Colin Casey (00:00:06): Hi, welcome to Sober Banter. Colin Casey (00:00:08): I'm Colin. Rachel Casey (00:00:09): And I am Rachel. Colin Casey (00:00:10): Today we have a guest, Nick. Rachel Casey (00:00:13): Nick Pearson, who is the CEO, founder of Sober Outdoors. Rachel Casey (00:00:21): Hi, Nick. Rachel Casey (00:00:21): How are you? Nick Pearson (00:00:22): Good. Nick Pearson (00:00:23): I snowed in Denver. Nick Pearson (00:00:24): I'm going skiing tomorrow, so I can't complain. Nick Pearson (00:00:26): Oh, wow. Rachel Casey (00:00:27): Awesome. Rachel Casey (00:00:28): I took a call on skiing for the first time. Rachel Casey (00:00:31): Oh, wait. Rachel Casey (00:00:32): Six years ago. Colin Casey (00:00:33): Six years ago. Colin Casey (00:00:33): Oh, wow. Colin Casey (00:00:34): All right. Colin Casey (00:00:34): You got to get back out of here. Rachel Casey (00:00:35): You started on the bunny hill. Colin Casey (00:00:37): I crushed the bunny hill. Colin Casey (00:00:39): Yeah, yeah, yeah. Colin Casey (00:00:40): Crushed it. Colin Casey (00:00:40): Well, when this comes out, we'll take you out. Colin Casey (00:00:42): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:00:43): Then it got a little bit more difficult to pizza and French fry. Rachel Casey (00:00:49): And we weren't sober because we would go to the top, Rachel Casey (00:00:53): get off the ski lift and we would get shots and beers because they have like a Rachel Casey (00:00:56): whole little bar, Rachel Casey (00:00:57): like right when you get off the ski lift. Rachel Casey (00:00:59): I mean, typically at least. Rachel Casey (00:01:01): And we would also take edibles. Rachel Casey (00:01:03): The risk of how dangerous that is. Rachel Casey (00:01:06): I broke my wrist snowboarding when I was 14. Nick Pearson (00:01:10): And I can't even imagine. Nick Pearson (00:01:13): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:01:15): I got super anxious because as soon as we'd start going fast, I would freak out. Rachel Casey (00:01:20): And I bet the drugs and alcohol probably played into that. Nick Pearson (00:01:22): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:01:23): Yeah, definitely. Rachel Casey (00:01:24): How do you feel the difference of did you ever drink? Nick Pearson (00:01:28): You know, Nick Pearson (00:01:28): what's weird is if we get into my story a little bit, Nick Pearson (00:01:30): the one thing I didn't do was ski drunk or high. Nick Pearson (00:01:33): I mean, I did a few times, but it wasn't a consistent thing for me. Nick Pearson (00:01:37): And I saw how it took the edge off because I'm a speed demon. Nick Pearson (00:01:40): I love just going down double black diamonds and jumping off the cliff and going Nick Pearson (00:01:43): straight down no turns. Nick Pearson (00:01:45): My parents used to terrorize my parents when I was skiing with them as a younger kid. Nick Pearson (00:01:49): But my mom was actually hit by a drunk skier when she was 18. Nick Pearson (00:01:53): And she had to get like 37 or 34 knee surgeries over her lifetime to reset her knee Nick Pearson (00:02:00): every few years from this one accident. Nick Pearson (00:02:02): So I took it really seriously now. Nick Pearson (00:02:04): Funny enough, Nick Pearson (00:02:04): I didn't take that to driving drunk as like, Nick Pearson (00:02:06): it's fine to drive drunk, Nick Pearson (00:02:07): but you just don't ski drunk, Nick Pearson (00:02:08): Nick. Colin Casey (00:02:10): It's strange how that impacted you like that. Colin Casey (00:02:12): It's like, Colin Casey (00:02:14): oh, Colin Casey (00:02:14): wow, Colin Casey (00:02:14): I'm never going to ski or do anything on the mountain, Colin Casey (00:02:18): you know, Colin Casey (00:02:18): drunk or high. Colin Casey (00:02:19): But like you said, goes into the outdoor world. Colin Casey (00:02:22): You're like, oh, this is fine. Rachel Casey (00:02:23): Well, I think that's because you see it in real life happen. Rachel Casey (00:02:25): A lot of people with drinking and driving, Rachel Casey (00:02:27): they don't know anyone who's been hurt or been on the opposite end of the drinking Rachel Casey (00:02:32): and driving accident. Nick Pearson (00:02:33): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:02:34): And Rachel Casey (00:02:35): It doesn't become real until it happens. Rachel Casey (00:02:37): So if you see your mom get injured by someone who was neighboring skiing, Rachel Casey (00:02:41): wow, Rachel Casey (00:02:41): this thing really happens. Rachel Casey (00:02:43): This isn't just something, some hypothetical. Colin Casey (00:02:45): Did that stop her skiing career? Nick Pearson (00:02:47): Yeah, ended her skiing career right when she was 18. Nick Pearson (00:02:50): She was a bomb skier when she was 18 from what I'm told from my father. Nick Pearson (00:02:53): It's hard to go skiing these days with folks and my friends because they don't see Nick Pearson (00:02:59): anything wrong with skiing and drinking, Nick Pearson (00:03:00): right? Nick Pearson (00:03:00): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:03:01): Yeah, Nick Pearson (00:03:01): I've probably put the fear of God in them and told them that story about 100 times Nick Pearson (00:03:04): about my mom, Nick Pearson (00:03:05): but they'll still do it. Nick Pearson (00:03:07): And they're like, well, Nick, it's scary because, you know, I'm not. Nick Pearson (00:03:10): And then maybe you shouldn't be skiing if you're scared going up there and you need Nick Pearson (00:03:13): that boost of confidence. Nick Pearson (00:03:15): But, Nick Pearson (00:03:15): you know, Nick Pearson (00:03:15): that's why at Sober Outdoors, Nick Pearson (00:03:17): we'll do things like ski days because people tend to go with their friends who Nick Pearson (00:03:21): drink a lot and they just get turned off by the whole ski experience. Nick Pearson (00:03:24): Pretty much anything in the outdoors gets gets turned off because everyone Nick Pearson (00:03:28): celebrates in some way or another. Nick Pearson (00:03:29): hiking or biking or cycling with with a beer in their hand right at the end or Nick Pearson (00:03:33): during and so um it's nice to go ski with a bunch of several folks like i am Nick Pearson (00:03:37): tomorrow so then you don't really have to worry about anyone crashing or like Nick Pearson (00:03:41): anyone driving home drunk that was another thing that i rode in some cars with some Nick Pearson (00:03:45): friends and Nick Pearson (00:03:46): This does not seem like a good idea. Nick Pearson (00:03:48): We're driving back from the mountain. Nick Pearson (00:03:49): It's snowing. Nick Pearson (00:03:49): There's a foot on the highway. Nick Pearson (00:03:51): And we're 18 years old drinking beers thinking we're like badass bros. Nick Pearson (00:03:55): And then we realized it was stupid, right? Nick Pearson (00:03:58): When I look back. Rachel Casey (00:03:59): But, you know, that's... But at the time, everyone else is doing it. Nick Pearson (00:04:03): Yeah, everyone's doing it. Nick Pearson (00:04:05): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:04:05): It was the cool thing to do, Nick Pearson (00:04:06): especially when I was in high school and in college was growing up in Colorado and Nick Pearson (00:04:10): having the mountains right in our backyard. Nick Pearson (00:04:12): Skiing was built into the lifestyle here. Nick Pearson (00:04:14): It still is. Nick Pearson (00:04:15): If you were a good skier and you also know to party on the mountain, you were like the bro. Nick Pearson (00:04:19): I thought it was more challenging to ski sober because you had to be aware of Nick Pearson (00:04:23): everything around you. Nick Pearson (00:04:24): Well, you're really supposed to because I mean, people die. Nick Pearson (00:04:27): Right, right. Nick Pearson (00:04:30): Pulse going down the mountain. Rachel Casey (00:04:32): And you're going double black diamonds in between trees? Nick Pearson (00:04:34): That is not... That's where the skill comes from. Nick Pearson (00:04:37): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:04:38): Oh, my God. Rachel Casey (00:04:39): It's... Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:04:41): That terrifies me. Rachel Casey (00:04:42): I think Evan would love it. Rachel Casey (00:04:43): And I know I want to do it sober. Rachel Casey (00:04:45): I think I'll... I grew up going every other year. Rachel Casey (00:04:48): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:04:48): Yeah, yeah. Rachel Casey (00:04:50): Anyways. Nick Pearson (00:04:51): Anyway. Rachel Casey (00:04:53): So, you've been sober since April. Rachel Casey (00:04:56): January 2019. Rachel Casey (00:04:56): Yep. Nick Pearson (00:04:57): I have been for... So, pre-COVID. Rachel Casey (00:04:59): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:05:00): Pre-COVID. Nick Pearson (00:05:02): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:05:03): Just before COVID. Nick Pearson (00:05:05): Just before COVID. Nick Pearson (00:05:06): And I actually got stuck in Sweden when COVID started in the United States. Nick Pearson (00:05:12): And so being out there sober within like a year of sobriety was absolutely horrible. Nick Pearson (00:05:17): um but yeah it's been a six-year journey now and i just celebrated the six-year Nick Pearson (00:05:20): mark and congratulations going into our third year at sober outdoors so that's like Nick Pearson (00:05:25): i thought i started it yesterday if you asked me it feels like i started it Nick Pearson (00:05:28): yesterday but um looking at back on just kind of the wild ride it's been wow Nick Pearson (00:05:33): there's a lot has happened from my being in sobriety to just starting the company Nick Pearson (00:05:39): to selling my old company i had prior to sober outdoors Nick Pearson (00:05:43): to the career that I've been in. Nick Pearson (00:05:45): It's just been a wild ride. Nick Pearson (00:05:46): It's been the best gift I've ever given myself. Nick Pearson (00:05:48): It's not my golden retriever who might hop on my lap at some point. Nick Pearson (00:05:51): But six years, I'm like, man, that's like, I'm getting old. Nick Pearson (00:05:55): Because if I'm sober six years, Nick Pearson (00:05:56): that means I'm doing something right and I'm growing up and I'm getting old. Rachel Casey (00:06:00): So you started Sober Outdoors at three year sober and we've started Sober Banter at three year. Rachel Casey (00:06:05): I wonder if there's some correlation at the three year mark. Rachel Casey (00:06:08): But how did you originally do sobriety? Rachel Casey (00:06:11): Did you go through a 12 step? Nick Pearson (00:06:12): I did all levels of care. Nick Pearson (00:06:15): And I did. Nick Pearson (00:06:16): So I did inpatient. Nick Pearson (00:06:17): I did detox, inpatient, PHB. Nick Pearson (00:06:20): iop op and then with my therapist and then 12 steps twice once in dharma and once Nick Pearson (00:06:27): in aa um dharma is awesome and then there's another program here in denver called Nick Pearson (00:06:32): mindfulness and recovery that's even better it just i don't know it gives me all Nick Pearson (00:06:36): the excitements but um yeah so i i did two inpatients actually because i the first Nick Pearson (00:06:41): time i got an inpatient i was like i've got this i was terrified but i got this no Nick Pearson (00:06:45): big deal you go to rehab you get fixed i went to a bougie rehab here in denver and Nick Pearson (00:06:50): uh Nick Pearson (00:06:51): And yeah, I thought I was fixed when I came out. Nick Pearson (00:06:53): And it was a weird time for Colorado because we were going through. Nick Pearson (00:06:55): I just remember distinctly coming out of rehab and everywhere there being alcohol Nick Pearson (00:06:59): more than what normally there is. Nick Pearson (00:07:01): And the reason why is because Colorado changed laws while I was in rehab to where Nick Pearson (00:07:06): everywhere could sell normal beer. Nick Pearson (00:07:07): So I don't know if you guys know what 3-2 beer is, but... Nick Pearson (00:07:10): Oh, yeah. Nick Pearson (00:07:11): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:07:11): That used to be everywhere. Nick Pearson (00:07:13): You can only buy real beer and liquor stores. Nick Pearson (00:07:14): Right. Nick Pearson (00:07:15): So I get out of rehab and every single store has on it these huge signs that say Nick Pearson (00:07:21): full strength beer and beer was my jam. Nick Pearson (00:07:23): That was my my go to drug. Nick Pearson (00:07:26): And so it was hard for me to stay sober. Nick Pearson (00:07:27): I ended up relapsing pretty darn quickly, went to an all men's facility. Nick Pearson (00:07:31): The rest has been history, really. Nick Pearson (00:07:34): I got a DUI. Nick Pearson (00:07:35): I got two DUIs during that relapse that was about six months long. Nick Pearson (00:07:38): And I don't want to do this anymore. Nick Pearson (00:07:40): You know, Nick Pearson (00:07:40): so when I got out of treatment or out of fully out of treatment, Nick Pearson (00:07:43): I went to sober living and did IOP and PHP and OP. Nick Pearson (00:07:47): And then, Nick Pearson (00:07:48): you know, Nick Pearson (00:07:48): I transitioned to moving in with one of my sober buddies who I met in sober living Nick Pearson (00:07:52): and to living with him for a couple of years. Nick Pearson (00:07:54): I just was like, I don't want to do this again. Nick Pearson (00:07:56): This sucks. Nick Pearson (00:07:56): Rehab is not great. Nick Pearson (00:07:58): You're kind of in prison. Nick Pearson (00:07:59): And I was in some nice, really nice rehabs. Nick Pearson (00:08:01): My second one I went to was even more bougie. Nick Pearson (00:08:03): My parents thought, well, let's throw more money at the problem because that's going to fix it. Nick Pearson (00:08:07): And the reality, you're not going to go to AA, Nick. Nick Pearson (00:08:09): Our sons don't go to AA. Nick Pearson (00:08:11): You don't live under a bridge. Nick Pearson (00:08:13): And AA has saved my life in many, many ways. Rachel Casey (00:08:17): People think AA is so like, and I mean, I was one of them before I got sober. Rachel Casey (00:08:22): It's just totally not what I expected. Colin Casey (00:08:25): You know, Colin Casey (00:08:25): I always thought of it as that scene in Fight Club when he's going to all those Colin Casey (00:08:28): different support groups. Colin Casey (00:08:30): That's just kind of how I always pictured a dark room with like really bad cookies Colin Casey (00:08:35): and donuts and cigarette smoke everywhere. Colin Casey (00:08:37): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:08:38): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:08:39): Kind of the complete opposite. Colin Casey (00:08:40): I mean, I'm sure there are rooms like that. Nick Pearson (00:08:46): When I went to AA, Nick Pearson (00:08:47): my first AA meeting I went to here in Denver, Nick Pearson (00:08:49): when I left it, Nick Pearson (00:08:50): I was like, Nick Pearson (00:08:50): holy cow, Nick Pearson (00:08:51): that was really cool. Nick Pearson (00:08:52): I want to come back. Nick Pearson (00:08:53): Because I was like, oh my God, people drink at eight in the morning like I do? Nick Pearson (00:08:56): Weird. Nick Pearson (00:08:56): I didn't know that. Nick Pearson (00:08:57): I thought I was the only one on the planet. Nick Pearson (00:08:59): And then you find out all the wonderful things they teach you about yourself and your ego. Nick Pearson (00:09:04): But I was traveling for work. Nick Pearson (00:09:06): during that time and i was traveling pretty much all around the country so i had to Nick Pearson (00:09:09): see a lot of different aas and i'll tell you there's some hardcore aas where you're Nick Pearson (00:09:14): smoking a cigarette they're like handing cigarettes on the door basically and all Nick Pearson (00:09:17): right we're gonna get into it you're gonna cry and you're gonna you know and it's Nick Pearson (00:09:20): and that's kind of how some of these places operate but i came from uh york street Nick Pearson (00:09:24): here in denver which is this this phenomenal clubhouse um that's actually the Nick Pearson (00:09:29): largest clubhouse in the united states it's this Nick Pearson (00:09:31): mansion from the 1800s. Nick Pearson (00:09:33): It's beautiful. Nick Pearson (00:09:33): It's three stories high. Nick Pearson (00:09:36): And it's just a place of recovery. Nick Pearson (00:09:37): It's just an amazing, Nick Pearson (00:09:38): amazing experience when you go there and get to see all walks of life there. Nick Pearson (00:09:41): But that's what I love. Nick Pearson (00:09:42): You get hearing those gnarly stories about about living under the bridge and that I Nick Pearson (00:09:46): may never been exposed to in my lifetime, Nick Pearson (00:09:48): you know, Nick Pearson (00:09:49): where it all ends up going if you don't pull yourself together and lean on Nick Pearson (00:09:53): something higher than yourself. Rachel Casey (00:09:55): Absolutely. Rachel Casey (00:09:57): And so for the outdoors part, Rachel Casey (00:10:00): there's something really powerful about the healing, Rachel Casey (00:10:03): especially I think in Colorado, Rachel Casey (00:10:04): like Texas, Rachel Casey (00:10:05): we haven't been as many really serene, Rachel Casey (00:10:08): beautiful areas. Rachel Casey (00:10:10): Colin, he went to school in Arizona and he's like the mountains. Rachel Casey (00:10:13): Every time we travel to Vegas or Arizona, California, he's like, it's so beautiful. Rachel Casey (00:10:19): And we went to Sedona and sobriety and that was amazing. Rachel Casey (00:10:23): magical we went and did signed up for a meditation in the vortex which we were told Rachel Casey (00:10:31): this vortex i originally thought it's a special spot in the mountains in a cave but Rachel Casey (00:10:37): it turns out the vortex is kind of just everywhere but i really do wish we had Rachel Casey (00:10:42): something more where we could do a little more physical you got to drive pretty Colin Casey (00:10:47): Yeah, we're in Dallas, so there are places in Texas, but Texas is very big and spread out. Rachel Casey (00:10:52): And then you've got to risk getting ticks and mosquito bites. Rachel Casey (00:10:55): I feel like in Colorado, Rachel Casey (00:10:57): how do you feel safety-wise, Rachel Casey (00:10:59): too, Rachel Casey (00:10:59): about wildlife, Rachel Casey (00:11:01): animals, Rachel Casey (00:11:01): or emergencies? Rachel Casey (00:11:03): When you're doing events of hiking or whatnot. Nick Pearson (00:11:06): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:11:06): For me, it's not, it doesn't scare me because I've just been growing up here my entire life. Nick Pearson (00:11:12): You know, we camped every single summer and tail ends of the season. Nick Pearson (00:11:16): And so, I mean, just last season we had a bear the size of my car. Nick Pearson (00:11:19): I drive a Grand Cherokee for reference and, Nick Pearson (00:11:21): Walked