Inspiring Courageous Faith with Dennis Rainey

Discover the powerful story of Chuck Colson, who went from being Nixon's "hitman" to finding redemption and purpose after Watergate. In this episode, hear how his life was transformed by faith and what it means to truly live "the good life."

-  Colson’s rise to power in the Nixon White House and involvement in the Watergate scandal
-  The emptiness he felt even after achieving career success
-  His surprising encounter with faith through a friend’s testimony and the turning point in his spiritual journey
-  The founding of Prison Fellowship and Colson’s new mission after prison
-  Insights on meaning, truth, suffering, and how faith sustained him through life’s toughest battles

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00:00 "Chuck Colson's Redemption Story"
06:06 Elite Gathering with Reserved Guests
09:48 "Success and Emptiness"
11:24 Discovering Faith
14:49 Seeking Meaning Beyond Success
18:34 Arrogance and Self-Determination
21:31 "Proving Biblical Worldview's Supremacy"
23:40 Divine Intervention in Tough Times
27:50 Malcolm Muggeridge's Conviction
30:56 "Bill Bright's Graceful Passing"
35:09 "Honoring Chuck Colson's Legacy"

1. Introduction and Background of Chuck Colson
  • Chuck Colson’s role as the “hitman” in Nixon’s White House
  • His achievements and status before Watergate
  • Feeling empty after leaving the White House and returning to his law firm
  • Encounter with Tom Phillips, who shared about his Christian faith
2. Colson’s Involvement in Watergate and Imprisonment
  • Active involvement in the Watergate scandal
  • Public skepticism about his conversion in prison
  • Authenticity of his faith and transformation into a new creation in Christ
  • Founding of Prison Fellowship and his bestselling book, "Born Again"
3. Personal Reflections and Relationship with Colson
  • Host Dennis Rainey shares his personal interactions with Colson
  • Anecdote about dining together and mutual appreciation
  • Colson’s openness and stories about the Nixon administration
4. The Meaning of a “Good Life”
  • Colson’s reflections from his book, "The Good Life"
  • The perception of a “good life” among the wealthy and powerful
  • Interaction at a party with affluent individuals and Colson’s challenge to their worldview
  • The universal nature of personal struggles, regardless of wealth
5. Colson’s Journey to Faith
  • Lack of religious upbringing or understanding of Christianity
  • Initial shock and curiosity after Tom Phillips’s testimony
  • Series of events leading to Colson’s surrender to Christ
  • The crucial role of humility and the battle with pride
  • The life-changing moment of conversion in his car
6. How Faith Transformed Colson’s Perspective
  • Faith as a sustaining force during prison
  • Embracing life’s paradoxes—finding purpose in unexpected places
  • Thankfulness for Watergate as the catalyst for spiritual awakening
7. The Temptation and Deception of Materialism
  • Cultural and even church-based seduction toward material wealth
  • Need for Christians to self-examine and reevaluate values
8. Experience of Prison and the Reality of Struggle
  • Colson’s initial experiences in prison vs. public perceptions
  • Lack of fear and a sense of peace from newfound faith
  • The role of surrender and trust in Jesus during adversity
9. Human Need for Connection and Meaning
  • Study from Dartmouth highlighting humans’ wired need for community and God
  • Colson’s own hunger for meaning before conversion
  • The futility of attempting to control one’s destiny through pride
10. The Battleground of Truth in Today’s Culture
  • Challenges posed by postmodernism and cultural relativism
  • Popular culture’s denial of objective reality and ultimate truth
  • Colson’s confidence in the biblical worldview as the anchor for reality
  • The limitations of intellectual reasoning alone in coming to faith
11. The Role of Doubt and Faith
  • Story of an intellectual struggling with faith due to overemphasis on reason
  • Importance of embracing doubt as a component of genuine faith
  • Tom Skinner’s quote distinguishing agony of unanswered questions and reality of unescapable answers
12. Suffering, Trials, and Faith in Real Life
  • Personal stories (cancer diagnoses in Colson’s children)
  • Faith in the midst of pain, uncertainty, and potential loss
  • Discovering stronger faith through suffering and testing
13. Increasing Certainty in Christ with Age and Study
  • Reflection on spiritual conviction deepening with age and experience
  • Quoting Malcolm Muggeridge: “more convinced of the reality of Jesus Christ than of my own reality”
14. Contrasts in “A Good Death”: Bill Bright vs. John Ehrlichman
  • Ehrlichman’s lonely and tragic end contrasted with Bright’s purposeful and faith-filled passing
  • The role of faith in shaping one’s legacy and approach to death
15. Invitation to Respond to the Gospel
  • Colson’s explanation of receiving Christ: surrender, humility, and faith
  • Addressing misconceptions about needing to “clean up” before coming to God
  • The simplicity and power of a sincere prayer for salvation
16. Closing Thoughts and Legacy of Chuck Colson
  • Dennis Rainey’s tribute to Colson’s courageous faith and leadership
  • The importance of sharing Colson's story with new generations
  • Encouragement to the audience to live out “courageous faith”

