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Good morning.
If you have your Bibles, and I hope you do,
I want to invite you to join us in Genesis chapter 35.
As you turn there, if you're a first-time guest,
we're so grateful and honored and blessed that you are here with us today.
After the service is over, back here to my left, my wife and I will be back there.
We'd love for you to stop by on your way out the door.
We'd like to thank you for being here.
Face-to-face, maybe learn your name and introduce ourselves to you
and give you an opportunity, if you may have questions about who we are as a church,
to get those questions answered for you.
And we're so blessed to have you here with us.
We will have our Harvest Hangout here coming up very quickly.
It feels like it was summer and then fall's been really nice over the last several weeks.
I know it's warming up a little bit, but we hope July's not about to kick in.
But we will have our Harvest Hangout.
We're inviting our community.
We're inviting you.
We're inviting your friends.
We'd love for you to be here and be a part of that.
You can come and attend if you would like to volunteer.
I know we still need some candy.
We need more trunks.
We need all sorts of things.
And so just let us know.
We'd love to connect you in areas that you could serve in our Harvest Hangout.
As we have been doing since Hurricane Helene hit, we've been sending out crews.
At first, it was every day for a week.
And then now we've been sending out crews on Thursday.
For this coming Thursday, we're going to pause on our Thursday work that we've been doing.
And I want to explain what we will be doing instead.
Joel Van Ham is kind of a liaison for us as a church between Willow Ridge Church and Black Mountain Children's Home.
And Joel received a phone call from Rodney.
Many of you have had the opportunity to meet Rodney.
Rodney works up there at the children's home.
He's been here with us and worshiped with us.
And Rodney said, listen, man, we were in a meeting this week with the president, the board, and it was a tough meeting.
And I don't know what all these people in western North Carolina and eastern Tennessee are going through.
But I know it's tough.
I know it's hard.
And Rodney, if you know Rodney, and I know a lot of our youth do,
he is like the most laid-back, positive individual to be around.
And Joel was talking to me and just was like he could hear the hurt and the desperation in his voice.
And he said, we were talking in the meeting, volunteers are slowing down,
which is what we thought would happen.
And they're working hard.
And I guess it's like, in my mind, what they're having to do literally and figuratively
is move a mountain one shovel at a time.
And you spend all day and you feel like you haven't gotten anywhere.
And I do not say this boasting about our church, but I do say this praising God.
God says, let your light shine so that others will see and give glory to God in heaven.
And he said, in our board meeting with our president,
they said, we need Willow Ridge to come and to help.
And so we said, okay.
So what we're going to do is after the Harvest Hangout on October 27th,
we're going to take a group of men from our church to go up to Black Mountain Children's Home
to work from that Monday to that Thursday.
Now, I know a lot of you ladies would like to go.
Here's the reason why we're doing what we're doing in the order that we're doing it.
They've told us that they can get us one cabin that we can stay in.
And since we can only have one cabin, and many of you who've been there,
you know these cabins, this isn't a whole lot of privacy in these cabins.
We got one cabin that we can use.
And so because of that, we're just going to be taking men.
But we are looking at opportunities where we can take more than that up there.
And we look forward to that opportunity to be able to do.
We're going to leave that Sunday after the Harvest Hangout.
We're going to go up there, work that we know that needs to be done.
And we're going to find out some of our details a little bit more this week as they evaluate.
Is we need plumbing work to be done.
We need electrical work to be done.
And so if you have those skills and those capabilities,
and you have the time, and you would like to come and be a part of this,
please come see me after the service, and we'll have a conversation.
But also, beyond that, we need people that can dig dirt out, dig mud out,
that can run chainsaws, that can move heavy things,
and that can go and serve in this opportunity.
So we count it a little bit as a blessing and an honor and an act of trust as we step out,
not knowing.
I was talking to a group of people in the lobby this morning,
and I said, what's been remarkable in my,
it has taught me how small my perspective is.
I'll see a picture and think that I grasp the devastation that's there,
and I don't until I see it.
And so I've seen the pictures, just like many of you have,
of what this part of our country looks like.
And my mind says that I know, but I don't.
So we're going to go, and as best as they can,
they're going to communicate what we need to bring and what we need to do,
and we're going to, as much as we can do in a week,
we're going to prepare and plan in that capacity,
but we're just going to go, and we're going to serve, and we're going to love.
And I'll be honest with you,
Joel and I were talking about this on the phone this week.
Here's what it felt like.
They need a friend that can encourage.
