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well hello All You Beautiful

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People you know what time it

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is ladies and gents Guys and Dolls and

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everyone in

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between gather around get you something

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real nice to sip on and comfy to slip

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on cuz it's time for smut Club here's

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your hosts Chelsea and

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Hannah we love a double tap good work

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thank

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you why was I so proud of my class today

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know but you really were I'm really

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proud of you I'm happy for you thank you

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you're welcome what a great little

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affirmation yeah what way know I needed

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it I I don't know what it was for even

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but it's it's nice to see people win you

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know especially when I'm the one winning

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that was basically like the quiet part

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you didn't say at the end of that

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statement well we could have left it

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quiet that's not what we do

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here no Chelsea you don't understand the

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point of our podcast we're 50 plus

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episodes in you're not new here oh my

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God hey hey guys welcome to smut Club if

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you are new here or if you're not new

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here welcome regardless of your status

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I'm Hannah and I'm I'm Chelsea I'm sorry

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we're really

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uh the way we are today I don't know

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what the energy is I was like what is

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this energy I don't know this is the

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trying our best energy that is it well

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cuz I think there's something to be said

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like we started this podcast because we

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love it and have fun doing it and

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because we would be talking to each

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other about books at nauseum anyway so

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yep just seemed like an an obvious

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trajectory um yeah and we have full-time

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jobs and other lives and children and

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pets and you know sometimes when we show

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up we're like we're here we read the

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book yeah looks like we made it so looks

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like we made it yeah I was actually

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going to sing it first and then I was

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like I would have loved that cuz I think

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I've told the story about going to

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college for kids over the summer it was

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like one of our like summer program

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options and then my parents would always

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uh have me go to like the after program

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because they worked as well um and so

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like there it was just a free-for-all of

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like Elementary age children running

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around right and someone and this was

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back like I would bring my CDs and they

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had a little karaoke boom box with

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remember the karaoke boom box I would

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bring my Shania Twain

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album like all these kids are like

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playing dodgeball and I'm sitting in the

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corner with the boom

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box singing Shia Twain

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karaoke with the passion of someone who

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like their their man left them and took

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the dog but I'm just like seven singing

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my heart out and I W like I can't

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imagine what the adults in that room

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thought looking back on it kids are wild

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like kids are unhinged in a different

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way he's the best they really are they

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really are well I told my husband I was

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like our son is I've been calling him

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Mayhem because whenever I look over like

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he's just doing ridiculous [ __ ] that

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like it's not harmful right but like um

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little Cheerio cup like the little kids

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like the stereotypical kind of like the

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swirl top to keep the Cheerios in and

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bers just kind of jam their hand in

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there I went to pick it up to put

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Cheerios in it there was like an action

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figure in there nice and I was like last

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time I saw this I just filled it with

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Cheerios it is now empty of Cheerios and

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has an action fate like

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what he put his spoon in like a maze

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that I couldn't get out and I'm like how

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are you doing this that's awesome good

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work you don't have the motor skills

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good work for no I love it he does have

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the motor skills clearly you're

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underestimating him underestimating him

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I was going to let you have it I wasn't

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going to say [ __ ] well I heard it and

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then I couldn't unhear it and was like

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well that's fair okay so once again

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welcome to smut Club um this is the

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podcast where we review romance novels

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of uh varying

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qualities and Hannah actually chose the

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book for today what is today's book

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today's book is the scarred Wolf by

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Charlene heart heart Nady

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heart what what was that it's h a r t n

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a d y heart heart

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NY heart oh oh I get it she's like oh no

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but well honestly before we got into the

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last name when you said the scarred wolf

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and yes I we hear it we know it's a

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thing

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um I paused for a second was like how

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many people do you think started reading

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that book thinking it was the scared

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wolf

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and we like this is not the book I

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thought it was that's not it no no charl

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Charlene is not she's not bringing

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scared energy there's very little fear

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from this wolf he's got a lot happening

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I literally know nothing about this book

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so I stumbled upon one of her other

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series that's about Dragon shifters and

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was just kind of like reading through

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some of her other stuff and Came Upon

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This one and I so the premise is a

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little bit different and I was like you

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know what we're going to do that because

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my other

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options as previously discussed before

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we started this morning was a motorcycle

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club romance that I can't figure out how

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to outline because there are so many

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Side characters and um a book called

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come for bigfoot that I am unwilling I'm

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un I'm unwilling I'm like full stop all

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right but like okay come for Bigfoot

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come for bigfoot so Hannah I do want to

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remind you we reviewed a book called The

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Haunted

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vagina allow me to explain I yeah allow

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me to

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explain so this

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book three girls are going on a camping

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trip high school girls going on a

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camping trip come for bigfoot you say

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this book not come for bigfoot yes is

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three girls going on a camping trip with

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some guys from school and one of their

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dads they go out into the woods our main

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chick just immediately bangs dad just

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immediately bangs Dad we love a

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confident Queen there's a lot happening

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there good for her I'm glad she's happy

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um but then the next day he's like

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please quit looking at me like that

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she's like like what he says a [ __ ] in

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heat and as soon as I read that I was

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like I no the dad said the dad said that

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to the girl that he banged the night

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before I was like no I don't I and then

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it just gets progressively worse and we

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we get into a lot of issues with with

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beastiality and other things okay so

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like there is an actual Bigfoot There's

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an actual Bigfoot and just fun fact if

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you want to read this book um Bigfoot's

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name is Leonard it caught me off guard

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and so I don't want you to be shocked in

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the way that I was shocked by the fact

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that Bigfoot's name is Leonard

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what name would you have chosen I don't

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know I guess it it didn't occur to me

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that there were multiple where they

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would need names well we find out at the

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end of this first part that there are

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multiples because the girls try to

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escape and then they are caught by

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multiple bigfoots and then

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separated and that's the end of the

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first

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one so do all of the men on the camping

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trip die do do the bfot just like take

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the girls and then it's literally the

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girls are hanging out the guys are

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gathering firewood and then they wake up

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in a

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basement

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so I feel like we could review no okay

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no no I would have to leave out certain

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things because like I'm not I'm just not

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going to say those words and be recorded

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we would have to leave out so much that

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like it wouldn't we would lose the plot

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you know I respect that thank you no I I

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understand that and also when you were

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saying like all of the side characters

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in the MC book y I feel like that is a

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little bit of a pet peeve of mine like I

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don't mind when you're reading a book

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and you're like oh the side characters

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were interesting if a book about them

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dropped in the future I would add it to

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my list but that feels so different than

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when like you're like reading a book and

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you're like oh they are world build for

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the like 20 Other Side characters and I

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can't keep everyone straight nor do I

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want to yeah it's too much yeah you're

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like oh this is not what I was looking

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for I just wanted story sprinkles of

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everybody's history and it's hard to

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know what's important for this book and

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what maybe is coming in a later book

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it's just a lot to keep track of well

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okay we may have talked about this

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before um Suzanne Wright uhhuh um who

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we've reviewed a couple of her par

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normal books but she started doing

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contemporary romance um which I

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thoroughly enjoyed

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but I read several books out of order

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cuz I didn't realize there was an order

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so I read one book and was like man

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there are a lot of Side characters that

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they're referencing like I'm supposed to

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know who they are and then I realized

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it's because the parents of the couple

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in the book I was reading each had their

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own so that's where all of those side

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characters had been developed

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was like like the the main dude his

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parents had a book The like I'm like oh

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this

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is this is more yeah than

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I like had put together it's a tangled

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web honestly maybe even only one of the

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it's been a while since I've read it

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even if it was only it was just like so

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much World building within it that it

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yeah it lost it a little bit for me

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because I I could not keep all of the

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side characters straight and that's like

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one of the things with

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her other books that I've read I did

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enjoy the side characters and the books

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that they got after but in this one

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there are like two Side characters like

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there's not it's like your main folks

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villain a best friend and that's it like

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there's not and so I mean come for

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bigfoot didn't sound like it had that

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many characters

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listen frankly nope I'm leaving it okay

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like that you're like hey Chelsea if you

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want to the book you can [ __ ] read it

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okay you read it I almost put I almost

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put it in my car to be like you we I

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don't know if we should burn this or

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Sage it it's not mine so I can't burn it

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but yeah I was maybe check with the

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person who were they gifting it to you

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or letting you borrow it I don't do they

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want it back I'm going to give it

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back you're like if I bring that book if

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I leave that book in my house I will

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have to burn so much Sage yes oh it'll

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never be the same but like that's so

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that's one of the things that I sort of

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didn't like about this book was that it

279
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there wasn't more like richness in it

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but we're going to get into

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itar we'll get there we'll get there so

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we open with Jackson he is witnessing

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his mother's murder oh he is very young

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he's covered in blood he's screaming

285
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it's really bad and he sees his dad

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partially shifted attacking his mom um

287
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they are wolves wolf

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shifters and his dad turns and like

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attacks him and like he has big open

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wounds on his chest like did his dad go

291
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feral well so then he wakes up and he's

292
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covered in sweat and he is really angry

293
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that he can't remember what happened

294
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because that did happen but it wasn't

295
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his dad he knows it wasn't his dad but

296
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he doesn't no like he can't actually

297
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remember so he has these nightmares in

298
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which his dad is killing his mom and

299
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hurting him but it was it wasn't his dad

300
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so it's just a nightmare but all that

301
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really did happen so um he then a little

302
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while later he's in a clearing with his

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dad and his uncle and the dad is the

304
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alpha and he's telling Jackson that he

305
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has to kill um the last Living member of

306
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the family that killed his mom so they

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know that the moon family killed his mom

308
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and

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so this is the last of the line Jackson

310
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has to go kill that

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person just to avenge yes to avenge mom

312
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and they also killed the the previous

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Alpha and that's how his dad became

314
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Alpha um and so his dad who did not kill

315
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his mom his dad who did not kill his mom

316
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dad the alpha when his mom was murdered

317
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does that matter no he came into the

318
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alpha after after she was murdered so

319
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sorry I may have accidentally put more

320
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vodka in my tea than I realized and I'm

321
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already realizing I was like oh I don't

322
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have these characters straight I feel it

323
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perpetually I love it a strong Breeze

324
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gives me a

325
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blush vodka definitely does same um so

326
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you know Jackson is trying to refuse or

327
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delay because the this is a a pre- wolf

328
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is what they call it so shifters come

329
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into their wolf at age 25 so this wolf

330
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is a human is like as weak as a human

331
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and he's like I'm not going to just like

332
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go around like that that's [ __ ] up

333
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like I'm not doing that yeah I'm not

334
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going to like kill an

335
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innocent relatively right right well he

336
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is convinced this person is evil but

337
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he's still is like that's against my

338
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honor to take out someone intentionally

339
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take someone out who's weaker than me

340
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like that's really messed up I respect

341
00:15:08,720 --> 00:15:15,800
yeah Jackson in certain ways is very

342
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likable with that stuff so his dad is

343
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like not having any of it so his uncle

344
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finally steps in and says listen I

345
00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:26,600
developed this drug uncle is the Healer

346
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for the pack okay he said I developed

347
00:15:26,600 --> 00:15:31,519
this drug you can give the pre wolf that

348
00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:33,360
will prevent them from ever shifting so

349
00:15:31,519 --> 00:15:36,480
it's not going to kill them in fact it

350
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will probably be more torturous for them

351
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because they will never access their

352
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wolf but they will you won't kill them

353
00:15:40,720 --> 00:15:45,480
and so um oh that'd be weird to just

354
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like still have your wolf but never be

355
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able to access it yeah like it's in

356
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there but you can't shift you can't

357
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communicate you don't get access to the

358
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the power so okay the uncle is disabled

359
00:15:57,480 --> 00:16:04,160
he he walks with a limp um and is Dad's

360
00:16:01,240 --> 00:16:07,399
twin and should have been Alpha but

361
00:16:04,160 --> 00:16:09,399
because he was born with a disability um

362
00:16:07,399 --> 00:16:13,160
he stepped aside so his brother could

363
00:16:09,399 --> 00:16:16,120
take the role and Jackson and the uncle

364
00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:18,279
are very close cuz after his mom died

365
00:16:16,120 --> 00:16:21,240
his dad kind of kind of did go a little

366
00:16:18,279 --> 00:16:23,480
bit feral and just could not be there

367
00:16:21,240 --> 00:16:25,560
for him and so his uncle really filled

368
00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:27,600
that role so uncle is keeping the peace

369
00:16:25,560 --> 00:16:32,120
and offering an

370
00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:35,079
alternative um and and so

371
00:16:32,120 --> 00:16:37,720
basically they have already killed the

372
00:16:35,079 --> 00:16:39,839
two wolves that killed his mom they

373
00:16:37,720 --> 00:16:42,120
already killed her pre killed them

374
00:16:39,839 --> 00:16:45,680
previously um and so now they're going

375
00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:49,959
to go after the child who was not there

376
00:16:45,680 --> 00:16:53,360
um and is an adult now but um well that

377
00:16:49,959 --> 00:16:55,720
feels unfair it's pretty [ __ ] up yeah

378
00:16:53,360 --> 00:16:57,519
and the the concern is I don't remember

379
00:16:55,720 --> 00:16:59,839
if they say it in this beginning part

380
00:16:57,519 --> 00:17:02,720
but the concern is that they were two

381
00:16:59,839 --> 00:17:05,919
very powerful Alphas um that killed his

382
00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:08,799
mom and normally two Alphas would not be

383
00:17:05,919 --> 00:17:10,280
allowed to mate like two Alphas that

384
00:17:08,799 --> 00:17:12,720
powerful would not be allowed to mate

385
00:17:10,280 --> 00:17:14,360
because they could make a double Alpha

386
00:17:12,720 --> 00:17:16,520
and we don't know what that means

387
00:17:14,360 --> 00:17:20,079
exactly but everybody's real freaked out

388
00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:21,199
about it like we don't want that um

389
00:17:20,079 --> 00:17:22,720
thank you for telling me that we don't

390
00:17:21,199 --> 00:17:25,280
know what that means cuz as soon as you

391
00:17:22,720 --> 00:17:27,120
said double Alpha I felt you saw it I

392
00:17:25,280 --> 00:17:30,840
felt it I was like what's a double Alpha

393
00:17:27,120 --> 00:17:30,840
you're like I don't [ __ ] know Chelsea

394
00:17:32,520 --> 00:17:38,919
so um Jackson feels better about it he

395
00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:40,799
finally agrees like okay let's do this

396
00:17:38,919 --> 00:17:44,240
so then I forgot we're from Dual points

397
00:17:40,799 --> 00:17:47,480
of view so then we we come to Everly she

398
00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:51,039
works in a care home like a Memory Care

399
00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:56,200
assisted living facility um she's a a

400
00:17:51,039 --> 00:17:58,240
good one yes okay well sort of so she is

401
00:17:56,200 --> 00:18:00,679
talking down a dementia patient she's

402
00:17:58,240 --> 00:18:04,039
very kind very thoughtful um she winds

403
00:18:00,679 --> 00:18:06,840
up getting scratched up pretty badly um

404
00:18:04,039 --> 00:18:09,080
and she gets a phone call as she's going

405
00:18:06,840 --> 00:18:11,799
to clean herself up after that she's in

406
00:18:09,080 --> 00:18:13,919
serious debt um she used the money from

407
00:18:11,799 --> 00:18:17,799
her parents' life insurance to get to

408
00:18:13,919 --> 00:18:19,840
buy an apartment MH um but she makes

409
00:18:17,799 --> 00:18:22,000
very very little money working as a

410
00:18:19,840 --> 00:18:24,600
nurse in this care home and so it

411
00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:26,679
doesn't cover her daily living expenses

412
00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:29,240
even though she doesn't have to pay rent

413
00:18:26,679 --> 00:18:31,720
um and so she's like freaking out and

414
00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:35,200
then when she finally looks down to like

415
00:18:31,720 --> 00:18:37,640
clean up her cut it's like pink instead

416
00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:43,799
of open healing itself already yeah and

417
00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:46,039
so um she's like um maybe I am an insane

418
00:18:43,799 --> 00:18:49,440
person like that's the only answer so

419
00:18:46,039 --> 00:18:53,400
she doesn't know who her parents are in

420
00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:54,720
that capacity no idea so she is thinking

421
00:18:53,400 --> 00:18:57,039
that because she was on the phone with

422
00:18:54,720 --> 00:18:59,080
these debt collectors and like owes them

423
00:18:57,039 --> 00:19:01,559
a [ __ ] ton of money by a certain point

424
00:18:59,080 --> 00:19:02,799
that she was just distracted and like

425
00:19:01,559 --> 00:19:04,600
yeah like oh I guess I didn't get

426
00:19:02,799 --> 00:19:06,440
scratched up as bad as I thought I did

427
00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:09,600
right she like talks herself down

428
00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:12,200
basically um she rationalizes it she

429
00:19:09,600 --> 00:19:18,320
does she does so then we go back to

430
00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:20,520
Jackson and he is um stalking Everly and

431
00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:22,159
he's like shocked that she's a woman

432
00:19:20,520 --> 00:19:24,679
first of all he was like was not

433
00:19:22,159 --> 00:19:28,840
expecting a She Wolf but that's fine

434
00:19:24,679 --> 00:19:31,440
like whatever and also let me guess

435
00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:37,159
wasn't expecting her to be smoking hot

436
00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:39,600
yeah you're you got it so um he is he's

437
00:19:37,159 --> 00:19:41,400
reminding him CU he sees her going to

438
00:19:39,600 --> 00:19:42,960
work in this nursing home and like

439
00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:45,400
interacting with people and she seems

440
00:19:42,960 --> 00:19:46,799
really kind and he's like she doesn't

441
00:19:45,400 --> 00:19:48,640
seem like the evil villain that she's

442
00:19:46,799 --> 00:19:50,600
been made out to be but he's like

443
00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:52,559
obviously she's like stealing from these

444
00:19:50,600 --> 00:19:54,880
old people that's what she's doing like

445
00:19:52,559 --> 00:19:59,880
she's running a scam like that's the

446
00:19:54,880 --> 00:20:01,880
only answer um and it is fasc

447
00:19:59,880 --> 00:20:05,760
how we all rationalize our mental

448
00:20:01,880 --> 00:20:09,919
gymnastics dude yes yes and especially

449
00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:11,720
in a lot of romance novels like you'll

450
00:20:09,919 --> 00:20:14,000
like it'll take three sentences and they

451
00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:16,840
will change their entire trajectory yeah

452
00:20:14,000 --> 00:20:19,520
and you're like that what yeah how do we

453
00:20:16,840 --> 00:20:20,760
get from a to be yeah we we really feel

454
00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:23,280
good about

455
00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:26,320
that that will not hold up in a court of

456
00:20:23,280 --> 00:20:28,120
law Jackson doesn't give a [ __ ] cuz he's

457
00:20:26,320 --> 00:20:29,760
like so mad and he feels all this

458
00:20:28,120 --> 00:20:31,360
pressure to like prove himself to the

459
00:20:29,760 --> 00:20:33,960
pack so even though it doesn't feel

460
00:20:31,360 --> 00:20:36,280
right he is like willfully ignoring all

461
00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:39,120
of his instincts how long ago was his

462
00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:43,320
mom murdered I mean uh 25 years ago I

463
00:20:39,120 --> 00:20:45,320
didn't say 25 mhm 25 years ago oh mhm

464
00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:47,840
lowkey that's longer than I was

465
00:20:45,320 --> 00:20:51,960
expecting yeah very long time so he's

466
00:20:47,840 --> 00:20:53,600
about 28 and Everly is about to be 25 so

467
00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:55,760
he's like she's just biting her time

468
00:20:53,600 --> 00:20:58,080
until she comes into her power and then

469
00:20:55,760 --> 00:21:00,880
she's like really going to [ __ ] stuff up

470
00:20:58,080 --> 00:21:06,919
um so uh the power she doesn't know

471
00:21:00,880 --> 00:21:10,279
about right okay so he decides he he's

472
00:21:06,919 --> 00:21:12,480
like uh he smells her she smells amazing

473
00:21:10,279 --> 00:21:14,919
like on the wind or whatever and he's

474
00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:18,120
like she's trying to play me and it's

475
00:21:14,919 --> 00:21:20,279
like she doesn't know you're

476
00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:23,159
there what the [ __ ] are you talking

477
00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:26,600
about Jackson the world does not revolve

478
00:21:23,159 --> 00:21:29,600
around you my guy no he's very very

479
00:21:26,600 --> 00:21:31,960
egocentric he cannot see outside de it

480
00:21:29,600 --> 00:21:33,760
so he decides to follow her while she's

481
00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:37,559
going for a run and he's going to like

482
00:21:33,760 --> 00:21:41,919
jog past and inject her with the drug um

483
00:21:37,559 --> 00:21:43,440
while they're out so um the uncle warned

484
00:21:41,919 --> 00:21:46,279
him that the drug would trigger a

485
00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:48,559
seizure and so he needed to be really

486
00:21:46,279 --> 00:21:52,400
careful not to be noticed by any humans

487
00:21:48,559 --> 00:21:54,240
and stuff so um he's trying to stay

488
00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:58,039
focused on the plan but obviously she's

489
00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:59,480
super SP super hot and her scent is

490
00:21:58,039 --> 00:22:02,240
spicy

491
00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:04,799
and so he starts calling her evil Spice

492
00:22:02,240 --> 00:22:07,400
in his

493
00:22:04,799 --> 00:22:09,279
mind which he does through out he like

494
00:22:07,400 --> 00:22:11,640
changes the

495
00:22:09,279 --> 00:22:13,840
spice I I like at one point he'll call

496
00:22:11,640 --> 00:22:13,840
her

497
00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:20,760
paprika

498
00:22:18,700 --> 00:22:23,960
[Laughter]

499
00:22:20,760 --> 00:22:26,640
no that would have been

500
00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:29,400
better I liked that

501
00:22:26,640 --> 00:22:32,960
better no

502
00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:35,559
like witch Spice Girl name right he just

503
00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:37,400
I would preferred he just call her cumin

504
00:22:35,559 --> 00:22:40,640
at

505
00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:40,640
some not

506
00:22:42,760 --> 00:22:48,470
nutmeg I see no issue with it like hey

507
00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:52,200
Cayenne what it

508
00:22:48,470 --> 00:22:57,120
[Laughter]

509
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:59,559
do just saying a um can we also talk

510
00:22:57,120 --> 00:23:01,520
about how like [ __ ] girl fashion is

511
00:22:59,559 --> 00:23:03,799
1,000%

512
00:23:01,520 --> 00:23:06,880
back and I'm like oh I was not prepared

513
00:23:03,799 --> 00:23:09,159
for that no so we've been watching uh

514
00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:10,880
one of the newer Seasons of Love Island

515
00:23:09,159 --> 00:23:14,039
yeah and I looked at my husband and I

516
00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:16,679
was like is this a theme night and he's

517
00:23:14,039 --> 00:23:21,279
like I think that's just their clothes

518
00:23:16,679 --> 00:23:22,559
Chelsea and I'm like oh see I really I

519
00:23:21,279 --> 00:23:24,760
really thought each of the girls was

520
00:23:22,559 --> 00:23:27,440
going for a different sp sp girl and

521
00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:30,440
he's like nope that's just their

522
00:23:27,440 --> 00:23:30,440
outfit

523
00:23:30,679 --> 00:23:38,600
we don't understand Jen Z to be clear

524
00:23:36,039 --> 00:23:41,480
obviously obviously I was trying to say

525
00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:43,080
use Riz in a sentence recently and my

526
00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:43,880
husband looked at me and was like not

527
00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:47,520
like

528
00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:49,840
that nope that's not how you use that

529
00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:53,559
word no

530
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:57,760
no I was like you know there is some

531
00:23:53,559 --> 00:24:00,400
jenz sayings that I have down which I

532
00:23:57,760 --> 00:24:02,440
also I'm like I'm [ __ ] like I'm 32

533
00:24:00,400 --> 00:24:05,320
you're

534
00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:07,200
not like we're not that out of touch not

535
00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:08,480
decrepit or anything no I I was

536
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:10,640
literally texting with my cousin

537
00:24:08,480 --> 00:24:13,240
yesterday and was like listen I consider

538
00:24:10,640 --> 00:24:16,240
myself a relatively techsavvy person but

539
00:24:13,240 --> 00:24:18,000
I also feel that each day that passes

540
00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:20,640
there's like another new thing that I'm

541
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:21,720
like nope not learning that yeah and I

542
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:25,760
was like and next thing you know I'm

543
00:24:21,720 --> 00:24:29,039
going to be my parents who use voice to

544
00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:31,640
text for all text messages for Google

545
00:24:29,039 --> 00:24:33,200
searches while we are in public like we

546
00:24:31,640 --> 00:24:35,039
will be standing in line at the grocery

547
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:36,919
store and they are like voiced to te I'm

548
00:24:35,039 --> 00:24:39,240
like no stop stop just what are you

549
00:24:36,919 --> 00:24:41,159
doing just like sh like please just like

550
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:43,960
you have to hold it a centimeter from

551
00:24:41,159 --> 00:24:46,279
your mouth and Shout to be to like be

552
00:24:43,960 --> 00:24:48,880
heard over the peripheral noise is this

553
00:24:46,279 --> 00:24:52,720
really the best way to do this no and

554
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:56,880
yet I feel myself getting closer to that

555
00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:58,679
I'm tiptoeing well so yesterday I like

556
00:24:56,880 --> 00:25:01,600
sat down at work and I was like like oh

557
00:24:58,679 --> 00:25:04,520
my God my back really hurts I'm like

558
00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:06,720
what did I do I unloaded the dryer