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Chuck Colson was known as the hitman in

Richard Nixon's White House. He was the man,

the go to man that he could count on to

get the job done no matter what it was. After

Colson helped Nixon get reelected in 1972,

Colson left the job as counsel to the President and returned

to his old law firm. But he felt empty.

Something was missing. And when he met with one of his old

clients, he immediately saw what that

something was in that other man.

And then I went to Boston one day after I left the White House and

I went back to my law firm, had a

meeting with the president of Raytheon, one of the largest corporations in

America, because I was once again to be their counsel. I'd been counsel before

I went to the White House and I was coming back to be counsel again.

And he, Tom Phillips, the President just seemed

so different. He was calm and he was peaceful, and we

had a great conversation. And he started asking me about me and my

family and how I was weathering in Watergate. I said, tom, you've changed what's happened

to you? He said, yes, I've accepted Jesus Christ and committed my life to him.

He kind of looked away when he did that, almost like he was embarrassed to

say it. But he shocked me. I mean, I took a firm grip on the

bottom of the chair. I never heard anyone say something like that that boldly.

I'm Dennis Raney with inspiring, courageous faith,

and you're going to hear a story today, a

compelling story, one of the best I've ever heard of

redemption, and I've heard a lot of them is about a

young man who was involved in the Watergate scandal

back in 1972 through 74.

He was working for the White House and with full knowledge and

direction of President Richard Nixon and his key staff,

committed federal crimes. Federal crimes

for which he was imprisoned for a number of years because he tried

to cover them up. One of the key figures in the scandal was

Chuck Colson, but his life took a different turn.

I remember hearing about his conversion in prison

when he made it public that he had received Christ as his savior and

Lord. Like many others back then, I had

some skepticism whether this was truly real. But

sure enough, Chuck Colson was born again. He was

a new creation in Jesus Christ. After spending

seven months in prison, that experience led him

to start Prison Fellowship, which was one of the most significant

ministries to prisoners around the world. He wrote a book

called Born Again, which became a nationwide bestseller.

I met Chuck Colson a number of years ago when he

Came to Little Rock to be on my radio show, Family Life Today.

And we did an interview with Chuck. But

after we did the interview, we invited him to go to my house and

have my famous blackened

salmon dish. And I told Chuck I knew he had

his own recipe for fish that he

liked. It was Chilean sea bass. And I said, I'm sorry, Chuck,

yours is in second place to mine. Come to my house tonight and

you'll find out why. So he did. We had a delightful meal.

And by the way, just the stories he told about the White House

and what it was like to work there during the Nixon administration

were fascinating. But after he finished his

blackened salmon meal, he shook his head and he said, you know,

Dennis, my Chilean sea bass is really

good, but your blackened salmon is right up there with

it. And he had promised me

to get together with me later on

in South Florida. But I'll tell you about this a bit

later. Chuck had a more important meeting.

Now listen to this. This broadcast with

my co host, Bob Lapine, where we interviewed Chuck and

heard the story of God's redemptive work in his.

You write in your book called the Good Life, you

mentioned that this book is like looking in a rear view

mirror. Yeah, it is. And you're looking back over

how you describe a tumultuous life. And you know,

if you would have said that to me 25 years ago, Chuck, I'd

have said, well, yeah, maybe you, because of where you came

from, being with Nixon and in the White House

and going to prison and all the fallout of making

national news with a crime. But you know what?