And so we're just going to go and be a friend and encourage and lift heavy things.
And in the coolest moment in my life this past week,
and I hope to be able to do this again up there,
maybe I'll get to run again a 36-inch chainsaw.
Because that was a whole lot of fun, right?
So if you're interested in going, men, please let me know.
Ladies, we're going to be working on some other opportunities of what's there
and why we are there, praying through what is Willow Ridge,
continued partnership with them as they walk through
and as they face these difficult days, weeks, months,
and potentially even years ahead.
I apologize, I was a little tardy, and I don't have this verse on the screen.
So just listen to it this morning.
And out of Genesis 35, verse 10.
So he called his name Israel.
Would you pray with me?
God, I thank you for the opportunity that we have to open up your word.
God, I pray as we gather in here today
that what we do will not be done so that we can just obtain more knowledge,
but God, so that our hearts will be changed,
so that our lives will be changed,
so that the world will be impacted by the gospel.
God, remove any part of this that is me,
and may it all be you.
In Jesus' name we pray.
Amen.
Well, if you were here last week,
it was a little heavy passage.
Warren Wearsby, who's one of the pastors and authors
that I read most weeks,
said this.
He said,
moving from Genesis 34 to Genesis 35
is like going from a desert to a garden
or from moving from an emergency room
to a wedding reception.
Genesis 35 definitely has some things
for us to work through,
but there's this heaviness
that what we're moving from
as we come out of Genesis 34.
But here's the deal.
You and I,
we've all had
a Genesis 34 moment
or multiple Genesis 34 moments
in our life.
Like, I hope we get that.
I hope we get that.
That oftentimes,
that the very specific
chaos and dysfunction
that we find in the Bible
might not be the exact chaos
and dysfunction
that you and I experience
on a day-to-day capacity
in our lives,
but yet we can look at
and we can see points and times
where we fall short,
points and times
where we choose lesser,
points and times
where we choose rebellion
in our life,
that we see these things
and these aspects of there,
that we go through
these very critical,
chaotic moments
in our life.
And oftentimes,
as we walk through
these devastating moments
moments of sin
that have filled
our life,
our response
can be this,
how can I get
out of this?
Like middle school Bo
with a report card
waiting for his mom
and dad to get home.
how do I get
out of this?
But the question
that we need to answer
in these moments
is this,
what can I get
out of this?
Not how can I get
out of this,
but what can I get
out of this?
You see,
God is so big,
God is so powerful,
God is so strong
that what God does
is God doesn't waste
an opportunity
in our life
to grow us.
God uses every moment
in our lives,
the good,
the bad,
the pretty,
the ugly,
and everywhere
in between
to work and move
in the hearts
of those
who follow him
and love him
even in the midst
of our rebellion
to grow us
in the moment
for the next season
so that we don't
see a Genesis 34
so that we learn
that we grow,
we learn how to seek
and honor
and glorify him
with all that we are
in our life.
God's not wasting it
because God's working
in it
and God's working
in it
and God's working
in it
and that's what I love
about what we see here
beginning in Genesis
chapter 35
so let's read,
starting off,
let's read the first
four verses.
God said to Jacob
Arise,
go up to Bethel
and dwell there.
Make an altar there
to the God
who appeared to you
when you fled
from your brother Esau.
So Jacob said
to his household
and to all
who were with him
put away
the foreign gods
that are among you
and purify yourselves
and change your garments.
Let us arise
and go up to Bethel
so that I may make there
an altar
to the God
who answers me
in the day
of my distress
and has been with me
wherever I have gone.
So they gave to Jacob
all the foreign gods
they had
and the rings
that were in their ears
and Jacob hid them
under the tree
that was near Shechem.
So here's what we begin
to see
and understand
in this process
of what is happening
in the life
of Jacob.
That Jacob
is understanding
is coming to grasp
it's this moment
not with a guy
who doesn't know
the Lord
but a guy
who knows the Lord
who has chosen
to not follow God
and God's saying
well I'm not done
with you
I'm not wasting this
I'm going to work
and I'm going to move
so God says
to Jacob
Jacob hears
and then we'll see
these responses
in Jacob's life
of what Jacob does
coming out
of a Genesis 34
moment
out of a Genesis 34
season
out of this point
in time
of weakness
and rebellion.
I think it's very interesting
and one of the things
that he does
is I'll label it
changing course
of what it means
to come out
of these moments
and these seasons
is it's changing course.
You know it's not
it's not always about
getting it right.
You see you and I
because you know you
and I know me
and I know you
and you know me
we don't always
get it right.
we're not always
obedient.
