

553
00:25:54,080 --> 00:25:58,679
still in the cult meets up with him

554
00:25:56,520 --> 00:26:00,480
there every other week so they have like

555
00:25:58,679 --> 00:26:04,360
a standing date because they can't

556
00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:06,960
really talk um but they meet up every

557
00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:09,360
single every other week um to check in

558
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:10,720
with each other you really feel like

559
00:26:09,360 --> 00:26:13,480
someone would have caught on if it's

560
00:26:10,720 --> 00:26:16,520
supposed to be well it seems like they

561
00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:20,640
know it it seems like the cult is aware

562
00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:22,760
of what she's doing okay but it's not

563
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:24,840
it's more like we're just not going to

564
00:26:22,760 --> 00:26:28,960
acknowledge it kind of

565
00:26:24,840 --> 00:26:31,799
thing um so she is pregnant again

566
00:26:28,960 --> 00:26:34,720
with twins this time so she already has

567
00:26:31,799 --> 00:26:38,640
I think three or four kids I mean it's a

568
00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:41,360
lot it's a lot happening and the cult

569
00:26:38,640 --> 00:26:45,440
believes that their savior will be born

570
00:26:41,360 --> 00:26:47,919
with a cross birth mark so they are

571
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:50,919
popping out as many kids as possible

572
00:26:47,919 --> 00:26:55,440
trying to find the

573
00:26:50,919 --> 00:26:58,919
one and Hawk is really concerned because

574
00:26:55,440 --> 00:27:02,120
the cult believes that twins are born

575
00:26:58,919 --> 00:27:05,039
cursed like they bad luck because one

576
00:27:02,120 --> 00:27:07,080
gets all the sin and one gets all the

577
00:27:05,039 --> 00:27:08,760
goodness so Grace got all the goodness

578
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:13,159
and he got all the sin

579
00:27:08,760 --> 00:27:15,840
mhm and um Grace is his sister and she's

580
00:27:13,159 --> 00:27:18,559
like listen I know that you will protect

581
00:27:15,840 --> 00:27:20,840
them if they need it like I know who to

582
00:27:18,559 --> 00:27:22,360
call if something goes wrong they're

583
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:26,840
going to be okay it's like she lives in

584
00:27:22,360 --> 00:27:30,360
the cult but she knows but understands

585
00:27:26,840 --> 00:27:32,520
her reality yes okay yeah at this point

586
00:27:30,360 --> 00:27:35,880
she's unwilling to leave her

587
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:39,399
children um and she does care very much

588
00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:41,799
about her husband even though it's a it

589
00:27:39,399 --> 00:27:44,440
was an arranged marriage situation she

590
00:27:41,799 --> 00:27:47,679
cares about him and she loves her kids

591
00:27:44,440 --> 00:27:51,880
and so she's like I'm I'm going to be

592
00:27:47,679 --> 00:27:54,799
where I am and I've accepted that so as

593
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:56,880
they're talking they hear a man like

594
00:27:54,799 --> 00:27:59,799
screaming at somebody just like

595
00:27:56,880 --> 00:28:01,480
obscenities and just like super

596
00:27:59,799 --> 00:28:03,080
aggressive sorry we're we're still at

597
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:06,360
the strip club right no we're at the

598
00:28:03,080 --> 00:28:10,080
park where he was meeting his sister yep

599
00:28:06,360 --> 00:28:12,840
sorry I I was like I missed something

600
00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:16,240
and I felt like it was on me and it

601
00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:18,760
was you're right a lot we switched we

602
00:28:16,240 --> 00:28:20,159
switched entirely and I'm still stuck at

603
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:21,600
the strip club and him and Missy are

604
00:28:20,159 --> 00:28:23,399
talking even though we've had a full ass

605
00:28:21,600 --> 00:28:24,279
conversation about Grace at this point I

606
00:28:23,399 --> 00:28:26,240
am

607
00:28:24,279 --> 00:28:28,399
thriving there are a lot of scene

608
00:28:26,240 --> 00:28:31,120
changes in fairness to you there are a

609
00:28:28,399 --> 00:28:33,039
lot of scene changes I felt that way um

610
00:28:31,120 --> 00:28:34,480
when we just reviewed I think not like

611
00:28:33,039 --> 00:28:36,120
there are so many characters and you're

612
00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:37,840
like trying to like keep everyone's

613
00:28:36,120 --> 00:28:41,200
perspective that you're just like oh my

614
00:28:37,840 --> 00:28:42,840
gosh where did we just end up yes and it

615
00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:44,919
also always throws me when you can like

616
00:28:42,840 --> 00:28:46,919
change perspect like change to three

617
00:28:44,919 --> 00:28:49,760
different people's points of view and

618
00:28:46,919 --> 00:28:51,559
still be in the same scene yes I think

619
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:53,399
that can be a little trippy especially

620
00:28:51,559 --> 00:28:55,840
when like trying to outline or review a

621
00:28:53,399 --> 00:28:58,600
book yeah I just read this one is still

622
00:28:55,840 --> 00:29:00,519
just on me well a little

623
00:28:58,600 --> 00:29:02,880
but also I just read a book where they

624
00:29:00,519 --> 00:29:04,120
did this thing where like you had one

625
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:07,320
perspective the whole way through the

626
00:29:04,120 --> 00:29:09,640
scene and then you started the next

627
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:11,519
chapter and it was a different

628
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:14,080
perspective but the same scene and so

629
00:29:11,519 --> 00:29:15,919
you were like back in time again and it

630
00:29:14,080 --> 00:29:18,480
was like

631
00:29:15,919 --> 00:29:20,919
ah like I don't I don't know what's

632
00:29:18,480 --> 00:29:22,120
happening yeah and I feel like some

633
00:29:20,919 --> 00:29:25,120
people do that where they're just like

634
00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:28,399
oh clarifying whatever little like

635
00:29:25,120 --> 00:29:30,720
whatever moment and then moving on yes

636
00:29:28,399 --> 00:29:33,480
yeah it's always a little trippy though

637
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:35,120
it is trippy all right so now there's

638
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:38,080
shouting and screaming shouting and

639
00:29:35,120 --> 00:29:40,960
screaming at the park okay and when they

640
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:43,320
look over it's a guy getting in Missy's

641
00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:45,399
face like Missy is at the playground

642
00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:47,720
with her daughter and this guy is like

643
00:29:45,399 --> 00:29:50,120
standing over her screaming saying that

644
00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:54,200
he's going to take Katie away from

645
00:29:50,120 --> 00:29:56,399
her um and like if you ever try this

646
00:29:54,200 --> 00:29:59,919
[ __ ] again or whatever we have no idea

647
00:29:56,399 --> 00:30:02,679
what any of that means but um hot Go's

648
00:29:59,919 --> 00:30:05,600
[ __ ] bananas and pulls the guy away

649
00:30:02,679 --> 00:30:07,039
from her and then he realizes that it is

650
00:30:05,600 --> 00:30:11,960
her baby

651
00:30:07,039 --> 00:30:15,399
daddy so um Missy gets between them and

652
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:19,120
is like Hawk you got to stop my daughter

653
00:30:15,399 --> 00:30:22,279
is here you have to stop right um there

654
00:30:19,120 --> 00:30:28,120
are children present we are at a public

655
00:30:22,279 --> 00:30:30,960
playground right now simmer yes so um

656
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:33,120
the uh Baby Daddy finally leaves after

657
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:35,120
Hawk makes several threats and then

658
00:30:33,120 --> 00:30:37,200
Katie is introduced to Hawk and she's

659
00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:41,240
super cute like she has in little

660
00:30:37,200 --> 00:30:45,039
pigtails and like she's just very very

661
00:30:41,240 --> 00:30:48,799
cute and Grace comes over to play with

662
00:30:45,039 --> 00:30:52,200
Katie while Hawk and Missy talk and

663
00:30:48,799 --> 00:30:55,080
Missy is in tears saying that this

664
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:58,039
happens all the time where like Katie's

665
00:30:55,080 --> 00:31:02,639
dad just becomes very verbally abusive

666
00:30:58,039 --> 00:31:05,159
towards her um and he Hawk like pulls

667
00:31:02,639 --> 00:31:10,279
her into a hug and they have a little

668
00:31:05,159 --> 00:31:12,480
moment um but she pulls back and very

669
00:31:10,279 --> 00:31:15,880
obviously like turns away from him to

670
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:20,159
check on Katie like it's very obvious

671
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:23,880
that Hawk is cute she enjoys his company

672
00:31:20,159 --> 00:31:27,120
but ultimately like her daughter is way

673
00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:29,559
far and above more important obviously

674
00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:32,519
than this dude it should be right than

675
00:31:29,559 --> 00:31:36,960
this dude and he he actually like kind

676
00:31:32,519 --> 00:31:40,760
of likes that that she is not so like

677
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:43,360
vapid and like fixated on like a man you

678
00:31:40,760 --> 00:31:47,240
know mhm

679
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:50,639
um so she like wow she cared about her

680
00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:53,799
kid more than my dick priorities what a

681
00:31:50,639 --> 00:31:57,159
beautiful angel amazing you're like

682
00:31:53,799 --> 00:31:59,360
feels like the bar might be a little low

683
00:31:57,159 --> 00:32:01,039
you know what's amazing though this

684
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:03,639
might be the first time we've had a bar

685
00:32:01,039 --> 00:32:05,679
set so low for a

686
00:32:03,639 --> 00:32:08,320
woman you

687
00:32:05,679 --> 00:32:09,840
know usually it's the

688
00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:12,799
man

689
00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:15,240
a we are we are making all kinds of

690
00:32:12,799 --> 00:32:17,960
growth and progress today oh my God I

691
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:22,240
love this for us the bar was so low for

692
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:22,240
a woman congrats to

693
00:32:23,799 --> 00:32:29,480
us

694
00:32:25,480 --> 00:32:29,480
equality um

695
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:37,080
so we flash forward to the

696
00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:39,399
weekend and Missy is working the party

697
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:40,799
for the club they're celebrating the

698
00:32:39,399 --> 00:32:43,600
opening of the new

699
00:32:40,799 --> 00:32:45,519
bar so there's a lot of mix of people

700
00:32:43,600 --> 00:32:47,960
there there's a lot of the members but

701
00:32:45,519 --> 00:32:50,240
also employees and other people that

702
00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:52,799
they've invited to this party and she is

703
00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:55,240
only responsible for serving drinks and

704
00:32:52,799 --> 00:32:57,399
she is loving she's not dancing she's

705
00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:59,240
not dancing she's just serving drinks

706
00:32:57,399 --> 00:33:00,600
with her best friend gem well honestly

707
00:32:59,240 --> 00:33:02,440
the funny thing is I was literally just

708
00:33:00,600 --> 00:33:05,080
sitting here thinking like I feel like

709
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:08,919
Hawk is surprisingly chill having the

710
00:33:05,080 --> 00:33:12,440
girles into dance for the other dudes in

711
00:33:08,919 --> 00:33:15,399
the club so they are dancing but they're

712
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:17,600
not stripping so like they're basically

713
00:33:15,399 --> 00:33:19,799
serving drinks and hyping the crowd and

714
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:23,080
that's all they're doing oh right what a

715
00:33:19,799 --> 00:33:25,720
breeze Easy Money the easiest of money

716
00:33:23,080 --> 00:33:28,519
yeah yeah um you're like cool you're a

717
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:32,320
shot girl

718
00:33:28,519 --> 00:33:34,240
basically um so um everybody has been

719
00:33:32,320 --> 00:33:35,559
really great super respectful like she

720
00:33:34,240 --> 00:33:38,200
was a little bit nervous about being

721
00:33:35,559 --> 00:33:40,519
around an MC obviously also when that

722
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:41,960
the last time she was there she she beat

723
00:33:40,519 --> 00:33:43,840
the [ __ ] out of somebody beat someone

724
00:33:41,960 --> 00:33:46,240
yeah yeah like I get where maybe you're

725
00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:47,639
like oop okay driveing back wonder how

726
00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:51,279
this is going to

727
00:33:47,639 --> 00:33:54,880
go I'll leave my bat in the

728
00:33:51,279 --> 00:33:57,919
car um so

729
00:33:54,880 --> 00:33:59,840
um uh like I said jeem is with her

730
00:33:57,919 --> 00:34:02,919
everybody's super respectful of her as

731
00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:07,519
well like it's a very like positive

732
00:34:02,919 --> 00:34:10,879
energy and as the night goes on Hawk is

733
00:34:07,519 --> 00:34:13,440
very obviously watching her and he makes

734
00:34:10,879 --> 00:34:16,040
some moves and tells her to meet him

735
00:34:13,440 --> 00:34:19,119
later she's like I'm working and he's

736
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:22,599
like you're going to meet me later thank

737
00:34:19,119 --> 00:34:26,240
you and um he continues to insist on

738
00:34:22,599 --> 00:34:28,679
calling her baby um and he says we knew

739
00:34:26,240 --> 00:34:30,159
that wasn't going anywhere I think like

740
00:34:28,679 --> 00:34:33,679
in our hearts if we were honest with

741
00:34:30,159 --> 00:34:35,679
ourselves we knew knew so she asks like

742
00:34:33,679 --> 00:34:38,800
why do you keep calling me that and he

743
00:34:35,679 --> 00:34:40,359
says because nobody puts you in a corner

744
00:34:38,800 --> 00:34:43,560
and

745
00:34:40,359 --> 00:34:46,760
so so she starts calling him

746
00:34:43,560 --> 00:34:50,520
swayy oh gosh ironically and he doesn't

747
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:52,200
appreciate it so she continues to do

748
00:34:50,520 --> 00:34:55,040
it

749
00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:57,119
um so she leaves him I don't even know

750
00:34:55,040 --> 00:34:59,160
what I would say if my husband ever

751
00:34:57,119 --> 00:35:02,520
called me baby and said it was cuz

752
00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:05,480
nobody put me in the

753
00:35:02,520 --> 00:35:08,000
corner

754
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:09,400
like I don't know why that's striking me

755
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:10,760
so hard I would be like are you going to

756
00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:12,800
do the

757
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:15,680
lift

758
00:35:12,800 --> 00:35:17,760
because that's the only reason Ryan

759
00:35:15,680 --> 00:35:19,599
Gosling and Crazy Stupid Love where she

760
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:22,680
like what's your move I do the

761
00:35:19,599 --> 00:35:25,839
lift yes take him home I make him a

762
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:30,040
drink I fit Dirty Dancing into the

763
00:35:25,839 --> 00:35:30,040
conversation I do the do the

764
00:35:30,079 --> 00:35:36,480
lift literally the only reason to say

765
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:38,520
any comment about somebody putting me in

766
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:42,200
a corner but

767
00:35:38,520 --> 00:35:44,720
anyway um so unless you're also quoting

768
00:35:42,200 --> 00:35:44,720
panic at the

769
00:35:51,119 --> 00:35:58,560
disc we just ran a whole gamut we really

770
00:35:54,240 --> 00:36:01,520
of Pop Culture you're welcome yeah

771
00:35:58,560 --> 00:36:05,720
that's why the people show up obviously

772
00:36:01,520 --> 00:36:05,720
um give the people what they

773
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:12,920
want slightly not fully fleshed out pop

774
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:15,960
culture

775
00:36:12,920 --> 00:36:17,800
references I am curious sometimes about

776
00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:20,599
how many people catch all of them and

777
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:22,240
how many are like I I don't and then we

778
00:36:20,599 --> 00:36:25,400
go so fast to the next one that they're

779
00:36:22,240 --> 00:36:28,079
like oh I got that one and like you know

780
00:36:25,400 --> 00:36:31,119
yeah I feel the same

781
00:36:28,079 --> 00:36:32,319
uh like as you know Golden Girls very

782
00:36:31,119 --> 00:36:34,520
near and dear to my heart but it's so

783
00:36:32,319 --> 00:36:37,599
funny CU I've loved the show since I was

784
00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:40,319
literally an elementary school and there

785
00:36:37,599 --> 00:36:41,599
are so many jokes you don't catch when

786
00:36:40,319 --> 00:36:43,800
you were in elementary school with a

787
00:36:41,599 --> 00:36:45,920
show like that but what was also funny

788
00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:47,440
is I was watching it just had it on in

789
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:49,280
the background when my parents were in

790
00:36:47,440 --> 00:36:51,000
town and my dad started laughing at a

791
00:36:49,280 --> 00:36:52,359
joke and he's like do you get why that

792
00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:54,560
joke was funny and I was like I don't

793
00:36:52,359 --> 00:36:58,000
even know who that was and it was this

794
00:36:54,560 --> 00:37:00,760
like very specific political sit

795
00:36:58,000 --> 00:37:04,000
situation from like

796
00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:05,359
1990 that I was like yeah like NE didn't

797
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:06,720
even dawn on me like heard the laugh

798
00:37:05,359 --> 00:37:07,800
track and just kind of like moved on and

799
00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:09,280
my dad like do you get why that was

800
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:12,560
funny I was like

801
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:15,119
nope watched the show for 30

802
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:16,839
years still have no idea why that joke

803
00:37:15,119 --> 00:37:20,000
was funny I can still get joy from the

804
00:37:16,839 --> 00:37:22,000
show and not get every joke yes 1,000%

805
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:23,640
yes of course I mean the exact same way

806
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:25,319
they fit adult jokes into like kids

807
00:37:23,640 --> 00:37:26,880
movies the first time I realized

808
00:37:25,319 --> 00:37:30,160
watching cars that they flashed their

809
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:34,400
headlights yep I was Ill

810
00:37:30,160 --> 00:37:37,720
prepared I was like oh cars is edgier

811
00:37:34,400 --> 00:37:37,720
than I thought

812
00:37:38,520 --> 00:37:43,319
edgier yeah Shrek is another one that

813
00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:47,920
had a lot more

814
00:37:43,319 --> 00:37:47,920
like dirty jokes in it that I was ready

815
00:37:48,680 --> 00:37:53,119
for yeah the number of kids things that

816
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:55,960
we could just rewatch and be like wow

817
00:37:53,119 --> 00:37:57,599
missed that joke oh and then the number

818
00:37:55,960 --> 00:38:00,480
of adult things we could also watch that

819
00:37:57,599 --> 00:38:02,680
well no wonder I missed that joke right

820
00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:06,319
good thing I missed that joke yeah

821
00:38:02,680 --> 00:38:09,880
probably better that I didn't get

822
00:38:06,319 --> 00:38:13,480
it yes my innocence was somewhat

823
00:38:09,880 --> 00:38:16,599
protected up until that point um but

824
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:18,240
anyway so she leaves Hawk Missy leaves

825
00:38:16,599 --> 00:38:20,400
Hawk and goes out to continue working

826
00:38:18,240 --> 00:38:22,079
the party does she agree to meet him

827
00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:24,599
later or is he just continuing to tell

828
00:38:22,079 --> 00:38:26,400
her she will she's continuing to tell

829
00:38:24,599 --> 00:38:28,440
her that she will and she knows that

830
00:38:26,400 --> 00:38:33,760
she's going to but don't think she like

831
00:38:28,440 --> 00:38:36,440
tells him she's like yeah right so um

832
00:38:33,760 --> 00:38:39,240
there's this guy out there that's being

833
00:38:36,440 --> 00:38:40,880
like a real douchebag to her and he's

834
00:38:39,240 --> 00:38:43,480
the only one that's given her trouble

835
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:46,520
all night and he's is it the one she

836
00:38:43,480 --> 00:38:49,960
beat up no oh okay he's actually quite

837
00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:51,839
sweet to her he's like my bad Missy you

838
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:53,480
were right I'm really sorry I shouldn't

839
00:38:51,839 --> 00:38:55,680
have done that in front of your daughter

840
00:38:53,480 --> 00:38:57,440
yeah why don't I get you a drink yeah

841
00:38:55,680 --> 00:38:59,599
he's like I really should have waited

842
00:38:57,440 --> 00:39:00,560
until Katie was back with you and then I

843
00:38:59,599 --> 00:39:04,200
should have

844
00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:06,920
be so H say 2020 I'm so sorry I'll do

845
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:08,960
better next time never happen again um

846
00:39:06,920 --> 00:39:13,880
but apparently like and she goes into

847
00:39:08,960 --> 00:39:16,480
this like later but um apparently the

848
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:19,119
guy she beat up and her ex were super

849
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:21,640
tight friends she has no idea what

850
00:39:19,119 --> 00:39:24,839
happened she has no idea why they fell

851
00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:27,800
out and we never know but apparently

852
00:39:24,839 --> 00:39:29,839
they were like Diehard besties and then

853
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:34,440
Drew just beat the [ __ ] out of him one

854
00:39:29,839 --> 00:39:36,760
day and they were no longer friends wait

855
00:39:34,440 --> 00:39:38,839
what I didn't even put it in my notes

856
00:39:36,760 --> 00:39:40,520
cuz it wasn't relevant to the story but

857
00:39:38,839 --> 00:39:43,520
that's like does Drew have his own book

858
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:45,280
in the future I don't know I don't know

859
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:48,560
CU I do wonder if some of the questions

860
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:51,560
would get answered in future books you I

861
00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:54,240
don't know okay and we'll get to why I

862
00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:55,720
don't know because there's a reason why

863
00:39:54,240 --> 00:39:59,920
I'm really like I don't know that it

864
00:39:55,720 --> 00:40:02,440
will ever will'll ever get answer um but

865
00:39:59,920 --> 00:40:06,160
so she this guy who's being a dick

866
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:09,000
smacks her ass hard like not like a a

867
00:40:06,160 --> 00:40:12,359
gentle like baseball Pat but like hits

868
00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:14,040
her hard um and she tries to ignore it

869
00:40:12,359 --> 00:40:16,560
she's been working in strip clubs for a

870
00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:19,880
long time she's like I know how to

871
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:22,240
handle this so she tries to ignore it

872
00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:25,200
but he grabs at her again and starts

873
00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:28,880
blowing smoke in her face cuz he's

874
00:40:25,200 --> 00:40:32,599
smoking and um she pops off at the mouth

875
00:40:28,880 --> 00:40:36,280
a little bit basically telling him off

876
00:40:32,599 --> 00:40:38,800
and um he goes to grab like between her

877
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:41,560
legs and burns her with a cigarette cuz

878
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:42,280
he does it with the hand that is holding

879
00:40:41,560 --> 00:40:47,680
a

880
00:40:42,280 --> 00:40:50,880
smoke Burns her bad and a whole struggle

881
00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:54,200
ensues and Hawk shows up with some of

882
00:40:50,880 --> 00:40:57,599
the other guys and at this point no one

883
00:40:54,200 --> 00:41:00,280
realizes that she's been burned right

884
00:40:57,599 --> 00:41:04,640
her wrist is very clearly [ __ ] up from

885
00:41:00,280 --> 00:41:06,960
where he grabbed her really hard um but

886
00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:08,599
they don't realize the full extent of no

887
00:41:06,960 --> 00:41:12,240
they don't realize that she's actually

888
00:41:08,599 --> 00:41:14,319
like genuinely really hurt and so they

889
00:41:12,240 --> 00:41:18,680
one of the other guys like holds her

890
00:41:14,319 --> 00:41:25,160
back and Hawk just beats the [ __ ] out of

891
00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:30,800
this guy um and Missy is freaking out

892
00:41:25,160 --> 00:41:33,359
and um so we sh Hawk's perspective he is

893
00:41:30,800 --> 00:41:37,200
livid and this is the guy that had

894
00:41:33,359 --> 00:41:38,480
creeped out cie his cousin it's that guy

895
00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:41,240
the dude who's supposed to be the

896
00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:43,760
bouncer bartender uhhuh who's supposed

897
00:41:41,240 --> 00:41:47,119
to be keeping everyone safe

898
00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:48,880
uhuh well that's a a I I don't think he

899
00:41:47,119 --> 00:41:52,319
understands the job assignment he

900
00:41:48,880 --> 00:41:57,440
doesn't get it he doesn't get it so Hawk

901
00:41:52,319 --> 00:42:00,800
fires him and rightfully so um the guy

902
00:41:57,440 --> 00:42:03,000
is like starts laughing and Missy is

903
00:42:00,800 --> 00:42:05,680
clearly panicking because this man is

904
00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:07,880
unhinged and like Hawks firing him

