Luminous Life Force with River Roaring

That empty feeling after sex.
That empty feeling after self pleasure.
… That empty feeling that’s starting to apply to more and more of life.

You’re not broken.
… This culture is broken and you grew up in it.

We are taught to follow other people’s desires, rather than to find our own.
We are mostly taught that our own desires are bad and shameful.

So we do things that we don’t really desire to do.
… And we wonder why we’re bored or depressed or distracted.

The good news is: YOU are naturally perfect.

Let’s remember who we are underneath all the BS we don’t agree with.

LET’S RETRAIN ourselves to hear our deepest desires.

… Our soul’s desire.

In this episode, we look at 3 simple, not easy, steps to finding your deepest desire.

Energy flows where there is space.

Learn how to give your body and your being space so the energy of your soul’s desire can flow through you.

… If you choose to pursue this path, I hope find your soul’s deepest desires and enjoy each one of them to their fullest.

Hi, I'm your host River! I'm an erotic life-force coach, surrogate partner, and touch workshop facilitator, providing safe and confidential space for erotic awareness. 

🤸🏼‍♀️ My gift to you darling, I hope you enjoy ❤️ 
✨ The Lost Art of Sexual Fantasy ~ Become an Artist of your own Spirit ✨

What is Luminous Life Force with River Roaring?

It's called Luminous Life Force.
It's sacred. It's sexual. It's healing.

You’re here to be luminous. … To remember your magic.
We have the capacity to rise into our highest consciousness through intense times when we melt into a deeper version of love and acceptance, and follow the rules of nature.

I am the open door that no one can close, and I want to open doors that you never even knew existed. We will connect through meditation, spirituality and use our ancient sexual energy, to heal together.

Join me and let’s cultivate our most luminous life force together. ❤️

River Roaring co-organizes the Sacred Sexuality Austin Empowerment Circle Friday evening events, and facilitates weekend workshops and private muse-and-mentoring programs, all in-person in her temple in the beautiful city of Austin, Texas.

More information can be found here:
riverroaring.com

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Hello, darling. This is River Roaring, celebrating the Luminous Life Force in us all. Hello, darling. It's River Roaring. And today, I wanna talk about why can't I find desire?

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Why can't I find my own deep desire? I want to invite you to start by pausing and giving yourself just a little bit of space to look at your own life, your own picture, and how well are you currently finding your own deepest desires that are not really related to anybody else's desires? Are you in touch with your body's deepest desires and your soul's primordial wisdom about why you're here on earth and what you want here and going for it in the bedroom in sexual experiences as well as outside of the bedroom? Or is that not quite that circuit not quite open as far as you'd like it to be? The ways this could look is I find some part of my life to be somewhat empty.

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Any part of your life could be sexual part, could be like, I've had a sexual experience again and it just is not deeply fulfilling. It's somewhat empty. I have eaten a meal, and it's just not that fulfilling. I'm listening to music. It's not the best.

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It's not really doing it for me. I'm going to work every day to a job that's not lighting me up and turning me on. These are different ways it shows up in my life when I'm not finding my desire. My desire for food, my desire for fun, my desire for sexual experience, my deep desires for what I do for a living and how I spend my time every day. Is your life set up in line with your deepest soul desires on all these levels?

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Or are you also, like everybody else I've ever met and myself, do you often struggle to find the deepest desires? Desires? I have been a sexual healer or a facilitator of sexual healing now for about fifteen years, and I've worked exclusively full time with people on sexual healing one on one for all that time. It was ten years ago when I closed my law office and didn't have any more income from that source anymore. So I've seen a lot of people work with their own desire.

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And I haven't met anyone yet who is really good at finding their desire until they retrain their body and this circuit that I mentioned is opened and loosened up. So if you've ever been in a scenario where maybe in a sexual experience where your partner turns to you and says, Hey, what would you like? It's your turn. What would you like? Have you ever felt at a loss for words?