Now I understand what you mean. Life is

tumultuous. And looking back over it, we can live a

good life if we have our hope in the right place.

Yeah, it's true. Everybody thinks that you can go through life

and it's a breeze. People who haven't had a

major crisis in life, people who haven't fallen on their face, just have

to wait for their turn because it will happen. You think you've got

life all together, the world rolls over on top of you. There's a scene that

I think really sets the stage for your book. And

it's early, early in the book, but it tells the story of how

you got together with a group of people and announced your conversion. Said there was

polite applause and you were near some bay or some

sound, and a man was.

I love the way you described it. He was leaning back with a

cocktail in his hand and he basically said,

Mr. Colson, as you can see, all of us here have lived a good life.

We have it all. It was evidently people who owned yachts and

three and four homes around the world. It was Hope Sound in Florida, which is

one of the watering spots for the truly rich and famous and wealthy from all

over the world. And this woman, who's a lovely, beautiful Christian

woman, took her backyard, which looks over the bay,

and the bay was full of beautiful 70, 80, 100 foot

yachts. And she put a tent out and she had a five o' clock party.

And everybody came in their white dinner jackets and long gowns because they were heading

off to different parties for the evening. And I gave my testimony

because she had arranged it this way. I would give my

testimony and then take questions and answers. I gave my testimony and most people were

looking away or they had this studied indifference about them. They didn't

want to appear to be affected by it. All the questions were then about Watergate,

Nixon, the presidency, prison.

And just as it was, getting ready to get over. It was not

an easy experience. Just as it was about to end,

this man leaning against the tent pole, legs crossed, cocktail in one

hand, looks at me and says, Mr. Colson, you had this dramatic experience

going from the White House to prison. But what are you going to say to

the rest of us here? He said, you can see. And he sweeps his hand

over, looking at the bay. You can see that we really, we have the good

life. We don't have these kind of problems. I said, well, you may not

have had them yet. You will. If there's anybody here who's really had a

life without problems, I'd sure like to talk to him afterwards. Because everybody

has their share of problems. And if you don't now, you will when you're lying

on your deathbed. And all of these things will have no meaning to you because

you know your life's about to end. It was like letting air out

of a bellows. It just whoosh. You could feel people

exhaling. There wasn't a sound. Nobody applauded.

The hostess got up and said, well, make yourselves comfortable and Mr.

Colson will stay and answer questions. And I had a stream

of people and my wife did as well, right? And we did a dinner that

night coming up telling me my son is on drugs and I can't find

him and my husband's got four mistresses. I don't know how to deal

with it. I mean, it was just a never ending series of problems.

There's one study I cite in the book that finds

that empirically finds that People can

become content and happy middle class lifestyle. Money

in excess of that doesn't do anything. It does not increase their

happiness by any measure and very often creates

unhappiness. You know, there is a generation

of our listeners who really

have never heard the story of how you came to faith in Christ. So

to set the stage for how this book has come about, how your

Ecclesiastes began to be

written, take us back to the White House.

You were working for President Nixon, had one of the most

prestigious jobs there. You were, you were a powerful man,

an attorney. You and your wife Patty

were raising your family at the time. Were you counsel to the President? Was

that your special counsel to the President? Yes, and I was in the

office. Matter of fact, my office was immediately next to his, in his

working office in the Executive office building. And we were very close. I

was one of the four or five people closest to the President. I really

came up with a strategy for the 1972 campaign, which was a landslide

victory for the President, historic landslide victory as a matter

of fact. And when the election

was over that night, as a matter of fact,

when the voting was taking place, Nixon had me and Bob Haldeman,

just two of us, in his office. We sat there until 2 in the morning.

Patty and my kids were in the next morning office waiting for me.

And he's toasting me with all the vote results coming in and

talking about the fact that I've made his presidency and I can do anything

I want, win the cabinet, go

practice law. And I'd make hundreds of thousands of dollars a year, which

I'd done before I'd gone to the White House. So I really had life

made. And the next morning I woke up feeling miserable.