905
00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:10,760
because of her and she's like holy [ __ ]

906
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:14,359
like I did not mean to do all that like

907
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:16,400
oh [ __ ] you didn't Missy she didn't this

908
00:42:14,359 --> 00:42:18,480
is the consequence of his own actions

909
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:20,440
and choices he needs to take

910
00:42:18,480 --> 00:42:23,760
accountability and ownership for his

911
00:42:20,440 --> 00:42:28,800
behavior his portion of this this is not

912
00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:30,960
on you mhm so um

913
00:42:28,800 --> 00:42:34,119
Bishop who is the president and Hawk's

914
00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:36,760
biological Uncle shows up and he's like

915
00:42:34,119 --> 00:42:40,079
what the [ __ ] is happening like what is

916
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:42,720
going on right now and

917
00:42:40,079 --> 00:42:45,240
um the I had actually just been

918
00:42:42,720 --> 00:42:48,480
wondering where Bishop the head of all

919
00:42:45,240 --> 00:42:50,000
of this was he just showed up that yeah

920
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:51,720
I was like showed up like literally 5

921
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:54,000
minutes ago I was like I I really feels

922
00:42:51,720 --> 00:42:55,559
like like Bishop I was like whatever

923
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:57,280
what's his nuts should be here I did not

924
00:42:55,559 --> 00:42:59,000
remember that his name was Bishop was

925
00:42:57,280 --> 00:43:00,640
going to be impressed if you had cuz I

926
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:02,119
forgot about him until I just saw his

927
00:43:00,640 --> 00:43:03,680
name in my notes well when his name was

928
00:43:02,119 --> 00:43:04,880
Bishop earlier I assumed he was still

929
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:07,720
part of the

930
00:43:04,880 --> 00:43:09,640
cult like it felt like he showed up to

931
00:43:07,720 --> 00:43:11,440
the church like I was like okay I see

932
00:43:09,640 --> 00:43:12,960
where we're going with it so he has a

933
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:15,040
hat

934
00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:17,160
like yeah I was like yeah and then

935
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:18,839
you're like and he left I'm like oh

936
00:43:17,160 --> 00:43:20,680
that's really not where I he's the

937
00:43:18,839 --> 00:43:22,319
president of the motorcycle club I was

938
00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:25,599
like but his name is

939
00:43:22,319 --> 00:43:27,559
Bishop I was not prepared we're just

940
00:43:25,599 --> 00:43:30,800
keeping you on your toes really so

941
00:43:27,559 --> 00:43:34,119
Bishop has finally shown up in this

942
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:37,079
scenario and the guy is still like

943
00:43:34,119 --> 00:43:42,079
laughing that Hawk would try to fire

944
00:43:37,079 --> 00:43:46,800
him and um the bishop and Hawk kind of

945
00:43:42,079 --> 00:43:49,680
like connect eyes and um confirming that

946
00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:53,480
Hawk is in fact firing this guy like I'm

947
00:43:49,680 --> 00:43:56,839
doubling down on this decision and the

948
00:43:53,480 --> 00:43:59,520
guy loses his [ __ ] when they tell him

949
00:43:56,839 --> 00:44:01,480
like you are for real fired okay so the

950
00:43:59,520 --> 00:44:03,359
guy was laughing because he's like you

951
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:05,079
don't even have the authority to do this

952
00:44:03,359 --> 00:44:07,119
sort of energy then Bishop showed up and

953
00:44:05,079 --> 00:44:09,319
the guy was like haha look I'm about to

954
00:44:07,119 --> 00:44:11,800
keep my job and then Hawk and Bishop

955
00:44:09,319 --> 00:44:13,640
made some eye contact and then Bishop's

956
00:44:11,800 --> 00:44:15,200
like oh no this is for real bro you're

957
00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:18,920
out and then the guy was like oh [ __ ]

958
00:44:15,200 --> 00:44:22,640
I'm actually fired yeah and he's like I

959
00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:24,240
loved it it was really good and so the

960
00:44:22,640 --> 00:44:27,839
the guy is like we have a [ __ ]

961
00:44:24,240 --> 00:44:31,160
contract you can't do this so Hawk the

962
00:44:27,839 --> 00:44:33,200
everloving [ __ ] out of him I thought he

963
00:44:31,160 --> 00:44:35,559
already did that he hit him a little bit

964
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:38,640
but then he like really got him and he

965
00:44:35,559 --> 00:44:40,440
sends Missy inside to his room like he

966
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:42,400
hands her off to one of the brothers and

967
00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:44,800
is like please take her like up to my

968
00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:47,400
room obviously she's not okay but they

969
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:54,079
still don't realize that she is really

970
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:56,440
hurt so um the uh this the dumbass goes

971
00:44:54,079 --> 00:44:57,760
off again calling Missy a [ __ ] he's

972
00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:59,359
like so you're going to fire me over

973
00:44:57,760 --> 00:45:01,280
some [ __ ] you're in violation of

974
00:44:59,359 --> 00:45:03,960
contract blah blah blah blah blah so

975
00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:07,119
Hawk shoots him in the hand he's like

976
00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:09,880
that's the one you touched her with

977
00:45:07,119 --> 00:45:12,440
right get off my

978
00:45:09,880 --> 00:45:16,800
property and that's the end of

979
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:18,359
that so the guy leaves like his buddies

980
00:45:16,800 --> 00:45:21,400
the guy doesn't want to leave but his

981
00:45:18,359 --> 00:45:25,400
buddies like pick him up and like

982
00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:27,000
like own that you've lost bro like you

983
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:28,880
are not going to come back from this

984
00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:32,119
next one's going in your head bro like I

985
00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:37,119
don't feel good about this we should

986
00:45:32,119 --> 00:45:39,640
leave so Bishop tells B move to

987
00:45:37,119 --> 00:45:42,599
physically assault someone and then tell

988
00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:44,400
another person you're in violation of

989
00:45:42,599 --> 00:45:47,760
contract

990
00:45:44,400 --> 00:45:50,559
right like but what about our contract

991
00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:53,520
what I thought I could like sexually

992
00:45:50,559 --> 00:45:55,880
assault whoever I

993
00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:58,880
wanted a contract that wasn't clearly

994
00:45:55,880 --> 00:45:58,880
written

995
00:45:59,839 --> 00:46:04,040
I don't recall that in the conduct

996
00:46:01,640 --> 00:46:06,319
Clause you aren't holding up your end of

997
00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:08,720
this bargain we have a signed agreement

998
00:46:06,319 --> 00:46:14,160
I'm like wait what the

999
00:46:08,720 --> 00:46:16,440
[ __ ] yeah mhm okay he's an idiot yeah so

1000
00:46:14,160 --> 00:46:18,520
um Bishop is like so it is now your

1001
00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:21,200
responsibility to find new security for

1002
00:46:18,520 --> 00:46:24,440
the bar before it opens next week and

1003
00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:27,559
then he asks Hawk he's like

1004
00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:29,559
so you realize like she's your girl now

1005
00:46:27,559 --> 00:46:33,640
right and Hawk's

1006
00:46:29,559 --> 00:46:37,200
like um Bishop's like just just go check

1007
00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:40,800
on her like just go did Hawk not realize

1008
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:43,280
that or he knew that he was into her and

1009
00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:47,040
definitely like wanted to bang her he

1010
00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:49,440
just shot a man in the intrigued by her

1011
00:46:47,040 --> 00:46:52,119
but I don't think he fully connected

1012
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:55,599
like had her sent to his room at the

1013
00:46:52,119 --> 00:46:59,400
club yeah that is a statement in itself

1014
00:46:55,599 --> 00:47:02,319
it is which Bishop picked up on and Hawk

1015
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:02,319
was like

1016
00:47:02,720 --> 00:47:07,160
oh you realize you just made some

1017
00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:10,880
declarations right and Hawk is like had

1018
00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:15,079
no idea man I see it now now that you

1019
00:47:10,880 --> 00:47:17,480
mention it so we're back to Missy she is

1020
00:47:15,079 --> 00:47:19,319
really not doing well she is in a lot of

1021
00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:22,240
pain and she knows that she needs to

1022
00:47:19,319 --> 00:47:24,200
clean the burns on her leg um but taking

1023
00:47:22,240 --> 00:47:28,720
her shorts off is really gonna suck so

1024
00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:32,520
she's like trying to psych herself up

1025
00:47:28,720 --> 00:47:36,559
so haot comes in and he sees the burn

1026
00:47:32,520 --> 00:47:39,839
and so he calls the like medic nurse the

1027
00:47:36,559 --> 00:47:44,240
do they have yeah to come check on her

1028
00:47:39,839 --> 00:47:46,680
and um he gets her into a bath in like

1029
00:47:44,240 --> 00:47:51,280
lukewarm water and he just holds her

1030
00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:53,559
while she cries um and she is really

1031
00:47:51,280 --> 00:47:55,880
frustrated that she keeps crying around

1032
00:47:53,559 --> 00:48:00,640
him she's like this is not a thing that

1033
00:47:55,880 --> 00:48:05,160
I do and I hate it I don't like it

1034
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:07,240
um but he takes really sweet care of her

1035
00:48:05,160 --> 00:48:12,480
the doc shows up and gets her all

1036
00:48:07,240 --> 00:48:17,000
patched up um and uh Hawk then takes her

1037
00:48:12,480 --> 00:48:19,280
home to her home yeah and um Missy

1038
00:48:17,000 --> 00:48:23,000
reminds herself that this is all just

1039
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:25,079
adrenaline at this point um he's not

1040
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:27,920
actually like taking care of her he

1041
00:48:25,079 --> 00:48:29,880
doesn't owe her anything he just feels

1042
00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:31,640
bad that he hired her for this and she

1043
00:48:29,880 --> 00:48:35,119
got hurt and he's just making sure that

1044
00:48:31,640 --> 00:48:37,160
she's okay there's nothing like going on

1045
00:48:35,119 --> 00:48:39,000
cuz she's feeling very vulnerable so his

1046
00:48:37,160 --> 00:48:40,760
Bishop has finally been like hey Hawk

1047
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,359
you realized the Declarations you just

1048
00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:44,680
made right and Hawk's like [ __ ] I guess

1049
00:48:42,359 --> 00:48:47,520
I did just make some declarations Miss's

1050
00:48:44,680 --> 00:48:50,960
like nah there are no declarations this

1051
00:48:47,520 --> 00:48:53,359
is all adrenaline 100% um so we're back

1052
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:56,799
to Hawk and he wakes up to somebody

1053
00:48:53,359 --> 00:48:59,440
banging on the door and Missy is as

1054
00:48:56,799 --> 00:49:01,720
sleep on his chest so she thought that

1055
00:48:59,440 --> 00:49:03,799
he was going to leave like just drop her

1056
00:49:01,720 --> 00:49:06,440
off at home and he never had any

1057
00:49:03,799 --> 00:49:09,440
intention of doing that so she fell

1058
00:49:06,440 --> 00:49:12,559
asleep on his chest and he the night

1059
00:49:09,440 --> 00:49:16,319
made sure she was okay mhm so he answers

1060
00:49:12,559 --> 00:49:18,280
the door to find Katie with some old

1061
00:49:16,319 --> 00:49:22,200
woman who had apparently been watching

1062
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:24,599
her the night before and um the old lady

1063
00:49:22,200 --> 00:49:28,200
clearly does not want to leave Katie

1064
00:49:24,599 --> 00:49:30,200
with him um but Katie recognizes him

1065
00:49:28,200 --> 00:49:33,760
from the park and is super excited to

1066
00:49:30,200 --> 00:49:36,599
see him and the old lady makes several

1067
00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:40,520
threats and old lady have a name I don't

1068
00:49:36,599 --> 00:49:43,760
remember it's like Ms something one of

1069
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:48,079
those yeah um and she's like I'll be

1070
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:51,680
checking in later I will ruin your life

1071
00:49:48,079 --> 00:49:54,720
like listen I love how protective

1072
00:49:51,680 --> 00:49:57,240
everyone is of Katie yes she is the

1073
00:49:54,720 --> 00:50:00,079
priority for literally

1074
00:49:57,240 --> 00:50:03,440
everyone um which becomes even more

1075
00:50:00,079 --> 00:50:05,720
apparent later um but he gets breakfast

1076
00:50:03,440 --> 00:50:10,240
for Katie and she's just super cute and

1077
00:50:05,720 --> 00:50:14,359
really chatty um and she asks why Missy

1078
00:50:10,240 --> 00:50:16,799
is still asleep and he's like

1079
00:50:14,359 --> 00:50:19,559
uh I don't know the rules of what you're

1080
00:50:16,799 --> 00:50:22,520
supposed to tell a child she worked late

1081
00:50:19,559 --> 00:50:25,400
that is the answer Hawk it's not

1082
00:50:22,520 --> 00:50:27,760
hard but he's never been around a child

1083
00:50:25,400 --> 00:50:30,960
this low hanging fruit he has never been

1084
00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:34,400
around a child and he's like ah oh [ __ ]

1085
00:50:30,960 --> 00:50:36,480
me like why is Mommy still sleeping well

1086
00:50:34,400 --> 00:50:38,400
because someone sexually assaulted her

1087
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:41,559
last night and burned her with a

1088
00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:44,400
cigarette she had a long night she's

1089
00:50:41,559 --> 00:50:47,000
she's resting and will be up in the like

1090
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:51,920
he's like he's like

1091
00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:55,119
um he she hurt her leg and so she's

1092
00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:57,440
resting and it's like um Bert crer stand

1093
00:50:55,119 --> 00:51:00,480
up when he's talking about

1094
00:50:57,440 --> 00:51:03,720
Santa and Jesus

1095
00:51:00,480 --> 00:51:07,480
yes oh Jesus's brother

1096
00:51:03,720 --> 00:51:10,520
Santa yeah gives a present every year to

1097
00:51:07,480 --> 00:51:14,040
the people who didn't kill his

1098
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:16,480
brother however it like play but

1099
00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:18,960
like he's like yeah and then like the

1100
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:20,920
Jews like it was this whole and his wife

1101
00:51:18,960 --> 00:51:23,920
was in like what the [ __ ] this is how

1102
00:51:20,920 --> 00:51:25,480
you're describing Santa to the kids like

1103
00:51:23,920 --> 00:51:27,079
that's what it feels like right now like

1104
00:51:25,480 --> 00:51:29,160
it could have been that it could have

1105
00:51:27,079 --> 00:51:32,440
been so simple why do mommy asleep oh

1106
00:51:29,160 --> 00:51:34,720
Jesus's brother Santa you're like no it

1107
00:51:32,440 --> 00:51:38,520
didn't we didn't have to go that deep

1108
00:51:34,720 --> 00:51:42,680
need to to be there but then

1109
00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:46,119
like so the kid immediately is asks if

1110
00:51:42,680 --> 00:51:51,400
her dad did it she's like did daddy hurt

1111
00:51:46,119 --> 00:51:54,480
mommy oh damn and so um that's not great

1112
00:51:51,400 --> 00:51:56,640
Hawk like starts to panic a little bit

1113
00:51:54,480 --> 00:51:58,760
but then Katie goes on to say that he's

1114
00:51:56,640 --> 00:52:03,640
never physically hurt her but he makes

1115
00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:06,799
her cry a lot and um she is super cute

1116
00:52:03,640 --> 00:52:09,319
and she's like and finds her very

1117
00:52:06,799 --> 00:52:12,280
endearing wants to keep her safe very

1118
00:52:09,319 --> 00:52:15,680
much so um but she says that she tells

1119
00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:19,760
her daddy not to be mean to her and her

1120
00:52:15,680 --> 00:52:24,520
mommy but he doesn't listen and Hawk is

1121
00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:27,920
like I am [ __ ] like well that's it for

1122
00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:30,200
me like well like gu I may as well make

1123
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:33,079
myself a set of keys to this place

1124
00:52:30,200 --> 00:52:38,839
basically he's like I'm never leaving

1125
00:52:33,079 --> 00:52:41,000
like damn it um so uh Bishop calls him

1126
00:52:38,839 --> 00:52:43,520
and says he's coming by to drop off some

1127
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:45,720
contracts and we don't know what these

1128
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:48,799
contracts are but Hawk knows that it's

1129
00:52:45,720 --> 00:52:51,000
probably going to piss Missy off but

1130
00:52:48,799 --> 00:52:54,000
he's just going to do it

1131
00:52:51,000 --> 00:52:56,960
anyway we don't know what that means

1132
00:52:54,000 --> 00:52:59,119
so Missy wakes up in a panic cuz she

1133
00:52:56,960 --> 00:53:01,400
realizes it's after 11:00 and the sitter

1134
00:52:59,119 --> 00:53:04,359
was supposed to drop Katie off at

1135
00:53:01,400 --> 00:53:05,839
7 and she's like oh Jesus Christ I would

1136
00:53:04,359 --> 00:53:09,319
do the exact

1137
00:53:05,839 --> 00:53:13,040
same so she's having a lot of trouble

1138
00:53:09,319 --> 00:53:15,200
standing um when Hawk suddenly storms in

1139
00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:18,040
and picks her up and he's like what are

1140
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:22,400
you doing and she was like

1141
00:53:18,040 --> 00:53:27,000
um what what are you doing

1142
00:53:22,400 --> 00:53:29,480
like what um and he's like

1143
00:53:27,000 --> 00:53:31,760
she's like I can't believe that you you

1144
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:34,880
stayed here

1145
00:53:31,760 --> 00:53:36,400
like what wait she didn't realized he

1146
00:53:34,880 --> 00:53:39,240
stayed there she fell asleep on his

1147
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:42,480
chest well they also gave her some pain

1148
00:53:39,240 --> 00:53:45,720
meds apparently cuz she was really hurt

1149
00:53:42,480 --> 00:53:48,760
so like I think she was like out of it

1150
00:53:45,720 --> 00:53:52,359
um but Hawk's like quit comparing me to

1151
00:53:48,760 --> 00:53:54,359
other men and she's like what is

1152
00:53:52,359 --> 00:53:57,559
happening she's like I'm not comparing

1153
00:53:54,359 --> 00:53:59,599
you to anyone I woke up 4 hours after my

1154
00:53:57,559 --> 00:54:01,760
daughter was supposed to get back where

1155
00:53:59,599 --> 00:54:03,160
is my kid and why are you here and

1156
00:54:01,760 --> 00:54:05,359
injured and want to know where my

1157
00:54:03,160 --> 00:54:09,880
daughter is don't compare me to other

1158
00:54:05,359 --> 00:54:14,160
men yeah it I wasn't he he can't read a

1159
00:54:09,880 --> 00:54:17,680
room he he he can't read a room yeah at

1160
00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:19,440
any he's really not having great

1161
00:54:17,680 --> 00:54:22,400
understanding of social cues he doesn't

1162
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:24,880
have good Insight no to his credit

1163
00:54:22,400 --> 00:54:27,480
though he was raised in the cult where I

1164
00:54:24,880 --> 00:54:31,440
imagine that's a good point a cult and

1165
00:54:27,480 --> 00:54:34,559
then a motorcycle club so there's

1166
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:37,040
like you know standard social norms

1167
00:54:34,559 --> 00:54:39,640
maybe we not his

1168
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:40,799
thing yeah yeah that's a good point I'm

1169
00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:43,440
going to give him credit for that

1170
00:54:40,799 --> 00:54:46,440
because I need I need to give him credit

1171
00:54:43,440 --> 00:54:47,799
for that yeah because I'm if I don't

1172
00:54:46,440 --> 00:54:50,040
give him credit for that I'm just like

1173
00:54:47,799 --> 00:54:52,640
what the

1174
00:54:50,040 --> 00:54:55,760
[ __ ] which again don't compare me to

1175
00:54:52,640 --> 00:54:58,359
other men I'm really not I'm just trying

1176
00:54:55,760 --> 00:55:00,839
to get it where's my kid where's my kid

1177
00:54:58,359 --> 00:55:03,960
I just want to know what's happening so

1178
00:55:00,839 --> 00:55:06,599
then he kisses the hell out of her of um

1179
00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:11,040
but then she starts to reciprocate and

1180
00:55:06,599 --> 00:55:14,960
he stops her and he says that um he

1181
00:55:11,040 --> 00:55:18,280
really wants more of her but her

1182
00:55:14,960 --> 00:55:21,680
daughter has been waiting for her and

1183
00:55:18,280 --> 00:55:24,680
like she needs to go check on her and

1184
00:55:21,680 --> 00:55:28,119
eat something you know taking good care

1185
00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:31,520
of her so Missy comes out and Katie is

1186
00:55:28,119 --> 00:55:35,280
playing Go Fish with two massive bikers

1187
00:55:31,520 --> 00:55:37,400
and having a great time um they keep

1188
00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:40,319
pretending to be really upset that she's

1189
00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:42,680
beating them and it's just very cute and

1190
00:55:40,319 --> 00:55:45,960
super endearing that these massive men

1191
00:55:42,680 --> 00:55:48,799
are like dang it

1192
00:55:45,960 --> 00:55:51,640
like very cute Hawk's like don't worry

1193
00:55:48,799 --> 00:55:54,680
Katie's perfectly

1194
00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:58,559
safe with some bikers was like trying to

1195
00:55:54,680 --> 00:56:03,520
think like biker name that sound really

1196
00:55:58,559 --> 00:56:07,680
like she's with Scar and Terror like

1197
00:56:03,520 --> 00:56:07,680
yeah for some reason I was going to say

1198
00:56:07,920 --> 00:56:14,160
Tony one had the scary name one was just

1199
00:56:11,240 --> 00:56:14,160
the dude in the

1200
00:56:15,000 --> 00:56:23,280
club with

1201
00:56:18,440 --> 00:56:27,200
Drew and switchblade yeah with Drew a

1202
00:56:23,280 --> 00:56:29,960
Nash over there

1203
00:56:27,200 --> 00:56:32,839
exactly yeah but that is super cute it

1204
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:35,960
was a very cute moment so

1205
00:56:32,839 --> 00:56:38,799
um Missy like doesn't know what to do

1206
00:56:35,960 --> 00:56:42,280
with herself cuz she realizes that Hawk

1207
00:56:38,799 --> 00:56:44,640
has taken care of everything like the

1208
00:56:42,280 --> 00:56:47,440
kid is fed everybody's fine she's a

1209
00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:49,920
single mom who is always used to having

1210
00:56:47,440 --> 00:56:51,559
to do everything and being like Oh wait

1211
00:56:49,920 --> 00:56:53,160
every everyone has their needs met

1212
00:56:51,559 --> 00:56:55,440
everything has been taken care of

1213
00:56:53,160 --> 00:56:57,440
exactly and she goes to try to call her

1214
00:56:55,440 --> 00:57:00,760
boss and hawk is like hey I already

1215
00:56:57,440 --> 00:57:03,720
called your boss um um and said that you

1216
00:57:00,760 --> 00:57:06,480
won't be in because of your injury and

1217
00:57:03,720 --> 00:57:08,599
she starts to panic about she's like

1218
00:57:06,480 --> 00:57:10,119
okay so I only have this much and I need

1219
00:57:08,599 --> 00:57:10,799
this much and how am I going to do that

1220
00:57:10,119 --> 00:57:14,240
and

1221
00:57:10,799 --> 00:57:16,559
d and um Hawk is like are you done

1222
00:57:14,240 --> 00:57:20,599
panicking now have you have you gone

1223
00:57:16,559 --> 00:57:23,280
through that um we want to hire you at

1224
00:57:20,599 --> 00:57:26,200
the new bar at the new sports bar you

1225
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:28,559
did a great job at the party um and we

1226
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:30,119
would like to hire you to help us manage

1227
00:57:28,559 --> 00:57:33,359
the new

1228
00:57:30,119 --> 00:57:35,240
bar um and that's what the contracts

1229
00:57:33,359 --> 00:57:37,319
were like he just decided they were

1230
00:57:35,240 --> 00:57:38,720
going to hire her and just went ahead

1231
00:57:37,319 --> 00:57:41,720
and called the strip club and was like

1232
00:57:38,720 --> 00:57:43,839
Missy is not coming back like well okay

1233
00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:46,280
I was just being like Oh giving Hawk all