Do we want
to be obedient?
Do we desire
to be obedient?
Do we have the
expectation of obedience?
Absolutely.
Like the call
on our lives
is holiness.
I don't want
to belittle that.
We're not minimizing
sin.
But the reality is
it's not about
always getting it right
because we're not
going to get it right
so we've got to deal
with the reality
that we're going to have
Genesis 34 moments.
We're going to have
them tomorrow.
We're going to have
them today.
And you know
you had them
yesterday.
That even in our
obedience what we're
going to find are
these patterns of
rebellion that sneak
into our life
and in that
the goodness of God
and how God works
in his grace
and his kindness
and his mercy
and his love for us
and what God's doing
in the work of the
Holy Spirit
in the lives
of those who
were saved
by his grace
is he's recognizing
that and the
question becomes
well then what are
you doing when
you get it wrong?
what are we doing
when we miss
the mark?
What are we doing
when it's right
it's obedience
it's righteousness
it's godliness
it's holiness
and then that moment
happens and it's
depravity.
it's about
recognizing
it's about
changing course
it's about
understanding
the holiness
of God
and the
offense of our
sin
it's about
repentance
and that's
what we
see here
in Jacob
it's the lesson
of Abraham
in Genesis 13
it's the lesson
of Isaac
in Genesis 26
and now it's
the lesson
for Jacob
as well
and the thing
with repentance
you see repentance
is about more
than feeling
sorry
or saying
I'm sorry
those things
are important
it's what God's
called us to
we're to confess
we're to repent
we're to say
the things
that we've done
God gives us
the Holy Spirit
who convicts us
and we experience
a feeling
of remorse
as we
as we experience
these moments
of depravity
in our life
from a Holy God
who loves us
enough
not to be
numb by our
sin
but to be
remorseful
for it
but the thing
about repentance
is there's
action
there's action
the remarkable
thing about
this whole
deal
with Jacob
we know
that God
had called
him to Bethel
and we talked
about this
last week
where he hadn't
sought through
the obedience
and there had
been this
partial obedience
there had been
this break
in his obedience
to God
and for years
for years
he'd been 30
miles away
from where God
had called him
to
and that's why
I love that
in the midst
of all of this
because I don't
know about you
but I feel like
that can be the
pattern for Bo
Bradbury
30 miles away
a one day
journey
of where
do you need
to be
of what
do you need
to do
of just
missing
what God
has
but I love
this
verse
verse 1
God said
go
God said
go
God didn't
say go
away
God didn't
say get
out of my
presence
God said
go
God said
go
and Jacob
responded
Jacob
changed course
but specifically
what did he
do
you see
they had been
living amongst
pagan people
and we had
seen
where one of his
wives had already
brought with them
a pagan idol
and we could
only begin
to think
that as they
had lived
for years
amongst pagan
people
that we're
seeing pagan
practices
being brought
in
and so
Jacob's like
listen this is
what we need
to do
this is what
we need
to be
so here's
what you
gotta do
you gotta
put away
your idols
you gotta
put away
your idols
and so
they brought
their idols
to him
when we
hit these
moments
when we're
changing course
from the path
of sin
and destruction
that we've
chosen
and we
point our
eyes
we center
our compass
we aim
who we are
toward the
God
who's called
us
and the
God
that
loves us
what we
have to do
in our
lives
is put
away
the idols
as well
we gotta
put away
the things
that we've
trusted
we gotta
put away
the things
that we
desire
we gotta
put away
the things
that we
want
and long
for more
than anything
else
I don't know
if you're
aware of this
or not
but we live
in a pagan
culture
and you
and I
in our
ignorance
if you want
to be nice
but in our
rebellion
which is
more
accurate
I've said
yeah let me
take some