through our campsite on a summer outdoors trip and I was just like, Nick Pearson (00:11:24): everyone just don't move. Nick Pearson (00:11:26): I don't know what to do. Nick Pearson (00:11:27): You don't know what to do. Nick Pearson (00:11:28): Do not run. Nick Pearson (00:11:29): That's all I know is do not run. Nick Pearson (00:11:30): And it just casually walked through our site and it was just this amazing experience. Nick Pearson (00:11:33): But, Nick Pearson (00:11:34): you know, Nick Pearson (00:11:34): honestly, Nick Pearson (00:11:35): the more things I worry about is people injuring themselves potentially or Nick Pearson (00:11:41): potentially using on a trip. Nick Pearson (00:11:42): And that's happened before, too. Nick Pearson (00:11:43): So. Nick Pearson (00:11:44): It's not really the nature or wildlife or anything like that. Nick Pearson (00:11:48): It's about someone falling on their butt and suing me or something. Nick Pearson (00:11:52): Because a lot of people, Nick Pearson (00:11:53): when they get fresh out of treatment and they're a few months or weeks into Nick Pearson (00:11:58): sobriety or even a few days, Nick Pearson (00:12:00): 68% of our client base is in their first six months of sobriety. Nick Pearson (00:12:05): And so they're biting at the bit to do everything. Nick Pearson (00:12:07): And they usually go on harder trips than they probably should be going on. Nick Pearson (00:12:11): You do not need to be going on a seven mile hike when you're withdrawing from opioids, buddy. Nick Pearson (00:12:16): This one guy. Rachel Casey (00:12:17): So how do you explain that to them? Rachel Casey (00:12:18): Do you have a nice way to be like, hey, how about we like push back, reevaluate? Nick Pearson (00:12:22): Yeah, we are. Nick Pearson (00:12:23): We're actually introducing that for the coming months. Nick Pearson (00:12:26): We haven't in the past two years because we tried to make everything as accessible as possible. Nick Pearson (00:12:29): But I quickly learned what I thought was going to be this hardcore backpacking company. Nick Pearson (00:12:34): You're going to get sober out on the trail. Nick Pearson (00:12:37): It very quickly turned into like three mile hikes on the weekends because we wanted Nick Pearson (00:12:42): to service everyone in all walks of their recovery, Nick Pearson (00:12:45): whether they're just sober today, Nick Pearson (00:12:48): this morning, Nick Pearson (00:12:48): whenever it was, Nick Pearson (00:12:49): or they've been sober for 30 years. Nick Pearson (00:12:51): And so we do want to make things a little bit more complicated for those more seasoned folks. Nick Pearson (00:12:56): that come to us and want to be able to go on backpacking trips with, Nick Pearson (00:12:59): you know, Nick Pearson (00:13:00): some of their, Nick Pearson (00:13:00): maybe they did 15 milers with their buddies, Nick Pearson (00:13:03): backpacking trips that took 15 days, Nick Pearson (00:13:05): but their buddies still drink and they don't have anyone to do it with. Nick Pearson (00:13:08): I'd love for us to be an outlet for them or someone who's never backpacked in their Nick Pearson (00:13:11): life and wants to go on a two day trip with us. Nick Pearson (00:13:15): So it's just, you know, it's really, it's people's mistakes that I worry the most about. Rachel Casey (00:13:19): Do you have more men, women, equal? Nick Pearson (00:13:21): I'd say more women. Nick Pearson (00:13:22): I'd say almost two-thirds of our clientele are women. Nick Pearson (00:13:26): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:13:28): And the only thing I can chalk that up to is, Nick Pearson (00:13:32): you know, Nick Pearson (00:13:33): I think women are just more, Nick Pearson (00:13:35): no offense, Nick Pearson (00:13:35): gentlemen, Nick Pearson (00:13:36): they're more go-getters when they're ready to get sober. Nick Pearson (00:13:38): And they're just like, F this, I'm staying sober. Nick Pearson (00:13:40): And I made a decision. Nick Pearson (00:13:42): And once I made it, it's done. Nick Pearson (00:13:43): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:13:45): When they're getting sober or they've been sober, Nick Pearson (00:13:47): they are more willing to try a lot more things. Nick Pearson (00:13:50): And one of the biggest challenges we run into is just getting people out of their Nick Pearson (00:13:53): comfort zones coming to us, Nick Pearson (00:13:56): right? Nick Pearson (00:13:56): Who wants to sign up with a hype with 25 strangers on a Saturday morning and you're Nick Pearson (00:14:00): sober and it's 9 a.m. Nick Pearson (00:14:02): You don't know a single person there and you have to go out and meet 25 people and Nick Pearson (00:14:07): put yourself out there. Nick Pearson (00:14:08): and be uncomfortable in your own skin and all those things. Nick Pearson (00:14:10): And so we find that the women are just like, Nick Pearson (00:14:13): hell yeah, Nick Pearson (00:14:13): I'm here to show up and kick your ass off. Nick Pearson (00:14:15): Excuse my language. Nick Pearson (00:14:17): That's awesome. Rachel Casey (00:14:18): Yeah, I would have to. Rachel Casey (00:14:20): I'd be scared I wouldn't be able to do it. Rachel Casey (00:14:21): What if I can't finish? Rachel Casey (00:14:23): What happens then? Rachel Casey (00:14:24): Do you just leave me and come back? Nick Pearson (00:14:26): No, no, no. Nick Pearson (00:14:28): It's a group effort. Rachel Casey (00:14:29): Fair? Nick Pearson (00:14:30): Yeah, bear spray for that. Nick Pearson (00:14:32): Honestly, the woods are so safe. Nick Pearson (00:14:34): They're so safe. Nick Pearson (00:14:35): When's the last time you heard about someone getting mauled by a bear? Colin Casey (00:14:39): I'd like to know how you came to wanting to start what you're doing now because you Colin Casey (00:14:43): did have a background in... Colin Casey (00:14:45): kind of outdoor activities and managing those things together. Colin Casey (00:14:49): And as we said, Colin Casey (00:14:50): around that three year mark, Colin Casey (00:14:51): you kind of was like, Colin Casey (00:14:53): you know what, Colin Casey (00:14:53): I want to do something and give back. Colin Casey (00:14:55): So you sold the company that you did have to start this. Colin Casey (00:14:58): So what led to that? Nick Pearson (00:15:00): So originally, Sober Outdoors was a professionals group in the outdoor industry. Nick Pearson (00:15:06): I work in the outdoor industry or have my whole career going on like 18 years now, Nick Pearson (00:15:10): which is insane on the brand side of things. Nick Pearson (00:15:12): So think like North Face, Nick Pearson (00:15:14): Patagonia, Nick Pearson (00:15:15): Spider, Nick Pearson (00:15:16): that side of the business, Nick Pearson (00:15:17): working for them at corporate level. Nick Pearson (00:15:20): um and there's these big trade shows they have and on the sales side of things you Nick Pearson (00:15:23): take rei out to dinner and everything is just boozy right and so when i got sober Nick Pearson (00:15:28): and i was in sales and i was responsible for managing some of these bigger accounts Nick Pearson (00:15:32): even the smaller accounts taking them out to dinner and having even just a few Nick Pearson (00:15:36): glasses of wine was terrifying how was i going to be successful in this job and how Nick Pearson (00:15:41): was i going to go to a trade show and and Nick Pearson (00:15:43): and put my brand out there for the man who I was working for, whoever it was at the time. Nick Pearson (00:15:48): Happy Hour started at 2 o'clock in the afternoon. Nick Pearson (00:15:50): You were having meetings with people with shots of vodka and beer, Nick Pearson (00:15:53): depending on whatever booth you're at. Nick Pearson (00:15:55): And I was scared to do it, Nick Pearson (00:15:57): so I started a professionals group, Nick Pearson (00:15:58): and I kind of quickly realized there aren't a lot of sober people on the Nick Pearson (00:16:01): professional side of the outdoor industry, Nick Pearson (00:16:03): or at least people that want to tie their name to an organization. Nick Pearson (00:16:06): I think it was more tying their name to an organization than anything, Nick Pearson (00:16:09): because I found a lot of sober people. Nick Pearson (00:16:11): And so the second iteration was the LGBTQ side of it, which I'm a gay man myself. Nick Pearson (00:16:18): I'm in the LGBTQ community. Nick Pearson (00:16:19): And I thought, that's a pretty underserved community, right? Nick Pearson (00:16:22): Like, let's get them outside. Nick Pearson (00:16:23): Let's help them in their recovery. Nick Pearson (00:16:25): And then I thought even then, you know, we did that for a short few months. Nick Pearson (00:16:28): And even that's too small. Nick Pearson (00:16:30): So let's just open it up to everyone. Nick Pearson (00:16:32): And at first it was, you know, sober people. Nick Pearson (00:16:34): It's like, nope, we're still going too small. Nick Pearson (00:16:35): So sober curious folks, allies, everyone else in between. Nick Pearson (00:16:39): And so... Nick Pearson (00:16:40): I'm lucky enough that I kind of took my knowledge of growing up in Colorado, Nick Pearson (00:16:44): the outdoor industry, Nick Pearson (00:16:45): working in it, Nick Pearson (00:16:46): owning a ski company prior to this, Nick Pearson (00:16:47): and then now doing this whole time, Nick Pearson (00:16:50): being able to kind of Nick Pearson (00:16:52): do what I want, but also have the knowledge to put