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I'm not sure. I'm not sure. Typically the mind will come in and start going, What's the best here? What's appropriate? What are they not going to judge?

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What are they going to be okay with? What's something they'll like also? What am I supposed to say here? That's all chatter that's not helpful in the mind. Is my body going to function correctly?

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How's my body going to look if we take our clothes off? I don't know. All these mental things can come in and block. Actually finding your desire. The same thing might happen for you if someone someone says, Where would you like to eat tonight?

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Want to go to a restaurant? Where would you like to go? I don't know. I don't know. Why is it that I have worked as a sexual healer with people one on one for so long and I've never met a person in our culture who's in touch with their desire, their deep desires, until they train into it?

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Why would it be so common in our society as we live right now to have human beings unable to find their deep soul desire? I believe that human nature by ourselves without the cultural and societal and family training that we had growing up, without the what I call broken culture all around us that's heavy and unnecessarily so and unnecessarily negative. My belief is that nature of human beings is that we would always live in our desire. Every single thing about our existence would be in our desire, our deepest soul's desire. So why would it be so hard right now for everyone basically to find desire?

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I was recently thinking about a story of a client of mine and I can relate it very well to stories of myself easily. And almost, well there's a commonality with all people. So I want to describe this one gentleman I was working with. He grew up in a household where he was the first born. So right there it means that for a few years until his sister was born, he was the only one in the household with the caretakers.

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That's important. I was as well. I was the oldest born, so for two years I was the only one in the home with my mother and father. No one else was there to help me learn or help me grow, just them. And same with this client.

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He was alone in the home before he developed language with his mother and father only. And so if we think about it, even prior to being born, we are in a womb of a mother for approximately nine months. So for that entire nine months, as all the circuits are formed in my being, the only being who is training me into what my emotion and psychological state are going to be like is my mother. In fact, I am growing up for nine months inside, literally, of my mother's emotional and psychological experiences. So for me, it's kind of like public record that my mother was diagnosed with many mental illness diagnoses and labels.

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Labels. And so I had my first nine months in the womb inside of a relatively severely mentally ill human, and that's the only training I got for nine months on how to be a human and how to be emotional and psychologically stable, which it wasn't. And then I can't so it was in the womb, the truth of the matter is my body and being were slightly unsafe. They were unsafe in the emotional sense. It didn't feel nourishing and heartwarming and completely safe in the world I lived in for nine months.

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What was yours like? Can you remember anything, stories about your mother's psychological and emotional state during the time she had you in the womb? Because that was your only environment to learn from at that time. So think about that. Was it safe, nourishing, emotionally loving environment?

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Then once I'm born for two years before siblings came along, I was the only one there and my mother was in the same emotional confusion and lack of clarity and instability. And my father was very busy going to work and tending to both my mother and me and not able to give me very much attention and time because of real reasons. Wasn't anyone's fault. Nobody's at fault here. But little River, before I even learned language, my entire being and soul was learning, Okay, there's not a lot of space for me emotionally here, and there's not a lot of really strong heart connection that feels really deeply nourishing.

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Like when I send out a loving heart signal, the only thing I get back is a nourishing, loving heart signal back to me and a smiling face and really warm, loving feelings. I wasn't raised in that before I got words. So even before words came in which means my logical mind was not online yet because that's what uses words so before my logical mind even came online, my body, my soul, and my being were already trained. This is not a safe enough environment for your emotional heart opening to feel safe. And I guess I started out saying I was going to talk about my client but I'm going to go ahead and tell my story.

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So then the language came in as I started to learn words and that is an indication of my logical thinking mind, my spreadsheet mind but that part of me was coming online and I got words and at that point I only have the words that are taught to me and from that moment on in my world, I was always encouraged to develop the thinking logical mind and make that the top priority. So as I grew up and had words, I was taught, Go to school, get good grades, grades, and everything will be fine. Just get good grades. Just study and get good grades, and you'll be fine. That's the end of the story.

