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that you can suffer a little bit and

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create something new through that suffering experience

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and then that expands your being, which expands

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source, which is the reason we come to

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physical. We are taught to demon eyes all

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suffering and demon it for life. Oh, that

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horrible thing that happened to when with your

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child that's so terrible. It's awful. That should

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have never been, and I'm like, no. That

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was the best thing that ever happened to

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Welcome to the stream of Day podcast my

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guest today is Lorraine Island.

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Lorraine lorraine is a sole intuitive,

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insightful life coach, philosopher, and spiritual teacher.

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She is the creator of insight and awareness,

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which offers books,

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online courses workshops, intensive retreats in private sessions.

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Our life purpose is to teach others about

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the importance of self reflection and soul expression.

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Welcome,

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good see you... Happy... Yeah. Lovely to talk

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to you again. I'm looking forward to it.

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Yeah. I was just on your podcast. Maybe

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just a week ago or so? Yeah. Yeah.

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And it was an interesting conversation. I think

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we worked out that we could talk all

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day if we were let loose So... And

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and very similar in the way that we

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look at things and explore things, which I

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really love. Always

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no to meet a kindred spirit.

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that I read your book because that would

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not be true. I looked through your book

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in great detail.

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I kept stopping and thinking yes. Yes. Yes.

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This is it. This is

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and the part that really struck me that

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I like that I didn't haven't really talked

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spiritual ego.

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Love to get into because that... That's a

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that's kind of a thing in our world

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Oh, absolutely. And and the way that I

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write all my books is so that you

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can open a page and just explore a

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concept.

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got. That's the idea of it. You know,

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it's it's a bit heavier,

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getting a concept to explore.

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spiritual ego, what I found.

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criticism on anyone. Because I've done it myself

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is that we follow trends and we look

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for results. If I do this, will I

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feel this way will I get what I

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and it makes us lose that sense of

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individuality and ego together. You know I'm defending

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my rights. I'm, you know, I've watched people

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use. Oh, I'm I'm just telling the truth

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and they're offend people and they're being nasty

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and spite, but it's the truth that this

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you you might understand the truth and you

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can explain it in a way

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that lets you hold to your individuality without

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causing extreme harm to other people.

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you discount everything, and you actually put a

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over your soul and operate from that that

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often saying the right words but the energy

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really started to explore spiritual. I had a

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she was an abuse victim, and she was

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again, and then she come back

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she said that she met someone

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who talked very similar to me, and she

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followed him, but she actually walked into, like

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trusting these words and I said no. What

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what did you see that backed up any

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of those words, How did it feel? She

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was constantly scared

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I was doing the wrong thing,

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victim hood and getting you to a align

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you know, I'll get this right, and then

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I'll be a special person too. That was

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the trap. So she's doing really well now,

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which is brilliant.

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this if we don't understand

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spiritual ego

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because it opens a door to a lot

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of people that walking with really good intentions.

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especially for people that are, you know, that

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had had abusive or toxic

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relationships or, you know, really struggling to understand

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their own individuality.

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pull into your shame of I'm not getting

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this right

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instead of recognizing

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everything in within me saying this isn't right.

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at least explore and be very open to

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how easy it is for us all to

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I I always say that Ego serves to

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overs shadow source. It's sort of this duality.

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duality that we operate in. And your ego

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is sort of overs that. And then when

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something new that you found that you're really

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excited about it, it starts changing your life.

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spiritual awakening,

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you wanna shot up from the rooftops, which

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is great, but you also now believe that

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you have the keys to the universe, and

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therefore,

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you're superior in some way.

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this. I I've heard all of this stuff

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it's okay to believe that you're worthy of

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the universe because we're all expressions of source.

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I'm superior thing,

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source is not present in that.

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doesn't believe in source the atheist, you know,

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the somebody that really believes in in religion

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in a very devout way,

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they they are no better or worse than

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anyone else, we're all the same in that

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this very early, which I think was, I

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truth, you know, Like I, I...

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a friendship, and a friendship needs to have

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mutual respect for it to work.

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is really happy to walk beside me as

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a friend.

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to be a good friend to source,

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and that mutual respects

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respect keeps that

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in the relationship. If we then use

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truth or source or the the concept of

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of it. We're not aligned with it. We're

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not having a friendship with it. We're abusing

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it just where they are in their experience

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and some people would stay there, and some

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people move through that and move I certainly,

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thing going on. A little... I'm gonna save

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the world. I'm gonna change the world with

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this, and I saw very quickly that no.

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with people who are aligned with it. And

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ready for it, I don't mean

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you've... You're worthy of it now. I just

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mean that you're aligned with it. We really

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tint of religion if you think about it.

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mindset and modalities, and it kind of just

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your spiritual. And that's

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spiritual part means so many different things to

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we're tribal. We want to fit into a

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tribe. We want to feel a sense of

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us, and there's nothing wrong with that. But

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a real honest,

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collective of people like consciousness is a collective

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is all individuals holding to their individuality

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within that collective.

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molding,

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what someone should think,

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behave, all those kind of things,

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then all of a sudden, we've got to

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dictate a shit, which is now you're turning

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into a religion. That that's how I appreciate

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the 2. Right? Is is okay. You'd layer

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in deities and worship. Well, now you're not,

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you know, spiritual religion certainly intersect, but Yeah.

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big tent. There was even a woman there

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with a cape and a wand.

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she led us in a prayer, and it

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and I am... I don't identify as Christian.

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I'm not a Christian you know, I have

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not been in a long time. But it

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was a lovely prayer, and I part took,

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and I bowed my head, I gave it

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power. You know, sheep she, this is what

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she believes and and this is a lovely

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moment. If the woman next to me. I

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don't know she was she grabbed me. She

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says, she's not doing it right. We're supposed

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to be outside and bare feet.

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I'm like, well, you know, if there's whether

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it's source or God, I don't think we're

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getting canceled because we're not doing it.

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And and all those things have a place,

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you know, like, if if that works for

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you and sometimes in... When especially when people,

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you know, Our will turned upside down. We're

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looking for rituals where we're looking for something

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for comfort.

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So could have a pint, but it's just

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that

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dictatorship and you know, I always... I, this

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is terrible, but I always look for... When

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I'm in a religious

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at a religious person's funeral. I wait for

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the

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the ind inauguration

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conversation to start from the pulpit, You know,

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like, okay. And I've seen this...

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I won't say what church, and I won't

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say what funeral was. But I seen this

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guy put his arms out. He said all

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those here

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today

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that aren't part of this church. You're damned

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to hell.

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I was like, we're here to celebrate someone

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else's locked. Yeah. That has nothing to do

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with you. Yeah. Yeah. And your ego is

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so great. That you have used her funeral

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for that moment. Yeah. Could you imagine morning

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the loss of someone that you loved and

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then hearing that you're gonna burn in hell

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from, yeah.

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Yeah. Yeah. And then with silence, you could

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hear everyone to

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hold their breath and just sort of, like,

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what just happened And I was like, how

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what part of christianity is that? It was

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a hijacking. Of a few... Was a high...

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Or, definitely. I... When you said, I just

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fell back because my father passed away last

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September and 1 of his former students as

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a minister and did the Eu g, and

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my brother got up and said a few

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things. I did not. So I'm like, okay.

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My belief system is probably not gonna work

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in room. And

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the... Because my belief system is... This is

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all perfect. This is exactly what it should

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be, and he's released now. And he's... You,

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nobody wants to hear that know, not somebody

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that's not into what we're doing So I'm

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not here to push my thing, that's why

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I didn't get up and speak. But he

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did a really good job not going down

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that path. You all. Now that now that

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you're saying that I really do appreciate that

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it was a very,

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you know, the very secular

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eu, and it was really a a celebration

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of him and of him. And then this

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person actually had a greater relationship with my

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father than I did. So which was... Interesting

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experience for me, but I digress. So the

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notion But that's what a funeral should be.

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Yeah. You know, it's about that person

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and comforting the people

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in celebration of their life.

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Yeah.

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More than, you know, by the way, I'm

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gonna doctor All of you know my religion.

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You're gonna burn an hell if you don't

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think like I do, take a pile on

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the way out.

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Basically growth. Yeah. You know, It's it's like,

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if you if you believe in God or

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the concept of God that most religions have

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some sort of concept of that, Does that

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powerful energy that is a creator of all

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things

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really need you to sell it that way?

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Yeah.

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Yeah. And 1 of things are stream said

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all long time ago was very early on

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is we are source. I do channel source.

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I think we all do in our own

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way.

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We don't need you to worship us? Why

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would the source of all creation need to

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be worship or even obeyed? And it just

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made so much more logic to me

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that you know, vengeful God. You... I'm gonna

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create you so you can worship me. I'm

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gonna give you desires. But if you act

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on, I'm gonna Daniel you to hell. Yeah.

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Here's like here's the rule book. And by

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the way, the world gonna gonna come out

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in the last the most recent 2000 years.

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Of all history of the universe.

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Yeah. And someone's gonna have a lot of

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power because they hold the rule book. You

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know, which is which is where

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mankind has, or, you know, you... I I

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call mankind, those

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of us who have forgotten that we are

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sole in a, a physical body. And I

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call humanity. We're in our humanity when we

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remember we're souls in a human. Mh. Physical

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body. And I... That's how I gotta run

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the 2.

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But with mankind energy and when we operate

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from that has made those rules and and

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has

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altered stories and changed it to suit the

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control structures that they wanted.

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And, you know,

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there was a time where that was the

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power, and nobody was

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thinking

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individually and thinking about their uniqueness and thinking

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about their own

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relationship

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with source.

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Truth it's empowering, really, It's... You know, you're

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you're not the creator of your well being,

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I call it abundance, but you're well being

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God is and it's taking that power away

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from you. Yet you really are still creating

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because there are people in that church that

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are very wealthy and healthy and and and

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living a whole different life than other people

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that are in the same building.

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Mh So,

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I... That's the problem that I always have

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because I grew up in a Christian religion,

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and it was sort like, okay, God loves

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all of us,

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why are only white people in this building

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and then in my hometown, everyone that wasn't

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white was in another building across town and

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we were separated.

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Because of solving of course our building was

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much nicer than they're building. And why does,

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you know, my aunt who is so religious

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tell me that God gave her a cadillac

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for Christmas.

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What do you know God made me too?

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I want I wanna porsche. What's going on?

433
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Joke. You know,

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Wonky stuff that, okay, people tell themselves that...

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Well, well, that's that's the thing, you know,

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actually in I've got another book coming out

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at the end of the year called emerging

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awareness.

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And it's for that stage of... You know

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where your... Awareness is lightning, and your Ego

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can run a mark, Well, all of us

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got a story about it. Ego goes running

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them up. And and it talks about that

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a lot, but it your awareness is high,

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but your comprehension and your understanding hasn't called

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up. So I talk about that time and

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then I... Also at the back of the

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book Remind you of your actual essence, you

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know, kindness,

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compassion, all those are your natural essence.

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But in there, I wrote a story about

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my grandmother on my father's side.

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And she was the... You know, there were

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farmers and she go to church each,

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Sunday

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And his father

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wasn't a religious man, but apparently was what

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I never met him but he was 1

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of the nicest men, generous, compassionate.

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Men could ever meet. And I believe that

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when you look at his the his children,

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they're all of that.

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And

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the that... My father adds a little fellow.

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It was only 2 or 3. He used

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to play with the the

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we call them originals back then now now

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we call them first Nation people that live

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down the road, and they were best of

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mates, sort of same age, best of mates

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and

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And my his father had made him like

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this truck out of ward. So he made

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the same for, Warren

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was the little boy's name and dad's name

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Reg.

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And these kids would play together and the

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mothers would talk and you know, beautiful friendship.

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And the church ladies organized to come out

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and discuss something with Na. And so she

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made tea, you know, Gone and tea, and

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all the rest of it. And the kids

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were playing. Like, you know, she had both

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the boys are playing.

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And they give it to her. I absolutely

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slammed them for it. And then she got

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up. The story goes, she got up, and

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from the veranda could see these 2 little

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kids playing with their wooden trucks

490
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and said I don't know what you see,

491
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but I see 2 little boys

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having a beautiful friendship.

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And gods in that. Mh. And then anyway,

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apparently, there was a, you know, Donor as

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they left the thing, and no 1 spoke

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to her again. So she still went to

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church,

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but she sat at the back and no

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1 spoke to her. And and and my

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pops said, why do you keep going and

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she goes, k God knows why I'm there.

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They've got their own story, but I go

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there to say,

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I know you exist. I know you love

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me, and I'm loving you back.

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And that to me means she's the most

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Christian woman

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coming from a beautiful

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sense of self

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as well as being part of that, but

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she got os size for it.

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That's always interesting to me because if you

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follow repeat, I was raised Christian, as I

514
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said. And if you follow the teachings of

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Christ,

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Yes. That none of that ego is really

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there. It's all about loving each other it's

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very

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hippie. It's very woke. You know, It's it

520
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really is. And that's been so worked out

521
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of it, especially, you where I am in

522
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the United States, you know, kris Christianity is

523
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morph, and I know not for everyone. And

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I will say with a caveat here. I

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give... I'm all about appreciation of all things.

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So my appreciation of religion is that created

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structure that kept humanity sort of, you know,

528
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together and kept... Things moving forward it's the

529
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basis of a lot of education and government

530
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and stuff that served us to a point,

531
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but we're sort of waking up from that

532
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place now. But how can you say that

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you're a Christian

534
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and then turn around and judge and hate

535
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people and say that you're in and pull

536
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something out of the old testament,

537
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which is definitely, you know, or they call

538
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it a cafeteria catholic, When you you kinda

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pick and shoes, you know, what what you're

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00:18:14,007 --> 00:18:15,763
gonna follow, pull something out of the old

541
00:18:15,763 --> 00:18:16,822
testament to justify,

542
00:18:17,533 --> 00:18:18,965
what's really complete ego.

543
00:18:19,682 --> 00:18:21,750
No god the research present in this judgment

544
00:18:21,750 --> 00:18:23,603
and domination of other people and

545
00:18:23,978 --> 00:18:26,046
dictating customers things have. And forgetting all of

546
00:18:26,046 --> 00:18:26,205
that,

547
00:18:27,017 --> 00:18:28,689
judge not lest you be judged stuff that's

548
00:18:28,689 --> 00:18:29,405
in there also.

549
00:18:30,042 --> 00:18:31,635
Yeah. Which is, you know, it's a key

550
00:18:31,635 --> 00:18:32,909
point. Isn't it. It's a it's a bit

551
00:18:32,909 --> 00:18:34,501
of the advertisement to get you in the

552
00:18:34,501 --> 00:18:34,740
door.

553
00:18:35,315 --> 00:18:36,934
And then we'll tell you what to judge

554
00:18:37,075 --> 00:18:39,394
You know, that I that... That their community

555
00:18:39,394 --> 00:18:41,394
just ends up being we're superior. We know

556
00:18:41,394 --> 00:18:43,250
better. We won't our way. And we're going

557
00:18:43,250 --> 00:18:44,609
to force everyone to be. And there's a

558
00:18:44,609 --> 00:18:46,049
lot of that. And it's it's. You know,

559
00:18:46,289 --> 00:18:48,769
we we started kind of creating a destruction

560
00:18:48,769 --> 00:18:50,944
of it, and now it's... At least where

561
00:18:51,105 --> 00:18:52,224
I am, and I think this is happening

562
00:18:52,224 --> 00:18:54,224
in other places too. It's coming on stronger

563
00:18:54,224 --> 00:18:55,744
now. It's like, no. No No. We don't

564
00:18:55,744 --> 00:18:57,184
wanna go away. I call this the matrix.

