LOVE READING: Trust or not to trust, that is what healing reveals

This reading was all over the place, but the one clear thing is that they will tell  you how they feel after healing their pain 💖

What is Kando Kosmos?

Hi I am Akane, I will be using this podcast for love, career, and life advice via tarot & oracle card readings. I am a Healer, Tarot Reader, Psychic Empath, and Mixed Media Artist 💖

Akane: 00:00

This is Kando Kosmos. I am Akane and I welcome you to this love reading. We're gonna get into this by starting out with a Mystic Rose Love Oracle. We'll see what sets the tone for the reading and I'll do a modern Celtic cross that's clarified with the rider waite decks as well as pull whatever love oracle seems to suit it. Is this a twin flame?

Akane: 00:24

Is this we need to clarify? Are there secrets here? I will pull them for you. Okay. Let's see what's your spirit.

Akane: 00:31

Clears and highest messages for this love reading. We appreciate your guidance, clarity, signs, and synchronicities with joy and gratitude. It is so. Okay. Okay.

Akane: 00:42

Is that all? We have one? We have two. Okay. This is it.

Akane: 00:47

Bottom of the deck's clarity. Cards we received are independence and deception. What is going on here? Let's see. Clearest and highest messages clarification for independence and deception.

Akane: 01:02

I'm just gonna do a quick cut here because it helps the energy and we appreciate it with gratitude and joy spirit. Okay. Bottom of the deck, the chariot. I don't know if this is a cancer that you're speaking of or you are or you're taking control of something but the card you received is death. Okay, in situation at hand there's a major transformation going on here and or there's a Scorpio so there's something you know happening here with this sign and transformation feeling that you know it feels like there's a direction needed like you're almost understanding where it's gonna go and maybe this person is not explaining how they feel or they're transforming some type of pain to be able to become more like themselves.

Akane: 01:47

Let's see the crossing energy here is Queen of Wands. See yeah, I feel like this is kind of working towards your own authenticity, becoming who you're supposed to be, maybe they are. You could have heavy fire signs in you, but I don't feel like that. I feel like this is just more becoming yourself, doing what you want, being who you want. Take this as it resonates.

Akane: 02:11

This could be you or them, but I do feel like with independence and deception over here, maybe it's somebody acting like they, you know, want to do their own thing and be their own person, but the truth is they're actually very sweet and kind and care about you. That that kind of feeling. And the root we have the page of swords. So I feel like whatever's coming at you is coming at you pretty quickly. I think it's going to give you like a clear understanding of what's really happening here.

Akane: 02:43

With that deception I'm a little bit question mark but I do love the clarity at the bottom of the deck so that we're going to get there. We're going to get there together. In the recent past you have the nine of wands. Yeah, focus on trying to put up the barriers that help protect you and kind of how you're speaking about things. You know, I don't know if you may be a Scorpio doing this, or you're trying to find your own authenticity in this, but it feels like this is becoming a little bit easier because you figured out how to put up boundaries that make sense for you.

Akane: 03:18

Current energy, look at that. We have the two of cups. I feel like this reconciliation is really coming from a place of either past life connection. This could be somebody coming back from the past, if that resonates. But I do feel like this is more of you guys are very different and it's coming together.

Akane: 03:42

There's a lot of past life connections trying to come together, which is awesome, but I feel like they're not going be your usual type. Whoever I'm speaking with right now, they're not going to be the person that you generally go for. They're going be very different. Let's see what the connect, okay, so current energy and the connecting card for that is strength. So is this a Leo?

Akane: 04:02

That would be different with a Scorpio. But I feel like this is more so being brave enough to go back into this or to reconciliate with this relationship. It is approaching whoever this person is, so this is coming in. And they feel like they want to come in and say that. Okay, immediate future, we have the three of swords.

Akane: 04:30

So there is something here being healed within, that was really painful, emotionally painful. And I feel like as you do that you can kind of think through if you want to approach this reconciliation or not. I feel a lot of question marks here, so I don't know if this is you and if you feel question marks, but it feels like I'm not sure. That's what it feels like to me right now. In the hopes, we have queen of pentacles.

Akane: 04:59

So you are just wishing for this to be a stable and kind of this content position if you're going to reconciliate. Do you feel comfortable where you're at? Do you feel like yourself? Have you gone through enough of a transformation just to kind of hold your own and stay in your own authenticity? Because I feel like that's very important to you here.

Akane: 05:25

And the fears or worries, we have the six of wands. So I feel like somebody is not sure that if they approach this circumstance that it would be welcome. And again, I don't know if that's you or them, but it's kind of a question mark right now. Is that this going to be something that actually works? Is it like a welcome situation?

Akane: 05:50

Question mark. Okay. Possible outcome is the five of cups. So again, I feel like this is a past life connection coming in and it's being remembered. If you're having dreams or you're seeing something over and over again, I would take notice of that.