1234
00:57:43,839 --> 00:57:48,680
this credit and then you said that he

1235
00:57:46,280 --> 00:57:50,160
called her job and quit on her behalf

1236
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:53,520
well he said she wouldn't be in for the

1237
00:57:50,160 --> 00:57:55,920
rest of the week but he was like in his

1238
00:57:53,520 --> 00:57:59,400
head hoping yeah okay I feel better

1239
00:57:55,920 --> 00:58:02,680
about that yeah all the

1240
00:57:59,400 --> 00:58:05,799
contracts he's like here's your employee

1241
00:58:02,680 --> 00:58:08,200
agreement [ __ ] hey there is a

1242
00:58:05,799 --> 00:58:10,000
non-compete there is a non-compete I

1243
00:58:08,200 --> 00:58:13,319
don't actually know they didn't go into

1244
00:58:10,000 --> 00:58:15,920
for the other sports bar down the road

1245
00:58:13,319 --> 00:58:18,079
she would just go back to to stripping

1246
00:58:15,920 --> 00:58:19,440
probably what was it called rush rush

1247
00:58:18,079 --> 00:58:21,160
the rush I was about to call it the

1248
00:58:19,440 --> 00:58:22,880
fuzzy hole and I was like that's really

1249
00:58:21,160 --> 00:58:26,640
not the name it's just I almost called

1250
00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:28,520
it the flush the FL that's different

1251
00:58:26,640 --> 00:58:33,520
it's different yeah different energy at

1252
00:58:28,520 --> 00:58:36,440
that club um so um she is feeling much

1253
00:58:33,520 --> 00:58:40,720
more hopeful that this is like her way

1254
00:58:36,440 --> 00:58:42,640
out of the way she's been living um but

1255
00:58:40,720 --> 00:58:46,319
she says that she needs to think about

1256
00:58:42,640 --> 00:58:50,079
it she's like doing a little hard to get

1257
00:58:46,319 --> 00:58:52,280
moment so then she's at the park in the

1258
00:58:50,079 --> 00:58:54,119
bat in cages and she's thinking about

1259
00:58:52,280 --> 00:58:57,839
the day that her dad threw her out of

1260
00:58:54,119 --> 00:59:00,400
the house um he is a politician and

1261
00:58:57,839 --> 00:59:04,480
couldn't stand the idea of a teen

1262
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:06,960
pregnancy in his family um and her mom

1263
00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:09,440
okay but I will pause though and say

1264
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:12,839
that is our answer we did cuz I was like

1265
00:59:09,440 --> 00:59:15,440
okay so she's like a very very young mom

1266
00:59:12,839 --> 00:59:17,319
so we do get an answer to the context

1267
00:59:15,440 --> 00:59:18,960
and how we all like just kind of that

1268
00:59:17,319 --> 00:59:21,240
backstory cuz I feel like when you hear

1269
00:59:18,960 --> 00:59:22,319
you're like oh she's like a 22-year-old

1270
00:59:21,240 --> 00:59:24,160
mom of a

1271
00:59:22,319 --> 00:59:25,799
4-year-old this makes some stuff

1272
00:59:24,160 --> 00:59:27,880
happened I'm glad that we have this I

1273
00:59:25,799 --> 00:59:30,319
know there are probably more

1274
00:59:27,880 --> 00:59:34,760
questions there really

1275
00:59:30,319 --> 00:59:37,799
are but um her dad basically said I

1276
00:59:34,760 --> 00:59:40,720
can't have a teen pregnancy in my

1277
00:59:37,799 --> 00:59:43,200
home it's not great for my campaign

1278
00:59:40,720 --> 00:59:47,680
exactly mom was basically drunk all the

1279
00:59:43,200 --> 00:59:49,839
time and didn't stand up for her and so

1280
00:59:47,680 --> 00:59:53,319
that was it like she was on the street

1281
00:59:49,839 --> 00:59:55,160
basically on her own um and that's why

1282
00:59:53,319 --> 00:59:57,240
she was working two or three jobs and

1283
00:59:55,160 --> 01:00:00,000
having to live with with this [ __ ]

1284
00:59:57,240 --> 01:00:01,880
piece of [ __ ] baby daddy because she

1285
01:00:00,000 --> 01:00:05,119
didn't have any other

1286
01:00:01,880 --> 01:00:06,920
options so um she's thinking about all

1287
01:00:05,119 --> 01:00:09,520
of this while she's in the batting cages

1288
01:00:06,920 --> 01:00:14,240
at the park and she comes out and she

1289
01:00:09,520 --> 01:00:17,920
finds Hawk's sister Grace there and

1290
01:00:14,240 --> 01:00:21,400
Grace tells her that um she thinks Missy

1291
01:00:17,920 --> 01:00:23,680
is really good for Hawk um and she's

1292
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:27,520
glad that he is opening himself up to

1293
01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:30,200
love and Missy is like

1294
01:00:27,520 --> 01:00:35,359
um he's my new boss what are you talking

1295
01:00:30,200 --> 01:00:38,079
about love is a big word but okay like

1296
01:00:35,359 --> 01:00:40,440
we've kissed once she's like I'm not

1297
01:00:38,079 --> 01:00:42,440
going to argue with this Little House on

1298
01:00:40,440 --> 01:00:44,200
the Prairie moment here I'm just going

1299
01:00:42,440 --> 01:00:45,599
to let that ride she's pregnant we're

1300
01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:46,720
not going to take this away from her

1301
01:00:45,599 --> 01:00:48,599
we're just going to let her have it

1302
01:00:46,720 --> 01:00:52,559
she's worried about her brother she's

1303
01:00:48,599 --> 01:00:55,119
like uhhuh like okay I'm just so excited

1304
01:00:52,559 --> 01:00:57,359
my brother has found you you're so good

1305
01:00:55,119 --> 01:00:59,400
for him you're like I've known your

1306
01:00:57,359 --> 01:01:03,760
brother for 3 Days he's opening himself

1307
01:00:59,400 --> 01:01:07,640
up to love and I'm so excited it's like

1308
01:01:03,760 --> 01:01:10,000
H worst wing woman sister ever but once

1309
01:01:07,640 --> 01:01:12,599
again to her credit she did grow up in a

1310
01:01:10,000 --> 01:01:15,280
cult and is still in one and is still in

1311
01:01:12,599 --> 01:01:18,160
one and is very pregnant with twins

1312
01:01:15,280 --> 01:01:19,920
she's doing her best and probably like

1313
01:01:18,160 --> 01:01:24,200
doesn't realize that what she's saying

1314
01:01:19,920 --> 01:01:28,680
is not uh helping Hawk as she thinks it

1315
01:01:24,200 --> 01:01:30,680
might be it's not so Katie uh it comes

1316
01:01:28,680 --> 01:01:32,920
running over from the pr playground

1317
01:01:30,680 --> 01:01:35,640
without her shirt on and jeem is like

1318
01:01:32,920 --> 01:01:37,760
chasing her apparently she like got some

1319
01:01:35,640 --> 01:01:39,960
water on it and like pulled it off and

1320
01:01:37,760 --> 01:01:45,760
started running around the

1321
01:01:39,960 --> 01:01:49,359
park and um Grace like locks up

1322
01:01:45,760 --> 01:01:52,680
and Missy notices that she's looking at

1323
01:01:49,359 --> 01:01:54,799
a bunch of guys in like khakis and weird

1324
01:01:52,680 --> 01:01:59,559
pastel button-down shirts across the

1325
01:01:54,799 --> 01:02:02,880
street and um they're like very young

1326
01:01:59,559 --> 01:02:05,319
guys and Grace just like takes off all

1327
01:02:02,880 --> 01:02:08,279
of a sudden and gets into a van with

1328
01:02:05,319 --> 01:02:11,680
them and Sh Missy is like what the [ __ ]

1329
01:02:08,279 --> 01:02:13,279
is happening like Miss's like I'm

1330
01:02:11,680 --> 01:02:15,520
literally just trying to raise my

1331
01:02:13,279 --> 01:02:17,319
daughter she's like I'm trying to mind

1332
01:02:15,520 --> 01:02:21,559
my own

1333
01:02:17,319 --> 01:02:21,559
business what

1334
01:02:22,160 --> 01:02:28,400
what so

1335
01:02:24,720 --> 01:02:30,839
um yeah so Katie is excited about going

1336
01:02:28,400 --> 01:02:34,520
to get special ice cream cuz she C can't

1337
01:02:30,839 --> 01:02:37,319
have eggs and eggs is in most ice cream

1338
01:02:34,520 --> 01:02:39,799
so that's a very central theme of all of

1339
01:02:37,319 --> 01:02:42,000
this of like making sure that Katie is

1340
01:02:39,799 --> 01:02:43,760
safe making sure that you know Katie

1341
01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:46,760
doesn't get into anything she shouldn't

1342
01:02:43,760 --> 01:02:50,960
have so then 4 days

1343
01:02:46,760 --> 01:02:53,680
later Missy goes to the clubhouse and

1344
01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:55,520
Hawk has been checking on her by like

1345
01:02:53,680 --> 01:02:57,640
text and stuff but they haven't been

1346
01:02:55,520 --> 01:03:00,240
alone he's like stopped by the house and

1347
01:02:57,640 --> 01:03:02,920
like dropped off food but it's been very

1348
01:03:00,240 --> 01:03:07,400
much like just making sure that she's

1349
01:03:02,920 --> 01:03:10,160
okay and um he which I also appreciate

1350
01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:12,599
it's very sweet yeah it's very like hey

1351
01:03:10,160 --> 01:03:13,599
I'm not trying to overstep I just care

1352
01:03:12,599 --> 01:03:17,599
about you want to make sure you have

1353
01:03:13,599 --> 01:03:21,880
what you need mhm definitely um and she

1354
01:03:17,599 --> 01:03:23,960
is really excited to see him and so he

1355
01:03:21,880 --> 01:03:27,079
is outside cleaning his

1356
01:03:23,960 --> 01:03:30,680
bike and um

1357
01:03:27,079 --> 01:03:34,359
um when she gets to him like there's a

1358
01:03:30,680 --> 01:03:38,400
bunch of Brothers outside and um he

1359
01:03:34,359 --> 01:03:40,960
tells her that it's just just unprompted

1360
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:44,119
she like walks up to him and he's

1361
01:03:40,960 --> 01:03:47,400
like hello it's time for me to make you

1362
01:03:44,119 --> 01:03:51,079
come like wait what I don't think that's

1363
01:03:47,400 --> 01:03:54,279
the exact line but that is 100% the

1364
01:03:51,079 --> 01:03:57,720
energy where he's just like it's time

1365
01:03:54,279 --> 01:03:57,720
for me to make you come

1366
01:03:57,760 --> 01:04:04,599
hello are you ready to

1367
01:04:00,240 --> 01:04:08,720
orgasm basically and he's like get on

1368
01:04:04,599 --> 01:04:14,119
the bike that he's been cleaning

1369
01:04:08,720 --> 01:04:19,920
right um okay so instead remember on

1370
01:04:14,119 --> 01:04:24,440
once scrubs yeah yeah when uh Elliot had

1371
01:04:19,920 --> 01:04:25,960
never orgasmed before yes and yes uh-huh

1372
01:04:24,440 --> 01:04:28,279
and she was like okay next time you do

1373
01:04:25,960 --> 01:04:31,039
your laundry yeah like on the washing

1374
01:04:28,279 --> 01:04:33,480
machine yeah that's wait for the spin

1375
01:04:31,039 --> 01:04:36,279
cycle yes that's what it made me think

1376
01:04:33,480 --> 01:04:38,760
okay it's time for you to come get on my

1377
01:04:36,279 --> 01:04:45,240
motorcycle I was like oh the vibrations

1378
01:04:38,760 --> 01:04:48,039
of the bike yes so instead of behind him

1379
01:04:45,240 --> 01:04:52,799
he puts her on facing

1380
01:04:48,039 --> 01:04:56,279
him um no stop and turns the bike

1381
01:04:52,799 --> 01:04:59,039
on and they make out and then he takes

1382
01:04:56,279 --> 01:05:02,079
his dick out and just gets inside her

1383
01:04:59,039 --> 01:05:05,119
under her dress all his brothers are

1384
01:05:02,079 --> 01:05:06,920
like all around them also working on

1385
01:05:05,119 --> 01:05:09,200
their

1386
01:05:06,920 --> 01:05:11,680
bikes so that's

1387
01:05:09,200 --> 01:05:14,240
happening also why would you turn the

1388
01:05:11,680 --> 01:05:16,119
bike on it's going to heat the pipes so

1389
01:05:14,240 --> 01:05:17,839
he was very particular about where to

1390
01:05:16,119 --> 01:05:20,599
put her

1391
01:05:17,839 --> 01:05:22,760
legs so she would appreciate the

1392
01:05:20,599 --> 01:05:24,830
clarification said she wouldn't give

1393
01:05:22,760 --> 01:05:26,359
birn I was

1394
01:05:24,830 --> 01:05:29,039
[Applause]

1395
01:05:26,359 --> 01:05:30,760
I was like what the actual why' you're

1396
01:05:29,039 --> 01:05:32,520
in the bike tell me you've definitely

1397
01:05:30,760 --> 01:05:34,319
ridden a motorcycle before without

1398
01:05:32,520 --> 01:05:37,279
telling me you've definitely ridden a

1399
01:05:34,319 --> 01:05:37,279
motorcycle

1400
01:05:38,400 --> 01:05:45,440
before no I've had a fear of God in Me

1401
01:05:42,200 --> 01:05:47,799
about like burning my leg on a pipe yes

1402
01:05:45,440 --> 01:05:50,559
yes she's in a little sundress too she's

1403
01:05:47,799 --> 01:05:52,559
not dressed to be riding really but she

1404
01:05:50,559 --> 01:05:57,119
she's to be riding

1405
01:05:52,559 --> 01:05:59,279
something so wow bold mve very bold so

1406
01:05:57,119 --> 01:06:01,079
he like in her ear I don't know if I

1407
01:05:59,279 --> 01:06:02,920
aspire to but in my head I'm like I

1408
01:06:01,079 --> 01:06:05,000
aspire to that level of sexual

1409
01:06:02,920 --> 01:06:07,920
confidence and I don't actually know if

1410
01:06:05,000 --> 01:06:12,319
I do but there's I'm like

1411
01:06:07,920 --> 01:06:14,440
wow just the thought of like as you said

1412
01:06:12,319 --> 01:06:17,480
getting your dick in someone under their

1413
01:06:14,440 --> 01:06:21,000
dress on a running motorcycle surrounded

1414
01:06:17,480 --> 01:06:23,960
by all of your closest Family

1415
01:06:21,000 --> 01:06:26,920
yeah is a

1416
01:06:23,960 --> 01:06:30,799
choice it is a choice voice one that

1417
01:06:26,920 --> 01:06:34,039
Missy is very into she is very much

1418
01:06:30,799 --> 01:06:37,279
enjoying this moment and he like they're

1419
01:06:34,039 --> 01:06:40,119
not moving like to be clear he's just

1420
01:06:37,279 --> 01:06:43,200
inside her with the motorcycle yes he's

1421
01:06:40,119 --> 01:06:45,640
soaking he's soaking with a motorcycle

1422
01:06:43,200 --> 01:06:46,680
he's soaking on a motor I'm sorry you go

1423
01:06:45,640 --> 01:06:49,240
to

1424
01:06:46,680 --> 01:06:51,839
BYU drive a motorcycle you don't even

1425
01:06:49,240 --> 01:06:57,520
have to get a third to shake the bed oh

1426
01:06:51,839 --> 01:06:57,520
my God God soaking

1427
01:06:58,240 --> 01:07:06,079
backing just on a

1428
01:07:00,920 --> 01:07:10,400
motorcycle on spin cycle so many

1429
01:07:06,079 --> 01:07:10,400
Ops oh no oh my face

1430
01:07:11,200 --> 01:07:17,279
hurts so they're just soaking on a

1431
01:07:14,000 --> 01:07:20,200
motorcycle surrounded by his friends

1432
01:07:17,279 --> 01:07:22,640
okay yep and so he like leans in and

1433
01:07:20,200 --> 01:07:25,680
Whispers in her ear that like anyone

1434
01:07:22,640 --> 01:07:28,680
watching would think that you're mine um

1435
01:07:25,680 --> 01:07:30,799
um do you want that I know you want that

1436
01:07:28,680 --> 01:07:34,520
like all that kind of stuff is happening

1437
01:07:30,799 --> 01:07:36,480
she ignores all of that and it's like

1438
01:07:34,520 --> 01:07:39,079
are we going to do something about the

1439
01:07:36,480 --> 01:07:43,079
situation that we're in or are we going

1440
01:07:39,079 --> 01:07:46,359
to continue to soak yeah so he rolls the

1441
01:07:43,079 --> 01:07:49,799
motorcycle into the garage and kicks

1442
01:07:46,359 --> 01:07:53,520
everybody else out he's like everybody

1443
01:07:49,799 --> 01:07:55,599
out so so he does have his limits yeah

1444
01:07:53,520 --> 01:07:57,599
and all the guys are like laughing but

1445
01:07:55,599 --> 01:08:01,079
they go out and like close the doors

1446
01:07:57,599 --> 01:08:03,200
behind them and um he then finally

1447
01:08:01,079 --> 01:08:06,920
orders her off the bike he eats her out

1448
01:08:03,200 --> 01:08:08,880
against a wall until she comes and then

1449
01:08:06,920 --> 01:08:11,720
um she

1450
01:08:08,880 --> 01:08:15,480
like she's having this moment where like

1451
01:08:11,720 --> 01:08:18,239
she wants to trust him and like wants to

1452
01:08:15,480 --> 01:08:20,040
let him just kind of have his way and

1453
01:08:18,239 --> 01:08:23,480
like take care of her and stuff but she

1454
01:08:20,040 --> 01:08:24,880
feels very conflicted about it um you

1455
01:08:23,480 --> 01:08:27,080
mean the woman who's had to be like

1456
01:08:24,880 --> 01:08:31,560
entirely self-sufficient since the age

1457
01:08:27,080 --> 01:08:34,040
of 18 yeah yeah so um she is very

1458
01:08:31,560 --> 01:08:37,640
quickly distracted from those thoughts

1459
01:08:34,040 --> 01:08:39,960
of not trusting this situation um when

1460
01:08:37,640 --> 01:08:41,839
he then [ __ ] her on the workbench in

1461
01:08:39,960 --> 01:08:45,719
the

1462
01:08:41,839 --> 01:08:50,000
garage and um lots of Demands for her to

1463
01:08:45,719 --> 01:08:53,080
say his name or he's going to stop um

1464
01:08:50,000 --> 01:08:55,719
and then one of those yes one of those

1465
01:08:53,080 --> 01:08:58,120
at least it wasn't up mine like but it

1466
01:08:55,719 --> 01:09:00,239
was like mine mine mine mine I want to

1467
01:08:58,120 --> 01:09:04,759
hear my name when you come like that

1468
01:09:00,239 --> 01:09:06,600
sort of thing yeah yeah yeah um so they

1469
01:09:04,759 --> 01:09:10,040
both do come and then feel like there

1470
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:12,960
was also probably a you grip me so tight

1471
01:09:10,040 --> 01:09:17,120
probably that that's the energy it's

1472
01:09:12,960 --> 01:09:21,640
giving yeah yeah mhm you better say my

1473
01:09:17,120 --> 01:09:21,640
name when I spill inside

1474
01:09:21,880 --> 01:09:27,239
you can you feel me painting your walls

1475
01:09:24,759 --> 01:09:30,600
like think about is how you almost did

1476
01:09:27,239 --> 01:09:34,080
Singaporean anime as a voice over with

1477
01:09:30,600 --> 01:09:35,640
that weird growly voice you just did I

1478
01:09:34,080 --> 01:09:37,520
don't think that's the voice they wanted

1479
01:09:35,640 --> 01:09:39,920
me to do when they asked me to do

1480
01:09:37,520 --> 01:09:43,679
Singaporean anime sure it wasn't but

1481
01:09:39,920 --> 01:09:46,319
that's the first thing I thought of oh

1482
01:09:43,679 --> 01:09:46,319
my face

1483
01:09:47,640 --> 01:09:53,600
hurts I also want to know I got asked to

1484
01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:56,880
do that when I was like 17 like I was

1485
01:09:53,600 --> 01:09:59,199
like is that weird like it wasn't at the

1486
01:09:56,880 --> 01:10:00,920
time like looking back on it I was like

1487
01:09:59,199 --> 01:10:02,560
what the [ __ ] was I doing as a

1488
01:10:00,920 --> 01:10:06,840
17-year-old being I'm going to be a

1489
01:10:02,560 --> 01:10:09,239
voiceover actor for Singaporean anime

1490
01:10:06,840 --> 01:10:12,199
yeah still would have been so cool would

1491
01:10:09,239 --> 01:10:13,719
have been so cool yeah I wonder how

1492
01:10:12,199 --> 01:10:17,080
they're doing I should check on them I

1493
01:10:13,719 --> 01:10:20,480
hope they're well um but anyway they

1494
01:10:17,080 --> 01:10:21,679
both come um we love when everyone gets

1495
01:10:20,480 --> 01:10:26,239
an

1496
01:10:21,679 --> 01:10:29,880
orgasm so then um they are like getting

1497
01:10:26,239 --> 01:10:31,800
themselves back together after and Missy

1498
01:10:29,880 --> 01:10:34,120
she's wearing a sundress how much is

1499
01:10:31,800 --> 01:10:36,800
there to get back together well there

1500
01:10:34,120 --> 01:10:41,159
was pulling down of the top of it and

1501
01:10:36,800 --> 01:10:44,880
you know I forgot that everyone left

1502
01:10:41,159 --> 01:10:46,440
yeah yeah so clothing got more shifted

1503
01:10:44,880 --> 01:10:47,719
than when they were just soaking on the

1504
01:10:46,440 --> 01:10:51,360
bike

1505
01:10:47,719 --> 01:10:55,719
correct so um Missy remembers to tell

1506
01:10:51,360 --> 01:10:58,960
Hawk that he saw Grace um and she

1507
01:10:55,719 --> 01:11:01,880
doesn't outright ask why does your

1508
01:10:58,960 --> 01:11:06,159
sister look like an extra on sahlan and

1509
01:11:01,880 --> 01:11:08,280
Tall but she kind of is asking that and

1510
01:11:06,159 --> 01:11:12,199
Hawk explains that she lives in a

1511
01:11:08,280 --> 01:11:14,480
compound called the valley wait what did

1512
01:11:12,199 --> 01:11:18,480
Sarah Plain and Tall do you remember

1513
01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:19,480
that no oh my God but is it Sarah P it

1514
01:11:18,480 --> 01:11:22,480
was Glenn

1515
01:11:19,480 --> 01:11:26,239
Close Glen Close played Sarah PL and

1516
01:11:22,480 --> 01:11:27,800
tall I don't remember that oh odd oh I

1517
01:11:26,239 --> 01:11:29,760
feel like I'm missing such a huge pop

1518
01:11:27,800 --> 01:11:32,440
culture reference well you're probably

1519
01:11:29,760 --> 01:11:34,600
not I am probably in the minority of

1520
01:11:32,440 --> 01:11:37,199
people who remember this brief moment in

1521
01:11:34,600 --> 01:11:40,920
Glen Clo's career when she played Sarah

1522
01:11:37,199 --> 01:11:43,760
PL and Tall but I was almost named after

1523
01:11:40,920 --> 01:11:46,280
one of the characters Anna was the

1524
01:11:43,760 --> 01:11:48,199
daughter my mom was going to name me

1525
01:11:46,280 --> 01:11:50,920
Anna but then the morning that she went

1526
01:11:48,199 --> 01:11:53,360
into labor she read the story of Samuel

1527
01:11:50,920 --> 01:11:57,239
and his mom was Hannah and so she named

1528
01:11:53,360 --> 01:11:57,239
me Hannah instead of Anna

1529
01:11:57,400 --> 01:12:03,400
I mean if we remove the hes right it's

1530
01:12:00,360 --> 01:12:07,080
basically the same but so Sarah clean

1531
01:12:03,400 --> 01:12:10,440
and tall is this okay pause before you

1532
01:12:07,080 --> 01:12:14,080
even explain what I thought you said

1533
01:12:10,440 --> 01:12:16,320
Sarah P and tall and I was like I

1534
01:12:14,080 --> 01:12:19,520
thought it was like an SNL

1535
01:12:16,320 --> 01:12:20,920
sketch and I was like you know maybe

1536
01:12:19,520 --> 01:12:22,719
some people might feel like Sarah

1537
01:12:20,920 --> 01:12:24,520
Palin's family looks like they dress

1538
01:12:22,719 --> 01:12:27,840
like they're in a cult I don't know

1539
01:12:24,520 --> 01:12:33,000
feels like a very three pointed

1540
01:12:27,840 --> 01:12:35,760
reference no Sarah Plain and

1541
01:12:33,000 --> 01:12:39,120
Tall and it was a book that was turned

1542
01:12:35,760 --> 01:12:41,880
into like a miniseries I guess that Glen

1543
01:12:39,120 --> 01:12:43,880
Close was in and I think Christopher

1544
01:12:41,880 --> 01:12:45,199
Walkin was in it I'm GNA have to look

1545
01:12:43,880 --> 01:12:47,320
that [ __ ] up well I'm going to say if

1546
01:12:45,199 --> 01:12:50,239
you had Glen Close you probably had a

1547
01:12:47,320 --> 01:12:51,960
very well-known male actor as well I'm

1548
01:12:50,239 --> 01:12:54,920
almost positive that it was Christopher

1549
01:12:51,960 --> 01:12:58,000
walin but basically like this widower

1550
01:12:54,920 --> 01:13:00,960
has two kids and a farm and he puts out

1551
01:12:58,000 --> 01:13:04,239
an ad that he needs help like taking

1552
01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:07,199
care of his kids and so this woman Sarah

