Clydesdale Media Podcast

We catch up with Ryan Rettke as he heads back to the CrossFit Games. We find out what its like to be in a division with a perennial Champion in Jason Grubb.  What are the goals for this season and how long will Ryan compete?

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We cover the sport of CrossFit from all angles. We talk with athletes, coaches and celebrities that compete and surround in the sport of CrossFit at all levels. We also bring you Breaking News, Human Interest Stories and report on the Methodology of CrossFit. We also use the methodology to make ourselves the fittest we can be.

What's going on everybody?

Welcome.

to the Clydesdale Media Podcast,

where right now we are

focusing on highlighting as

many of the CrossFit Game

Masters athletes as we can.

I'm not making any Dave

promises because there's

like 400 athletes in Birmingham,

but I'm going to get

through as many as I can in

a couple of weeks.

Ryan Redkey, what's going on, Ryan?

Not much, Scott.

How are you doing?

Good, good.

Great, great.

So this is your second CrossFit Games.

Yes, correct.

Last year you took fifth.

Yep.

Your trip to the Games this

year was kind of interesting.

You finished,

you had your worst finish

ever in a quarterfinals or semi,

not that it's a huge sample size,

but at semifinals this year.

Yeah.

What, what, what kind of prompted that?

Was it an, an event itself?

Was, um, injury illness?

No, definitely not injury or illness.

Um, I think it was a couple of things.

I, I,

I feel like I kind of peaked at

quarterfinals, um, mentally, physically,

um,

I feel like it was on point

for my quarterfinals performance.

Everything was clicking.

And then as probably most of

the listeners know that are

tuning in for a Masters athlete,

it was a quick turnaround

for quarterfinals and semifinals.

It was only a couple of weeks.

And so I think I kind of let

off the gas a little bit mentally.

Um, like, uh,

I'm in a chat group with some other,

other guys in my age group and, um,

you know, the morning of semifinals,

they're like, you guys ready?

And I'm like, ready for what?

You know, like half kidding.

Um, I just wasn't quite mentally, um,

prepared.

Um, I don't know.

I think it was a few reasons,

but I just feel like it wasn't quite,

quite into it.

Um, uh, that week, um,

I feel like after the first couple days,

because it was so long,

after I got two events under my belt,

and then I felt like I kind

of was hitting my stride a little bit.

But yeah,

I feel like I underperformed a

little bit on a couple of the workouts.

So we had you on a group show.

You're a Mayhem athlete,

as you are proudly

displaying on the screen.

And you went to Mayhem.

Was that for semis?

Yes, correct.

That was during semis.

Yep.

Was that,

did that environment help at all

or did it hurt?

Um, I don't think the environment itself,

um, is what hurt at all.

Um,

is what caused me to underperform a

little bit.

Uh,

I had went out to mayhem about two

months before for a camp, um,

just for a performance camp, um,

training my coach and some other people.

And, um,

As I was preparing for it mentally,

it just kind of felt like

that's what I was going to.

I was going to just go train, I think,

is partly what it was in my

mind leading up to

traveling to Cookville for that weekend.

So it didn't really feel

like I was going for a competition.

So I don't think it was

mayhem itself at all.

It was just my kind of

outlook on everything,

where I was at at the time mentally.

Well,

the good news is you had three months

from semifinals until we

get to the games.

Yeah.

I find completely bizarre

that they rushed you guys

into a semi before elite athletes,

and yet your games is after theirs.

Yeah.

Yes.

I remember last year, it was –

felt like a lot of time and

people were saying that

that was a long time, um,

from semi-finals to the games.

And now it's,

I think it's almost like a

week more this year because

the semi-finals were even a

little bit earlier and the

games were a little bit later.

So, or excuse me,

like semi-finals were a little bit later,

but I think it's a longer

time this year even than it

was last year.

Um, so yeah,

like a quarter of the year

between semi-finals and the

games long time.

I hope that's because they

didn't know when the games

were going to be still

trying to find the location and that, um,

and maybe they can schedule

it better as we get into next season.

Yeah.

That's what, what Bob has implied.