Akane: 06:11

There are signs and synchronicities and possible dream states that are coming through talking to you about this circumstance, talking to you about this love. I feel like they're saying that you're getting signs and synchronicities about this all the time. Maybe a snake or a rose are the signs, by the way. Those are on the opening cards. Yes, that feels real.

Akane: 06:34

Possible outcome or the actual outcome, overall energy is the sun. So this is going to be a very joyful thing. I feel like it's really positive. This is a lot of healing that needed to happen for this to come together. So maybe this is a relationship that exists that has been separate for a while and you kind of both went your own ways, but it's coming back together.

Akane: 06:58

But I do feel like this is also, potentially that past life connection that's trying to come in, but everybody needed to kind of understand what was illusion and what was actually like your own arrogance, like in that way. So let's clarify this reading. It's very interesting to me. Situation at hand with the Death card, have Eight of Wands. So yeah, this transformation is really creating, the want to take action towards the things you desire.

Akane: 07:29

And I feel like in doing that with the Queen of Wands, let's clarify with judgment, you're being called to kind of focus on yourself and who you are and who you want to be. And the more you do that, they're saying, the more this comes in, the quicker it comes in. Let's clarify that with a page of swords with the devil, see, the more you get what you want. So do the things you want, be yourself, go towards the things you desire and start looking for those signs and synchronicities that are, are you know, peeping over here, peeping over there. I told you there's a snake and a rose here, there's a moon, and I definitely have like Scorpio, Capricorn, Leo and Cancer on the board so far.

Akane: 08:17

So be open to that. I'm just saying that as signs and synchronicities. Recent past, we have the Nine of Wands, Three of Swords again, so see that it was because of what you went through with your, you know, painful ending in a relationship, healing family, childhood trauma, whatever you were going through, you've built this new protection around you to go forward. In the current energy with a two of cups, there is a seven of swords. Let's let's be careful when that's connected to the devil.

Akane: 08:53

Somebody coming in here too quickly? Is somebody coming in here in a sly way? We should clarify. We should gotta keep going. Remember, we got independence and deception here.

Akane: 09:06

Someone may be a big liar. And this is resonating with you, hang in here with me. Strength card clarify with the high priestess. You, okay, so you have the cards within you to understand what the circumstance is. You see that they are not telling the truth.

Akane: 09:27

Even though they desire you, maybe they're coming towards you. I think you feel like they've hurt you enough or you felt pain from before. Another possible thing is when they're karmic people or past life people coming in, you are sensing the relationship you had in the past. So remember a lot of people heal and change, especially lifetime to lifetime, so you're trying to look at that in a different way. Let's look at all these three of swords, let's look at the immediate future.

Akane: 09:59

Look, you have the sun. So it's telling me with the sun, the sun, three of swords, three of swords, this is a healing thing. They're saying they've kind of healed their ways, And now it can be maybe something what they desire. I feel like this brings joy to the circumstance instead of instability. So maybe it's a lie that they're super independent and don't want to be together or that you feel this way.

Akane: 10:21

It's actually, you're like, oh, they're not truthful. They're a player or whatever you feel. But the truth is they're actually very loving and very joyful. This is for somebody. This is definitely reading true.

Akane: 10:37

True to this story. Let's see. In the hopes we have the queen of pentacles clarified with a hangman. So as you sit there wanting this content and stable circumstance, your perception of this whole thing has changed. Maybe you don't feel like they're a liar anymore.

Akane: 10:56

Maybe you don't feel like you're gonna put up blockades to this. You're gonna actually check it out. Because people can change, and you're going towards your joy. You're going towards your healing. Or maybe your healing and joy has actually made you aware of those that do this, which I would be very proud of you.

Akane: 11:17

That's also an amazing circumstance. But remember, you're doing a general love read. You have to pick up signs and synchronicities of what is resonating with you. So, what's in this fears and worries over here? Six of wands clarified with a four of wands.

Akane: 11:33

Yeah, I I feel like, you know, all they want you to see now is that, you know, they've done an amazing job and they're working towards their own joy and happiness and they're trying to do something different. They're trying to make a different change. And you recognize this. Remember, you're tapping into that high priestess energy. You see the difference.

Akane: 12:01

Let's go here into the possible outcome with that five of cups, six of cups. See, this is a nostalgic feel here. This is a past life feel. This is a past relationship feel to me. And I feel like it's because maybe before they had lied or they did something deceptive, but now they are changing it.

Akane: 12:24

And they're changing it because this joy and the three of swords everywhere, they want to reconciliate. They've been trying to do something to figure out how to bring it back together. And that's because you've known each other several lifetimes. I'm just saying this, if this is a person you haven't met yet, it may feel like this when you meet them. Just be open to see signs and synchronicities and use your intuition to see if that's really true or if it's something that's triggering because you're so familiar with this person, they're coming in differently this time.