1553
01:13:04,239 --> 01:13:11,280
writes to him and says hi I'm Sarah like

1554
01:13:07,199 --> 01:13:14,960
I'm interested I'm plain and very tall

1555
01:13:11,280 --> 01:13:18,320
um I would be willing to come help

1556
01:13:14,960 --> 01:13:20,800
whatever and so it's like their story of

1557
01:13:18,320 --> 01:13:23,239
her coming out to take care of his kids

1558
01:13:20,800 --> 01:13:26,360
and help with the

1559
01:13:23,239 --> 01:13:28,440
farm I have no memory of this actually

1560
01:13:26,360 --> 01:13:30,600
like I've never seen it I'm going to

1561
01:13:28,440 --> 01:13:31,800
have to look it up so I can confirm but

1562
01:13:30,600 --> 01:13:33,320
I am

1563
01:13:31,800 --> 01:13:35,920
like

1564
01:13:33,320 --> 01:13:38,360
87% sure that it's Glen Close and

1565
01:13:35,920 --> 01:13:38,360
Christopher

1566
01:13:38,560 --> 01:13:43,920
wkan I we'll confirm

1567
01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:46,480
later yeah we'll confirm later but

1568
01:13:43,920 --> 01:13:48,679
anyway S I have like 15 more thoughts on

1569
01:13:46,480 --> 01:13:51,080
this half of them are probably about

1570
01:13:48,679 --> 01:13:55,120
Sarah

1571
01:13:51,080 --> 01:13:59,600
Palin so we'll just move on M mhm we can

1572
01:13:55,120 --> 01:14:02,000
move on yeah so Hawk is explaining his

1573
01:13:59,600 --> 01:14:05,400
sister being an a

1574
01:14:02,000 --> 01:14:06,880
cult um oh okay so like she cuz I guess

1575
01:14:05,400 --> 01:14:09,199
I really hadn't considered that that

1576
01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:10,480
like Missy doesn't know his history she

1577
01:14:09,199 --> 01:14:13,600
doesn't really know anything about him

1578
01:14:10,480 --> 01:14:16,440
that there's like a whole nearby cult

1579
01:14:13,600 --> 01:14:19,199
that's very prominent all she knows is

1580
01:14:16,440 --> 01:14:21,960
he has this one twin sister who dresses

1581
01:14:19,199 --> 01:14:25,159
funny and talks kind of funny but that's

1582
01:14:21,960 --> 01:14:26,159
all she knows so he goes on to explain

1583
01:14:25,159 --> 01:14:30,960
that

1584
01:14:26,159 --> 01:14:32,800
like the the compound where Grace lives

1585
01:14:30,960 --> 01:14:34,600
has a lot of beliefs about women that

1586
01:14:32,800 --> 01:14:36,960
they're very much property that they're

1587
01:14:34,600 --> 01:14:39,639
only there to like pump out babies all

1588
01:14:36,960 --> 01:14:44,239
that kind of standard patriarchical

1589
01:14:39,639 --> 01:14:46,880
[ __ ] and um Missy asks why he's not

1590
01:14:44,239 --> 01:14:49,440
there too like if Missy is there why

1591
01:14:46,880 --> 01:14:51,760
isn't he there and he explain Grace is

1592
01:14:49,440 --> 01:14:53,520
there yes if Grace is there I was like I

1593
01:14:51,760 --> 01:14:54,800
was like I think you I was like I meant

1594
01:14:53,520 --> 01:14:56,719
Grace I thought you meant Grace but I

1595
01:14:54,800 --> 01:14:59,280
was like on the very slim chance you

1596
01:14:56,719 --> 01:15:01,320
didn't I was like hold on is this book

1597
01:14:59,280 --> 01:15:03,600
about to take a very large pivot that I

1598
01:15:01,320 --> 01:15:06,040
did not anticipate no okay it was Grace

1599
01:15:03,600 --> 01:15:07,920
yes it was Grace so um and he explains

1600
01:15:06,040 --> 01:15:11,239
he has like scars on his arm that are

1601
01:15:07,920 --> 01:15:13,000
covered by tattoos um and they're from

1602
01:15:11,239 --> 01:15:16,040
his punishment they're from the snake

1603
01:15:13,000 --> 01:15:19,239
bites um and so he explains that you

1604
01:15:16,040 --> 01:15:22,960
know Bishop saved him and she says that

1605
01:15:19,239 --> 01:15:26,239
she understands scars and shows him her

1606
01:15:22,960 --> 01:15:28,520
c-section scar and tell tells him that

1607
01:15:26,239 --> 01:15:31,280
she almost died and so did Katie when

1608
01:15:28,520 --> 01:15:34,639
she was in labor and no one was there to

1609
01:15:31,280 --> 01:15:36,320
help her like baby daddy wasn't there

1610
01:15:34,639 --> 01:15:38,800
her parents weren't there she was

1611
01:15:36,320 --> 01:15:41,880
completely alone in the

1612
01:15:38,800 --> 01:15:44,760
hospital um and Hawk feels this like

1613
01:15:41,880 --> 01:15:47,360
strong protective urge but also a lot of

1614
01:15:44,760 --> 01:15:50,480
Pride that she's so strong and that she

1615
01:15:47,360 --> 01:15:51,560
had been through so much um man I had a

1616
01:15:50,480 --> 01:15:53,719
friend I thought it was the most

1617
01:15:51,560 --> 01:15:55,719
endearing thing I'd ever heard she was

1618
01:15:53,719 --> 01:15:58,600
having a c-section her husband came to

1619
01:15:55,719 --> 01:16:00,639
the hospital he did not bring any of the

1620
01:15:58,600 --> 01:16:02,360
necessary [ __ ] to bring to the hospital

1621
01:16:00,639 --> 01:16:04,880
he did bring a pair of

1622
01:16:02,360 --> 01:16:06,719
binoculars in case they made him stand

1623
01:16:04,880 --> 01:16:09,960
far

1624
01:16:06,719 --> 01:16:12,159
away which I thought was the sweetest

1625
01:16:09,960 --> 01:16:14,199
thing I'd ever heard well also I can

1626
01:16:12,159 --> 01:16:16,120
imagine that if Vance brought a pair of

1627
01:16:14,199 --> 01:16:18,520
binoculars to the hospital when I was in

1628
01:16:16,120 --> 01:16:20,639
labor I would have been so pissed if I

1629
01:16:18,520 --> 01:16:23,880
didn't have anything I need a phone

1630
01:16:20,639 --> 01:16:26,920
charger and leggings what the [ __ ] I'm

1631
01:16:23,880 --> 01:16:29,000
like I needed the stroller fan with the

1632
01:16:26,920 --> 01:16:31,760
little like wire arms that I could put

1633
01:16:29,000 --> 01:16:34,360
on the side of the hospital bed cuz I

1634
01:16:31,760 --> 01:16:36,679
needed the air while I was pushing more

1635
01:16:34,360 --> 01:16:39,800
than I needed [ __ ] binoculars but I

1636
01:16:36,679 --> 01:16:41,880
thought it was the most endearing thing

1637
01:16:39,800 --> 01:16:44,960
I had ever heard in my entire life

1638
01:16:41,880 --> 01:16:47,639
that's very cute yeah that's super cute

1639
01:16:44,960 --> 01:16:49,520
oh my gosh at least somebody showed up

1640
01:16:47,639 --> 01:16:52,520
for her right no that was my thought I

1641
01:16:49,520 --> 01:16:54,239
was like I was like man what a blessing

1642
01:16:52,520 --> 01:16:55,800
to like even if you're annoyed with your

1643
01:16:54,239 --> 01:16:57,080
husband he showed up with binoculars

1644
01:16:55,800 --> 01:16:58,800
because he was that excited and wanted

1645
01:16:57,080 --> 01:17:02,040
to make sure he didn't miss anything

1646
01:16:58,800 --> 01:17:04,480
like I can't imagine yeah completely

1647
01:17:02,040 --> 01:17:06,800
alone and she talks about like how

1648
01:17:04,480 --> 01:17:09,679
grateful she is for the nurses who were

1649
01:17:06,800 --> 01:17:13,199
super supportive and helpful to her and

1650
01:17:09,679 --> 01:17:15,840
Hawk feels like this this pride and this

1651
01:17:13,199 --> 01:17:18,639
desire to protect but also this like he

1652
01:17:15,840 --> 01:17:22,159
feels honored that he is going to be the

1653
01:17:18,639 --> 01:17:25,000
one moving forward that like she has let

1654
01:17:22,159 --> 01:17:30,239
him take care of her even a little bit

1655
01:17:25,000 --> 01:17:34,000
and he wants to continue that so um he

1656
01:17:30,239 --> 01:17:36,679
then asks if she came by just to use his

1657
01:17:34,000 --> 01:17:38,679
body he's like why did you actually show

1658
01:17:36,679 --> 01:17:41,719
up here was it just for the dick because

1659
01:17:38,679 --> 01:17:43,600
we never we never asked why never after

1660
01:17:41,719 --> 01:17:45,840
all of that we never asked why she

1661
01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:47,320
showed up so then um she just showed up

1662
01:17:45,840 --> 01:17:50,520
and he was like it's time for me to make

1663
01:17:47,320 --> 01:17:53,600
you come yeah like she didn't even get

1664
01:17:50,520 --> 01:17:58,000
to like have a greeting it was just like

1665
01:17:53,600 --> 01:18:01,199
get on this dick and that was it right

1666
01:17:58,000 --> 01:18:03,239
so so she's like well also I'm taking

1667
01:18:01,199 --> 01:18:05,920
the job and I'm I'm on my way to quit

1668
01:18:03,239 --> 01:18:07,320
the strip club right now oh so she was

1669
01:18:05,920 --> 01:18:12,719
stopping by to tell him she was

1670
01:18:07,320 --> 01:18:16,239
accepting the position yeah yeah um so

1671
01:18:12,719 --> 01:18:19,400
it's all very cute as she is leaving to

1672
01:18:16,239 --> 01:18:23,080
go to the club and he again realizes

1673
01:18:19,400 --> 01:18:26,199
that he is super [ __ ] he's like well

1674
01:18:23,080 --> 01:18:30,480
I'm a goner that's it for me I'm done

1675
01:18:26,199 --> 01:18:32,239
right um so then Missy is at the club

1676
01:18:30,480 --> 01:18:33,560
she's saying goodbye to all the girls

1677
01:18:32,239 --> 01:18:35,880
and she's just kind of having fun

1678
01:18:33,560 --> 01:18:37,280
hanging out with them for a little bit

1679
01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:41,320
what was the turnaround time on the

1680
01:18:37,280 --> 01:18:42,719
paycheck here I don't know like cuz I

1681
01:18:41,320 --> 01:18:44,840
was really thinking this through cuz I'm

1682
01:18:42,719 --> 01:18:46,199
like okay well if the bar isn't opening

1683
01:18:44,840 --> 01:18:48,199
when are they going to start paying her

1684
01:18:46,199 --> 01:18:50,040
at the at minimum she's not going to get

1685
01:18:48,199 --> 01:18:52,400
her first paycheck for probably two

1686
01:18:50,040 --> 01:18:55,159
weeks so they did hire her to come in

1687
01:18:52,400 --> 01:18:59,040
and help finish setting up

1688
01:18:55,159 --> 01:19:01,120
the bar okay but I'll say that even most

1689
01:18:59,040 --> 01:19:03,159
pay structures like yeah she still is

1690
01:19:01,120 --> 01:19:04,960
going to be in it yeah yeah so I'm like

1691
01:19:03,159 --> 01:19:06,920
okay how long do you need to stay

1692
01:19:04,960 --> 01:19:09,120
stripping until your next we're

1693
01:19:06,920 --> 01:19:11,719
concerned about your finances Missy

1694
01:19:09,120 --> 01:19:13,760
Katie needs to be protected she needs

1695
01:19:11,719 --> 01:19:16,760
her EpiPen

1696
01:19:13,760 --> 01:19:18,639
yes that was actually where my I'm like

1697
01:19:16,760 --> 01:19:20,320
okay what are we doing to make sure

1698
01:19:18,639 --> 01:19:23,320
we're setting ourselves up for financial

1699
01:19:20,320 --> 01:19:23,320
success for our daughter

1700
01:19:23,440 --> 01:19:28,600
here so so she's having fun at the club

1701
01:19:26,560 --> 01:19:31,400
and um she gets called outside by one of

1702
01:19:28,600 --> 01:19:36,360
the B bouncers and Hawk's sister Grace

1703
01:19:31,400 --> 01:19:38,360
is there oh and um she's like she

1704
01:19:36,360 --> 01:19:40,480
doesn't explain anything she's just like

1705
01:19:38,360 --> 01:19:45,280
we need to get to Hawk right now we got

1706
01:19:40,480 --> 01:19:48,159
to go right now and Missy is like okay

1707
01:19:45,280 --> 01:19:50,320
get in the car like just get in like

1708
01:19:48,159 --> 01:19:52,120
let's go talk about it be about it let's

1709
01:19:50,320 --> 01:19:54,159
let's strap our seat belts and go she's

1710
01:19:52,120 --> 01:19:57,760
like I'll find out when we get there

1711
01:19:54,159 --> 01:20:00,360
clearly this is urgent so Grace is

1712
01:19:57,760 --> 01:20:02,000
trying to explain that she has to tell

1713
01:20:00,360 --> 01:20:04,080
Hawk what's happening she's clearly

1714
01:20:02,000 --> 01:20:06,639
panicking she's like Hawk has to know

1715
01:20:04,080 --> 01:20:09,159
like I have to tell Hawk and C like

1716
01:20:06,639 --> 01:20:10,920
Missy is like okay all right I'll drive

1717
01:20:09,159 --> 01:20:13,360
you it's fine yeah take a deep breath we

1718
01:20:10,920 --> 01:20:16,560
got this so before we figure out

1719
01:20:13,360 --> 01:20:18,520
anything the car is hit head on at a red

1720
01:20:16,560 --> 01:20:20,679
light like they are fully stopped at a

1721
01:20:18,520 --> 01:20:24,000
red light and somebody intentionally

1722
01:20:20,679 --> 01:20:25,600
hits them and Men start pulling Grace

1723
01:20:24,000 --> 01:20:28,400
from the car

1724
01:20:25,600 --> 01:20:30,199
and Missy is coming too as Grace is

1725
01:20:28,400 --> 01:20:33,679
being pulled from the

1726
01:20:30,199 --> 01:20:36,280
car and um she fights the best that she

1727
01:20:33,679 --> 01:20:38,520
can while Grace is screaming at her to

1728
01:20:36,280 --> 01:20:41,800
run she's like you got to run you got to

1729
01:20:38,520 --> 01:20:44,800
run um she Nails one of the guys in the

1730
01:20:41,800 --> 01:20:47,639
eye and then takes off like her car is

1731
01:20:44,800 --> 01:20:49,639
still sort of running and so she just

1732
01:20:47,639 --> 01:20:52,520
takes off for the club house cuz they're

1733
01:20:49,639 --> 01:20:55,679
pretty close but all she can think about

1734
01:20:52,520 --> 01:20:58,120
is that Grace is almost 9 months

1735
01:20:55,679 --> 01:21:00,040
pregnant with twins and these men could

1736
01:20:58,120 --> 01:21:03,280
be doing anything to her and she's like

1737
01:21:00,040 --> 01:21:05,239
freaking out oh that is a deeply

1738
01:21:03,280 --> 01:21:06,639
terrifying situation yeah she's freaking

1739
01:21:05,239 --> 01:21:09,000
the [ __ ] out but she knows that she

1740
01:21:06,639 --> 01:21:13,159
can't do anything so she needs to get to

1741
01:21:09,000 --> 01:21:15,360
Hawk so she I pause though I like I

1742
01:21:13,159 --> 01:21:17,400
actually really appreciate that like

1743
01:21:15,360 --> 01:21:20,199
someone who like knows their boundaries

1744
01:21:17,400 --> 01:21:22,560
and like kind of knows their scope and

1745
01:21:20,199 --> 01:21:24,719
it's like I don't have the necessary

1746
01:21:22,560 --> 01:21:26,960
skills to do anything to protect this

1747
01:21:24,719 --> 01:21:29,520
woman and I'm not going to stand here

1748
01:21:26,960 --> 01:21:31,199
and like try and like be the

1749
01:21:29,520 --> 01:21:33,560
hero

1750
01:21:31,199 --> 01:21:35,199
conion right she's like I'm bleeding

1751
01:21:33,560 --> 01:21:39,159
from the head like there's not a lot I

1752
01:21:35,199 --> 01:21:41,199
can do here yes so she is just doing her

1753
01:21:39,159 --> 01:21:43,560
best to stay awake at this point so she

1754
01:21:41,199 --> 01:21:45,679
knows you're right like she knows her

1755
01:21:43,560 --> 01:21:46,840
limits in this moment and so she takes

1756
01:21:45,679 --> 01:21:50,280
off to get to

1757
01:21:46,840 --> 01:21:52,719
Hawk so he's working in the garage when

1758
01:21:50,280 --> 01:21:55,560
he hears a car horn like we're back to

1759
01:21:52,719 --> 01:21:58,520
Hawk and he's like what the [ __ ] is that

1760
01:21:55,560 --> 01:22:01,560
and he sees M's car is pushed up against

1761
01:21:58,520 --> 01:22:06,120
the Gate of the clubhouse and two trucks

1762
01:22:01,560 --> 01:22:09,520
are like coming in at her and so he gets

1763
01:22:06,120 --> 01:22:13,880
to the gate with his brothers they chase

1764
01:22:09,520 --> 01:22:16,679
the trucks off with guns and um Missy is

1765
01:22:13,880 --> 01:22:19,600
clearly dazed and she's trying to tell

1766
01:22:16,679 --> 01:22:21,800
him like what happened and your sister

1767
01:22:19,600 --> 01:22:25,600
and all of the things they took Grace

1768
01:22:21,800 --> 01:22:28,159
like you have to help Grace um and this

1769
01:22:25,600 --> 01:22:30,400
book really goes from 6:00 to midnight

1770
01:22:28,159 --> 01:22:31,920
it really does so quickly it really does

1771
01:22:30,400 --> 01:22:34,120
and it just continues like once it

1772
01:22:31,920 --> 01:22:36,920
starts it doesn't stop with like

1773
01:22:34,120 --> 01:22:39,280
the so she just keeps saying over and

1774
01:22:36,920 --> 01:22:41,679
over I got away I got away I got away

1775
01:22:39,280 --> 01:22:46,280
and he's like you did you're okay you're

1776
01:22:41,679 --> 01:22:49,080
okay um and so he is freaking out he's

1777
01:22:46,280 --> 01:22:52,560
very concerned about his sister rightly

1778
01:22:49,080 --> 01:22:55,120
so but Missy is very hurt and she is his

1779
01:22:52,560 --> 01:22:56,600
priority in this moment he's like I have

1780
01:22:55,120 --> 01:22:59,920
to take care of

1781
01:22:56,600 --> 01:23:04,760
her so Missy gets the all clear from the

1782
01:22:59,920 --> 01:23:07,679
doctor and she's feeling very guilty

1783
01:23:04,760 --> 01:23:09,880
respectfully I have to say should that

1784
01:23:07,679 --> 01:23:12,040
situation have happened should my like

1785
01:23:09,880 --> 01:23:13,199
should my husband well when we were not

1786
01:23:12,040 --> 01:23:15,199
married right but like that's who I'm

1787
01:23:13,199 --> 01:23:17,239
I'm like if I had been in a car with his

1788
01:23:15,199 --> 01:23:19,320
sister who was 9 months pregnant with

1789
01:23:17,239 --> 01:23:20,800
twins and he was like you're my priority

1790
01:23:19,320 --> 01:23:23,400
right now I'd probably be like I [ __ ]