565
00:18:57,345 --> 00:18:58,304
You know m.

566
00:18:59,911 --> 00:19:01,024
We don't wanna go away. We don't wanna

567
00:19:01,024 --> 00:19:02,454
be d att. We don't wanna be cast

568
00:19:02,454 --> 00:19:04,123
aside. We're gonna really assert ourselves now. Because

569
00:19:04,123 --> 00:19:05,712
now it's being... It's being ind.

570
00:19:06,524 --> 00:19:09,164
Are being infiltrated into our schools and stuff

571
00:19:09,164 --> 00:19:10,765
where that hasn't been in quite some time.

572
00:19:11,244 --> 00:19:12,765
And we're being fed, you know, like I

573
00:19:12,765 --> 00:19:14,858
said, whatever my belief. Fears. As soon as

574
00:19:14,938 --> 00:19:16,696
I go on social media, it's gonna get

575
00:19:16,696 --> 00:19:18,794
pumped at me. So I'm not I'm not

576
00:19:18,853 --> 00:19:20,690
exploring anything. You know, I come from a

577
00:19:20,690 --> 00:19:22,544
family where if you had an opinion, you

578
00:19:22,544 --> 00:19:24,144
had to tell why you had that opinion.

579
00:19:24,304 --> 00:19:25,984
Why why do you think that? Oh, because

580
00:19:25,984 --> 00:19:27,825
of this is well actually you're missing a

581
00:19:27,825 --> 00:19:29,025
fact. He's a fact. Going...

582
00:19:29,518 --> 00:19:31,106
Go and look at that and find you

583
00:19:31,106 --> 00:19:33,249
know, like, especially good stuff. Yeah. Yeah. Especially

584
00:19:33,249 --> 00:19:35,869
with history. You know, like, oh, mean, why

585
00:19:35,869 --> 00:19:38,111
do you think though? Well, because it. Well

586
00:19:38,111 --> 00:19:39,785
go on and research that. So it'd be

587
00:19:39,785 --> 00:19:41,140
like, oh, I didn't know this. You know?

588
00:19:41,299 --> 00:19:42,733
And I still do that now. You know,

589
00:19:42,893 --> 00:19:44,726
I'll, hear something like yes. I didn't know

590
00:19:44,726 --> 00:19:46,897
that. But now that I do it changes

591
00:19:46,897 --> 00:19:49,614
my perceptions. And but I realize that my

592
00:19:49,614 --> 00:19:52,090
perception is constantly changing. And when you're talking

593
00:19:52,090 --> 00:19:52,330
about...

594
00:19:53,143 --> 00:19:53,781
Spiritual ego,

595
00:19:54,339 --> 00:19:55,695
it will latch on.

596
00:19:56,253 --> 00:19:58,725
It will be you latching onto something that

597
00:19:58,725 --> 00:20:01,755
feeds something within you. That probably needs resolving.

598
00:20:02,169 --> 00:20:02,808
Not feeding.

599
00:20:03,366 --> 00:20:05,123
And then you'll hold to that position and

600
00:20:05,123 --> 00:20:06,799
your fight like hell to hold onto it.

601
00:20:07,358 --> 00:20:07,858
Whereas

602
00:20:08,316 --> 00:20:10,631
spirituality is about being open and ready to

603
00:20:10,631 --> 00:20:10,950
explore.

604
00:20:11,602 --> 00:20:13,451
And constantly dynamically

605
00:20:14,221 --> 00:20:17,712
changing. My my perception today is very different

606
00:20:17,712 --> 00:20:20,188
to what it was. 2 years ago. 6

607
00:20:20,346 --> 00:20:21,934
It will continue to evolve. You know you

608
00:20:21,934 --> 00:20:23,284
probably know that now. Right? It would just

609
00:20:23,284 --> 00:20:24,475
be, absolutely.

610
00:20:24,951 --> 00:20:27,650
Yeah. We're beings and and we don't stop.

611
00:20:27,984 --> 00:20:29,498
Every time I thought, I I reached the

612
00:20:29,498 --> 00:20:31,810
ceiling. I know it all now. I really

613
00:20:31,810 --> 00:20:34,201
understand the universe. I'm really there. I've crossed

614
00:20:34,201 --> 00:20:35,796
the threshold and life's gonna be perfect.

615
00:20:36,288 --> 00:20:38,113
I'm gonna create some sort of massive spin

616
00:20:38,113 --> 00:20:39,303
out of my life to show me. You

617
00:20:39,303 --> 00:20:40,810
don't know what damn thing. You're just getting

618
00:20:40,810 --> 00:20:42,556
started with it. So I I told her

619
00:20:42,556 --> 00:20:44,063
if I love the game because it doesn't

620
00:20:44,063 --> 00:20:46,791
end. You're you're always d tuning things, you're

621
00:20:46,791 --> 00:20:49,587
always learning more, you're you're getting a clear

622
00:20:49,587 --> 00:20:51,425
picture. I just think it just doesn't end.

623
00:20:52,239 --> 00:20:54,876
Oh, I agree. It's available right nowhere near

624
00:20:54,876 --> 00:20:55,995
the, you know, the end of it. If

625
00:20:55,995 --> 00:20:57,033
they're... I don't think there isn't an end

626
00:20:57,033 --> 00:20:57,992
of it. I think it just...

627
00:20:58,791 --> 00:20:59,910
Expansion is just eternal.

628
00:21:00,483 --> 00:21:02,388
Yeah. I agree with that. And it and

629
00:21:02,388 --> 00:21:04,690
it's interesting. When I go back right back

630
00:21:04,690 --> 00:21:07,388
just when I started first exploring things.

631
00:21:08,038 --> 00:21:09,623
And I... Because I could always see things.

632
00:21:09,861 --> 00:21:11,763
I could always see, you know, what people

633
00:21:11,763 --> 00:21:13,823
refer to a ghost or spirits or... And

634
00:21:13,823 --> 00:21:15,904
sometimes I would hear things. And, you know,

635
00:21:16,065 --> 00:21:17,505
all that sort of stuff. And it wasn't

636
00:21:17,505 --> 00:21:17,904
made...

637
00:21:18,945 --> 00:21:20,305
My family didn't make a big thing of

638
00:21:20,305 --> 00:21:21,825
it. They were just like, okay. That's what

639
00:21:21,825 --> 00:21:23,512
you do and You're okay. And I used

640
00:21:23,512 --> 00:21:25,738
to freak people out. So I learned not

641
00:21:25,738 --> 00:21:27,804
to sort of say what you could hear,

642
00:21:28,281 --> 00:21:29,712
especially if it was someone's thought,

643
00:21:30,284 --> 00:21:32,141
And you went, oh, you know, da,

644
00:21:32,598 --> 00:21:34,992
and they'd be, like, yeah. So I I

645
00:21:34,992 --> 00:21:36,110
sort of shut it down. And then when

646
00:21:36,110 --> 00:21:39,398
I sort of hit that that sort early

647
00:21:39,398 --> 00:21:41,874
twenties, I started looking at things again just

648
00:21:41,874 --> 00:21:44,750
really tentatively walking in there and exploring things.

649
00:21:45,643 --> 00:21:47,398
And I can remember seeing I was laying

650
00:21:47,398 --> 00:21:48,036
on a lounge,

651
00:21:48,595 --> 00:21:50,908
and I could see this being standing in

652
00:21:50,908 --> 00:21:52,822
front of me, and it was like, you

653
00:21:52,822 --> 00:21:55,135
can have whatever you want now I thought.

654
00:21:55,630 --> 00:21:56,029
Okay.

655
00:21:56,430 --> 00:21:57,070
This is good.

656
00:21:57,710 --> 00:21:58,210
And

657
00:21:58,589 --> 00:22:00,269
so and then it disappeared, and I went

658
00:22:00,269 --> 00:22:02,589
and had a bath, and my ceiling sort

659
00:22:02,589 --> 00:22:03,809
of went all this motley

660
00:22:04,682 --> 00:22:06,995
like spun gold over the ceiling. I was

661
00:22:06,995 --> 00:22:08,292
impressive, and

662
00:22:08,909 --> 00:22:10,743
I was like, right. I can tell you

663
00:22:10,823 --> 00:22:12,338
I had for someone that had a bath

664
00:22:12,338 --> 00:22:14,261
every now and then, was having a bath

665
00:22:14,261 --> 00:22:16,163
every night just in case that would come

666
00:22:16,163 --> 00:22:18,858
back. So all these things were reassuring something

667
00:22:18,858 --> 00:22:19,516
was happening.

668
00:22:20,047 --> 00:22:22,203
And then this being the standing at the

669
00:22:22,203 --> 00:22:23,473
end and said, we can make you the

670
00:22:23,473 --> 00:22:23,973
greatest

671
00:22:24,426 --> 00:22:26,728
clair. We can make you the greatest medium.

672
00:22:27,204 --> 00:22:28,792
We can do all this... What do you

673
00:22:28,792 --> 00:22:29,109
want?

674
00:22:30,079 --> 00:22:31,599
And I looked at it and I thought,

675
00:22:32,319 --> 00:22:34,480
I got a funny feeling in your word

676
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:34,980
source

677
00:22:35,519 --> 00:22:36,480
does not bargain.

678
00:22:37,454 --> 00:22:38,753
So I think you're all

679
00:22:39,292 --> 00:22:42,009
full of nothing. I want nothing to do

680
00:22:42,009 --> 00:22:44,645
with you. And I think in that moment

681
00:22:44,645 --> 00:22:46,199
for me was choosing

682
00:22:46,657 --> 00:22:47,396
spiritual ego

683
00:22:47,854 --> 00:22:48,992
over honesty.

684
00:22:50,088 --> 00:22:52,642
And I I needed the honesty. I needed

685
00:22:52,642 --> 00:22:55,532
to feel it, and that felt wrong, and

686
00:22:55,612 --> 00:22:56,491
I felt shallow.

687
00:22:56,971 --> 00:22:59,368
So I call that my saving grace that

688
00:22:59,368 --> 00:23:02,505
in those moments, I realized that authenticity

689
00:23:02,898 --> 00:23:05,921
was more important than game playing. Because that

690
00:23:05,921 --> 00:23:08,944
thing would have played with me and then

691
00:23:08,944 --> 00:23:11,515
destroyed me it would have it made me

692
00:23:11,515 --> 00:23:13,914
imp in on myself, which I... I didn't

693
00:23:13,914 --> 00:23:15,515
know that then, but I do know that

694
00:23:15,515 --> 00:23:17,115
now that that's how it would have played.

695
00:23:17,690 --> 00:23:20,089
So it's real... I really feel for people

696
00:23:20,089 --> 00:23:22,169
that have been caught up in those kind

697
00:23:22,169 --> 00:23:24,089
of experiences, and that can be done with

698
00:23:24,089 --> 00:23:24,730
a person.

699
00:23:25,210 --> 00:23:26,750
It can be done with thought

700
00:23:27,143 --> 00:23:29,605
It can be done with an outside influencing

701
00:23:29,605 --> 00:23:32,146
you, something dark, influencing you and you don't

702
00:23:32,146 --> 00:23:32,623
realize.

703
00:23:33,258 --> 00:23:35,505
So there's lots of traps and it's that

704
00:23:35,641 --> 00:23:36,117
authenticity,

705
00:23:36,689 --> 00:23:39,726
it's trusting uniqueness and really trusting how it

706
00:23:39,726 --> 00:23:40,125
feels.

707
00:23:40,604 --> 00:23:43,161
It's gonna give you an idea of whether

708
00:23:43,161 --> 00:23:46,284
you're walking the the right direction that's gonna

709
00:23:46,284 --> 00:23:48,987
serve your purpose of evolving, because I think

710
00:23:48,987 --> 00:23:50,044
we're here to

711
00:23:50,657 --> 00:23:53,520
resolve what we have created that is not

712
00:23:53,520 --> 00:23:53,918
of us.

713
00:23:54,887 --> 00:23:56,420
And then so that we can

714
00:23:56,873 --> 00:23:59,019
evolve into the truth of who we are.

715
00:23:59,416 --> 00:24:01,006
We don't have to create it. It's already

716
00:24:01,006 --> 00:24:02,674
there. We're just walking into it.

717
00:24:04,282 --> 00:24:04,760
No.

718
00:24:05,478 --> 00:24:07,313
Yeah. I'm gonna veer off for just a

719
00:24:07,313 --> 00:24:09,147
moment into something you just shared though. So...

720
00:24:09,466 --> 00:24:11,721
Yep. When you're having these Clair

721
00:24:12,258 --> 00:24:12,758
experiences,

722
00:24:16,413 --> 00:24:17,311
do you think

723
00:24:17,766 --> 00:24:19,914
that that is something that is coming to

724
00:24:19,914 --> 00:24:20,414
you

725
00:24:20,884 --> 00:24:23,194
and appearing to you, or do you think

726
00:24:23,194 --> 00:24:25,424
that that's something that your mind is creating

727
00:24:25,424 --> 00:24:27,415
so that you're sort of channel energy in

728
00:24:27,415 --> 00:24:29,566
a way that that you can connect with

729
00:24:29,566 --> 00:24:29,645
it?

730
00:24:30,457 --> 00:24:32,450
That's a really good question. That's a really

731
00:24:32,450 --> 00:24:32,848
good question.

732
00:24:34,124 --> 00:24:37,392
In that case, that was something coming at

733
00:24:37,392 --> 00:24:39,946
me. And I could feel the at. So

734
00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:40,684
that's something

735
00:24:41,056 --> 00:24:43,434
outside coming at. Something was playing with me.

736
00:24:43,831 --> 00:24:45,337
So that's not of source,

737
00:24:45,987 --> 00:24:46,147
Alright?

738
00:24:47,101 --> 00:24:50,044
When it is of source, it comes through

739
00:24:50,044 --> 00:24:51,976
you, you feel it internally.

740
00:24:52,843 --> 00:24:55,808
And sometimes I feel it very separated

741
00:24:56,183 --> 00:24:57,955
from me, but I'm I'm,

742
00:24:58,410 --> 00:24:59,921
you know, I think I talk in Friendship,

743
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:02,306
You know, It's like, a friends turned up.

744
00:25:02,719 --> 00:25:03,990
And I and I feel that.

745
00:25:04,705 --> 00:25:05,340
And sometimes

746
00:25:05,817 --> 00:25:07,803
Can feel it a part of me.

747
00:25:08,518 --> 00:25:10,504
It's it's my own awareness,

748
00:25:11,060 --> 00:25:13,392
and and I've... It's taken me a long

749
00:25:13,392 --> 00:25:16,908
time, and I'm sometimes still confused, but I

750
00:25:16,908 --> 00:25:18,207
generally can tell

751
00:25:18,665 --> 00:25:19,145
if it's...

752
00:25:19,799 --> 00:25:22,588
From what our class is consciousness, something of

753
00:25:22,588 --> 00:25:23,088
pure

754
00:25:23,783 --> 00:25:24,262
purity,

755
00:25:25,298 --> 00:25:27,783
and whether it... But but anything coming at

756
00:25:27,783 --> 00:25:30,894
me from outside. I am quick to dismiss.

757
00:25:31,612 --> 00:25:32,112
So

758
00:25:32,569 --> 00:25:33,548
unless it is

759
00:25:34,324 --> 00:25:34,824
someone's

760
00:25:35,600 --> 00:25:37,296
crossed over seoul, like a

761
00:25:37,768 --> 00:25:38,587
someone visiting

762
00:25:38,964 --> 00:25:42,096
that way, that there's a completely different feel

763
00:25:42,234 --> 00:25:43,191
for that. So...