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So I just develop your logical mind, and you'll be fine. And I did do that. So I went to school and of course I also went to philosophy degree after high school and then I got my law degree and then I went out and practiced law for twenty years. I was deep inside the logical thinking mind, thinking it was the top priority. And the only thing the logical thinking mind can do for us, sadly, is just it's only a receptacle of other people's ideas.

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That's all it is, and all it can do is spreadsheet those out into pros and cons. The actual logical thinking part of my brain doesn't have desire. It only knows what other people have said and what I've seen and taken in information wise. Really it's a lot of junk I've taken in in the last few decades since I had language quite a bit of it. It's other people's ideas.

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So my own desire can't live in my thinking mind. It doesn't have the capacity to figure any of that out. It can't even make decisions. Modern science has confirmed ancient wisdom. The decisions we make are made from the gut and the heart and the body after the thinking logical spreadsheet mind comes up with reams and reams of pros and cons for us if we let it.

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It's not made for decisions. It can't find desire. It's only like learning language model AI in that it only has access to the externally inserted data sets. That's it. And it can put together into words, only the words I already know, which the English language does leave out a lot of really major concepts.

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So if I'm stuck to English to figure out the whole universe, that's already a detriment and a big limitation. So growing up in that world, now as a child I'm growing up, and there's not a lot of focus on River's heart connection with others. So I just didn't have access to any model that was showing me, oh, this is how you deeply heart connect and feel safe emotionally. And this is how you go beyond your thinking mind into your soul soul and listen to it. I never got any of that instruction, so I'm just marching along like a little child robot doing what I thought was best and what I was taught.

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And I didn't know where my desire was, so I was marching along and my career took the track that other people thought was a neat idea, being a trial attorney, and I got the training from the outside world to do that right. I was just marching along. In fact my desire was nowhere in my life, the truth of it, and I had no model to even show me that. So I was rolling along as an adult for about twenty years with no desire of my own that was deep from my own soul really, not really and I didn't even know it. I think that's an important moment to pause and really take that in.

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For twenty years of my adult life, I didn't know that I was out of touch with my deep desires, didn't even know it. So I've stopped to ask you the question now, Is it possible that you are living a life that is constructed from other people's ideas and beliefs and values and decisions and choices and their value system of what's important and what's not important? Is it possible it that your sexuality also is more reflective of things you've picked up from the outside world than it is reflecting your deepest soul and your deepest soul's desires on earth? And I'm asking that with tender loving care because it wasn't for me until the whole bottom fell out of my house of cards world of other people's ideas and the house of cards fell down and it hurt really bad when I finally noticed at age 38, Oh, nothing around me is what I would really want from my soul. And I'm just noticing that.

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And in addition to that, I don't even have any idea how I would construct a world that was just mine from my soul's deepest desires. So before I go on here, I just want to mention that almost every client I've worked with for sexual healing and almost every person I've met in a workshop environment and anyone who's disclosed to me their deepest truth about their desire, pleasure, sexuality, Every story has similarities in that as a child, the safe, relaxed, heart opening environment was not there. All the needs weren't met to feel super safe and get out my desires from my deepest self and expose them and ask for them and get them and receive the gift of desire coming true from the universe. So that circuit in everybody I've met who hasn't trained, retrained their circuit, the circuit is very small to nothing, the circuit that connects us to our deepest desires. And then we can train, thankfully, ourselves into opening up this circuit.

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And that's what I'd love to share about. So if your life is empty, if any part of your life feels empty, it may be in fact I would say it is you're not yet in touch with your deepest soul desire in that area and receiving that as a gift from the universe because the universe wants to gift you all of your desires. We are actually here as humans as multidimensional infinite light beings. We're here having a temporary human experience. And one of the universal laws of nature of the human experience we're having right now in my belief system is that the universe wants to give us all of our desires, wants to have them all met.

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And we'll do that. Our little circuit is so broken that we're actually we actually are doing that. It's just that what we're desiring is in this tiny little broken circuit of other people's ideas because we're in the logical mind about the desires. So river, okay, enough. How do I get out of this?