1791
01:23:20,800 --> 01:23:26,560
shouldn't be right have you thought

1792
01:23:23,400 --> 01:23:29,440
about your twin sister yeah like I'm

1793
01:23:26,560 --> 01:23:33,199
clearly okay enough like we can Circle

1794
01:23:29,440 --> 01:23:35,280
back to me but right now I'm not the

1795
01:23:33,199 --> 01:23:37,800
priority well so part of it is that he

1796
01:23:35,280 --> 01:23:40,840
realizes that it's the cult that took

1797
01:23:37,800 --> 01:23:42,679
her okay and they will not hurt her

1798
01:23:40,840 --> 01:23:44,560
because of the babies like the babies

1799
01:23:42,679 --> 01:23:47,040
are too valuable because they need their

1800
01:23:44,560 --> 01:23:49,000
savior so they're not going to hurt her

1801
01:23:47,040 --> 01:23:52,560
okay so he like is aware of that he

1802
01:23:49,000 --> 01:23:55,360
knows that she's not okay valid he but

1803
01:23:52,560 --> 01:23:57,199
he also knows like her physical safety

1804
01:23:55,360 --> 01:24:00,280
at this moment is not in jeopardy

1805
01:23:57,199 --> 01:24:02,159
because of the pregnancy right meanwhile

1806
01:24:00,280 --> 01:24:05,159
Missy is actively bleeding from the head

1807
01:24:02,159 --> 01:24:07,280
so like you know touche I I can I can

1808
01:24:05,159 --> 01:24:08,760
walk back my words a little bit well no

1809
01:24:07,280 --> 01:24:10,840
like I see where you're coming from with

1810
01:24:08,760 --> 01:24:14,480
it of like but that does also make sense

1811
01:24:10,840 --> 01:24:16,639
that he like recognizes that like with

1812
01:24:14,480 --> 01:24:19,040
the setup and structure of the cult that

1813
01:24:16,639 --> 01:24:21,080
his sister well like it was very scary

1814
01:24:19,040 --> 01:24:23,639
and they were hit also why would they

1815
01:24:21,080 --> 01:24:26,120
hit her if she was pregnant well so it's

1816
01:24:23,639 --> 01:24:29,080
a whole thing oh okay sorry I'm no it's

1817
01:24:26,120 --> 01:24:31,520
okay it's okay because she so Miss's

1818
01:24:29,080 --> 01:24:35,239
feeling really guilty um that she didn't

1819
01:24:31,520 --> 01:24:38,000
do more and Hawk is reassuring her he's

1820
01:24:35,239 --> 01:24:40,480
like listen I know who took her because

1821
01:24:38,000 --> 01:24:42,360
she's like we have to find her like what

1822
01:24:40,480 --> 01:24:44,960
could this be and this is where he's

1823
01:24:42,360 --> 01:24:49,080
like I already know right I already know

1824
01:24:44,960 --> 01:24:51,080
that it was the valley um and uh that's

1825
01:24:49,080 --> 01:24:53,480
when he explains the ritual with the

1826
01:24:51,080 --> 01:24:56,239
snakes like he didn't tell her before

1827
01:24:53,480 --> 01:24:59,480
but he explained the whole thing

1828
01:24:56,239 --> 01:25:02,119
now and he tells her to rest he's going

1829
01:24:59,480 --> 01:25:04,000
to go pick up Katie from school I'm

1830
01:25:02,119 --> 01:25:08,080
going to take care of everything like

1831
01:25:04,000 --> 01:25:12,000
you're going to be okay so his plan

1832
01:25:08,080 --> 01:25:14,199
Hawk's plan was to wait to see if Grace

1833
01:25:12,000 --> 01:25:16,920
showed up at their Meetup cuz it was

1834
01:25:14,199 --> 01:25:17,920
only like one or two days away uhhuh so

1835
01:25:16,920 --> 01:25:20,840
he was

1836
01:25:17,920 --> 01:25:22,600
thinking maybe they didn't like her

1837
01:25:20,840 --> 01:25:25,360
hanging out with a

1838
01:25:22,600 --> 01:25:28,239
stripper somebody over reacted right

1839
01:25:25,360 --> 01:25:30,840
like maybe it was something like that so

1840
01:25:28,239 --> 01:25:32,760
he's trying not to panic and he's like

1841
01:25:30,840 --> 01:25:33,560
I'm just going to see if she shows up to

1842
01:25:32,760 --> 01:25:36,800
our

1843
01:25:33,560 --> 01:25:40,280
meet so it's a couple of days later and

1844
01:25:36,800 --> 01:25:43,639
Hawk's Dad shows up at the clubhouse

1845
01:25:40,280 --> 01:25:45,840
demanding to know what he did to

1846
01:25:43,639 --> 01:25:50,840
Grace and

1847
01:25:45,840 --> 01:25:50,840
um I know I know I

1848
01:25:51,080 --> 01:25:58,119
know just the Gentle Way I know Chelsea

1849
01:25:55,239 --> 01:26:01,360
I know I know exactly what you a couple

1850
01:25:58,119 --> 01:26:04,320
days later okay sorry go on it's fine

1851
01:26:01,360 --> 01:26:09,360
it's fine a day or two

1852
01:26:04,320 --> 01:26:11,199
whatever so um he Hawk's dad says that

1853
01:26:09,360 --> 01:26:14,679
Grace was moved into what they call a

1854
01:26:11,199 --> 01:26:17,920
prayer house and no one will tell him

1855
01:26:14,679 --> 01:26:21,639
why what is a what is a prayer house so

1856
01:26:17,920 --> 01:26:25,119
apparently it is a place where they send

1857
01:26:21,639 --> 01:26:28,040
people who have lost their way

1858
01:26:25,119 --> 01:26:31,639
so that they can reconnect with

1859
01:26:28,040 --> 01:26:34,719
God not that they've drifted so far that

1860
01:26:31,639 --> 01:26:37,000
they need to be bitten by snakes but far

1861
01:26:34,719 --> 01:26:39,600
enough the intervention depending on how

1862
01:26:37,000 --> 01:26:41,560
this goes right snakes might be the next

1863
01:26:39,600 --> 01:26:42,880
step intervention is needed okay we're

1864
01:26:41,560 --> 01:26:45,520
going to put you in this house until you

1865
01:26:42,880 --> 01:26:49,800
either repent or get bitten by a snake

1866
01:26:45,520 --> 01:26:53,239
correct so um Hawk and Bishop chased out

1867
01:26:49,800 --> 01:26:56,040
off eventually um

1868
01:26:53,239 --> 01:26:57,920
and Haw had thought again that he was

1869
01:26:56,040 --> 01:27:00,520
going to wait but now he

1870
01:26:57,920 --> 01:27:01,960
realizes he can't wait he's like if

1871
01:27:00,520 --> 01:27:03,960
she's in a prayer house I don't know

1872
01:27:01,960 --> 01:27:07,239
what's happening to her her husband

1873
01:27:03,960 --> 01:27:09,239
isn't there to protect her like like

1874
01:27:07,239 --> 01:27:12,719
that's bad like it's real bad

1875
01:27:09,239 --> 01:27:15,440
now so um so it's not just isolation it

1876
01:27:12,719 --> 01:27:19,199
could be substantially worse than that

1877
01:27:15,440 --> 01:27:23,560
right um so he thought it would be safer

1878
01:27:19,199 --> 01:27:26,600
for her and for his brothers to wait MH

1879
01:27:23,560 --> 01:27:31,320
but now realizing that is not the case

1880
01:27:26,600 --> 01:27:33,639
and so he is coming in hot he and Bishop

1881
01:27:31,320 --> 01:27:36,400
roll up to the town where the cult

1882
01:27:33,639 --> 01:27:37,840
operates and the cult sends what is

1883
01:27:36,400 --> 01:27:41,280
essentially three teenagers with

1884
01:27:37,840 --> 01:27:44,480
automatic weapons to tell them to leave

1885
01:27:41,280 --> 01:27:47,719
and um they do not they just sit on

1886
01:27:44,480 --> 01:27:50,840
their bikes and wait and his brother who

1887
01:27:47,719 --> 01:27:53,719
was the one who betrayed him shows up

1888
01:27:50,840 --> 01:27:55,719
Isaac of course his name ISAC yep if it

1889
01:27:53,719 --> 01:27:57,840
wasn't it'd be Elijah how the [ __ ] is

1890
01:27:55,719 --> 01:27:59,800
his name Hawk Hawk is not a Biblical

1891
01:27:57,840 --> 01:28:01,560
name so that's not his actual name but

1892
01:27:59,800 --> 01:28:03,199
his actual name is not biblical either I

1893
01:28:01,560 --> 01:28:04,360
don't remember what it was feels like

1894
01:28:03,199 --> 01:28:07,280
they were really leaning into the

1895
01:28:04,360 --> 01:28:10,320
biblical of it all Grace is the only one

1896
01:28:07,280 --> 01:28:12,880
who called him the name but it was like

1897
01:28:10,320 --> 01:28:15,080
tayor or something like it was not

1898
01:28:12,880 --> 01:28:18,199
biblical and In fairness to his dad he

1899
01:28:15,080 --> 01:28:21,280
had 37 children so maybe he

1900
01:28:18,199 --> 01:28:24,280
like ran out I

1901
01:28:21,280 --> 01:28:26,800
mean maybe he was like down to to

1902
01:28:24,280 --> 01:28:29,520
Methuselah there's a lot of chapters in

1903
01:28:26,800 --> 01:28:32,480
The Bible all of them are named after a

1904
01:28:29,520 --> 01:28:34,440
different person so I really like

1905
01:28:32,480 --> 01:28:35,760
Matthew Mark I mean I recognize some are

1906
01:28:34,440 --> 01:28:38,320
not right like you're not going to name

1907
01:28:35,760 --> 01:28:41,119
your kid Galatians I mean you might but

1908
01:28:38,320 --> 01:28:43,600
you I don't I'm not here to judge I

1909
01:28:41,119 --> 01:28:47,280
wouldn't but you might name your child

1910
01:28:43,600 --> 01:28:49,280
Samuel like right like yeah I recognize

1911
01:28:47,280 --> 01:28:51,360
not all books of the Bible are named

1912
01:28:49,280 --> 01:28:56,040
after characters in The Bible so don't

1913
01:28:51,360 --> 01:28:56,040
at me about that but

1914
01:28:56,320 --> 01:29:00,159
but I do feel like there are enough

1915
01:28:58,199 --> 01:29:02,920
biblical names I know someone what like

1916
01:29:00,159 --> 01:29:05,679
whatever like the um Hebrew word is for

1917
01:29:02,920 --> 01:29:08,960
like that literally means like girl like

1918
01:29:05,679 --> 01:29:11,080
little girl that is used in scripture

1919
01:29:08,960 --> 01:29:13,119
they named their daughter that like what

1920
01:29:11,080 --> 01:29:14,719
it's escaping me I don't remember but

1921
01:29:13,119 --> 01:29:16,600
that word right I'm like I feel like

1922
01:29:14,719 --> 01:29:17,800
there are so many options for bi

1923
01:29:16,600 --> 01:29:20,119
biblical names that if you're going to

1924
01:29:17,800 --> 01:29:22,600
lean that hard you can find 37 if you

1925
01:29:20,119 --> 01:29:25,400
try hard and believe in yourself right I

1926
01:29:22,600 --> 01:29:28,880
mean Ruth

1927
01:29:25,400 --> 01:29:31,320
Esther we can go fully Old Testament

1928
01:29:28,880 --> 01:29:34,800
Mary right like we can

1929
01:29:31,320 --> 01:29:39,080
go Hannah like we can go full we can go

1930
01:29:34,800 --> 01:29:42,600
all the way you know Rachel yeah

1931
01:29:39,080 --> 01:29:44,719
Rebecca we have so many great options

1932
01:29:42,600 --> 01:29:46,880
available to us we need to stop we'll

1933
01:29:44,719 --> 01:29:49,159
just keep going

1934
01:29:46,880 --> 01:29:51,880
anyway yeah I would lose that at some

1935
01:29:49,159 --> 01:29:53,600
point like I'm like you're going to win

1936
01:29:51,880 --> 01:29:54,960
if we're like okay I don't know that to

1937
01:29:53,600 --> 01:29:57,360
be true

1938
01:29:54,960 --> 01:29:59,400
I was like Rebecca really was probably

1939
01:29:57,360 --> 01:30:01,719
the final one I was thinking of that is

1940
01:29:59,400 --> 01:30:04,080
literally my sister's name as is Mary

1941
01:30:01,719 --> 01:30:08,000
Diana oh that's a good

1942
01:30:04,080 --> 01:30:09,600
one yeah I once so Jezebel you probably

1943
01:30:08,000 --> 01:30:11,480
wouldn't name your kid that but it is a

1944
01:30:09,600 --> 01:30:13,440
name in the Bible have you seen the girl

1945
01:30:11,480 --> 01:30:15,320
on Tik Tok that does parody videos and

1946
01:30:13,440 --> 01:30:18,400
she calls herself jezzy

1947
01:30:15,320 --> 01:30:21,080
Beth she like hey girls it's jzy bath

1948
01:30:18,400 --> 01:30:24,480
and I'm like I'm obsessed with you my

1949
01:30:21,080 --> 01:30:24,480
God she's incredible

1950
01:30:24,719 --> 01:30:30,239
yeah um all of all of the biblical names

1951
01:30:27,840 --> 01:30:32,280
I had a friend in grad school ironically

1952
01:30:30,239 --> 01:30:34,840
my friend's name was algra not a

1953
01:30:32,280 --> 01:30:36,760
Biblical name but whenever she was like

1954
01:30:34,840 --> 01:30:40,920
you know how they say she had weak

1955
01:30:36,760 --> 01:30:42,960
eyes she like in scripture was it Leah

1956
01:30:40,920 --> 01:30:47,159
who had the weak eyes I think

1957
01:30:42,960 --> 01:30:51,239
so my friend would do a Leah impression

1958
01:30:47,159 --> 01:30:51,239
and like cross her

1959
01:30:52,000 --> 01:30:56,600
eyes it was one of the fun like in the

1960
01:30:54,600 --> 01:31:00,000
time when I was like in

1961
01:30:56,600 --> 01:31:02,679
seminary it was Peak

1962
01:31:00,000 --> 01:31:04,960
comedy oh clearly it's still is cuz I

1963
01:31:02,679 --> 01:31:06,679
like almost I see that yeah I'll have to

1964
01:31:04,960 --> 01:31:07,800
find a photo and send it to you cuz I

1965
01:31:06,679 --> 01:31:10,679
remember taking a photo and being like

1966
01:31:07,800 --> 01:31:13,199
algra do your weak eyes and she's like

1967
01:31:10,679 --> 01:31:15,480
okay and I snapped a photo cuz it was

1968
01:31:13,199 --> 01:31:18,040
that good that just makes me think of my

1969
01:31:15,480 --> 01:31:22,119
dog who is soft eyed Sophie soft oh we

1970
01:31:18,040 --> 01:31:24,440
also forgot about Eve I'm sorry oh Eve

1971
01:31:22,119 --> 01:31:28,040
Lilith sorry

1972
01:31:24,440 --> 01:31:29,560
anyway the laugh with

1973
01:31:28,040 --> 01:31:33,679
it

1974
01:31:29,560 --> 01:31:35,880
sorry soft DED so yeah she's blind for

1975
01:31:33,679 --> 01:31:38,360
anybody who doesn't know my dog Sophie

1976
01:31:35,880 --> 01:31:40,440
is mostly blind so we call her sof eyed

1977
01:31:38,360 --> 01:31:42,719
Sophie well so I have a friend back in

1978
01:31:40,440 --> 01:31:44,920
Nashville that at one point was running

1979
01:31:42,719 --> 01:31:46,400
a bunny rescue I don't know if she still

1980
01:31:44,920 --> 01:31:48,480
is but at one point she was and she had

1981
01:31:46,400 --> 01:31:51,320
two bunny bunnies at one point one was

1982
01:31:48,480 --> 01:31:54,400
named clous Von bun bun I got to babysit

1983
01:31:51,320 --> 01:31:57,080
him once it was such a delight he

1984
01:31:54,400 --> 01:31:59,880
blended into my rug cuz my my rug was

1985
01:31:57,080 --> 01:32:02,639
like black and white checkered pattern

1986
01:31:59,880 --> 01:32:05,920
and I I loved CLA Von bun bun she then

1987
01:32:02,639 --> 01:32:10,280
got a second bunny who I think the name

1988
01:32:05,920 --> 01:32:13,000
was olive and Olive was blind and so

1989
01:32:10,280 --> 01:32:17,679
then clouse kind of

1990
01:32:13,000 --> 01:32:19,360
became the guide bunny for Olive okay

1991
01:32:17,679 --> 01:32:21,239
that's adorable yeah it was a whole

1992
01:32:19,360 --> 01:32:22,560
thing but it was like super cute that's

1993
01:32:21,239 --> 01:32:23,920
adorable yeah it was a whole bunny

1994
01:32:22,560 --> 01:32:25,840
rescue I don't know if it still exists

1995
01:32:23,920 --> 01:32:27,719
but if it did we'll link it here so our

1996
01:32:25,840 --> 01:32:29,239
listeners in Tennessee can support the

1997
01:32:27,719 --> 01:32:31,199
bunny rescue and if you don't live in

1998
01:32:29,239 --> 01:32:34,960
Tennessee but feel strongly about

1999
01:32:31,199 --> 01:32:38,199
bunnies we got options we have options

2000
01:32:34,960 --> 01:32:39,719
options where so where are we at this

2001
01:32:38,199 --> 01:32:44,600
point but

2002
01:32:39,719 --> 01:32:48,400
anyway I got us very lost so Hawk and

2003
01:32:44,600 --> 01:32:50,199
Bishop are in the town confronting Isaac

2004
01:32:48,400 --> 01:32:51,600
oh yes Isaac just shut up we got on our

2005
01:32:50,199 --> 01:32:54,360
whole thing Biblical name because of

2006
01:32:51,600 --> 01:32:57,760
[ __ ] Isaac y so en are probably

2007
01:32:54,360 --> 01:33:00,600
Brothers as well sorry keep going e so

2008
01:32:57,760 --> 01:33:04,280
Isaac says that Grace is safe and happy

2009
01:33:00,600 --> 01:33:06,600
she's just reconnecting to God and Isaac

2010
01:33:04,280 --> 01:33:09,560
no one [ __ ] believes you not a single

2011
01:33:06,600 --> 01:33:11,440
[ __ ] person just reconnecting to God

2012
01:33:09,560 --> 01:33:13,480
what does that mean as soon as someone

2013
01:33:11,440 --> 01:33:16,159
says you don't need to worry about them

2014
01:33:13,480 --> 01:33:18,560
they're just reconnecting to God you

2015
01:33:16,159 --> 01:33:20,360
immediately need to go you need to call

2016
01:33:18,560 --> 01:33:23,639
the FBI yes like things are not okay

2017
01:33:20,360 --> 01:33:26,400
that needs to be reported like no no no

2018
01:33:23,639 --> 01:33:29,320
um um so Hawk is like okay well all that

2019
01:33:26,400 --> 01:33:33,600
better be true because I will [ __ ] you

2020
01:33:29,320 --> 01:33:35,520
up if you hurt my sister right um so

2021
01:33:33,600 --> 01:33:36,719
we're back to Missy she is setting up

2022
01:33:35,520 --> 01:33:39,560
the

2023
01:33:36,719 --> 01:33:41,600
bar um she's still trying to work and

2024
01:33:39,560 --> 01:33:43,719
like you know cuz they don't know what's

2025
01:33:41,600 --> 01:33:45,840
going on she's just trying to stay

2026
01:33:43,719 --> 01:33:46,840
focused also really just pausing for a

2027
01:33:45,840 --> 01:33:50,280
second

2028
01:33:46,840 --> 01:33:54,040
mhm I need to let me math let me pull my

2029
01:33:50,280 --> 01:33:59,360
calculator because 37

2030
01:33:54,040 --> 01:34:02,719
[ __ ] kid like and he has seven wives

2031
01:33:59,360 --> 01:34:06,280
yeah each of them has had at least 5.28

2032
01:34:02,719 --> 01:34:08,719
children y they each have at least five

2033
01:34:06,280 --> 01:34:11,480
yep and then obviously a couple have at

2034
01:34:08,719 --> 01:34:14,600
least oh oh my God it's too

2035
01:34:11,480 --> 01:34:17,119
many seven wives each of whom have at

2036
01:34:14,600 --> 01:34:19,800
least five

2037
01:34:17,119 --> 01:34:21,679
children so every time I read seven

2038
01:34:19,800 --> 01:34:23,440
wives all I could think of was Seven

2039
01:34:21,679 --> 01:34:27,520
Brides for Seven Brothers which is not

2040
01:34:23,440 --> 01:34:30,400
the same not at all it's not the same

2041
01:34:27,520 --> 01:34:32,360
it's not the same um I thought of I

2042
01:34:30,400 --> 01:34:33,719
growing up uh one of the books that my

2043
01:34:32,360 --> 01:34:35,880
parents would like read little like

2044
01:34:33,719 --> 01:34:38,560
stories to us from was called apples

2045
01:34:35,880 --> 01:34:42,080
snakes and belly AES do you remember

2046
01:34:38,560 --> 01:34:43,960
that book no um it's like in retrospect

2047
01:34:42,080 --> 01:34:46,760
I think like

2048
01:34:43,960 --> 01:34:49,239
Christian nursery rhyme sort of but

2049
01:34:46,760 --> 01:34:52,679
there was like a whole like rhyme story

2050
01:34:49,239 --> 01:34:54,440
about um Solomon having to kiss each of

2051
01:34:52,679 --> 01:34:55,840
his wives good night

2052
01:34:54,440 --> 01:34:57,920
is it Solomon that I'm thinking of I

2053
01:34:55,840 --> 01:35:00,560
could yes it is I'm pretty sure Solomon

2054
01:34:57,920 --> 01:35:02,560
had a whole herum yeah and like the

2055
01:35:00,560 --> 01:35:03,639
whole thing about how we had had to kiss

2056
01:35:02,560 --> 01:35:06,199
all of his lives good night which is

2057
01:35:03,639 --> 01:35:08,520
also kind of a racy bedtime story for

2058
01:35:06,199 --> 01:35:11,560
kids now that I think about it yeah I

2059
01:35:08,520 --> 01:35:13,760
heard a thing the other day um I was

2060
01:35:11,560 --> 01:35:17,080
watching some video and somebody was

2061
01:35:13,760 --> 01:35:19,440
explaining that Solomon in the

2062
01:35:17,080 --> 01:35:22,400
Evangelical Christian tradition is like

2063
01:35:19,440 --> 01:35:27,040
the wisest of all Kings and all this but

2064
01:35:22,400 --> 01:35:29,400
in the original Hebrew translation when

2065
01:35:27,040 --> 01:35:31,760
they call him wise it's super sarcastic

2066
01:35:29,400 --> 01:35:33,960
and he was actually a [ __ ] idiot I

2067
01:35:31,760 --> 01:35:38,360
don't know if that's

2068
01:35:33,960 --> 01:35:40,080
true huh but I hope it is well honest

2069
01:35:38,360 --> 01:35:41,159
that's hilarious there have been some

2070
01:35:40,080 --> 01:35:42,920
moments where I'm like we're really

2071
01:35:41,159 --> 01:35:45,560
giving this bro a lot of credit we're

2072
01:35:42,920 --> 01:35:48,080
doing so much for him so that would that

2073
01:35:45,560 --> 01:35:51,080
would connect some right missing dots

2074
01:35:48,080 --> 01:35:52,840
that whole paradigm shift for me I had

2075
01:35:51,080 --> 01:35:54,639
yeah whole paradigm shift I just

2076
01:35:52,840 --> 01:35:56,080
remember being in school and taking a

2077
01:35:54,639 --> 01:35:59,560
class on

2078
01:35:56,080 --> 01:36:02,920
Ecclesiastes written by what a party

2079
01:35:59,560 --> 01:36:06,960
right my professor was like

2080
01:36:02,920 --> 01:36:09,119
okay here's the summary of

2081
01:36:06,960 --> 01:36:12,040
Ecclesiastes life

2082
01:36:09,119 --> 01:36:15,460
short yeah you get married you raise

2083
01:36:12,040 --> 01:36:22,550
some kids you move to Sarasota and

2084
01:36:15,460 --> 01:36:22,550
[Laughter]