And for two or three months I would sit in my office and look out

over the beautiful manicured lawns of the South Lawn of the White House

and think about, boy, this is pretty good, you know, grandson

of immigrants comes to this country, rises to the top,

earns a scholarship to college. I've been a success at everything I ever done

and here I am and what's it all about? And had this

incredible period of emptiness. And then I went to Boston one day after

I left the White House and I went back to my law firm,

had a meeting with the president of Raytheon, one of

the largest corporations in America, because I was once again to be their

counsel. I'd been counsel before I went to the White House and I was coming

back to be counsel again. And he,

Tom Phillips, the President just seemed so Different.

He was calm and he was peaceful, and we had a great conversation.

And he started asking me about me and my family and how I was weathering

in Watergate. I said, tom, you've changed. What's happened to you? He said,

yes, I've accepted Jesus Christ and committed my life to him. He kind of

looked away when he did that, almost like he was embarrassed to say it. But

he shocked me. I mean, I took a firm grip on the bottom of the

chair. I'd never heard anyone say something like that that boldly. Now, wait a

second. You hadn't grown up in the church then? Oh, no. I'd been in church

twice a year, if that, and would say I was a Christian because I

grew up in America and it's a Christian country and I wasn't Jewish, so I

must be a Christian. I had no idea what a Christian was, no clue.

And he said to me, I've given my life to Jesus Christ. It was

shocking words, but over those next several months, I began to

think about that conversation and wonder what he really meant and why

he was so peaceful and why his personality had changed

so dramatically. And so in the summer of 1973, in the

darkest days of Watergate world caving in, I went back and spent an evening

on his porch of his home outside of Boston. Hot

August night. And he witnessed to me, told me what had happened to him, told

me his story, an amazing story. And he

also read to me a chapter out of C.S. lewis book, mere Christianity, about the

great sin. The great sin, pride. And

it was me Lewis was writing about. And I realized my life, I thought, was

idealistic. I was trying to do all these things for my family. I was trying

to serve my country. It was all about me and it was

pride. And I didn't give in. He wanted to pray with me and

he led a prayer, but I didn't. You resisted. I

resisted, sure. I'm too proud. Big time

Washington lawyer, friend of the President of the United States. You didn't want to

bow to anybody. That's right. And I went out to

get into my automobile and start to drive away and got

about 100 yards and couldn't, had to stop the car. I was crying too hard.

Called out to God, I said, come into my life. If this is true,

I want to know you. I want to be forgiven. And that

was the night that Jesus came into my life. Nothing's

been the same since. Nothing can ever be the same again. The world all scoffed,

as you guys noted at the beginning of the program. But it was okay.

I persevered, and my faith really sustained me through prison.

And then I saw a mission in life. And, of course, that's the great paradox.

One of the things I talk about in this book is that everything about life

is a paradox. It's not the way it appears. And

we get this idea about what's good in life, but what turns out to

be best for us is the thing we least expect or maybe don't want.

The greatest thing that ever happened in my life was going to prison. Thank God

for Watergate. Thank God for what happened to me, because I went through this.

I've discovered what life is really all about. And that's what I write it in

here, basically, what I've discovered life is all about.

You actually said that in a 60 Minutes interview. I did.

And Mike Wallace, it stunned him that you said that. Thank

God for Watergate. He stopped the interview that was on the 20th anniversary of Watergate.

And he was sitting on my porch at home. He brought his camera crew, and

Mike and I had been pretty good friends, actually, through the years. And he was

sitting there, and I said, yeah, I thank God for Watergate. He

just. He was at a loss for words. And they stopped. And there

was. When you saw that on the screen, there was a break at that point

because he. He didn't know how to respond to that. Your spiritual

malaise, though, really came before Watergate was a news story. Oh,

yeah. Yeah. It was the fact that I'd done everything, and I was 41 years

old. I ended up in the office next to the president. I grew up in

very humble circumstances. I earned scholarships. I went into the Marines,

became the youngest company officer for a brief period in the Marine Corps,

youngest administrative assistant in the United States Senate. Went through law school

at night, which was a tremendously difficult

thing to do. And, you know, here I am. I've done everything, built a law

firm, great success, and I couldn't see what life was about.