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What do I do? What do I do about this? Luckily there's a very beautiful process. Simple, maybe not easy, but simple. And so why can't I find desire?

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What do I do about it? I'm pausing. I'm noticing myself right now as I speak. And I want to share with you what I train people into in a very methodical way that has a little bit more to it than what I'm going to put on this podcast because our container is relatively small here, and I provide an entire weekend experience in person where I have taken hundreds of people through the process of opening this circuit so that you can actually find your desire, name it, and get it. And that's the workshop with River Roaring here in Austin, Texas that has now been rolling forward for eight years, and hundreds of people will share if asked that it's opened and helped open the circuit so that they can find their deep soul desire, ask for it, get it, and really open that circuit.

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Once you complete that new circuit, it opens more. And then it opens more, it opens more, it opens more, and you start being able retrain your body and your circuits so that you are now able to live a life that's more like you desire in every realm, that's more your deep soul infinite being's desire in the bedroom so that when you're in the bedroom and you're having sexual experience, this is your primordial, primal soul and body and animal's most high desire, and it advances your soul forward in this universe. And when you decide to work for a living or put effort out for exchange or not exchange for money, it's the deepest stroking of your soul's passion. And more and slowly as you open this little circuit I'm about to describe, start small and let the circuit open as with practice and practice and training and practice and training and practice, noticing the desire, asking for it, getting it, the circuit gets bigger. Notice my desire, ask for it, get it With a free and open heart from the giver, my circuit opens bigger.

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And it gets bigger and bigger until more and more of my life is lived in my deepest desires. And at this point in my life, of course, having worked this system for so long and coming out of the childhood place I described, at this point in my life, my day is filled with my desires every realm and every level. I'm always honing it. It's a lifelong journey. It's not complete.

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I'm ever pursuing deeper desires and learning more and more how to open my own circuit bigger and receive all the gifts the universe wants to bring me, wants to bring you everything you deeply want and desire at the deepest level. So how, River? How? How? I want to talk about three simple, not easy steps.

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Okay? Three step process to finding your desire. Simple, not easy. Step number one, safety, relaxed body. Number one: safety and a relaxed body.

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I define safety as a relaxed nervous system, thanks to Doctor. Betty Martin. Safety is my relaxed nervous system. This allows me to be in charge of my own safety because I'm in charge of my own relaxed nervous system. So if I'm feeling relaxed inside nervous system, my muscles are relaxed, That's what I'm defining as safety.

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And why is that hard? That is very hard. That step is very challenging because number one, I didn't learn in the womb what safety was in my body. Number two, I came out into the world before the words were there and my body was getting trained in an unsafe environment by this definition. My nervous nervous system was not relaxed because I didn't have training and models around me that were relaxed.

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And then I got language and our entire culture of language and media, the mainstream media, the mainstream culture is literally designed to not relax you. It's literally designed to unrelax you. So once the word started coming in and society and culture started coming in, it's full of fear and danger and risk and things to be careful about and that's literally the opposite of full on, deeply safe, relaxed nervous system. I have worked with clients I don't always work with people for years, although there are some work with people years partly because it took that long to retrain the system into the body, into an actually relaxed nervous system relaxed muscles and safe. And it's only when I feel safe in this way, it's only when I feel relaxed nervous system that I can access my creativity, my learning, my growth, my desire.

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So if my system is tight and my nervous system is tight and I'm not relaxed, the desire doesn't have anywhere to go in there. If you even access it, it just gets restricted and constricted and you can't even really figure out what it is. It's just constricted. But if I relax my container of my body, my nervous system, my muscles so that I feel very safe, very relaxed, Now when I imagine a desire, the desire can move around almost infinitely in this large, open, relaxed container. I can see it, hear it, feel it, want it, notice it, and I can trust it.

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I can value it. It's bouncing around in this open relaxed container. It's perceivable. So without a relaxed body and nervous system and feeling safe inside, it's impossible for your desire to be heard. So I want to ask you to pause right here and invite you to assess your life.