Akane: 12:56

The sun and the overall energy is clarified with a 10 of swords. This completion or painful ending actually has a very joyful new beginning, I feel. And I feel like you're gonna be really excited when this isn't in your zone. So you're either getting rid of this in your life, addressing it this lifetime, or welcoming the healing. And I feel like, you know, like, you're reading this.

Akane: 13:30

This should be clear. It's not going to be. This has to be clear for you. And I'm saying that because when you are looking at things like the cards deception, devil, seven of swords. These can be misconstrued as just negative cards.

Akane: 13:48

But I'm telling you right now, snakes are the biggest transformative things, right? That's a sign of transformation. The devil doesn't only associate to only negative things. It can be what you desire as well. And the seven swords can also mean strategic moves, not just lies, cheating, stealing.

Akane: 14:08

If this resonates with you as that, then these are the caution tales for you. But the positive part about this reading is this is all healing and has joyful endings or joyful beginnings. So there's a reason it's happening. Bottom of the deck we have five of pentacles. So somebody feels like it's been this kind of painful ending.

Akane: 14:32

They're clear that this has just been the end of this whole mess. And I feel like they feel it's it's the responsibility of the person because the other person brought kind of this these lies to the relationship. I feel sad. It doesn't feel like a crazy and just feels like, didn't work out. For those of you that that resonates with.

Akane: 14:55

Let's look at the hearts hidden secrets and see what's here spirit. Can you tell us about this reading and why the devil, the seven of swords and the sun are here? This is for the divine feminine they're saying so if you're divine feminine or that's what you're dealing with this is what's happening. Okay, we received mask at the bottom of the deck, we received divine feminine, releasing, Confessions, Nourish, and Thinking. So this is all happening because somebody is letting go of things and coming clean with whatever they've been doing because they are healing.

Akane: 15:33

But there's still desire here. There's still desire in this connection. And I tell you those things so that you can ascertain what Divine Feminine Releasing Confessions Nourish and Thinking are to you. What does that have to do with your independence and deception? I feel like most tarot is taken as only like, tell me what it is.

Akane: 15:54

And I want you to dive into this because especially with that high priestess card here, it tells me you are very intuitive. That's why you're here. You're trying to figure it out because you're trying to look for confirmations of what's happening in your love life. And I feel like you know already. Okay, let's see what the final Oracle card is for this note.

Akane: 16:13

Okay, I appreciate that. Bottom of the deck says Insecure. And the card you receive is learning. I'm learning lessons now. I've grown up since our last encounter.

Akane: 16:21

I've been working on myself to be a better person of whom you can feel proud of. See, again, I feel like there's a coming clean of, you know, I made mistakes, but I'm a different person now. And that is one of the scenarios I played out. I feel like sometimes it's just talking about mistakes were made, but the truth is they needed to become their own person or this could be you. I feel like this reading is very, very clear for those of you that have dealt with a misunderstanding in your love connection.

Akane: 16:58

And I'm going call it that because I don't believe this was nefarious lying and crazy cheating and crazy. It doesn't feel like that. And if that's the circumstance, would say walk away anyway, because those people can obviously learn or gain their knowledge or whatever of what they're going through. But is that really for you? I feel like, you know, this is more of a circumstance where you're not really understanding one another.

Akane: 17:23

Things maybe didn't play out the right way. And in that misunderstanding of one another, it became an issue. It's either that, or this is a new person coming into your life and will trigger these things for you. And you'll go through this thing where you're actually saying how you feel because you're sitting in your own energy and you're being independent and you're transformed into this person. But I feel like, you know, take care of what you do.

Akane: 17:52

Take care of how you, you come at this because, you never know who you're dealing with. At the bottom of that opening Oracle deck is clarity, shy and soulmates and union. So there's, there's a really sweet union coming in and you will feel the clarity. Sometimes it's waiting through the divine timing. Sometimes it's us learning and growing up.

Akane: 18:16

And sometimes it's just waiting for one another to heal. And if you truly believe and feel in your heart that this person is for you, it's correct. That person is for you. It's giving me chills all over my head. So I definitely feel this connection.

Akane: 18:36

And I feel like you guys are wearing masks. I'm gonna call you both out. I think you're trying to play the proud card and you know, I'm not gonna do this, I'm not gonna do that. But I feel like if you could let that come down, I really feel like you can work out some really positive scenarios. I'm not going to sit here and pander to cater to you guys and just tell you what you want to hear.

Akane: 19:03

You know, I hear a lot of people doing that and that's not real in actual connection to me. I feel like actual connection is about understanding one another's faults, not just being perfect or, falling in love with the mask because that's being karmic. So be your authentic self, love yourself. And as always, I wish you so much love, joy, and support on your love journey. I appreciate with gratitude and joy that you are supporting me.

Akane: 19:30

I'm a brand new channel and I'm figuring out my bearings of how to do this to give back. It's really a passion project for me. I have a lot of other things I do in my life and my businesses, but I love being here for you guys. So I am continuing to do love readings. That's what's been asked of me.

Akane: 19:53

And I am joyful to support you in that. Have a beautiful day.