You know, you get to the point, is this all it is? There's got to

be more to life than this. And I think every human being arrives at

that point. When they do, a lot of people will

go and take a drink and try to make that feeling go away, or they'll

take some pills or they're getting drugs, or they'll go have an

affair. But there are also nagging questions

in the life of every human being. And I think what we Christians have to

do today, I think it's really a difficult period because we live in a time

what's called postmodernism, which means there is no truth, everything

is relative. You can't trust anything you read because all

it is is the opinion of the person who wrote it. So there's no standards,

no yardsticks, nothing to measure your life by. It's pure drifting in the.

And what I'm saying to people is, yeah, that's where the secular

world is. And if we hit them with a Bible, they're going to turn away.

They're just going to say, here comes one of these people preaching at us, or,

this is the Bible Belt. But if you start talking about the meaning of their

lives and where they're going to find fulfillment in life, you. Can engage them well,

and we can be seduced as believers by the cultural message

which says you will find meaning and purpose and fulfillment. I think materialism

is. Is the greatest seductress of our day, don't you?

Absolutely. And it gets into the church. It seeps into the church.

It's almost impossible for it not to affect Christians because you

can't turn on the radio, look at a billboard, pick up a

newspaper magazine. So we Christians

absorb all this stuff, and then we kind of give it a little

bit of a holy varnish by saying, well, we're really Christians. And,

you know, Sunday morning at least I'm going to be devoted to Christ.

So we get affected by this. Yeah, we got to look at ourselves, at our

values. Chuck, there's a scene that you paint

vividly in your book. You'd just been picked up by the

federal marshals. You're being taken to this

prison that was anything but

like the White House. I mean, you describe it well of how

musty, and it wasn't a country. Club like everybody

said it was. Well, you know, it's interesting. People say that about prisons,

minimum security prisons, but I've never found anybody trying to get in.

You describe that scene, though, of driving along with those federal marshals.

You just left your family, and you describe

a peace, a lack of fear.

Now, I have to ask you, was it your newfound faith in Christ that

was the basis of you moving toward three years of

incarceration? Yes. You go through

something like Watergate, where you pick up the newspaper every day and hear these charges

made about you and headlines and screaming headlines, people

saying outrageous things. You're in the middle of a battle for your life.

It just totally absorbs you. It's very hard on the family.

And so all of a sudden, I've made the decision. I pled guilty. I got

my sentence I'm going off to prison. And

on the ride to the prison, I was kind of, well, I'm relieved it's

over. In fact, I slept. First night in prison, I slept better than I slept

at home in months because I knew what I had

to do and I knew what I was going to have to face. I knew

it was going to be tough, but I knew that Jesus would sustain me. Do

you remember when Timothy McVeigh was executed

and he read and as his final statement in life,

the poem Invictus, which ends with, I am

the captain of my own destiny?

Do you think most people think that that

is what life is all about? Well, I think a

lot of people would say that because I would have said that before I was

converted. And that's a statement of

pride. And in the case of Timothy McVeigh, it was insufferable

arrogance. He was captain of his own ship, master

of his own destiny. He could control life. That was Nietzsche, the

will to power. You can will yourself to this position.

And a lot of people imbibe that because they think that's what they're supposed to

think deep down inside. No, they know they need things. One

of the great studies I cited in this book was done at Dartmouth,

and it discovered that human beings are wired, literally

the way we are genetically disposed, the way our brains work. We are

wired to connect. In other words, we don't live alone.

We live in community. We live with family. We live with friends. We live in

a nation. And secondly, we're wired for God.

We are actually searching for a meaningful relationship with the one

who created us, whether we acknowledge it or not. And most people, out of pride,

won't acknowledge it, just like I wouldn't. But, oh, I was so

desperately hungry. And as soon as I let those defenses go, that guard go

down that night in the driveway in that flood of tears,

sure, it came to me. So I'm trying to walk people through that same

question. In this book, reason can only take us so far.

Faith is what finishes the connection between the human

soul. Exactly. And God. And what

you've attempted to do is exhort us to come to the truth.