it together in a pretty easy way. Nick Pearson (00:16:56): Oh, I know all these great camping trails. Nick Pearson (00:16:58): Let's go hike on them and go camping on them. Nick Pearson (00:17:00): And that's all I have to do is just get people to sign up. Nick Pearson (00:17:02): And I get to go camp and be sober for fun and for work. Nick Pearson (00:17:06): Let's do it. Rachel Casey (00:17:07): I have to ask then, because there's got to be a wild one. Rachel Casey (00:17:11): What's your wildest kind of story? Rachel Casey (00:17:14): Obviously not naming names, Rachel Casey (00:17:16): but do you have one where you were like, Rachel Casey (00:17:17): whoa, Rachel Casey (00:17:18): wasn't expecting that on a camping trip or Rachel Casey (00:17:21): Or what was the wildest ride you had? Nick Pearson (00:17:24): Probably, there's been some crazy ones with just... Nick Pearson (00:17:27): People in really early sobriety going off on other people. Nick Pearson (00:17:31): Sex is almost like the newcomers versus the old timers. Nick Pearson (00:17:35): So that was kind of fun to sit back and watch. Rachel Casey (00:17:37): Is that an age thing too? Nick Pearson (00:17:38): It's a huge thing as well. Nick Pearson (00:17:40): But honestly, you know, in every one of our campouts, it's kind of funny. Nick Pearson (00:17:44): Mostly our campouts, Nick Pearson (00:17:45): our hikes, Nick Pearson (00:17:46): there's not enough time spent with each other for the old timers to start building Nick Pearson (00:17:49): resentments towards the youngins and vice versa. Rachel Casey (00:17:52): Let's do a 10th step campfire, guys. Rachel Casey (00:17:55): How was your day? Rachel Casey (00:17:56): Who are you mad at? Nick Pearson (00:17:57): You know, Nick Pearson (00:17:58): I think probably one of the biggest things that have been a surprise to me is just Nick Pearson (00:18:03): mitigating some of the conversations that someone who may be, Nick Pearson (00:18:07): this might be their first sober thing they've ever done ever. Nick Pearson (00:18:10): They've never been to an AA meeting. Nick Pearson (00:18:11): They've never been to anything in there. Nick Pearson (00:18:13): Like I said earlier, typically people bite off more than they can chew. Nick Pearson (00:18:16): And then they come and hike with us crazy sober folks. Nick Pearson (00:18:19): And we're talking about, Nick Pearson (00:18:20): oh, Nick Pearson (00:18:20): my God, Nick Pearson (00:18:20): this time I stole my mom's wedding ring to sell it for some crack. Nick Pearson (00:18:23): And like then I bought it back from the store so I could sell it again. Nick Pearson (00:18:27): You know, Nick Pearson (00:18:27): like we have these crazy stories and it kind of scares people off to come back into it. Nick Pearson (00:18:31): And so I have to kind of almost hold hands with some of these newcomers that it's like. Nick Pearson (00:18:36): Yeah, because a lot of people, they tell their war stories. Nick Pearson (00:18:37): That's how we connect, right? Nick Pearson (00:18:39): Like this crazy time in my life and here's how I connected. Nick Pearson (00:18:42): Oh my God, you did that too? Nick Pearson (00:18:44): Cool. Nick Pearson (00:18:44): And now let's go finish this hike together. Nick Pearson (00:18:47): And some of the newcomers, they're just like, what did I just get myself into? Nick Pearson (00:18:50): Oh, trust me. Nick Pearson (00:18:51): I know you went to that liquor store at 8 a.m., sweetie. Nick Pearson (00:18:53): Like time will tell us. Nick Pearson (00:18:56): So, Nick Pearson (00:18:57): um, Nick Pearson (00:18:57): and you know, Nick Pearson (00:18:57): the bear, Nick Pearson (00:18:58): the other, Nick Pearson (00:18:58): uh, Nick Pearson (00:18:58): that was a good one that, Nick Pearson (00:19:00): um, Nick Pearson (00:19:00): that we've come across. Nick Pearson (00:19:01): That was a pretty scary one. Nick Pearson (00:19:02): Cause that was the first time I had encountered an animal when I was like, Nick Pearson (00:19:06): when people like weirdly look up to me on the trips and I'm like, Nick Pearson (00:19:09): you guys, Nick Pearson (00:19:09): I'm just a normal dude. Nick Pearson (00:19:10): I don't even, I wasn't even a boy scout by any means. Nick Pearson (00:19:12): Like, I just know how to camp from like my own thing. Nick Pearson (00:19:14): So camping with 20, 25 people and having bear come through. Nick Pearson (00:19:19): All I know is don't move because if all my other friends were there, Nick Pearson (00:19:21): they'd all be running and screaming too. Colin Casey (00:19:24): The activity so far just been in the Colorado state or have you tried to? Nick Pearson (00:19:29): We've got a Portland chapter and then a Boston chapter and then an Austin chapter too. Nick Pearson (00:19:35): But Austin is more indoorsy stuff. Nick Pearson (00:19:37): So they haven't really quite taken over our name yet. Nick Pearson (00:19:40): okay like rock indoor rock climbing type rock climbing and things like that yeah Colin Casey (00:19:44): okay i know that's big here because we don't have a lot of mountains but we have a Colin Casey (00:19:48): lot of rock climbing gyms yeah yeah parts of and austin's got a lot of bike trails Nick Pearson (00:19:53): and lakes where you can go canoeing and stuff yeah so and we would like this to be Nick Pearson (00:19:58): a national program of some kind now we know in ohio can't exactly like in a Nick Pearson (00:20:02): cornfield go Nick Pearson (00:20:04): But we're going to try and make it the best for everyone. Nick Pearson (00:20:06): You can go ice fishing. Nick Pearson (00:20:08): You can go ice fishing. Nick Pearson (00:20:08): It's true. Nick Pearson (00:20:09): You can. Nick Pearson (00:20:10): And I've always wanted to go, even though I hate fishing. Nick Pearson (00:20:12): But I think there's something cool and peaceful about sitting on some ice, Nick Pearson (00:20:15): freezing your tail off. Nick Pearson (00:20:17): I never would have thought that was cool years ago. Nick Pearson (00:20:19): But yeah, so we've got really four chapters. Nick Pearson (00:20:22): The majority of it all happens here in Denver because we've got really the big Nick Pearson (00:20:26): backyard here with everything you possibly want to do in the outdoors. Nick Pearson (00:20:30): So I'd love to see Seattle open up. Nick Pearson (00:20:34): You know, even like Albuquerque and other parts of the country open up with other chapters too. Nick Pearson (00:20:38): It's just hard to manage some of that all from Denver because I'm doing my thing here in Denver. Nick Pearson (00:20:44): We've got ambassadors learning their thing out in Seattle or Austin, Nick Pearson (00:20:48): you know, Nick Pearson (00:20:48): wherever they might be trying to like build a chapter. Nick Pearson (00:20:51): I've got some marketing money for you, Nick Pearson (00:20:52): but you've got to hit the ground and go out and pass out cards and try to get Nick Pearson (00:20:55): people to these events. Nick Pearson (00:20:56): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:20:57): You know, it's an interesting ride. Nick Pearson (00:20:59): And we've worked with another organization called LGBT Outdoors that is actually Nick Pearson (00:21:04): very similar to our setup of our organization with ambassadors and things like that. Nick Pearson (00:21:08): You know, Nick Pearson (00:21:10): right now we're focusing on partnerships to be able to grow some of our offerings Nick Pearson (00:21:13): here in Denver and then replicate that. Nick Pearson (00:21:15): So think of like nature-based therapy hikes. Nick Pearson (00:21:18): But, you know, that's not every hike. Nick Pearson (00:21:20): It can be ones that you want to go on. Nick Pearson (00:21:21): Maybe you want a therapist-led one. Nick Pearson (00:21:24): Um, Nick Pearson (00:21:24): we do already on the back end of sober outdoors, Nick Pearson (00:21:27): help people find treatment as kind of an out of our pastime. Nick Pearson (00:21:30): It's just, Nick Pearson (00:21:30): it's part of our business that I didn't know was gonna be a part of our business, Nick Pearson (00:21:33): but, Nick Pearson (00:21:34): um, Nick Pearson (00:21:34): it, Nick Pearson (00:21:35): we probably helped three to five people find treatment a week. Nick Pearson (00:21:38): Um, awesome. Nick Pearson (00:21:40): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:21:40): So really what that looks like is our community outreach folks, Nick Pearson (00:21:43): like picking up the phone and being like, Nick Pearson (00:21:44): do you have a bed available? (00:21:45): Um, Nick Pearson (00:21:46): And if we want to get more funding as an organization, Nick Pearson (00:21:49): we need to have credentialed people picking up the phone and being like, Nick Pearson (00:21:51): hey, Nick Pearson (00:21:51): do you have a bet available for my client around the HIPAA things and so on. Rachel Casey (00:21:56): Did this start off as an organization or how did you really start this off? Rachel Casey (00:22:00): Because even we as a podcast, do we want to go nonprofit? Rachel Casey (00:22:05): Do we want to do organization kind of thing? Rachel Casey (00:22:06): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:22:07): was to like get people together in the professional standpoint. Nick Pearson (00:22:10): But like, I just wanted to go grab coffee with strangers, right. Nick Pearson (00:22:13): That knew what it was like to get, Nick Pearson (00:22:15): to be sober at like one of these outdoor events where people are, Nick Pearson (00:22:18): you know, Nick Pearson (00:22:19): Patagonia has a booth bigger than my house and it's all closed off to the public Nick Pearson (00:22:23): and so on. Nick Pearson (00:22:24): But it was a hobby. Nick Pearson (00:22:25): And then, Nick Pearson (00:22:26): you know, Nick Pearson (00:22:27): I was working for a sunglass company up until September of this past year and Nick Pearson (00:22:32): And each time I've come across a moment of growth with Sober Outdoors, Nick Pearson (00:22:36): it's been like, Nick Pearson (00:22:37): when I first started it, Nick Pearson (00:22:38): my therapist was like, Nick Pearson (00:22:39): Nick, Nick Pearson (00:22:39): if you don't do it, Nick Pearson (00:22:39): it's never going to happen. Nick Pearson (00:22:40): So you might as well just do it. Rachel Casey (00:22:41): My therapist told me to do this podcast. Rachel Casey (00:22:42): So yeah, I mean, it's funny how... Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:22:46): And then, Nick Pearson (00:22:47): you know, Nick Pearson (00:22:47): the next iteration was my friends kind of telling me like, Nick Pearson (00:22:50): no, Nick Pearson (00:22:50): no, Nick Pearson (00:22:50): no, Nick Pearson (00:22:51): like you need to do this. Nick Pearson (00:22:52): Like... Nick Pearson (00:22:52): make it bigger open up portland open up here like and just kind of grow it is Colin Casey (00:22:57): naturally i was gonna ask how's the support from friends and family when you said Nick Pearson (00:23:01): you wanted to do this in transition i mean my dad is he's still a little uh he's Nick Pearson (00:23:07): still a little like you need to go work a real job but he's so supportive of it Nick Pearson (00:23:11): that like he sees the success that we've had and you know i have people come like Nick Pearson (00:23:17): you know initially like Nick Pearson (00:23:18): He would come to some of my events and he would just see how excited people were to be there. Nick Pearson (00:23:24): How something like a small that I put together has like 25, 30 people showing up to it. Nick Pearson (00:23:29): I put together my first event, my first actual Sober Sober Outdoors event. Nick Pearson (00:23:33): And it was a hike. Nick Pearson (00:23:34): And I remember like 17 people showed up and I was literally cuffing myself. Nick Pearson (00:23:38): How did these people find me? Nick Pearson (00:23:39): On our website, we had like 300 people see us in like two months. Nick Pearson (00:23:43): How did they find me on social media? Nick Pearson (00:23:45): I have like barely 100 followers. Nick Pearson (00:23:47): And we put up some ad in a few places, a paid ad, and just word of mouth. Nick Pearson (00:23:52): And once that started, the sky was the limit in terms of getting people involved. Nick Pearson (00:23:57): And so it's still really small compared to where I want it to be. Nick Pearson (00:24:00): And I was working a cushy job. Nick Pearson (00:24:02): I'll tell you, Nick Pearson (00:24:02): working at Nonprofit Life is... Rachel Casey (00:24:04): But it sounds like that also, Rachel Casey (00:24:06): that was some of the things that led you to the path to be able to run this efficiently. Rachel Casey (00:24:10): You kind of have the training, if you will. Nick Pearson (00:24:12): Yeah, definitely. Nick Pearson (00:24:14): And honestly... Nick Pearson (00:24:15): I think you just have to like decide, Nick Pearson (00:24:17): like, Nick Pearson (00:24:17): you know, Nick Pearson (00:24:17): I was really kind of unhappy in my career. Nick Pearson (00:24:19): I'm working at this particular company back in the fall. Nick Pearson (00:24:24): I had a conversation with my friend and sponsor who was an old sponsor of mine. Nick Pearson (00:24:28): And he's just like, Nick Pearson (00:24:29): again, Nick Pearson (00:24:29): Nick, Nick Pearson (00:24:29): if you want to do this and make it like into really what you want to do, Nick Pearson (00:24:32): you got to put all your eggs in one basket by that. Nick Pearson (00:24:35): Don't worry about your company, leave your company and go do sober outdoors full time. Nick Pearson (00:24:39): And I was like, but Nick Pearson (00:24:40): the winters are slow for us. Nick Pearson (00:24:41): He's like, you're making excuses for every reason not to do this. Nick Pearson (00:24:45): So we're going into our first season with me on deck and I literally work seven days a week. Nick Pearson (00:24:51): Nonprofit life is so much more, so much more busy than corporate America. Nick Pearson (00:24:55): Sometimes I look back and I used to think I worked a lot. Nick Pearson (00:24:57): Now I'm on my phone like 24 hours a day. Nick Pearson (00:24:59): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:25:02): I think I've got staff around me. Nick Pearson (00:25:04): Lori, who handles a lot of my PR stuff, for example, she just is so great. Nick Pearson (00:25:10): She's able to, all right, Nick, here's what you need to know. Nick Pearson (00:25:12): She's like, I have 30 minutes with Nick. Nick Pearson (00:25:14): This is all I get with him for the next two days. Nick Pearson (00:25:16): And then he'll be out the door with partnerships. Nick Pearson (00:25:18): I speak at a lot of treatment centers here in Denver. Nick Pearson (00:25:21): It's just, it's amazing. Nick Pearson (00:25:23): I love it. Nick Pearson (00:25:23): I absolutely love it. Nick Pearson (00:25:25): Like just being able to go to detox centers where I've detoxed. Nick Pearson (00:25:29): And speak to people and be like, Nick Pearson (00:25:31): look, Nick Pearson (00:25:31): guys, Nick Pearson (00:25:31): I was a punk when I was in here and I never thought I'd run a nonprofit. Nick Pearson (00:25:36): I never, especially one that helps people get outside. Nick Pearson (00:25:38): That just seems like way too much work. Nick Pearson (00:25:40): I'd want something super lazy where people just give me money. Nick Pearson (00:25:43): But, you know, here it is. Nick Pearson (00:25:44): I'm like doing this and seeing these people that really are struggling in that moment. Nick Pearson (00:25:48): And they kind of see you in their eyes and they're like, oh, my gosh, like. Nick Pearson (00:25:52): I can get sober. Nick Pearson (00:25:54): It is possible. Nick Pearson (00:25:54): I'm seeing real life putting up. Nick Pearson (00:25:56): I remember I did some service work at a detox center literally a year to the day Nick Pearson (00:26:02): that I went to treatment. Nick Pearson (00:26:03): It was my first day sober in my entire adult life. Nick Pearson (00:26:06): A year later, I went to this detox center and I was like, you guys, it's real. Nick Pearson (00:26:10): Seeing that on those people's faces, Nick Pearson (00:26:11): it was like, Nick Pearson (00:26:12): one day I need to give back more than just coming and doing a service. Nick Pearson (00:26:16): Here we are, Nick Pearson (00:26:16): like, Nick Pearson (00:26:16): just trying to change some people's lives one outdoor adventure at a time, Nick Pearson (00:26:20): you know? Rachel Casey (00:26:21): Oh, that's awesome. Colin Casey (00:26:22): Now that you're six years sober, Colin Casey (00:26:24): what has changed throughout your sobriety of what you do now to kind of stay sober? Colin Casey (00:26:30): Because I know, I mean, we're only three years. Nick Pearson (00:26:33): That's a long time, guys. Colin Casey (00:26:34): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:26:35): But we've gone through dips and changes of how I found a good routine of going to Colin Casey (00:26:40): the gym and going to meetings and seeing my sponsor about twice a month. Colin Casey (00:26:44): I've gotten into such a good routine mentally and physically. Colin Casey (00:26:48): And I was just curious to you, what do you do to stay kind of in that... Nick Pearson (00:26:53): Yeah, Nick Pearson (00:26:54): a lot of work I do just in my day to day helps me stay sober and like my program Nick Pearson (00:26:59): has become pretty laxed. Nick Pearson (00:27:00): I'll just be honest, that's full transparency. Nick Pearson (00:27:02): And I would say just like something that I've learned over the years, Nick Pearson (00:27:07): it used to be the small things that would trip me up in my sobriety. Nick Pearson (00:27:10): And then it became the big things that would trip me up, right? Nick Pearson (00:27:12): And so the three-year mark, the two-year mark, whatever mark I was kind of crossing. Nick Pearson (00:27:16): And trust me, I've come real close to the bottle multiple times, like really, really close. Nick Pearson (00:27:21): But I've had friends and family to be there. Nick Pearson (00:27:23): I'm like, no, don't do it, Nick. Nick Pearson (00:27:25): And here's how we're going to keep you away from that. Nick Pearson (00:27:28): is just like not learning how that life's going to happen and it's going to happen Nick Pearson (00:27:32): when you least expect it. Nick Pearson (00:27:33): Two years ago, I was celebrating a milestone and lost my job. Nick Pearson (00:27:38): Two days later, Nick Pearson (00:27:38): after I broke up my boyfriend, Nick Pearson (00:27:40): two days later, Nick Pearson (00:27:41): self-induced overdose, Nick Pearson (00:27:42): like in like six days, Nick Pearson (00:27:44): three horrible things happen. Nick Pearson (00:27:45): That's one of the closest I've ever been to like losing my mind. Nick Pearson (00:27:48): But I think it's just realizing that you're not safe from the big things either. Nick Pearson (00:27:52): So you always