2085
01:36:22,560 --> 01:36:28,400
die I was like well that's an

2086
01:36:24,920 --> 01:36:28,400
interesting take on

2087
01:36:29,800 --> 01:36:35,480
Ecclesiastes I realized this is very

2088
01:36:32,080 --> 01:36:39,199
Nation only for people who know anything

2089
01:36:35,480 --> 01:36:41,920
about never mind it yep mhm I was going

2090
01:36:39,199 --> 01:36:44,360
to say for for those of you who also

2091
01:36:41,920 --> 01:36:45,679
have religious trauma we're so glad

2092
01:36:44,360 --> 01:36:47,199
you're on this journey with us for those

2093
01:36:45,679 --> 01:36:48,679
of you who don't have religious trauma

2094
01:36:47,199 --> 01:36:51,800
and don't know what the [ __ ] we're

2095
01:36:48,679 --> 01:36:54,080
talking about don't look it up yeah just

2096
01:36:51,800 --> 01:36:55,400
keep living your life recommend yeah so

2097
01:36:54,080 --> 01:36:57,800
they were having the conversation with

2098
01:36:55,400 --> 01:36:59,960
Isaac and Isaac was like she's just like

2099
01:36:57,800 --> 01:37:02,320
reacquainting herself with the lordine

2100
01:36:59,960 --> 01:37:04,360
yeah she's totally fine yeah so we're

2101
01:37:02,320 --> 01:37:08,400
back to Missy okay she's setting up the

2102
01:37:04,360 --> 01:37:10,800
bar getting ready for open um Hawk comes

2103
01:37:08,400 --> 01:37:13,239
in and he's super upset cuz he's

2104
01:37:10,800 --> 01:37:15,719
straight from his brother right and they

2105
01:37:13,239 --> 01:37:19,119
have a real heart to heart and he shares

2106
01:37:15,719 --> 01:37:21,639
the guilt that he feels about his sister

2107
01:37:19,119 --> 01:37:24,520
in general um cuz he even though it

2108
01:37:21,639 --> 01:37:26,920
wasn't on purpose he left her there

2109
01:37:24,520 --> 01:37:28,320
um and that's his twin and just there's

2110
01:37:26,920 --> 01:37:32,639
a lot going on

2111
01:37:28,320 --> 01:37:35,600
there and um she gives him a little bit

2112
01:37:32,639 --> 01:37:37,920
of SASS and a little bit of support and

2113
01:37:35,600 --> 01:37:42,840
he declares that he's just never going

2114
01:37:37,920 --> 01:37:46,520
to let her go um which is Bold

2115
01:37:42,840 --> 01:37:50,280
and jeem the bestie comes in who is also

2116
01:37:46,520 --> 01:37:53,719
working at the bar now um and absolutely

2117
01:37:50,280 --> 01:37:56,159
destroys the moment by telling them not

2118
01:37:53,719 --> 01:37:58,199
to Chris in the bar when literally

2119
01:37:56,159 --> 01:38:01,000
everyone is right here she's like can

2120
01:37:58,199 --> 01:38:02,000
you not [ __ ] on the bar we're all like

2121
01:38:01,000 --> 01:38:04,920
right

2122
01:38:02,000 --> 01:38:06,760
here and Missy is like you're just

2123
01:38:04,920 --> 01:38:09,639
jealous you don't get to have sex on the

2124
01:38:06,760 --> 01:38:12,599
bar and Jem's like who says I haven't

2125
01:38:09,639 --> 01:38:15,040
already and then walks out and Gem is

2126
01:38:12,599 --> 01:38:17,320
just my favorite I was literally just

2127
01:38:15,040 --> 01:38:19,599
thinking Gem's like hey guys please

2128
01:38:17,320 --> 01:38:21,400
don't [ __ ] on the bar like we're trying

2129
01:38:19,599 --> 01:38:23,560
to get our health code clearance right

2130
01:38:21,400 --> 01:38:26,520
now it's really not going to bode well

2131
01:38:23,560 --> 01:38:28,080
trying to stock the bar and you not

2132
01:38:26,520 --> 01:38:30,080
you're just jealous cuz you can't I

2133
01:38:28,080 --> 01:38:30,880
already have [ __ ] just don't do it

2134
01:38:30,080 --> 01:38:36,800
right

2135
01:38:30,880 --> 01:38:38,840
now wait at least until close please um

2136
01:38:36,800 --> 01:38:42,679
so then is that what they're into though

2137
01:38:38,840 --> 01:38:45,599
like this like it like an exhibitionism

2138
01:38:42,679 --> 01:38:48,400
kind of like lean judg All God's

2139
01:38:45,599 --> 01:38:49,760
Children sure that's never called out

2140
01:38:48,400 --> 01:38:52,000
but it does feel it does seem like we

2141
01:38:49,760 --> 01:38:54,760
are a little leaning that way yeah okay

2142
01:38:52,000 --> 01:38:57,480
so then um it's Sunday lunch at the club

2143
01:38:54,760 --> 01:38:59,719
um Missy gets to know everybody she's

2144
01:38:57,480 --> 01:39:02,400
having a really good time and she's

2145
01:38:59,719 --> 01:39:04,920
starting to be really overwhelmed by how

2146
01:39:02,400 --> 01:39:08,159
awesome everything is because she's so

2147
01:39:04,920 --> 01:39:11,840
not used to it and how sweet Hawk is

2148
01:39:08,159 --> 01:39:14,719
with Katie um well and I can imagine

2149
01:39:11,840 --> 01:39:17,400
like she has literally been on her own

2150
01:39:14,719 --> 01:39:21,080
for 4 years being a single parent

2151
01:39:17,400 --> 01:39:23,719
managing also navigating her abusive ex

2152
01:39:21,080 --> 01:39:25,320
yes and that's like she's process ing

2153
01:39:23,719 --> 01:39:27,280
that and kind of like goes away in her

2154
01:39:25,320 --> 01:39:29,639
head and is thinking about all the hard

2155
01:39:27,280 --> 01:39:31,040
times before of like having to drop out

2156
01:39:29,639 --> 01:39:34,199
of high school cuz she hadn't quite

2157
01:39:31,040 --> 01:39:36,920
graduated yet and um not being able to

2158
01:39:34,199 --> 01:39:39,159
go to college like she planned and

2159
01:39:36,920 --> 01:39:41,679
running out of formula because her ex

2160
01:39:39,159 --> 01:39:44,960
took all her money and like all these

2161
01:39:41,679 --> 01:39:46,719
different things and um she realizes

2162
01:39:44,960 --> 01:39:49,320
that she's not going to live like that

2163
01:39:46,719 --> 01:39:52,000
anymore this is her new family she feels

2164
01:39:49,320 --> 01:39:54,679
really connected to them um like the

2165
01:39:52,000 --> 01:39:56,679
guys have all clearly embra her daughter

2166
01:39:54,679 --> 01:39:58,800
and want to like love her and make sure

2167
01:39:56,679 --> 01:40:01,800
she's safe and taken care of they've

2168
01:39:58,800 --> 01:40:05,040
protected Missy as well like it's all

2169
01:40:01,800 --> 01:40:08,520
very like supportive and kind and lovely

2170
01:40:05,040 --> 01:40:11,000
well just that moment of like oh I don't

2171
01:40:08,520 --> 01:40:14,800
have to struggle the way I've been

2172
01:40:11,000 --> 01:40:18,639
strugg like yes man what a weight off

2173
01:40:14,800 --> 01:40:21,199
her shoulders huge relief huge relief um

2174
01:40:18,639 --> 01:40:25,040
and so that night

2175
01:40:21,199 --> 01:40:27,679
um uh with Hawk she like very playfully

2176
01:40:25,040 --> 01:40:29,880
puts some ice down his shirt while he's

2177
01:40:27,679 --> 01:40:34,239
making drinks which of course leads to

2178
01:40:29,880 --> 01:40:37,800
temperature play um and

2179
01:40:34,239 --> 01:40:40,080
he there's a lot of [ __ ] happening

2180
01:40:37,800 --> 01:40:45,040
and we love that for them lots of be a

2181
01:40:40,080 --> 01:40:45,040
good girls happening and

2182
01:40:45,880 --> 01:40:51,400
um So eventually he comes on her tits

2183
01:40:49,360 --> 01:40:53,880
and then she like licks it off of her

2184
01:40:51,400 --> 01:40:55,639
hand or whatever and he says you

2185
01:40:53,880 --> 01:40:57,800
shouldn't have done that I hope you're

2186
01:40:55,639 --> 01:40:59,920
ready to get [ __ ] again because I was

2187
01:40:57,800 --> 01:41:02,000
really going to let you rest and it's

2188
01:40:59,920 --> 01:41:03,760
just that's the energy the whole time

2189
01:41:02,000 --> 01:41:05,560
okay so there's all this sweetness and

2190
01:41:03,760 --> 01:41:08,400
kindness and support but then there's

2191
01:41:05,560 --> 01:41:13,320
also a lot of that

2192
01:41:08,400 --> 01:41:18,040
happening life's about balance

2193
01:41:13,320 --> 01:41:21,679
um so it is sorry keep going um so then

2194
01:41:18,040 --> 01:41:24,599
um Hawk is on a mission to find his

2195
01:41:21,679 --> 01:41:28,560
sister as well that's all that's running

2196
01:41:24,599 --> 01:41:31,320
as well so he finds the locations of all

2197
01:41:28,560 --> 01:41:34,080
of the Cults Properties by basically

2198
01:41:31,320 --> 01:41:35,880
threatening an attorney um who handles

2199
01:41:34,080 --> 01:41:38,320
all their

2200
01:41:35,880 --> 01:41:40,880
stuff and he makes plans to find his

2201
01:41:38,320 --> 01:41:42,679
sister he's like okay so we know these

2202
01:41:40,880 --> 01:41:44,599
are all the locations of all their

2203
01:41:42,679 --> 01:41:46,159
properties we're going to have to split

2204
01:41:44,599 --> 01:41:47,440
up we're going to have to systematically

2205
01:41:46,159 --> 01:41:50,760
search

2206
01:41:47,440 --> 01:41:53,360
whatever so then Miss's working the bar

2207
01:41:50,760 --> 01:41:56,599
it's now fully open everything's going

2208
01:41:53,360 --> 01:42:00,679
great three guys that ask for ice water

2209
01:41:56,599 --> 01:42:03,239
and specifically ask for her to serve it

2210
01:42:00,679 --> 01:42:04,880
um and she thinks maybe they know her

2211
01:42:03,239 --> 01:42:07,320
from the strip club because that's

2212
01:42:04,880 --> 01:42:10,920
happened before where guys have like

2213
01:42:07,320 --> 01:42:13,440
remembered her and requested her

2214
01:42:10,920 --> 01:42:15,639
whatever but she just gets really but

2215
01:42:13,440 --> 01:42:18,800
then they're all wearing khaki pants and

2216
01:42:15,639 --> 01:42:24,000
collared shirts yeah she gets real weird

2217
01:42:18,800 --> 01:42:25,280
Vibes um and and not in the way that the

2218
01:42:24,000 --> 01:42:28,199
at the start of the book was giving

2219
01:42:25,280 --> 01:42:30,159
weird Vibes no one of them says he just

2220
01:42:28,199 --> 01:42:33,480
wanted to feel her

2221
01:42:30,159 --> 01:42:36,320
energy she's like what the [ __ ] is

2222
01:42:33,480 --> 01:42:39,560
happening and one of them like grabs at

2223
01:42:36,320 --> 01:42:41,639
her and she punches him in the face like

2224
01:42:39,560 --> 01:42:43,520
she's just like nope nobody will be

2225
01:42:41,639 --> 01:42:47,880
touching me nobody will be touching me

2226
01:42:43,520 --> 01:42:51,199
thank you and um security shows up

2227
01:42:47,880 --> 01:42:53,760
whatever Bishop calls Hawk to let him

2228
01:42:51,199 --> 01:42:55,599
know what's going on

2229
01:42:53,760 --> 01:42:58,159
and um well I love that they did find

2230
01:42:55,599 --> 01:43:00,040
new security they did find new we love

2231
01:42:58,159 --> 01:43:03,080
that for them yes they did find new

2232
01:43:00,040 --> 01:43:05,239
security um so Hawk is home with Katie

2233
01:43:03,080 --> 01:43:08,719
watching her and getting her ready for

2234
01:43:05,239 --> 01:43:11,480
her birthday um and cie the cousin is

2235
01:43:08,719 --> 01:43:13,760
there as well and she gets real freaked

2236
01:43:11,480 --> 01:43:18,719
out all of a sudden because she sees

2237
01:43:13,760 --> 01:43:21,119
someone out in the yard and um Hawk is

2238
01:43:18,719 --> 01:43:23,960
like okay I have to find a way to keep

2239
01:43:21,119 --> 01:43:27,360
Katie contained in the house and not

2240
01:43:23,960 --> 01:43:30,599
freaking out and so he's like hey Katie

2241
01:43:27,360 --> 01:43:34,119
the floor is lava make sure you stay

2242
01:43:30,599 --> 01:43:36,199
stay with cie and so he goes out to

2243
01:43:34,119 --> 01:43:39,679
check it all out oh so Callie's there

2244
01:43:36,199 --> 01:43:42,040
too yes cie the cousin yes is there okay

2245
01:43:39,679 --> 01:43:46,320
yes but that's convenient it is helpful

2246
01:43:42,040 --> 01:43:48,360
yes um and um as he's like checking the

2247
01:43:46,320 --> 01:43:50,400
perimeter of the house he's thinking

2248
01:43:48,360 --> 01:43:53,159
about how he wants to make it's his

2249
01:43:50,400 --> 01:43:57,639
house more of a home so that Katie and

2250
01:43:53,159 --> 01:43:59,960
Missy would want to move in and um he's

2251
01:43:57,639 --> 01:44:02,320
like I really think maybe she was seeing

2252
01:43:59,960 --> 01:44:04,880
things maybe there was a reflection but

2253
01:44:02,320 --> 01:44:07,840
then he finds a footprint in the flower

2254
01:44:04,880 --> 01:44:10,320
bed by the window and he's like [ __ ] me

2255
01:44:07,840 --> 01:44:13,440
like that's real bad yep that's not what

2256
01:44:10,320 --> 01:44:15,239
I was hoping would happen here uh-uh so

2257
01:44:13,440 --> 01:44:17,480
then Bishop calls that's when he gets

2258
01:44:15,239 --> 01:44:22,239
the call that somebody attacked Missy

2259
01:44:17,480 --> 01:44:23,639
and so he's like well that's all quite a

2260
01:44:22,239 --> 01:44:25,000
coincidence

2261
01:44:23,639 --> 01:44:31,119
isn't

2262
01:44:25,000 --> 01:44:32,560
it um so Missy finishes her shift she's

2263
01:44:31,119 --> 01:44:34,400
really not all that worried about this

2264
01:44:32,560 --> 01:44:35,920
situation so at this point are they

2265
01:44:34,400 --> 01:44:38,080
thinking it was like a coordinated

2266
01:44:35,920 --> 01:44:39,920
planned attack or are they legitimately

2267
01:44:38,080 --> 01:44:41,800
like oh that's kind of a coincidence

2268
01:44:39,920 --> 01:44:43,719
they're like that's weird there's no

2269
01:44:41,800 --> 01:44:45,480
such thing as coincidences well and

2270
01:44:43,719 --> 01:44:48,159
Missy doesn't realize like these are

2271
01:44:45,480 --> 01:44:50,119
cult people she's not familiar with them

2272
01:44:48,159 --> 01:44:52,360
the only one she's ever interacted with

2273
01:44:50,119 --> 01:44:54,560
is Grace Grace and then the three people

2274
01:44:52,360 --> 01:44:56,960
that or the the people that Grace got in

2275
01:44:54,560 --> 01:44:58,480
the van with that she saw right but you

2276
01:44:56,960 --> 01:45:00,280
know touche she didn't grow up in it

2277
01:44:58,480 --> 01:45:03,040
she's not it's not on her radar to be

2278
01:45:00,280 --> 01:45:06,719
aware right of it okay so she's like

2279
01:45:03,040 --> 01:45:09,480
they were weird but like that's it so um

2280
01:45:06,719 --> 01:45:11,040
Missy realizes as her shift is wrapping

2281
01:45:09,480 --> 01:45:14,080
up that she hasn't been back to her

2282
01:45:11,040 --> 01:45:17,159
apartment like all week um Hawk had

2283
01:45:14,080 --> 01:45:20,480
gotten a bed for Katie and like set up a

2284
01:45:17,159 --> 01:45:22,599
room for her and had been picking up

2285
01:45:20,480 --> 01:45:26,760
Missy after every shift and like getting

2286
01:45:22,599 --> 01:45:29,719
Katie from school and stuff and she's

2287
01:45:26,760 --> 01:45:32,119
like trying to reconcile that she has

2288
01:45:29,719 --> 01:45:34,000
people now like that she has people who

2289
01:45:32,119 --> 01:45:36,840
care about her and want to help her oh

2290
01:45:34,000 --> 01:45:40,119
my heart I know like people she can

2291
01:45:36,840 --> 01:45:42,920
count on she's like that's really weird

2292
01:45:40,119 --> 01:45:47,840
but Hawk has been very

2293
01:45:42,920 --> 01:45:51,000
like not subtle about just like just

2294
01:45:47,840 --> 01:45:53,159
just come on in but she hasn't noticed

2295
01:45:51,000 --> 01:45:55,000
like even though he's not subtle she

2296
01:45:53,159 --> 01:45:59,960
like not picking it up because she's so

2297
01:45:55,000 --> 01:46:03,800
not used to it yeah which is sad um but

2298
01:45:59,960 --> 01:46:07,159
it is Katie's weekend with her dad and

2299
01:46:03,800 --> 01:46:11,239
he is an absolute douchebag calling Hawk

2300
01:46:07,159 --> 01:46:14,320
a criminal um and all this other stuff

2301
01:46:11,239 --> 01:46:16,480
and she's just like listen I'm not going

2302
01:46:14,320 --> 01:46:18,199
to do this with you this is your time

2303
01:46:16,480 --> 01:46:20,719
with Katie please just enjoy your time

2304
01:46:18,199 --> 01:46:23,440
with Katie like I'm not doing this yeah

2305
01:46:20,719 --> 01:46:25,280
just like be a dad this none of this is

2306
01:46:23,440 --> 01:46:27,840
relevant just be present for your

2307
01:46:25,280 --> 01:46:30,440
daughter yeah it's none of your business

2308
01:46:27,840 --> 01:46:33,599
it's none of your business so Missy then

2309
01:46:30,440 --> 01:46:36,360
goes to work at the bar and um Hawk says

2310
01:46:33,599 --> 01:46:41,280
he has a present for her and she's like

2311
01:46:36,360 --> 01:46:44,280
o okay and it's epipens it's one for

2312
01:46:41,280 --> 01:46:46,239
every place that Katie spends time so

2313
01:46:44,280 --> 01:46:50,040
one for each of the houses one for each

2314
01:46:46,239 --> 01:46:54,679
of the cars like so so

2315
01:46:50,040 --> 01:46:58,040
sweet um and Missy is super overwhelmed

2316
01:46:54,679 --> 01:47:00,520
by how like thoughtful and kind that is

2317
01:46:58,040 --> 01:47:04,080
and she's like how can I ever repay you

2318
01:47:00,520 --> 01:47:06,599
for this and he's like just move into my

2319
01:47:04,080 --> 01:47:10,280
house he's like that's literally all I

2320
01:47:06,599 --> 01:47:13,280
want at this point and just like be with

2321
01:47:10,280 --> 01:47:15,480
me yeah and he's like listen if you're

2322
01:47:13,280 --> 01:47:17,199
worried about it I'll pay for your

2323
01:47:15,480 --> 01:47:18,800
apartment for your little for a little

2324
01:47:17,199 --> 01:47:21,280
while until you're comfortable like

2325
01:47:18,800 --> 01:47:23,679
fully living with me like just please

2326
01:47:21,280 --> 01:47:26,119
just just stay with me

2327
01:47:23,679 --> 01:47:28,080
and um yeah we don't you didn't even

2328
01:47:26,119 --> 01:47:32,679
need to give up your lease I'll pay for

2329
01:47:28,080 --> 01:47:36,080
that too yeah buddy just be with me like

2330
01:47:32,679 --> 01:47:39,719
he loves her and this kid so much he's

2331
01:47:36,080 --> 01:47:42,560
just like all in and so Missy is

2332
01:47:39,719 --> 01:47:45,199
like I'm I will move in with you like

2333
01:47:42,560 --> 01:47:46,520
calm down a little bit and also great

2334
01:47:45,199 --> 01:47:48,800
gesture you didn't have to buy my

2335
01:47:46,520 --> 01:47:51,119
daughter 15 EP pins for me to move in

2336
01:47:48,800 --> 01:47:52,880
with you I would have done it for no EP

2337
01:47:51,119 --> 01:47:54,880
pins right right but this doesn't hurt

2338
01:47:52,880 --> 01:47:57,800
hurt because this is very helpful and

2339
01:47:54,880 --> 01:48:00,040
convenient I love this journey yes yes

2340
01:47:57,800 --> 01:48:02,719
so um she's like listen I'm just going

2341
01:48:00,040 --> 01:48:05,840
to run by the apartment after my shift

2342
01:48:02,719 --> 01:48:08,440
to get some stuff um and Hawk is like

2343
01:48:05,840 --> 01:48:10,080
that sounds great I will see you at home

2344
01:48:08,440 --> 01:48:13,760
like really excited about

2345
01:48:10,080 --> 01:48:16,920
it so she gets to her apartment um and

2346
01:48:13,760 --> 01:48:20,520
there is a man there with a ski mask on

2347
01:48:16,920 --> 01:48:26,440
demanding to know where Katie is what

2348
01:48:20,520 --> 01:48:29,040
yeah so he like comes at her um comes at

2349
01:48:26,440 --> 01:48:31,639
Missy and she can't get to the door or

2350
01:48:29,040 --> 01:48:33,480
her phone so she's starting to freak out

2351
01:48:31,639 --> 01:48:37,360
so she makes it to the kitchen she keeps

2352
01:48:33,480 --> 01:48:39,920
him talking and the guy says that Katie

2353
01:48:37,360 --> 01:48:42,159
is the chosen one and they will come for

2354
01:48:39,920 --> 01:48:45,400
her does Katie have a cross-shaped birth

2355
01:48:42,159 --> 01:48:47,920
mark so literally no idea at this point

2356
01:48:45,400 --> 01:48:51,159
like Missy is like what the [ __ ] a

2357
01:48:47,920 --> 01:48:53,480
chosen one like what like get out of my

2358
01:48:51,159 --> 01:48:56,920
apartment freaking out

2359
01:48:53,480 --> 01:49:00,000
yes so she gets to a butcher knife and

2360
01:48:56,920 --> 01:49:02,440
just takes this guy the [ __ ] out so like

2361
01:49:00,000 --> 01:49:04,599
big fight and Sue she's really hurt but

2362
01:49:02,440 --> 01:49:08,159
she takes the guy down and she finally

2363
01:49:04,599 --> 01:49:11,520
gets to her phone and Hawk answers he's

2364
01:49:08,159 --> 01:49:13,679
like hey baby you almost home and she's

2365
01:49:11,520 --> 01:49:17,159
like I killed someone and he's just like

2366
01:49:13,679 --> 01:49:22,040
I'm coming my notes say a true ride or

2367
01:49:17,159 --> 01:49:23,199
die yes like that's it okay so not quite

2368
01:49:22,040 --> 01:49:25,080
the same and a little a little bit more

2369
01:49:23,199 --> 01:49:26,760
morbid of a situation if I'm being

2370
01:49:25,080 --> 01:49:29,040
completely honest a little bit more

2371
01:49:26,760 --> 01:49:31,880
morbid different but also like still

2372
01:49:29,040 --> 01:49:36,199
more so like Vance had only been married

2373
01:49:31,880 --> 01:49:39,679
for like 5 months and I was at work and

2374
01:49:36,199 --> 01:49:42,199
my mom had texted me Vance my sister and

2375
01:49:39,679 --> 01:49:44,440
my brother-in-law that my dad had had a

2376
01:49:42,199 --> 01:49:46,040
heart attack and had to be LifeLight and

2377
01:49:44,440 --> 01:49:47,960
bless my mom's heart so like where my

2378
01:49:46,040 --> 01:49:50,679
parents live is in the middle of nowhere

2379
01:49:47,960 --> 01:49:51,760
there are there's a major town um they

2380
01:49:50,679 --> 01:49:53,840
live like right on like the North

2381
01:49:51,760 --> 01:49:56,400
Carolina Tennessee order there's a major

2382
01:49:53,840 --> 01:49:58,280
town 45 minutes east of them in North

2383
01:49:56,400 --> 01:50:00,679
Carolina and there's a major town 45

2384
01:49:58,280 --> 01:50:03,960
minutes west of them essentially in

2385
01:50:00,679 --> 01:50:06,080
Tennessee my mom had been in North

2386
01:50:03,960 --> 01:50:07,920
Carolina in that major town for this

2387
01:50:06,080 --> 01:50:09,920
like speaker convention I don't [ __ ]