And one of the things I want you to comment on, you just alluded to

it briefly a few moments ago. You say that today there is no such

thing as reality or capital T, truth

in our culture today. And I think for the average mom and dad who are

raising kids, I don't think they realize, Chuck,

what a battleground this is around truth. This is

the battleground. This is the Battleground. Is there any

reality? Is there any ultimate reality? Or is it just

opinion? Yes. Is it just your preference versus my preference? And

that's what they're being taught in college. Look at popular culture. The

Matrix, the film, the Matrix. What the story of the Matrix is all

about is that life is nothing but the projection of

a computer. And we're simply the product of a computer

projection on a screen. Or they get Eastern religions. Eastern

religions mean that we don't really exist. We are just a dream in the mind

of God. Or they get to a campus or

high schools and they're taught that we arose as single plant cells out

of the primordial soup. So how can there be any. The element reality

is that we're an accident. Or the element reality is we don't exist.

So only one way of understanding life, that is we were

created by God, gives you an anchor in ultimate reality.

The job is to find it. But, Dennis, you hit the nail on

the head. You get to the point where you can prove it.

I've gotten so convinced of the truth of the

biblical worldview as applied in life against any other worldview, that my

great dream, as I write in the Good Life, my great dream is someday

to be able to stand in the Supreme Court, every lawyer's dream, and argue his

case in the Supreme Court. And I'm convinced, if I could argue the case that

the biblical worldview is the only one that conforms to reality, that I would win

that case hands down, intellectually, by reason, by arguments,

by logic. But that doesn't get you to God.

As a matter of fact, sometimes the more you know, the tougher it gets.

I tell a story in the book about a professional man, a lawyer, who came

to me and said he had studied everything, studied all Calvin's Institutes from start to

finish, finished, read all the great theologians. But he said,

I'm not saved. I said, well, you got to give yourself in faith. He said,

but I can't, because I can't prove that this is all true. He had gotten

so wrapped up in the mind that he lost the capacity for faith. He got

by it. But the fact is,

the case for God is, to me,

incontrovertible. But it doesn't get you a

relationship with God. That's why the last chapter of this book is about faith

as the step we have to take. And people say, well, I don't want to

profess faith because I have doubts. Good. If you

didn't have doubts, faith wouldn't be required. If God were as obvious as the tree

next to the tree in the yard. You wouldn't have to have

faith. And if you don't have faith, you can't love him. That's a great quote

that you've reflected on many times from Tom Skinner, right? Yeah. In fact,

I don't know if you've heard Tom Skinner's, but Tom was

chaplain of the Washington Red state. Oh, I knew Tom, sure,

for a number of years and had an impact in my life. And he gave

me a quote. It goes like this. I spent a long time trying to come

to grips with my doubts when suddenly I realized I better come

to grips with what I believe. I have since moved from the

agony of questions that I cannot answer to the

reality of answers that I cannot escape. And

it's a great relief. Well, that's a great quote.

What happened, Chuck? Is Tom Skinner in that quote? Hit

my life at a time of doubt, at a time of

spiritual searching and seeking, like you're talking about in your book.

You know, God works in mysterious ways to get our

attention. In fact, I kept reading your book and I

kept saying, you know, Chuck's using all these tough

circumstances, prisoners, people

suffering unjustly, and your daughter, a single parent

raising an autistic child. And I reflected

back on just a couple of days ago of walking

into a children's hospital in Little Rock, Arkansas,

where there was a father who had,

along with his wife, gone to have pizza with their four kids.

The night before 6 o' clock, they're driving down the

highway in northwest Arkansas and a

guy evidently goes to sleep at the wheel. They hit one another, both

going 55 miles an hour. The mother,

who was pregnant, three months pregnant at the time, was killed.

The son in the back seat had both legs broken.

The seven year old boy banged his head and

he was in children's hospital having been airlifted there. And

I stood beside his body and I wept. I just

wept. But I left that room to go back

out to talk to a 28 year old father who is now a

widow. And I put my hand on his forearm

and his mother who had flown in was there and they asked

me to pray. And I thought later of the simplicity

of that act of acknowledging that there

is a God, that you know what, we are not

in charge and he is. And I thought, what would someone who has no

God, who has no faith, how would they walk

into that waiting area? You couldn't. What do you do in the waiting room

if you don't know God? Is a great question, Dennis. That's

very Powerful. And I can

really connect with it. Because after this book was finished, just when it was finished,

I was thinking, boy, my life is really. I got things together now. You know,

this is good. I've got this book finished, things are really going well. And I

hear my son has spine cancer. 51 years old.