559
00:25:04,520 --> 00:25:10,320
before I left for work yesterday and I

560
00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:13,960
was like ow

561
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:16,000
LS my back really hurt on Thursday but

562
00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:19,799
it's because I tried a new workout on

563
00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:21,600
Wednesday and I hadn't paid attent like

564
00:25:19,799 --> 00:25:22,919
where it was it was a really deceptive

565
00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:24,720
workout cuz it was like you're going to

566
00:25:22,919 --> 00:25:26,640
do one kettle bell swing take a breath

567
00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:28,919
you're going to do two B two kettle bell

568
00:25:26,640 --> 00:25:34,399
swings take two breaths you do this up

569
00:25:28,919 --> 00:25:35,760
to like 20 oh Hannah that is 210 kettle

570
00:25:34,399 --> 00:25:37,279
bell swings I was going to say that's a

571
00:25:35,760 --> 00:25:39,000
lot of kettle bell swings when you add

572
00:25:37,279 --> 00:25:41,360
it all up well I like made it to like

573
00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:43,120
the 10 and I was like we got this and

574
00:25:41,360 --> 00:25:45,760
like when I made it to round 12 I was

575
00:25:43,120 --> 00:25:48,760
like this is I'm feeling a shift but

576
00:25:45,760 --> 00:25:51,240
I've committed at this point I finished

577
00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:53,399
when I start yes and then I thought I'd

578
00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:55,600
been using the 15lb kettle bell but I

579
00:25:53,399 --> 00:25:59,360
was using the 25 lb kettle bell the

580
00:25:55,600 --> 00:26:01,159
whole time no wonder your back hurtt

581
00:25:59,360 --> 00:26:03,760
like I like picked my son up out of his

582
00:26:01,159 --> 00:26:07,000
crib and I was like oh my God my hip

583
00:26:03,760 --> 00:26:09,279
flexors I was like I I can't do the

584
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:12,240
stairs you sit on your butt and like

585
00:26:09,279 --> 00:26:14,640
scoot up I've done that I managed to

586
00:26:12,240 --> 00:26:17,600
make it up but it was

587
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:20,080
a it was actually when I had to take my

588
00:26:17,600 --> 00:26:24,279
son back up to his crib for his nap a

589
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:26,840
little bit later I was like I'm you can

590
00:26:24,279 --> 00:26:28,559
crawl I was like I can't carry you kid

591
00:26:26,840 --> 00:26:32,360
I'm sorry you can make it buddy didn't

592
00:26:28,559 --> 00:26:35,919
math right and now I'm too

593
00:26:32,360 --> 00:26:38,080
sore yeah at least you did

594
00:26:35,919 --> 00:26:42,039
something to

595
00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:46,240
like I unloaded the dryer all I'm going

596
00:26:42,039 --> 00:26:48,679
to say is I have taken things out of the

597
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:51,520
dryer and just like you just breathe

598
00:26:48,679 --> 00:26:53,880
wrong yes and yeah and you're like I

599
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:56,240
don't know what I did yep but and I

600
00:26:53,880 --> 00:26:57,679
think that's why cuz you're not like

601
00:26:56,240 --> 00:26:59,399
whenever you're picking up a laundry

602
00:26:57,679 --> 00:27:01,840
basket out of the Dryer no one's like

603
00:26:59,399 --> 00:27:03,120
lift with your legs that like right like

604
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:04,080
when you're working that's a good point

605
00:27:03,120 --> 00:27:05,520
when you're working out you're focused

606
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:06,640
on your form but when you're taking

607
00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:07,960
stuff out of the dryer you're just

608
00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:10,360
taking stuff out your it's not that

609
00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:11,799
heavy it's fine yeah and then that's

610
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:14,880
what it is and then mistakes are made

611
00:27:11,799 --> 00:27:18,880
right try better form next

612
00:27:14,880 --> 00:27:20,760
time this is our PSA for the episode

613
00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:23,279
please be intentional when unloading

614
00:27:20,760 --> 00:27:24,600
your dryer and pay attention to the

615
00:27:23,279 --> 00:27:25,720
weight you're using when doing kettle

616
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:29,200
bell

617
00:27:25,720 --> 00:27:32,559
swings you're welcome yeah okay where we

618
00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:35,360
live to serve so he is following evil

619
00:27:32,559 --> 00:27:37,919
spice oh not paprika yes right he's

620
00:27:35,360 --> 00:27:40,840
following evil spice so and is noticing

621
00:27:37,919 --> 00:27:43,240
she's hot and not and he's planning on

622
00:27:40,840 --> 00:27:45,320
injecting her but knows that she'll have

623
00:27:43,240 --> 00:27:48,200
a seizure so he has to be mindful yes

624
00:27:45,320 --> 00:27:52,919
okay so just as he's about to get to her

625
00:27:48,200 --> 00:27:55,799
she falls like trips over nothing and um

626
00:27:52,919 --> 00:27:58,480
he trips over her and drops the

627
00:27:55,799 --> 00:28:01,120
syringe and so she's like oh my God I'm

628
00:27:58,480 --> 00:28:03,840
so sorry like that I don't know what

629
00:28:01,120 --> 00:28:05,960
happened and he's like I know what

630
00:28:03,840 --> 00:28:07,840
happened like all wolves when they're

631
00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:10,080
close to shifting for the first time get

632
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:13,679
really clumsy as like their wolves and

633
00:28:10,080 --> 00:28:16,039
their humans start to like come together

634
00:28:13,679 --> 00:28:20,080
um but he's real pissed about it so he's

635
00:28:16,039 --> 00:28:21,080
a dick that's why I'm going to blame my

636
00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:23,480
like what I'm going to blame my

637
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:25,200
clumsiness on in the future is my my

638
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:29,279
impending shift I'm about to shift for

639
00:28:25,200 --> 00:28:31,840
the first time sorry can't help it

640
00:28:29,279 --> 00:28:35,120
it's just a thing you you get

641
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:38,519
it you know how it goes about to shift

642
00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:41,240
you understand um and so um but he's

643
00:28:38,519 --> 00:28:43,000
real he's really pissed about it yeah

644
00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:44,960
like he's really mad that he missed his

645
00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:46,960
opportunity and that he dropped the

646
00:28:44,960 --> 00:28:48,440
syringe because he's like [ __ ] like it's

647
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:49,960
under a bush or something he's like I

648
00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:52,919
got to come back for that but I can't go

649
00:28:49,960 --> 00:28:56,320
get it now so it's the whole thing and

650
00:28:52,919 --> 00:28:58,120
so he is like actively reminding himself

651
00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:59,840
not to fall for her like cute little

652
00:28:58,120 --> 00:29:03,039
innocent act because she's like oh my

653
00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:05,159
God I'm so sorry I'm so sorry he's like

654
00:29:03,039 --> 00:29:07,960
maybe [ __ ] figure out your feet bud

655
00:29:05,159 --> 00:29:09,760
and like takes off see the funny thing

656
00:29:07,960 --> 00:29:11,880
is I had really thought that like I was

657
00:29:09,760 --> 00:29:15,880
like oh this is going to be a meat cute

658
00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:17,880
instead no it's not cute like I was

659
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:19,760
fully prepared for that to be the

660
00:29:17,880 --> 00:29:21,559
trajectory like oh it ends up being a

661
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:24,559
meat cute and they have this sweet

662
00:29:21,559 --> 00:29:26,720
moment no there's no sweetness there's

663
00:29:24,559 --> 00:29:29,120
no sweetness and then Everly is really

664
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:33,399
pissed about it so she's back at her a

665
00:29:29,120 --> 00:29:33,399
partner or her a partner her a

666
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:38,080
partner I haven't really been drinking

667
00:29:35,679 --> 00:29:40,279
that much but I'm struggling so hard

668
00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:41,340
with words I don't know why it's because

669
00:29:40,279 --> 00:29:45,519
I'm close to my

670
00:29:41,340 --> 00:29:48,640
[Laughter]

671
00:29:45,519 --> 00:29:52,640
shift oh why didn't you say so sooner

672
00:29:48,640 --> 00:29:54,799
yeah thank you so um she's back at her

673
00:29:52,640 --> 00:29:58,080
apartment and she's really pissed she's

674
00:29:54,799 --> 00:29:59,880
feeling very emotional because um she

675
00:29:58,080 --> 00:30:02,120
she is realizing she's probably going to

676
00:29:59,880 --> 00:30:05,320
have to sell her apartment and downsize

677
00:30:02,120 --> 00:30:06,960
because of all of her debt um and she

678
00:30:05,320 --> 00:30:09,200
loves this place like it's been her

679
00:30:06,960 --> 00:30:11,120
consistency since her parents died she's

680
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:13,480
mad about the run in with Jackson I'm

681
00:30:11,120 --> 00:30:15,320
about to be an [ __ ] and I respect

682
00:30:13,480 --> 00:30:18,679
that everyone's financial situation is

683
00:30:15,320 --> 00:30:23,440
different go ahead I know she is not a

684
00:30:18,679 --> 00:30:26,039
good nurse if she can't afford her bills

685
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:28,480
and she has like minimal overhead

686
00:30:26,039 --> 00:30:30,360
expenses m

687
00:30:28,480 --> 00:30:32,399
like so that was one of the things that

688
00:30:30,360 --> 00:30:35,480
bothered me about this book because

689
00:30:32,399 --> 00:30:38,399
nurses generally make pretty decent

690
00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:40,480
money yes right if she was an MA or

691
00:30:38,399 --> 00:30:43,000
something I might understand a little

692
00:30:40,480 --> 00:30:46,960
bit but like they say repeatedly that

693
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:49,320
she's a nurse and so it's very confusing

694
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:52,440
that she can't afford to feed herself

695
00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:55,159
and pay her utility bill like yeah I

696
00:30:52,440 --> 00:30:56,679
don't get it um and she doesn't even

697
00:30:55,159 --> 00:30:58,440
have a car payment because she drives

698
00:30:56,679 --> 00:31:00,440
her mom's old car

699
00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:03,720
so it's just like one of those things

700
00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:05,799
but also I'm like why would you buy an

701
00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:07,320
apartment oh I guess that's the other

702
00:31:05,799 --> 00:31:09,960
part of it is like the taxes on the

703
00:31:07,320 --> 00:31:11,720
apartment but cuz they mentioned that at

704
00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:14,960
one point but

705
00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:18,519
like you are you are a very poor Steward

706
00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:21,320
of your money yes like of the the money

707
00:31:18,519 --> 00:31:23,799
your parents left you like

708
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:26,559
really but that's

709
00:31:23,799 --> 00:31:29,200
that's we will suspend belief for many

710
00:31:26,559 --> 00:31:31,480
things including including her financial

711
00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:33,960
situation no I love that we're both like

712
00:31:31,480 --> 00:31:37,519
no it's cuz we think a lot of nurses

713
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:39,960
right we do every nurse I know is great

714
00:31:37,519 --> 00:31:43,039
and like is wonderful yeah like they

715
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:45,440
might not be driving a Rolls-Royce but

716
00:31:43,039 --> 00:31:48,679
I'm like they they lead very comfortable

717
00:31:45,440 --> 00:31:52,559
lives yes

718
00:31:48,679 --> 00:31:54,679
yes so yeah ever just is is a bad nurse

719
00:31:52,559 --> 00:31:56,240
is my take yeah she's a bad nurse cuz

720
00:31:54,679 --> 00:32:01,320
she's about to

721
00:31:56,240 --> 00:32:04,159
shift so her bestie comes over and is

722
00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:07,320
talking to her she offers her

723
00:32:04,159 --> 00:32:08,639
loan Everly refuses but then she's like

724
00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:11,360
well what about what if you take a

725
00:32:08,639 --> 00:32:14,000
roommate this place has a second bedroom

726
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:17,720
that has its own bathroom that could be

727
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:19,600
the perfect solution and so they come up

728
00:32:17,720 --> 00:32:24,559
with a plan that she's going to hang the

729
00:32:19,600 --> 00:32:26,880
sign at her gym um so that that way she

730
00:32:24,559 --> 00:32:28,399
can call the gym for references it'll be

731
00:32:26,880 --> 00:32:29,679
like somebody

732
00:32:28,399 --> 00:32:31,880
she's kind of thinking they'll live a

733
00:32:29,679 --> 00:32:34,519
healthier lifestyle and not be like

734
00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:37,120
sloppy if they go to the gym I was like

735
00:32:34,519 --> 00:32:40,919
that's being super generous to Jim Bros

736
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:44,600
but okay yeah I'm like I really think it

737
00:32:40,919 --> 00:32:46,840
depends on what gym you remember at like

738
00:32:44,600 --> 00:32:48,760
if we're going to Golds maybe be careful

739
00:32:46,840 --> 00:32:52,480
no offense but

740
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:54,320
like you know I don't know if the random

741
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:58,720
Planet Fitness where I can't name a

742
00:32:54,320 --> 00:33:01,600
single person there is really mm-m

743
00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:03,080
I'm like that cuz it's not necessarily

744
00:33:01,600 --> 00:33:05,039
and I could be wrong here but like it's

745
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:07,919
not giving the energy of like a crossfit

746
00:33:05,039 --> 00:33:09,679
box where like like it is your community

747
00:33:07,919 --> 00:33:14,240
and you know all of the people like it's

748
00:33:09,679 --> 00:33:15,760
like oh she works out there yeah I go

749
00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:17,880
like once a month I'm sure it's a great

750
00:33:15,760 --> 00:33:22,840
workout you know yeah she's like I use

751
00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:25,679
the treadmill like yeah so um I but I I

752
00:33:22,840 --> 00:33:26,919
applaud the it is some thought until

753
00:33:25,679 --> 00:33:29,840
like I don't want to I don't want to

754
00:33:26,919 --> 00:33:33,200
post it on references

755
00:33:29,840 --> 00:33:34,760
right so um the next day Jackson is

756
00:33:33,200 --> 00:33:38,279
really pissed at himself for not

757
00:33:34,760 --> 00:33:40,960
following her the night before um but he

758
00:33:38,279 --> 00:33:42,480
needed space to like get his head right

759
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:45,760
cuz he was really thrown off by their

760
00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:47,720
whole interaction and he's thinking she

761
00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:49,519
probably went out the night before like

762
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:51,440
she probably went to party blah blah

763
00:33:49,519 --> 00:33:53,399
blah which she didn't she hung out at

764
00:33:51,440 --> 00:33:55,799
home with her best friend and so he's

765
00:33:53,399 --> 00:33:59,559
shocked to see her come out before 700

766
00:33:55,799 --> 00:34:01,360
a.m. he's like what but I assumed she

767
00:33:59,559 --> 00:34:02,480
would be sleeping until noon but like

768
00:34:01,360 --> 00:34:07,240
here she

769
00:34:02,480 --> 00:34:09,079
is um so she goes to the gym and he is

770
00:34:07,240 --> 00:34:12,040
watching from afar sees her hang the

771
00:34:09,079 --> 00:34:16,399
sign um and after she leaves in her work

772
00:34:12,040 --> 00:34:18,760
uniform he goes in and bribes the gym

773
00:34:16,399 --> 00:34:21,879
manager to let him pay cash for a single

774
00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:23,679
month membership and the guy's like I'll

775
00:34:21,879 --> 00:34:25,200
handle everything personally if anybody

776
00:34:23,679 --> 00:34:27,119
gives you any trouble like have them

777
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:28,320
call me like I'll vouch for you like he

778
00:34:27,119 --> 00:34:30,480
gives the kid

779
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:32,079
it's like a 22-year-old kid he gives him

780
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:36,960
like a significant amount of money to

781
00:34:32,079 --> 00:34:39,639
like do what he's asking um and then he

782
00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:41,919
um takes down Everly's sign cuz he

783
00:34:39,639 --> 00:34:44,679
realizes it's a perfect opportunity to

784
00:34:41,919 --> 00:34:45,960
get close to her in private so that he

785
00:34:44,679 --> 00:34:48,159
doesn't have to worry about humans

786
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:51,159
seeing her have a seizure he's like well

787
00:34:48,159 --> 00:34:51,159
great

788
00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:55,280
perfect okay but the injection is not

789
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:59,640
going to kill her and she'll still need

790
00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:59,640
a roommate he could have left the sign

791
00:35:03,720 --> 00:35:09,400
I might be missing the point

792
00:35:05,960 --> 00:35:13,240
here maybe a little bit but that's okay

793
00:35:09,400 --> 00:35:15,079
but I mean the point all I'm saying is

794
00:35:13,240 --> 00:35:17,960
it'll just stop her from shifting it

795
00:35:15,079 --> 00:35:19,920
won't kill her it won't kill her right

796
00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:22,440
she will still be in a

797
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:26,400
financially so he's fully intending to

798
00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:28,240
move in like not just going to see it

799
00:35:26,400 --> 00:35:30,160
he's fully intending to move

800
00:35:28,240 --> 00:35:31,880
that feels like so much effort for a man

801
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:34,640
who was going to run past her and shoot

802
00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:37,960
her up with a needle and now he's like

803
00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:40,200
let me do a whole roommate interview and

804
00:35:37,960 --> 00:35:42,119
background check y let me compile

805
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:44,680
references why not just schedule an

806
00:35:42,119 --> 00:35:47,839
initial interview and inject her then

807
00:35:44,680 --> 00:35:51,880
yeah there are a lot of issues with this

808
00:35:47,839 --> 00:35:53,880
story like the general plot is actually

809
00:35:51,880 --> 00:35:56,480
really interesting and pretty cool but

810
00:35:53,880 --> 00:36:02,000
then some of the details you're like why

811
00:35:56,480 --> 00:36:04,560
nope yeah yeah so like I'm like buddy

812
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:06,280
let me help you ruin her life right I

813
00:36:04,560 --> 00:36:08,400
was like just take a tour of the

814
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:10,079
apartment and inject her there why are

815
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:14,720
we being complicated leave her on the

816
00:36:10,079 --> 00:36:16,720
floor yeah no one will know right and

817
00:36:14,720 --> 00:36:19,319
then she can just do the next roommate

818
00:36:16,720 --> 00:36:22,720
interview right but now she won't

819
00:36:19,319 --> 00:36:25,960
because you took down her sign it's rude

820
00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:30,359
um that's my biggest issue with Jackson

821
00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:32,920
far it's the next level Petty for you so

822
00:36:30,359 --> 00:36:35,720
um Everly is getting to work she gets a

823
00:36:32,920 --> 00:36:37,400
call from some guy about the apartment

824
00:36:35,720 --> 00:36:38,960
she's super shocked that it happened so

825
00:36:37,400 --> 00:36:40,960
fast and she's kind of like thrown off

826
00:36:38,960 --> 00:36:43,040
about it but she does get the info for

827
00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:47,000
his references and says that she'll call

828
00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:50,319
back later to set up a time to do a

829
00:36:47,000 --> 00:36:52,240
tour so she calls her best friend um who

830
00:36:50,319 --> 00:36:54,640
says that she's out of town because

831
00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:56,000
bestie was going to be there with her so

832
00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:59,359
she didn't have a stranger in the

833
00:36:56,000 --> 00:37:02,760
apartment so she suggests meeting him

834
00:36:59,359 --> 00:37:05,119
somewhere neutral um and like getting to

835
00:37:02,760 --> 00:37:06,720
know him a little bit before scheduling

836
00:37:05,119 --> 00:37:10,200
the tour for the next day I got to say

837
00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:12,200
that is a great call I once had a my

838
00:37:10,200 --> 00:37:13,640
cousin and I were roommates in Nashville

839
00:37:12,200 --> 00:37:15,960
my cousin was getting married and moving

840
00:37:13,640 --> 00:37:20,359
out I was doing roommate interviews and

841
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:22,800
a dude came over and I could not get him

842
00:37:20,359 --> 00:37:26,079
out of my house fast enough and was so

843
00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:28,119
unsettled and like my like my cousin was

844
00:37:26,079 --> 00:37:30,920
like how'd that interview go I was like

845
00:37:28,119 --> 00:37:33,040
I never want to be around that person

846
00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:34,280
again I have to move yeah and to the

847
00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:35,599
point where my cousin like do I need to

848
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:37,160
come back and like sleep at the

849
00:37:35,599 --> 00:37:39,760
apartment tonight and I'm like no like I

850
00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:44,480
think I'm I think I'm good but

851
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:47,079
like no a neutral location yep let's

852
00:37:44,480 --> 00:37:48,200
meet him first check his references and

853
00:37:47,079 --> 00:37:49,440
then we'll decide if we're going to go

854
00:37:48,200 --> 00:37:52,319
through the whole rig some could go back

855
00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:55,640
and tell [ __ ] like 24y old Chelsey

856
00:37:52,319 --> 00:37:58,520
right maybe I'm have someone with you

857
00:37:55,640 --> 00:38:00,720
yes yeah PSA that's that's our other PSA

858
00:37:58,520 --> 00:38:04,359
for today and the bestie whose name is

859
00:38:00,720 --> 00:38:06,000
Diana is like the the true hero in the

860
00:38:04,359 --> 00:38:07,680
whole thing she's the only voice of

861
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:10,240
reason and she's the only one that makes

862
00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:13,480
any sense she's like hey maybe get a

863
00:38:10,240 --> 00:38:16,280
roommate hey maybe meet them in a safe

864
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:17,839
space yeah hey I'll be there with you

865
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:20,160
like let's do this together I got you

866
00:38:17,839 --> 00:38:23,640
babe we all deserve a best friend like

867
00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:26,800
that we do we all deserve a Diana so um

868
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:30,319
all the references came back great so

869
00:38:26,800 --> 00:38:33,040
the next morning she meets Jackson at

870
00:38:30,319 --> 00:38:35,160
the gym juice bar she figures it's an

871
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:37,880
area they're both familiar with plenty

872
00:38:35,160 --> 00:38:40,000
of people around great great makes sense

873
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:44,400
so there are a bunch of Meat Heads

874
00:38:40,000 --> 00:38:46,839
making a ton of noise um and all the

875
00:38:44,400 --> 00:38:48,319
women in the the gym are like ogling

876
00:38:46,839 --> 00:38:49,920
them and she's just getting like kind of

877
00:38:48,319 --> 00:38:52,359
increasingly irritated by the whole

878
00:38:49,920 --> 00:38:54,359
scene um and then finally the guy

879
00:38:52,359 --> 00:38:57,599
getting the most attention comes over to

880
00:38:54,359 --> 00:38:59,920
her um and she recognizes him as The

881
00:38:57,599 --> 00:39:04,160
[ __ ] from the park that that yelled

882
00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:07,359
at her um and she's noticing like he's

883
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:13,079
extremely hot but also extremely rude to

884
00:39:07,359 --> 00:39:14,800
her still and um he is super genuine and

885
00:39:13,079 --> 00:39:16,760
kind with the girl who's working the

886
00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:19,280
juice bar like when he orders his

887
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:21,720
smoothie or whatever and as soon as he

888
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:24,520
like turns to look at her he's like Dead

889
00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:26,960
face like hatred pouring off of him you

890
00:39:24,520 --> 00:39:29,960
want me as a roomate or not right well

891
00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:33,920
it's like Jackson you are the worst at

892
00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:36,680
this like he supposedly Works in um

893
00:39:33,920 --> 00:39:39,160
security and has done missions for the

894
00:39:36,680 --> 00:39:41,359
pack and for various people who've hired

895
00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:43,079
them in the past and I'm like no you

896
00:39:41,359 --> 00:39:44,440
haven't buddy you can't get through a

897
00:39:43,079 --> 00:39:46,200
five minute conversation with a girl

898
00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:48,880
that you need to move in with without

899
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:50,920
being an [ __ ] you're terrible you

900
00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:53,319
don't need to move in with I'm sorry you

901
00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:55,760
don't he literally could have put it cuz

902
00:39:53,319 --> 00:39:57,480
it can either be injected or ingested he

903
00:39:55,760 --> 00:40:01,040
could have put it in her smoothie at the

904
00:39:57,480 --> 00:40:01,040
Club at the gym nobody would have

905
00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:10,280
known I'm so annoyed I know I know I

906
00:40:07,480 --> 00:40:14,599
know I know I know okay so he's still

907
00:40:10,280 --> 00:40:17,440
being an [ __ ] to her even though he

908
00:40:14,599 --> 00:40:21,119
mm 1850 a month just let me move the

909
00:40:17,440 --> 00:40:23,640
[ __ ] in basically yes so he tells her

910
00:40:21,119 --> 00:40:25,839
that he's here for work he doesn't know

911
00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:29,119
how long he's going to be here but he's

912
00:40:25,839 --> 00:40:32,200
willing to pay more since it will be a

913
00:40:29,119 --> 00:40:34,760
shortened lease and like whatever

914
00:40:32,200 --> 00:40:37,319
whatever but he also says um that he

915
00:40:34,760 --> 00:40:41,400
doesn't have time for quote

916
00:40:37,319 --> 00:40:44,800
Dianes and um so she needs to like keep

917
00:40:41,400 --> 00:40:46,880
her hands to herself and she's

918
00:40:44,800 --> 00:40:52,079
like

919
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:55,839
um she gets Jackson she gets real mad

920
00:40:52,079 --> 00:40:57,839
real mad dare you dare I say big mad I I

921
00:40:55,839 --> 00:41:01,200
I think you should dare I think you

922
00:40:57,839 --> 00:41:03,920
should I I will dare then so she then

923
00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:07,640
tells him the apartment isn't available

924
00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:09,960
and just storms out but she's like super

925
00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:13,520
proud of herself like I nailed that walk

926
00:41:09,960 --> 00:41:15,040
away like hell yeah she didn't did she

927
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:17,319
she didn't she gets to her car and