Uh,

I think multiple times is that it'll be

better in the future that, you know,

most of these events, uh,

booking for the arenas is a

couple of years out usually.

And so they were trying to

find a place on a date that

would work on a short time.

So hoping it's better.

So before we dive into the games,

I want to get some backstory with you.

Sure.

In my research of you,

I found out that you were a

college wrestler.

Yeah.

And you were three-time NCAA,

three-time USA Wrestling All-American.

Correct.

So what is three-time USA All-American?

Is it a concept?

No.

what that means is like the

Olympic styles of wrestling.

So there's three,

three styles of wrestling, basically for,

for us wrestlers.

There's three styles.

There's the folk style or collegiate style,

which you wrestle in high

school and college.

And then there's the international styles,

which are going on in a few

days in Paris and the Olympics,

which is two styles of that,

which is freestyle and

Greco Roman wrestling,

which are the same scoring,

except it's a little bit

different scoring from,

from college wrestling style.

But,

Greco-Roman is all upper body.

You can't attack legs.

You can't use your legs

offensively or defensively to score.

And so that's kind of what I

wrestled in that.

And so when I say USA Wrestling,

USA Wrestling is the

platform that hosts all

freestyle and Greco-Roman

wrestling as well.

And so I was All-American

three times in Greco-Roman

wrestling at three different levels.

And it was called Juniors at the time,

which was high school.

And just when I graduated, I got fourth.

Uh, in Greco and then in college,

they call it S fours,

which I think it's called under 20 ones.

Now, um, I got seventh place, I think.

And then I got, um, or no,

I was the fifth.

I think I got fifth at that.

And then I got,

I think a seventh place in

universities or sixth place

or fifth place, somewhere around there in,

uh, universities,

which I think is now called

under 23 or under 25.

Um, wrestling.

So.

What, speaking of, you know,

the Olympics starting today, um,

did you have aspirations at

any point in your career?

I mean, of course I would have loved to,

you know, you dream about it.

Um, so after I finished college wrestling,

um, I did wrestle the Greco and I got, uh,

you know, at the university level,

like I said, I was an all American.

And, um,

after I finished my collegiate

career and I did go out and

wrestle in the, in the U S open, um,

one year.

trained a little bit, but not near enough.

I was, um, you know,

Minnesota is a kind of a, at the time,

especially it was a hotbed

for Greco Roman wrestling.

Um,

I think this last Olympic cycle was the

first year that, uh,

which is where I lived at

the time where I grew up, um,

a non Minnesota or

Minnesota person did not

make the Greco Roman Olympic team.

Um,

So this year they have one

that is technically not on

the Minnesota team right now,

but he was a Minnesota

wrestler for most of his career.

So I did a little bit with those guys,

but I didn't put enough time into it.

I just kind of wanted to

keep wrestling for fun.

I did a couple of sprint triathlons,

and I'm like,

why am I doing this when I'm

still 24 years old?

Why am I,

why am I trying to learn

something brand new in a

sprint triathlon to compete

in that where I can still wrestle,

you know?

So I wrestled a little bit more, but no.

Yeah.

Where did you wrestle at collegially?

Collegially,

I wrestled at Minnesota State.

Okay.

Yeah, I went to,

I went to Clare University for a minute.

Back in the day,

I'm a bit older than you are.

And I was friends with Kurt Angle.

And we followed him.

Now, he went freestyle in the Olympics.

Correct.

Yeah.

And it was a blast watching

him ascend and make it to

the Olympics and do what he did.

And my roommate was a wrestler,

and so we just hung out at

the wrestling house all the

time and got to know those guys.

And Clarion was, like,

they were kick-ass back in the day.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, well, I mean,

Pennsylvania wrestling in

general is pretty big.

Yeah, Penn State's been killing it lately.

I lived here in Buckeye land

and it's like my only bragging rights.

This is the wrestling.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

That's a kale.

Kale is a really turn that around.

I wrestled him twice in college.

Actually.