And it was absolutely shattering. I think the hardest thing anybody can ever face is

having a child whose life is in peril

three weeks later. My daughter, who's so precious to me, Emily,

has a melanoma on her leg. So two out of three kids have cancer at

the same time. Now, at first it was

real tough because I thought, God, how could you let this happen to

me? But eventually it hit me,

through a series of circumstances that this is part of living,

this is part of faith, that I'm a very visible public witness.

How do I handle something as tough as this? And I also

realized that if two years ago somebody had said to me, you're going to have

two kids with cancer at the same time, I would have probably jumped off a

bridge. I couldn't imagine that. A pain that would be unbearable.

And yet I've discovered stronger faith through it and

stronger faith with my daughter. My son, the one who has the

cancer in the spine, is not a believer. He was freshman at Princeton

when I was converted. Took a lot of razzing. He's got much more of a

scientific mind, and he's been hard to get to. I think he's going to

get there. But this is when your faith is put

to a test. Is this faith real? You find that out in the hospital

waiting room, and I found out it's real. I'm more convinced today of the reality

of Christ than ever. You know, it's interesting to hear

you say that because you're a very bright

intellectual man, well

educated. You continued to study the world religions

throughout the scope of your life. And yet as you

move toward the last phase of your life, you're more

convinced. Oh, yeah, much more. Less. I remember many

years ago hearing Malcolm Muggeridge. I don't know how many of our listeners will remember

that name, but he was a great, great writer, great journalist

who converted late in life. And he said, I'm more convinced of the

reality of Jesus Christ than I am of my own reality. And he

was a colorful guy, white hair, going all over the place, and he'd

always have a wonderful chuckle. I was with him once for tea, and he was

talking about this, and I thought, well, he's an old man at that point. He

was the same age I am now. And I

think I said this is a bit of hyperbole. You know, it isn't.

The spiritual world actually animates the physical world, so I think it's right. I

think we're more convinced of the reality of Christ than I am of my own

reality. And the more I study, the more convinced I get.

You conclude your book talking about how

the good life ultimately ends in death, which can

result in new life. And

throughout the book, you use illustrations of people who. Who

illustrate the good life positively and negatively.

And as you talk about the end of a matter that is

death, you use two illustrations. One is a

funeral you and I attended where Bill Bright was honored for his

life. And another illustration you use

was a funeral neither of us attended because there was none. John

Ehrlichman, a Watergate figure. Just quickly

contrast John's life with Bill's

life. Well, John Ehrlichman I went back to see

when he invited me to. When he was in a nursing home in

Atlanta. Everything had collapsed in his life. He'd been through three marriages. His family

abandoned him. He had nothing. He was penniless and powerless.

Once one of the most powerful men in the world. And he

wanted to see me because a doctor had told him he had renal failure. He

was on a kidney dialysis. A doctor told him that he could get a shot

of morphine and put himself out of misery. I was shocked. I

spent an hour talking about the dignity of life and the meaning of life.

I don't know whether it sank in or not. A friend of mine went back

and prayed with him, and hopefully he received Christ. I'd like to think he did

before he died. But he died alone in a nursing home

with nobody around him, having given up on life.

I can't think of a more despairing story, and I tell it as a

tragic story because he was such a good man until

the collapse came in his life. And we said earlier, what happens to you

doesn't matter. It's how you react to what happens to you. Well, he reacted badly

to what happened to him in the fall of Watergate. Contrast that with

Bill Bright. And I remember being with you at the funeral, Dennis, and

what a great experience that was. What a joyous day that was for Bill's celebration

of his life. But Bill, when he learned he had

pulmonary fibrosis, which is one of the most difficult ways to

die. You're slowly suffocating, and it's agonizing death.

And the doctor told him how bad it was going to Be. And Bill said,

praise the Lord. This is what God wants. Throughout that two, three

year period that Bill knew he was dying, maybe the most productive period in

his ministry. He wrote all kinds of things, did kinds of videos.