need to just be like, you can't let your guard down. Nick Pearson (00:27:55): That's one thing, like even doing all this Nick Pearson (00:27:57): lackadaisical work about my own recovery. Nick Pearson (00:27:59): If I wasn't doing this, Nick Pearson (00:28:00): I'd be sure as hell going to a meeting probably a couple of times a week, Nick Pearson (00:28:03): if not more. Nick Pearson (00:28:04): I'm just trying to, and same with you guys, you guys are doing this podcast. Nick Pearson (00:28:08): So you guys have purpose and you're talking to people every day. Nick Pearson (00:28:10): Like I, Nick Pearson (00:28:11): if I didn't have purpose, Nick Pearson (00:28:12): like I do now that would, Nick Pearson (00:28:14): I probably wouldn't be here, Nick Pearson (00:28:15): you know, Nick Pearson (00:28:15): where I am in my recovery or just like all the trials and tribulations I've experienced. Nick Pearson (00:28:20): So yeah, Nick Pearson (00:28:21): But mindfulness and recovery is one way that I still stay engaged in my own program, Nick Pearson (00:28:25): which is just a take on Dharma. Nick Pearson (00:28:27): It's just a little bit different. Nick Pearson (00:28:28): It's a program here in Colorado. Nick Pearson (00:28:30): This guy, John Bruna, amazing, amazing guy. Nick Pearson (00:28:33): If you guys ever get him on your podcast. Nick Pearson (00:28:35): Oh, my gosh. Rachel Casey (00:28:35): I feel like I've heard that name. Nick Pearson (00:28:37): Yeah, he's just amazing. Nick Pearson (00:28:38): I'll shoot you a book recommendation by him. Nick Pearson (00:28:41): And, you know, just working with other people, even outside of Sober Outdoors. Nick Pearson (00:28:46): Like I have friends who call me and they're like, my mom is finally getting sobered. Nick Pearson (00:28:50): Can you talk to her? Nick Pearson (00:28:51): And, you know, it's like, dude, I don't have time. Nick Pearson (00:28:54): And I don't have time. Nick Pearson (00:28:55): I don't have time. Nick Pearson (00:28:56): Oh, yes, you do. Nick Pearson (00:28:56): Nick, you have time to pick up the phone and call us. Nick Pearson (00:28:59): this woman or this friend or like a friend of a friend of a friend stay in it. Nick Pearson (00:29:03): And I think that's what keeps most people sober past a certain mark is just giving back. Nick Pearson (00:29:08): That's why the treatment centers are full of all these people that, Nick Pearson (00:29:11): you know, Nick Pearson (00:29:11): eventually got sober and here they are giving back. Nick Pearson (00:29:13): And then same with folks like you and me and people that are really hell bent on AA Nick Pearson (00:29:18): and staying in the program, Nick Pearson (00:29:19): like they're just always giving back. Nick Pearson (00:29:21): And I think that, Nick Pearson (00:29:22): I don't know of another way to stay sober. Rachel Casey (00:29:27): Are you, are you with someone who's sober? Nick Pearson (00:29:29): Are you with, if you are currently single, I've done both. Nick Pearson (00:29:33): I've done someone in the program and someone out of the program. Nick Pearson (00:29:37): I wouldn't recommend dating someone dating. Nick Pearson (00:29:39): That's not sober. Nick Pearson (00:29:40): Personally. Nick Pearson (00:29:41): I did that. Nick Pearson (00:29:42): And just the disconnect between like, I cannot have a drink. Nick Pearson (00:29:46): You know, one is too many a thousand is not enough for me. Nick Pearson (00:29:49): Like, Nick Pearson (00:29:50): he just didn't understand that. Nick Pearson (00:29:51): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:29:51): That's one of us. Nick Pearson (00:29:52): And they're like, Oh yeah, I did. Nick Pearson (00:29:53): I get that. Nick Pearson (00:29:54): You don't have to explain yourself. Nick Pearson (00:29:55): And so I found that I was just like, Nick Pearson (00:29:57): not wanting to have to explain those silly little things about sobriety that really Nick Pearson (00:30:04): it's like, Nick Pearson (00:30:04): all I needed to do is just say I'm sober. Nick Pearson (00:30:06): And that was enough to the person that I was seeing that was in recovery. Nick Pearson (00:30:10): And, uh, Nick Pearson (00:30:11): And then, Nick Pearson (00:30:11): you know, Nick Pearson (00:30:11): when I got out of that relationship, Nick Pearson (00:30:13): I got into a relationship a year later with someone who was drinking. Nick Pearson (00:30:16): I thought I was maybe ready to go date someone that was like a normie. Nick Pearson (00:30:20): Like a normie. Nick Pearson (00:30:21): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:30:22): Well, I can go be normal too. Nick Pearson (00:30:23): And I was like, this is just disastrous. Nick Pearson (00:30:25): I'm going to drink over this person if I don't like get out of this. Nick Pearson (00:30:28): And I'm glad I did. Nick Pearson (00:30:30): And then I got laid off and then my best friend died. Nick Pearson (00:30:34): I'm glad I got out of it. Rachel Casey (00:30:35): It's over because drinking wouldn't have helped any of those scenarios. Rachel Casey (00:30:38): You know, taking a drink wouldn't have... Rachel Casey (00:30:41): In my head, that was what I tell myself. Rachel Casey (00:30:45): For any situation, would taking a drink make it better? Rachel Casey (00:30:49): It would only just ruin it more. Rachel Casey (00:30:50): Now I can show up. Rachel Casey (00:30:52): I can do things. Rachel Casey (00:30:54): Have you considered if there's partners for people that are... Rachel Casey (00:30:59): a sober Al-Anon if you will like sober outdoors Al-Anon do you let like partners or Rachel Casey (00:31:04): stuff go along for the ride if they're like hey my partner's an alcoholic but we Rachel Casey (00:31:08): want to go hiking together you know obviously not using while you know they Rachel Casey (00:31:12): shouldn't be drinking around all the alcohol but yeah Nick Pearson (00:31:15): Yeah, Nick Pearson (00:31:15): there's a zero tolerance policy, Nick Pearson (00:31:16): but like, Nick Pearson (00:31:17): you know, Nick Pearson (00:31:17): we actually encourage it because we want, Nick Pearson (00:31:19): you know, Nick Pearson (00:31:21): allies essentially to be like to see that we are normal people. Nick Pearson (00:31:25): We're trying to break down the stigmas like my family. Nick Pearson (00:31:28): I come from a generational generation of generational alcoholics. Nick Pearson (00:31:32): Right. Nick Pearson (00:31:32): And everyone in my family is an alcoholic. Nick Pearson (00:31:35): And they just thought when I was turning my life over sobriety, Nick Pearson (00:31:38): I was going to become this boring, Nick Pearson (00:31:39): like useless, Nick Pearson (00:31:40): sitting at home doing nothing, Nick Pearson (00:31:41): totally my thumbs. Nick Pearson (00:31:42): And the first six months I was because I was like, I'm going to go crazy. Nick Pearson (00:31:44): I'm going to go drink if I leave my apartment. Nick Pearson (00:31:47): But then I kind of learned how to do it on my own. Nick Pearson (00:31:49): And so we want people to see that this is like a fun group of people that, Nick Pearson (00:31:54): you know, Nick Pearson (00:31:54): you are a human being. Nick Pearson (00:31:55): You're not a stigma. Nick Pearson (00:31:56): You're not morally inept or you're any of these things that live out there about Nick Pearson (00:32:00): people that have substance use problems. Nick Pearson (00:32:03): You know, and for the time being, I don't know if this is going to change or not. Nick Pearson (00:32:06): You know, it's a federally recognized disease. Nick Pearson (00:32:08): Right. Nick Pearson (00:32:08): So it's like this is something that I think a lot of people don't know about addiction. Nick Pearson (00:32:13): And even if you tell them that to their friends and families, Nick Pearson (00:32:15): they're like, Nick Pearson (00:32:16): oh, Nick Pearson (00:32:16): I didn't know that. Nick Pearson (00:32:16): It's like, yeah, it's actually such a disease that it's actually federally protected. Nick Pearson (00:32:21): And we don't take one hard approach or another at Summer Outdoors like this is a disease. Nick Pearson (00:32:27): a disease of the mind or it's this or that or another. Nick Pearson (00:32:30): We welcome everyone's belief into what addiction is because it is so misunderstood. Nick Pearson (00:32:34): But my own personal belief and what does come through in some of our literature is Nick Pearson (00:32:38): for this time being, Nick Pearson (00:32:39): this is a federally recognized disease. Nick Pearson (00:32:41): That's why we're going to look at it and that's why we're going to treat it. Nick Pearson (00:32:43): So... Rachel Casey (00:32:44): Yeah, that's a great outlook. Rachel Casey (00:32:45): I love that. Nick Pearson (00:32:46): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:32:47): So I think that's cool that you let partners go along because I think we're kind of an anomaly. Rachel Casey (00:32:52): Most people either one gets sober or one doesn't or yeah, Rachel Casey (00:32:57): how we were drinking buddies that got sober together. Rachel Casey (00:33:00): I didn't. Nick Pearson (00:33:01): And again, one in a million guys. Rachel Casey (00:33:04): It's very, um, I like the name sober ally. Rachel Casey (00:33:08): I wrote that stuck in my, Rachel Casey (00:33:09): I'm like, Rachel Casey (00:33:10): man, Rachel Casey (00:33:10): that's such a good, Rachel Casey (00:33:11): it's a, Rachel Casey (00:33:11): so that's what you want to