764
00:25:44,387 --> 00:25:46,301
Because my awareness is so broad,

765
00:25:46,873 --> 00:25:49,176
I'm very aware of the dark forces as

766
00:25:49,176 --> 00:25:50,311
well, like W

767
00:25:50,684 --> 00:25:52,590
Energy and things like that. I'm not sure

768
00:25:52,590 --> 00:25:53,861
if you're aware of all those kind of

769
00:25:53,861 --> 00:25:54,679
things, but

770
00:25:54,989 --> 00:25:57,087
that that there. So I'm very

771
00:25:57,866 --> 00:25:59,165
cautious before

772
00:25:59,544 --> 00:26:01,082
I align, and I don't

773
00:26:02,021 --> 00:26:02,954
as far as

774
00:26:03,312 --> 00:26:05,380
like, the old... I'm gonna say the old

775
00:26:05,380 --> 00:26:08,083
fashioned version of channel, and letting something in

776
00:26:08,083 --> 00:26:09,991
your system, which I think is very different

777
00:26:09,991 --> 00:26:10,786
to what you do.

778
00:26:11,994 --> 00:26:14,800
That's a access point where whereas

779
00:26:15,175 --> 00:26:17,004
when I was, you know, in the... In

780
00:26:17,004 --> 00:26:19,230
my twenties and early thirties, I was doing,

781
00:26:19,310 --> 00:26:21,473
you know, visiting a lot of different and

782
00:26:21,473 --> 00:26:22,750
looking at what they were doing.

783
00:26:23,388 --> 00:26:23,628
And

784
00:26:24,506 --> 00:26:25,325
I experimented

785
00:26:25,942 --> 00:26:28,256
I would say about 5 minutes with that

786
00:26:28,256 --> 00:26:28,756
because

787
00:26:29,228 --> 00:26:31,375
it felt very dirty, It felt very gritty.

788
00:26:31,533 --> 00:26:33,601
And as you would know, that's not when

789
00:26:33,601 --> 00:26:35,111
you're accessing source,

790
00:26:35,588 --> 00:26:36,781
that's not how it feels.

791
00:26:37,337 --> 00:26:37,815
So

792
00:26:38,863 --> 00:26:40,295
you know, And even there, I, you know,

793
00:26:40,533 --> 00:26:42,044
I'm I'm sorry. I'm just having a little

794
00:26:42,044 --> 00:26:43,793
internal giggle. I, you know, so leave my

795
00:26:43,793 --> 00:26:46,099
grandmother story. I got little lost os size

796
00:26:46,099 --> 00:26:46,599
from

797
00:26:47,069 --> 00:26:48,506
1 particular group because I was went, this

798
00:26:48,506 --> 00:26:50,261
is gritty. It's dirty, and I can see

799
00:26:50,261 --> 00:26:52,416
really dark energy and and they just said

800
00:26:52,416 --> 00:26:54,492
it. Aren't you, you know, you're you're not

801
00:26:54,492 --> 00:26:56,737
aligning. You're not giving your heart, and I

802
00:26:56,737 --> 00:26:58,407
was like, I'm out of here because this

803
00:26:58,407 --> 00:26:59,839
don't feel right. I feel scared.

804
00:27:00,476 --> 00:27:01,828
I've never felt scared,

805
00:27:02,639 --> 00:27:04,740
at any time when there is consciousness,

806
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:08,319
energy, whether it's crossed soul or whether it's

807
00:27:08,319 --> 00:27:09,379
part of source

808
00:27:09,774 --> 00:27:10,970
in any form. So...

809
00:27:11,768 --> 00:27:14,161
But you need all those experiences to learn.

810
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:17,271
Mh. You know, we're we're experienced based. And

811
00:27:17,271 --> 00:27:19,185
well especially those of us that sort of

812
00:27:19,185 --> 00:27:20,712
seek we have a little bit of it

813
00:27:20,712 --> 00:27:23,175
that happens naturally, especially when we're young. But

814
00:27:23,175 --> 00:27:25,401
if you continue forward and you start seeking

815
00:27:25,401 --> 00:27:28,023
it, then you do need to understand what

816
00:27:28,023 --> 00:27:30,662
it is. You're tapping into... I used to

817
00:27:30,662 --> 00:27:31,377
use a pendulum.

818
00:27:32,331 --> 00:27:34,160
Before I was really chatting with you now,

819
00:27:34,398 --> 00:27:35,750
I would use a pendulum, and I got

820
00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:36,489
very clear

821
00:27:36,878 --> 00:27:38,470
Yes no in in this pendulum.

822
00:27:39,027 --> 00:27:41,039
And every once well, I would be desperate

823
00:27:41,096 --> 00:27:42,211
about something. This is a long time ago.

824
00:27:42,449 --> 00:27:43,882
And I would want desperately want an answer

825
00:27:43,882 --> 00:27:45,394
to something, and I grab that pendulum. I

826
00:27:45,394 --> 00:27:47,954
dive in, And I'm like, I don't I

827
00:27:47,954 --> 00:27:49,727
don't feel right right now

828
00:27:50,181 --> 00:27:52,169
with this because, of course, the the pendulum

829
00:27:52,169 --> 00:27:53,680
is reading your... You may not move at

830
00:27:53,680 --> 00:27:55,769
all, but it's just... Still your vibe as

831
00:27:55,769 --> 00:27:57,609
moving the pendulum. And I try to be

832
00:27:57,609 --> 00:27:59,210
as still as I possibly can. I don't

833
00:27:59,210 --> 00:28:00,089
wanna control it at all.

834
00:28:00,730 --> 00:28:01,230
So

835
00:28:01,529 --> 00:28:02,903
I remember I would do this little test.

836
00:28:03,063 --> 00:28:04,498
Whatever I got there. I would if I

837
00:28:04,498 --> 00:28:06,253
would ask something. I realized that I raced

838
00:28:06,253 --> 00:28:08,327
into it. I didn't clear. I didn't raise

839
00:28:08,327 --> 00:28:10,321
my vibration. I didn't meditate. I didn't do

840
00:28:10,321 --> 00:28:12,808
anything. I just grabbed that up desperation. What

841
00:28:12,808 --> 00:28:14,880
do you think you're connecting to energetically?

842
00:28:15,437 --> 00:28:16,712
And I would... A couple of questions in?

843
00:28:16,871 --> 00:28:18,465
I would say, should I kill myself and

844
00:28:18,465 --> 00:28:19,501
the pendulum would say yes.

845
00:28:21,348 --> 00:28:23,180
Like, okay. I know what I'm talking to

846
00:28:23,180 --> 00:28:25,490
now. And I I don't personally believe in

847
00:28:25,490 --> 00:28:28,358
evil spirits that are out there projecting. I

848
00:28:28,358 --> 00:28:31,247
think it's more human more earth bound stuff

849
00:28:31,247 --> 00:28:31,747
that's

850
00:28:32,206 --> 00:28:34,204
it's energy for sure, but I think it's

851
00:28:34,204 --> 00:28:36,202
more the density of earth and the the

852
00:28:36,202 --> 00:28:38,860
polarity of earth. And certainly, there is negative

853
00:28:39,254 --> 00:28:40,764
We we talk about the matrix. There's a

854
00:28:40,764 --> 00:28:42,592
negative matrix. There's people that think gosh, If

855
00:28:42,671 --> 00:28:44,181
I just kill enough people. I'll get my

856
00:28:44,181 --> 00:28:46,407
way. You know? So how can we label

857
00:28:46,407 --> 00:28:49,832
that? Source. Source isn't like that. Not. So...

858
00:28:50,070 --> 00:28:52,210
So so that's what III realized oh, I'm

859
00:28:52,210 --> 00:28:54,604
talking Yeah. No that because I'm desk it.

860
00:28:54,764 --> 00:28:56,598
And my vibe is low and my ego

861
00:28:56,598 --> 00:28:58,193
is more at play than source in this

862
00:28:58,193 --> 00:28:58,512
moment.

863
00:28:59,549 --> 00:29:01,384
Yeah. And when you when you hear, like,

864
00:29:01,543 --> 00:29:03,697
Wat and that kind of energy, You're talking

865
00:29:03,697 --> 00:29:06,205
about a collect of energy. So

866
00:29:06,981 --> 00:29:08,497
come with me for a minute. Is when

867
00:29:08,497 --> 00:29:10,570
when we're coming from our natural essence. So

868
00:29:10,570 --> 00:29:12,744
say, you know, we're we're having an honest

869
00:29:13,042 --> 00:29:14,967
conversation and reject got this general respect for

870
00:29:14,967 --> 00:29:17,590
1 another. So we're creating a safe space

871
00:29:17,590 --> 00:29:19,736
for each other to to express and talk

872
00:29:19,736 --> 00:29:21,962
and and and we're not hitting each other

873
00:29:21,962 --> 00:29:24,289
with judgment we're be excited to tell each

874
00:29:24,289 --> 00:29:26,289
other out what we understand and all those

875
00:29:26,289 --> 00:29:28,289
kind of things. So there's there's a really

876
00:29:28,289 --> 00:29:28,789
good

877
00:29:29,409 --> 00:29:32,139
truthful energy happening So we could refer that

878
00:29:32,139 --> 00:29:33,835
to that as having a conscious

879
00:29:34,929 --> 00:29:35,089
vibration.

880
00:29:36,125 --> 00:29:38,676
If I came with the agenda, and I

881
00:29:38,676 --> 00:29:41,007
wanted to prove you wrong, and I wanted

882
00:29:41,007 --> 00:29:42,606
to judge you and I wanted to put

883
00:29:42,606 --> 00:29:44,604
you down, I wanted do all those nasty

884
00:29:44,604 --> 00:29:44,843
things.

885
00:29:45,563 --> 00:29:48,040
I'm counting from what what is my soul

886
00:29:48,040 --> 00:29:50,603
unconscious it's, my emotional baggage because I'd be

887
00:29:50,603 --> 00:29:51,819
doing that to feed

888
00:29:52,194 --> 00:29:54,662
something within myself. I wanna feel superior or

889
00:29:54,662 --> 00:29:55,298
whatever it is.

890
00:29:56,427 --> 00:29:59,866
That energy generates. And that's the energy that

891
00:29:59,922 --> 00:30:02,385
is in the mankind collective.

892
00:30:03,100 --> 00:30:04,553
Alright? So we've got our

893
00:30:04,944 --> 00:30:07,182
humanity collective, which is the truth of us

894
00:30:07,182 --> 00:30:09,419
within assault, you know, souls within a human

895
00:30:09,419 --> 00:30:11,417
body, and we've got our natural essence, and

896
00:30:11,417 --> 00:30:13,255
we've got our mankind collective.

897
00:30:13,749 --> 00:30:17,265
Which is all the emotional baggage and and

898
00:30:17,265 --> 00:30:20,061
an and all those different kinds of vibrations

899
00:30:20,061 --> 00:30:21,040
that we create.

900
00:30:21,593 --> 00:30:24,241
When we're opposing each other, when we're against

901
00:30:24,297 --> 00:30:26,922
each other. When we feeding it, whatever ego,

902
00:30:27,082 --> 00:30:28,036
you know, all those things.

903
00:30:28,687 --> 00:30:31,549
That energy is what you can tap into.

904
00:30:31,709 --> 00:30:33,378
Now there are certain things that will feed

905
00:30:33,378 --> 00:30:35,366
off that energy, and they will have their

906
00:30:35,366 --> 00:30:36,082
own agendas.

907
00:30:36,654 --> 00:30:39,528
But some people feed off that energy and

908
00:30:39,528 --> 00:30:41,843
they have their own agendas. If you've ever

909
00:30:41,843 --> 00:30:43,360
been in a room with someone that air,

910
00:30:43,519 --> 00:30:45,276
you know, that's gas lighting you every time

911
00:30:45,276 --> 00:30:47,526
you say, the skies blue their around here

912
00:30:47,526 --> 00:30:49,681
the point with you. Every time you say

913
00:30:49,681 --> 00:30:51,837
something they're sc at you and try and

914
00:30:51,837 --> 00:30:54,391
get the crowd to join them. All those

915
00:30:54,391 --> 00:30:55,864
kind of things that's pulling,

916
00:30:56,322 --> 00:30:58,717
you know, as there is people that we

917
00:30:58,717 --> 00:31:01,590
use that energy, there's also other dark stuff

918
00:31:01,590 --> 00:31:03,266
that we use that energy. But we also

919
00:31:03,266 --> 00:31:03,766
have

920
00:31:04,159 --> 00:31:06,459
things that are using the conscious energy and

921
00:31:06,459 --> 00:31:10,029
of conscious energy. And it's where the interface

922
00:31:10,029 --> 00:31:10,925
between the 2

923
00:31:11,314 --> 00:31:14,584
and we're deciding what energy we work with.

924
00:31:15,301 --> 00:31:17,773
And sometimes we've got to deep into our

925
00:31:17,773 --> 00:31:20,347
lower vibrations because they're in our system

926
00:31:20,819 --> 00:31:23,056
and part of the evolutionary process is to

927
00:31:23,056 --> 00:31:23,536
pull them up,

928
00:31:24,255 --> 00:31:27,870
deal with them and convert them into something

929
00:31:28,183 --> 00:31:30,653
conscious, which could be wisdom. You know, if

930
00:31:30,653 --> 00:31:32,725
you think, you know, you're like me. If

931
00:31:32,725 --> 00:31:34,637
you go back when you were first exploring

932
00:31:34,637 --> 00:31:34,796
it,

933
00:31:35,609 --> 00:31:38,163
what you understand now is is miles away,

934
00:31:38,482 --> 00:31:41,277
but all those experiences and all those things

935
00:31:41,277 --> 00:31:43,192
that we had, We had to experience. Right.

936
00:31:43,352 --> 00:31:44,071
It got you here.

937
00:31:44,803 --> 00:31:47,105
Yeah. Here. It's all expansion of consciousness. All

938
00:31:47,105 --> 00:31:49,724
of the dark bad, low carb stuff exists

939
00:31:49,724 --> 00:31:51,549
to inspire new positive creation.

940
00:31:52,359 --> 00:31:54,591
That's why source doesn't believe anything is... Source

941
00:31:54,591 --> 00:31:56,265
doesn't see anything as negative. It's just like

942
00:31:56,265 --> 00:31:58,497
this is an experience you're having in physical

943
00:31:58,497 --> 00:32:01,384
that separates you from source energy so that

944
00:32:01,384 --> 00:32:03,304
you can suffer a little bit and create

945
00:32:03,304 --> 00:32:06,345
something new through that suffering experience, and then

946
00:32:06,345 --> 00:32:08,664
that expands your being, which expands source, which

947
00:32:08,664 --> 00:32:10,024
is the reason we come to physical.

948
00:32:10,679 --> 00:32:11,179
And

949
00:32:11,636 --> 00:32:14,130
understanding that is such a life changing thing

950
00:32:14,587 --> 00:32:17,219
because we are taught to demon all suffering

951
00:32:17,219 --> 00:32:19,692
and fear, and, you know, demon it for

952
00:32:19,692 --> 00:32:21,462
life. Oh, that horrible thing that happened to

953
00:32:21,462 --> 00:32:22,659
you when as your child that's so terrible.

954
00:32:22,898 --> 00:32:24,893
It's awful. That should have never been, and

955
00:32:24,973 --> 00:32:26,888
I'm like, no. That was the best thing

956
00:32:26,888 --> 00:32:27,686
that ever happened to me.

957
00:32:28,498 --> 00:32:30,408
You know, and the things that happened throughout

958
00:32:30,408 --> 00:32:31,920
my lifetime now. I can look back at

959
00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:33,352
all of them and see how it just

960
00:32:33,352 --> 00:32:34,148
propelled me forward.