of these
into
and we
tried to
partner
God
with our
pagan
idols
that we
bring
into the
moment
and when
we change
course
we gotta
look at
and we gotta
identify
and we gotta
get rid
of
you see
put away
was not
pack them
up
carefully
in your
bag
because we
gotta go
it's not
we gotta
trash
this
Jacob says
put away
your idols
the next
thing he
says
purify
yourself
purify
yourself
this was
common
practice
purify
yourself
wash
yourself
he says
change
your
garments
change
your
garments
you see
it wasn't
just that
hey
we're
physically
some
dirty
people
we're
gonna go
into a
new
place
and so
let's
look like
we're
ready to
go for
what
God
has
for us
this
isn't
a
put on
your
Sunday
best
type
speech
that
they're
giving
here
it's
recognized
that
this is
what
we've
done
this
is
what
we've
taken
on
we
gotta
get
rid
of
this
the
Bible
doesn't
fully
explain
in
commentaries
kind of
argue
a little
bit
back
and
forth
of
they
turned
in
their
idols
but
they
also
took
off
their
earrings
and
this
is
not
an
appeal
for
earrings
for
anyone
but
what
I
think
is
happening
here
as they
purified
themselves
and washed
themselves
they
begin
to
understand
that
there
were
things
about
them
that
they
brought
on
that
marked
them
and
that
had
marked
them
not
as
God's
people
but
people
of the
pagan
world
and
so
wash
yourself
you know
part of
repentance
is
we've been
made
clean
by the
blood
of
the
lamb
but
sometimes
we pick
up
the
slop
and
we
put
it
on
us
and
we
come
to
God
understanding
that
our
eternal
state
we've
been
made
clean
but
in
this
moment
Lord
cleanse
me
wash
me
make
me
new
and
then
I love
this
very
simply
maybe
in
the
story
that
he
heard
about
his
grandfather
when
God
called
him
to
go
sacrifice
his
son
and
he
chose
not
to
delay
but
to
go
James
says
let's
go
today
we
obey
today
we
obey
you
see
if
it's
not
about
living
in
the
reality
of
what
God
has
saved
us
from
it's
about
living
in
the
reality
of
what
God
has
saved
us
for
so
I
don't
look
back
and
hold
on
and
think
that
I
can't
because
of
my
sin
but
I
look
forward
and
think
that
I
can
because
of
who
my
Savior
is
it's
about
going
maybe
you're
here
today
and
you're
thinking
about
your
too
late
to
start
again
God
hasn't
given
up
on
you
and
God
won't
and
God
won't
and
so
maybe
you're
like
hey
listen
like
Genesis
34
man
that's
not
a
day
that's
not
a
moment
man
that's
my
life
oh
there's
a Savior
who's
bigger
there's
a Savior
who's
more
powerful
there's
a Savior
who's
more
loving
than
your
sin
is
offensive
verse
five
through
eight
so
they
go
and
as
they
journeyed
a
terror
from
God
fell
upon
the
cities
that
were
around
them
so
that
they
did
not
pursue
the
sons
of
Jacob
and
Jacob
came
to
Luz
that
is
Bethel
which
is
the
land
of
Canaan
he
and
all
the
people
who
were
with
him
and
there
they
built
an
author
the
place
El
Bethel
because
there
God
had
revealed
himself
to
him
when
he
fled
from
his
brother
and
Deborah
Rebecca's
nurse
died
and
she
was
buried
under
an
oak
below
Bethel
so
he
called
its
name
Elan
Bakuf
number
two
when
we're
coming
out
of
these
seasons
here's
the
challenge
walk
and
worship
walk
in
worship
what
Jacob
had
to
do
was
walk
in
the
path
of
God
to
walk
in
the
path
that
God
had
for
him
now
if
you
remember
back
to
Genesis
34
and
you
remember
the
assault
that
took
place
on
Jacob's
daughter
and
you
remember
his
unwillingness
to act
to move
to lead
and
when
his
sons
come
back
specifically
Simeon
and
Levi
they
went
and they
concocted
a plan
and
the
plan
that
was
in
their
heart
was
the
revenge
of
men
and
they
murdered
and
Jacob's
fear
in
that
moment
was
what
are
they
going
to
think
of
me
and
what
are
they
going
to
do
to
me
an
eye
for
an
eye
are
they
going
to
come
to
kill
are
they
going
to
come
to
take
revenge
what
are
they
going
to
do
but
what
we
have
to
remember
is
that
God
sets
the
path
and
in
the
journey
of
the
path
God
keeps
his
promises
in
Genesis
chapter
28
verse
15
passage
that
we
studied
months
ago
Jacob