I'd go see him in his apartment. He had the oxygen strapped to him,

and he never was without a smile and always giving me ideas. And here's

something you can do in the ministry. He was an extraordinary man.

And when he died, Vonnet was with him and whispered to him, it's

all right. And he turned his head and he died peacefully. And we have to

know that if you're going to live a good life, it contemplates a good death.

It contemplates facing it with equanimity because you know you're going to be with the

Lord and dying with grace to

the extent you can. Obviously, some people are in terrible pain,

but Bill Bright set the gold standard for me. He really did. He showed us

how to live and. How to die and how to die. There may be a

man or a woman listening to this broadcast, perhaps a boy

or a girl who goes, you know what? It's time for me to

have that faith experience that you talked about where

you had to pull the car off to the side of the road and receive

Christ. Would you explain to them what they need to do just

at their point where they are right now, of how they can connect with God

and know they're forgiven all their sins? It's maddeningly simple.

And the problem with it is that people think there's got to be more to

that. I've got to do some good works. I got to do something to show

that I'm a good person. I'm really not. My life is a mess right now.

I'll clean up my life first before I come to God. Wrong.

You can't clean up your life. You're incapable of cleaning up your life. And God

doesn't want you to even try. What he wants you to do is surrender.

The humblest possible surrender. Get rid of your pride, which is the great

enemy, and simply say, lord Jesus, I want you in my life.

Forgive me my sins. Let him worry about cleaning him up. When I

came to him, I had a ton of sins. And there were some he could

immediately erase, the some he had to work on with me for a while.

And that's part of the process of sanctification. It's a joint process between us and

between God. But what it takes is a simple act of faith,

recognizing that your doubts are a good thing. I

loved what you said about Tom Skinner. That was a marvelous quote. Your doubts are

a good thing because if you didn't have doubts, you wouldn't take God seriously and

you wouldn't need God. We need him because he

settles the question for us. And he's made

it so easy for just us to turn to him, as long as we

are genuinely repentant and ask him to come in and take. Our

lives, and he'll take us out of word at that point and make us

a new creation in Christ. You know, people say, does God answer prayers? He

answers the prayer of every single person who says, jesus, take me.

And that puts you on the path for the good life, doesn't it? It does,

yeah. That is the good life.

That's amazing. To me, the story of Chuck Colson

is one of tremendous courage

and definitely courageous faith. Here's a man who had

achieved so much and was so full of himself

and yet emptied himself and gave his life to Christ to

go and work with prisoners and became a world leader

in prison ministry. Chuck was. Was a

hero of mine. I don't know why he liked me,

but I liked him and we clicked and we talked on

numerous occasions and. And as

time went by, he had invited me to come to

South Florida where he lived and have his, as I mentioned, his

Chilean sea bass, but begrudgingly say

this, but I can't really say it that way. He had a more important

appointment with God in heaven. He died.

And he had just been with our speaker team that speaks at the weekend,

remember marriage getaways, about

50 couples there in South Florida. He had spoken to them and

talked about going the distance in ministry

and had their ultimate respect as a

leader. And at over 80 years of age, he

was still clicking on all eight cylinders. There

wasn't anything retired about him. He was a great

leader and also a great friend. And I

miss being able to call him and ask his opinion on things. I

didn't do it often, but I. I did do it enough that he was a

trusted source of wisdom and advice. Looking back on

it, Chuck, as a fellow believer,

was a hero of the faith. A true

courageous man of God who followed Christ

all the way to the finish line. A lot of people were

laughing at his conversion, really questioning it, but they

didn't laugh for long because Chuck was so filled with

credibility and authenticity that they couldn't

deny what they had seen in his life. Chuck Colson,

if you're listening in heaven, we miss you. But thanks for

your work here and thanks for ultimately being a

guest on Inspiring, Courageous Faith, which you

demonstrated so well. And if you like this

broadcast, I'd like to encourage you to like it,

to subscribe, rate it, review it, share

it with another believer or with a bunch of believers.

I think his story needs to be told. There's a lot of people today

who do not know who Chuck Colson is, and that's too bad, because

he was a true remarkable hero of the faith.

Thanks for joining us. Hope you'll be back again for another

edition of Inspiring, Courageous Faith.