961
00:32:35,023 --> 00:32:36,615
Yeah. And you can only do that if

962
00:32:36,615 --> 00:32:38,804
you've been on a you know, a healing

963
00:32:39,105 --> 00:32:40,164
resolving process.

964
00:32:40,544 --> 00:32:41,744
For those that are stark,

965
00:32:42,384 --> 00:32:44,625
they can't... They're stuck. You know. So they

966
00:32:44,625 --> 00:32:46,719
don't they don't feel that. And they need

967
00:32:46,719 --> 00:32:48,637
argue with you, which I don't engage in

968
00:32:48,637 --> 00:32:50,395
that, but they... Like, on my Tiktok,

969
00:32:51,034 --> 00:32:52,952
they wanna argue that, no No. And I...

970
00:32:53,192 --> 00:32:54,950
Whatever I have a Tiktok that I put

971
00:32:54,950 --> 00:32:58,228
out, and it does really well. It always

972
00:32:58,228 --> 00:33:00,057
starts with all the people that are pushing

973
00:33:00,057 --> 00:33:00,454
against it.

974
00:33:01,329 --> 00:33:02,522
I know I had another 1 that did

975
00:33:02,522 --> 00:33:04,669
really well this week and I, I didn't

976
00:33:04,669 --> 00:33:07,319
notice it for like, a whole day. And

977
00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:09,159
I just logged on. Like, oh, wow. This

978
00:33:09,159 --> 00:33:10,359
got a lot of use. What's going on

979
00:33:10,359 --> 00:33:11,720
here. And, like, it's never the 1 and

980
00:33:11,799 --> 00:33:12,919
I think is gonna do well by the

981
00:33:12,919 --> 00:33:15,013
way. So I just stopped trying. So I've

982
00:33:15,013 --> 00:33:16,688
looking through the comments, and the comments are

983
00:33:16,688 --> 00:33:18,203
just a... Oh, my gosh. This is wonderful.

984
00:33:18,363 --> 00:33:19,799
This is great. I love this. I agree.

985
00:33:20,117 --> 00:33:21,553
And all really positive. And then you get

986
00:33:21,553 --> 00:33:23,547
down lower into the beginning comments, and it

987
00:33:23,547 --> 00:33:26,031
was all the this is crazy. Oh, you're

988
00:33:26,031 --> 00:33:27,701
a white male. What do you know? All

989
00:33:27,701 --> 00:33:29,690
this, you know, all this nasty trolling stuff.

990
00:33:30,167 --> 00:33:31,773
And I'm just so appreciative of that. Now,

991
00:33:31,852 --> 00:33:33,520
so Like, yeah. Thank you all for boosting

992
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:35,744
my video. Now it's reaching the people that,

993
00:33:35,824 --> 00:33:37,969
you know, want it and connect with it,

994
00:33:38,128 --> 00:33:39,501
but it's sort of, like that algorithm.

995
00:33:39,875 --> 00:33:42,143
But is so much like

996
00:33:42,599 --> 00:33:44,431
is so... I don't wanna say source like,

997
00:33:44,591 --> 00:33:47,061
but it's so, like, universal creation.

998
00:33:47,632 --> 00:33:49,458
And that you're getting what you're focusing on

999
00:33:49,458 --> 00:33:52,235
in real time. And I noticed my feed

1000
00:33:52,235 --> 00:33:54,060
today. I was sitting relaxing and just kind

1001
00:33:54,060 --> 00:33:55,171
of thumb through. I don't know if you're

1002
00:33:55,171 --> 00:33:57,331
a Tiktok. And it was really political. I'm

1003
00:33:57,331 --> 00:33:59,000
like well, that's because I'm stopping and listening

1004
00:33:59,000 --> 00:34:00,033
to some of the stuff. I don't want

1005
00:34:00,033 --> 00:34:01,782
all these politics. So I went and watch,

1006
00:34:01,862 --> 00:34:03,928
like, house videos. Like, I wanna see more

1007
00:34:03,928 --> 00:34:06,575
about Spanish architecture. And then suddenly, everything's about

1008
00:34:06,734 --> 00:34:08,655
Spanish architecture. I'm like, oh, this is my

1009
00:34:08,655 --> 00:34:10,574
vibe. I love this so much better. And

1010
00:34:10,574 --> 00:34:12,735
that's and that's that's why people are getting

1011
00:34:12,735 --> 00:34:15,228
stuck because they they're cord in it. And

1012
00:34:15,228 --> 00:34:17,623
in in my books, I'm always... As you

1013
00:34:17,623 --> 00:34:20,018
would have noticed, there's places where there's questions.

1014
00:34:20,338 --> 00:34:21,695
Mh. And there's no.

1015
00:34:22,174 --> 00:34:24,090
It's it's it's kind of a living workbook.

1016
00:34:24,583 --> 00:34:26,410
Beauty is. Yeah. Yeah. It's great. At the

1017
00:34:26,410 --> 00:34:27,363
end of the in the end of the

1018
00:34:27,363 --> 00:34:28,554
podcast, we're gonna tell you already to get

1019
00:34:28,554 --> 00:34:30,619
her book by the way, everybody. Thank you.

1020
00:34:30,778 --> 00:34:32,208
Bye... Why don't take a quick break?

1021
00:34:32,939 --> 00:34:34,376
Yep. Go ahead. Finish your thought. And we'll

1022
00:34:34,376 --> 00:34:35,493
take a about. Oh, I was gonna say

1023
00:34:35,493 --> 00:34:37,090
the reason why I do that is so

1024
00:34:37,090 --> 00:34:39,245
that you're pulling more into your own individuality,

1025
00:34:39,484 --> 00:34:41,560
and you're pulling more into your own understanding.

1026
00:34:41,894 --> 00:34:43,406
But it is important to know it's gonna

1027
00:34:43,406 --> 00:34:45,554
keep moving. That's a good. It's a really

1028
00:34:45,554 --> 00:34:47,225
good teaching book. I could tell, by the

1029
00:34:47,225 --> 00:34:48,976
way you laid it out. And I I

1030
00:34:48,976 --> 00:34:50,806
spent 5 years writing the tire practice book.

1031
00:34:51,379 --> 00:34:52,894
And then at the last minute decided, you

1032
00:34:52,894 --> 00:34:54,489
know, I should put some extra exercises this

1033
00:34:54,489 --> 00:34:56,244
and it's a 4 and 76 page book.

1034
00:34:56,643 --> 00:34:58,397
And I'm preaching, you know, Not preaching, but

1035
00:34:58,397 --> 00:34:59,753
still, you know, I'm teaching the whole way,

1036
00:35:00,311 --> 00:35:00,811
but

1037
00:35:01,204 --> 00:35:03,380
stopping and putting the case studies in the

1038
00:35:03,519 --> 00:35:05,434
exercises, I think made... And it's it's very

1039
00:35:05,434 --> 00:35:07,590
well received now because I think we did

1040
00:35:07,590 --> 00:35:09,346
those things. So it's it's good that your

1041
00:35:09,346 --> 00:35:10,719
book has all of that like take this

1042
00:35:10,719 --> 00:35:12,099
and apply it to yourself

1043
00:35:12,559 --> 00:35:14,579
before you just race through the book because

1044
00:35:15,039 --> 00:35:17,039
these books you we... If we really resonate

1045
00:35:17,039 --> 00:35:18,811
with these books, going back to them again

1046
00:35:18,811 --> 00:35:20,007
and again and again is the way to

1047
00:35:20,007 --> 00:35:21,761
do it. Instead of, you know, putting that

1048
00:35:21,761 --> 00:35:22,878
down and saying, well, that didn't work and

1049
00:35:22,878 --> 00:35:24,792
move on to the next thing, no, everything

1050
00:35:24,792 --> 00:35:25,988
is the power that you give to it.

1051
00:35:26,148 --> 00:35:27,998
If this resonates with you stay with this

1052
00:35:27,998 --> 00:35:28,478
for a while.

1053
00:35:29,277 --> 00:35:31,194
Yeah. And even even what I do in

1054
00:35:31,194 --> 00:35:32,733
workshops as you start off with a questionnaire,

1055
00:35:33,032 --> 00:35:34,885
we do the workshop for 2 days. Then

1056
00:35:34,885 --> 00:35:36,804
you come back And the question is it's

1057
00:35:36,804 --> 00:35:39,204
written differently, but it's written the same. And

1058
00:35:39,204 --> 00:35:40,644
then you compare the 2 and you can

1059
00:35:40,644 --> 00:35:41,925
actually see how far you come.

1060
00:35:42,657 --> 00:35:44,647
And what you're... What what you have expanded

1061
00:35:44,647 --> 00:35:46,398
and what how your perceptions change and the

1062
00:35:46,398 --> 00:35:48,069
book is designed the same way. So you

1063
00:35:48,069 --> 00:35:49,581
can go back to any of those questions.

1064
00:35:50,154 --> 00:35:51,912
6 months, 2 weeks, whatever,

1065
00:35:52,471 --> 00:35:54,388
and and compare them. So you've got a

1066
00:35:54,388 --> 00:35:55,986
contrast and you can go, oh, okay. I

1067
00:35:55,986 --> 00:35:56,545
get this now.

1068
00:35:57,119 --> 00:35:58,389
So... And that's where I was. And that's

1069
00:35:58,389 --> 00:36:00,851
where I am. Just. Yeah. Yeah. Brand.

1070
00:36:01,567 --> 00:36:02,916
We're gonna take a quick break and when

1071
00:36:02,916 --> 00:36:04,425
we get back, Lorraine is gonna have a

1072
00:36:04,425 --> 00:36:05,061
little chat with stream.

1073
00:36:05,954 --> 00:36:07,232
I'm going to jump in here for a

1074
00:36:07,232 --> 00:36:09,070
brief moment and talk about Tie boot camp.

1075
00:36:09,630 --> 00:36:11,307
We mentioned it often here. And while I

1076
00:36:11,307 --> 00:36:13,226
don't want this podcast to become 1 big

1077
00:36:13,226 --> 00:36:15,077
boot camp ad, I do want you to

1078
00:36:15,077 --> 00:36:17,071
know that we now have over 200 graduates

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People from all over the world who have

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1084
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1085
00:36:30,425 --> 00:36:32,438
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1086
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1087
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1094
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We are here.

1095
00:36:59,605 --> 00:37:00,005
Hello?

1096
00:37:03,764 --> 00:37:04,804
You have questions for us?

1097
00:37:05,937 --> 00:37:09,447
Yeah. I I'm on my podcast, I ask

1098
00:37:09,447 --> 00:37:10,404
every guest.

1099
00:37:11,281 --> 00:37:13,993
What does humanity need to acknowledge and understand

1100
00:37:13,993 --> 00:37:16,715
for us to evolve? So I'd really like

1101
00:37:16,715 --> 00:37:18,704
to know how you would answer that.

1102
00:37:21,568 --> 00:37:23,576
Our stock answer if you will would be

1103
00:37:23,576 --> 00:37:25,970
that humanity doesn't truly need to do anything.

1104
00:37:26,130 --> 00:37:27,806
You're you're going to evolve no matter what.

1105
00:37:29,162 --> 00:37:31,807
Your your evolution of consciousness is guaranteed because

1106
00:37:31,807 --> 00:37:33,878
of the polarity of your environment and and

1107
00:37:33,878 --> 00:37:35,254
the ever expansive

1108
00:37:35,630 --> 00:37:38,178
ego consciousness that humanity is created for itself.

1109
00:37:39,229 --> 00:37:40,686
All life is expansive

1110
00:37:41,382 --> 00:37:43,297
by nature. And even life that is dying

1111
00:37:43,297 --> 00:37:45,211
out is coming back as something that's perhaps

1112
00:37:45,211 --> 00:37:47,045
more suited and more efficient for the environment.

1113
00:37:47,205 --> 00:37:48,721
So you're your all internal beings,

1114
00:37:49,374 --> 00:37:51,851
and you're on this journey of expansion of

1115
00:37:51,851 --> 00:37:54,568
consciousness and in physical form, no matter what

1116
00:37:54,568 --> 00:37:56,886
you do in your physical journey, you're going

1117
00:37:56,886 --> 00:37:59,215
to expand your consciousness. So in that regard

1118
00:37:59,215 --> 00:38:01,198
there's no need, but we very well understand

1119
00:38:01,198 --> 00:38:03,602
that your question has a deeper

1120
00:38:04,927 --> 00:38:05,561
request than that.

1121
00:38:06,614 --> 00:38:08,135
So we will give you an answer. And

1122
00:38:08,135 --> 00:38:09,494
and the answer to that would be that

1123
00:38:09,494 --> 00:38:10,554
that you are all

1124
00:38:11,574 --> 00:38:13,494
d tuning the matrix of thought that you

1125
00:38:13,494 --> 00:38:15,824
have created for ourselves. Around the last 50

1126
00:38:15,824 --> 00:38:17,418
years in in in earthly time,

1127
00:38:17,976 --> 00:38:19,889
you have all started this what you may

1128
00:38:19,889 --> 00:38:22,121
have begun calling a a new age movement.

1129
00:38:22,612 --> 00:38:24,672
Where you were starting to question things that

1130
00:38:24,672 --> 00:38:27,074
that very much were were considered facts

1131
00:38:27,446 --> 00:38:29,427
with your parents and grandparents and so forth.

1132
00:38:29,997 --> 00:38:32,382
And in your collective questioning, you're exploring, and

1133
00:38:32,382 --> 00:38:34,289
you're exploring the energetic realm in different ways.

1134
00:38:34,448 --> 00:38:36,356
And you're coming to understand that a lot

1135
00:38:36,356 --> 00:38:38,343
of the things that were attached by humanity,

1136
00:38:39,154 --> 00:38:41,972
to the energetic realm or not necessarily so

1137
00:38:42,031 --> 00:38:44,269
and are certainly not necessarily serving you any

1138
00:38:44,269 --> 00:38:46,986
longer. You don't need these tools anymore. So

1139
00:38:46,986 --> 00:38:48,265
as you exit the matrix,

1140
00:38:48,998 --> 00:38:52,348
and you come to understand conscious creation, which

1141
00:38:52,348 --> 00:38:54,741
is how all creation occurs. And you come

1142
00:38:54,741 --> 00:38:57,931
to understand your unique independent nature in creating

1143
00:38:57,931 --> 00:39:00,577
your what you call life experience or your

1144
00:39:00,577 --> 00:39:00,976
reality,

1145
00:39:02,092 --> 00:39:03,310
1 of the the

1146
00:39:03,926 --> 00:39:05,999
functions of the matrix, which doesn't want to

1147
00:39:05,999 --> 00:39:07,927
be d tune even though you're all collectively

1148
00:39:07,927 --> 00:39:09,623
d tuning it via

1149
00:39:10,079 --> 00:39:11,673
communication and in the things that you've created

1150
00:39:11,673 --> 00:39:14,064
with technology that allow you to collectively get

1151
00:39:14,064 --> 00:39:14,781
together in question.

1152
00:39:15,353 --> 00:39:17,342
You're looking at things very differently, and and

1153
00:39:17,342 --> 00:39:19,570
you're looking at them differently and understanding them

1154
00:39:19,570 --> 00:39:20,525
on a deeper level,

1155
00:39:21,082 --> 00:39:23,071
you are causing them to fracture and sort

1156
00:39:23,071 --> 00:39:23,707
of fall away.

1157
00:39:24,598 --> 00:39:27,151
Because you're you're not fearing them anymore, you're

1158
00:39:27,151 --> 00:39:29,304
understanding them so deeply that they simply aren't

1159
00:39:29,304 --> 00:39:31,538
a factor for you. So as you do

1160
00:39:31,538 --> 00:39:33,053
this, and you have this journey out of

1161
00:39:33,053 --> 00:39:33,611
the matrix.