had a
dream
and
God
spoke
to
him
this
is
what
he
said
your
offspring
shall
be
like
the
dust
of
the
earth
and
you
shall
spread
abroad
to
the
west
and
to
the
east
and
to
the
north
and
to
the
south
and
in
you
and
your
offspring
shall
all
the
families
of
the
earth
be
blessed
behold
I
am
with
you
and
will
keep
you
wherever
you
go
and
will
bring
you
back
to
this
land
for
I
will
not
leave
you
until
I
have
done
what
I
have
promised
you
from
this
day
in
Genesis
28
in
this
dream
to
this
moment
in
Genesis
35
years
have
gone
by
this
has
not
been
a
brief
period
of
time
Jacob
has
gone
through
the
highs
and
the
lows
and
walking
the
path
that
God
has
had
for
him
and
God
in
his
goodness
and
God
in
his
kindness
when
Jacob
breaks
off
of
the
path
God
allows
him
to
choose
what
he
chooses
as
God
works
and
moves
in
the
midst
of
that
as
he
draws
him
back
to
the
loving
God
who
created
him
who
called
him
who
chose
him
and
who
will
fulfill
everything
that
God
has
for
him
but
the
path
will
not
be
easy
but
God
will
always
be
faithful
now
the
path
will
it
challenge
logic
absolutely
but
the
choice
is to
trust
God
will
the
path
be
faced
with
difficulties
absolutely
but
the
choice
is
to
trust
God
will
the
path
have
uncertainties
absolutely
but
the
choice
is
to
trust
God
brothers
and
sisters
I
do
not
know
for
every
single
one
of
you
the
difficulties
the
uncertainties
and the
moments
that you
were
having
on
the
path
that
you
were
on
but
here's
what
I
know
because
it
is
who
I
know
is
that
you
can
trust
the
God
who
has
you
on
the
path
you
can
trust
the
God
who
has
gone
ahead
of
you
you
can
trust
the
God
who
will
come
after
you
you
can
trust
the
God
who
walks
with
you
and
you
can
trust
the
God
who
carries
you
right
now
in
the
midst
of
all
of
those
because
our
God
has
done
all
of
that
he's
he is
the
friend
who
is
ever
with
you
and
he
is
the
warrior
who
carries
you
that
that
is
the
God
that
we
trust
and
so
we
walk
the
path
of
what
we
see
but
we
also
worship
we
also
worship
in
this
why
why
do
we
worship
because
he
is
faithful
because
he
is
faithful
Jacob
worshipped
I think
this is
important
Jacob
worshipped
why did
you
come
here
today
why
did
you
stand
and
sing
of
all
the
things
that
you
could
do
while
worship
you
see
there
there
is
I
don't
want
to
not
look
at
coming
and
worshiping
and
praising
God
with
with
a hope
and
an
expectation
even
of
what
God
is
going
to
do
because
we
do
we
do
I
can't
wait
to
do
tomorrow
I
can't
wait
to
see
what
God
is
going
to
do
this
afternoon
I
can't
wait
to
see
how
God's
going
to
work
and
move
in my
life
and
use
me
for
things
that
I
am
not
capable
of
but
he
is
I
can't
wait
to
see
how
God's
going
to
work
and
use
and
refine
me
and
make
me
more
like
him
I
can't
wait
to
see
all
of
these
things
of
what
God
is
going
to
do
but
I
think
sometimes
what we
miss
in
worship
of
why
we
come
to
worship
and
it's
been
a
driving
reminder
of
what
we
see
is
that
as
we
come
here
what
we
see
over
and
over
and
time
and
time
again
is
what
God
has
done
that
we
remember
that
we
cling
to
that
we
hold
on
to
and
so
this
is
what
we
see
look
at
verse
nine
God
appeared
to
Jacob
again
and
when
he
came
from
Padme
and
blessed
him
and
God
said
your
name
is
Jacob
no
longer
your
name
is
Jacob
no
longer
shall
your
name
be
called
Jacob
but
Israel
shall
be
your
name
so
he
called
his
name
Israel
and
God
said
to
him
I
am
God
almighty
be
fruitful
and
multiply
a
nation
and
company
of
nations
shall
come
from
you
and
kings
shall
come
from
your
own
body
the
land
that
I
gave
to
Abraham
and
Isaac
I
give
to
you
and
I
will
give
the
land
to
your
offspring
after
you
then
God
went
up
from
him
in
the
place
where
he
had
spoken
with
him
and
Jacob
set
a
pillar
in
the
place
where
he
had
spoken
with
him
a
pillar
of
stone
he
poured
out
a
drink
offering
on
it
and
poured
oil
on
it
so
Jacob
called
the
name
of
the
place
where
God
had
spoken
with
him
Bethel
and
we
see
in
this
what
God
says
here's
what