928
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:19,960
realizes she left her bag with her phone

929
00:41:17,319 --> 00:41:23,680
and her keys and her wallet yep at the

930
00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:25,960
at the table yep she's like well I'm not

931
00:41:23,680 --> 00:41:28,960
going back in there

932
00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:32,160
so she like I'm just going to stand by

933
00:41:28,960 --> 00:41:34,440
my car I guess cuz she still has like a

934
00:41:32,160 --> 00:41:37,839
little bit of like a a self-satisfied

935
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:41,359
moment because he looked so shocked when

936
00:41:37,839 --> 00:41:43,440
he she told him off and she's like hell

937
00:41:41,359 --> 00:41:45,640
yeah I'm not ruining that by going back

938
00:41:43,440 --> 00:41:47,920
in there I'll just wait by my car I've

939
00:41:45,640 --> 00:41:50,520
done worse things she's like

940
00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:52,640
whatever she's like how long how long

941
00:41:50,520 --> 00:41:54,960
will he be there I can Outlast him it's

942
00:41:52,640 --> 00:41:56,319
fine she's like gym closes at 9: no I

943
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:59,880
don't really know but like that's what I

944
00:41:56,319 --> 00:42:02,880
imagine so um Jackson is beating himself

945
00:41:59,880 --> 00:42:07,319
up hard for being a dumbass he finally

946
00:42:02,880 --> 00:42:09,880
realizes he [ __ ] it yeah um and uh she

947
00:42:07,319 --> 00:42:11,720
shut down really hard on him she had

948
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:15,079
been trying to be kind and like sweet

949
00:42:11,720 --> 00:42:17,400
and stuff um and then when she shut down

950
00:42:15,079 --> 00:42:20,559
he started calling her icy

951
00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:23,000
spice icy spicy is how I really wanted

952
00:42:20,559 --> 00:42:25,920
to say

953
00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:29,119
it I don't know what icy spicy is like a

954
00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:29,119
winter mint perhaps

955
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:36,520
that's what I want him to really start

956
00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:39,440
calling her winter mint

957
00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:41,720
yes so

958
00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:46,119
anyway hey

959
00:42:41,720 --> 00:42:47,960
coriander not coriander that's good um

960
00:42:46,119 --> 00:42:50,880
how do you know so many spices just off

961
00:42:47,960 --> 00:42:53,200
the cuff like that they all start with C

962
00:42:50,880 --> 00:42:59,119
except for

963
00:42:53,200 --> 00:42:59,119
paprika cumin K Cor

964
00:42:59,880 --> 00:43:08,800
Chipotle Chipotle

965
00:43:03,640 --> 00:43:12,680
adobo oh my God okay um because I'm that

966
00:43:08,800 --> 00:43:16,760
basic white girl that got all of the

967
00:43:12,680 --> 00:43:19,680
like matching glass jars and so I have

968
00:43:16,760 --> 00:43:21,400
all of the alphabetical right labels to

969
00:43:19,680 --> 00:43:24,839
put on each individual

970
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:27,359
jar okay that makes sense I'm and so as

971
00:43:24,839 --> 00:43:30,040
I've been trying to name them I've been

972
00:43:27,359 --> 00:43:31,839
imagining my well now Rack in my head

973
00:43:30,040 --> 00:43:35,640
all the ones I'm thinking of to be clear

974
00:43:31,839 --> 00:43:40,040
are like Chinese five spice

975
00:43:35,640 --> 00:43:43,440
exactly like no no I'm like taco

976
00:43:40,040 --> 00:43:48,520
seasoning just really isn't a great

977
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:48,520
nickname hey Ranch powder how you doing

978
00:43:48,880 --> 00:43:54,720
hey

979
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:57,160
so um he is trying to get himself under

980
00:43:54,720 --> 00:43:59,079
control cuz he just feels so much rage

981
00:43:57,160 --> 00:44:01,920
sitting across from his enemy and like

982
00:43:59,079 --> 00:44:03,520
this person who is a threat to his pack

983
00:44:01,920 --> 00:44:06,839
even though she doesn't know that

984
00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:08,240
they're enemies he's like I know and

985
00:44:06,839 --> 00:44:13,319
like well

986
00:44:08,240 --> 00:44:15,599
and okay hear me he lost his mother in a

987
00:44:13,319 --> 00:44:17,440
very very traumatic way and was injured

988
00:44:15,599 --> 00:44:20,319
at the same time was injured at the same

989
00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:24,200
time right

990
00:44:20,319 --> 00:44:27,119
um given the age he was when that

991
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:28,920
happened it does feel like a lot of the

992
00:44:27,119 --> 00:44:30,880
rage that he's internalized has been

993
00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:34,880
like the

994
00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:38,800
pack rage and like the like I'm like

995
00:44:34,880 --> 00:44:41,240
good sir like this this girl it happened

996
00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:43,559
25 years ago and she's 25 she wasn't

997
00:44:41,240 --> 00:44:45,280
even yeah she wasn't even born yet when

998
00:44:43,559 --> 00:44:47,440
this happened where is this visceral

999
00:44:45,280 --> 00:44:49,800
anger towards this innocent person

1000
00:44:47,440 --> 00:44:51,200
coming from because like that wasn't

1001
00:44:49,800 --> 00:44:54,680
like it's not like he's been harboring

1002
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:56,599
this against Everly for 25 years yeah

1003
00:44:54,680 --> 00:44:58,559
it's been against the moon family and

1004
00:44:56,599 --> 00:45:00,079
her name isn't even Moon anymore I

1005
00:44:58,559 --> 00:45:04,400
forgot to mention that it's Everly

1006
00:45:00,079 --> 00:45:07,520
Miller and so he is I think what it is

1007
00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:09,280
is it's his father's rage he's like so

1008
00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:12,160
disconnected from his dad cuz his dad

1009
00:45:09,280 --> 00:45:16,119
shut down so hard after the death of his

1010
00:45:12,160 --> 00:45:18,160
mate that like their anger towards this

1011
00:45:16,119 --> 00:45:20,520
family is the only connection that

1012
00:45:18,160 --> 00:45:23,440
Jackson really has with his dad yeah so

1013
00:45:20,520 --> 00:45:26,240
I think that that's a big part of it but

1014
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:28,920
he's also just super confused because

1015
00:45:26,240 --> 00:45:30,760
nothing is making sense about her like

1016
00:45:28,920 --> 00:45:33,359
why does she want a roommate why is she

1017
00:45:30,760 --> 00:45:36,119
working as a nurse why does she seem

1018
00:45:33,359 --> 00:45:39,240
like so sweet and innocent like none of

1019
00:45:36,119 --> 00:45:40,720
this tracks at all um why does she seem

1020
00:45:39,240 --> 00:45:43,160
so normal for someone who's supposed to

1021
00:45:40,720 --> 00:45:44,839
be such a coldblooded killer threat to

1022
00:45:43,160 --> 00:45:46,559
our back what do you what do you think

1023
00:45:44,839 --> 00:45:48,800
she should be behaving like like is she

1024
00:45:46,559 --> 00:45:51,079
supposed to be like walking around

1025
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:54,000
murdering people and taking candy from

1026
00:45:51,079 --> 00:45:58,839
babies like all I'm saying is even KGB

1027
00:45:54,000 --> 00:46:02,319
operatives had to work normal jobs

1028
00:45:58,839 --> 00:46:04,880
you've seen the Americans you understand

1029
00:46:02,319 --> 00:46:04,880
like

1030
00:46:06,559 --> 00:46:13,599
what kgp

1031
00:46:10,319 --> 00:46:16,559
op literally because I was talking to my

1032
00:46:13,599 --> 00:46:18,599
husband about the Americans yesterday

1033
00:46:16,559 --> 00:46:22,160
cuz he's never seen it

1034
00:46:18,599 --> 00:46:24,400
oh well he started rewatching

1035
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:27,960
Blacklist is that what it's called yeah

1036
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:30,640
yeah um I think and like is her husband

1037
00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:32,119
desp like in the first season and so I

1038
00:46:30,640 --> 00:46:33,359
was like oh have you ever watched the

1039
00:46:32,119 --> 00:46:35,240
Americans and he's like no I was like I

1040
00:46:33,359 --> 00:46:37,839
think you'd really like it you should

1041
00:46:35,240 --> 00:46:41,559
add it to your

1042
00:46:37,839 --> 00:46:43,480
list so yes he he believes that she is

1043
00:46:41,559 --> 00:46:46,640
on the level of some kind of

1044
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:49,480
well-trained KGB assassin for how well

1045
00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:51,599
she is acting and so he tries to call to

1046
00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:55,960
apologize and then realizes that he

1047
00:46:51,599 --> 00:46:58,559
still has her bag so he grabs it to go

1048
00:46:55,960 --> 00:47:01,599
take it to her and he's like I will be

1049
00:46:58,559 --> 00:47:02,880
Charming like I will be Charming like

1050
00:47:01,599 --> 00:47:07,559
get it

1051
00:47:02,880 --> 00:47:09,359
together so he a whole like brne brown

1052
00:47:07,559 --> 00:47:13,119
motivational in the mirror he's like you

1053
00:47:09,359 --> 00:47:17,079
will be kind yes you will be witty yes

1054
00:47:13,119 --> 00:47:21,000
you will not punch her in the face like

1055
00:47:17,079 --> 00:47:23,839
you will be just lovely it feels like it

1056
00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:27,079
should be a low bar right and yet but

1057
00:47:23,839 --> 00:47:29,520
for him he's still tripping over it he

1058
00:47:27,079 --> 00:47:31,760
tries to explain to her that like listen

1059
00:47:29,520 --> 00:47:35,359
um I'm just I've been really busy and

1060
00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:37,520
I've been really frustrated um with all

1061
00:47:35,359 --> 00:47:39,760
of the attention I've been getting like

1062
00:47:37,520 --> 00:47:41,240
you saw the women in the the gym like

1063
00:47:39,760 --> 00:47:43,359
it's hard for me to move through the

1064
00:47:41,240 --> 00:47:45,839
world and like all this sh and all I

1065
00:47:43,359 --> 00:47:49,400
could think was

1066
00:47:45,839 --> 00:47:50,680
like the arrogance though I'm sorry I'm

1067
00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:54,720
sorry

1068
00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:58,319
Hannah pause you're saying this fool

1069
00:47:54,720 --> 00:48:01,240
went I'm so sorry I was such an [ __ ]

1070
00:47:58,319 --> 00:48:06,359
just too many women want me and I've

1071
00:48:01,240 --> 00:48:06,359
been so stressed about it

1072
00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:14,960
yeah and what kills me is that Everly is

1073
00:48:12,240 --> 00:48:16,480
like you know I kind of understand that

1074
00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:19,520
like if men were on top of me like that

1075
00:48:16,480 --> 00:48:22,760
all the time I'd get really frustrated

1076
00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:25,760
too which is like it men and women have

1077
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:28,440
different experiences I think you know

1078
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:30,920
so

1079
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:33,119
okay she's like so sweet and empathetic

1080
00:48:30,920 --> 00:48:34,800
about it she's like oh my God I don't

1081
00:48:33,119 --> 00:48:36,839
get that kind of attention really but if

1082
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:38,000
I did oh man yeah I'd be really

1083
00:48:36,839 --> 00:48:41,280
frustrated

1084
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:44,319
too like I'm just

1085
00:48:41,280 --> 00:48:47,040
imagining one I wouldn't I could not

1086
00:48:44,319 --> 00:48:50,319
keep a straight face in that but like if

1087
00:48:47,040 --> 00:48:52,480
a client like if a like ever told me a

1088
00:48:50,319 --> 00:48:54,960
story like that I B

1089
00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:57,559
let's let's maybe have a conversation

1090
00:48:54,960 --> 00:49:03,040
about our grandos

1091
00:48:57,559 --> 00:49:05,640
right like what like hey oh I hadn't

1092
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:08,680
recognize these narcissistic patterns

1093
00:49:05,640 --> 00:49:11,640
and traits before and here they are well

1094
00:49:08,680 --> 00:49:14,079
then it would be like Chelsea listen it

1095
00:49:11,640 --> 00:49:15,880
can never work between us like as soon

1096
00:49:14,079 --> 00:49:18,680
as you start to confront

1097
00:49:15,880 --> 00:49:23,200
it could never

1098
00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:26,920
work I understand the Allure that I hold

1099
00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:29,400
but it is it is wild that the those

1100
00:49:26,920 --> 00:49:32,720
clients exist they do they really do

1101
00:49:29,400 --> 00:49:34,880
they do it is insane yeah and it's so

1102
00:49:32,720 --> 00:49:37,480
weird to navigate it is really hard to

1103
00:49:34,880 --> 00:49:39,680
be like um like I don't want to say

1104
00:49:37,480 --> 00:49:42,599
thank you no thank you because no I

1105
00:49:39,680 --> 00:49:45,000
don't want to thank any part of it Oh

1106
00:49:42,599 --> 00:49:48,119
you mean this this random person that

1107
00:49:45,000 --> 00:49:50,839
I've only ever known via a zoom meeting

1108
00:49:48,119 --> 00:49:53,400
link oh

1109
00:49:50,839 --> 00:49:56,920
like but you know I'm like oh yeah this

1110
00:49:53,400 --> 00:49:59,599
is not this isn't that this is not that

1111
00:49:56,920 --> 00:50:01,000
but bless Everly for being such a

1112
00:49:59,599 --> 00:50:02,960
sweetheart and being like you know she's

1113
00:50:01,000 --> 00:50:05,960
so sweet yeah thank thanks for

1114
00:50:02,960 --> 00:50:08,319
explaining it I I Now understand yep my

1115
00:50:05,960 --> 00:50:09,599
gosh so she agrees to start over and

1116
00:50:08,319 --> 00:50:12,280
they're going to meet up for coffee the

1117
00:50:09,599 --> 00:50:16,240
next day and when he gets to the coffee

1118
00:50:12,280 --> 00:50:19,200
shop um bestie is there and um he's

1119
00:50:16,240 --> 00:50:21,000
trying to be patient about it but he's

1120
00:50:19,200 --> 00:50:22,599
just really experiencing so much

1121
00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:25,319
pressure from his dad like his dad's

1122
00:50:22,599 --> 00:50:28,319
calling him a lot um and so he's just

1123
00:50:25,319 --> 00:50:31,160
trying to like get this [ __ ] over with

1124
00:50:28,319 --> 00:50:33,559
so he turns on the charm for bestie um

1125
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:37,640
and they all agree to go back to the

1126
00:50:33,559 --> 00:50:39,839
apartment um and he's like this is this

1127
00:50:37,640 --> 00:50:43,839
is very private that's great no one will

1128
00:50:39,839 --> 00:50:46,760
know when I drug her so except her best

1129
00:50:43,839 --> 00:50:48,319
friend well bestie is about to leave cuz

1130
00:50:46,760 --> 00:50:49,720
that's the whole thing yeah she wasn't

1131
00:50:48,319 --> 00:50:51,720
going to go to the apartment with them

1132
00:50:49,720 --> 00:50:53,760
just met at the coffee shop with them

1133
00:50:51,720 --> 00:50:56,079
well she went and was there when he did

1134
00:50:53,760 --> 00:50:59,119
the tour and then when they agreed that

1135
00:50:56,079 --> 00:51:01,760
he could move in and she left I see so

1136
00:50:59,119 --> 00:51:04,680
he offers way more money um again

1137
00:51:01,760 --> 00:51:06,440
because it's going to be shortterm and

1138
00:51:04,680 --> 00:51:09,440
um

1139
00:51:06,440 --> 00:51:13,040
so yeah does he work where is he getting

1140
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:15,400
all of these funds from so the the pack

1141
00:51:13,040 --> 00:51:17,319
that he's a part of owns a security

1142
00:51:15,400 --> 00:51:19,200
company and there's like a couple of

1143
00:51:17,319 --> 00:51:25,839
other businesses that they own but he

1144
00:51:19,200 --> 00:51:29,119
primarily Works security okay so um

1145
00:51:25,839 --> 00:51:32,200
Jackson also then leaves and he is

1146
00:51:29,119 --> 00:51:34,880
moving in like the next day

1147
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:37,200
so Everly is really panicking about this

1148
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:39,960
whole thing having somebody in her space

1149
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:41,960
um but he's very standoffish and she

1150
00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:45,359
can't really put her finger on it but

1151
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:47,280
she's like she feels very tense and like

1152
00:51:45,359 --> 00:51:50,400
her hackles are up every time she's

1153
00:51:47,280 --> 00:51:52,000
around him um but she tries to push all

1154
00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:55,720
that away and just focus on getting him

1155
00:51:52,000 --> 00:51:58,480
settled so um he calls her into his

1156
00:51:55,720 --> 00:52:01,480
bathroom to explain the shower because

1157
00:51:58,480 --> 00:52:05,200
it's like a complicated shower head or

1158
00:52:01,480 --> 00:52:07,119
whatever and um she again trips over

1159
00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:10,400
nothing and winds up knocking his

1160
00:52:07,119 --> 00:52:15,200
toiletry bag down and a bunch of vials

1161
00:52:10,400 --> 00:52:18,640
and syringes pour out and she's like ah

1162
00:52:15,200 --> 00:52:21,599
the Roid Rage would explain it wouldn't

1163
00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:24,040
it she's like that definitely makes

1164
00:52:21,599 --> 00:52:27,760
sense um and then she go

1165
00:52:24,040 --> 00:52:28,839
oh it's steroids yeah I feel better now

1166
00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:30,680
yeah she's like I won't take it

1167
00:52:28,839 --> 00:52:34,480
personally then I know what we're up

1168
00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:36,680
against okay um so he's again a dick and

1169
00:52:34,480 --> 00:52:39,920
just tells her to get out

1170
00:52:36,680 --> 00:52:41,640
um so she then is talking to her best

1171
00:52:39,920 --> 00:52:45,640
friend they're making plans for Everly's

1172
00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:48,079
birthday which is coming up and um she

1173
00:52:45,640 --> 00:52:50,520
is just reminding herself that Jackson

1174
00:52:48,079 --> 00:52:53,480
is a means to an end like him being

1175
00:52:50,520 --> 00:52:54,640
there paying rent it they don't have to

1176
00:52:53,480 --> 00:52:56,640
be friends they don't even have to

1177
00:52:54,640 --> 00:53:01,440
interact like they just have to exist in

1178
00:52:56,640 --> 00:53:02,880
the same space um and so Jackson over

1179
00:53:01,440 --> 00:53:05,799
the next few days he's like trying to

1180
00:53:02,880 --> 00:53:07,920
find a routine getting into a rhythm and

1181
00:53:05,799 --> 00:53:10,520
he hasn't had another opportunity to

1182
00:53:07,920 --> 00:53:12,640
inject Everly because she leaves for

1183
00:53:10,520 --> 00:53:14,880
work early in the morning she comes home

1184
00:53:12,640 --> 00:53:16,119
late in the evening like they're just he

1185
00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:18,960
keeps missing

1186
00:53:16,119 --> 00:53:21,760
her so he's in the shower trying to come

1187
00:53:18,960 --> 00:53:24,720
up with a plan and his bathroom door

1188
00:53:21,760 --> 00:53:28,040
just burst open and there's Everly and

1189
00:53:24,720 --> 00:53:31,799
um she is shocked but obviously also

1190
00:53:28,040 --> 00:53:36,640
checking him out and um that has him

1191
00:53:31,799 --> 00:53:39,280
getting hard and he is just really mad

1192
00:53:36,640 --> 00:53:40,960
about that pause I'm missing something

1193
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:42,799
why did she just bust open the bathroom

1194
00:53:40,960 --> 00:53:45,040
door we're going to find out in a second

1195
00:53:42,799 --> 00:53:48,079
okay so she's apologizing and like

1196
00:53:45,040 --> 00:53:49,720
stumbling over her words um she forgot

1197
00:53:48,079 --> 00:53:52,000
that she had left something in that

1198
00:53:49,720 --> 00:53:53,960
bathroom and she had her earbuds in

1199
00:53:52,000 --> 00:53:56,040
because she was coming back from a run

1200
00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:58,160
so he's usually out of the house at that

1201
00:53:56,040 --> 00:54:00,400
time of day so she just assumed he

1202
00:53:58,160 --> 00:54:02,839
wouldn't be there and she's not used to

1203
00:54:00,400 --> 00:54:04,680
living with anybody and so she just

1204
00:54:02,839 --> 00:54:06,160
didn't think about it and just walked

1205
00:54:04,680 --> 00:54:09,200
into the

1206
00:54:06,160 --> 00:54:12,599
bathroom that is her

1207
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:16,480
explanation okay that's fine keep going

1208
00:54:12,599 --> 00:54:19,480
she says it's fine it's not fine so

1209
00:54:16,480 --> 00:54:19,480
um

1210
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:24,440
yeah he is hoping that this will

1211
00:54:22,640 --> 00:54:27,559
actually present another opportunity for

1212
00:54:24,440 --> 00:54:29,079
him to inject her I'm sorry where is he

1213
00:54:27,559 --> 00:54:33,040
hiding a syringe while he's in the

1214
00:54:29,079 --> 00:54:34,240
shower he put pants on now um nope he

1215
00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:38,640
sends her

1216
00:54:34,240 --> 00:54:42,520
out and then he puts pants on and takes

1217
00:54:38,640 --> 00:54:44,400
a vial and he's like okay um I prefer to

1218
00:54:42,520 --> 00:54:46,599
think he had to hide it between his butt

1219
00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:48,799
cheeks and the

1220
00:54:46,599 --> 00:54:50,839
shower I'm comfortable with that

1221
00:54:48,799 --> 00:54:53,240
narrative um for all the other things

1222
00:54:50,839 --> 00:54:56,160
I've had to suspend belief for in this

1223
00:54:53,240 --> 00:54:58,559
book I can we can hold on to that this

1224
00:54:56,160 --> 00:55:00,200
is where it is um so he's like let's

1225
00:54:58,559 --> 00:55:02,000
have a glass of wine we're going to

1226
00:55:00,200 --> 00:55:03,960
celebrate being roommates let's just

1227
00:55:02,000 --> 00:55:05,680
hang out for a little bit um Let's

1228
00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:08,720
Pretend This Never Happened it's really

1229
00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:11,920
okay and so she's like that's cool thank

1230
00:55:08,720 --> 00:55:14,359
you and he puts the drug in her wine and

1231
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:16,599
is planning to inject her once she gets

1232
00:55:14,359 --> 00:55:21,160
knocked out from the first dose because

1233
00:55:16,599 --> 00:55:23,760
it's more in in wow it's more effective

1234
00:55:21,160 --> 00:55:24,920
injected okay um and so he doesn't want

1235
00:55:23,760 --> 00:55:27,039
to take any

1236
00:55:24,920 --> 00:55:30,359
chances so

1237
00:55:27,039 --> 00:55:31,960
um he takes it over to her and he's like

1238
00:55:30,359 --> 00:55:34,599
just thinking about her and he's like

1239
00:55:31,960 --> 00:55:36,599
God she is really clumsy spice because

1240
00:55:34,599 --> 00:55:39,119
she keeps tripping over things and then

1241
00:55:36,599 --> 00:55:42,160
he's like but she's also beautiful spice

1242
00:55:39,119 --> 00:55:45,480
oh gosh and then he's like shut up idiot

1243
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:47,200
like we have a job to do so he starts

1244
00:55:45,480 --> 00:55:48,799
like getting really down on himself

1245
00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:50,480
about all of that but he's like let's

1246
00:55:48,799 --> 00:55:52,079
just do a toast she's going to drink it

1247
00:55:50,480 --> 00:55:54,559
I can get out of here this will all be

1248
00:55:52,079 --> 00:55:57,119
over it's going to be okay so he toasts

1249
00:55:54,559 --> 00:56:01,280
her but she somehow breaks both of the

1250
00:55:57,119 --> 00:56:06,559
glasses on the toast and cuts herself

1251
00:56:01,280 --> 00:56:08,400
and um he's like what the [ __ ] like

1252
00:56:06,559 --> 00:56:10,520
you've got to be [ __ ] kidding me

1253
00:56:08,400 --> 00:56:13,480
right now

1254
00:56:10,520 --> 00:56:16,640
like he's really strugg he would be a

1255
00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:19,240
horrible spy because he is a horrible

1256
00:56:16,640 --> 00:56:23,160
spy he is a horrible spy he's doing a

1257
00:56:19,240 --> 00:56:25,400
terrible job so she's bleeding pretty

1258
00:56:23,160 --> 00:56:27,799
badly cuz she's got a cut on her thumb

1259
00:56:25,400 --> 00:56:29,880
and she goes to like put it in her mouth

1260
00:56:27,799 --> 00:56:32,960
and he's like don't do that and she's

1261
00:56:29,880 --> 00:56:33,880
like what what he's like there might be

1262
00:56:32,960 --> 00:56:36,920
glass in

1263
00:56:33,880 --> 00:56:38,880
it and then he's like why did I stop her

1264
00:56:36,920 --> 00:56:41,400
like if she got any bit of that drug it

1265
00:56:38,880 --> 00:56:43,920
would have been good why did I do that

1266
00:56:41,400 --> 00:56:48,319
and so he's just really really irritated

1267
00:56:43,920 --> 00:56:49,880
with himself um and she is like mumbling

1268
00:56:48,319 --> 00:56:51,760
to herself about not understanding why

1269
00:56:49,880 --> 00:56:53,520
she's so clumsy and like what what's

1270
00:56:51,760 --> 00:56:56,240
going on and he's

1271
00:56:53,520 --> 00:56:57,720
like she knows why she's so clumsy she's

1272
00:56:56,240 --> 00:57:00,079
getting close to her first shift like

1273
00:56:57,720 --> 00:57:04,480
she knows everybody

1274
00:57:00,079 --> 00:57:06,720
knows um so then he is cleaning her up

1275
00:57:04,480 --> 00:57:10,760
and winds up licking her blood for some

1276
00:57:06,720 --> 00:57:12,880
reason and does is like he starts

1277
00:57:10,760 --> 00:57:17,359
freaking out cuz he like feels a pole to

1278
00:57:12,880 --> 00:57:20,799
her um and oh because it's his mate yeah

1279
00:57:17,359 --> 00:57:23,680
what I know but he doesn't put put that

1280
00:57:20,799 --> 00:57:25,079
situation together um he's like nope

1281
00:57:23,680 --> 00:57:26,920
don't like that it's because she's

1282
00:57:25,079 --> 00:57:28,799
probably a double Alpha and is way too

1283
00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:34,000
powerful I got to get out of