2388
01:50:07,920 --> 01:50:11,639
know my dad got LIF flighted they live

2389
01:50:09,920 --> 01:50:15,480
in Tennessee he got

2390
01:50:11,639 --> 01:50:19,920
LifeLight to the Tennessee hospital M so

2391
01:50:15,480 --> 01:50:22,159
my mom text all of us um that like he

2392
01:50:19,920 --> 01:50:24,239
had to be hospitalized and had was was

2393
01:50:22,159 --> 01:50:26,000
taken to the hospital and my mind just

2394
01:50:24,239 --> 01:50:29,800
went completely blank on why I started

2395
01:50:26,000 --> 01:50:33,320
this story it was morbid and he's a true

2396
01:50:29,800 --> 01:50:35,719
Rider die and she called and said I just

2397
01:50:33,320 --> 01:50:37,400
killed someone and he said I'm coming

2398
01:50:35,719 --> 01:50:39,400
yeah the funny thing is I had a full

2399
01:50:37,400 --> 01:50:41,199
reason why I started this story and I

2400
01:50:39,400 --> 01:50:42,920
don't anymore I was trying to give it to

2401
01:50:41,199 --> 01:50:45,360
you no you really were something about

2402
01:50:42,920 --> 01:50:48,000
Vance you were only married for 5 months

2403
01:50:45,360 --> 01:50:51,320
oh no it was the phone call oh and how

2404
01:50:48,000 --> 01:50:53,280
he was like yeah baby what's up so Vance

2405
01:50:51,320 --> 01:50:55,960
hadn't seen these phone calls or these

2406
01:50:53,280 --> 01:50:58,040
this text come through and I leave work

2407
01:50:55,960 --> 01:50:59,760
early and I decide that I'm going to go

2408
01:50:58,040 --> 01:51:00,760
home because like my co-workers were

2409
01:50:59,760 --> 01:51:02,320
like what do you need I was like I need

2410
01:51:00,760 --> 01:51:05,079
to not be [ __ ] here they're like

2411
01:51:02,320 --> 01:51:07,560
you're right go home and like so sweet

2412
01:51:05,079 --> 01:51:10,000
so supportive but Vance calls me on the

2413
01:51:07,560 --> 01:51:15,040
way home hey baby what's up how's your

2414
01:51:10,000 --> 01:51:17,520
day not great oh oh what's up did you

2415
01:51:15,040 --> 01:51:19,800
read the text messages my mom sent you

2416
01:51:17,520 --> 01:51:22,119
no what's going on like it was like

2417
01:51:19,800 --> 01:51:23,679
legitimately like that phone like hey

2418
01:51:22,119 --> 01:51:25,280
like yeah

2419
01:51:23,679 --> 01:51:26,679
hey honey you almost home just had a

2420
01:51:25,280 --> 01:51:28,639
great workout on the way back to the

2421
01:51:26,679 --> 01:51:32,199
house what do you

2422
01:51:28,639 --> 01:51:34,480
need it was like literally that's like

2423
01:51:32,199 --> 01:51:37,079
obviously not that situation as far as I

2424
01:51:34,480 --> 01:51:40,280
had not killed someone but like just the

2425
01:51:37,079 --> 01:51:42,760
weirdest sensation of like knowing your

2426
01:51:40,280 --> 01:51:45,199
life is like potentially falling apart

2427
01:51:42,760 --> 01:51:47,840
fully shifting and talking hey what's up

2428
01:51:45,199 --> 01:51:49,960
oh my God can't wait to take this call

2429
01:51:47,840 --> 01:51:53,119
right and you're like no no come with me

2430
01:51:49,960 --> 01:51:55,920
on this journey yes like

2431
01:51:53,119 --> 01:51:58,800
yes it was it was that and like I was

2432
01:51:55,920 --> 01:51:59,800
like did did you get my mom's text no

2433
01:51:58,800 --> 01:52:02,560
what's

2434
01:51:59,800 --> 01:52:04,560
up well guess I'm going to be the one to

2435
01:52:02,560 --> 01:52:08,079
break the news yeah it was like that

2436
01:52:04,560 --> 01:52:11,560
yeah yeah so not saying I killed someone

2437
01:52:08,079 --> 01:52:14,159
get know but similar energy yeah yeah it

2438
01:52:11,560 --> 01:52:17,000
is a very disconcerting kind of phone

2439
01:52:14,159 --> 01:52:20,400
call to have yeah yeah baby having a

2440
01:52:17,000 --> 01:52:24,040
great day what's going on like well yeah

2441
01:52:20,400 --> 01:52:26,880
everything's could be about to change

2442
01:52:24,040 --> 01:52:29,040
um and so Hawk immediately shifts

2443
01:52:26,880 --> 01:52:31,760
obviously and he's like yep on my way

2444
01:52:29,040 --> 01:52:35,360
got you got this yep he shows up with

2445
01:52:31,760 --> 01:52:37,800
his brothers Missy is covered in blood

2446
01:52:35,360 --> 01:52:40,639
and really busted up this poor girl has

2447
01:52:37,800 --> 01:52:44,520
been busted up from the moment that she

2448
01:52:40,639 --> 01:52:46,119
meets him she is like busted up um

2449
01:52:44,520 --> 01:52:48,280
unfortunately probably busted up from

2450
01:52:46,119 --> 01:52:51,719
the time she got kicked out of her house

2451
01:52:48,280 --> 01:52:54,480
yeah she's been struggling for real um

2452
01:52:51,719 --> 01:52:56,840
but it is his brother Isaac that is down

2453
01:52:54,480 --> 01:52:59,920
the floor yeah it's his brother Isaac

2454
01:52:56,840 --> 01:53:03,840
from the CT I honestly wasn't I I did

2455
01:52:59,920 --> 01:53:06,520
not was a big gasp so it really was I

2456
01:53:03,840 --> 01:53:08,520
was not prepared for that to be Isaac

2457
01:53:06,520 --> 01:53:10,920
yes yeah it was

2458
01:53:08,520 --> 01:53:14,719
Isaac so

2459
01:53:10,920 --> 01:53:18,239
um she's like trying to explain to Hawk

2460
01:53:14,719 --> 01:53:20,960
like what he was saying to her and she's

2461
01:53:18,239 --> 01:53:23,520
like something about Katie's the chosen

2462
01:53:20,960 --> 01:53:26,480
one and hawk like hold up hold up hold

2463
01:53:23,520 --> 01:53:28,360
up does she have a birthmark and she's

2464
01:53:26,480 --> 01:53:29,719
like yeah she has a weird little cross

2465
01:53:28,360 --> 01:53:32,599
thing on her

2466
01:53:29,719 --> 01:53:35,320
sternum Grace had seen it at the park

2467
01:53:32,599 --> 01:53:37,280
that day when Katie had taken her shirt

2468
01:53:35,320 --> 01:53:40,320
off and was running around all

2469
01:53:37,280 --> 01:53:44,239
crazy and

2470
01:53:40,320 --> 01:53:46,199
um she was taken Grace they are putting

2471
01:53:44,239 --> 01:53:48,159
together Grace was taken because she was

2472
01:53:46,199 --> 01:53:50,560
trying to warn them that they needed to

2473
01:53:48,159 --> 01:53:53,400
hide Katie because the cult was coming

2474
01:53:50,560 --> 01:53:57,119
for her

2475
01:53:53,400 --> 01:54:00,000
so um Hawk is going into like full

2476
01:53:57,119 --> 01:54:01,679
protection mode yes and Katie's dad

2477
01:54:00,000 --> 01:54:03,840
won't answer the phone like they're

2478
01:54:01,679 --> 01:54:08,000
calling him over and over and over again

2479
01:54:03,840 --> 01:54:10,800
and he won't answer so they are not

2480
01:54:08,000 --> 01:54:12,719
calling the cops Missy is like am I

2481
01:54:10,800 --> 01:54:17,119
going to go to prison and they're like

2482
01:54:12,719 --> 01:54:19,400
baby girl shh like never speak of it

2483
01:54:17,119 --> 01:54:20,159
we'll take care of it go get your kid we

2484
01:54:19,400 --> 01:54:23,599
got

2485
01:54:20,159 --> 01:54:26,599
it so uh

2486
01:54:23,599 --> 01:54:29,440
they get to baby daddy's house and no

2487
01:54:26,599 --> 01:54:31,480
one will answer the door so no one's

2488
01:54:29,440 --> 01:54:33,719
answering the phone no one will answer

2489
01:54:31,480 --> 01:54:36,239
in the door God and The Neighbor comes

2490
01:54:33,719 --> 01:54:40,639
out and he says that he heard yelling

2491
01:54:36,239 --> 01:54:43,360
and that someone took off in a car um at

2492
01:54:40,639 --> 01:54:45,679
some point and he doesn't know if Katie

2493
01:54:43,360 --> 01:54:48,560
was with the person who got in the

2494
01:54:45,679 --> 01:54:53,400
car so they bust down the door and haot

2495
01:54:48,560 --> 01:54:56,159
goes in and um baby daddy is dead he's

2496
01:54:53,400 --> 01:55:00,639
been shot and they can't find Katie

2497
01:54:56,159 --> 01:55:03,159
anywhere so the cops show up and one

2498
01:55:00,639 --> 01:55:06,199
volunteers to take Missy back to the

2499
01:55:03,159 --> 01:55:09,679
station to get photos of Missy for an

2500
01:55:06,199 --> 01:55:13,719
amber alert and like to put stuff out

2501
01:55:09,679 --> 01:55:16,920
and um Hawk is like great idea because

2502
01:55:13,719 --> 01:55:19,119
he doesn't want her to see MH anything

2503
01:55:16,920 --> 01:55:21,000
right and yet I feel like this isn't

2504
01:55:19,119 --> 01:55:23,000
it's a terrible idea yeah it's a bad

2505
01:55:21,000 --> 01:55:25,400
idea let's not separate

2506
01:55:23,000 --> 01:55:27,719
yeah because it turns out he's a member

2507
01:55:25,400 --> 01:55:31,560
of the cult

2508
01:55:27,719 --> 01:55:34,880
and um he tells her that she made one

2509
01:55:31,560 --> 01:55:36,760
chosen one she can make another and she

2510
01:55:34,880 --> 01:55:39,239
realizes that means they don't have

2511
01:55:36,760 --> 01:55:41,719
Katie and she's like well thank [ __ ] for

2512
01:55:39,239 --> 01:55:43,159
that like where is Katie but at least

2513
01:55:41,719 --> 01:55:44,800
they don't have her yeah especially

2514
01:55:43,159 --> 01:55:48,119
where is Katie if Katie's biological

2515
01:55:44,800 --> 01:55:51,079
father is dead and had been the one with

2516
01:55:48,119 --> 01:55:55,520
her and someone took the baby right so

2517
01:55:51,079 --> 01:55:58,960
where is she so Missy is praying to baby

2518
01:55:55,520 --> 01:56:00,719
daddy to be like I know that like you

2519
01:55:58,960 --> 01:56:02,840
loved our daughter for what a [ __ ]

2520
01:56:00,719 --> 01:56:05,239
you were you loved our daughter like

2521
01:56:02,840 --> 01:56:09,520
please protect her like wherever you are

2522
01:56:05,239 --> 01:56:12,199
please take care of her so Hawk is

2523
01:56:09,520 --> 01:56:15,119
pissed at the cops because they keep

2524
01:56:12,199 --> 01:56:18,320
talking to the MC members and asking the

2525
01:56:15,119 --> 01:56:20,400
same questions over and over and they're

2526
01:56:18,320 --> 01:56:22,599
still just like more like interrogating

2527
01:56:20,400 --> 01:56:23,920
them and he's like we aren't getting to

2528
01:56:22,599 --> 01:56:26,239
where we actually need to get you are

2529
01:56:23,920 --> 01:56:28,360
wasting time investigating my brothers

2530
01:56:26,239 --> 01:56:31,679
right now where is Katie like why are

2531
01:56:28,360 --> 01:56:35,360
you doing this so um all of us love her

2532
01:56:31,679 --> 01:56:36,280
we've played Go Fish yeah yeah stop we

2533
01:56:35,360 --> 01:56:39,760
have a

2534
01:56:36,280 --> 01:56:41,520
connection so he is about to take off

2535
01:56:39,760 --> 01:56:44,800
and like go to the police station to

2536
01:56:41,520 --> 01:56:47,119
meet up with Missy when he hears Katie

2537
01:56:44,800 --> 01:56:48,880
calling out to him and he's like what

2538
01:56:47,119 --> 01:56:52,639
the [ __ ] he's like everybody shut the

2539
01:56:48,880 --> 01:56:55,719
[ __ ] up like everybody shut up and um it

2540
01:56:52,639 --> 01:57:01,079
turns out that her dad there was like a

2541
01:56:55,719 --> 01:57:03,719
um a old wooden box to like keep wood in

2542
01:57:01,079 --> 01:57:06,199
uhhuh and he had like put her in there

2543
01:57:03,719 --> 01:57:07,560
and told her to hide yeah he told her to

2544
01:57:06,199 --> 01:57:10,639
hide and be

2545
01:57:07,560 --> 01:57:13,880
quiet and so she had hidden and been

2546
01:57:10,639 --> 01:57:16,520
silent and while Hawk was pacing and

2547
01:57:13,880 --> 01:57:20,079
yelling about the cops she heard him and

2548
01:57:16,520 --> 01:57:22,320
started yelling for him yeah and so they

2549
01:57:20,079 --> 01:57:25,040
finally get her out father for something

2550
01:57:22,320 --> 01:57:27,880
I know I know at least he like protected

2551
01:57:25,040 --> 01:57:30,199
her so they finally get her out and she

2552
01:57:27,880 --> 01:57:32,320
tells the cops everything that she heard

2553
01:57:30,199 --> 01:57:33,960
and Hawk is super protective and the

2554
01:57:32,320 --> 01:57:36,239
guys are right there like the cops try

2555
01:57:33,960 --> 01:57:38,840
to take Katie from him and the guys are

2556
01:57:36,239 --> 01:57:42,079
like yeah we're not doing that um and so

2557
01:57:38,840 --> 01:57:45,760
the cops suddenly say he's like cuz

2558
01:57:42,079 --> 01:57:47,599
Katie is asking for Missy and question

2559
01:57:45,760 --> 01:57:48,520
and you may have said this earlier and I

2560
01:57:47,599 --> 01:57:50,440
may have missed it I thought they

2561
01:57:48,520 --> 01:57:52,639
weren't going to who who called the cops

2562
01:57:50,440 --> 01:57:54,760
who involved the neighbor the neighbor

2563
01:57:52,639 --> 01:57:56,840
called the cops okay sorry you probably

2564
01:57:54,760 --> 01:57:59,440
said that I miss no I didn't it they

2565
01:57:56,840 --> 01:58:01,159
heard a commotion but also with a dead

2566
01:57:59,440 --> 01:58:03,880
body like that they knew they had to

2567
01:58:01,159 --> 01:58:07,000
call the cops because Katie was gone and

2568
01:58:03,880 --> 01:58:08,719
they have baby daddy is dead right and

2569
01:58:07,000 --> 01:58:10,840
they all have a connection to him so

2570
01:58:08,719 --> 01:58:13,119
like hiding him would have been bad

2571
01:58:10,840 --> 01:58:14,960
anyway the neighbor that was kind of my

2572
01:58:13,119 --> 01:58:17,079
thought was I was like so the MC show

2573
01:58:14,960 --> 01:58:18,880
shows up and like Missy's like who's

2574
01:58:17,079 --> 01:58:20,719
calling the cops and they're like don't

2575
01:58:18,880 --> 01:58:25,599
do that quite yet but now the cops are

2576
01:58:20,719 --> 01:58:27,719
there so yes okay yeah um so the cops

2577
01:58:25,599 --> 01:58:29,800
never find out about

2578
01:58:27,719 --> 01:58:31,960
Isaac they didn't call the cops for

2579
01:58:29,800 --> 01:58:35,239
Isaac the MC cleaned up the apartment

2580
01:58:31,960 --> 01:58:38,239
and that body but not baby daddy

2581
01:58:35,239 --> 01:58:40,719
okay sorry all of it together there's a

2582
01:58:38,239 --> 01:58:45,880
lot of locations there's a lot of

2583
01:58:40,719 --> 01:58:49,000
locations and dead bodies um so

2584
01:58:45,880 --> 01:58:51,639
um the cops then tell Hawk that Missy

2585
01:58:49,000 --> 01:58:53,360
never made it to the station the cop

2586
01:58:51,639 --> 01:58:55,800
that

2587
01:58:53,360 --> 01:58:58,079
we he's not answering the radio they

2588
01:58:55,800 --> 01:59:00,079
don't know what's going on and he's like

2589
01:58:58,079 --> 01:59:03,560
obviously the cult took her and he

2590
01:59:00,079 --> 01:59:05,840
overhears the cops say an address in Ann

2591
01:59:03,560 --> 01:59:09,040
Arbor like they tracked the car they're

2592
01:59:05,840 --> 01:59:11,159
in Michigan by the way um so there's

2593
01:59:09,040 --> 01:59:14,480
some random address in Ian

2594
01:59:11,159 --> 01:59:17,560
Arbor so he gets jeem the bestie to come

2595
01:59:14,480 --> 01:59:20,280
get Katie um and is like well looks like

2596
01:59:17,560 --> 01:59:23,520
I'm going to get my woman and like all

2597
01:59:20,280 --> 01:59:26,440
his brothers take off so Miss's taken to

2598
01:59:23,520 --> 01:59:28,320
a house and the men tell her grace is

2599
01:59:26,440 --> 01:59:30,079
there and if she fights or runs they

2600
01:59:28,320 --> 01:59:33,520
will kill Grace and that's how they're

2601
01:59:30,079 --> 01:59:36,360
like controlling Missy at this point so

2602
01:59:33,520 --> 01:59:38,440
um she's locked in a room Grace is

2603
01:59:36,360 --> 01:59:39,920
really okay but she's freaking out and

2604
01:59:38,440 --> 01:59:42,239
she's like I swear I didn't tell them

2605
01:59:39,920 --> 01:59:44,480
anything those boys I was with that day

2606
01:59:42,239 --> 01:59:47,639
saw her I was trying to warn you she's

2607
01:59:44,480 --> 01:59:50,480
like really like guilty that all this

2608
01:59:47,639 --> 01:59:54,079
happened which obviously Missy is not

2609
01:59:50,480 --> 01:59:57,960
blaming her for not at all um but then

2610
01:59:54,079 --> 02:00:02,800
Grace's water breaks oh [ __ ] what what

2611
01:59:57,960 --> 02:00:05,520
is this book I know I know so um Missy

2612
02:00:02,800 --> 02:00:08,440
is like screaming for help and they

2613
02:00:05,520 --> 02:00:10,520
finally come and they tell her um that

2614
02:00:08,440 --> 02:00:12,599
she is going to make another chosen one

2615
02:00:10,520 --> 02:00:15,040
and they like haul her up and they're

2616
02:00:12,599 --> 02:00:17,639
like getting ready to like tie her down

2617
02:00:15,040 --> 02:00:19,920
and [ __ ] understand how birth marks work

2618
02:00:17,639 --> 02:00:21,560
no they don't or how like they don't

2619
02:00:19,920 --> 02:00:23,280
we're going to tie you down in 9 months

2620
02:00:21,560 --> 02:00:26,239
and the hopes that this second child has

2621
02:00:23,280 --> 02:00:28,760
a cross-shaped birth mark so I will tell

2622
02:00:26,239 --> 02:00:34,280
you I have a birth mark on the back of

2623
02:00:28,760 --> 02:00:35,560
my knee mhm that is red and it has like

2624
02:00:34,280 --> 02:00:38,960
three

2625
02:00:35,560 --> 02:00:42,679
lines and when I went to visit my

2626
02:00:38,960 --> 02:00:45,159
grandmother in her assisted living home

2627
02:00:42,679 --> 02:00:47,960
many years ago when I was a child this

2628
02:00:45,159 --> 02:00:50,040
old lady saw it and started screaming

2629
02:00:47,960 --> 02:00:53,159
her head off and said it was the mark of

2630
02:00:50,040 --> 02:00:57,599
the devil and apparent L if I had been

2631
02:00:53,159 --> 02:00:59,199
born like in the 16 or 1700s I probably

2632
02:00:57,599 --> 02:01:02,880
would have been killed because of this

2633
02:00:59,199 --> 02:01:05,679
birth mark what yeah yeah cuz I looked

2634
02:01:02,880 --> 02:01:07,639
it up later and apparently like it is

2635
02:01:05,679 --> 02:01:09,440
the belief that like if you have a red

2636
02:01:07,639 --> 02:01:11,960
birth mark that's shaped like that that

2637
02:01:09,440 --> 02:01:15,159
it's like the devil's handprint I was

2638
02:01:11,960 --> 02:01:16,880
like super I love that well okay that is

2639
02:01:15,159 --> 02:01:19,840
fascinating not where I thought we were

2640
02:01:16,880 --> 02:01:22,920
going cuz so when I had my son when I

2641
02:01:19,840 --> 02:01:25,239
had Ford Ford had had stork bites he had

2642
02:01:22,920 --> 02:01:29,320
one on the tip of his nose and he has a

2643
02:01:25,239 --> 02:01:31,760
little one just under his right eyebrow

2644
02:01:29,320 --> 02:01:34,199
and then he has one between his eyebrows

2645
02:01:31,760 --> 02:01:36,040
and I was like oh yeah this happens um

2646
02:01:34,199 --> 02:01:38,679
then I also noticed he has like almost a

2647
02:01:36,040 --> 02:01:40,520
square shaped red birth mark at the back

2648
02:01:38,679 --> 02:01:42,159
of his head and he has like a little

2649
02:01:40,520 --> 02:01:43,639
like normal like brown birth mark on the

2650
02:01:42,159 --> 02:01:46,639
bottom of his foot but for the ones on

2651
02:01:43,639 --> 02:01:49,400
his head they are all red my dad has an

2652
02:01:46,639 --> 02:01:52,400
identical Square birth mark on the back

2653
02:01:49,400 --> 02:01:55,119
of his head and several of my family

2654
02:01:52,400 --> 02:01:57,000
members have had that ex identical stork

2655
02:01:55,119 --> 02:01:59,079
bite like and I know stor bites are like

2656
02:01:57,000 --> 02:02:02,000
pretty common but like the exact

2657
02:01:59,079 --> 02:02:04,040
locations of like weird yeah so when you

2658
02:02:02,000 --> 02:02:06,480
said that like you had that I thought

2659
02:02:04,040 --> 02:02:09,360
you were going to say like you like your

2660
02:02:06,480 --> 02:02:11,199
like Grandmother Had a matching one and

2661
02:02:09,360 --> 02:02:12,639
I was like oh I was and then I was like

2662
02:02:11,199 --> 02:02:14,520
having this whole existential moment was

2663
02:02:12,639 --> 02:02:17,360
like holy [ __ ] are the shapes of birth

2664
02:02:14,520 --> 02:02:20,480
marks gen like genetic and I neverbe

2665
02:02:17,360 --> 02:02:24,440
they are maybe I don't know cuz I also

2666
02:02:20,480 --> 02:02:26,599
had a mole that looked like a um a

2667
02:02:24,440 --> 02:02:29,079
bullseye like it was dark and then light

2668
02:02:26,599 --> 02:02:30,920
and then dark in the middle huh super

2669
02:02:29,079 --> 02:02:34,000
cool but they were like hey this could

2670
02:02:30,920 --> 02:02:36,159
be cancer so I don't have it anymore but

2671
02:02:34,000 --> 02:02:38,719
I was like oh my God that's exactly what

2672
02:02:36,159 --> 02:02:41,639
they looked at for witches for like a

2673
02:02:38,719 --> 02:02:43,320
nipple to feed your your familiar or

2674
02:02:41,639 --> 02:02:45,280
whatever and then I have this [ __ ]

2675
02:02:43,320 --> 02:02:48,000
birth I I would have been dead you would

2676
02:02:45,280 --> 02:02:50,199
have with a swiftness oh my God I would

2677
02:02:48,000 --> 02:02:52,119
have been dead you would not have

2678
02:02:50,199 --> 02:02:54,119
survived I would not have survived Sal

2679
02:02:52,119 --> 02:02:57,079
and not even because like were you over

2680
02:02:54,119 --> 02:02:59,719
Salem when you worked for like was was

2681
02:02:57,079 --> 02:03:02,239
wasn't Salem one of your regions that

2682
02:02:59,719 --> 02:03:04,119
was in my region but like not even

2683
02:03:02,239 --> 02:03:05,760
because people are like I am the

2684
02:03:04,119 --> 02:03:08,840
descendants of the witches that you

2685
02:03:05,760 --> 02:03:11,199
failed to kill not any of that literally

2686
02:03:08,840 --> 02:03:13,599
just because of my weird [ __ ] birth

2687
02:03:11,199 --> 02:03:15,840
marks you're like I'm just trying to

2688
02:03:13,599 --> 02:03:17,800
live my life and have some birth marks

2689
02:03:15,840 --> 02:03:20,400
I'm not trying to like Manifest this

2690
02:03:17,800 --> 02:03:22,520
energy or call these Spirits I'm just

2691
02:03:20,400 --> 02:03:27,520
trying to live y'all not trying to have

2692
02:03:22,520 --> 02:03:30,480
a familiar I I like cats but like I like

2693
02:03:27,520 --> 02:03:32,119
cats but not like that I mean like I

2694
02:03:30,480 --> 02:03:33,760
don't want to [ __ ] a cat and it seems

2695
02:03:32,119 --> 02:03:36,280
like y are almost at that level with

2696
02:03:33,760 --> 02:03:37,800
your there's a lot there yeah I'm not

2697
02:03:36,280 --> 02:03:40,599
into

2698
02:03:37,800 --> 02:03:44,599
it but anyway

2699
02:03:40,599 --> 02:03:48,119
sorry okay where yeah so she gets hauled

2700
02:03:44,599 --> 02:03:51,800
up in front of the prophet and um The

2701
02:03:48,119 --> 02:03:55,760
Prophet's like 80 and it's a whole hot

2702
02:03:51,800 --> 02:03:57,840
shitty mess and he's a douchebag and

2703
02:03:55,760 --> 02:04:00,199
she's like well I did kill that guy you

2704
02:03:57,840 --> 02:04:03,079
sent for me and they all start to freak

2705
02:04:00,199 --> 02:04:04,840
out cuz they they didn't know that Isaac

2706
02:04:03,079 --> 02:04:06,280
was dead right one of them said we

2707
02:04:04,840 --> 02:04:10,520
haven't heard from Isaac and she's like

2708
02:04:06,280 --> 02:04:14,480
oh Isaac's dead cuz I killed him like

2709
02:04:10,520 --> 02:04:16,679
yeah so um then the Men start saying

2710
02:04:14,480 --> 02:04:19,239
that they don't think that she is pure

2711
02:04:16,679 --> 02:04:21,400
enough for the

2712
02:04:19,239 --> 02:04:22,360
Prophet The Prophet is the one to

2713
02:04:21,400 --> 02:04:26,800
impress

2714
02:04:22,360 --> 02:04:28,679
yeah it's lots of ick um and so um he

2715
02:04:26,800 --> 02:04:31,559
says well this is easy just bring the

2716
02:04:28,679 --> 02:04:34,760
snakes and we'll test her the [ __ ]