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Are you waking up relaxed? Are you living your day relaxed? Is your evening relaxed inside? Is your nervous system relaxed all day long? And if it is not, that's step number one.

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And it can take a while. What do you do to relax the system? Functional breathing training is very big for a lot people, not the holotropic activated breathing, not yet. That's too intense for this training. The functional breathing like the Buteyko method and oxygen advantage and things like that.

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Also restorative yoga, the kind of asana or yoga that is usually done laying down or moving around on the floor on the mat, not the elaborate standing poses although they can be relaxing too. But to start out with functional breathing training can help. Restorative yoga type of yogas can help. Tao yin, if you're into the Tao. A hot bath, a hot cup of tea, cuddling with your partner, co regulating with another person, calming, relaxing experiences of all kinds walking in nature, swimming in living waters, feeling the sun on your skin, hiking.

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All of these ideas and many, many, many more are ways to help relax your nervous system. In my own training we would start to use touch as a way to start relaxing your nervous system and we have a practice for that and we go through practices where you start to connect your touch with relaxation. So there are practices for that. Step number one: safety. I think most people would be surprised how unsafe and unrelaxed their nervous system is if they're honest and truthful about it only because our mainstream society is just trying so hard and harder all the time to jack us up and activate our nervous systems outside of safety.

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I personally believe that's intentional. I personally believe that oppressors made that decision hundreds and thousands, even a couple thousand years ago, and that we are currently in a culture that has been highly intentionally designed to keep us out of relaxed nervous system and keep us activated and hyped up and in fear because we cannot access our true power in that state. So it's more common than not to be unsafe in the way I'm talking about in your daily life. I want to invite you to use every single method you can find to get more relaxed in your daily life morning to night and especially in the bedroom. Once again, I have a weekend environment where we will gently retrain your body and give your body skills and capacities to bring yourself to safety and relaxation even while incorporating touch and even because we can incorporate touch that is relaxing and brings more safety, soothing and comfort than not touching someone else or an object.

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There's a training process for this. For the podcast I want to say. Find every way you can to relax your body, your muscles, your nervous system and bring yourself to safety. That's step number one and it can be real challenge. Step number two: Quiet the logical thinking mind.

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This logical thinking mind speaks in words and language and sentences. So whenever I am in my quiet time and I hear a sentence like, River, don't forget to get this at the grocery tomorrow. River, don't forget this to do. Don't forget you have to do this. You're supposed to do that.

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You might not do this. This might not work out. This will work out. All those are sentences. As soon as I hear one, I'm like, Oh, hi, logical thinking mind that's so much like AI in that it only has access to the data sets inserted by other people.

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Hi, not right now, darling. Not right now. I'm doing something different right now. So step number two is quieting the logical spreadsheet mind. In spiritual circles, some people call this the lower mind, which is distinguished from the higher mind, which is your imagination and your dreaming that doesn't really speak in words as often.

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It's different, more expansive. Step number two: Quiet the logical mind. And so again, simply stated, not necessarily easy to do. How would I quiet my mind, River? Meditation.

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Again, back to the yoga practices, walking in nature. It's through practice and training in this culture where we're inundated with the oppressive idea that we need to be in the mind all the time, which is incorrect for human nature but that's what we're living in. We're in an oppressive mind centered culture that is trying to keep us away from our power and so in this culture it takes conscious intention and training to quiet the logical mind and only then will you be able to actually hear your soul speak to you. So again, look for all of the methods around you to help you develop the skill to quiet your mind. It could be sound bath.

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It could be there's so many modalities out there these days to find what works best for you. And if you want a weekend experience in person where I will help you train your body to quiet your mind as a part of the process to find your desire using very specific and gentle methods that are very effective, come join us at the weekend workshop in Austin, Texas. Many people travel into Austin for the workshop. Often we have more people here from out of state or out of town than people from in town, so travel on in to the next workshop, which I believe is July twenty third to twenty fifth. Step two, quiet the logical thinking mind to wipe the slate clear of everybody else's ideas because that's not where your desire lives.