1284
00:57:28,799 --> 00:57:36,760
here so whatever I really freaking out

1285
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:39,400
um and um yeah I would be freaked out as

1286
00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:41,720
well if I cut myself and someone my

1287
00:57:39,400 --> 00:57:44,240
roommate licked up my blood the blood

1288
00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:48,880
off my finger yeah that would be awkward

1289
00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:52,240
wouldn't it um she's like I know she

1290
00:57:48,880 --> 00:57:55,160
feels this like crazy attraction for him

1291
00:57:52,240 --> 00:57:59,079
but like obviously he's a douchebag so

1292
00:57:55,160 --> 00:58:01,480
she's just like all over the place

1293
00:57:59,079 --> 00:58:06,240
um and

1294
00:58:01,480 --> 00:58:08,599
um she he has her his back to her he's

1295
00:58:06,240 --> 00:58:12,559
like trying to put space between them

1296
00:58:08,599 --> 00:58:14,559
but he doesn't leave the room and she um

1297
00:58:12,559 --> 00:58:16,640
apologizes again for breaking the glass

1298
00:58:14,559 --> 00:58:20,359
and says that one of her patients died

1299
00:58:16,640 --> 00:58:22,079
that day and um she's just having a

1300
00:58:20,359 --> 00:58:24,039
really difficult time like she was just

1301
00:58:22,079 --> 00:58:25,880
distracted by the death of one of her

1302
00:58:24,039 --> 00:58:27,280
patients she had her earbuds in she's

1303
00:58:25,880 --> 00:58:28,799
really really sorry she's sorry she

1304
00:58:27,280 --> 00:58:29,920
broke the glass like all she does

1305
00:58:28,799 --> 00:58:32,960
throughout this whole book is just

1306
00:58:29,920 --> 00:58:35,079
apologize really um and

1307
00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:37,359
so um

1308
00:58:35,079 --> 00:58:40,839
girl she's having a really difficult

1309
00:58:37,359 --> 00:58:44,200
time she's actually very sweet um and

1310
00:58:40,839 --> 00:58:46,119
then he um starts being really rude to

1311
00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:49,319
her again after being really sweet and

1312
00:58:46,119 --> 00:58:51,760
cleaning her up and she's like okay so

1313
00:58:49,319 --> 00:58:53,799
sweet and gentle one minute and then MH

1314
00:58:51,760 --> 00:58:56,960
massive douchebag the next like I'm not

1315
00:58:53,799 --> 00:58:59,000
I hate it here um

1316
00:58:56,960 --> 00:59:02,480
so she calls her best friend and they

1317
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:05,160
she goes out with best friend MH so then

1318
00:59:02,480 --> 00:59:06,880
Jackson the next day he didn't sleep at

1319
00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:08,920
all really because he's so upset about

1320
00:59:06,880 --> 00:59:13,400
the whole thing and he hears Everly in

1321
00:59:08,920 --> 00:59:16,799
the kitchen so um he needs to just go do

1322
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:18,880
this like he like he just he's like if I

1323
00:59:16,799 --> 00:59:21,520
don't inject her now I'll never do it

1324
00:59:18,880 --> 00:59:24,640
he's like I'm serious about it now um

1325
00:59:21,520 --> 00:59:27,119
and so he comes out and um in her little

1326
00:59:24,640 --> 00:59:30,760
Hello Kitty pajamas and he's like what

1327
00:59:27,119 --> 00:59:33,799
kind of wolf shifting double Alpha wears

1328
00:59:30,760 --> 00:59:37,079
Hello Kitty pajamas the [ __ ] someone who

1329
00:59:33,799 --> 00:59:40,559
doesn't know they're a shifter yeah

1330
00:59:37,079 --> 00:59:43,039
someone who has no earthly idea so she

1331
00:59:40,559 --> 00:59:45,960
asked about the scars on his

1332
00:59:43,039 --> 00:59:49,119
chest um and because he walked out

1333
00:59:45,960 --> 00:59:50,520
shirtless uhhuh yeah and he's like I I

1334
00:59:49,119 --> 00:59:53,920
don't like to talk about it and like

1335
00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:55,440
shuts her down completely um and when

1336
00:59:53,920 --> 00:59:56,720
her phone rings it's a perfect

1337
00:59:55,440 --> 00:59:59,960
opportunity

1338
00:59:56,720 --> 01:00:02,839
um to to dose her smoothie that she was

1339
00:59:59,960 --> 01:00:04,440
making but he just can't bring himself

1340
01:00:02,839 --> 01:00:08,599
to do it and he's like what the [ __ ] is

1341
01:00:04,440 --> 01:00:11,240
wrong with me and he's like very upset

1342
01:00:08,599 --> 01:00:13,640
so um he knows that he's missing

1343
01:00:11,240 --> 01:00:18,240
something because her emotions are too

1344
01:00:13,640 --> 01:00:19,520
sincere but like she's a moon so even

1345
01:00:18,240 --> 01:00:22,160
though she's calling herself something

1346
01:00:19,520 --> 01:00:24,760
else he knows who she is like he he

1347
01:00:22,160 --> 01:00:26,760
knows that she's evil

1348
01:00:24,760 --> 01:00:30,720
so um

1349
01:00:26,760 --> 01:00:32,599
yeah he's like he's he's a disaster so

1350
01:00:30,720 --> 01:00:34,280
he's like feels he's betrayed everyone

1351
01:00:32,599 --> 01:00:36,880
he loves he's betrayed his mother's

1352
01:00:34,280 --> 01:00:39,039
memory he's betraying his pack like all

1353
01:00:36,880 --> 01:00:41,280
this [ __ ] because he can't dose this

1354
01:00:39,039 --> 01:00:44,720
girl so

1355
01:00:41,280 --> 01:00:47,960
um he calls his uncle after Everly

1356
01:00:44,720 --> 01:00:50,760
leaves for work he calls his uncle um

1357
01:00:47,960 --> 01:00:52,599
and he's like I don't think she knows

1358
01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:54,400
she's a wolf like I don't think she

1359
01:00:52,599 --> 01:00:57,000
knows anything about any of this like

1360
01:00:54,400 --> 01:01:00,760
she is truly innocent like I can't do

1361
01:00:57,000 --> 01:01:02,839
this and his uncle tells him that um he

1362
01:01:00,760 --> 01:01:05,119
gets it that Jackson is a really good

1363
01:01:02,839 --> 01:01:07,920
man but if he doesn't do it to restrict

1364
01:01:05,119 --> 01:01:11,079
her wolf before she shifts for the first

1365
01:01:07,920 --> 01:01:13,599
time then he's going to have to kill her

1366
01:01:11,079 --> 01:01:15,760
because when her wolf takes over she's

1367
01:01:13,599 --> 01:01:18,520
going to be absolutely bloodthirsty and

1368
01:01:15,760 --> 01:01:21,200
uncontrollable just like her parents and

1369
01:01:18,520 --> 01:01:23,160
so like he if he doesn't he's going to

1370
01:01:21,200 --> 01:01:24,359
save her life by dosing her is what

1371
01:01:23,160 --> 01:01:27,760
Uncle tells

1372
01:01:24,359 --> 01:01:31,400
her um H

1373
01:01:27,760 --> 01:01:33,680
yeah so he's like I get it but it still

1374
01:01:31,400 --> 01:01:37,079
his uncle is emotionally manipulating

1375
01:01:33,680 --> 01:01:38,920
him he's not okay even a little bit just

1376
01:01:37,079 --> 01:01:42,319
okay just just had to ask yeah he should

1377
01:01:38,920 --> 01:01:45,160
be he really should be um because I

1378
01:01:42,319 --> 01:01:47,400
think you I think you probably know so

1379
01:01:45,160 --> 01:01:49,359
this story is interesting in some ways

1380
01:01:47,400 --> 01:01:51,960
and in others is

1381
01:01:49,359 --> 01:01:56,520
like I know exactly where we're going I

1382
01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:59,799
got it I get it okay so anyway is at

1383
01:01:56,520 --> 01:02:02,520
work she's doing her thing um and her

1384
01:01:59,799 --> 01:02:05,000
boss is like abusing one of the patients

1385
01:02:02,520 --> 01:02:07,440
like pulling on her hair and stuff and

1386
01:02:05,000 --> 01:02:10,680
Everly starts to feel something in her

1387
01:02:07,440 --> 01:02:14,359
chest that doesn't feel right

1388
01:02:10,680 --> 01:02:16,359
um and she starts to realize that her

1389
01:02:14,359 --> 01:02:18,760
boss has been abusing this particular

1390
01:02:16,359 --> 01:02:21,680
patient for a long time because she sees

1391
01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:26,520
like older bruises when the boss leaves

1392
01:02:21,680 --> 01:02:28,599
the room and so um the boss and tells

1393
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:33,680
her that she's being written up for

1394
01:02:28,599 --> 01:02:39,920
questioning her um with the patient and

1395
01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:42,880
so um the the boss goes to to write her

1396
01:02:39,920 --> 01:02:45,000
up and Everly won't back down but she

1397
01:02:42,880 --> 01:02:47,720
really does not feel right like she

1398
01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:52,559
feels something is really wrong and

1399
01:02:47,720 --> 01:02:55,119
she's like I can smell her anger and her

1400
01:02:52,559 --> 01:02:57,760
fear and that she had oatmeal for

1401
01:02:55,119 --> 01:03:00,720
breakfast like the [ __ ] she's like I

1402
01:02:57,760 --> 01:03:03,160
don't I am in fact an insane person

1403
01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:08,079
she's like I'm an insane person

1404
01:03:03,160 --> 01:03:10,319
I have old factory hallucinations

1405
01:03:08,079 --> 01:03:12,200
hallucinations yes she's like am I

1406
01:03:10,319 --> 01:03:14,520
having a stroke or a hallucination who

1407
01:03:12,200 --> 01:03:17,760
knows I did a crisis assessment Once on

1408
01:03:14,520 --> 01:03:20,200
This like high school kid who said he

1409
01:03:17,760 --> 01:03:23,160
was having old factory hallucinations

1410
01:03:20,200 --> 01:03:26,920
and I it was the most interesting I was

1411
01:03:23,160 --> 01:03:30,160
like I don't what was he smelling

1412
01:03:26,920 --> 01:03:34,880
that's the thing it was very

1413
01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:36,240
vague um he's like I smell something

1414
01:03:34,880 --> 01:03:38,599
yeah

1415
01:03:36,240 --> 01:03:41,240
smelly like literally is how it felt

1416
01:03:38,599 --> 01:03:43,440
like the assessment went yeah uh cuz I

1417
01:03:41,240 --> 01:03:46,400
feel like he was also like yeah

1418
01:03:43,440 --> 01:03:48,520
sometimes I feel like a hand holding my

1419
01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:50,680
wrist

1420
01:03:48,520 --> 01:03:52,480
down can can you move your wrist when

1421
01:03:50,680 --> 01:03:55,480
that happens I don't

1422
01:03:52,480 --> 01:03:57,880
know okay I'm this is this is not a

1423
01:03:55,480 --> 01:04:01,079
great crisis assessment I don't know how

1424
01:03:57,880 --> 01:04:03,400
to help you here like I really want to

1425
01:04:01,079 --> 01:04:05,119
but all of these answers are so vague

1426
01:04:03,400 --> 01:04:08,480
and so just

1427
01:04:05,119 --> 01:04:10,640
like you know I never thought to try

1428
01:04:08,480 --> 01:04:16,279
I've been I've been smelling

1429
01:04:10,640 --> 01:04:16,279
things like like markers like what Like

1430
01:04:16,359 --> 01:04:21,520
Glue right you're like okay so when you

1431
01:04:19,039 --> 01:04:24,480
smelled the smells was it after you had

1432
01:04:21,520 --> 01:04:27,160
intentionally huffed some other like

1433
01:04:24,480 --> 01:04:30,079
WD40 like

1434
01:04:27,160 --> 01:04:32,240
like yeah it was the the it truly

1435
01:04:30,079 --> 01:04:35,279
sounded like a kid who'd done drugs for

1436
01:04:32,240 --> 01:04:36,400
the first time and he was like hands are

1437
01:04:35,279 --> 01:04:40,400
weird you

1438
01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:44,319
know he's like I I noticed that I can

1439
01:04:40,400 --> 01:04:47,279
like see colors

1440
01:04:44,319 --> 01:04:50,279
like yeah and I'm like okay so

1441
01:04:47,279 --> 01:04:52,880
like w does that make you want to hurt

1442
01:04:50,279 --> 01:04:56,279
yourself or hurt anyone else or what are

1443
01:04:52,880 --> 01:04:58,039
we doing here like how do we what's our

1444
01:04:56,279 --> 01:04:59,720
response to this and he's like I don't

1445
01:04:58,039 --> 01:05:01,480
know it's just weird right and I'm like

1446
01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:06,480
I don't I don't think we need a hospital

1447
01:05:01,480 --> 01:05:09,599
for this no maybe maybe some water and a

1448
01:05:06,480 --> 01:05:12,000
nap you know like maybe maybe get a

1449
01:05:09,599 --> 01:05:15,720
banana in you just some fresh

1450
01:05:12,000 --> 01:05:17,680
fruit get a little son you'll be fine

1451
01:05:15,720 --> 01:05:20,240
you just needed some potassium that was

1452
01:05:17,680 --> 01:05:20,240
the whole

1453
01:05:20,880 --> 01:05:26,480
problem avocados have more potassium

1454
01:05:23,359 --> 01:05:29,799
than bananas fun fact what yeah that is

1455
01:05:26,480 --> 01:05:33,520
a fun fact because I can't eat bananas

1456
01:05:29,799 --> 01:05:36,880
they give me nightmares I don't know why

1457
01:05:33,520 --> 01:05:38,480
I I don't know huh I don't know why

1458
01:05:36,880 --> 01:05:39,799
Hanah we've been friends for 3 years I

1459
01:05:38,480 --> 01:05:43,359
really feel like you've been burying the

1460
01:05:39,799 --> 01:05:47,720
lead here yeah I can eat banana bread

1461
01:05:43,359 --> 01:05:51,599
fine but a banana will give me a

1462
01:05:47,720 --> 01:05:54,839
nightmare yeah and they're truly bizarre

1463
01:05:51,599 --> 01:05:57,520
so the most bizarre one that I've ever

1464
01:05:54,839 --> 01:06:00,119
had after eating a

1465
01:05:57,520 --> 01:06:01,880
banana because every few years I'm like

1466
01:06:00,119 --> 01:06:04,880
I bet I could though like that's

1467
01:06:01,880 --> 01:06:06,680
ridiculous right like that's ridiculous

1468
01:06:04,880 --> 01:06:09,880
and so I'll have one and then I deeply

1469
01:06:06,680 --> 01:06:12,640
regret it but the most bizarre one was

1470
01:06:09,880 --> 01:06:16,359
that I was at the daycare where I used

1471
01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:20,760
to work okay and um Sarah Palin was

1472
01:06:16,359 --> 01:06:24,880
there and of course she was teaching my

1473
01:06:20,760 --> 01:06:26,359
class of um four-year-olds how to ski

1474
01:06:24,880 --> 01:06:29,680
shoot

1475
01:06:26,359 --> 01:06:31,039
and in the playground obviously and the

1476
01:06:29,680 --> 01:06:33,880
funny thing is I know exactly what

1477
01:06:31,039 --> 01:06:36,480
outfit she's

1478
01:06:33,880 --> 01:06:39,799
wearing it's the only one she really

1479
01:06:36,480 --> 01:06:41,799
wears it's the only one it's the only

1480
01:06:39,799 --> 01:06:44,079
outfit she has when she's not on a press

1481
01:06:41,799 --> 01:06:46,880
circuit yes yes it's the one you know

1482
01:06:44,079 --> 01:06:49,079
the one the vest it's the vest it's the

1483
01:06:46,880 --> 01:06:52,680
[ __ ] best it's the vest but her hair

1484
01:06:49,079 --> 01:06:56,720
is still the same up yeah in the glasses

1485
01:06:52,680 --> 01:07:00,240
yes so that that's happening and all of

1486
01:06:56,720 --> 01:07:03,039
a sudden there is a tornado coming and

1487
01:07:00,240 --> 01:07:06,160
so I am panicking trying to get all the

1488
01:07:03,039 --> 01:07:10,039
kids into the building right I don't

1489
01:07:06,160 --> 01:07:12,480
know where Sarah went um she was gone so

1490
01:07:10,039 --> 01:07:16,359
then did she become the wicked witch is

1491
01:07:12,480 --> 01:07:19,559
that where this no like maybe she was

1492
01:07:16,359 --> 01:07:21,920
the tornado who knows but and her feed

1493
01:07:19,559 --> 01:07:24,520
rolled back under the

1494
01:07:21,920 --> 01:07:27,520
house once I took her

1495
01:07:24,520 --> 01:07:31,680
shoes the same pair of hiking boots that

1496
01:07:27,520 --> 01:07:32,839
she wears every time red glittery ruby

1497
01:07:31,680 --> 01:07:37,559
red hiking

1498
01:07:32,839 --> 01:07:40,880
boots Sarah they're very practical so

1499
01:07:37,559 --> 01:07:45,520
got a great tread on them you

1500
01:07:40,880 --> 01:07:47,760
know so one of the kids takes off and so

1501
01:07:45,520 --> 01:07:49,920
I chase the kid cuz I'm freaking out

1502
01:07:47,760 --> 01:07:52,160
like this kid can't die on my watch

1503
01:07:49,920 --> 01:07:54,319
right so I like scoop her up and toss

1504
01:07:52,160 --> 01:07:57,319
her in the door and then they close the

1505
01:07:54,319 --> 01:07:59,559
door and they leave leave me out there

1506
01:07:57,319 --> 01:08:03,640
and I'm just standing there and there's

1507
01:07:59,559 --> 01:08:08,960
tornado coming I'm like what do I do now

1508
01:08:03,640 --> 01:08:12,440
and a very large man with very long

1509
01:08:08,960 --> 01:08:14,920
locks comes and just gives me a hug and

1510
01:08:12,440 --> 01:08:16,560
we just we just said the serenity prayer

1511
01:08:14,920 --> 01:08:20,080
and then I assume we died because the

1512
01:08:16,560 --> 01:08:20,080
tornado came and then I woke

1513
01:08:20,480 --> 01:08:26,679
up that's what happens when I eat

1514
01:08:22,719 --> 01:08:29,120
bananas okay so like

1515
01:08:26,679 --> 01:08:31,679
I feel like you could have a very

1516
01:08:29,120 --> 01:08:33,480
successful YouTube or Tik Tok Channel

1517
01:08:31,679 --> 01:08:36,600
just called like banana nightmares or

1518
01:08:33,480 --> 01:08:38,960
something banana night the the only time

1519
01:08:36,600 --> 01:08:40,719
you post is when you eat a banana and

1520
01:08:38,960 --> 01:08:44,520
you're just like telling the story of

1521
01:08:40,719 --> 01:08:45,799
the banana dream the next day you know

1522
01:08:44,520 --> 01:08:49,880
maybe I

1523
01:08:45,799 --> 01:08:54,040
will I I mean they're they're

1524
01:08:49,880 --> 01:08:56,640
something fascinating yeah they are

1525
01:08:54,040 --> 01:08:59,799
they're okay anyway but

1526
01:08:56,640 --> 01:09:01,759
where where were well Jackson's having a

1527
01:08:59,799 --> 01:09:03,480
nightmare oh okay Jackson is having a

1528
01:09:01,759 --> 01:09:06,440
nightmare so we're cutting to Jackson

1529
01:09:03,480 --> 01:09:07,920
afteron uh Everly realized the patient

1530
01:09:06,440 --> 01:09:09,839
was being abused didn't feel good in her

1531
01:09:07,920 --> 01:09:12,679
chest was getting written up all that

1532
01:09:09,839 --> 01:09:14,560
stuff right so he is we're also flashing

1533
01:09:12,679 --> 01:09:18,719
back in time he hears her on the phone

1534
01:09:14,560 --> 01:09:20,600
hears her leaving to go to work um he's

1535
01:09:18,719 --> 01:09:23,560
her making birthday plans and it's like

1536
01:09:20,600 --> 01:09:26,199
oh [ __ ] she's going to shift

1537
01:09:23,560 --> 01:09:27,839
today um today

1538
01:09:26,199 --> 01:09:31,920
I done [ __ ] up it's not just like

1539
01:09:27,839 --> 01:09:35,480
around the birthday it's on the bir he's

1540
01:09:31,920 --> 01:09:38,080
like so I done [ __ ] up so um he

1541
01:09:35,480 --> 01:09:42,159
follows her

1542
01:09:38,080 --> 01:09:42,159
um and

1543
01:09:42,400 --> 01:09:49,199
um

1544
01:09:44,759 --> 01:09:52,159
so we left Everly at work right here's

1545
01:09:49,199 --> 01:09:54,360
her she leaves she comes back and then

1546
01:09:52,159 --> 01:09:56,040
she decides to go for a run Jackson

1547
01:09:54,360 --> 01:10:00,360
decides to follow her

1548
01:09:56,040 --> 01:10:04,120
so um she is going really fast while

1549
01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:06,320
she's on this run and he's like M yeah

1550
01:10:04,120 --> 01:10:08,760
she's about to shift this is faster than

1551
01:10:06,320 --> 01:10:12,640
human speed she's shifting in a park

1552
01:10:08,760 --> 01:10:15,320
full of humans good love it great so um

1553
01:10:12,640 --> 01:10:16,920
and at this point Jackson well his uncle

1554
01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:18,800
obviously told him you need to kill her

1555
01:10:16,920 --> 01:10:20,120
or you need to give her the injection

1556
01:10:18,800 --> 01:10:22,800
before she shifts or you'll have to kill

1557
01:10:20,120 --> 01:10:25,120
her Jackson is like very aware she does

1558
01:10:22,800 --> 01:10:29,080
not know what's like she just is thinks

1559
01:10:25,120 --> 01:10:32,400
she is a human who is now going to break

1560
01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:36,360
the Olympic right like trial time she's

1561
01:10:32,400 --> 01:10:39,159
breaking records yeah yes yes uh okay so

1562
01:10:36,360 --> 01:10:40,960
he is very aware of the issue and it's

1563
01:10:39,159 --> 01:10:42,159
like oh [ __ ] she's about to shift she

1564
01:10:40,960 --> 01:10:44,320
does not know what's about to happen we

1565
01:10:42,159 --> 01:10:45,640
are in public she could hurt a lot of

1566
01:10:44,320 --> 01:10:48,719
could hurt a lot of people I I'm

1567
01:10:45,640 --> 01:10:53,239
guessing it's a I need to help fix this

1568
01:10:48,719 --> 01:10:55,640
I'm hoping that yes so he takes off she

1569
01:10:53,239 --> 01:11:00,840
shifts in the woods so she had veered

1570
01:10:55,640 --> 01:11:03,320
off the path into some trees shifted um

1571
01:11:00,840 --> 01:11:06,640
and um she starts making this like

1572
01:11:03,320 --> 01:11:07,719
rumbling noise and his wolf answers and

1573
01:11:06,640 --> 01:11:12,560
he's like what the [ __ ] are you doing

1574
01:11:07,719 --> 01:11:15,080
buddy like that's weird um but he pins

1575
01:11:12,560 --> 01:11:16,679
her so that she can't get to the humans

1576
01:11:15,080 --> 01:11:19,440
um cuz there's like a playground right

1577
01:11:16,679 --> 01:11:22,600
there so he like pins her so that she

1578
01:11:19,440 --> 01:11:25,440
can't and he has a danger no

1579
01:11:22,600 --> 01:11:28,760
okay and gets her he gets her into a

1580
01:11:25,440 --> 01:11:30,880
choke hold and he's like I could I could

1581
01:11:28,760 --> 01:11:33,600
just go ahead and finish it like I could

1582
01:11:30,880 --> 01:11:37,960
just go ahead and kill her but then he

1583
01:11:33,600 --> 01:11:39,679
just can't um and um this is really his

1584
01:11:37,960 --> 01:11:43,159
last chance because she's vulnerable

1585
01:11:39,679 --> 01:11:46,639
from her first shift but she shifts back

1586
01:11:43,159 --> 01:11:49,280
as he's like choking her and um she's

1587
01:11:46,639 --> 01:11:50,880
crying and he's

1588
01:11:49,280 --> 01:11:54,480
like

1589
01:11:50,880 --> 01:11:55,800
well [ __ ] so he goes over and steals a

1590
01:11:54,480 --> 01:11:57,480
blanket from some somebody who's not

1591
01:11:55,800 --> 01:11:59,040
looking to like wrap her up because

1592
01:11:57,480 --> 01:12:02,600
she's now

1593
01:11:59,040 --> 01:12:05,120
naked um and uh I appreciate that her

1594
01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:06,560
clothes did not spontaneously return