be. Rachel Casey (00:33:13): I'm an ally. Rachel Casey (00:33:13): If you need it, you know, I'm here. Rachel Casey (00:33:17): And it's funny because you probably get to the outdoors and, Rachel Casey (00:33:20): and you're not really thinking about it. Rachel Casey (00:33:23): being sober not being sober like sure it's just you're in the you're able to be in Rachel Casey (00:33:26): the moment yeah yeah yeah do you do meditations and stuff on the yeah we do we do Nick Pearson (00:33:32): we typically start with some sort of guided meditation or we challenge people to Nick Pearson (00:33:37): think about a certain principle or something to think about throughout the trip we Nick Pearson (00:33:42): have fun like we tie it to something fun at the end like Nick Pearson (00:33:45): we'll get we'll do a gear giveaway and it's like do you remember what i said at the Nick Pearson (00:33:48): beginning of this most people don't but we try to encourage them to do a five Nick Pearson (00:33:51): senses hike or anything that they can make their own personal experience with it Nick Pearson (00:33:56): better and then and to get some of those bigger grant money that we are looking at Nick Pearson (00:34:01): uh to grow our programming is like we'll need to have therapists doing some of Nick Pearson (00:34:04): those like Nick Pearson (00:34:05): nature-based hikes where they do challenge people a lot more to just do more than Nick Pearson (00:34:10): just the hiking. Nick Pearson (00:34:11): And I think that it will actually really resonate with people because everyone I've Nick Pearson (00:34:15): ever talked to that's done therapy and they've done it outdoors, Nick Pearson (00:34:17): which my therapist used to take me on walks all the time. Nick Pearson (00:34:20): I was like, Nick Pearson (00:34:20): dude, Nick Pearson (00:34:20): I wanted to go on a walk every time I went to therapy and she wouldn't let me Nick Pearson (00:34:24): because it would be snowing outside. Nick Pearson (00:34:25): But I thought that was amazing. Nick Pearson (00:34:27): And like, why can't we offer that back? Nick Pearson (00:34:29): Obviously it's not going to go on five hikes a week or five hikes a day, but like, Nick Pearson (00:34:32): How can we make a group therapy or something like that into a more accessible thing for people? Nick Pearson (00:34:38): Because one, cost is a barrier for therapy. Nick Pearson (00:34:41): We can't just hand a scholarship to everyone that needs to go to therapy. Nick Pearson (00:34:44): And then two, how do we make therapy more accessible to people? Nick Pearson (00:34:47): Maybe a group setting at the top of a mountain is the way to do it. Rachel Casey (00:34:51): I think that sounds like a great idea. Rachel Casey (00:34:53): And if anyone listening knows any connections on how to help get Sober Outdoors Rachel Casey (00:34:59): some grants to be able to do things like that, Rachel Casey (00:35:02): please go. Rachel Casey (00:35:03): And I know your website, Sober Outdoors, and it's .org. Rachel Casey (00:35:07): And all the content, your website is laid out so beautifully. Rachel Casey (00:35:11): Like it's very easy to navigate. Rachel Casey (00:35:13): The pictures speak for themselves. Rachel Casey (00:35:15): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:35:16): I did not have a hard time. Rachel Casey (00:35:18): Everything's very well labeled of, Hey, you want to do this. Rachel Casey (00:35:21): You want to look at this contact information events. Rachel Casey (00:35:24): You even have the past events. Rachel Casey (00:35:25): So if you want to see some of the things you've done already, Rachel Casey (00:35:28): I really liked an upcoming events on your webpage. Rachel Casey (00:35:33): So as well as there's Instagram, Rachel Casey (00:35:35): which I feel like that's the new, Rachel Casey (00:35:38): I feel like Facebook's kind of falling off. Nick Pearson (00:35:40): I do too. Rachel Casey (00:35:41): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:35:42): But it's weird to get a lot of, a lot of people my age, I'm 36. Nick Pearson (00:35:48): I thought 36 year olds didn't use Instagram and stuff, let alone Facebook, but they do. Nick Pearson (00:35:52): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:35:53): And like they do a lot. Nick Pearson (00:35:55): I don't use social media that much anymore. Nick Pearson (00:35:57): I have to do it for work for sober outdoors. Nick Pearson (00:36:00): But the amount of people my age that still use Facebook blows me away. Nick Pearson (00:36:03): I'm like, Nick Pearson (00:36:03): what are these? Nick Pearson (00:36:04): Cause they'll reach out to me for all sorts of questions. Nick Pearson (00:36:06): And like, Nick Pearson (00:36:07): you know, Nick Pearson (00:36:07): and I'm like, Nick Pearson (00:36:08): who, Nick Pearson (00:36:08): like what 38 year old that loves like everything I love is still using Facebook and Nick Pearson (00:36:13): people do, Nick Pearson (00:36:13): man. Nick Pearson (00:36:14): I mean, it's, it's, I think there's still a market there. Nick Pearson (00:36:17): You know, now we just have to figure out how to use some of those other, uh, Nick Pearson (00:36:20): social media tools that are a little, Nick Pearson (00:36:22): like, Nick Pearson (00:36:22): controversial, Nick Pearson (00:36:23): but, Nick Pearson (00:36:24): like, Nick Pearson (00:36:24): people decide to go down that path. Nick Pearson (00:36:26): Like, we've had multiple people ask me, are we on Blue Sky? Nick Pearson (00:36:30): And I'm like, I don't know what that was until, like, a week ago. Rachel Casey (00:36:32): Yeah, I just made a Blue Sky, and I'm like, I don't know what this is. Rachel Casey (00:36:37): And I get, I'm just already... Nick Pearson (00:36:39): You're like, it's another one. Rachel Casey (00:36:41): There's so many. Rachel Casey (00:36:42): And then now Pinterest is coming back. Rachel Casey (00:36:44): And I don't know how that, Rachel Casey (00:36:45): and especially if you're outdoors, Rachel Casey (00:36:47): I would say Pinterest is apparently cute. Colin Casey (00:36:49): You just want to go back to Zynga days where there was just one. Rachel Casey (00:36:52): Man, I love doing code on Zynga. Rachel Casey (00:36:53): I love Zynga. Nick Pearson (00:36:54): No, I'm talking MySpace, the top eight, just to start drama, guys. Nick Pearson (00:36:57): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:36:58): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:36:59): Oh, my. Rachel Casey (00:36:59): You'd have a hard time probably picking a top eight today. Rachel Casey (00:37:01): Yeah, probably. Rachel Casey (00:37:02): Hard because on you're like, Rachel Casey (00:37:04): you know, Rachel Casey (00:37:04): I don't even want to do this because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. Rachel Casey (00:37:07): And I don't want anyone having resentments. Rachel Casey (00:37:08): And can you imagine going to your sponsor and being like, I'm not in their top eight. Nick Pearson (00:37:12): I'm mad about it, bro. Rachel Casey (00:37:16): I had that feeling 1000%. Nick Pearson (00:37:18): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:37:19): Like I saved that man's life and I'm not even in his top eight. Nick Pearson (00:37:21): Like get out of here. Rachel Casey (00:37:22): I'm number three. Rachel Casey (00:37:23): Why am I not number one? Rachel Casey (00:37:25): Like my ego is number one, you know, and I can only imagine. Nick Pearson (00:37:29): It's high school all over again. Nick Pearson (00:37:31): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:37:31): You want to go in my, you want to be my top eight? Rachel Casey (00:37:34): Yeah, right. Rachel Casey (00:37:35): Your sponsor's not in your top eight. Nick Pearson (00:37:37): You're not taking it serious enough, apparently. Rachel Casey (00:37:39): You're not taking it serious. Rachel Casey (00:37:39): If you don't put your sponsor in your top eight, what are you doing? Rachel Casey (00:37:43): And then you think of that. Rachel Casey (00:37:44): Was the T-Mobile did the thing, the emergency contact bubble when they had the sidekick? Colin Casey (00:37:51): Well, there was the My5 or something like that. Colin Casey (00:37:54): Yeah, something. Nick Pearson (00:37:55): My5, I think, yeah. Rachel Casey (00:37:55): I'm glad that life isn't about hierarchy anymore. Rachel Casey (00:38:00): It's very... Nick Pearson (00:38:02): I don't know about that, but yes. Rachel Casey (00:38:06): At least I don't feel, even when we get messages or Instagram of Rachel Casey (00:38:11): anyone who like reaches out to come on the pot, Rachel Casey (00:38:14): it's like, Rachel Casey (00:38:15): yeah, Rachel Casey (00:38:15): we want to boost you ever because they're helping. Rachel Casey (00:38:19): Like, Rachel Casey (00:38:19): so helping it's all, Rachel Casey (00:38:22): I don't look at it as like, Rachel Casey (00:38:23): oh, Rachel Casey (00:38:23): I don't want, Rachel Casey (00:38:23): I'm competing against like this recovery podcast or, Rachel Casey (00:38:28): or event. Rachel Casey (00:38:29): Like, I'm like, no, go do it. Rachel Casey (00:38:31): Go you like I'm, I'm for it. Rachel Casey (00:38:33): I'm for it. Rachel Casey (00:38:34): So it's a really nice turn. Nick Pearson (00:38:36): On an ideal day, Nick Pearson (00:38:38): me doing less events outside and people naturally finding their groups within our Nick Pearson (00:38:42): group and them going on their own campouts is the most beautiful thing to me, Nick Pearson (00:38:45): right? Nick Pearson (00:38:45): Like they meet their community through an event of ours that likes going outdoors. Nick Pearson (00:38:49): And then suddenly we don't have to like, Nick Pearson (00:38:51): do any sort of the pulling people together on a Saturday. Nick Pearson (00:38:55): So we've got a member side of our website that folks actually – it is kind of like Nick Pearson (00:39:00): social media now that since we're talking about it. Nick Pearson (00:39:02): It's just a platform we use called Mining Networks, but it interacts similar to social media. Nick Pearson (00:39:08): If you go on a hike and you want to meet up with that person later, go meet them. Nick Pearson (00:39:11): Because if it means less work for me, that's better because it means I get to focus on – Nick Pearson (00:39:15): Other things I want to do. Rachel Casey (00:39:17): It's the same like when I get a sponsee and I'm like, Rachel Casey (00:39:20): hey, Rachel Casey (00:39:20): if you ever want to get a different, Rachel Casey (00:39:21): it's not going to hurt my feelings. Rachel Casey (00:39:22): The most important thing for me is that you are staying sober. Rachel Casey (00:39:26): So if that means that it's not with me, our schedules don't align. Rachel Casey (00:39:30): That's fine. Rachel Casey (00:39:30): And people get so weird about it. Rachel Casey (00:39:32): They're like, yeah, I don't want to. Rachel Casey (00:39:34): It's listen. Rachel Casey (00:39:36): If you're finding a time that you can go hike with someone and it's beneficial for Rachel Casey (00:39:40): the both of y'all to stay sober. Colin Casey (00:39:42): Do it. Rachel Casey (00:39:42): Do it. Rachel Casey (00:39:43): You know, Rachel Casey (00:39:43): I love the positive support versus I've been in other works of life where it's all Rachel Casey (00:39:52): like better than versus let's just all group and help. Rachel Casey (00:39:57): And that's what I love about the sober community. Nick Pearson (00:39:59): So I was going to say, I didn't know, like, I'm sure you guys find the same thing. Nick Pearson (00:40:02): Like I'm on a lot of partnerships calls every day and we're just trying to find or Nick Pearson (00:40:07): partner or be a better partner to our existing partners. Nick Pearson (00:40:10): And, uh, Nick Pearson (00:40:12): And it's just so easy and fun to talk to people in the industry because we're all Nick Pearson (00:40:15): in this game, Nick Pearson (00:40:16): whatever we want to call it, Nick Pearson (00:40:17): to help people at the end of the day. Nick Pearson (00:40:19): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:40:20): That's the goal. Nick Pearson (00:40:21): Sometimes I feel like I'm pulling my hair out and I'm like, Nick Pearson (00:40:23): I have to remember I'm doing this for the one end goal of helping that person stay Nick Pearson (00:40:26): sober and everything. Nick Pearson (00:40:27): And I'm like, when I get the days over, I'm like, so effing worth it. Nick Pearson (00:40:33): I think everyone feels the same way in the industry. Nick Pearson (00:40:37): I wouldn't call this a treatment industry or the support industry. Nick Pearson (00:40:40): We're going to be this weird quasi, Nick Pearson (00:40:42): like go to therapy at the top of a mountain, Nick Pearson (00:40:44): but also we're not going to do that because you can do this. Nick Pearson (00:40:46): Right. Nick Pearson (00:40:47): Like, still don't know what our game plan is. Nick Pearson (00:40:49): But, Nick Pearson (00:40:49): you know, Nick Pearson (00:40:51): I love talking to other organizations, Nick Pearson (00:40:52): even if they're similar to ours in some way or another. Nick Pearson (00:40:55): There's a few others that are kind of similar to ours, Nick Pearson (00:40:57): but they're very location-based, Nick Pearson (00:41:00): just in their one part of their... Nick Pearson (00:41:02): country and so but like there's no competition here right like we're all in this to Nick Pearson (00:41:06): help and like why would I want to compete with you trying to compete for what donor Nick Pearson (00:41:10): dollars like that seems pretty like political in my opinion you know so like let's Nick Pearson (00:41:15): try and help this person whether they like Nick Pearson (00:41:18): Painting at a, you know, at an abandoned strip club versus going hiking. Nick Pearson (00:41:22): I don't know. Nick Pearson (00:41:22): Like we had one of those with that. Nick Pearson (00:41:24): I went to a sober event. Nick Pearson (00:41:25): That was an abandoned strip club painting at an abandoned strip club. Nick Pearson (00:41:28): It was really cool. Rachel Casey (00:41:30): Very specific example. Rachel Casey (00:41:31): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:41:32): I know. Rachel Casey (00:41:32): I know. Nick Pearson (00:41:34): I had just, Nick Pearson (00:41:35): I like, Nick Pearson (00:41:35): I've kind of forget about it till it's times like these that I'm getting Nick Pearson (00:41:37): interviewed or something comes up and I'm like, Nick Pearson (00:41:39): yeah, Nick Pearson (00:41:40): I've done that. Nick Pearson (00:41:40): Like literally sat there in an, it's probably hard to repurpose that building for anything else. Colin Casey (00:41:46): Exactly. Rachel Casey (00:41:47): So it's like, I mean, it's sober too. Rachel Casey (00:41:49): Am I right? Colin Casey (00:41:50): It'd be hard to move a chase bank, you know, in that building with poles. Colin Casey (00:41:54): Yeah. Nick Pearson (00:41:54): Let's make it a community center. Nick Pearson (00:41:56): Cause why not? Rachel Casey (00:41:57): I mean, just, you know, all we're doing is not drinking. Rachel Casey (00:42:00): We can do anything in the world we want. Rachel Casey (00:42:02): We just don't put alcohol in our bodies anymore. Rachel Casey (00:42:04): you know and it's cool how that that works well thank you so much for coming on Rachel Casey (00:42:08): nick uh please every all links are in the bio uh if you want to contact him again Rachel Casey (00:42:14): sober outdoors.org is out the best way to reach you and i mean it has a lot of Rachel Casey (00:42:20): contact information on there it's very awesome and if you even want to just go look Rachel Casey (00:42:24): at the events coming up there are awesome pictures Rachel Casey (00:42:27): It's going to tell you maybe you can go fly out to Colorado and do one. Rachel Casey (00:42:30): We have family in Colorado, so we might have to come stop by. Colin Casey (00:42:33): Yeah, we have family in Denver area. Rachel Casey (00:42:35): If I can finally get healthy, that would be cool. Nick Pearson (00:42:38): Yeah, get healthy and then come out to Denver. Nick Pearson (00:42:40): I'll take you guys on a sweet trip. Rachel Casey (00:42:41): I was like... Yeah, that'd be so cool. Rachel Casey (00:42:43): Our five-year-old would... Rachel Casey (00:42:45): be he's the outdoorsy yeah he he rock climbs the big big big ones he loves the Colin Casey (00:42:51): indoor rock climb i will have a heart attack that's hard work dude that's hard work Colin Casey (00:42:56): it's a good honor good on no he has no and he's also he really likes the two um uh Colin Casey (00:43:03): What is it? Colin Casey (00:43:04): What do you do when you rappel down? Colin Casey (00:43:06): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:43:07): And he really likes it. Colin Casey (00:43:08): And I took him to one place. Colin Casey (00:43:09): And when he got to the top and it was time to belay, they lowered him down really slowly. Colin Casey (00:43:14): And he got down. Colin Casey (00:43:15): He's like, that was really slow, Dad. Colin Casey (00:43:19): Mad at the person who let him down because he wanted it faster. Colin Casey (00:43:22): Yeah. Colin Casey (00:43:22): I was like, I don't want to tell you. Rachel Casey (00:43:25): yeah uh evan he he's definitely an alcoholic like i'll go ahead and and he is uh he Rachel Casey (00:43:33): never one is not enough for this child like of anything well he's got some good Rachel Casey (00:43:37): parents there so all or nothing yeah well we've we tell him you know mommy and Rachel Casey (00:43:41): daddy don't drink anymore and we don't have alcohol because colin's parents do Rachel Casey (00:43:46): drink and yeah we explain you know Rachel Casey (00:43:50): I never thought I'd have to explain to my son. Rachel Casey (00:43:51): I thought he'd always know what a bottle of Jameson would look like because that was our life. Rachel Casey (00:43:56): It's almost his name. Rachel Casey (00:43:57): We were going to name him Jameson after Jameson. Rachel Casey (00:44:00): And, you know, thank God we went with Evan. Nick Pearson (00:44:03): So that was our secret bootleg drink we like to have from Evan. Rachel Casey (00:44:08): Well, we thought Jameson Casey sounded like a good name. Rachel Casey (00:44:12): Yeah. Rachel Casey (00:44:12): Evan Casey is so much better. Rachel Casey (00:44:14): And yeah. Rachel Casey (00:44:16): And again, we're very thankful to be so we're thankful to connect with you. Rachel Casey (00:44:20): And if you have any other questions, Rachel Casey (00:44:23): I was like, Rachel Casey (00:44:23): I'll put everything in the link below so they can contact you if you have any questions. Rachel Casey (00:44:28): for any colorado listeners too if you have any grant friends because sober friends Rachel Casey (00:44:33): have friends let's let's get sober outdoors to expand and get the connects they Rachel Casey (00:44:37): need so that's awesome all right