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Again, good luck. It's a gentle retraining and you'll probably get access to the stillness little by little but as you keep with it and train yourself with or without my assistance, you will have longer periods where you're able to access your soul's desire. And that is step number three. Step number one: relax the body into a safety of your system. Two.

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Quiet your logical thinking spreadsheet mind to stillness. Three. Allow your desire to arise from the depths of your soul. It's in this pause. It's in this stillness that you've created with step number ones and two, one and two it's in this container you've created with step number one and two where desire will naturally arise because that's your nature and your soul, your infinite being, your multi dimensional infinite being soul wants you to know your desire.

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It's just been waiting for you to create this pause and this open stillness and to be comfortable there and patient. So for me, I do step number one. I do step number two. And then for me, I put my hand on my heart and another hand on my belly. And I say, honey, darling, body, what would you like right now?

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What is it you desire right now? And I wait. I pause. I sit in the stillness and wait. Sometimes for me, I get a flash of an image that tells me the answer.

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Sometimes I will hear a voice with one word, not a sentence, not a concept, just one word. Usually for me, it's a quick image flash. Many people will see colors and know what that means. We all have a different way where our soul speaks to us in this still pause. But whatever your way is, find it and see how desire shows itself to you in your pause.

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And it's very delicious and wonderful feeling. That's how I know that's it because a quick image pops into my imagination and my dreamscape, and it's the image of something happening. I'm like, Yeah! When I see that quick image in my dreamscape or my imagination, that image of my soul's deepest desire in this moment, my whole body reacts in like, Oh yeah, oh yeah. Drops even deeper into relaxation.

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I feel soothed just by the vision, the imagination of my deepest desire, just imagining it for a flash feels so good inside. And I know my body has then told me, Yeah, that's it, That's it. And then I have found my desire. Step one: relaxing my body to safety. Step two: quieting the logical spreadsheet AI mind that doesn't really know anything other than what other people told it.

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And three: Pause and be patient in the stillness and ask the question, Honey, what do you most desire in this moment at the deepest level? Await the miracle of your own soul speaking directly to you. Once you know the desire, it's another journey toward, now I do know. Now I want to trust what just came through. I want to value what just came through, and I want to communicate what just came through to the person who I desire to do something with if there's a person in the desire, right?

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So if my desire involves anybody else, such as, Yeah, I want to cuddle with you, and then I want to take our clothes off, and then I want to spoon with you naked for a little while, and I've got some other things in mind as well that came through in my imagination. Will you do those things with me right now? Making a clear request of the other person to do your desire for you. And then there's a process for the other person to answer from their truthful heart's answer, an open hearted gift they might give you. And all of this is gently and lovingly unpacked in this weekend experience that I have been facilitating for eight years now and our next one is in Downtown Austin Texas in a luscious environment.

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Basically easy parking, easy to come in and be part of the next weekend workshop with River Roaring, so I want to invite you right this second. I want to give you the warmest invitation. We currently have spots available right now for the weekend workshop with River Roaring. It's July, pretty sure the twenty third to the twenty fifth. I hope I don't eat my words on that one.

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I'm not looking at the website. It's at the end of July. Come on in for the weekend workshop, supportive environment that will do everything I can do to assist you in coming into a safe, relaxed body and letting the logical thinking mind quiet off to the side and let you encourage you to actually hear your soul's desire and continuing with the sequence to trust it, to communicate it in a clear request and to let someone else decide if you have something that involves someone else if they want to also give that to you with an open heart as a gift to you because a lot of people do want to do that. The universe wants to give you the gifts that you desire overall and we learn about consent in that process so that you're receiving gifts in a way that does not harm anybody else in the least. And you'll learn how to also give gifts in a way that doesn't harm you in the least.