1162
00:39:34,345 --> 00:39:37,144
The function of the matrix that typically draws

1163
00:39:37,144 --> 00:39:39,465
you back in at this stage of awakening

1164
00:39:39,465 --> 00:39:40,445
as you call it

1165
00:39:40,825 --> 00:39:42,664
is the concern for others.

1166
00:39:44,195 --> 00:39:46,903
Yes, you create your own reality, and you

1167
00:39:46,903 --> 00:39:49,132
can allow your own well being regardless of

1168
00:39:49,132 --> 00:39:50,566
what's going on in the world around you,

1169
00:39:51,203 --> 00:39:51,942
but this

1170
00:39:52,654 --> 00:39:55,052
idea that humanity is created that you have

1171
00:39:55,052 --> 00:39:57,209
to be the savior of others that you

1172
00:39:57,209 --> 00:39:59,947
have to be concerned for them. And therefore,

1173
00:40:00,166 --> 00:40:01,226
you have to demon

1174
00:40:01,858 --> 00:40:03,445
any suffering they're experiencing.

1175
00:40:05,113 --> 00:40:07,574
That is that is the next thing To

1176
00:40:07,574 --> 00:40:09,454
give a singular answer. That is the next

1177
00:40:09,654 --> 00:40:10,929
thing for all of you that are on

1178
00:40:10,929 --> 00:40:13,898
our awakening journey is to understand that

1179
00:40:14,434 --> 00:40:17,143
allowing others to have their journey, whatever it

1180
00:40:17,143 --> 00:40:19,789
looks like to you without judgment. Or fear

1181
00:40:19,789 --> 00:40:20,769
on their behalf

1182
00:40:21,230 --> 00:40:23,070
is the path to mass awakening.

1183
00:40:23,869 --> 00:40:25,410
Because when you are

1184
00:40:25,869 --> 00:40:28,357
d tuning your life trans, and you are

1185
00:40:28,357 --> 00:40:30,505
making peace with wherever you've been and wherever

1186
00:40:30,505 --> 00:40:33,211
you are, you're raising your vibration. And doing

1187
00:40:33,211 --> 00:40:36,012
so, your life personally is just going to

1188
00:40:36,012 --> 00:40:38,001
get better and better and better. Abundance is

1189
00:40:38,001 --> 00:40:39,752
going to flow, well being is going to

1190
00:40:39,752 --> 00:40:40,070
flow,

1191
00:40:40,628 --> 00:40:42,873
love of everything that you are experiencing is

1192
00:40:42,873 --> 00:40:44,389
going to be a natural state, and it's

1193
00:40:44,389 --> 00:40:46,064
a glorious way to be as you well

1194
00:40:46,064 --> 00:40:46,303
know.

1195
00:40:47,260 --> 00:40:49,037
You want that for other beings

1196
00:40:49,588 --> 00:40:52,300
and we understand that. But in you're desi

1197
00:40:52,300 --> 00:40:54,293
that for other beings, when you slip into

1198
00:40:54,293 --> 00:40:55,112
the judgment

1199
00:40:55,489 --> 00:40:57,881
of what they're experiencing as this should not

1200
00:40:57,881 --> 00:40:58,120
be.

1201
00:40:58,693 --> 00:41:00,840
This war should not be. This genocide should

1202
00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:03,148
not be. This hunger should not be this

1203
00:41:03,148 --> 00:41:04,977
dirty water they're having to drink should not

1204
00:41:04,977 --> 00:41:07,700
be in your fierce judgment of those things,

1205
00:41:07,860 --> 00:41:09,692
you're actually fueling those things.

1206
00:41:10,489 --> 00:41:13,676
You are are inadvertently helping to create more

1207
00:41:13,676 --> 00:41:16,160
of that on their behalf. And you're bringing

1208
00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:18,467
some things like that into your own experience

1209
00:41:18,467 --> 00:41:19,023
when you do that.

1210
00:41:20,455 --> 00:41:23,333
So the the next the next frontier for

1211
00:41:23,333 --> 00:41:24,685
all of you that are at the forefront

1212
00:41:24,685 --> 00:41:27,309
of what you call awakening is to understand

1213
00:41:27,309 --> 00:41:28,286
that in your

1214
00:41:28,661 --> 00:41:30,251
appreciation of them and their experience.

1215
00:41:30,664 --> 00:41:32,732
As we appreciate them in their experience.

1216
00:41:33,687 --> 00:41:36,255
You are aligning with our energy, which is

1217
00:41:36,312 --> 00:41:39,097
healing, solving energy for all topics,

1218
00:41:40,302 --> 00:41:40,699
universally.

1219
00:41:42,442 --> 00:41:43,631
We we are often asked,

1220
00:41:44,582 --> 00:41:46,564
why do you allow such things to occur?

1221
00:41:47,214 --> 00:41:49,775
It is because we are not allowing it.

1222
00:41:50,494 --> 00:41:51,315
We are

1223
00:41:52,574 --> 00:41:53,074
understanding

1224
00:41:53,454 --> 00:41:56,023
that this ego driven experience that you're in

1225
00:41:56,023 --> 00:41:57,635
in this polarized environment

1226
00:41:58,090 --> 00:42:00,952
is create is is simply an experience. First

1227
00:42:00,952 --> 00:42:03,337
of all, and the creation of the physical

1228
00:42:03,337 --> 00:42:04,394
environment exists

1229
00:42:04,863 --> 00:42:07,012
so that you can separate so that you

1230
00:42:07,012 --> 00:42:08,444
can have a little bit of suffering as

1231
00:42:08,444 --> 00:42:10,513
you call it, and you can want for

1232
00:42:10,513 --> 00:42:12,343
something because as long as you're wanting for

1233
00:42:12,343 --> 00:42:13,457
something you're creating.

1234
00:42:14,427 --> 00:42:16,178
In your eternal state of consciousness you want

1235
00:42:16,178 --> 00:42:18,805
for nothing. It it is absolutely a glorious

1236
00:42:18,805 --> 00:42:21,113
way to be, but there's no expansion offered

1237
00:42:21,113 --> 00:42:23,701
in that. You spanned by coming into physical

1238
00:42:23,760 --> 00:42:24,260
life

1239
00:42:24,957 --> 00:42:26,633
situations. And in doing so,

1240
00:42:27,750 --> 00:42:30,398
experience polarity where your ego kicks in, and

1241
00:42:30,398 --> 00:42:32,631
you want something for yourself. You discern some

1242
00:42:32,631 --> 00:42:35,263
preferences you want to experience those things. You

1243
00:42:35,263 --> 00:42:37,097
are all of the earth environment, so you

1244
00:42:37,097 --> 00:42:39,170
love the earth environment. You love the elements

1245
00:42:39,170 --> 00:42:40,943
especially when you believe that you can experience

1246
00:42:40,943 --> 00:42:42,701
them. And so when you come and have

1247
00:42:42,701 --> 00:42:45,577
these experiences, yet, you have the illness or

1248
00:42:45,577 --> 00:42:47,995
the the poverty, or the

1249
00:42:48,789 --> 00:42:50,469
relationships that go sour on you and things

1250
00:42:50,469 --> 00:42:52,230
like this, and it creates a little suffering

1251
00:42:52,230 --> 00:42:55,590
a little disconnect. You you generally come through

1252
00:42:55,590 --> 00:42:57,516
that and out of That is your real

1253
00:42:57,516 --> 00:42:59,662
natural state to move through that experience come

1254
00:42:59,662 --> 00:43:01,171
out of it, and you can come out

1255
00:43:01,171 --> 00:43:04,032
of it, a more evolved being not only

1256
00:43:04,032 --> 00:43:05,955
as a human being, but an eternal friend

1257
00:43:05,955 --> 00:43:07,943
of consciousness and the having of that experience,

1258
00:43:08,182 --> 00:43:10,409
and especially in the solving of it. So

1259
00:43:10,409 --> 00:43:11,921
if you are believing that,

1260
00:43:12,572 --> 00:43:14,561
but the matrix is still drawing you back

1261
00:43:14,561 --> 00:43:17,051
in and your judgment of others experiences.

1262
00:43:18,142 --> 00:43:20,291
You're not allowing them to have their own

1263
00:43:20,291 --> 00:43:21,007
expansive journey.

1264
00:43:22,696 --> 00:43:24,929
Is that. That is the 1 thing.

1265
00:43:25,966 --> 00:43:27,800
But isn't it, like, if you're coming at

1266
00:43:27,800 --> 00:43:29,257
it from compassion

1267
00:43:30,114 --> 00:43:30,932
and kindness,

1268
00:43:32,837 --> 00:43:35,621
and you see someone suffering, if you're coming

1269
00:43:35,621 --> 00:43:36,121
from

1270
00:43:36,496 --> 00:43:38,325
that if, you know, if you can say

1271
00:43:38,325 --> 00:43:40,891
that pure intent if you're pure and. I

1272
00:43:40,891 --> 00:43:43,044
know we can think we're coming from compassion

1273
00:43:43,044 --> 00:43:43,602
and we're not.

1274
00:43:44,240 --> 00:43:46,632
But if you're coming from compassion and kindness,

1275
00:43:47,523 --> 00:43:50,791
isn't that part of the solution to,

1276
00:43:51,508 --> 00:43:52,008
seeing

1277
00:43:52,623 --> 00:43:54,456
especially mass suffering, you know,

1278
00:43:55,425 --> 00:43:57,909
like, people unjust like people

1279
00:43:58,599 --> 00:44:01,218
experiencing things that are completely out of their

1280
00:44:01,218 --> 00:44:03,043
control but causing them a lot of harm.

1281
00:44:03,774 --> 00:44:06,428
Isn't it through our compassion and kindness that

1282
00:44:06,486 --> 00:44:08,002
that can create a solution?

1283
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:11,048
The solution would be created in that scenario.

1284
00:44:11,208 --> 00:44:12,722
And we will add here that when you

1285
00:44:12,722 --> 00:44:15,853
are operating in source consciousness primarily

1286
00:44:16,231 --> 00:44:17,985
with a little bit of ego in and

1287
00:44:17,985 --> 00:44:18,862
more source present.

1288
00:44:19,752 --> 00:44:21,338
We refer to this as is up your

1289
00:44:21,338 --> 00:44:21,576
spiral.

1290
00:44:22,289 --> 00:44:24,771
When you are that way, you are naturally

1291
00:44:25,460 --> 00:44:26,650
appreciative of all of their beings.

1292
00:44:27,616 --> 00:44:29,757
You are not concerned about being harmed by

1293
00:44:29,757 --> 00:44:31,264
them, you want the very best for them.

1294
00:44:31,740 --> 00:44:33,906
That that is that is to be expected

1295
00:44:33,961 --> 00:44:35,072
when you're up your spiral.

1296
00:44:35,804 --> 00:44:37,344
Because you you are

1297
00:44:38,204 --> 00:44:38,704
wanting

1298
00:44:39,244 --> 00:44:41,425
others to experience what you were experiencing,

1299
00:44:41,965 --> 00:44:44,684
but that desire is still has some ego

1300
00:44:44,684 --> 00:44:44,925
in it.

1301
00:44:45,579 --> 00:44:47,417
When you move even further up your spiral,

1302
00:44:47,577 --> 00:44:50,693
you can view and compassion still, but not

1303
00:44:50,693 --> 00:44:53,251
needing anything to change for them because you're

1304
00:44:53,251 --> 00:44:55,283
understanding that they are having their experience

1305
00:44:55,658 --> 00:44:57,726
and that their soul came here to have

1306
00:44:57,726 --> 00:45:00,429
the exact experience that they're having and even

1307
00:45:00,429 --> 00:45:02,599
in suffering they're expanding their consciousness.

1308
00:45:03,229 --> 00:45:05,224
And it really is about understanding that their...

1309
00:45:05,383 --> 00:45:07,937
The healing power is in the appreciation of

1310
00:45:07,937 --> 00:45:08,437
them

1311
00:45:08,974 --> 00:45:10,650
even in their experience of suffering.

1312
00:45:11,223 --> 00:45:11,941
Loving them,

1313
00:45:12,499 --> 00:45:13,854
wanting the very best for them.

1314
00:45:14,412 --> 00:45:16,405
Certainly, if you are guided to Lend a

1315
00:45:16,405 --> 00:45:17,362
hand in some way,

1316
00:45:18,080 --> 00:45:19,356
we are not going to judge that.

1317
00:45:20,007 --> 00:45:22,413
But the lending hand is in loving

1318
00:45:22,786 --> 00:45:24,374
appreciation of them even though they're in their

1319
00:45:24,374 --> 00:45:25,407
suffering experience,

1320
00:45:26,121 --> 00:45:28,424
knowing that they can pull themselves out of

1321
00:45:28,424 --> 00:45:28,503
it.

1322
00:45:29,393 --> 00:45:31,786
Knowing that moving through it even if they

1323
00:45:31,786 --> 00:45:35,135
don't physically survive it, their soul is eternal.

1324
00:45:35,932 --> 00:45:38,005
And they're ever hair having this temporary experience,

1325
00:45:38,419 --> 00:45:40,724
So it's the energy behind the compassion.

1326
00:45:41,439 --> 00:45:44,300
I I see you. I love you. I

1327
00:45:44,300 --> 00:45:45,572
want the very best for you.

1328
00:45:46,304 --> 00:45:48,938
I appreciate what you're experiencing now, and I

1329
00:45:48,938 --> 00:45:50,795
appreciate that you can make it a temporary

1330
00:45:51,014 --> 00:45:52,531
experience if if you deem so.

1331
00:45:53,568 --> 00:45:55,426
That is different energy than

1332
00:45:55,739 --> 00:45:57,657
that is so wrong, that is so terrible

1333
00:45:57,657 --> 00:45:59,255
that is so awful that shouldn't not be.

1334
00:45:59,415 --> 00:46:01,173
Those horrible people are doing this thing to

1335
00:46:01,173 --> 00:46:03,490
you. This is so unfair. The world is

1336
00:46:03,490 --> 00:46:06,136
terrible. Your vibration is going down and and

1337
00:46:06,136 --> 00:46:08,049
down and down when you're doing that, and

1338
00:46:08,049 --> 00:46:10,201
you don't have as much to offer in

1339
00:46:10,201 --> 00:46:12,610
lower vibration to anyone, as you do in

1340
00:46:12,610 --> 00:46:15,650
higher vibration. So help all you want, be

1341
00:46:15,650 --> 00:46:17,730
compassionate all you want. We are not here

1342
00:46:17,730 --> 00:46:18,690
against that certainly.

1343
00:46:19,170 --> 00:46:21,525
Just understand that that loving

1344
00:46:21,905 --> 00:46:22,625
appreciation of them,

1345
00:46:23,425 --> 00:46:26,065
even in their suffering state and focusing on

1346
00:46:26,065 --> 00:46:27,025
their well being,

1347
00:46:27,998 --> 00:46:30,378
is doing more for them and focusing on

1348
00:46:30,378 --> 00:46:32,598
their well being without need. We would guide

1349
00:46:32,598 --> 00:46:34,185
you to do the same thing focusing on

1350
00:46:34,185 --> 00:46:36,903
your well being without need because a need

1351
00:46:36,903 --> 00:46:38,582
is going to lower the vibration. Need is

1352
00:46:38,582 --> 00:46:40,020
going to be answered with more need as

1353
00:46:40,020 --> 00:46:41,719
you're well aware. So

1354
00:46:42,178 --> 00:46:44,916
think about the nuances of how you're feeling

1355
00:46:45,389 --> 00:46:46,268
in your compassion.