1595
01:12:05,120 --> 01:12:08,679
they did not I feel like there was a

1596
01:12:06,560 --> 01:12:11,199
book I read where they were trying to

1597
01:12:08,679 --> 01:12:13,239
exp they could shift with their clothes

1598
01:12:11,199 --> 01:12:15,679
because of like the magic that they used

1599
01:12:13,239 --> 01:12:18,600
while other people shifted and were

1600
01:12:15,679 --> 01:12:20,400
naked because of like how they shift so

1601
01:12:18,600 --> 01:12:23,400
half of the people would shift and like

1602
01:12:20,400 --> 01:12:26,159
return clothed and I'm like no commit or

1603
01:12:23,400 --> 01:12:29,760
don't I don't think you can be wearing

1604
01:12:26,159 --> 01:12:32,400
denim and then turn into a bird and then

1605
01:12:29,760 --> 01:12:34,760
suddenly be wearing denim again in your

1606
01:12:32,400 --> 01:12:37,280
human form yeah that's difficult for me

1607
01:12:34,760 --> 01:12:40,480
to process unless that little bird is

1608
01:12:37,280 --> 01:12:44,000
wearing denim pants I don't want it oh

1609
01:12:40,480 --> 01:12:46,239
my God I would like to see that drawing

1610
01:12:44,000 --> 01:12:47,560
paranormal books would be so much more

1611
01:12:46,239 --> 01:12:51,800
fun if

1612
01:12:47,560 --> 01:12:53,320
everyone an wearing tiny clothes likea

1613
01:12:51,800 --> 01:12:56,000
just a little bird wearing tiny pants

1614
01:12:53,320 --> 01:12:59,800
Suzanne Ray if you could assist me with

1615
01:12:56,000 --> 01:13:01,120
this Suzanne listen and Charlene I just

1616
01:12:59,800 --> 01:13:04,080
don't know how to say your last name

1617
01:13:01,120 --> 01:13:07,239
Charlene heart heart

1618
01:13:04,080 --> 01:13:10,480
heart we're so

1619
01:13:07,239 --> 01:13:12,639
sorry we're trying to disrespect but I

1620
01:13:10,480 --> 01:13:15,080
said something about SKC New York the

1621
01:13:12,639 --> 01:13:17,760
other day and so now I'm like harn I

1622
01:13:15,080 --> 01:13:19,880
don't know that sounds wrong I don't

1623
01:13:17,760 --> 01:13:21,080
know it's like all of the random lakes

1624
01:13:19,880 --> 01:13:27,000
in

1625
01:13:21,080 --> 01:13:30,239
Florida yes okobi Oki fi that's a swamp

1626
01:13:27,000 --> 01:13:31,679
anyway so um he wraps her up in a

1627
01:13:30,239 --> 01:13:34,840
blanket he's like I got to get her back

1628
01:13:31,679 --> 01:13:37,159
to the car yes and so she is absolutely

1629
01:13:34,840 --> 01:13:39,120
flipping the [ __ ] out like AB like of

1630
01:13:37,159 --> 01:13:42,560
course she is flipping the [ __ ] out as

1631
01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:44,960
anyone would so Jackson is carrying her

1632
01:13:42,560 --> 01:13:47,639
to the car and all she can remember is

1633
01:13:44,960 --> 01:13:50,000
running one one minute and then like

1634
01:13:47,639 --> 01:13:52,679
naked on the ground with Jackson on top

1635
01:13:50,000 --> 01:13:55,480
of her the next her the next yeah she's

1636
01:13:52,679 --> 01:13:58,040
like um the [ __ ] um and he's like just

1637
01:13:55,480 --> 01:14:00,880
stay calm just stay calm like just be

1638
01:13:58,040 --> 01:14:03,320
cool be cool I will help you get out of

1639
01:14:00,880 --> 01:14:05,280
public right don't be suspicious like

1640
01:14:03,320 --> 01:14:08,560
just be cool so they get stopped by an

1641
01:14:05,280 --> 01:14:11,560
old woman and yet them going across the

1642
01:14:08,560 --> 01:14:14,239
field going don't be suspicious don't be

1643
01:14:11,560 --> 01:14:16,840
suspicious in while she's naked in a

1644
01:14:14,239 --> 01:14:18,400
blanket right right and he's cradling

1645
01:14:16,840 --> 01:14:19,760
her to his chest she's crying her

1646
01:14:18,400 --> 01:14:21,719
eyeballs out yeah it's going to look a

1647
01:14:19,760 --> 01:14:23,920
bit sus no matter how how much you tell

1648
01:14:21,719 --> 01:14:26,360
her don't be Jackson is going to be

1649
01:14:23,920 --> 01:14:28,760
arrested like it doesn't happen but this

1650
01:14:26,360 --> 01:14:32,480
old woman is like oh my gosh is she okay

1651
01:14:28,760 --> 01:14:35,159
and he's like diabetic emergency and um

1652
01:14:32,480 --> 01:14:37,480
great cover yep and the doesn't explain

1653
01:14:35,159 --> 01:14:39,280
why she's naked but great cover well

1654
01:14:37,480 --> 01:14:41,400
she's like all wrapped up in the blanket

1655
01:14:39,280 --> 01:14:43,600
so you can't see her but still okay

1656
01:14:41,400 --> 01:14:46,520
she's not wearing any shoes but whatever

1657
01:14:43,600 --> 01:14:48,360
so the old woman has a little dog with

1658
01:14:46,520 --> 01:14:51,480
her and the dog is like barking and

1659
01:14:48,360 --> 01:14:53,400
growling at Everly and so Everly growls

1660
01:14:51,480 --> 01:14:55,280
back because she can't stop it and

1661
01:14:53,400 --> 01:14:57,560
Jackson just yells I think she's

1662
01:14:55,280 --> 01:15:02,120
convulsing and like runs

1663
01:14:57,560 --> 01:15:07,880
away which I thought was hilarious

1664
01:15:02,120 --> 01:15:11,239
um like oh no like got to get her out of

1665
01:15:07,880 --> 01:15:16,400
here it's the diabetes we got to

1666
01:15:11,239 --> 01:15:16,400
go what we run fast we can diabat

1667
01:15:19,639 --> 01:15:26,920
this yeah um so they make it back to the

1668
01:15:23,239 --> 01:15:30,920
apartment and Jackson will not speak

1669
01:15:26,920 --> 01:15:33,159
okay um and she is extremely horny and

1670
01:15:30,920 --> 01:15:35,480
is like sniffing all up on him and she's

1671
01:15:33,159 --> 01:15:38,560
standing there naked and confused and

1672
01:15:35,480 --> 01:15:41,480
scared and um she has no idea what's

1673
01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:44,320
going on and so she can smell that he's

1674
01:15:41,480 --> 01:15:46,320
turned on too and finally he tells her

1675
01:15:44,320 --> 01:15:48,639
that she's a wolf and that he's been

1676
01:15:46,320 --> 01:15:50,520
following her in case she changed and

1677
01:15:48,639 --> 01:15:54,199
because she would be a danger to the

1678
01:15:50,520 --> 01:15:56,360
humans and um we kind of buried the lead

1679
01:15:54,199 --> 01:15:58,960
there Jackson left out a little bit of

1680
01:15:56,360 --> 01:16:02,440
it and I've been following you for your

1681
01:15:58,960 --> 01:16:05,639
own safety and the safety of the

1682
01:16:02,440 --> 01:16:08,880
humans I'm good and for the safety of

1683
01:16:05,639 --> 01:16:12,159
others I've kept the syringe in my

1684
01:16:08,880 --> 01:16:15,199
pocket have you heard that um Tick Tock

1685
01:16:12,159 --> 01:16:18,679
sound where this girl is singing she's

1686
01:16:15,199 --> 01:16:21,280
no longer a danger to herself or others

1687
01:16:18,679 --> 01:16:24,159
no I'll find it my sister sent it to me

1688
01:16:21,280 --> 01:16:25,719
it's very funny yes somebody made a cake

1689
01:16:24,159 --> 01:16:28,280
and the sound

1690
01:16:25,719 --> 01:16:30,360
is playing behind it and it just says no

1691
01:16:28,280 --> 01:16:32,880
longer a danger to myself or others and

1692
01:16:30,360 --> 01:16:37,400
they're like lighting a candle

1693
01:16:32,880 --> 01:16:38,520
incredible I'll find it but anyway so um

1694
01:16:37,400 --> 01:16:42,520
she

1695
01:16:38,520 --> 01:16:46,880
is she finally steps back because she is

1696
01:16:42,520 --> 01:16:48,960
realizing that he knew all along so like

1697
01:16:46,880 --> 01:16:51,520
it breaks through all of her horniness

1698
01:16:48,960 --> 01:16:55,400
and fear that like he knew that she was

1699
01:16:51,520 --> 01:16:57,679
going to shift and he must know much

1700
01:16:55,400 --> 01:17:00,280
more about her than he has led her to

1701
01:16:57,679 --> 01:17:02,080
believe and he's not telling her so

1702
01:17:00,280 --> 01:17:05,080
she's just like okay I'm just going to

1703
01:17:02,080 --> 01:17:09,679
go shower [ __ ] this

1704
01:17:05,080 --> 01:17:11,600
so um but being an [ __ ] because he's

1705
01:17:09,679 --> 01:17:13,760
just so hot she was like that makes

1706
01:17:11,600 --> 01:17:17,280
sense this one she can connect all the

1707
01:17:13,760 --> 01:17:20,880
dots on yeah yeah yeah okay sorry keep

1708
01:17:17,280 --> 01:17:23,239
going yeah so no Jackson is also

1709
01:17:20,880 --> 01:17:26,120
freaking out and he is like Baby Spice

1710
01:17:23,239 --> 01:17:29,040
turned into Scary Spice

1711
01:17:26,120 --> 01:17:31,360
[ __ ] a dude and um she's definitely a

1712
01:17:29,040 --> 01:17:34,639
double Alpha and way more powerful than

1713
01:17:31,360 --> 01:17:37,719
they realized and so um so as they

1714
01:17:34,639 --> 01:17:39,920
speculated but also let me like she's a

1715
01:17:37,719 --> 01:17:42,280
double Alpha she's more powerful but

1716
01:17:39,920 --> 01:17:44,280
like considering they been like she'll

1717
01:17:42,280 --> 01:17:47,639
be like if they're a double Alpha be

1718
01:17:44,280 --> 01:17:50,360
bloodthirsty and crazy with one breath

1719
01:17:47,639 --> 01:17:52,600
she'll kill us all and you're like what

1720
01:17:50,360 --> 01:17:54,600
well so the the thing seems to be

1721
01:17:52,600 --> 01:17:57,679
because it comes up in later books in

1722
01:17:54,600 --> 01:18:00,239
this series that follow other people is

1723
01:17:57,679 --> 01:18:03,040
that um there are not really any double

1724
01:18:00,239 --> 01:18:05,960
Alphas because as soon as they are

1725
01:18:03,040 --> 01:18:09,440
recognized they are killed immediately

1726
01:18:05,960 --> 01:18:11,159
so like nobody knows what kind of power

1727
01:18:09,440 --> 01:18:13,840
a double Alpha has they're just killing

1728
01:18:11,159 --> 01:18:15,280
all of them for fear of the unknown yeah

1729
01:18:13,840 --> 01:18:17,400
so it's like an urban legend at this

1730
01:18:15,280 --> 01:18:22,480
point that's a shitty approach yeah it's

1731
01:18:17,400 --> 01:18:25,080
pretty awful it's pretty awful um so he

1732
01:18:22,480 --> 01:18:28,360
is freaking out Jackson's freaking out

1733
01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:31,280
he's like I am failing in a spectacular

1734
01:18:28,360 --> 01:18:35,520
fashion but she smells so

1735
01:18:31,280 --> 01:18:39,440
good so um his phone your scented mate

1736
01:18:35,520 --> 01:18:42,440
buddy yep yep MH MH but he can't get

1737
01:18:39,440 --> 01:18:44,040
there that even with the smell even with

1738
01:18:42,440 --> 01:18:45,920
the smell he's not getting there I feel

1739
01:18:44,040 --> 01:18:47,760
like half of the Paranormal wolf shifter

1740
01:18:45,920 --> 01:18:49,040
books like as soon as they smell them

1741
01:18:47,760 --> 01:18:50,600
they're like you're minding you're no

1742
01:18:49,040 --> 01:18:52,880
one else's and if anyone ever [ __ ]

1743
01:18:50,600 --> 01:18:54,760
looks at you I'll slice their throat

1744
01:18:52,880 --> 01:18:56,679
like that is a bit of an overreaction

1745
01:18:54,760 --> 01:18:59,520
and this man smells her and it's like

1746
01:18:56,679 --> 01:19:01,719
well that's Pleasant anyway back to what

1747
01:18:59,520 --> 01:19:03,840
I was watching anyway let me answer this

1748
01:19:01,719 --> 01:19:07,159
call for my dad like that's literally

1749
01:19:03,840 --> 01:19:09,360
what happens so then the next so later

1750
01:19:07,159 --> 01:19:12,280
in the day Everly wakes up she realizes

1751
01:19:09,360 --> 01:19:14,639
she basically slept the entire day um

1752
01:19:12,280 --> 01:19:17,080
and she gets out of bed and finds

1753
01:19:14,639 --> 01:19:19,920
Jackson dressed up for a night out and

1754
01:19:17,080 --> 01:19:21,280
she's like the [ __ ] are you doing and

1755
01:19:19,920 --> 01:19:23,840
he's like well you're going out with

1756
01:19:21,280 --> 01:19:26,719
your friend I'm going with you she's

1757
01:19:23,840 --> 01:19:26,719
like

1758
01:19:26,920 --> 01:19:31,159
you're not invited where's your invite

1759
01:19:29,080 --> 01:19:33,320
my guy and he's like you don't

1760
01:19:31,159 --> 01:19:35,400
understand like you're still in your

1761
01:19:33,320 --> 01:19:37,560
first shift it's a full moon like we

1762
01:19:35,400 --> 01:19:39,639
need to be really careful here I'm just

1763
01:19:37,560 --> 01:19:41,920
coming as protection I promise like I'm

1764
01:19:39,639 --> 01:19:46,320
not going to ruin this night for

1765
01:19:41,920 --> 01:19:50,159
you um so uh her best friend shows up

1766
01:19:46,320 --> 01:19:52,280
they all go out um

1767
01:19:50,159 --> 01:19:54,920
and he's like oh my God she's so

1768
01:19:52,280 --> 01:19:56,880
beautiful is the whole thing so they out

1769
01:19:54,920 --> 01:19:59,320
to dinner and they have actually a

1770
01:19:56,880 --> 01:20:01,920
really nice time like a really lovely

1771
01:19:59,320 --> 01:20:04,159
time all together um is it just the

1772
01:20:01,920 --> 01:20:05,960
three of them okay and Everly keeps

1773
01:20:04,159 --> 01:20:08,880
reminding her herself that Jackson is a

1774
01:20:05,960 --> 01:20:10,880
liar like he is he is a liar he's hiding

1775
01:20:08,880 --> 01:20:12,639
things from her so no matter how hot he

1776
01:20:10,880 --> 01:20:14,280
is or how good he smells like she's not

1777
01:20:12,639 --> 01:20:17,000
we're not getting into that good for you

1778
01:20:14,280 --> 01:20:19,199
girl hold those boundaries yeah my my

1779
01:20:17,000 --> 01:20:21,840
guards say she needs to keep her guard

1780
01:20:19,199 --> 01:20:25,360
up even though he's a smoke show

1781
01:20:21,840 --> 01:20:27,400
so um I don't know

1782
01:20:25,360 --> 01:20:29,760
so um my husband and I just started the

1783
01:20:27,400 --> 01:20:33,360
new season of Love is Blind yes and

1784
01:20:29,760 --> 01:20:37,960
there's a girl and she is tiny and cute

1785
01:20:33,360 --> 01:20:40,480
and adorable and beautiful um but ended

1786
01:20:37,960 --> 01:20:43,480
up in a love triangle and she definitely

1787
01:20:40,480 --> 01:20:46,480
um assumed the clothes and should not

1788
01:20:43,480 --> 01:20:48,280
have and he went for the other girl and

1789
01:20:46,480 --> 01:20:50,840
she's just like telling him off in the

1790
01:20:48,280 --> 01:20:54,080
pots and is like you're going to need

1791
01:20:50,840 --> 01:20:55,520
your epip pen when you see how hot I am

1792
01:20:54,080 --> 01:20:57,239
like I don't think she said hot like

1793
01:20:55,520 --> 01:21:00,199
when you're going to you're when you see

1794
01:20:57,239 --> 01:21:02,760
what you missed out on like just one of

1795
01:21:00,199 --> 01:21:03,960
the you're going to choke when you see

1796
01:21:02,760 --> 01:21:05,639
and I'm like but not even like you're

1797
01:21:03,960 --> 01:21:07,560
going to need an epip pin you're going

1798
01:21:05,639 --> 01:21:09,920
to need your epip pin this [ __ ] knows

1799
01:21:07,560 --> 01:21:12,480
he has allergies and is using it to

1800
01:21:09,920 --> 01:21:14,360
insult him which I thought was [ __ ]

1801
01:21:12,480 --> 01:21:16,800
hilarious that is amazing you're going

1802
01:21:14,360 --> 01:21:19,159
to need your epip PIN when you see me

1803
01:21:16,800 --> 01:21:20,719
and everything you missed out on I'm

1804
01:21:19,159 --> 01:21:23,800
like good for

1805
01:21:20,719 --> 01:21:26,560
her just really yeah like I looked at

1806
01:21:23,800 --> 01:21:30,560
him like when you choke and see this

1807
01:21:26,560 --> 01:21:30,560
smoke show was like kind of

1808
01:21:30,960 --> 01:21:36,639
like you're going to choke on them words

1809
01:21:33,520 --> 01:21:39,040
son yep I get it we'll be very curious

1810
01:21:36,639 --> 01:21:41,080
because we have just made it through the

1811
01:21:39,040 --> 01:21:42,920
Pod so I have no idea what happens in

1812
01:21:41,080 --> 01:21:45,239
the rest of the season that's very

1813
01:21:42,920 --> 01:21:47,480
exciting please renew your net going

1814
01:21:45,239 --> 01:21:49,880
have to getf I'm going to have to get

1815
01:21:47,480 --> 01:21:52,920
Netflix again I will a coworker texts me

1816
01:21:49,880 --> 01:21:56,400
at 6:30 in the morning go Chelsea it's

1817
01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:58,560
the best season in year

1818
01:21:56,400 --> 01:22:01,000
that okay I'm like the [ __ ] are you

1819
01:21:58,560 --> 01:22:04,080
doing at 6:30 what a strong open but

1820
01:22:01,000 --> 01:22:05,600
also maybe go back to bed yeah whatever

1821
01:22:04,080 --> 01:22:09,639
Hanah what are you doing at 6:30 in the

1822
01:22:05,600 --> 01:22:11,480
morning I would bet reading because how

1823
01:22:09,639 --> 01:22:14,520
well are you going to hit 300 books a

1824
01:22:11,480 --> 01:22:16,280
year I am reading because I can't sleep

1825
01:22:14,520 --> 01:22:18,320
but I'm also not texting you about love

1826
01:22:16,280 --> 01:22:22,320
is blind or anything else at 6:30 in the

1827
01:22:18,320 --> 01:22:27,400
morning you can I could I won't I'm not

1828
01:22:22,320 --> 01:22:29,719
good at ping before nine no yeah no in

1829
01:22:27,400 --> 01:22:31,520
my general approach to texting I am

1830
01:22:29,719 --> 01:22:32,800
unfortunately that person that I'm like

1831
01:22:31,520 --> 01:22:36,480
I'm either going to

1832
01:22:32,800 --> 01:22:38,560
respond within 5 minutes or five weeks

1833
01:22:36,480 --> 01:22:40,840
and I apologize and then at some point

1834
01:22:38,560 --> 01:22:43,199
it just gets we we too much time has

1835
01:22:40,840 --> 01:22:46,639
passed it is weirder for me to respond

1836
01:22:43,199 --> 01:22:48,760
now well what I feel weird about is that

1837
01:22:46,639 --> 01:22:50,360
when I don't sleep sometimes I'll be

1838
01:22:48,760 --> 01:22:52,880
like oh my God I wonder how so and so is

1839
01:22:50,360 --> 01:22:55,000
doing didn't she have that thing and

1840
01:22:52,880 --> 01:22:56,320
then I want to text people to be like

1841
01:22:55,000 --> 01:22:57,840
hey I'm thinking about you what's going

1842
01:22:56,320 --> 01:23:00,159
on with that thing but it's 3:00 in the

1843
01:22:57,840 --> 01:23:02,239
morning so I'm not going to do that so

1844
01:23:00,159 --> 01:23:05,360
sometimes I will schedule a text for the

1845
01:23:02,239 --> 01:23:07,840
next morning at like 9:30 so that it's

1846
01:23:05,360 --> 01:23:10,360
not like oh I was thinking about you at

1847
01:23:07,840 --> 01:23:13,199
3:00 a.m. like um when I was pregnant

1848
01:23:10,360 --> 01:23:14,480
and had like horrible insomnia and I

1849
01:23:13,199 --> 01:23:15,760
like it wasn't even where I was like

1850
01:23:14,480 --> 01:23:17,560
laying there reading in the middle of

1851
01:23:15,760 --> 01:23:20,280
the night I just like [ __ ] it I may as

1852
01:23:17,560 --> 01:23:22,920
well get through my work inbox and so at

1853
01:23:20,280 --> 01:23:25,000
like 3:00 a.m. I'd go into my office and

1854
01:23:22,920 --> 01:23:25,960
sit down at my desk and start responding

1855
01:23:25,000 --> 01:23:27,920
to emails and I was like I'm going to

1856
01:23:25,960 --> 01:23:30,480
look like a crazy person so I would

1857
01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:31,960
delay them I would schedule all of the

1858
01:23:30,480 --> 01:23:33,840
emails to be within normal business

1859
01:23:31,960 --> 01:23:37,320
hours all of those were written at 3:00

1860
01:23:33,840 --> 01:23:38,840
a.m. I love that you get it yeah but

1861
01:23:37,320 --> 01:23:40,760
then by the time I fell back asleep I

1862
01:23:38,840 --> 01:23:42,800
like had a little bit more like

1863
01:23:40,760 --> 01:23:45,320
flexibility in the morning cuz I'm like

1864
01:23:42,800 --> 01:23:47,719
oh I've responded to my whole inbox

1865
01:23:45,320 --> 01:23:50,239
there's like nothing immediately needed

1866
01:23:47,719 --> 01:23:51,960
from me I can ease in yes yeah I can

1867
01:23:50,239 --> 01:23:53,679
ease into it kind of worked great okay

1868
01:23:51,960 --> 01:23:57,440
I'm sorry they're they're having a good

1869
01:23:53,679 --> 01:24:00,920
time great time a great okay not a good

1870
01:23:57,440 --> 01:24:02,880
a great time great time and um Jackson

1871
01:24:00,920 --> 01:24:06,520
is wrestling with the fact that even

1872
01:24:02,880 --> 01:24:09,239
though her parents killed his mother

1873
01:24:06,520 --> 01:24:13,040
that she has done nothing wrong like she

1874
01:24:09,239 --> 01:24:15,480
is lovely and he's supposed to kill her

1875
01:24:13,040 --> 01:24:18,719
so after dinner they decide to go to a

1876
01:24:15,480 --> 01:24:20,800
bar and he realizes that this is really

1877
01:24:18,719 --> 01:24:23,960
bad because Everly is putting out mating

1878
01:24:20,800 --> 01:24:25,480
pheromones from her first shift and so

1879
01:24:23,960 --> 01:24:28,120
um

1880
01:24:25,480 --> 01:24:31,400
they wind up almost getting into a fight

1881
01:24:28,120 --> 01:24:34,920
with a group of men and he like whisks

1882
01:24:31,400 --> 01:24:38,880
her out and um they start going at it in

1883
01:24:34,920 --> 01:24:43,480
the cab on the way home she like mounts

1884
01:24:38,880 --> 01:24:45,119
him essentially and he um decides that

1885
01:24:43,480 --> 01:24:47,560
he's just going to finger her because he

1886
01:24:45,119 --> 01:24:50,159
can't have her he's like so I'm not

1887
01:24:47,560 --> 01:24:52,239
it'll be totally fine if I just get her

1888
01:24:50,159 --> 01:24:54,600
off with my hands

1889
01:24:52,239 --> 01:24:57,639
um it feels like the loopholes in the

1890
01:24:54,600 --> 01:25:01,520
southern Christian Church

1891
01:24:57,639 --> 01:25:05,480
100% oh no I'm like oh God's

1892
01:25:01,520 --> 01:25:09,520
loophole you mean the butthole yes the

1893
01:25:05,480 --> 01:25:12,480
uh gar funcle and o is that who yes [ __ ]