Kale Sanderson is the head

coach at Penn state now.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

he was 159 and 0 in college

so it didn't go well he uh

what's that it that sums it

up pretty quick yeah um you

know I think I've I've

wrestled well against them

especially my second time

um you know it just to put

in perspective I think my

senior year in wrestling uh

he was a sophomore that

year I wrestled him his

freshman year and his

sophomore year was my

junior and senior year and my senior year

he took me down 15 times in one match.

And I believe that was more

takedowns than I got,

gave up the entire rest of

the season combined.

So he's, he's, yeah,

it was something else.

Is it like,

is it still a feather in your cap though,

that you took them on?

Like, uh,

cause you have to be good enough

to even get on a mat with them.

Right.

I guess, you know, uh, no, I mean,

I'm glad I wrestled them.

I, I, you know, is,

I looked forward to the opportunity.

He was just obviously on a

different level than everybody else,

and especially me.

It's funny because I was a

swimmer growing up,

and I had Olympic

aspirations until reality

hits you in the face and

you realize that that's not

going to happen.

But one time I beat a guy

who eventually won two

silver medals in the Olympics.

Wow.

That one time is what I've

been living on for 40 years.

Yeah,

what I can say is I almost took Cale

down one time.

I was underneath, I was coming up,

and I turned the wrong way.

If I would have turned the other way,

I think I would have gotten the big down.

So I almost took him down one time.

It is.

So how much do you attribute

to your success in CrossFit

with what you learned in wrestling?

Because I've talked to a lot

of wrestlers like Chris Feeler.

Yeah.

And they say that the big –

and Scott Tetlow and some other people.

And they all say that you

are uncomfortable in wrestling.

That is the job of a

wrestler is to be uncomfortable.

And so it helps you when

you're uncomfortable in CrossFit.

Yeah.

It –

it's very,

it's similar in a lot of ways

and it's different in some ways.

Um, you know, to be a high level wrestler,

you have to be able to put

in the work and work hard.

Um, it's, it's just a grind.

I mean, CrossFit's a grind too.

Um, I think I've,

I've worked harder in

CrossFit than I did in wrestling.

Um, just in terms of, you know,

I'm on a training and hours put in, um,

uh,

but the kind of the

difference I say for

wrestling is it's like,

you're a one-on-one out

there against another guy

against another person.

And so he's trying to tear your head off,

you know, and you're trying to,

trying to beat him.

And if you relax, you know,

he's going to slam your

head against the mat, do something,

you know, so you can't, if I, if I coast,

if I'm in,

if I'm in CrossFit at

competition and I get tired

and I slow down,

I'm just going to go slower.

These guys are going to beat me.

Nothing bad is going to

happen to me in a wrestling match.

The guys trying to,

at least in a high-level wrestling match,

they're trying to beat the

crap out of you.

It's a grind in that way

where it's a different kind

of physical grind.

Wrestling practice,

you have college wrestling.

Sometimes we have half-hour

to an hour matches where

it's just you against another guy

and you're just going at it, you know,

and that's just a mental

grind that you break

multiple times and try to push through.

So, so yeah, it's a,

it helps for sure with mentality.

I think for CrossFit.

So I know you're on a phone

and your screen is smaller, but who,

who is this guy?

I can see it.

Yeah.

Yeah, that doesn't look at me.

Yeah, my kids, my kids, my girls.

Say that again.

The flowing locks.

Yeah, exactly.

That's what I was just going to say.

My,

my girls like to refer to that as to

the era when dad had hair.

Yeah, exactly.

Yeah.

I had the treat to watch an

episode of Fear Factor in

which you were on,

and you ended up winning.

Yeah, I did.

One quick comment.

It was before HD existed,

and 4K was something the

aliens were going to do.

Yeah.

It was right before high-deficient TVs,

so...

like literally a couple of years,

a year or two before.

So, yeah.

So how old were you when you

went on that show?

See 2003.

So I was 25.

Yeah.

20, 25.

Did you,

did you watch it and think that's

something I can be good at?

Um, well,

I'll try to make this story short, but,

um, a girl I was dating at the time, uh,

saw that they were doing

tryouts at the mall of America, uh,

And, and she's like, you can do that.