1356
00:46:47,147 --> 00:46:48,905
There is a compassion that is I love

1357
00:46:48,905 --> 00:46:50,663
you. I want the best for you. You

1358
00:46:50,663 --> 00:46:52,980
are having your expansive journey. You're having your

1359
00:46:52,980 --> 00:46:53,480
experience

1360
00:46:53,874 --> 00:46:56,742
you're moving through this experience and regardless of

1361
00:46:56,742 --> 00:46:58,414
the outcome, you are going to be an

1362
00:46:58,414 --> 00:46:59,768
expanded being in the process.

1363
00:47:00,485 --> 00:47:03,368
That is that is healing powerful energy. And

1364
00:47:03,368 --> 00:47:05,777
it is reverb out across humanity

1365
00:47:06,312 --> 00:47:08,380
across Earth and into the universe and and

1366
00:47:08,380 --> 00:47:09,892
helping more than you can even imagine.

1367
00:47:10,940 --> 00:47:13,004
Much more so than the judgment of what

1368
00:47:13,004 --> 00:47:13,877
1 is experiencing.

1369
00:47:15,227 --> 00:47:17,767
Yeah. I can follow that. So how is...

1370
00:47:18,578 --> 00:47:19,476
Are we

1371
00:47:20,331 --> 00:47:20,729
becoming...

1372
00:47:21,287 --> 00:47:23,359
I don't know. Are we becoming darker? Or

1373
00:47:23,359 --> 00:47:25,510
are we in general becoming lighter?

1374
00:47:25,923 --> 00:47:27,375
In in our

1375
00:47:27,748 --> 00:47:28,621
evolutionary process.

1376
00:47:29,414 --> 00:47:30,390
You are absolutely

1377
00:47:31,318 --> 00:47:32,509
ever becoming lighter.

1378
00:47:33,716 --> 00:47:35,250
Understand that your recorded histories

1379
00:47:35,864 --> 00:47:36,762
present to you

1380
00:47:37,217 --> 00:47:38,512
far more darkness

1381
00:47:39,683 --> 00:47:42,125
because that is appealing to you that that

1382
00:47:42,324 --> 00:47:44,801
fear mechanism is so well developed across humanity

1383
00:47:44,801 --> 00:47:45,840
at this time, and it does not have

1384
00:47:45,840 --> 00:47:47,918
to stay that way, but that fear mechanism

1385
00:47:47,918 --> 00:47:50,809
is so well developed. It is tripped when

1386
00:47:50,809 --> 00:47:52,644
you read something about the horrors of the

1387
00:47:52,644 --> 00:47:54,081
past or the horrors of the present,

1388
00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:56,317
and you are you are drawn to it,

1389
00:47:56,636 --> 00:47:58,871
and you're being drawn to it in judgment

1390
00:47:58,871 --> 00:48:01,285
of it is fueling more of it. That's

1391
00:48:01,285 --> 00:48:03,204
why it keeps reoccurring in your world.

1392
00:48:04,244 --> 00:48:07,605
You... Your personal life experience is a reflection

1393
00:48:07,605 --> 00:48:08,565
of humanity,

1394
00:48:09,057 --> 00:48:11,363
of the earth environment, end of the entire

1395
00:48:11,363 --> 00:48:11,760
universe.

1396
00:48:12,476 --> 00:48:15,098
So your personal life experience, you've all moved

1397
00:48:15,098 --> 00:48:17,403
through these down flow dark periods in your

1398
00:48:17,403 --> 00:48:17,642
lives.

1399
00:48:18,214 --> 00:48:20,694
And they can end you in physical, for

1400
00:48:20,694 --> 00:48:22,295
sure. They do not end you your eternal

1401
00:48:22,295 --> 00:48:25,174
consciousness at all. Your eternal consciousness does not

1402
00:48:25,174 --> 00:48:27,498
judge any of that. The dart period from

1403
00:48:27,498 --> 00:48:29,639
your sole perspective is an expansive period as

1404
00:48:29,639 --> 00:48:31,940
much as the the light high period where

1405
00:48:31,940 --> 00:48:33,288
you were at your very best from an

1406
00:48:33,288 --> 00:48:34,002
ego perspective.

1407
00:48:34,574 --> 00:48:36,806
So you're moving through these dark periods, and

1408
00:48:36,806 --> 00:48:39,039
you were able to in time usually look

1409
00:48:39,039 --> 00:48:41,670
back and say, that was hard to experience,

1410
00:48:41,830 --> 00:48:43,186
but I'm so glad that I did.

1411
00:48:44,880 --> 00:48:47,199
It expanded me. I'm wiser now. I'm smarter

1412
00:48:47,199 --> 00:48:48,719
now. I know what it's like when someone

1413
00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:51,039
else tells me they're suffering, I can identify

1414
00:48:51,039 --> 00:48:52,559
with that because I have suffered as well.

1415
00:48:53,930 --> 00:48:55,835
Take that and apply that to all of

1416
00:48:55,835 --> 00:48:56,311
humanity.

1417
00:48:57,105 --> 00:48:59,588
These dark periods that you speak of

1418
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:02,755
exist to span, we often use the analogy

1419
00:49:02,755 --> 00:49:04,262
of think of a of a forest,

1420
00:49:05,056 --> 00:49:08,414
untouched by humanity that is completely self sufficient

1421
00:49:08,644 --> 00:49:10,558
and and in in a beautiful place,

1422
00:49:11,117 --> 00:49:12,951
yet, there is still going to be what

1423
00:49:12,951 --> 00:49:15,025
you might call contrast. The animals are eating

1424
00:49:15,025 --> 00:49:17,657
1 another. There's predatory practices going on in

1425
00:49:17,657 --> 00:49:19,668
nature of course. And storms are going to

1426
00:49:19,668 --> 00:49:22,066
come through and create destruction. But every time

1427
00:49:22,066 --> 00:49:24,863
the storm comes through and creates destruction, the

1428
00:49:24,863 --> 00:49:27,500
forest grows back more lush more green stronger

1429
00:49:27,500 --> 00:49:30,389
than ever the physical beings that perish, whether

1430
00:49:30,389 --> 00:49:32,385
it's through a storm or a predatory practice

1431
00:49:32,385 --> 00:49:34,460
or just through a natural death if there's

1432
00:49:34,460 --> 00:49:36,295
such a thing that in in that environment.

1433
00:49:37,266 --> 00:49:40,307
The the d physical vehicle feeds

1434
00:49:40,918 --> 00:49:43,062
the environment it fertilize fertilizer the environment.

1435
00:49:43,618 --> 00:49:45,445
Life feeds life in your world, but the

1436
00:49:45,445 --> 00:49:45,945
consciousness

1437
00:49:46,333 --> 00:49:47,603
behind all of that is eternal.

1438
00:49:48,556 --> 00:49:50,621
So when when a when a platform or

1439
00:49:50,621 --> 00:49:53,480
a life form is becomes prey for something

1440
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:55,147
else or is destroyed in a storm,

1441
00:49:55,957 --> 00:49:58,980
The consciousness that creates that simply moves on

1442
00:49:58,980 --> 00:50:02,161
to another form, typically a more sophisticated form

1443
00:50:02,161 --> 00:50:04,645
because that's just the next logical step or

1444
00:50:04,645 --> 00:50:05,681
natural step in the journey?

1445
00:50:07,353 --> 00:50:09,742
Yeah. I like that. So what why do

1446
00:50:09,742 --> 00:50:11,989
we get so stuck? What what is the

1447
00:50:11,989 --> 00:50:13,048
cause of us

1448
00:50:13,667 --> 00:50:14,167
emotionally

1449
00:50:14,546 --> 00:50:15,985
and mentally getting stuck.

1450
00:50:17,023 --> 00:50:19,980
This this matrix of beliefs that humanity has

1451
00:50:19,980 --> 00:50:20,380
created.

1452
00:50:21,192 --> 00:50:21,692
That

1453
00:50:22,226 --> 00:50:24,933
there is absolutely nothing wrong with. The matrix

1454
00:50:24,933 --> 00:50:27,639
of beliefs as his humanity has created is

1455
00:50:27,639 --> 00:50:29,947
the very thing that propelled you to this

1456
00:50:29,947 --> 00:50:32,186
point where you're coming back around to what

1457
00:50:32,186 --> 00:50:33,377
you all knew all along.

1458
00:50:34,012 --> 00:50:36,472
You are the creators of reality that your

1459
00:50:36,472 --> 00:50:38,853
physical vehicle is simply an experience that you're

1460
00:50:38,853 --> 00:50:40,700
having, It is meant to have a a

1461
00:50:40,700 --> 00:50:41,975
beginning a middle in and end. There is

1462
00:50:41,975 --> 00:50:44,445
no right amount of time or right type

1463
00:50:44,445 --> 00:50:46,199
of experience to have in it. You're all

1464
00:50:46,199 --> 00:50:48,369
coming to understand that. But all of the

1465
00:50:48,369 --> 00:50:50,686
suffering and all of the structures and the

1466
00:50:50,686 --> 00:50:51,965
religions and the governments and all of the

1467
00:50:51,965 --> 00:50:53,963
things that you've been speaking about, those are

1468
00:50:53,963 --> 00:50:56,440
things that you all created to move you

1469
00:50:56,440 --> 00:50:58,869
here. And the reason that you are experiencing

1470
00:50:58,927 --> 00:51:01,160
such a magnificent time in your environment and

1471
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:03,313
it's truly magnificent. We we are not judging,

1472
00:51:03,711 --> 00:51:05,385
but we are speaking in human terms.

1473
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:07,880
That this is an interesting time for all

1474
00:51:07,880 --> 00:51:10,440
of you because your earth environment is maturing.

1475
00:51:10,599 --> 00:51:11,739
It's moving up

1476
00:51:12,039 --> 00:51:14,440
rapidly to this different level. And this different

1477
00:51:14,440 --> 00:51:16,373
level those of you that are listening to

1478
00:51:16,373 --> 00:51:18,371
things such as this are understanding it you're

1479
00:51:18,371 --> 00:51:20,208
feeling it. And you may be a little

1480
00:51:20,208 --> 00:51:22,446
challenge to fully comprehend it, but you're curious

1481
00:51:22,446 --> 00:51:24,377
you're drawn to it. There's a reason for

1482
00:51:24,377 --> 00:51:26,451
that. Your your soul is calling you into

1483
00:51:26,451 --> 00:51:28,525
it. Your soul is saying this way, this

1484
00:51:28,525 --> 00:51:30,201
way, come this way. This is where you're

1485
00:51:30,201 --> 00:51:31,893
heading. And all of the work that you've

1486
00:51:31,893 --> 00:51:34,470
done which includes all of your suffering experiences

1487
00:51:34,849 --> 00:51:36,207
and notice that many of you that are

1488
00:51:36,207 --> 00:51:38,125
at the forefront of thoughts such as this,

1489
00:51:38,619 --> 00:51:41,010
have had more suffering experiences than the typical

1490
00:51:41,010 --> 00:51:41,647
person often.

1491
00:51:42,842 --> 00:51:44,139
Your suffering experiences

1492
00:51:44,675 --> 00:51:45,951
made you question everything.

1493
00:51:46,925 --> 00:51:48,945
If if if my judgmental

1494
00:51:49,485 --> 00:51:52,204
loving God truly loves me, how did this

1495
00:51:52,204 --> 00:51:54,525
happen? Well, maybe it's not what it was

1496
00:51:54,525 --> 00:51:56,456
described as in in these Sunday school that

1497
00:51:56,535 --> 00:51:57,012
I attended.

1498
00:51:57,728 --> 00:51:59,956
Or or whatever it was, Whatever the scenario

1499
00:51:59,956 --> 00:52:01,172
is, you start questioning.

1500
00:52:01,706 --> 00:52:03,550
I am not the way that society tells

1501
00:52:03,550 --> 00:52:05,301
me I'm supposed to be what's wrong with

1502
00:52:05,301 --> 00:52:06,335
me. I feel different.

1503
00:52:07,768 --> 00:52:09,518
You're you're not different. You're just at a

1504
00:52:09,518 --> 00:52:11,348
different place in your journey than others are

1505
00:52:11,348 --> 00:52:13,671
at this time. But it takes that entire

1506
00:52:13,671 --> 00:52:14,171
spectrum

1507
00:52:14,546 --> 00:52:17,649
of beliefs to create the earth environment. Everything

1508
00:52:17,649 --> 00:52:20,036
from someone who believes in absolutely nothing to

1509
00:52:20,036 --> 00:52:22,443
someone who believes in an salute powerful vengeful

1510
00:52:22,523 --> 00:52:25,879
God and everything in between that entire spectrum

1511
00:52:25,879 --> 00:52:28,596
creates the environment. So you need the very

1512
00:52:28,596 --> 00:52:31,319
worst very most what what you may consider

1513
00:52:31,319 --> 00:52:34,019
evil, physical being and the most ben ambivalent

1514
00:52:34,019 --> 00:52:36,085
and everything in between that. You will always

1515
00:52:36,085 --> 00:52:37,673
have some version of that. No matter what

1516
00:52:37,673 --> 00:52:38,967
you do, but

1517
00:52:39,833 --> 00:52:42,002
how it plays out is going to continually

1518
00:52:42,059 --> 00:52:44,841
evolve. And what humanity is doing now that

1519
00:52:44,841 --> 00:52:46,670
is making this such a as we are

1520
00:52:46,670 --> 00:52:48,918
using your terms magnificent time

1521
00:52:49,309 --> 00:52:51,409
is because you are starting to create technology

1522
00:52:51,550 --> 00:52:52,349
in your own image.

1523
00:52:55,390 --> 00:52:56,989
Some of your books will say that God

1524
00:52:56,989 --> 00:52:58,269
created man in his own image.

1525
00:52:59,479 --> 00:53:01,467
There is some wisdom in that because now

1526
00:53:01,467 --> 00:53:02,523
you are the ones

1527
00:53:02,977 --> 00:53:04,488
becoming the gods of your world.

1528
00:53:05,681 --> 00:53:08,168
You are creating technology to serve you

1529
00:53:08,798 --> 00:53:10,635
And in creating this technology to serve you,

1530
00:53:10,794 --> 00:53:11,853
you are absolutely

1531
00:53:12,391 --> 00:53:13,609
changing your matrix

1532
00:53:14,067 --> 00:53:16,542
because your matrix is largely built on commerce,

1533
00:53:16,702 --> 00:53:19,664
which is created and built on exchange and

1534
00:53:19,664 --> 00:53:20,380
fear and judgment.

1535
00:53:21,494 --> 00:53:23,165
So you're wanting to move away from fear

1536
00:53:23,165 --> 00:53:25,632
and judgment and you were seeing the inequities

1537
00:53:25,632 --> 00:53:26,586
in the exchange system.

1538
00:53:27,396 --> 00:53:30,333
Because inevitably, with an ego driven consciousness and

1539
00:53:30,333 --> 00:53:32,001
and and all physical life has a version

1540
00:53:32,001 --> 00:53:33,985
of what you call ego, there's always going

1541
00:53:33,985 --> 00:53:35,653
to be someone who wants a little more.

1542
00:53:36,383 --> 00:53:38,929
Because you all want, You all want to

1543
00:53:38,929 --> 00:53:41,077
experience the earth environment. And if you tried

1544
00:53:41,077 --> 00:53:43,144
to flat line your vibration, that would be

1545
00:53:43,144 --> 00:53:44,656
the only path to true Utopia,

1546
00:53:45,148 --> 00:53:47,057
but that's not going to happen for you

1547
00:53:47,057 --> 00:53:48,806
by design because there's always going to be

1548
00:53:48,806 --> 00:53:51,590
1 being that clicks just 1 click up

1549
00:53:51,590 --> 00:53:52,942
and says yes, I want my...