1894
01:25:09,520 --> 01:25:16,400
me in the ass cuz I love Jesus yes yeah

1895
01:25:12,480 --> 01:25:19,760
yeah mhm great sketch yeah for the

1896
01:25:16,400 --> 01:25:22,080
record it is very good it's so funny yes

1897
01:25:19,760 --> 01:25:25,040
um and when you grew up in the southern

1898
01:25:22,080 --> 01:25:27,679
Conservative Christian Church it hit H

1899
01:25:25,040 --> 01:25:29,560
it does hit different harder than you

1900
01:25:27,679 --> 01:25:33,080
expect it hits different I still have a

1901
01:25:29,560 --> 01:25:36,199
highman none of it counted like Okie

1902
01:25:33,080 --> 01:25:37,960
do I knew a girl who was leaving to go

1903
01:25:36,199 --> 01:25:40,400
on the mission field for a year and the

1904
01:25:37,960 --> 01:25:43,199
night before she left she was like we

1905
01:25:40,400 --> 01:25:46,760
had anal that way I'm still a virgin on

1906
01:25:43,199 --> 01:25:49,679
the mission field I'm like I really I

1907
01:25:46,760 --> 01:25:51,560
don't know if the Hyman is the most

1908
01:25:49,679 --> 01:25:55,119
important I feel like we're focusing on

1909
01:25:51,560 --> 01:25:59,920
the wrong part yeah yeah yeah if the if

1910
01:25:55,119 --> 01:25:59,920
the highman is the the connection to

1911
01:26:00,639 --> 01:26:05,000
God no I hated that

1912
01:26:07,080 --> 01:26:11,760
sentence okay all right good good good

1913
01:26:10,520 --> 01:26:15,360
yeah so

1914
01:26:11,760 --> 01:26:17,679
anyway um he freaks out as he's like

1915
01:26:15,360 --> 01:26:20,199
getting her off and like shoves her away

1916
01:26:17,679 --> 01:26:23,560
and he like this is a really bad idea

1917
01:26:20,199 --> 01:26:25,639
and she wants answers and he like he

1918
01:26:23,560 --> 01:26:26,800
can't give them and there's all this

1919
01:26:25,639 --> 01:26:31,679
tension and he's like I don't know what

1920
01:26:26,800 --> 01:26:33,920
the [ __ ] I'm doing so um she asks like

1921
01:26:31,679 --> 01:26:35,239
okay so if you're not going to [ __ ] me

1922
01:26:33,920 --> 01:26:38,159
why didn't you let me go home with

1923
01:26:35,239 --> 01:26:41,440
somebody else because I would have like

1924
01:26:38,159 --> 01:26:44,040
and he's like yeah that's why and um

1925
01:26:41,440 --> 01:26:46,360
he's like well it's not too late you

1926
01:26:44,040 --> 01:26:50,679
could go back out and pick somebody up

1927
01:26:46,360 --> 01:26:53,320
stop it Jackson no yep yep yep yep yep

1928
01:26:50,679 --> 01:26:56,400
yep and like he would be if if she tried

1929
01:26:53,320 --> 01:26:59,119
to leave yeah to go [ __ ] someone else

1930
01:26:56,400 --> 01:27:03,280
well and her response is cool thank you

1931
01:26:59,119 --> 01:27:05,159
for that go pack your [ __ ] get out by

1932
01:27:03,280 --> 01:27:07,480
the time I get back you should be gone

1933
01:27:05,159 --> 01:27:12,199
yeah your rent money is not yep worth

1934
01:27:07,480 --> 01:27:15,119
this [ __ ] and he's like what and

1935
01:27:12,199 --> 01:27:17,560
he's like but but women think I'm God's

1936
01:27:15,119 --> 01:27:19,960
Gift she's kicking me

1937
01:27:17,560 --> 01:27:22,119
out and then he's like of course she's

1938
01:27:19,960 --> 01:27:24,840
kicking you out you're a [ __ ]

1939
01:27:22,119 --> 01:27:28,199
idiot and just like follow her inside

1940
01:27:24,840 --> 01:27:30,639
like a sad little puppy so Everly is so

1941
01:27:28,199 --> 01:27:32,920
incredibly angry she can't even like

1942
01:27:30,639 --> 01:27:34,239
form thoughts but she's also super horny

1943
01:27:32,920 --> 01:27:37,080
which apparently is part of the first

1944
01:27:34,239 --> 01:27:39,239
shift and so she wants to both beat the

1945
01:27:37,080 --> 01:27:41,560
[ __ ] out of Jackson and climb him like a

1946
01:27:39,239 --> 01:27:43,880
tree so

1947
01:27:41,560 --> 01:27:45,760
um she just keeps telling him you need

1948
01:27:43,880 --> 01:27:49,239
to get the [ __ ] out you need to get the

1949
01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:52,239
[ __ ] out I need to go for a run so um

1950
01:27:49,239 --> 01:27:54,600
he's like you can't leave and she's like

1951
01:27:52,239 --> 01:27:58,040
why why you told me to go pick somebody

1952
01:27:54,600 --> 01:28:00,320
up why can't I leave and he still won't

1953
01:27:58,040 --> 01:28:01,880
answer her and so she's like really good

1954
01:28:00,320 --> 01:28:03,199
really good talk leave your key under

1955
01:28:01,880 --> 01:28:07,480
the mat I'm

1956
01:28:03,199 --> 01:28:10,280
out so Jackson's dad calls again they

1957
01:28:07,480 --> 01:28:13,760
felt Everly shift because she's so

1958
01:28:10,280 --> 01:28:16,880
powerful and so he is quote big mad that

1959
01:28:13,760 --> 01:28:18,960
Jackson hasn't killed her yet well he

1960
01:28:16,880 --> 01:28:22,000
hasn't yeah he's he's been a terrible

1961
01:28:18,960 --> 01:28:25,840
assassin he's doing a very terrible job

1962
01:28:22,000 --> 01:28:27,679
on multiple levels so um he realizes

1963
01:28:25,840 --> 01:28:29,360
that he can't do it but he can't tell

1964
01:28:27,679 --> 01:28:32,440
his dad that because then dad is just

1965
01:28:29,360 --> 01:28:34,679
going to send somebody else he's like so

1966
01:28:32,440 --> 01:28:38,159
he's feeling very protective he's really

1967
01:28:34,679 --> 01:28:41,320
confused so he he leaves but he doesn't

1968
01:28:38,159 --> 01:28:43,480
he's just he really hasn't he's very

1969
01:28:41,320 --> 01:28:46,480
he's very stupid oh my God yeah he's

1970
01:28:43,480 --> 01:28:48,679
very stupid like I just want to like

1971
01:28:46,480 --> 01:28:52,400
clap in Jackson's face and be like get

1972
01:28:48,679 --> 01:28:56,520
there faster figure it the [ __ ] out bro

1973
01:28:52,400 --> 01:28:59,639
so he he doesn't get in his car to leave

1974
01:28:56,520 --> 01:29:02,119
he goes for a walk and then he starts to

1975
01:28:59,639 --> 01:29:04,199
hear screams and he's like there it is

1976
01:29:02,119 --> 01:29:06,639
and he takes off and Everly has shifted

1977
01:29:04,199 --> 01:29:09,800
in wolf form in the middle of downtown

1978
01:29:06,639 --> 01:29:12,360
and people are flipping the [ __ ] out um

1979
01:29:09,800 --> 01:29:14,600
so

1980
01:29:12,360 --> 01:29:15,719
he I'm also like okay Jackson if you

1981
01:29:14,600 --> 01:29:18,719
were that worried and you knew that this

1982
01:29:15,719 --> 01:29:20,320
was the inevitable outcome follow yes

1983
01:29:18,719 --> 01:29:22,639
for as much as you were following her

1984
01:29:20,320 --> 01:29:24,600
kind of the worst yeah in a lot of ways

1985
01:29:22,639 --> 01:29:26,360
like I really want to root for Jackson

1986
01:29:24,600 --> 01:29:29,159
but I'm like Jackson you are doing

1987
01:29:26,360 --> 01:29:32,320
yourself no favors none not a single one

1988
01:29:29,159 --> 01:29:35,679
so um she hears him talking like he runs

1989
01:29:32,320 --> 01:29:37,440
up and she hears him and runs at him and

1990
01:29:35,679 --> 01:29:39,400
people start screaming like you got to

1991
01:29:37,440 --> 01:29:42,440
move you got to run like and he just

1992
01:29:39,400 --> 01:29:44,480
doesn't move and starts petting her like

1993
01:29:42,440 --> 01:29:46,280
a dog and just kind of talking to her

1994
01:29:44,480 --> 01:29:47,840
like she puts his her paws up on his

1995
01:29:46,280 --> 01:29:51,000
shoulders and he's like hey honey like

1996
01:29:47,840 --> 01:29:53,800
you're okay everything's okay and he's

1997
01:29:51,000 --> 01:29:57,000
like it's just a dog like while he's

1998
01:29:53,800 --> 01:29:58,880
like walking her away he is the worst

1999
01:29:57,000 --> 01:30:02,280
he's so

2000
01:29:58,880 --> 01:30:04,440
bad and so they get her into some trees

2001
01:30:02,280 --> 01:30:06,119
and she shifts again and he has his

2002
01:30:04,440 --> 01:30:08,000
duffel bag because he had packed his

2003
01:30:06,119 --> 01:30:09,280
clothes so he like pulls out something

2004
01:30:08,000 --> 01:30:15,119
for her to put

2005
01:30:09,280 --> 01:30:18,239
on and um he walks her home and more

2006
01:30:15,119 --> 01:30:21,280
freaking out and Jackson finally starts

2007
01:30:18,239 --> 01:30:24,719
answering some of her questions um all

2008
01:30:21,280 --> 01:30:26,040
all W wolves reach their Prime at 25

2009
01:30:24,719 --> 01:30:28,159
um and it's harder for her because she

2010
01:30:26,040 --> 01:30:31,719
doesn't have a pack he tells her that

2011
01:30:28,159 --> 01:30:34,199
her parents were exiled um when he was a

2012
01:30:31,719 --> 01:30:36,320
child he doesn't lie exactly he just

2013
01:30:34,199 --> 01:30:38,000
says that he was very young when it

2014
01:30:36,320 --> 01:30:40,280
happened so even though he knows the

2015
01:30:38,000 --> 01:30:43,480
whole story he's kind of like I was very

2016
01:30:40,280 --> 01:30:45,679
young when she asks what happened um so

2017
01:30:43,480 --> 01:30:46,719
that he doesn't answer um also like

2018
01:30:45,679 --> 01:30:48,960
there's clearly something where he

2019
01:30:46,719 --> 01:30:51,719
doesn't remember all of what happened

2020
01:30:48,960 --> 01:30:54,880
right which I interpreted as

2021
01:30:51,719 --> 01:30:57,080
like the standard Trope of

2022
01:30:54,880 --> 01:30:59,560
he'll have the memory at some point and

2023
01:30:57,080 --> 01:31:01,880
unlock the oh this is what actually

2024
01:30:59,560 --> 01:31:04,520
happened right and her parents were

2025
01:31:01,880 --> 01:31:06,840
exiled he does know that that's why and

2026
01:31:04,520 --> 01:31:10,560
then they were killed only about 5 years

2027
01:31:06,840 --> 01:31:13,679
ago so they moved around constantly to

2028
01:31:10,560 --> 01:31:14,920
like oh be on the RO I missed that well

2029
01:31:13,679 --> 01:31:17,719
I didn't bring it up because we didn't

2030
01:31:14,920 --> 01:31:19,199
really know it so Everly is now putting

2031
01:31:17,719 --> 01:31:21,480
together that that's why her parents

2032
01:31:19,199 --> 01:31:23,920
were running her whole life that's why

2033
01:31:21,480 --> 01:31:25,080
they never settled anywhere was because

2034
01:31:23,920 --> 01:31:27,760
they were afraid they were going to be

2035
01:31:25,080 --> 01:31:29,199
found and then they were in fact found

2036
01:31:27,760 --> 01:31:30,880
so when she used the life insurance

2037
01:31:29,199 --> 01:31:33,159
money it wasn't money that had been

2038
01:31:30,880 --> 01:31:35,000
sitting there since she was born it was

2039
01:31:33,159 --> 01:31:40,119
like she got that within the last five

2040
01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:42,560
years yeah got it yes yeah so um he

2041
01:31:40,119 --> 01:31:45,119
tells her that all new wolves all they

2042
01:31:42,560 --> 01:31:48,440
want is to feed or [ __ ] and that he's

2043
01:31:45,119 --> 01:31:51,639
going to help her and she's like hey you

2044
01:31:48,440 --> 01:31:54,040
right she's like why you've been a

2045
01:31:51,639 --> 01:31:57,800
colossal douchebag from the moment I met

2046
01:31:54,040 --> 01:31:59,600
you like why um valid response so you're

2047
01:31:57,800 --> 01:32:01,600
you're just going to be nice to me now

2048
01:31:59,600 --> 01:32:03,320
to get in my pants this is really cool I

2049
01:32:01,600 --> 01:32:06,239
love this journey for both of us like

2050
01:32:03,320 --> 01:32:08,560
get the [ __ ] away from me um and he's

2051
01:32:06,239 --> 01:32:10,440
like I'm just trying to keep things safe

2052
01:32:08,560 --> 01:32:12,000
I'm just going to help you get through

2053
01:32:10,440 --> 01:32:15,159
this like I don't have any ulterior

2054
01:32:12,000 --> 01:32:19,840
motive and she's like sure um except

2055
01:32:15,159 --> 01:32:24,080
killing you or right loving you forever

2056
01:32:19,840 --> 01:32:26,320
right which will it be so um what what

2057
01:32:24,080 --> 01:32:28,080
if it end what if the whole book ended

2058
01:32:26,320 --> 01:32:30,639
with him just killing

2059
01:32:28,080 --> 01:32:33,320
her that would be refreshing I don't

2060
01:32:30,639 --> 01:32:35,320
know if I could forgive you for that

2061
01:32:33,320 --> 01:32:38,760
even though you didn't write it if you

2062
01:32:35,320 --> 01:32:41,040
led me on this whole journey and he just

2063
01:32:38,760 --> 01:32:43,440
[ __ ] kills

2064
01:32:41,040 --> 01:32:45,920
every I don't I don't know if I could

2065
01:32:43,440 --> 01:32:49,119
trust you again who will Who will know

2066
01:32:45,920 --> 01:32:52,800
we I've never trusted Rebecca yaros

2067
01:32:49,119 --> 01:32:54,480
after she killed someone yeah and I like

2068
01:32:52,800 --> 01:32:57,360
like with like Kindle like first of the

2069
01:32:54,480 --> 01:33:00,239
month like books or however first of the

2070
01:32:57,360 --> 01:33:00,239
month like their Bone

2071
01:33:02,000 --> 01:33:12,040
Thugs no oh my god oh great song You

2072
01:33:08,360 --> 01:33:14,679
excellent um I've downloaded other books

2073
01:33:12,040 --> 01:33:18,520
by that author and every time I go to

2074
01:33:14,679 --> 01:33:21,760
read them I go I can't risk it again the

2075
01:33:18,520 --> 01:33:25,960
tra response the Betrayal the drama

2076
01:33:21,760 --> 01:33:28,840
response oh my God okay sorry so so they

2077
01:33:25,960 --> 01:33:30,320
[ __ ] yeah that's where we are what yeah

2078
01:33:28,840 --> 01:33:33,800
would we call this their solidifying

2079
01:33:30,320 --> 01:33:35,560
[ __ ] no no we would not like it's hard

2080
01:33:33,800 --> 01:33:38,000
and dirty and fast and it's like

2081
01:33:35,560 --> 01:33:40,560
literally clearly just to like keep her

2082
01:33:38,000 --> 01:33:45,880
wolf together at Bay

2083
01:33:40,560 --> 01:33:49,159
yeah um so she bites him as she comes

2084
01:33:45,880 --> 01:33:53,119
but or tries to but he like pulls her

2085
01:33:49,159 --> 01:33:54,960
hard away from him um and flips her over

2086
01:33:53,119 --> 01:33:59,800
so that she can't bite him again cuz she

2087
01:33:54,960 --> 01:34:02,880
doesn't realize she doesn't know okay so

2088
01:33:59,800 --> 01:34:06,199
um so she can feel that he's about to

2089
01:34:02,880 --> 01:34:09,560
pull out of her and she like clamps down

2090
01:34:06,199 --> 01:34:12,920
on some internal muscles and won't let

2091
01:34:09,560 --> 01:34:14,800
him and um there was a girl on

2092
01:34:12,920 --> 01:34:17,119
Temptation Island who said she had that

2093
01:34:14,800 --> 01:34:19,400
skill and I thought about it a lot where

2094
01:34:17,119 --> 01:34:21,520
she said she she goes I I can clench so

2095
01:34:19,400 --> 01:34:25,040
hard a man can't get

2096
01:34:21,520 --> 01:34:26,800
out what I

2097
01:34:25,040 --> 01:34:31,080
is that supposed to be like a an

2098
01:34:26,800 --> 01:34:32,760
attractive thing like a good thing no

2099
01:34:31,080 --> 01:34:34,679
it's not right I'm like oh I didn't

2100
01:34:32,760 --> 01:34:37,159
realize you lived in the Omega verse

2101
01:34:34,679 --> 01:34:40,280
right right right I've locked it yeah he

2102
01:34:37,159 --> 01:34:42,239
nodded inside me and it locked and now

2103
01:34:40,280 --> 01:34:45,440
we're in this position for at least 30

2104
01:34:42,239 --> 01:34:46,920
minutes right oh my God oh my God all I

2105
01:34:45,440 --> 01:34:49,600
could think was like that's very

2106
01:34:46,920 --> 01:34:51,920
different from a pop and lock but not I

2107
01:34:49,600 --> 01:34:54,639
guess not that different it's different

2108
01:34:51,920 --> 01:34:56,480
it's not that different

2109
01:34:54,639 --> 01:34:59,760
sorry I'm so

2110
01:34:56,480 --> 01:35:01,639
sorry not not that but yeah did no some

2111
01:34:59,760 --> 01:35:04,400
just a little there's some

2112
01:35:01,639 --> 01:35:08,000
differences it's a VIN diagram it's a

2113
01:35:04,400 --> 01:35:09,880
VIN diagram oh my God okay where were we

2114
01:35:08,000 --> 01:35:12,679
oh my God we need to land This Plane

2115
01:35:09,880 --> 01:35:14,159
this is going forever okay so he's like

2116
01:35:12,679 --> 01:35:15,520
I can't come inside you cuz you'll get

2117
01:35:14,159 --> 01:35:18,239
pregnant she's like I'm on birth control

2118
01:35:15,520 --> 01:35:20,520
don't worry about it and he's like um

2119
01:35:18,239 --> 01:35:23,000
I'm sorry you shifted do you think your

2120
01:35:20,520 --> 01:35:26,960
birth control works on a wolf uhhuh

2121
01:35:23,000 --> 01:35:29,920
exactly it it would never on a wolf yeah

2122
01:35:26,960 --> 01:35:32,800
[ __ ] he just said it with so much

2123
01:35:29,920 --> 01:35:35,320
attitude it just got me I was hoping we

2124
01:35:32,800 --> 01:35:38,000
could move faster we will now I will not

2125
01:35:35,320 --> 01:35:41,400
bring it up again we're 50 EP we yes you

2126
01:35:38,000 --> 01:35:43,719
will not in this episode this

2127
01:35:41,400 --> 01:35:46,119
episode you're like I know we're 50

2128
01:35:43,719 --> 01:35:47,920
episodes in but not anymore on this one

2129
01:35:46,119 --> 01:35:52,159
not in this episode just the next book

2130
01:35:47,920 --> 01:35:56,800
where a character is named or they are a

2131
01:35:52,159 --> 01:35:58,280
wol I said it worse okay so um she's

2132
01:35:56,800 --> 01:36:00,000
like I'll get the morning after pill

2133
01:35:58,280 --> 01:36:03,800
don't worry about it he's like you don't

2134
01:36:00,000 --> 01:36:06,080
Cal get it so he cleans her up um she

2135
01:36:03,800 --> 01:36:07,719
feels really nice like being cuddled up

2136
01:36:06,080 --> 01:36:08,800
with him but she's like this is just sex

2137
01:36:07,719 --> 01:36:11,280
we're just getting through my first

2138
01:36:08,800 --> 01:36:12,840
shift it's just sex so then he puts her

2139
01:36:11,280 --> 01:36:14,520
in the bed and leaves and she's like

2140
01:36:12,840 --> 01:36:17,840
good that's good that's a good reminder

2141
01:36:14,520 --> 01:36:19,960
not to not to have any feelings MH um

2142
01:36:17,840 --> 01:36:23,360
Jackson sits up all night waiting for

2143
01:36:19,960 --> 01:36:26,280
her to come like pawing at his door and

2144
01:36:23,360 --> 01:36:29,000
she never does and he's like pouting

2145
01:36:26,280 --> 01:36:31,679
about it

2146
01:36:29,000 --> 01:36:36,239
so you mean this [ __ ] in

2147
01:36:31,679 --> 01:36:40,080
heat exactly so um [ __ ] Jack he's

2148
01:36:36,239 --> 01:36:41,719
like she tried to bite me and he's like

2149
01:36:40,080 --> 01:36:44,600
that could have been her trying to kill

2150
01:36:41,719 --> 01:36:46,800
me but I don't think so I think I think

2151
01:36:44,600 --> 01:36:48,679
it was meeting behavior um which she

2152
01:36:46,800 --> 01:36:52,280
wouldn't understand and he's like if

2153
01:36:48,679 --> 01:36:54,679
she's pregnant my dad will kill the baby

2154
01:36:52,280 --> 01:36:59,679
if Everly even lives enough to have it

2155
01:36:54,679 --> 01:37:02,639
like this is really bad um and so

2156
01:36:59,679 --> 01:37:05,440
um uh

2157
01:37:02,639 --> 01:37:06,719
he she's really anxious he finally gets

2158
01:37:05,440 --> 01:37:09,960
goes out of the room the next morning

2159
01:37:06,719 --> 01:37:11,679
she's really anxious um about

2160
01:37:09,960 --> 01:37:16,560
controlling her wolf and he gives her

2161
01:37:11,679 --> 01:37:19,880
some very sweet like stuff about it and

2162
01:37:16,560 --> 01:37:21,600
um she's like holding herself back and

2163
01:37:19,880 --> 01:37:24,440
he realizes

2164
01:37:21,600 --> 01:37:26,560
like she's gaining control quicker than

2165
01:37:24,440 --> 01:37:28,639
he thought but also that she's putting

2166
01:37:26,560 --> 01:37:30,639
up a lot of walls towards him and he's

2167
01:37:28,639 --> 01:37:33,760
like I should be glad about that why am

2168
01:37:30,639 --> 01:37:37,199
I being a bit I he is he's a [ __ ]