So I'm like, sure.

You can give me a ride down there.

I'll go try out.

So, um, went down for a trial,

a casting call at the mall

of America to get on.

I mean,

it was the first step of many steps,

but yeah.

And, uh, in your episode,

the first event is you had

to go into a submerged bus

and mannequins and,

Your second non-elimination task,

which you had to pick up

Madagascar cockroaches with your mouth,

put them in a bowl,

and then drink two cups of stuff.

Yeah.

One was lard and something else,

and the other was rotten milk.

Yeah, they called it blended milk.

Lard and cow parts.

So they call it lard and

blended cow parts is what

they called the first glass.

And then the second glass

they called Fear Factor Rotten Milk.

And that was by far the worst part,

drinking that glass of Fear

Factor Rotten Milk of the whole show.

That was pretty bad.

That was my next question.

Because then the next one

was you had to sift through

cow brains to find yellow

discs with your face.

Yeah.

I mean,

you didn't have to ingest it there.

That was the difference.

You're just going through.

You couldn't use your hands.

You're going through with

your face and your mouth.

As they said,

brain spinal fluid is what

they called it.

It was dripping down on top

of you and the table.

But yeah,

you had to get the 10 discs and

transfer them with your

mouth into the jar.

And then the finale was just

a heights thing.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah,

it was a heights thing with beams

that were dropping,

and you had to zigzag

across them and pull off

flags before the beam

dropped to get to the other

side of a U-shaped apartment building,

nine stories up, I think we were.

And Joe was infatuated with

the fact that you were a wrestler,

and that gave you good balance.

Yeah, it was kind of funny.

This was before Joe Rogan blew up.

I mean, obviously he was famous,

but he wasn't the Joe Rogan

that everybody knows now, you know,

a lot of people knew him,

but he wasn't huge like he is now,

but he was just starting to

do the UFC announcing stuff.

Obviously he has a huge

martial arts background.

He wrestled in high school.

He said one year.

And so his knowledge of

people that were in MMA,

it's just unreal to me.

Like he knew guys that I

wrestled with in college

that were just doing like

local fight scene stuff.

Um, he knew those guys.

I'm like, how do you,

how do you know these guys?

So he just knew, knew everything about it.

And so we clicked right away

and just bonded over that.

So it was a week's worth of taping.

Um, I mean, not, we didn't tape every day,

but, um, it was over a week's period.

And so we kind of just

clicked and it's just him

and I were just standing

there talking a lot of the

time as the other

contestants were kind of

just standing around, standing around.

Cause there's a lot of downtime, um,

resetting the stunts and everything.

Um, so yeah, it was a good experience,

but yeah.

Yeah.

So the question I've always

wanted to know is,

they say it's cow brains,

or they say it's... Now,

the bugs were the bugs.

There's no faking that.

Were the brains brains,

or was it just something

that looked... No, it was brains.

It was definitely brains.

The spinal fluid, I'm sure it was.

I don't know.

My guess is it was.

The rotten milk, it was bad.

It was bad, whatever it was.

I mean...

I don't know.

It was pretty bad.

I mean, the lard and cow parts,

you could see stuff floating in there.

So I'm sure it was.

I don't know what,

maybe intestines or something.

I have no idea.

I was shocked at how fast

every contestant went

through the lard and cow parts,

and then the milk stopped everybody.

Yeah,

it was a bad reaction trying to get

it down.

So, yeah.

So I think back then what

the prize was 50 grand,

something like that.

Correct.

Correct.

Yeah.

So I was on a, it was a special show.

Usually there's three stunts and it was a,

a 90 minute show is an hour

long show usually.

And so they did a 90 minute

show with four stunts.

And that, like you said,

the second one was

non-elimination and the

winner got a trip to Brazil.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I was out in the lead on that.

And then, yeah.

Guy came from behind.

So you won 50 grand in Brazil,

but instead you just got 50 grand.

Correct.

Yeah.

At the time.

Yeah.

Like you said, 50 grand, 2003.