1550
00:53:53,594 --> 00:53:55,114
My hut to be just a little bigger

1551
00:53:55,114 --> 00:53:56,635
than the hut next door. To be a

1552
00:53:56,635 --> 00:53:58,875
little nicer, a little newer. I I want

1553
00:53:58,875 --> 00:54:00,714
my physical vehicle to be a little more

1554
00:54:00,714 --> 00:54:03,283
appealing. Whatever it is, whatever it is. That's

1555
00:54:03,283 --> 00:54:04,794
all it takes to disrupt all of that,

1556
00:54:05,112 --> 00:54:06,544
and you were back in what you make

1557
00:54:06,544 --> 00:54:08,771
chaos once again. But it's not really chaos.

1558
00:54:09,584 --> 00:54:12,460
Everyone's experiencing their own version of this reality.

1559
00:54:12,700 --> 00:54:14,218
It's all being served up to you all

1560
00:54:14,218 --> 00:54:14,698
the time.

1561
00:54:15,577 --> 00:54:17,175
But now you've created,

1562
00:54:17,588 --> 00:54:19,653
and you have challenged yourself so much, and

1563
00:54:19,653 --> 00:54:22,297
you you have begun to collectively find

1564
00:54:22,750 --> 00:54:25,689
collective disdain for your system of commerce and

1565
00:54:25,689 --> 00:54:26,642
you're destroying it.

1566
00:54:27,373 --> 00:54:29,763
You're destroying it because you're creating technology that's

1567
00:54:29,763 --> 00:54:30,980
going to unemployed

1568
00:54:31,356 --> 00:54:33,826
most of humanity at some point. There is

1569
00:54:33,826 --> 00:54:36,296
nothing that your tu technology cannot replace you.

1570
00:54:36,789 --> 00:54:38,300
So is it going to truly replace you?

1571
00:54:38,380 --> 00:54:39,494
Or is it going to be in service

1572
00:54:39,494 --> 00:54:40,687
of you? That is up to all of

1573
00:54:40,687 --> 00:54:44,290
you. So this this changing, this becoming so

1574
00:54:44,427 --> 00:54:47,222
intelligent yourselves. That you are able to create

1575
00:54:47,222 --> 00:54:48,016
in your own image.

1576
00:54:48,651 --> 00:54:50,873
That is a massive energetic turning point for

1577
00:54:50,873 --> 00:54:51,508
your environment.

1578
00:54:52,143 --> 00:54:53,968
And we are guiding you to be thrilled

1579
00:54:53,968 --> 00:54:55,731
by this. We're not guiding you to fear

1580
00:54:55,731 --> 00:54:58,854
this. We are guiding you to the awareness

1581
00:54:59,546 --> 00:55:01,612
that you are becoming so aware of your

1582
00:55:01,612 --> 00:55:03,305
own ability to create consciously

1583
00:55:03,775 --> 00:55:05,612
that you don't need the old system of

1584
00:55:05,612 --> 00:55:07,690
exchange anymore, that you don't need to work

1585
00:55:07,690 --> 00:55:09,708
or or offer anything

1586
00:55:10,247 --> 00:55:11,685
to live a joyous abundant life.

1587
00:55:12,897 --> 00:55:14,890
And many of you are beginning to teach

1588
00:55:14,890 --> 00:55:17,043
yourselves that. You're allowing your abundance to flow

1589
00:55:17,043 --> 00:55:20,233
in magical ways that are not necessarily attached

1590
00:55:20,233 --> 00:55:21,110
to exchange.

1591
00:55:21,843 --> 00:55:24,236
And and that is where you're heading. So

1592
00:55:24,236 --> 00:55:26,549
you're going to break the system that has

1593
00:55:26,549 --> 00:55:28,703
broken you, and you're going to emerge from

1594
00:55:28,703 --> 00:55:30,936
that wiser beings in that process.

1595
00:55:32,784 --> 00:55:34,776
I like, break the system that's broken ass.

1596
00:55:35,891 --> 00:55:37,804
I like that. You needed to break yourselves

1597
00:55:37,804 --> 00:55:39,237
in order to to be forced to break

1598
00:55:39,237 --> 00:55:40,831
it. You... You... You you were a stubborn

1599
00:55:40,831 --> 00:55:44,111
lot. And that's not unusual. But sometimes you

1600
00:55:44,111 --> 00:55:45,306
have... And and this is true in your

1601
00:55:45,306 --> 00:55:47,057
personal life. Sometimes you have to get all

1602
00:55:47,057 --> 00:55:48,809
the way down to 0. At the edge

1603
00:55:48,809 --> 00:55:51,058
of the cliff, to allow the miracle to

1604
00:55:51,058 --> 00:55:53,056
actually trans. You don't have to do that,

1605
00:55:53,376 --> 00:55:55,693
but you do that for yourselves. You... But

1606
00:55:55,693 --> 00:55:57,771
but when you do though, you show yourselves

1607
00:55:57,771 --> 00:56:00,096
how powerful you are. We're guiding you to

1608
00:56:00,096 --> 00:56:01,684
understand that that works all the time on

1609
00:56:01,684 --> 00:56:04,146
all topics. The only reason that things don't

1610
00:56:04,146 --> 00:56:05,734
show up is because you still have some

1611
00:56:05,734 --> 00:56:07,816
disbelief to work on. But the work is

1612
00:56:07,816 --> 00:56:10,047
also your expansion of consciousness. So allow it

1613
00:56:10,047 --> 00:56:12,517
to take however long it takes, Just understand

1614
00:56:12,517 --> 00:56:15,477
that it's you doing it. It's always coming

1615
00:56:15,477 --> 00:56:18,577
in internally when you are prolong something or

1616
00:56:18,577 --> 00:56:20,804
you're suffering in something. It is always in

1617
00:56:20,804 --> 00:56:22,870
your mind is always your mindset every single

1618
00:56:22,870 --> 00:56:23,109
time.

1619
00:56:24,478 --> 00:56:25,674
K. Very interesting.

1620
00:56:26,312 --> 00:56:26,551
Yeah.

1621
00:56:27,429 --> 00:56:29,263
Thank you. We have shared quite a bit.

1622
00:56:29,422 --> 00:56:30,858
And and as always, we share a lot

1623
00:56:30,858 --> 00:56:32,693
of information a few words, and and we

1624
00:56:32,693 --> 00:56:34,463
guide you to go back and watch this

1625
00:56:34,463 --> 00:56:35,978
if you find it appealing again and again

1626
00:56:35,978 --> 00:56:37,435
and again, all of you that are listening

1627
00:56:38,291 --> 00:56:39,008
with much love.

1628
00:56:39,726 --> 00:56:40,284
That is what we have.

1629
00:56:47,161 --> 00:56:47,639
Thank you.

1630
00:56:49,954 --> 00:56:50,592
Good questions.

1631
00:56:52,200 --> 00:56:54,736
Interesting is interesting. And it is. For that,

1632
00:56:54,894 --> 00:56:56,955
but I don't 5 minutes or now Won't

1633
00:56:56,955 --> 00:56:57,431
remember any of.

1634
00:56:58,144 --> 00:56:59,666
Yeah. Oh, to be honest to me else

1635
00:56:59,666 --> 00:57:00,619
we, I'm gonna have to go back I

1636
00:57:00,619 --> 00:57:02,684
can listen to it too because I... Yeah,

1637
00:57:03,081 --> 00:57:05,407
just to to sort of sit

1638
00:57:05,940 --> 00:57:08,505
and and actually hear it without

1639
00:57:09,135 --> 00:57:11,474
still thinking. You know, and you you're thinking

1640
00:57:12,094 --> 00:57:13,855
just just to actually hear it. So... Well,

1641
00:57:14,014 --> 00:57:15,135
I like to say there was there was

1642
00:57:15,135 --> 00:57:16,114
something in there

1643
00:57:16,494 --> 00:57:16,994
that

1644
00:57:18,427 --> 00:57:19,885
you were challenged by

1645
00:57:20,503 --> 00:57:22,179
that their audience is going to be challenged

1646
00:57:22,179 --> 00:57:24,494
by 2, and you went deeper as... That's

1647
00:57:24,494 --> 00:57:27,220
why, like, interaction where there's follow up. With

1648
00:57:27,220 --> 00:57:28,488
the stream. I used to just come on

1649
00:57:28,488 --> 00:57:30,469
and just do this. Because excited know I

1650
00:57:30,469 --> 00:57:31,817
talked. I didn't know anybody and this is

1651
00:57:31,817 --> 00:57:33,164
why I first started the podcast in in

1652
00:57:33,164 --> 00:57:33,877
2017.

1653
00:57:34,369 --> 00:57:36,047
But when I started having en inclusive people

1654
00:57:36,047 --> 00:57:37,885
that would come on and challenge a little

1655
00:57:37,885 --> 00:57:39,963
bit and say, well, what about this? And

1656
00:57:39,963 --> 00:57:41,880
what about that? That's when I'm in the

1657
00:57:41,880 --> 00:57:45,184
background thinking Yeah. That's a great question because

1658
00:57:45,320 --> 00:57:46,990
we do need to address that for people.

1659
00:57:47,944 --> 00:57:48,898
I can remember...

1660
00:57:49,455 --> 00:57:51,204
And I'll tell you, I can explain why

1661
00:57:51,284 --> 00:57:52,849
I do that because

1662
00:57:53,765 --> 00:57:55,040
and then this is a pivot... You don't

1663
00:57:55,040 --> 00:57:57,907
have pivotal moments where you go, yeah. That's...

1664
00:57:58,146 --> 00:57:58,942
That makes sense.

1665
00:57:59,579 --> 00:58:00,933
I was in, Jack,

1666
00:58:02,464 --> 00:58:02,944
concentration camp,

1667
00:58:03,744 --> 00:58:04,625
of, back, you know,

1668
00:58:05,264 --> 00:58:06,545
25

1669
00:58:06,545 --> 00:58:09,025
years ago. And there was an ex american

1670
00:58:09,025 --> 00:58:11,358
cons soldier who was the tour guy. And

1671
00:58:11,438 --> 00:58:13,905
I happened to arrive, the day they had

1672
00:58:13,905 --> 00:58:16,769
their most visitors ever, and he crammed us

1673
00:58:16,769 --> 00:58:18,463
all into 1 of the

1674
00:58:19,175 --> 00:58:21,255
the places where the people slept,

1675
00:58:21,815 --> 00:58:23,414
and we're all crammed in it and any

1676
00:58:23,414 --> 00:58:24,614
and he just stood in the middle and

1677
00:58:24,614 --> 00:58:25,994
he didn't start talking

1678
00:58:26,469 --> 00:58:28,941
and everyone people were complaining and we're all

1679
00:58:28,941 --> 00:58:30,297
pushed up to together, and it was hot

1680
00:58:30,297 --> 00:58:32,530
and and sweaty. And and then he let

1681
00:58:32,530 --> 00:58:34,046
us go for a while, and then then

1682
00:58:34,046 --> 00:58:35,402
he said, oh, by the way, all of

1683
00:58:35,402 --> 00:58:37,328
you that are un uncomfortable comfortable. You can

1684
00:58:37,328 --> 00:58:39,953
leave at any time, the people that were

1685
00:58:39,953 --> 00:58:41,544
originally here, they couldn't.

1686
00:58:42,101 --> 00:58:42,919
And and

1687
00:58:43,309 --> 00:58:45,058
you know, and there was just as many

1688
00:58:45,058 --> 00:58:47,284
people crammed into here and, you know? So

1689
00:58:47,284 --> 00:58:50,067
he he lets you feel that. Mh. And

1690
00:58:50,067 --> 00:58:52,069
he and he had this I wish I

1691
00:58:52,069 --> 00:58:53,737
could repeat it because it was it was

1692
00:58:53,737 --> 00:58:54,611
funny, but

1693
00:58:55,246 --> 00:58:57,153
you said all you tree hug have... You

1694
00:58:57,153 --> 00:58:59,695
know, hip his. How did you think this

1695
00:58:59,695 --> 00:59:00,728
was going to stop?

1696
00:59:01,618 --> 00:59:03,373
If we didn't come in with some sort

1697
00:59:03,373 --> 00:59:04,011
of force.

1698
00:59:05,207 --> 00:59:07,361
And and it kind of put in perspective

1699
00:59:07,361 --> 00:59:09,195
for me, we can sit back and we

1700
00:59:09,195 --> 00:59:10,950
can say love and light.

1701
00:59:11,763 --> 00:59:13,836
But there also has to be an action

1702
00:59:13,836 --> 00:59:14,576
that says

1703
00:59:15,512 --> 00:59:16,947
due to compassion,

1704
00:59:17,505 --> 00:59:20,137
we can't stand still and watch these people

1705
00:59:20,137 --> 00:59:21,989
suffer. Now throughout the world we do.

1706
00:59:22,710 --> 00:59:24,630
And sometimes we do it with lip service,

1707
00:59:24,869 --> 00:59:26,549
you know, just with spin over the top

1708
00:59:26,549 --> 00:59:28,710
of it. And we're not really, you know,

1709
00:59:28,949 --> 00:59:32,172
getting in there and being honest about how

1710
00:59:32,386 --> 00:59:35,718
how humanity should be treating humanity. So that's

1711
00:59:35,718 --> 00:59:37,249
why I questioned on the

1712
00:59:37,718 --> 00:59:39,552
compassion. If we want change, how do we

1713
00:59:39,552 --> 00:59:42,264
create change? Yeah. Well it's and it's always

1714
00:59:42,264 --> 00:59:43,162
the... With

1715
00:59:43,938 --> 00:59:46,171
the source, it's always the energy behind everything.

1716
00:59:46,743 --> 00:59:48,808
Because we... Again, we're looking at it from

1717
00:59:48,808 --> 00:59:51,135
the ego perspective that these human beings

1718
00:59:51,746 --> 00:59:53,971
were suffering, and it's always disturbing anything around

1719
00:59:53,971 --> 00:59:55,956
the holocaust is always disturbing.

1720
00:59:57,002 --> 00:59:58,825
Of course, it is. Rounding up people. Should

1721
00:59:58,825 --> 01:00:01,069
be disturbed. Yeah. Yeah. You know, short.

1722
01:00:01,442 --> 01:00:02,869
It it know, this doesn't stop me for

1723
01:00:02,869 --> 01:00:04,789
being a disturbed by it. I'm not nearly

1724
01:00:04,789 --> 01:00:06,220
as a store as I used to be

1725
01:00:06,220 --> 01:00:08,764
though? Simply because, okay, this happened,

1726
01:00:09,480 --> 01:00:11,467
what's what's the energy of me sitting and

1727
01:00:11,467 --> 01:00:13,376
being disturbed by it and and judging it,

1728
01:00:13,709 --> 01:00:15,936
But I can certainly say that is absolutely

1729
01:00:15,936 --> 01:00:16,732
not my preference.

1730
01:00:17,447 --> 01:00:19,118
How do we shift the energy so that

1731
01:00:19,118 --> 01:00:20,232
that doesn't happen again?

1732
01:00:20,883 --> 01:00:22,635
And that's it. And that's that's where I

1733
01:00:22,635 --> 01:00:24,545
chime in with acceptance. You know what I

1734
01:00:24,545 --> 01:00:27,411
mean? Like? So when something's disturb us, to

1735
01:00:27,411 --> 01:00:28,526
me, that's our soul.