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There's an art to that as well. It's amazing how many things we get to retrain and open that little desire circuit in one weekend. It's actually pretty miraculous. If you're considering joining us for the weekend please go over to riverroaring.com on the website. Click on Weekend Workshop, take a look at the website, and listen to the videos from past participants talking about what difference it made for their life in one weekend.

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One weekend of retraining can really switch your course and kind of like jump timelines into a whole new reality for yourself. So I want to invite you to that. It's been a long time in its design. I've helped hundreds of people develop this skill through a gentle and loving retraining of the body into what eventually leads to that circuit opening more and more and more and ultimately leads to, if you so desire, the deepest heart connections you've ever experienced in your life because most humans desire ever deeper heart connections with others. And it just takes a while to sometimes be safe enough to find that and get still enough to let your soul come out and actually connect with another person's soul at that level beneath the words, beneath the noise, an actual heart to heart connection.

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And another place following desire leads to and opening that circuit I mentioned earlier, which is as I open my path of finding my desire, I start to create a life that is ever more full of my deepest soul's desires, which in every case I've seen people pursue it all the way naturally leads to your passion and occupation here on earth. If you're a person who is in need of money, you can earn that money through your greatest desire of entire life and your entire soul. Your whole infinite soul's desire can come in here and start to gift the universe. We all benefit when you find your soul's desire because you have some very beautiful unique gift to give this universe and this humanity that nobody else can do. And I know I benefit from your deepest gifts.

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I wanna live in a world where we're all bringing forward our unique soul's gifts to one another and gifting them. And money can flow from that, my love. My life is a testament testament to that. And I've watched and helped many, many people continue to find their desire first in the small ways so that we learn and retrain, and then eventually into a complete life lift of passion daily, every day from passion and desire and pleasure. And that's not the only thing that's happening in that life.

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It's a lot bigger story than that. But for purposes of this podcast, I want to invite you to reach your soul's desires more and more often to open that circuit. I hope the three step process is useful to you that I've said here in the podcast, and I invite every one of you to bring it deeper and deeper. And if you can make it into Austin, visit the small weekend workshop. It's limited to 10 participants each time so that each person has space to find this safety and stillness and work through those first obstacles to it and we all do it together and it's a lot more fun to do it with other people who are on the same journey with you.

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You get to learn from them, they get to learn from you and by the end of the weekend every single time we pretty tight together. We're pretty deep with each other at that point by the end of the weekend because we have grown so much together over the weekend. So come on in for this weekend workshop. And I also want to say starting right now, today, I am opening up a limited number of free calls, telephone calls. So if you're like, I don't know River, it's kind of tempting, but I'd rather talk to you about it first.

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Awesome! Let's talk on the phone about it. I'm so excited about the one that's coming up in July. So I've opened up some telephone spots so if you want to have a call, ask your questions, find out more about the weekend opportunity, just hop on my website at riverroaring.com. The link is here in the podcast description.

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Just click on Let's Connect, Let's Talk River, and let's schedule a phone call. You can also find out all about this weekend training opportunity on that website. How to find your desire is the first step. What we learn in the weekend because we then learned how to pursue our desires and what to do with other people's desires so that we stay super healthy, super strong, and super nourished. And I wanna hear from you no matter whether you end up over here in Austin, Texas in person with me and us or not.

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So please share how this podcast hit you. Leave a comment. Shoot me an email. Again, go to riverroaring.com. Click on Let's Connect, Let's Talk River.

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Shoot me any question, any email you've got, any comment from this, any reflection. I'd love to hear your own story of what you've learned about yourself as we've talked together today in this conversation. Because my darling, I am on earth to support all of those, including you, who are called to bring maximum love and light into your life, liberating your self expression in all the realms of your life where all is sacred, connecting with you to create a cosmic web of love and light throughout the realms. Because together, we can step into a more harmonious vibration. Together, we can fly higher, shifting human consciousness forever for the highest good of all beings.

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Let's do it darling. Let's do it together. May the love be with you. And may the love be with us all.