I mean, 50,

$50,000 is a lot of money anyway,

but you know, I was teaching at the time.

Uh, and I think my salary was $29,000,

you know?

So that was like almost,

almost two years worth of salary for me.

Um, so that was a big deal, you know?

Yeah.

Yeah,

so how often does this get brought up

or do most people not even know?

Yeah, in the CrossFit world,

not as many people know, I don't think.

But in the wrestling world,

because I was wrestling at the time,

so anybody that knows me via wrestling,

yeah, it gets brought up.

It's been over 20 years now,

so not quite as much anymore.

But yeah, I did a lot for a while.

Yeah.

So you said you were a teacher.

What, what took you into teaching?

Did you want to like,

the only reason I ever

wanted to be a teacher was to be a coach.

Yeah.

So, I mean, that's kind of it.

That's kind of part of it.

My, I come from a big family of educators.

My dad was, uh, he was a teacher,

but he got into administration, um,

pretty early on.

So he was a school administrator.

Um, by the time I got through there,

he was a super superintendent of schools.

Um,

but um so I kind of had that

at the background I started

out college as a pre-dental

major and and after the

after the first year it's

kind of like um I was doing

okay in school you know I

wasn't doing I wasn't doing

great you know I think I

graduated with like a three

three or three four or

something like college so

that's good but you know

it's like is that gonna be

enough to get me into

dental school and do it you

know so I i didn't

probably put enough time into studying, um,

as I should have to, to do for that.

And it's like,

why do I really want to be a dentist?

Um, you know,

I was just thinking about it.

And so I just kind of fell

back on what I liked and I liked science.

I was really into infatuated

with astronomy at the time.

Um, and so I'm like, well, let's see what,

what's that there is in that field.

And, um, yeah,

there was earth science education.

So, uh, yeah.

And then I could coach, you know,

along with it.

So, so yeah.

that's kind of what the,

what led me into that path.

And then eventually you left what,

what was the precursor to

that or just found a different love?

Um, so I taught for 10 years.

Uh, I was, um, you know,

I taught middle school and

high school a little bit and I was,

I was out of the classroom for,

I think three years.

It was a really cool, cool gig that I had.

I was teaching at the

biggest school district in

Minnesota and they had an

observatory at their, um,

one of their middle schools

and I ran the observatory, um,

teacher on a special assignment.

And so that was, that was pretty cool,

pretty cool gig, uh,

running the observatory.

Um, so, um, my, um, so when I had my son,

who's now 13, um, at the time, uh,

my wife, um,

was working and we've decided, Hey,

why don't I stay home for a

little bit with him?

And so I took leave from

teaching and then we had

another girl and we had another girl.

And so my youngest is now five.

And so I kind of have stayed home,

stayed home with them and

become more or less a full-time dad.

I have my real estate license as well.

We have some rentals that I,

that I manage and do things

like that as well.

But,

but more or less a full time,

full time stay at home dad.

So that's pretty awesome.

And it's sad that like the

easiest salary to replace

is a teacher salary.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Well,

my wife's definitely the breadwinner.

So I, um,

it was kind of the easier choice.

She put in a lot, a lot of,

a lot of time in her education.

So what does your wife do?

She's a physician.

Cool.

That's awesome.

So when you, when you get hurt in CrossFit,

she's, she can fix you.

Well, well, her,

her specialty is a colon rectal surgery.

So, so hopefully not.

Yeah.

I just,

I just signed up for my first

colonoscopy.

So I had my first one last year,

a year ago.

So, so I go in the games, the prep,

the prep, you know,

obviously is the hardest part, but yeah.

now so what got you into uh

diesel mechanic so um uh

for my master's program um

when I was teaching I was

it's a degree in natural

science and environmental

education and I got really

interested in alternative

energy um and alternative

fuels and uh I learned that uh diesel

diesel engines originally

ran on vegetable oil and I

read about these people

that would uh collect waste

vegetable oil from

restaurants and filter it

and use it as fuel or turn

it into biodiesel one of

the two um and so I started

just researching that and

um bought my first

my first diesel Mercedes in 1984,

300 SD diesel Mercedes in 2007 and, um,

converted to run on vegetable oil.