1736
01:00:29,495 --> 01:00:30,869
Recognizing we're hurting

1737
01:00:31,244 --> 01:00:32,833
another part of ourselves. If you wanna put

1738
01:00:32,833 --> 01:00:33,651
in that terminology,

1739
01:00:34,105 --> 01:00:35,775
but we're where, you know I look at

1740
01:00:35,775 --> 01:00:37,523
equality, it doesn't matter who you are, what

1741
01:00:37,523 --> 01:00:38,887
you where you're from,

1742
01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:41,107
what your... How much money you got your

1743
01:00:41,107 --> 01:00:43,009
bank account is an inequality between your soil

1744
01:00:43,009 --> 01:00:43,961
and I side we're the same.

1745
01:00:44,674 --> 01:00:45,174
So

1746
01:00:45,958 --> 01:00:48,340
So it's kind of, like, where where I

1747
01:00:48,340 --> 01:00:50,404
chime in, and it's like, I have to

1748
01:00:50,404 --> 01:00:52,786
allow myself to be disturbed because it's disturbing.

1749
01:00:53,753 --> 01:00:55,898
I don't have to wear it, and I

1750
01:00:55,898 --> 01:00:57,408
don't have to go or, you know,

1751
01:00:59,077 --> 01:01:00,586
you know, stand and, you know, due to,

1752
01:01:00,666 --> 01:01:02,199
you know, all that sort of thing

1753
01:01:02,589 --> 01:01:04,185
I've got be... But I've gotta be honest

1754
01:01:04,185 --> 01:01:06,579
about it. I've gotta be honest that this

1755
01:01:06,579 --> 01:01:07,239
is harmful,

1756
01:01:07,856 --> 01:01:08,915
and this is

1757
01:01:09,453 --> 01:01:10,410
hurting people.

1758
01:01:10,903 --> 01:01:13,213
And it's... My understanding is is the more

1759
01:01:13,213 --> 01:01:15,464
truthful and honest that I can be

1760
01:01:15,840 --> 01:01:18,650
and feel the truth of my feelings.

1761
01:01:19,359 --> 01:01:21,859
You know, that... That's really sad or that's,

1762
01:01:22,239 --> 01:01:22,639
you know,

1763
01:01:23,359 --> 01:01:23,760
disturbing.

1764
01:01:24,639 --> 01:01:26,260
Then then it will move

1765
01:01:26,812 --> 01:01:29,512
Right? But if I gloss over it,

1766
01:01:30,306 --> 01:01:32,449
what I'm really doing is suppressing the truth.

1767
01:01:32,687 --> 01:01:34,672
And whenever truth is suppressed,

1768
01:01:36,275 --> 01:01:37,965
change can't happen and

1769
01:01:38,418 --> 01:01:41,989
acceptance of reality doesn't occur, and that opens

1770
01:01:41,989 --> 01:01:42,783
up the field.

1771
01:01:43,354 --> 01:01:44,389
For lip service,

1772
01:01:44,866 --> 01:01:45,343
deception,

1773
01:01:45,821 --> 01:01:47,731
all those kind of things. That's just that's

1774
01:01:47,731 --> 01:01:49,504
how I see it. So I get

1775
01:01:50,038 --> 01:01:52,050
I get... That's that's why I challenged it

1776
01:01:52,050 --> 01:01:53,590
in the in new channel

1777
01:01:54,609 --> 01:01:56,530
because I wanted to hear what their perspective

1778
01:01:56,530 --> 01:01:58,369
of of that. Yeah. It's it's a different...

1779
01:01:58,530 --> 01:02:00,025
Yeah know, it's definitely not an Ego driven

1780
01:02:00,144 --> 01:02:01,740
perspective at all because the ego is, like,

1781
01:02:01,900 --> 01:02:03,335
we can't let that happen. We've gotta get

1782
01:02:03,335 --> 01:02:05,011
in there. And, you know, again, if somebody

1783
01:02:05,011 --> 01:02:06,128
were beating a dog up in front of

1784
01:02:06,128 --> 01:02:07,739
my house, I would go out and probably

1785
01:02:07,739 --> 01:02:08,777
beat the crap out of the person and

1786
01:02:08,777 --> 01:02:09,815
say to the dog Of course I would.

1787
01:02:09,974 --> 01:02:11,592
Of course I would. Yeah. But

1788
01:02:12,050 --> 01:02:14,125
how do you really solve these things? Because

1789
01:02:14,125 --> 01:02:14,865
we still

1790
01:02:15,243 --> 01:02:16,621
haven't solved genocide

1791
01:02:17,014 --> 01:02:19,247
we still haven't involved, you know, people being

1792
01:02:19,247 --> 01:02:21,821
enslaved and prison. That's still... That energy keeps

1793
01:02:21,959 --> 01:02:24,272
moving. Right? Like, we we might battle it

1794
01:02:24,272 --> 01:02:25,469
and kind of stop it out here and

1795
01:02:25,469 --> 01:02:27,237
then it just pops up over there. So

1796
01:02:27,237 --> 01:02:29,168
what their thing is is that

1797
01:02:29,941 --> 01:02:31,610
have your experience do what you do. And

1798
01:02:31,610 --> 01:02:33,280
if they're gonna have the experience of being

1799
01:02:33,280 --> 01:02:35,109
murdered in a concentration camp, there's nothing wrong

1800
01:02:35,109 --> 01:02:36,755
with sending in an army to

1801
01:02:37,431 --> 01:02:39,021
annihilate the people that are doing it because

1802
01:02:39,021 --> 01:02:41,327
it's it's, you know, it's the same. But

1803
01:02:41,327 --> 01:02:43,315
understand the bigger picture is they're are all

1804
01:02:43,315 --> 01:02:45,639
internal beings, they're all internal friends of here

1805
01:02:45,639 --> 01:02:48,776
having with temporary experience. And humanity will finally

1806
01:02:48,996 --> 01:02:49,975
move toward

1807
01:02:50,914 --> 01:02:53,012
understanding conscious creation in that

1808
01:02:53,391 --> 01:02:55,010
the real solving of that

1809
01:02:55,323 --> 01:02:57,391
is in the deeper understanding of it, not

1810
01:02:57,391 --> 01:02:59,141
the fear and judgment of it because a

1811
01:02:59,141 --> 01:03:00,732
lot of fear and judgment people never again,

1812
01:03:00,891 --> 01:03:02,417
never again, we can't let that happen all

1813
01:03:02,577 --> 01:03:04,166
I hear right now from, you know, I'm

1814
01:03:04,166 --> 01:03:05,439
a gay man. I live in a very,

1815
01:03:05,757 --> 01:03:08,858
promptly gay town, and everybody just keeps saying

1816
01:03:08,858 --> 01:03:10,527
this is, you know, this is Germany right

1817
01:03:10,527 --> 01:03:12,134
now happening the United States, This is the

1818
01:03:12,214 --> 01:03:14,371
Hitler playbook. They're gonna round all the gaze

1819
01:03:14,371 --> 01:03:15,969
up and put us in a concentration camp.

1820
01:03:16,528 --> 01:03:18,686
All this fear mon of around all of

1821
01:03:18,686 --> 01:03:19,165
the stu.

1822
01:03:19,978 --> 01:03:21,808
And I don't want any part that because

1823
01:03:21,887 --> 01:03:23,797
I'm like, I'm not going to c create

1824
01:03:23,797 --> 01:03:26,262
that. I'm not gonna create that. My well

1825
01:03:26,262 --> 01:03:27,792
being is a shirt, I would love to

1826
01:03:27,792 --> 01:03:29,148
be able to jump into that group and

1827
01:03:29,148 --> 01:03:30,823
say, hey, Guess what? All you have to

1828
01:03:30,823 --> 01:03:32,259
do is think that, you know, you're okay

1829
01:03:32,259 --> 01:03:33,695
and you'll be okay. I do believe in

1830
01:03:33,695 --> 01:03:35,623
that. I believe that, yeah, if it starts

1831
01:03:35,623 --> 01:03:37,456
looking... I I I'll be portable. I'll get

1832
01:03:37,456 --> 01:03:38,811
the hell out of here. But...

1833
01:03:39,688 --> 01:03:40,745
I see is created

1834
01:03:41,122 --> 01:03:41,361
can.

1835
01:03:42,093 --> 01:03:43,845
Yeah. What the matrix draws us in is

1836
01:03:43,845 --> 01:03:45,836
that I can't go say that to other

1837
01:03:45,836 --> 01:03:47,827
people at this point because not everybody is

1838
01:03:47,827 --> 01:03:49,499
in this mindset. They're gonna say what the

1839
01:03:49,499 --> 01:03:51,348
hell is wrong with you. And don't you

1840
01:03:51,348 --> 01:03:53,985
care about everybody else that's left behind. My

1841
01:03:53,985 --> 01:03:55,583
answer is yes, I do, but I know

1842
01:03:55,583 --> 01:03:57,181
s the fear and judgment is not the

1843
01:03:57,181 --> 01:03:59,429
path to solving that. Yeah. I agree with

1844
01:03:59,429 --> 01:04:01,257
that. Yeah. And and it is that... That's

1845
01:04:01,257 --> 01:04:03,324
why I say acceptance of reality and being

1846
01:04:03,324 --> 01:04:03,824
truthful,

1847
01:04:04,358 --> 01:04:07,219
feel of feelings. That is very different to,

1848
01:04:07,378 --> 01:04:07,617
you know,

1849
01:04:08,508 --> 01:04:10,662
jumping in and and saying this is what

1850
01:04:10,662 --> 01:04:13,136
we gotta do it. It's about really allowing

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the truth of what we're experiencing.

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To be witnessed by. I can't see it.

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So... Talking about another phase of spirituality is

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the phase where people think they have to

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hide from everything. I don't watch the news.

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I don't watch Tv. It's all evil. It's

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all dark. I don't, I have to tune

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this off and turn this off. I think

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if that's your preference it's fine. I don't

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watch much Tv myself, but

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I don't think we should have to run

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if you're really connected to source, sources and

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01:04:35,795 --> 01:04:36,275
all things.

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Sources and the stuff that we don't like.

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So

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01:04:40,681 --> 01:04:42,510
like you're saying, we we can't get out

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and run from it and pretend like it

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01:04:43,862 --> 01:04:46,806
doesn't exist, Experience it, but try to experience

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it from a higher perspective. So I haven't

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visited a concentration camp.

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You know, my

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01:04:53,119 --> 01:04:55,352
intention would be to visit it through the

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high perspective of source as much as possible.

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And when I feel myself dipping into the

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judgment, which I'm sure those those places are

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01:05:02,065 --> 01:05:04,218
sort of telling you a version that won't

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01:05:04,218 --> 01:05:05,733
you to know how horrible it was. They

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01:05:05,733 --> 01:05:08,001
want you to experience that for a reason

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01:05:08,454 --> 01:05:10,361
to try to experience it from a higher

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01:05:10,361 --> 01:05:10,861
perspective

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01:05:11,315 --> 01:05:13,063
instead of just going into... Oh, this is

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01:05:13,063 --> 01:05:14,309
terrible. It was awful. And now I see

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01:05:14,429 --> 01:05:15,783
that happening over here, and we've gotta go

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01:05:15,783 --> 01:05:17,694
push against that and fight it. I do

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01:05:17,694 --> 01:05:20,163
think that that energy feeds it. And so

1886
01:05:20,163 --> 01:05:21,755
how do we shift? That's what this... That's

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01:05:21,755 --> 01:05:23,679
what source is saying is how do we

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01:05:23,679 --> 01:05:25,844
shift that energy? We're so

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01:05:26,455 --> 01:05:28,993
much awakening into our own ability to create

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01:05:28,993 --> 01:05:30,817
and we're getting it for ourselves independently,

1891
01:05:31,548 --> 01:05:33,460
But as a people, we've got a long

1892
01:05:33,460 --> 01:05:35,554
way to go but who start not d.

1893
01:05:36,170 --> 01:05:38,321
Yes we do. Yes. We do. We're slow

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01:05:38,321 --> 01:05:38,640
learners.

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01:05:39,532 --> 01:05:41,046
We are. And again, we make it... We

1896
01:05:41,046 --> 01:05:42,561
make it slow. We do it to ourselves.

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01:05:42,960 --> 01:05:44,634
So Lorraine told everybody where they can find

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01:05:44,634 --> 01:05:45,271
you in your book.

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01:05:45,989 --> 01:05:46,489
So.

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01:05:47,519 --> 01:05:49,034
Okay. Books... And multiple books,

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01:05:50,230 --> 01:05:52,304
evolution and awakened consciousness is the 1 that

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01:05:52,304 --> 01:05:53,521
is going to challenge

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01:05:54,057 --> 01:05:56,472
you to think and feel for yourself

1904
01:05:56,784 --> 01:05:59,184
I also have a book called breaking free,

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01:06:00,864 --> 01:06:03,025
breaking free from the chains of silence. That

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01:06:03,025 --> 01:06:03,585
is written.

1907
01:06:04,159 --> 01:06:06,955
From a sole perspective for people that have

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01:06:06,955 --> 01:06:07,455
been

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01:06:08,233 --> 01:06:11,005
sexually abused as children. And the idea is

1910
01:06:11,282 --> 01:06:13,905
to understand what you're dealing with. So... And

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01:06:13,905 --> 01:06:15,733
then there's another 1 coming out. That's a

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01:06:15,733 --> 01:06:17,981
good time for a lot of people. And

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01:06:18,529 --> 01:06:20,287
on are your books available on? The... Yeah.

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01:06:20,527 --> 01:06:21,326
On all all,

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01:06:22,045 --> 01:06:24,202
Amazon all leading things. And and the the

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01:06:24,202 --> 01:06:26,040
podcast is where I explore...

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01:06:27,570 --> 01:06:29,717
All different things like you could self and

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01:06:29,717 --> 01:06:31,786
and look at how do we evolve, How

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01:06:31,786 --> 01:06:33,536
do we resolve? How do we heal?

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01:06:34,030 --> 01:06:36,109
And how do we get really honest with

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01:06:36,109 --> 01:06:37,089
ourselves. So

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01:06:38,030 --> 01:06:39,389
I wanna thank you for having me as

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01:06:39,389 --> 01:06:42,210
a guest. I've really enjoyed yet again, another

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01:06:42,349 --> 01:06:43,960
conversation with Yeah. We... We could talk all

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01:06:43,960 --> 01:06:45,315
day for sure. Oh, what's the name of

1926
01:06:45,315 --> 01:06:47,170
your podcast real fast? Is

1927
01:06:48,185 --> 01:06:51,030
spiritual explorer. The right nominal spiritual explorer. Yeah

1928
01:06:51,307 --> 01:06:53,291
rain Nylon. Am I saying right? Yeah. Yeah.

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01:06:53,450 --> 01:06:54,561
You are saying perfectly.

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01:06:55,117 --> 01:06:56,704
I never asked you that. And it says

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01:06:56,704 --> 01:06:58,943
rain on the screen, but not. Yeah. So

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01:06:58,943 --> 01:07:00,297
thank you so much for being on. Thank

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01:07:00,297 --> 01:07:01,650
you for talking to the stream. It's always

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01:07:01,650 --> 01:07:03,482
fun to be able to channel for somebody

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01:07:03,482 --> 01:07:05,552
that that that has some really deep good

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01:07:05,552 --> 01:07:06,906
questions, and then you absolutely did.

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01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:10,119
And thank you all for listening. And if

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you want to find links to all of

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01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:13,079
the lora lorraine materials, they will be in

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01:07:13,079 --> 01:07:14,679
the show notes. And if you can't find

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01:07:14,679 --> 01:07:16,119
the show notes are always on the stream

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01:07:16,119 --> 01:07:17,731
at david dot com on the podcast tab.

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Thank you all so much.

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Thank you.

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