2169
01:37:33,760 --> 01:37:39,080
Jackson is a [ __ ] he's a [ __ ] and um

2170
01:37:37,199 --> 01:37:41,199
he's telling himself that like this is

2171
01:37:39,080 --> 01:37:43,320
just easy [ __ ] like don't worry about

2172
01:37:41,199 --> 01:37:45,920
it like that's the conversation he's

2173
01:37:43,320 --> 01:37:47,560
having with himself he's disgusting so

2174
01:37:45,920 --> 01:37:50,880
then

2175
01:37:47,560 --> 01:37:54,800
um he he's like teasing her like they're

2176
01:37:50,880 --> 01:37:57,920
having like a cute moment and he's like

2177
01:37:54,800 --> 01:38:00,280
he's all over the place so then anyway

2178
01:37:57,920 --> 01:38:01,679
what he's all over the place he's all

2179
01:38:00,280 --> 01:38:05,920
over the place he can't get himself

2180
01:38:01,679 --> 01:38:09,239
together okay so Everly is

2181
01:38:05,920 --> 01:38:12,679
um at work she's having a good time and

2182
01:38:09,239 --> 01:38:15,880
then she there's another runin with her

2183
01:38:12,679 --> 01:38:19,520
boss who is very obviously abusing a

2184
01:38:15,880 --> 01:38:21,480
patient and so um she starts to feel

2185
01:38:19,520 --> 01:38:23,960
herself shift and she's trying really

2186
01:38:21,480 --> 01:38:27,679
hard to gain control and she like calls

2187
01:38:23,960 --> 01:38:30,080
out in her brain um for Jackson she's

2188
01:38:27,679 --> 01:38:32,320
like I need help through their bond

2189
01:38:30,080 --> 01:38:34,560
correct so Jackson's camped out outside

2190
01:38:32,320 --> 01:38:38,040
her office he shows up Saves the Day

2191
01:38:34,560 --> 01:38:41,480
pulls her out everything's great um he e

2192
01:38:38,040 --> 01:38:43,800
drops on the boss and basically they are

2193
01:38:41,480 --> 01:38:45,400
going to say that Everly is the one

2194
01:38:43,800 --> 01:38:47,880
that's been abusing the

2195
01:38:45,400 --> 01:38:51,960
patients um that's what like the plan

2196
01:38:47,880 --> 01:38:54,520
the boss has come up with um so they go

2197
01:38:51,960 --> 01:38:56,520
to um need to pin the blame on other

2198
01:38:54,520 --> 01:38:58,280
people if you just like don't do it

2199
01:38:56,520 --> 01:39:00,760
don't abuse the patience right which

2200
01:38:58,280 --> 01:39:04,520
would be the ideal um but that's not

2201
01:39:00,760 --> 01:39:06,639
where we are like aam's Razer so so

2202
01:39:04,520 --> 01:39:07,639
Jackson is very very sweet he's like

2203
01:39:06,639 --> 01:39:11,320
we're going to get through this

2204
01:39:07,639 --> 01:39:13,239
everything's going to be okay and um she

2205
01:39:11,320 --> 01:39:15,760
starts to wonder why her parents never

2206
01:39:13,239 --> 01:39:18,440
told her that she's a wolf like how

2207
01:39:15,760 --> 01:39:20,560
could they just let this happen to her

2208
01:39:18,440 --> 01:39:22,840
cuz she's so confused well and

2209
01:39:20,560 --> 01:39:25,280
especially like they passed away when

2210
01:39:22,840 --> 01:39:27,960
she was 20 right they had plenty of time

2211
01:39:25,280 --> 01:39:27,960
they had some

2212
01:39:28,719 --> 01:39:32,960
time

2213
01:39:30,520 --> 01:39:34,960
so Jackson says it's probably for her

2214
01:39:32,960 --> 01:39:37,199
protection okay um and they start

2215
01:39:34,960 --> 01:39:40,080
sharing a really sweet moment where he's

2216
01:39:37,199 --> 01:39:41,760
talks about how his mom died and his

2217
01:39:40,080 --> 01:39:44,199
uncle is really the only one who stepped

2218
01:39:41,760 --> 01:39:47,119
up to care for him and stuff um I'm sure

2219
01:39:44,199 --> 01:39:49,800
he is and she reminds herself that like

2220
01:39:47,119 --> 01:39:51,520
this is not a thing and so she doesn't

2221
01:39:49,800 --> 01:39:55,320
ask any followup she's like we're not

2222
01:39:51,520 --> 01:39:59,119
connecting mhm so

2223
01:39:55,320 --> 01:40:01,599
um then she falls

2224
01:39:59,119 --> 01:40:04,800
asleep she's full of questions he

2225
01:40:01,599 --> 01:40:07,040
answers some of them um but not

2226
01:40:04,800 --> 01:40:11,639
revealing how tied their history really

2227
01:40:07,040 --> 01:40:13,280
is um and he takes her out to run as a

2228
01:40:11,639 --> 01:40:16,679
wolf like takes her into the woods they

2229
01:40:13,280 --> 01:40:19,360
have a really sweet moment um and still

2230
01:40:16,679 --> 01:40:23,360
doesn't realize their mates nope n oh my

2231
01:40:19,360 --> 01:40:25,280
God so they're um they're having a great

2232
01:40:23,360 --> 01:40:26,719
great time they bang this is a

2233
01:40:25,280 --> 01:40:32,320
solidifying [ __ ] when they're out in the

2234
01:40:26,719 --> 01:40:34,840
woods um and she is um she realizes that

2235
01:40:32,320 --> 01:40:36,560
he has her pin so she can't bite him cuz

2236
01:40:34,840 --> 01:40:39,480
he still hasn't explained that biting

2237
01:40:36,560 --> 01:40:42,719
him is mating behavior so she's like she

2238
01:40:39,480 --> 01:40:47,280
realizes it um so she bites his lip

2239
01:40:42,719 --> 01:40:49,800
instead of biting his neck um and her

2240
01:40:47,280 --> 01:40:53,560
wolf immediately like claims him as soon

2241
01:40:49,800 --> 01:40:54,840
as she tastes his blood um and so then

2242
01:40:53,560 --> 01:40:56,960
when they're back at the apartment

2243
01:40:54,840 --> 01:40:59,760
Jackson's flipping the [ __ ] out because

2244
01:40:56,960 --> 01:41:01,719
it's too late like The Mating bond has

2245
01:40:59,760 --> 01:41:04,679
already started so even though he hasn't

2246
01:41:01,719 --> 01:41:07,960
claimed her back she has claimed him and

2247
01:41:04,679 --> 01:41:09,480
so it's like a whole thing well and I

2248
01:41:07,960 --> 01:41:12,520
feel like at least in every like

2249
01:41:09,480 --> 01:41:15,400
Paranormal shifter book I've ever like

2250
01:41:12,520 --> 01:41:19,119
the that Bond naturally progresses right

2251
01:41:15,400 --> 01:41:22,000
unless you so like okay she claimed you

2252
01:41:19,119 --> 01:41:25,480
you didn't have to claim her for it to

2253
01:41:22,000 --> 01:41:27,760
to start yeah yeah so he tells her like

2254
01:41:25,480 --> 01:41:30,880
we cannot exchange blood during sex we

2255
01:41:27,760 --> 01:41:32,800
cannot do that and um he tries to

2256
01:41:30,880 --> 01:41:34,840
explain mating and she's like we'll just

2257
01:41:32,800 --> 01:41:37,920
get divorced bro like it's not that big

2258
01:41:34,840 --> 01:41:38,920
of a deal and he's like no no like it's

2259
01:41:37,920 --> 01:41:40,800
like a

2260
01:41:38,920 --> 01:41:42,639
chemical

2261
01:41:40,800 --> 01:41:45,199
marriage like I don't know another word

2262
01:41:42,639 --> 01:41:47,920
to like you know this is it like there

2263
01:41:45,199 --> 01:41:49,599
is no going back from this um and then

2264
01:41:47,920 --> 01:41:50,679
my notes say then somehow they're

2265
01:41:49,599 --> 01:41:55,360
[ __ ]