And I did that for about

four or five years.

And so I kind of, I figured, you know,

if I'm going to convert a

car to run on vegetable oil and I, um,

I'm going to be driving it, you know,

an old car, um,

It's going to need

maintenance and I'm going

to need to know how to do it.

So I just started learning

about it and I kind of fell

in love with it.

So that's what started it.

And I don't do vegetable anymore.

I haven't done vegetable oil

since like 2011, 12.

I try to buy biomass,

biodiesel at the pump to

run in my diesels now,

but they just run on regular diesel.

I don't do the vegetable oil thing anymore,

but that's what got me into it.

And I just kind of fell in

love with the cars.

And, um, I still have, well,

I shouldn't say I still have, I've bought,

I've been,

I had some on and off over the years, but,

uh, I bought,

I got a couple old Mercedes now that,

that I work on and I've restored, um,

that I've sat for a long

time and restored them.

So yeah.

It is so funny because my

daughter's boyfriend, longtime boyfriend,

is a diesel mechanic.

He actually works for Mack

Trucks in Pennsylvania.

But they're looking for an

old Mercedes so that he can

work on it and do the

maintenance on it because

the parts are really cheap,

according to him.

Yeah.

Well, the problem with these...

Well, I guess when you say old,

you got to define what old is.

I'm talking like early 80s Mercedes.

You're talking more like early 2000.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So the ones that I run,

a lot of the parts are no

longer available from Mercedes.

They don't make them anymore.

So you have to go to the

parts yards or there's a

whole network of people

that have cars that they've parted out.

online and on the forum.

So that's kind of what I do.

But yeah, there's, I think, uh,

for the 2000, probably still out,

still making them.

Yeah.

They've done a lot of research.

The hard part is they're

young and trying to get a

loan for a car that old, uh, has been,

you know, so, but yeah, that's what,

that's what he's trying to do.

Um, okay.

I,

I know like something that's really

important to you is your faith.

Mm-hmm.

So with,

and then I talked to a lot of athletes,

like being a CrossFit athlete,

take some selfishness,

especially competing at the

highest level.

How do you balance the two?

Um, yeah, that's something I've,

I've really reflected on a lot lately.

Um, specifically in the last, uh,

month or so.

And.

Um, I, I haven't had a lot of epiphanies.

I haven't come to a lot of conclusions,

but kind of where I view it right now is,

is, um, I've been given this life and, um,

these gifts and it would be

a waste not to use them to

their fullest and not to

live my life to the fullest.

Um,

And so that's kind of where

I am at on my journey with

that right now and how I

view my athletic

performance as using the

gifts I've been given and just trying to,

um, pursue excellence.

Um, and from what I've in my life.

So

was that something that drew

you to mayhem with faith

being part of their key tenants?

Hmm.

So we're, we're going a little deep here,

I guess.

Um, I, I feel like I kind of, um,

drifted away from my faith

for a while and not feel like I did.

And, um, I grew up very,

very faith driven.

And, um, even through my,

20s and and 30s early 30s

but you know for a while

there it wasn't something I

focused on um and

questioned a lot with it um

obviously still do um but

trying to um understand it

all and and um make it all

work but um so no at the

time when I went to mayhem

I don't I don't think I i

was I don't think I wasn't

reason at all um

honestly but I think it's

been something that has

made it easier for it to

come back into my life um

being a part of mayhem uh

so this will be my last

question I promise and that

is whoop lost you for a

second um thought you hung

up on me no but no with all

the background you have in science

Is that a natural tug in two

different directions?

I don't think so.

I think it can be if you

allow it for the person or

a person can use science to

say why they don't think

there is a God or a God exists.

But science is about trying

to understand everything

and understand how things work,

which I don't know if we'll

ever be able to do fully to

the extent leading to faith.

I don't think that's probably possible.

But there are things that we

can't explain.

I've come to realize that I

don't know anything.

There's so little that we

understand and so little that we know.

