I always thought that profound moment would come. Where everything that was accumulated, suddenly all of the contents spills out of its containment. That feeling when you can feel the breakthrough, as if it’s you being contorted and changed.
All of the pressure gone. That feeling. I guess I yearn for that feeling because it never came, and I know now, it will never come. It’s but a dream in a world of nightmare.
The pressure it’s still here. It drives me forward. What would life be without the pressure? I suppose it’s death. Is it death I want ?
No.
A life with nothing on the line seems not worth living. I could crumble under all the pressure like a dying star that lost its hydrogen supply, the enormous weight of its own gravity will consume it.
Or suddenly a burst! A once baby nebula now something else.
It’s a thin line between everything and nothing. Between your dreams and the demons who prevent them. A very thin line between the truth and the lies…
Can’t get to close to me
I chose destiny
I thought the weight of the truth
Would bury me with the sadness in
But I’m the highest above the abyss
I’ve ever been
This is the only way that I’ll ever be
I’ll never be your “me” in your dream
I’m not sorry
Is this the end for me ?
This is the only way I’ll ever be
I chose destiny
You can’t get too close to me
I’ll never be your “me” in your dream
I’m not sorry.
This is just the beginning for me
I chose destiny.
I’m not sorry.
What is End Of Days Podcast ?
Have we found truth ? It's more like we just uncovered all the lies, only to find that in between all the lies, the truth is suffocated until its gasps no more. Truth will always be surrounded by lies. The truth must be constantly pursued and protected from the lies. Just like there could no appreciation for good if not for evil, there is nothing more important than living truthfully in the face of lies. If you believe the lie your search for truth ends there. Truth from what we found is not a single destination but a way of life. The truth evolves, penetrates, sinks deep when found. Lies are fickle, shallow, and bounce right off you when exposed in the light of truth.
So, you think we found truth?