2717
02:04:31,559 --> 02:04:36,679
snakes the [ __ ] snakes bro so then

2718
02:04:34,760 --> 02:04:38,559
just as they're bringing the snakes out

2719
02:04:36,679 --> 02:04:39,400
someone starts yelling that the bikers

2720
02:04:38,559 --> 02:04:42,239
are

2721
02:04:39,400 --> 02:04:44,960
here and all the men except the prophet

2722
02:04:42,239 --> 02:04:48,040
run like everybody like cuts and run

2723
02:04:44,960 --> 02:04:49,960
they're like when we're done and so the

2724
02:04:48,040 --> 02:04:52,320
prophet says that if he's going to die

2725
02:04:49,960 --> 02:04:55,679
he's taking Missy with him and he lights

2726
02:04:52,320 --> 02:04:58,320
the room on fire so

2727
02:04:55,679 --> 02:05:01,360
then Hawk is a man on a

2728
02:04:58,320 --> 02:05:06,280
mission and they find Grace and she

2729
02:05:01,360 --> 02:05:08,599
tells him that Missy is here she's okay

2730
02:05:06,280 --> 02:05:10,920
like and he's starting to realize like

2731
02:05:08,599 --> 02:05:13,040
he loves Missy like this is really bad

2732
02:05:10,920 --> 02:05:16,880
like he needs her back and he's freaking

2733
02:05:13,040 --> 02:05:19,440
out Grace goes to the hospital they find

2734
02:05:16,880 --> 02:05:22,920
Missy behind a wall of fire with the

2735
02:05:19,440 --> 02:05:26,360
prophet and so um Bishop gets everybody

2736
02:05:22,920 --> 02:05:28,119
else out of the house Hawk gets Missy um

2737
02:05:26,360 --> 02:05:30,559
he knocks the Propet over and this whole

2738
02:05:28,119 --> 02:05:32,800
thing he gets Missy out of window and on

2739
02:05:30,559 --> 02:05:36,440
his way out he releases all the snakes

2740
02:05:32,800 --> 02:05:40,000
and just listens to the prophet die

2741
02:05:36,440 --> 02:05:43,880
scream and um he tells Missy they have

2742
02:05:40,000 --> 02:05:47,000
Katie Grace is safe everything is

2743
02:05:43,880 --> 02:05:49,760
okay and it's all lots of relief all

2744
02:05:47,000 --> 02:05:53,040
around right so then two weeks later

2745
02:05:49,760 --> 02:05:55,840
Missy and Katie are at the baby daddy's

2746
02:05:53,040 --> 02:05:58,040
funeral and she feels nothing but

2747
02:05:55,840 --> 02:05:59,599
gratitude that he Protected Their baby

2748
02:05:58,040 --> 02:06:01,480
in the end like she doesn't have any

2749
02:05:59,599 --> 02:06:04,400
bitterness towards him she's just really

2750
02:06:01,480 --> 02:06:07,800
grateful that he was quick enough and

2751
02:06:04,400 --> 02:06:10,719
put Katie Safety First yeah um Hawk is

2752
02:06:07,800 --> 02:06:12,920
waiting for them outside um Katie has

2753
02:06:10,719 --> 02:06:15,639
been struggling with a lot of nightmares

2754
02:06:12,920 --> 02:06:18,320
and she often wants Hawk like she

2755
02:06:15,639 --> 02:06:22,040
reaches for Hawk to feel

2756
02:06:18,320 --> 02:06:24,880
safe and um it's all very sweet he's

2757
02:06:22,040 --> 02:06:26,920
very very sweet with her and then Hawk

2758
02:06:24,880 --> 02:06:31,360
takes them to the hospital to check in

2759
02:06:26,920 --> 02:06:34,480
with Grace um she named one of her twins

2760
02:06:31,360 --> 02:06:36,400
after Missy um but she is planning to go

2761
02:06:34,480 --> 02:06:39,239
back to the valley so even though they

2762
02:06:36,400 --> 02:06:41,599
killed the prophet the the cult is not

2763
02:06:39,239 --> 02:06:44,679
over yeah the cult still exists for sure

2764
02:06:41,599 --> 02:06:46,639
like that's still her life so when Missy

2765
02:06:44,679 --> 02:06:50,440
and Katie or when Missy and grace are

2766
02:06:46,639 --> 02:06:53,199
alone she asks why why would you stay

2767
02:06:50,440 --> 02:06:55,679
like not judging just honestly like why

2768
02:06:53,199 --> 02:06:57,400
would you do that and Grace says that

2769
02:06:55,679 --> 02:07:00,520
she loves her husband and that he's a

2770
02:06:57,400 --> 02:07:02,360
good father um but also she knows that

2771
02:07:00,520 --> 02:07:04,320
if the valley doesn't make some some

2772
02:07:02,360 --> 02:07:06,719
major changes now that the prophet has

2773
02:07:04,320 --> 02:07:09,520
died um that she will leave that she

2774
02:07:06,719 --> 02:07:12,520
can't raise her daughters in this

2775
02:07:09,520 --> 02:07:14,760
mhm um but also that she will give up

2776
02:07:12,520 --> 02:07:17,559
her freedom for her children so like if

2777
02:07:14,760 --> 02:07:21,400
she can't also get her kids out she will

2778
02:07:17,559 --> 02:07:24,199
stay so um gra I entirely understand

2779
02:07:21,400 --> 02:07:26,520
yeah yeah absolutely um so then Grace's

2780
02:07:24,199 --> 02:07:28,159
husband show shows up and so they all

2781
02:07:26,520 --> 02:07:29,480
take off because they don't want any

2782
02:07:28,159 --> 02:07:33,360
conflict they don't want to make things

2783
02:07:29,480 --> 02:07:36,880
harder on Grace yeah so then it's two

2784
02:07:33,360 --> 02:07:40,119
months later um Hawk finds Missy in the

2785
02:07:36,880 --> 02:07:44,239
stor room of the bar and sees a bandage

2786
02:07:40,119 --> 02:07:48,159
like on her hip and he goes immediate

2787
02:07:44,239 --> 02:07:52,639
caveman thinking that she's hurt um and

2788
02:07:48,159 --> 02:07:55,440
she actually got a swayy tattoo

2789
02:07:52,639 --> 02:07:58,000
and she says if we ever break up I I can

2790
02:07:55,440 --> 02:08:00,000
just tell people I'm a big fan and then

2791
02:07:58,000 --> 02:08:02,079
he [ __ ] her from behind lots of

2792
02:08:00,000 --> 02:08:05,119
Declarations of

2793
02:08:02,079 --> 02:08:08,800
Love um and then he also gives her the

2794
02:08:05,119 --> 02:08:10,559
paperwork to get her GED um if she wants

2795
02:08:08,800 --> 02:08:12,119
to because he knows that that was

2796
02:08:10,559 --> 02:08:13,920
something that had been important to her

2797
02:08:12,119 --> 02:08:15,480
before and he said it's whatever makes

2798
02:08:13,920 --> 02:08:17,599
you happy if you want to work in the bar

2799
02:08:15,480 --> 02:08:19,119
forever work in the bar forever but if

2800
02:08:17,599 --> 02:08:21,599
you want to go back to school like I'm

2801
02:08:19,119 --> 02:08:24,880
here for you

2802
02:08:21,599 --> 02:08:27,440
so then a year later it is Katie's first

2803
02:08:24,880 --> 02:08:29,280
day of kindergarten and Missy is like

2804
02:08:27,440 --> 02:08:31,840
yelling up the stairs for her and she's

2805
02:08:29,280 --> 02:08:34,840
not answering and so she like hauls up

2806
02:08:31,840 --> 02:08:36,960
the stairs and she hears Katie telling

2807
02:08:34,840 --> 02:08:40,599
Hawk that she's really scared to go to

2808
02:08:36,960 --> 02:08:42,960
school um and Hawk is very sweet and

2809
02:08:40,599 --> 02:08:45,840
reassures her that everything is going

2810
02:08:42,960 --> 02:08:47,400
to be fine you have plenty of family

2811
02:08:45,840 --> 02:08:49,400
like we're not worried about it it's

2812
02:08:47,400 --> 02:08:51,199
okay if those kids don't like you like

2813
02:08:49,400 --> 02:08:53,880
it's not like everybody's going to love

2814
02:08:51,199 --> 02:08:57,960
you you he's like who gives a [ __ ] like

2815
02:08:53,880 --> 02:09:01,320
kids are stupid um which is very on

2816
02:08:57,960 --> 02:09:04,440
brand so um then as they're getting

2817
02:09:01,320 --> 02:09:07,079
ready to leave they hear motorcycles

2818
02:09:04,440 --> 02:09:10,520
coming down the street and he sends

2819
02:09:07,079 --> 02:09:13,440
Katie out to see who's here right and he

2820
02:09:10,520 --> 02:09:15,800
tells Missy that um he wanted everyone

2821
02:09:13,440 --> 02:09:19,440
to know who they'd be messing with if

2822
02:09:15,800 --> 02:09:22,559
they [ __ ] with his kid and the whole

2823
02:09:19,440 --> 02:09:24,760
club showed up to take take her to her

2824
02:09:22,559 --> 02:09:28,880
first day of kindergarten so that she

2825
02:09:24,760 --> 02:09:31,800
would feel safe and okay um and it's so

2826
02:09:28,880 --> 02:09:33,639
cute and he said um the whole club

2827
02:09:31,800 --> 02:09:36,320
wanted to be there it's not like he made

2828
02:09:33,639 --> 02:09:38,280
them show up they wanted to come um

2829
02:09:36,320 --> 02:09:40,280
because that's her family and family

2830
02:09:38,280 --> 02:09:42,960
should be there for all of her big

2831
02:09:40,280 --> 02:09:45,440
firsts um and it's lots more

2832
02:09:42,960 --> 02:09:48,239
Declarations of love and just happiness

2833
02:09:45,440 --> 02:09:52,000
all around and that's the

2834
02:09:48,239 --> 02:09:54,559
end it's a journey yeah I find that

2835
02:09:52,000 --> 02:09:56,679
that's true of all motorcycle romances

2836
02:09:54,559 --> 02:09:59,840
true where I'm like okay and then I'm

2837
02:09:56,679 --> 02:10:02,639
like wait a minute I feel like the only

2838
02:09:59,840 --> 02:10:06,800
person whose like motorcycle club

2839
02:10:02,639 --> 02:10:09,320
romances haven't seemed like

2840
02:10:06,800 --> 02:10:13,079
completely out of left field to me have

2841
02:10:09,320 --> 02:10:15,480
been like Kristen Ashley MC romances

2842
02:10:13,079 --> 02:10:18,199
where I'm like oh that's because like

2843
02:10:15,480 --> 02:10:20,679
she every Kristen Ashley book is the

2844
02:10:18,199 --> 02:10:23,119
same main character yeah we're just

2845
02:10:20,679 --> 02:10:26,000
changing their job you know and so I

2846
02:10:23,119 --> 02:10:28,360
think that's why that one we can call

2847
02:10:26,000 --> 02:10:30,679
them the leader of an MC we can call

2848
02:10:28,360 --> 02:10:33,800
them a private eye for all like care

2849
02:10:30,679 --> 02:10:36,400
they're still the same Alpha former Navy

2850
02:10:33,800 --> 02:10:38,079
SEAL it doesn't matter

2851
02:10:36,400 --> 02:10:42,360
1,000%

2852
02:10:38,079 --> 02:10:45,679
yeah so this is

2853
02:10:42,360 --> 02:10:48,320
a that that was a journey yeah I feel

2854
02:10:45,679 --> 02:10:51,800
like a lot of these are very much like

2855
02:10:48,320 --> 02:10:54,280
early o soap operas yes where it's like

2856
02:10:51,800 --> 02:10:57,159
and then there's an identical twin and

2857
02:10:54,280 --> 02:11:00,440
it's like she didn't really die and it's

2858
02:10:57,159 --> 02:11:02,360
like okay all right I signed up for this

2859
02:11:00,440 --> 02:11:05,000
you're like I'm sorry I watched her get

2860
02:11:02,360 --> 02:11:08,440
cremated but sure I'll suspend belief

2861
02:11:05,000 --> 02:11:10,599
that she's back now it's fine she just

2862
02:11:08,440 --> 02:11:13,079
resolved her contract dispute with

2863
02:11:10,599 --> 02:11:14,960
producers so now she's

2864
02:11:13,079 --> 02:11:17,880
back like how are we going to walk

2865
02:11:14,960 --> 02:11:21,480
ourselves out of this

2866
02:11:17,880 --> 02:11:24,280
one yeah Drake Romero was that his name

2867
02:11:21,480 --> 02:11:26,440
what was the what was Joey's name on

2868
02:11:24,280 --> 02:11:28,280
friends oh I think it was Drake

2869
02:11:26,440 --> 02:11:30,639
something it was Drake

2870
02:11:28,280 --> 02:11:33,520
something it might not be Romero I don't

2871
02:11:30,639 --> 02:11:35,119
remember no I think it's not Romero but

2872
02:11:33,520 --> 02:11:36,400
I'll have this is going to bother me now

2873
02:11:35,119 --> 02:11:39,400
I'll figure it out in the future it's

2874
02:11:36,400 --> 02:11:42,119
not relevant what's our ratings scale

2875
02:11:39,400 --> 02:11:44,599
snakes snakes yeah

2876
02:11:42,119 --> 02:11:46,559
snakes Okay how many snakes is this out

2877
02:11:44,599 --> 02:11:48,800
of

2878
02:11:46,559 --> 02:11:51,760
um I'm going to

2879
02:11:48,800 --> 02:11:54,040
say like

2880
02:11:51,760 --> 02:11:59,599
seven cuz that's the Lord's

2881
02:11:54,040 --> 02:11:59,599
number sure we can do seven I'll go

2882
02:12:00,079 --> 02:12:08,199
like four out of seven that's what seven

2883
02:12:04,599 --> 02:12:11,440
yeah because the thing is like stuff

2884
02:12:08,199 --> 02:12:13,960
like her parents and all of this like

2885
02:12:11,440 --> 02:12:17,480
angsty [ __ ] with her parents never comes

2886
02:12:13,960 --> 02:12:19,559
back stuff with like Hawk's dad who

2887
02:12:17,480 --> 02:12:22,520
showed up for that one minute and then

2888
02:12:19,559 --> 02:12:24,480
was gone never comes back and never gets

2889
02:12:22,520 --> 02:12:25,679
resolved so there's a lot of this stuff

2890
02:12:24,480 --> 02:12:29,559
that's

2891
02:12:25,679 --> 02:12:32,199
like yeah but also the story was

2892
02:12:29,559 --> 02:12:35,679
interesting and Hawk was very sweet and

2893
02:12:32,199 --> 02:12:39,760
Katie was very cute and like it was a

2894
02:12:35,679 --> 02:12:43,239
fun read yeah yeah and I really

2895
02:12:39,760 --> 02:12:45,159
appreciated Missy's tenacity yeah that

2896
02:12:43,239 --> 02:12:49,159
is another thing I liked that it wasn't

2897
02:12:45,159 --> 02:12:51,400
like she was so independent that she

2898
02:12:49,159 --> 02:12:54,440
would not allow help and like made her

2899
02:12:51,400 --> 02:12:57,079
life harder yes but she wasn't so

2900
02:12:54,440 --> 02:12:58,639
helpless that she was like a hot shitty

2901
02:12:57,079 --> 02:13:01,119
mess the whole time just waiting for a

2902
02:12:58,639 --> 02:13:02,960
man mhm it was like this weird happy

2903
02:13:01,119 --> 02:13:04,239
medium that you don't usually see yeah

2904
02:13:02,960 --> 02:13:06,800
where she's like I can take care of

2905
02:13:04,239 --> 02:13:08,480
myself and if something can like come in

2906
02:13:06,800 --> 02:13:12,360
that is adding to my life I will

2907
02:13:08,480 --> 02:13:14,920
consider it but like my life is not easy

2908
02:13:12,360 --> 02:13:17,639
yeah but I'm also not going to like

2909
02:13:14,920 --> 02:13:21,400
shift on a moment's notice exactly for

2910
02:13:17,639 --> 02:13:23,159
some random dick exactly yes yeah yeah

2911
02:13:21,400 --> 02:13:25,040
which I appreciate so I would say a

2912
02:13:23,159 --> 02:13:29,679
comfortable four out of seven snakes

2913
02:13:25,040 --> 02:13:32,159
four out of seven snakes yeah yeah it

2914
02:13:29,679 --> 02:13:36,400
motorcycle romances are hard because

2915
02:13:32,159 --> 02:13:38,599
again and and like also the the um uh

2916
02:13:36,400 --> 02:13:40,639
security guy never came back he got shot

2917
02:13:38,599 --> 02:13:43,040
in the hand and then was like cool with

2918
02:13:40,639 --> 02:13:45,079
it he never came back I was waiting for

2919
02:13:43,040 --> 02:13:47,119
him to show up and like [ __ ] things up

2920
02:13:45,079 --> 02:13:49,119
yeah like he was going to try and attack

2921
02:13:47,119 --> 02:13:51,880
Missy again or something that would make

2922
02:13:49,119 --> 02:13:54,840
sense honestly that's like when you said

2923
02:13:51,880 --> 02:13:57,599
it was Isaac and her like I didn't know

2924
02:13:54,840 --> 02:13:59,520
I was like it could be so many people

2925
02:13:57,599 --> 02:14:02,199
like it it was probably just a random

2926
02:13:59,520 --> 02:14:03,239
person from The Cult right like it like

2927
02:14:02,199 --> 02:14:05,079
I was like it could have been the dude

2928
02:14:03,239 --> 02:14:06,599
who got shot in the hand for groping her

2929
02:14:05,079 --> 02:14:08,960
it could have been any number of people

2930
02:14:06,599 --> 02:14:10,639
could have been any number yeah so yeah

2931
02:14:08,960 --> 02:14:12,119
that's another thing that like I feel

2932
02:14:10,639 --> 02:14:14,440
like there were some missed

2933
02:14:12,119 --> 02:14:15,400
opportunities with it but like it was

2934
02:14:14,440 --> 02:14:18,119
still

2935
02:14:15,400 --> 02:14:19,800
enjoyable um well and also on the flip

2936
02:14:18,119 --> 02:14:22,079
side I think we've equally read those

2937
02:14:19,800 --> 02:14:25,599
books where they like they do try and

2938
02:14:22,079 --> 02:14:30,239
make sure that no stone is left unturned

2939
02:14:25,599 --> 02:14:31,760
and they give all of that like we we get

2940
02:14:30,239 --> 02:14:33,199
clarification on the dude who got shot

2941
02:14:31,760 --> 02:14:35,079
in the hand we get clarification on the

2942
02:14:33,199 --> 02:14:36,719
dad like we get clarification all of it

2943
02:14:35,079 --> 02:14:40,360
but at the end of it you're like [ __ ]

2944
02:14:36,719 --> 02:14:42,599
a it was 600 pages and I did not care

2945
02:14:40,360 --> 02:14:44,599
that much I was waiting for Robert to be

2946
02:14:42,599 --> 02:14:46,760
like the the security guy to be like

2947
02:14:44,599 --> 02:14:49,280
secretly a part of the cult or something

2948
02:14:46,760 --> 02:14:51,840
like I was waiting for something yes um

2949
02:14:49,280 --> 02:14:54,400
but that's okay cuz again it was still

2950
02:14:51,840 --> 02:14:56,960
enjoyable it was still very sweet and

2951
02:14:54,400 --> 02:14:59,960
like and not overly complicated yes it

2952
02:14:56,960 --> 02:15:01,480
was a warm fuzzy read um so I'm

2953
02:14:59,960 --> 02:15:03,280
comfortable with a four out of seven

2954
02:15:01,480 --> 02:15:05,559
definitely let us know your thoughts if

2955
02:15:03,280 --> 02:15:07,559
you read it yes let us know what you

2956
02:15:05,559 --> 02:15:09,440
would rate it how many snakes what kind

2957
02:15:07,559 --> 02:15:11,880
of snake is our rating system cuz that's

2958
02:15:09,440 --> 02:15:14,480
a whole other conversation Copperhead

2959
02:15:11,880 --> 02:15:16,360
yeah that is an option yeah yeah I would

2960
02:15:14,480 --> 02:15:18,599
go Copperhead feels more intimidated

2961
02:15:16,360 --> 02:15:20,679
than like a little garden snake sure

2962
02:15:18,599 --> 02:15:23,599
yeah I wouldn't go water moccasin cuz

2963
02:15:20,679 --> 02:15:25,840
I'm genuinely terrified of those this

2964
02:15:23,599 --> 02:15:30,559
book didn't seem scary enough to justify

2965
02:15:25,840 --> 02:15:32,840
water moccasin no yeah so I would agree

2966
02:15:30,559 --> 02:15:34,480
yeah four out of seven choose your own

2967
02:15:32,840 --> 02:15:39,440
snake

2968
02:15:34,480 --> 02:15:40,960
adventure heo and oh yeah that honestly

2969
02:15:39,440 --> 02:15:43,400
that worked on more levels than I had

2970
02:15:40,960 --> 02:15:46,440
even anticipated I did I didn't give

2971
02:15:43,400 --> 02:15:51,960
myself enough credit damn yeah way to go

2972
02:15:46,440 --> 02:15:55,800
okay don't forget to um like subscribe

2973
02:15:51,960 --> 02:15:58,320
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2974
02:15:55,800 --> 02:16:01,079
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2975
02:15:58,320 --> 02:16:03,280
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2976
02:16:01,079 --> 02:16:05,639
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2977
02:16:03,280 --> 02:16:08,079
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2978
02:16:05,639 --> 02:16:09,599
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2979
02:16:08,079 --> 02:16:11,679
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2980
02:16:09,599 --> 02:16:13,760
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2981
02:16:11,679 --> 02:16:15,239
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2982
02:16:13,760 --> 02:16:17,040
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2983
02:16:15,239 --> 02:16:18,400
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2984
02:16:17,040 --> 02:16:21,760
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2985
02:16:18,400 --> 02:16:24,719
time smut [ __ ] bye smut puppies

2986
02:16:21,760 --> 02:16:27,559
well that's it for this week's mut [ __ ]

2987
02:16:24,719 --> 02:16:30,320
we hope it was good for you cuz it sure

2988
02:16:27,559 --> 02:16:32,800
was great for us if you're digging what

2989
02:16:30,320 --> 02:16:34,359
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2990
02:16:32,800 --> 02:16:37,599
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2991
02:16:34,359 --> 02:16:40,120
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2992
02:16:37,599 --> 02:16:44,960
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2993
02:16:40,120 --> 02:16:49,799
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2994
02:16:44,960 --> 02:16:54,989
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2995
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