You just look at 100 years

ago of our understanding of

the universe and our

understanding of how things

worked and how much it's

progressed in the last 100 years.

So science is continually

evolving and continually

gaining knowledge.

Um, so, so my, my interpretation,

my understanding of it knows, no,

they don't have to be conflicting,

conflicting things.

Um,

I do understand out there that there

are people out there that

are very science-based and

so they're very concrete

and they need proof.

And so that was part of, part of the, uh,

my struggle that I dealt with as well, uh,

a few years ago and trying to, um,

understand it because

In a lot of ways,

there's not a lot of proof of faith.

But it's something that I

think I've been able to

overcome and make it work

in my understandings.

Okay.

So moving on to the games,

this year you finished fifth last year.

Realistically going in,

What are your expectations this year?

Um,

so my expectations are to do the best

that I can, um, form, um, well,

and everything to be,

to be better than I was last year.

Um, not necessarily in terms of placings,

but just in terms of better performances,

um,

My goal is to win.

My goal is to take first place,

to be the CrossFit Games champion.

And I feel like I've been

training and preparing to do that.

Whether that happens or not,

I can't control that.

I mean, I can control it to some extent,

but there are other things

that are out of my control.

But I feel like I've been,

the last three months,

have been doing everything right,

have been preparing myself

as best as I can.

And I really do feel like

I'm the best version of myself,

CrossFit self, ever.

So if I can keep it up,

keep it up for another few weeks,

keep my mental clarity, my mental focus,

I'm hoping it's going to go well.

21 years ago on Fear Factor,

Joe Rogan asked you,

are you going to let these

ladies beat you?

And your response was,

I'm, I don't let, and I don't like any,

but I don't like losing to

anyone regardless of who they are.

Yeah.

Yeah.

He was kind of, uh, uh, you know, it's the,

I'm sure the producers were

in his ear and tell him the question,

like, uh, you know, they want to,

they want to, they want,

they want to see if you

open your mouth and stick your foot in,

you know, cause I was the final stunt.

It was myself against two females.

And so they wanted me to say, yeah,

I'm going to,

I'm going to beat these

girls or something like that, you know,

cause that's going to be a great for TV.

But, um, so no, I just said, I said, uh,

you know, losing is bad period.

So, you know, I was 25 and a CV.

Um, but yeah, I, you know, it's, it's,

I'm a lot wiser.

Hopefully I'm, I think I'm wiser now, um,

and older.

Um, you know,

a lot of these guys that I

compete with are really,

really good friends.

Um,

and so I don't feel like I'm going out

there to try to beat them.

I feel like I'm going out there to try to,

um,

do the best that I can um

you know because their

performance in crossfit for

the most part doesn't have

to have any direct impact

on my performance it's a

little different with

wrestling because it's

one-on-one you the physical

nature of you against

another person is you're

trying to beat the other

person but in crossfit it's

your performance you know

it's you against the

weights or the bike or or

whatever you're doing um

and so the other people's

performances don't have to have

a direct impact on you.

So it's all about focusing

inward and creating the

best performance I can and

the best preparation I can for myself.

So hope that made sense.

Yeah, it makes perfect sense.

My last question to you is

just kind of a fun question

to finish this off.

You tagged me in a post you

made on Instagram.

I think you were just

cleaning out a car or went

to a used store or something,

and you found cassettes of

U2 and The Police.

Uh-huh.

What is the ultimate music

to listen to when you're working out?

Oh, I...

So I've gone through a

couple of different phases.

I would say about five, six years ago,

I was really listening to

when I was working out was

maybe like 80s rock, like foreigner,

foreigner.

I listened to a lot of

foreigner when I was working out,

even the slow jams when I

was working out.

And so that's what I was

doing at the time around then,

I would say.

Probably before that,

probably heavy heavy stuff

like more more current

current at the time so like

you know heavy metal from

like uh you know 2000s that

kind of stuff but then it

kind of evolved into to

country and I was listening

to country for a long time

while I was working out um

but I would say the last

six months to a year I've

gone back to like 90s

grunge and that's pretty

much what I've what I've

been listening to my my 13

year old um started playing guitar

And, uh,

has a rock band at school that

he's in and he's gotten really into,

into nineties, nineties grunge.