2266
01:41:50,679 --> 01:41:57,000
again laws so um she asks if all wolves

2267
01:41:55,360 --> 01:41:59,159
are like this while while they're

2268
01:41:57,000 --> 01:42:02,599
[ __ ] like if all wolves are this big

2269
01:41:59,159 --> 01:42:05,520
and this intense and everything and um

2270
01:42:02,599 --> 01:42:08,280
he flips out he's like you will never

2271
01:42:05,520 --> 01:42:12,960
find out like you will never know that's

2272
01:42:08,280 --> 01:42:16,480
it and so yes he's he's clearly not

2273
01:42:12,960 --> 01:42:20,080
claiming her yeah clearly not never so

2274
01:42:16,480 --> 01:42:22,960
she um wakes up in bed with him she

2275
01:42:20,080 --> 01:42:25,239
wants to ask about his scars again um

2276
01:42:22,960 --> 01:42:27,960
and finally he says that he was attacked

2277
01:42:25,239 --> 01:42:30,239
when he was three um and she cries for

2278
01:42:27,960 --> 01:42:32,280
him and just says like I really hope you

2279
01:42:30,239 --> 01:42:34,679
got whoever did it like I really hope

2280
01:42:32,280 --> 01:42:37,239
that you got whoever did it and he says

2281
01:42:34,679 --> 01:42:39,719
yes but refuses to discuss it further so

2282
01:42:37,239 --> 01:42:43,199
she doesn't realize like his pack killed

2283
01:42:39,719 --> 01:42:47,760
her parents yeah and so that

2284
01:42:43,199 --> 01:42:49,480
like yeah they got them right whoops so

2285
01:42:47,760 --> 01:42:53,199
um she's horny

2286
01:42:49,480 --> 01:42:54,960
again uh but then um she has an email

2287
01:42:53,199 --> 01:42:57,560
from work saying she's suspended it's a

2288
01:42:54,960 --> 01:42:59,400
whole thing so they go see her best

2289
01:42:57,560 --> 01:43:01,920
friend who's the attorney to like deal

2290
01:42:59,400 --> 01:43:04,679
with it so Jackson is struggling to

2291
01:43:01,920 --> 01:43:08,159
function in general because of all this

2292
01:43:04,679 --> 01:43:10,920
and he is growling at any man that gets

2293
01:43:08,159 --> 01:43:12,880
anywhere near her um and he's very

2294
01:43:10,920 --> 01:43:15,679
distracted by the is that like like I

2295
01:43:12,880 --> 01:43:17,800
feel like some books like oh until the

2296
01:43:15,679 --> 01:43:20,239
bond is like fully imp place they're

2297
01:43:17,800 --> 01:43:22,000
like more possessive more territorial

2298
01:43:20,239 --> 01:43:23,840
that's what it seems like but he doesn't

2299
01:43:22,000 --> 01:43:25,800
even seem to really ful understand that

2300
01:43:23,840 --> 01:43:27,920
the bond has started like he's still in

2301
01:43:25,800 --> 01:43:31,320
denial hoping that like they've avoided

2302
01:43:27,920 --> 01:43:34,520
it somehow so because he's really stupid

2303
01:43:31,320 --> 01:43:37,760
he really so um his dad called and

2304
01:43:34,520 --> 01:43:39,520
basically told him that um to come home

2305
01:43:37,760 --> 01:43:41,360
that he's sending someone else and that

2306
01:43:39,520 --> 01:43:46,400
he is a terrible disappointment to

2307
01:43:41,360 --> 01:43:48,639
everyone so um not wrong her bestie puts

2308
01:43:46,400 --> 01:43:52,520
a a pi on the whole situation with her

2309
01:43:48,639 --> 01:43:55,000
boss tells her not to worry about it um

2310
01:43:52,520 --> 01:43:56,520
and Jackson is really distracted like

2311
01:43:55,000 --> 01:43:58,480
they're they they're going to lunch

2312
01:43:56,520 --> 01:44:00,320
they're walking around town and he's

2313
01:43:58,480 --> 01:44:03,040
super duper distracted watching the

2314
01:44:00,320 --> 01:44:05,960
street and stuff and

2315
01:44:03,040 --> 01:44:08,560
um they when they're getting back to the

2316
01:44:05,960 --> 01:44:10,800
apartment parking garage Jackson is

2317
01:44:08,560 --> 01:44:14,040
fixated on getting her inside he's like

2318
01:44:10,800 --> 01:44:17,320
rushing her inside and

2319
01:44:14,040 --> 01:44:19,800
um then he hears someone coming up

2320
01:44:17,320 --> 01:44:23,280
behind him but it's too late like he he

2321
01:44:19,800 --> 01:44:25,599
missed it and they shoot him in the back

2322
01:44:23,280 --> 01:44:28,360
um and his last thought is that he he

2323
01:44:25,599 --> 01:44:32,480
failed to protect her um as he feels

2324
01:44:28,360 --> 01:44:34,639
himself like dying um so Everly is

2325
01:44:32,480 --> 01:44:39,080
struggling against four men she just saw

2326
01:44:34,639 --> 01:44:41,080
Jackson be murdered and um she is she

2327
01:44:39,080 --> 01:44:44,520
seriously [ __ ] one of them up like real

2328
01:44:41,080 --> 01:44:47,080
bad to the point where he is dead and um

2329
01:44:44,520 --> 01:44:50,560
she feels some kind of like heat come

2330
01:44:47,080 --> 01:44:52,679
from her when she's fighting him and

2331
01:44:50,560 --> 01:44:54,280
then um as she's trying to fight the

2332
01:44:52,679 --> 01:44:57,159
others they finally inject her with

2333
01:44:54,280 --> 01:45:00,480
something and she blacks out what was

2334
01:44:57,159 --> 01:45:04,920
the heat we don't know we just know she

2335
01:45:00,480 --> 01:45:07,159
felt it this one's dead who knows okay

2336
01:45:04,920 --> 01:45:08,599
so um she stops struggling eventually

2337
01:45:07,159 --> 01:45:10,520
because she realizes that she has

2338
01:45:08,599 --> 01:45:12,880
nothing to fight for because Jackson is

2339
01:45:10,520 --> 01:45:15,679
dead and she can't feel her wolf after

2340
01:45:12,880 --> 01:45:19,440
they injected her so then she wakes up

2341
01:45:15,679 --> 01:45:22,800
in a trunk and they are

2342
01:45:19,440 --> 01:45:25,400
um yeah they're they're talking about

2343
01:45:22,800 --> 01:45:26,679
how she's a double Alpha she was glowing

2344
01:45:25,400 --> 01:45:28,920
she didn't know that when she was

2345
01:45:26,679 --> 01:45:33,159
fighting them she was glowing and stuff

2346
01:45:28,920 --> 01:45:36,880
and so um I also burn when I glow yeah

2347
01:45:33,159 --> 01:45:40,119
yeah it is a common problem yeah so um

2348
01:45:36,880 --> 01:45:43,800
oh it's just cuz she was

2349
01:45:40,119 --> 01:45:46,719
glowing so so um she finally starts to

2350
01:45:43,800 --> 01:45:49,080
feel her fingers and stuff and um the

2351
01:45:46,719 --> 01:45:52,119
car stops the trunk opens and she looks

2352
01:45:49,080 --> 01:45:54,159
into Jackson's eyes and she's like what

2353
01:45:52,119 --> 01:45:56,320
the [ __ ] and then that's the end of the

2354
01:45:54,159 --> 01:45:58,480
chapter and then Jackson wakes up in the

2355
01:45:56,320 --> 01:46:00,040
garage paramedics are working on him

2356
01:45:58,480 --> 01:46:03,599
there are cops everywhere everybody's

2357
01:46:00,040 --> 01:46:06,119
trying to talk to him so he did die but

2358
01:46:03,599 --> 01:46:08,599
because he's a wolf and because the

2359
01:46:06,119 --> 01:46:11,280
silver they used silver bullets because

2360
01:46:08,599 --> 01:46:14,239
the silver didn't stay in his system his

2361
01:46:11,280 --> 01:46:16,040
body started to repair itself um and

2362
01:46:14,239 --> 01:46:19,320
he's coming to terms with the fact that

2363
01:46:16,040 --> 01:46:23,800
his father okay them killing him like

2364
01:46:19,320 --> 01:46:26,000
his father had to AOC that um yeah like

2365
01:46:23,800 --> 01:46:27,920
get Everly at all cost we don't care

2366
01:46:26,000 --> 01:46:31,440
about casualties even if the casualty is

2367
01:46:27,920 --> 01:46:33,480
my son and he's like yelling for Everly

2368
01:46:31,440 --> 01:46:35,320
he's like asking them where's the woman

2369
01:46:33,480 --> 01:46:36,880
what happened to the woman and they're

2370
01:46:35,320 --> 01:46:38,480
like we're still trying to figure out

2371
01:46:36,880 --> 01:46:41,199
this guy who appears to have been mauled

2372
01:46:38,480 --> 01:46:43,480
by a an animal and struck by lightning

2373
01:46:41,199 --> 01:46:45,599
that one's super confusing and the cops

2374
01:46:43,480 --> 01:46:48,840
and the paramedics are like joking

2375
01:46:45,599 --> 01:46:50,639
around and he's like okay [ __ ] you guys

2376
01:46:48,840 --> 01:46:52,159
so he just gets up and they're like no

2377
01:46:50,639 --> 01:46:53,599
you can't like you're going to die and

2378
01:46:52,159 --> 01:46:55,920
he's like have a great day everybody

2379
01:46:53,599 --> 01:46:58,599
[ __ ] off and like gets in the car and

2380
01:46:55,920 --> 01:47:00,920
drives away he's like imagine how Wild

2381
01:46:58,599 --> 01:47:05,080
that would be to be the param I know I

2382
01:47:00,920 --> 01:47:09,639
was okay time of death

2383
01:47:05,080 --> 01:47:12,119
11:57 time of awake and driving away 122

2384
01:47:09,639 --> 01:47:15,480
yeah 12:02 you're like he just like told

2385
01:47:12,119 --> 01:47:18,880
me to [ __ ] off what we'll continue to

2386
01:47:15,480 --> 01:47:18,880
monitor like

2387
01:47:19,400 --> 01:47:24,119
what but like that's the energy where

2388
01:47:22,280 --> 01:47:25,880
they're all just like flabbergasted

2389
01:47:24,119 --> 01:47:28,760
about it but he catches her scent he

2390
01:47:25,880 --> 01:47:31,080
knows where they're going so we're back

2391
01:47:28,760 --> 01:47:32,760
to Everly um she's being carried through

2392
01:47:31,080 --> 01:47:34,760
the woods and she's still pretending to

2393
01:47:32,760 --> 01:47:37,719
be incapacitated even though she can

2394
01:47:34,760 --> 01:47:39,719
move um because she realizes that it's

2395
01:47:37,719 --> 01:47:41,320
Jackson's dad like they're almost

2396
01:47:39,719 --> 01:47:44,800
identical but he has a little bit of

2397
01:47:41,320 --> 01:47:47,199
silver in his hair and so um he

2398
01:47:44,800 --> 01:47:49,159
orchestrated all of it he keeps calling

2399
01:47:47,199 --> 01:47:51,639
her Moon which she has never heard that

2400
01:47:49,159 --> 01:47:54,440
name before and goes on and on about how

2401
01:47:51,639 --> 01:47:56,800
her parents killed his mate

2402
01:47:54,440 --> 01:48:00,800
so the 10 men that he has with him are

2403
01:47:56,800 --> 01:48:04,040
all family of his mate um and they've

2404
01:48:00,800 --> 01:48:07,360
come to watch her die so just as I'm

2405
01:48:04,040 --> 01:48:09,480
sorry this is some misplaced rage yeah

2406
01:48:07,360 --> 01:48:12,360
she didn't do [ __ ] she wasn't even born

2407
01:48:09,480 --> 01:48:13,760
the [ __ ] she wasn't even born and all of

2408
01:48:12,360 --> 01:48:15,400
them like they've built out this whole

2409
01:48:13,760 --> 01:48:17,560
narrative that she's like this Evil

2410
01:48:15,400 --> 01:48:20,280
Genius who's going to kill and hurt all

2411
01:48:17,560 --> 01:48:21,920
of them all like she doesn't even know

2412
01:48:20,280 --> 01:48:23,840
she literally never would have crossed

2413
01:48:21,920 --> 01:48:26,960
paths with them if they hadn't inserted

2414
01:48:23,840 --> 01:48:32,119
themselves into her path

2415
01:48:26,960 --> 01:48:34,199
literally so um they are coming at her

2416
01:48:32,119 --> 01:48:36,000
like his dad starts to come at her and

2417
01:48:34,199 --> 01:48:38,840
just as she's about to get up she hears

2418
01:48:36,000 --> 01:48:40,480
Jackson's voice um and he tries to

2419
01:48:38,840 --> 01:48:43,920
reason with his dad he's trying to talk

2420
01:48:40,480 --> 01:48:45,199
him down and then Dad Reveals that they

2421
01:48:43,920 --> 01:48:48,159
killed her

2422
01:48:45,199 --> 01:48:49,760
parents and um says he should have known

2423
01:48:48,159 --> 01:48:52,239
that Jackson would be too weak to kill

2424
01:48:49,760 --> 01:48:54,920
her and so all of this is brand new

2425
01:48:52,239 --> 01:48:57,159
information to Everly she had no idea

2426
01:48:54,920 --> 01:48:59,920
Jackson was sent there to kill her no

2427
01:48:57,159 --> 01:49:02,239
idea that his P killed her family so she

2428
01:48:59,920 --> 01:49:04,920
starts glowing again and when his dad

2429
01:49:02,239 --> 01:49:07,840
comes at her she hits him with a flash

2430
01:49:04,920 --> 01:49:10,480
of white light and he like bounces

2431
01:49:07,840 --> 01:49:12,520
back so like doesn't kill him doesn't

2432
01:49:10,480 --> 01:49:15,000
kill him okay she she on purpose does

2433
01:49:12,520 --> 01:49:17,760
not kill him because he's Jackson's dad

2434
01:49:15,000 --> 01:49:20,520
so Jackson tries to come to her um but

2435
01:49:17,760 --> 01:49:22,800
she speaks into his mind again and says

2436
01:49:20,520 --> 01:49:25,080
that he is a betrayer and she never

2437
01:49:22,800 --> 01:49:26,840
wants to see him again so she takes off

2438
01:49:25,080 --> 01:49:28,040
and steals his car she was like did I

2439
01:49:26,840 --> 01:49:30,159
not tell you to leave the key under the

2440
01:49:28,040 --> 01:49:31,880
[ __ ] mat a while ago basically yeah

2441
01:49:30,159 --> 01:49:35,560
we should have done that the first time

2442
01:49:31,880 --> 01:49:37,520
yes so she takes off um into the woods

2443
01:49:35,560 --> 01:49:40,440
steals his car cuz he left the keys in

2444
01:49:37,520 --> 01:49:42,480
the ignition 24 hours later she's

2445
01:49:40,440 --> 01:49:45,520
clearing cleaning her apartment um

2446
01:49:42,480 --> 01:49:48,000
trying to get Jackson's scent out of it

2447
01:49:45,520 --> 01:49:50,920
um and her best friend has been calling

2448
01:49:48,000 --> 01:49:54,080
um and bestie says that she's on her way

2449
01:49:50,920 --> 01:49:57,719
over and Everly uh goes to take another

2450
01:49:54,080 --> 01:49:59,719
shower but then her uh doorbell goes off

2451
01:49:57,719 --> 01:50:02,199
and she's like oh Diana must have come

2452
01:49:59,719 --> 01:50:06,199
like straight over but nope it's

2453
01:50:02,199 --> 01:50:08,480
Jackson's Uncle the twin to his dad um

2454
01:50:06,199 --> 01:50:11,840
and he's leaning on a cane and he's like

2455
01:50:08,480 --> 01:50:14,000
I I need to talk to you like there's you

2456
01:50:11,840 --> 01:50:15,159
don't have the whole story you need the

2457
01:50:14,000 --> 01:50:17,280
rest of this

2458
01:50:15,159 --> 01:50:20,000
information so then we go back to

2459
01:50:17,280 --> 01:50:23,199
Jackson he's super distraught um his

2460
01:50:20,000 --> 01:50:25,639
father still hasn't woken up and he like

2461
01:50:23,199 --> 01:50:27,960
really overwhelmed that Everly hates him

2462
01:50:25,639 --> 01:50:29,880
okay so the blast knocked his dad out

2463
01:50:27,960 --> 01:50:33,199
not just like pushed him back

2464
01:50:29,880 --> 01:50:35,760
like but like did take him to okay yeah

2465
01:50:33,199 --> 01:50:37,199
so um she has some kind of lightning

2466
01:50:35,760 --> 01:50:40,280
power he's like trying to process

2467
01:50:37,199 --> 01:50:43,119
through all of this and um so he leaves

2468
01:50:40,280 --> 01:50:45,760
his dad to go find his uncle to talk

2469
01:50:43,119 --> 01:50:49,199
about it cuz that's like his person so

2470
01:50:45,760 --> 01:50:51,280
he goes to his his uncle's cabin and um

2471
01:50:49,199 --> 01:50:54,000
he's not there but his work room is

2472
01:50:51,280 --> 01:50:57,760
standing open which it never is so he

2473
01:50:54,000 --> 01:50:59,639
like walks into it and he sees that his

2474
01:50:57,760 --> 01:51:03,239
mother's amulet that's been missing

2475
01:50:59,639 --> 01:51:05,239
since her murder is is there and so his

2476
01:51:03,239 --> 01:51:06,920
memor you so proud of me for not asking

2477
01:51:05,239 --> 01:51:09,199
five minutes in I knew that you wanted

2478
01:51:06,920 --> 01:51:11,840
to I knew that you wanted to and I am

2479
01:51:09,199 --> 01:51:14,320
really proud of you I really tried you

2480
01:51:11,840 --> 01:51:16,920
did so good you did so good what this is

2481
01:51:14,320 --> 01:51:19,400
brand new information the uncle the

2482
01:51:16,920 --> 01:51:21,400
uncle I didn't see this coming the uncle

2483
01:51:19,400 --> 01:51:24,119
you guys the uncle did

2484
01:51:21,400 --> 01:51:26,440
it um and so that's when Jackson's

2485
01:51:24,119 --> 01:51:28,480
memories become clear and he realizes it

2486
01:51:26,440 --> 01:51:30,119
was his uncle um and then he gets a

2487
01:51:28,480 --> 01:51:32,079
really bad feeling because he sees

2488
01:51:30,119 --> 01:51:34,400
Everly a dress written on a sheet of

2489
01:51:32,079 --> 01:51:38,199
paper on the desk and he's like well

2490
01:51:34,400 --> 01:51:40,480
[ __ ] so Everly we're back to Everly she

2491
01:51:38,199 --> 01:51:42,760
is burning with pain apparently as soon

2492
01:51:40,480 --> 01:51:45,119
as she let the uncle in he jabbed her

2493
01:51:42,760 --> 01:51:47,280
with a needle um and he tells her that

2494
01:51:45,119 --> 01:51:50,159
He adjusted the dose sh so she won't

2495
01:51:47,280 --> 01:51:52,199
recover as quickly as she did before um

2496
01:51:50,159 --> 01:51:53,040
he takes her phone to text Jackson to

2497
01:51:52,199 --> 01:51:57,800
tell

2498
01:51:53,040 --> 01:52:00,719
um to tell him to come over uhhuh um and

2499
01:51:57,800 --> 01:52:03,679
he um she has no idea what's going on

2500
01:52:00,719 --> 01:52:05,480
she's like I I just she tries to warn

2501
01:52:03,679 --> 01:52:08,280
Jackson with her mind but she can't

2502
01:52:05,480 --> 01:52:11,119
reach him um and she loses Consciousness

2503
01:52:08,280 --> 01:52:12,840
so Jackson shows up and finds his uncle

2504
01:52:11,119 --> 01:52:15,239
there with a blade to Everly's throat

2505
01:52:12,840 --> 01:52:17,920
she's unconscious um uncle does the

2506
01:52:15,239 --> 01:52:20,440
villain monologue he killed his mom he

2507
01:52:17,920 --> 01:52:22,239
killed the old pack alpha he's been been

2508
01:52:20,440 --> 01:52:23,400
manipulating Jackson's dad all these

2509
01:52:22,239 --> 01:52:25,920
years

2510
01:52:23,400 --> 01:52:28,119
um and to what end because he was

2511
01:52:25,920 --> 01:52:31,320
supposed to be Alpha technically he was

2512
01:52:28,119 --> 01:52:33,880
older and stronger but because he was

2513
01:52:31,320 --> 01:52:36,040
born with a twisted hip they gave it to

2514
01:52:33,880 --> 01:52:38,679
his brother and he's been resentful for

2515
01:52:36,040 --> 01:52:41,199
his whole life so his whole thing was

2516
01:52:38,679 --> 01:52:43,760
like he wanted to be the one in power so

2517
01:52:41,199 --> 01:52:45,920
he [ __ ] up his his brother's life and

2518
01:52:43,760 --> 01:52:49,679
weakened him and manipulated manipulated

2519
01:52:45,920 --> 01:52:51,400
him and all that y okay um so um he's

2520
01:52:49,679 --> 01:52:53,760
like but I'm gonna be a a hero for

2521
01:52:51,400 --> 01:52:55,679
killing Everly cuz I'm going to tell all

2522
01:52:53,760 --> 01:52:58,480
of them that she killed you in a fit of

2523
01:52:55,679 --> 01:53:00,800
rage and I Came Upon it and killed her

2524
01:52:58,480 --> 01:53:02,599
so that'll be fun and I will be the

2525
01:53:00,800 --> 01:53:06,920
ultimate hero

2526
01:53:02,599 --> 01:53:09,000
yay um so um Jackson's like just let me

2527
01:53:06,920 --> 01:53:10,960
take her like we can live in Exile

2528
01:53:09,000 --> 01:53:14,280
you'll never see us again like just let

2529
01:53:10,960 --> 01:53:17,040
me take her um and the uncle's just like

2530
01:53:14,280 --> 01:53:19,000
not going to agree to that he's not but

2531
01:53:17,040 --> 01:53:21,880
Jackson does see that Everly's fingers

2532
01:53:19,000 --> 01:53:25,760
are starting to move and so he hears in

2533
01:53:21,880 --> 01:53:27,840
his mind now and so they attack and she

2534
01:53:25,760 --> 01:53:30,239
basically disintegrates his uncle with

2535
01:53:27,840 --> 01:53:32,320
her lightning like he's like a pile of

2536
01:53:30,239 --> 01:53:34,599
Ash

2537
01:53:32,320 --> 01:53:37,840
um I guess that's like the double Alpha

2538
01:53:34,599 --> 01:53:40,119
power yes and as all of that's going on

2539
01:53:37,840 --> 01:53:42,320
the uncle stabs Jackson in the heart and

2540
01:53:40,119 --> 01:53:44,320
so he is for Real dying this time he

2541
01:53:42,320 --> 01:53:45,280
hadn't even fully recovered from his

2542
01:53:44,320 --> 01:53:48,400
previous

2543
01:53:45,280 --> 01:53:50,239
injury but she somehow heals him like is

2544
01:53:48,400 --> 01:53:54,280
holding him and heals

2545
01:53:50,239 --> 01:53:58,360
him and um she tells him that she needs

2546
01:53:54,280 --> 01:54:00,480
him to leave that um she can't get over

2547
01:53:58,360 --> 01:54:04,040
the role he played in her parents murder

2548
01:54:00,480 --> 01:54:06,719
and that he tried to kill her and um she

2549
01:54:04,040 --> 01:54:07,760
just needs him to go and which feels

2550
01:54:06,719 --> 01:54:11,159
like the

2551
01:54:07,760 --> 01:54:13,040
most realistic in the most reason yeah

2552
01:54:11,159 --> 01:54:16,040
the most reasonable I'm sure they're

2553
01:54:13,040 --> 01:54:19,159
going to have a happy ever after but

2554
01:54:16,040 --> 01:54:22,520
like I do feel like in my heart this is

2555
01:54:19,159 --> 01:54:25,360
the appropriate ending for the book yeah

2556
01:54:22,520 --> 01:54:27,719
because he his thought is like I love

2557
01:54:25,360 --> 01:54:30,239
her and I would do anything for her and

2558
01:54:27,719 --> 01:54:33,679
I guess that includes leaving her and so

2559
01:54:30,239 --> 01:54:35,960
he honors her request okay and

2560
01:54:33,679 --> 01:54:40,320
leaves so

2561
01:54:35,960 --> 01:54:42,280
um 7 weeks later um Bessie and Everly

2562
01:54:40,320 --> 01:54:44,480
are hanging out Everly is now the

2563
01:54:42,280 --> 01:54:47,239
director of the nursing home everything

2564
01:54:44,480 --> 01:54:52,679
came out that the the boss actually

2565
01:54:47,239 --> 01:54:55,480
happened to be like a um angel of Mercy

2566
01:54:52,679 --> 01:54:58,280
and was like killing old people and had

2567
01:54:55,480 --> 01:55:00,159
like gone through several nursing homes

2568
01:54:58,280 --> 01:55:03,480
so apparently the nursing home just did

2569
01:55:00,159 --> 01:55:05,560
not do a background check so Everly is

2570
01:55:03,480 --> 01:55:09,199
now the director she's been fired from

2571
01:55:05,560 --> 01:55:12,840
the last four nursing homes because of

2572
01:55:09,199 --> 01:55:15,000
um inexplicable deaths maybe maybe we

2573
01:55:12,840 --> 01:55:18,760
shouldn't hire her maybe we don't hire

2574
01:55:15,000 --> 01:55:23,520
her you know um

2575
01:55:18,760 --> 01:55:25,639
so Everly is pregnant but she refuses to

2576
01:55:23,520 --> 01:55:29,199
contact Jackson so she's navigating a

2577
01:55:25,639 --> 01:55:31,440
new job a pregnancy um but she she will

2578
01:55:29,199 --> 01:55:33,719
not contact him wow that really happened

2579
01:55:31,440 --> 01:55:36,079
fast but bestie is saying like hey you

2580
01:55:33,719 --> 01:55:39,480
need to call him like he deserves to

2581
01:55:36,079 --> 01:55:41,920
know this um but Everly is just really

2582
01:55:39,480 --> 01:55:46,280
sad um and she can't let go of her

2583
01:55:41,920 --> 01:55:49,440
parents murder so um someone rings the

2584
01:55:46,280 --> 01:55:53,560
bell and it's Jackson's dad

2585
01:55:49,440 --> 01:55:56,599
hey so bestie takes off like a like a

2586
01:55:53,560 --> 01:55:58,320
true Rider die she's like this is not

2587
01:55:56,599 --> 01:56:00,119
something I should be a part of you guys

2588
01:55:58,320 --> 01:56:02,880
have a good one and

2589
01:56:00,119 --> 01:56:05,320
leaves so um see I don't know I feel

2590
01:56:02,880 --> 01:56:06,920
like my besy energy would be yeah I'm

2591
01:56:05,320 --> 01:56:08,520
just going to go into the other room

2592
01:56:06,920 --> 01:56:11,679
yeah I'm not leaving and then I would

2593
01:56:08,520 --> 01:56:13,960
crack the door 100% I'd be like dumping

2594
01:56:11,679 --> 01:56:16,400
out my VOD katonic and putting a glass

2595
01:56:13,960 --> 01:56:18,599
to the door I'm like oh I'm sorry oh no

2596
01:56:16,400 --> 01:56:19,960
sorry I you talk a little louder I would

2597
01:56:18,599 --> 01:56:22,520
chug it and

2598
01:56:19,960 --> 01:56:26,320
then I was like I'm sorry that's a waste

2599
01:56:22,520 --> 01:56:29,800
full apologies to everyone

2600
01:56:26,320 --> 01:56:32,520
um so her his dad is like

2601
01:56:29,800 --> 01:56:35,880
listen Jackson is not living without you

2602
01:56:32,520 --> 01:56:38,440
he needs you like he really needs you um

2603
01:56:35,880 --> 01:56:42,800
and he pleads Jackson's case and says

2604
01:56:38,440 --> 01:56:45,239
that um as his father he used Jackson's

2605
01:56:42,800 --> 01:56:49,159
love and loyalty against him and she

2606
01:56:45,239 --> 01:56:51,239
should not punish him for Dad's actions

2607
01:56:49,159 --> 01:56:53,320
like please don't punish Jackson for my

2608
01:56:51,239 --> 01:56:57,679
actions

2609
01:56:53,320 --> 01:57:00,840
um and he wants dad wants Jackson to

2610
01:56:57,679 --> 01:57:03,239
lead with Everly he's like clearly I am

2611
01:57:00,840 --> 01:57:07,840
unfit like you you should I mean that's

2612
01:57:03,239 --> 01:57:09,880
great Insight yes um and he can smell

2613
01:57:07,840 --> 01:57:12,199
that she's pregnant so at one point like

2614
01:57:09,880 --> 01:57:14,360
his nostrils flare and his eyes are like

2615
01:57:12,199 --> 01:57:16,880
oh [ __ ] and he's like listen he will be

2616
01:57:14,360 --> 01:57:19,000
a great partner and a really good father

2617
01:57:16,880 --> 01:57:21,159
you should give him a chance I do love

2618
01:57:19,000 --> 01:57:24,560
my son I know I told people that they

2619
01:57:21,159 --> 01:57:28,639
could kill him but yeah in retrospect

2620
01:57:24,560 --> 01:57:32,119
deep down so much love my son is a catch

2621
01:57:28,639 --> 01:57:34,000
and you would be lucky to have him right

2622
01:57:32,119 --> 01:57:37,239
I didn't feel as lucky which is why I

2623
01:57:34,000 --> 01:57:39,320
tried to murder my son but you you my

2624
01:57:37,239 --> 01:57:42,920
girl I also tried to murder you but

2625
01:57:39,320 --> 01:57:44,400
we'll leave that in the past so she's

2626
01:57:42,920 --> 01:57:47,000
like I'll think about it get out of my

2627
01:57:44,400 --> 01:57:49,360
house like what's the visitation policy

2628
01:57:47,000 --> 01:57:50,760
going to be for my grandchild right I

2629
01:57:49,360 --> 01:57:53,480
thought about that you're like you tried

2630
01:57:50,760 --> 01:57:55,000
to murder me bro it's never a rest so

2631
01:57:53,480 --> 01:57:57,239
we're back to Jackson he's really

2632
01:57:55,000 --> 01:58:00,400
struggling he's moved back into like the

2633
01:57:57,239 --> 01:58:02,320
pack Barracks um because he's just going

2634
01:58:00,400 --> 01:58:05,520
through the motions like he truly feels

2635
01:58:02,320 --> 01:58:08,679
awful and he wakes up hearing Everly

2636
01:58:05,520 --> 01:58:11,480
call for him in his mind through their

2637
01:58:08,679 --> 01:58:14,960
connection mhm and so he races to her

2638
01:58:11,480 --> 01:58:18,040
apartment and he finds her naked in the

2639
01:58:14,960 --> 01:58:20,159
living room and she explains that his

2640
01:58:18,040 --> 01:58:22,800
dad said some things that made sense

2641
01:58:20,159 --> 01:58:25,239
nope yep stop Hannah I know I knew this

2642
01:58:22,800 --> 01:58:28,079
is going to make you so mad St I knew

2643
01:58:25,239 --> 01:58:29,679
this was going to make you so mad I knew

2644
01:58:28,079 --> 01:58:33,599
it was going to make you so mad I'm

2645
01:58:29,679 --> 01:58:36,280
sorry I'm not mad Hannah you will be oh

2646
01:58:33,599 --> 01:58:38,719
my thought was really I'm sorry you're

2647
01:58:36,280 --> 01:58:41,880
naked and he shows up and you're like I

2648
01:58:38,719 --> 01:58:43,960
talk to your father let me spread my leg

2649
01:58:41,880 --> 01:58:46,679
and you're like the [ __ ] leave my dad

2650
01:58:43,960 --> 01:58:49,239
out of this I'm sorry what am I going to

2651
01:58:46,679 --> 01:58:52,599
get mad about I was really I hadn't even

2652
01:58:49,239 --> 01:58:55,760
made it there because she's like listen

2653
01:58:52,599 --> 01:58:58,880
I talked to your dad he's right we're

2654
01:58:55,760 --> 01:59:01,520
meant to be and he goes to her and

2655
01:58:58,880 --> 01:59:03,440
realizes she's pregnant he's overwhelmed

2656
01:59:01,520 --> 01:59:06,560
falls to his knees and then starts

2657
01:59:03,440 --> 01:59:09,679
fingering her solidifying [ __ ] with

2658
01:59:06,560 --> 01:59:12,719
mating nibbles that is the

2659
01:59:09,679 --> 01:59:15,560
end well fingering her won't hurt the

2660
01:59:12,719 --> 01:59:18,400
baby you're right about that so then the

2661
01:59:15,560 --> 01:59:21,520
epilogue oh God Everly is now the pack

2662
01:59:18,400 --> 01:59:23,520
alpha Jackson calls her his Queen she's

2663
01:59:21,520 --> 01:59:27,760
still the dtor of the nursing home

2664
01:59:23,520 --> 01:59:29,920
they're expecting twins any day now um

2665
01:59:27,760 --> 01:59:32,239
have they made it

2666
01:59:29,920 --> 01:59:34,639
yeah lots of love and

2667
01:59:32,239 --> 01:59:37,239
affirmation so happily ever after so

2668
01:59:34,639 --> 01:59:41,119
really this whole book is about just

2669
01:59:37,239 --> 01:59:42,679
like a failed assassin yeah so what I

2670
01:59:41,119 --> 01:59:44,880
thought would make you mad because we've

2671
01:59:42,679 --> 01:59:47,320
had conversations about this in the past

2672
01:59:44,880 --> 01:59:49,320
where it's like she you know he really

2673
01:59:47,320 --> 01:59:53,159
[ __ ] up and then she's just like you

2674
01:59:49,320 --> 01:59:55,760
know what I forgive you

2675
01:59:53,159 --> 01:59:58,560
he was an active part in killing her

2676
01:59:55,760 --> 02:00:02,520
parents and trying to kill her and she's

2677
01:59:58,560 --> 02:00:05,800
just like you know what I get it yeah

2678
02:00:02,520 --> 02:00:08,360
know I I was just really focused on like

2679
02:00:05,800 --> 02:00:11,520
the when he gets to the house she's

2680
02:00:08,360 --> 02:00:13,520
naked naked ready and willing like she

2681
02:00:11,520 --> 02:00:15,159
has made her mind up and made and she's

2682
02:00:13,520 --> 02:00:17,880
just like you

2683
02:00:15,159 --> 02:00:20,960
know your dad made a lot of a lot of

2684
02:00:17,880 --> 02:00:25,520
good points yeah my Pro con list he had

2685
02:00:20,960 --> 02:00:27,560
a lot to the proon true true yeah so um

2686
02:00:25,520 --> 02:00:31,920
I can Overlook how would you like to get

2687
02:00:27,560 --> 02:00:34,560
in it like yeah not even how how would

2688
02:00:31,920 --> 02:00:37,520
you like to

2689
02:00:34,560 --> 02:00:40,280
like she just spread them yeah I didn't

2690
02:00:37,520 --> 02:00:43,639
read the book but I'm I'm sure that I

2691
02:00:40,280 --> 02:00:45,960
she said I'm down to clown and he said

2692
02:00:43,639 --> 02:00:48,960
sounds great he said did you know that

2693
02:00:45,960 --> 02:00:48,960
Hannah's husband loves

2694
02:00:49,560 --> 02:00:58,040
MEP did I tell you or did you see he

2695
02:00:52,560 --> 02:01:02,000
posted a picture of Gizmo and Sophie no

2696
02:00:58,040 --> 02:01:05,520
but he made Hannah's pets for my dogs he

2697
02:01:02,000 --> 02:01:09,119
made them the insane canine posy and

2698
02:01:05,520 --> 02:01:12,040
said Gizmo was violent giz and Sophie

2699
02:01:09,119 --> 02:01:14,599
was Sophie too dope is that going to be

2700
02:01:12,040 --> 02:01:16,400
a holiday card it should be so he

2701
02:01:14,599 --> 02:01:18,040
actually said the words to me he was

2702
02:01:16,400 --> 02:01:19,880
like I know we don't really do holiday

2703
02:01:18,040 --> 02:01:24,800
cards but if I ever did one this would

2704
02:01:19,880 --> 02:01:27,079
be it I was like okay I hope my family's

2705
02:01:24,800 --> 02:01:29,320
holiday cards make your husband feel

2706
02:01:27,079 --> 02:01:32,119
like any holiday card is possible I'm

2707
02:01:29,320 --> 02:01:34,280
sure they do he has said that's pretty

2708
02:01:32,119 --> 02:01:36,960
good I feel like that's high praise for

2709
02:01:34,280 --> 02:01:39,760
now that is actually yeah he doesn't get

2710
02:01:36,960 --> 02:01:44,239
hyped often no I have a friend um I've

2711
02:01:39,760 --> 02:01:46,199
known for like 10 plus years now and one

2712
02:01:44,239 --> 02:01:49,000
of our favorite things each year is her

2713
02:01:46,199 --> 02:01:50,400
husband's reaction to our holiday cart

2714
02:01:49,000 --> 02:01:52,639
like she'll like send me

2715
02:01:50,400 --> 02:01:54,000
videos and so it was super funny because

2716
02:01:52,639 --> 02:01:57,599
we did the Winnie the Pooh one when I

2717
02:01:54,000 --> 02:01:59,400
was pregnant cuz I was Pooh bear um and

2718
02:01:57,599 --> 02:02:01,679
she was like Chelsea I think we broke

2719
02:01:59,400 --> 02:02:03,440
bear which is her husband's nickname um

2720
02:02:01,679 --> 02:02:06,360
and I was like what the [ __ ] you mean we

2721
02:02:03,440 --> 02:02:07,920
broke bear bear like bear is unbreakable

2722
02:02:06,360 --> 02:02:10,880
right and she's like he looked at the

2723
02:02:07,920 --> 02:02:12,280
card and went H that's pretty cute and

2724
02:02:10,880 --> 02:02:15,119
then just kept going she's like I didn't

2725
02:02:12,280 --> 02:02:18,599
know what to do she's like we broke

2726
02:02:15,119 --> 02:02:20,840
them not a giggle from bear bear giggled

2727
02:02:18,599 --> 02:02:23,520
at my holiday card and she's like

2728
02:02:20,840 --> 02:02:25,480
normally so like they've kept when I

2729
02:02:23,520 --> 02:02:27,639
right before I met my husband and I've

2730
02:02:25,480 --> 02:02:28,840
probably told the story before I sent a

2731
02:02:27,639 --> 02:02:30,800
holiday I had a friend who was a

2732
02:02:28,840 --> 02:02:33,280
photographer she did photos of my cat

2733
02:02:30,800 --> 02:02:35,840
and ey and I sent holiday cards of just

2734
02:02:33,280 --> 02:02:38,480
my cat and ey with the tagline we're

2735
02:02:35,840 --> 02:02:40,599
feline the holiday spirit love

2736
02:02:38,480 --> 02:02:45,360
it

2737
02:02:40,599 --> 02:02:46,960
um meoi Christmas and happy new year was

2738
02:02:45,360 --> 02:02:49,960
like under like I was like I'm going

2739
02:02:46,960 --> 02:02:52,400
full in on the cap you committed I I

2740
02:02:49,960 --> 02:02:55,560
really did yeah they've kept that

2741
02:02:52,400 --> 02:02:58,119
on their fridge for years and she's like

2742
02:02:55,560 --> 02:03:00,800
Chelsea was the best thing he saw it and

2743
02:02:58,119 --> 02:03:00,800
he just literally

2744
02:03:01,800 --> 02:03:05,880
went and put it down and walked out of

2745
02:03:04,040 --> 02:03:08,760
the

2746
02:03:05,880 --> 02:03:11,199
room so getting a

2747
02:03:08,760 --> 02:03:13,520
giggle it's like the same as Matt being

2748
02:03:11,199 --> 02:03:15,320
like not bad yeah this pretty good

2749
02:03:13,520 --> 02:03:17,480
pretty good yeah like I'm like oh that

2750
02:03:15,320 --> 02:03:19,000
is a huge compliment it is thank you

2751
02:03:17,480 --> 02:03:21,119
okay what's our rating scale for this

2752
02:03:19,000 --> 02:03:23,760
book I have no [ __ ] idea old people

2753
02:03:21,119 --> 02:03:23,760
lightning

2754
02:03:25,159 --> 02:03:31,199
I don't know amulets amulets sure

2755
02:03:28,719 --> 02:03:33,840
steroids syringes there were a lot of

2756
02:03:31,199 --> 02:03:35,239
those how many syringes is this out of

2757
02:03:33,840 --> 02:03:37,280
oh I don't like that it does feel

2758
02:03:35,239 --> 02:03:40,639
accurate even if I don't like it like I

2759
02:03:37,280 --> 02:03:44,400
didn't like it um no let's let's let's

2760
02:03:40,639 --> 02:03:46,559
just do um let's just do amulets that

2761
02:03:44,400 --> 02:03:49,599
feels safer than

2762
02:03:46,559 --> 02:03:53,520
syringes right you can do amulets I'll

2763
02:03:49,599 --> 02:03:57,880
do amulet I'm I'm staying

2764
02:03:53,520 --> 02:03:57,880
fair enough that's that's fair um

2765
02:03:58,199 --> 02:04:03,599
so I liked the idea of this book I did

2766
02:04:01,440 --> 02:04:07,239
not like this book

2767
02:04:03,599 --> 02:04:09,000
so I'm feeling like a how many amulets

2768
02:04:07,239 --> 02:04:14,840
are is this out of it's going to be out

2769
02:04:09,000 --> 02:04:17,920
of five okay I think two two and a

2770
02:04:14,840 --> 02:04:19,800
half I see too I feel like in your

2771
02:04:17,920 --> 02:04:21,760
retelling of this book I felt the

2772
02:04:19,800 --> 02:04:23,920
potential of it while also being like

2773
02:04:21,760 --> 02:04:26,040
like the [ __ ] well and that's why I

2774
02:04:23,920 --> 02:04:27,960
started outlining it in the first place

2775
02:04:26,040 --> 02:04:29,880
was because when I started it I was like

2776
02:04:27,960 --> 02:04:31,920
this is going to be good and then by the

2777
02:04:29,880 --> 02:04:35,199
end I was like

2778
02:04:31,920 --> 02:04:39,159
oh we missed it well it's outlined right

2779
02:04:35,199 --> 02:04:41,760
I was like well yeah no I feel like two

2780
02:04:39,159 --> 02:04:44,760
two and a half two two out of five yeah

2781
02:04:41,760 --> 02:04:44,760
syringes

2782
02:04:44,840 --> 02:04:50,599
is and they can even be

2783
02:04:47,400 --> 02:04:52,520
full or would we prefer empty I thought

2784
02:04:50,599 --> 02:04:54,520
full was better cuz no one had been

2785
02:04:52,520 --> 02:04:57,360
injected but your face made me think

2786
02:04:54,520 --> 02:04:59,320
that maybe I'm like what's in it I guess

2787
02:04:57,360 --> 02:05:02,000
this antidote that makes you forget your

2788
02:04:59,320 --> 02:05:04,599
wolf or whatever yeah yeah okay how many

2789
02:05:02,000 --> 02:05:07,840
syringes what what does the syringe have

2790
02:05:04,599 --> 02:05:10,360
in it what's in it yeah we need that all

2791
02:05:07,840 --> 02:05:11,360
right two out of five amulets we're

2792
02:05:10,360 --> 02:05:14,199
still figuring out what's in the

2793
02:05:11,360 --> 02:05:17,520
syringes so we can't give a credible

2794
02:05:14,199 --> 02:05:20,400
answer regardless two out of five I will

2795
02:05:17,520 --> 02:05:22,599
say I have enjoyed her other books more

2796
02:05:20,400 --> 02:05:25,320
okay um than this one

2797
02:05:22,599 --> 02:05:27,480
but um but y' let us know what what you

2798
02:05:25,320 --> 02:05:29,920
think how many amulets how many syringes

2799
02:05:27,480 --> 02:05:32,440
what's in the syringe let us know like

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02:05:29,920 --> 02:05:34,280
subscribe comment yes share your

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02:05:32,440 --> 02:05:36,559
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02:05:34,280 --> 02:05:39,079
appreciate you liking and subscribing

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02:05:36,559 --> 02:05:41,159
goes far further than um I think youall

2804
02:05:39,079 --> 02:05:43,320
realize when it comes to algorithms so

2805
02:05:41,159 --> 02:05:45,840
absolutely if you have a moment we would

2806
02:05:43,320 --> 02:05:48,119
absolutely love that even well if your

2807
02:05:45,840 --> 02:05:51,000
feedback isn't nice if if you could just

2808
02:05:48,119 --> 02:05:52,920
word it in a constructive way yeah um

2809
02:05:51,000 --> 02:05:55,559
yeah yeah we'll take constructive stuff

2810
02:05:52,920 --> 02:05:57,880
we love constructive feedback so let us

2811
02:05:55,559 --> 02:06:00,920
know what you need let us

2812
02:05:57,880 --> 02:06:02,800
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2813
02:06:00,920 --> 02:06:04,840
right have a good day y'all bye smut

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02:06:02,800 --> 02:06:07,199
[ __ ] bye smut

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02:06:04,840 --> 02:06:10,679
puppies well that's it for this week's

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02:06:07,199 --> 02:06:13,920
mut [ __ ] we hope it was good for you

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02:06:10,679 --> 02:06:16,239
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02:06:13,920 --> 02:06:18,000
digging what we're doing it would mean a

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02:06:16,239 --> 02:06:19,760
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02:06:18,000 --> 02:06:23,199
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02:06:23,199 --> 02:06:30,280
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02:06:27,360 --> 02:06:33,639
appreciate you and we'll see you next

2824
02:06:30,280 --> 02:06:33,639
week stay

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02:06:33,830 --> 02:06:41,400
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