And my wife's kind of a fan of that too.

And so it's just kind of

been something that I've

gotten back into.

So that's,

that's what I've been listening

to a lot while it's in the

background while I'm working out lately.

How does that music change

when you're driving an old Mercedes?

Um, I don't know.

You just, I, I, you know,

that's what I kind of like about it is,

is it's,

from the era, you know, the older music,

that's what kind of like what the cars,

um, just a little bit nostalgic, um,

you know,

for that time for timer as the

older you get, um,

kind of more nostalgia you have for,

for those, uh,

younger years and the

things that go along with it.

So that's probably part of

the draw for the, um, for the cars that I,

that I like and drive.

So do your old Mercedes

still have tape decks?

Yeah.

Yeah.

My, um,

So I have two of them,

one that I've been driving,

one that's not quite ready to drive yet.

I'm still working on it.

But the one that I was

driving has a tape deck.

It has an original 80s tape deck in it.

So that's where the wanting

to buy tapes again has come from.

So we can play those in the car.

What's cool to me is,

and I don't know if people

younger than us would even

understand this,

is my nostalgia for that

music isn't the hit songs.

It's the deep tracks on

those albums that never get

played anymore,

that I haven't heard in 30 years.

That's why I started collecting vinyl,

because I work from home,

and I just put a record on

and let it play.

That's so much more

enjoyable to me than the radio.

Yeah.

Because the radio picks two

songs from a group,

and that's all you ever hear.

Yeah.

So I've been listening to

Sirius XM a lot lately.

That's what I put on when

I'm working out here at home.

And I've been doing Lithium.

And they have something

called Lithium Deep Cuts,

where they play the lesser

known songs from the band as well.

And then I'll finish with this.

This is just a personal story.

So I have a guitar.

It's sitting back here somewhere.

And before I got into all this media stuff,

I tried to play.

Well, I'll leave it at that.

And I love 90s grunge,

but everything is drop D tuning.

And the guitar I have to reset that is so,

it's a Floyd Rose tremolo

and it takes so much to reset that.

And so I just didn't learn

them because I didn't want

to have to reset the tune.

Change and change it back.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yup.

Yeah.

I,

I tried to play guitar a little bit for

a while too.

I had a guitar and I,

I never took lessons or anything,

but I was,

playing some trying to learn

some led zeppelin and stuff

like that too and it didn't

last very long maybe six

months nine months I was

doing it but and do it a

little bit now helping my

son doing that and that's

why I was remember that

talking about the drop to

and he's trying to learn

some nirvana songs and yeah

yeah yeah I was trying to

do sound garden and uh foo

fighters yeah all that and it well yeah

it's all, it's all down there.

So I actually bought a cheap

other guitar that I could

put in drop T tuning.

And I took three years of lessons,

but I never,

I never got to the point

where I felt I was good.

Yeah.

But it was fun.

Yeah.

I still, you know,

I was playing with my son.

I was trying to,

we're going through some

online tutorials and stuff.

And I was,

learning a little bit more

again and I was like oh

maybe I should start taking

guitar lessons here too and

I'm like no you don't need

any more hobbies ryan you

don't need you don't need

any more hobbies

Oh, Ryan, this has been a blast.

I want to thank you so much

for your time out.

And we'll see you in Birmingham.

We got granted full access

to do a behind-the-scenes

of the Masters CrossFit Games.

So we'll be back in the area

at the Grouse getting up

with you guys and talking

to you back there.

So I can't wait to catch up with you guys.

Thanks so much for having me on,

but also thank you so much

for putting the spotlight

on especially the Masters

CrossFit and doing the work

you do for that.

You guys have the coolest backstories.

People who aren't tuning

into this are missing out

because Justin Medeiros was

an unfair factor.

No, he was doing CrossFit.

And with that, everybody,

thank you for being with us.

We'll see you next time on

the Clydesdale Media Podcast.

Bye, guys.

See you later.

Bye.