I'm
going
to
do
but
always
remember
this
is
who
I
am
remember
don't
panic
remember
don't
let
anxiety
take
over
remember
this
is
who
I
am
but
with
this
this
is
who
you
are
this
is
who
you
are
and
in
this
what
we
find
is
a
God
found
identity
we
love to
see
and we
talked
about
this
of
God
changing
names
God
changing
the
names
of
the
men
and
women
who
follow
him
and
while
he
might
not
have
changed
your
name
or
might
not
have
changed
my
name
when
we
are
found
in
Christ
what
we
have
in
him
is
a
new
identity
and
so
Paul
writes
in
2
Corinthians
5
17
and
he
says
therefore
if
anyone
is
found
in
Christ
he
is
a
new
creation
the
old
has
passed
away
and
behold
the
new
life
has
come
the
language
that
Paul
uses
here
is
the
language
of
life
and
death
Paul
says
look
in
Christ
here's
what's
happened
the
old
you
it's
not
just
gone
it's
dead
that
in
the
power
and
the
work
of
Christ
that
we
identify
in
his
crucifixion
that
as
he
was
nailed
to
the
cross
so
was
the
oldness
of
you
was
nailed
there
and
that
old
you
has
gone
that
old
you
has
passed
away
that
old
you
has
died
and
behold
what's
come
from
that
is
not
just
new
it's
new
life
it's
a
new
person
it's
rebirth
it's
being
born
again
that
this
is
who
you
are
in
him
and
God
does
a
remarkable
thing
of
what
God
is
going
to
do
with
Jacob
as
he
names
him
Israel
but
in
the
midst
of
all
of
this
what
we
see
is
what
God
is
capable
of
and
what
God
is
going
to
do
in
Jacob
because
of
who
God
is
and
what
God
is
creating
in
him
God
says
I
am
God
almighty
I'm
creating
a
people
I'm
giving
them
a
land
I've
started
this
I
will
finish
this
and
I'm
not
doing
this
because
of
who
you
are
but
I'm
going to
do
this
through
you
because
this
is
who
I've
called
you
to
be
and
when
you
were
born
again
in
Christ
God
gave
your
life
purpose
and
hope
and
mission
for
the
work
and
the
goodness
of
God
and
this
is
what
he's
called
you
to
so
how
does
Jacob
respond
to
that
I
meet
with
a
group
of
guys
on
Wednesday
mornings
now
we
were
meeting
on
Thursday
days
we're
meeting
on
Wednesday
now
and
we
were
as
we
were
talking
about
this
we
were
talking
about
the
marketplace
and
it was
a really
cool
conversation
because
I've
got
I
think
six
men
were
there
that
day
I'm
the
only
pastor
I'm
the
only
one
that
works
at
a
church
the
rest
of
them
have
the
regular
jobs
right
jobs
that
y'all
get
that
I
don't
get
right
we got
bankers
we've
got
engineers
we've
got
people
that
work
in the
medical
system
we've
got
these
guys
and
one of
the
interesting
things
that
one of
our
guys
said
and I
love
the
rawness
and the
honesty
of it
and he
said
sometimes
man
like
it's
like
I
forget
in
my
sin
that
what
I
gain
and
what
I
take
in
and
what
fills
me
on
Sunday
is
the
call
to be
a
missionary
on
Monday
it's
not
just
the
call
that
now
I
feel
better
about
myself
it's
the
call
that
I'm
to
do
something
with
this
there's
something
that
happens
here
in
Genesis
35
that
what
we
just
read
Jacob
offers
a
drink
offering
it's
the
first
time
that
we're
going
to
see
a
drink
offering
in
scripture
when
you
look
at
2
Timothy
where
Paul
talks
about
his
life
is
being
poured
out
like
an
offering
his
last
days
is
the
same
verbiage
that
Paul
is
giving
and
this
example
of
what
Jacob
is
doing
as
he
makes
this
altar
as
he
provides
a
burnt
offering
is
that
he
takes
a
drink
and
he
empties
it
onto
the
altar
and
it
symbolizes
an
emptying
of
himself
it
symbolizes
that
God
all
that
I
am
is
yours
and
it
hit
me
Grayson
if
you
can
help
me
buddy
I'm
a
guy
that
likes
to
tell
stories
not
necessarily
use
illustrations
like
this
but
I'm
going
to
give
it
a
try
and
bear
with
me
I'm
also
going
to
write
things
that
maybe
if
you're
sitting
close
that
you
can
see
I'm
probably
going
to
dispel
some
of
them
okay
so
let's
just
give
me
grace
so
we
take
our
life
and
I
don't
know
about
you
but
sometimes
I
feel
stretched
a
little
thin
sometimes
I
feel
like
there's
not
enough
of
me
to
go
around
I
feel
overburdened
and
I
pause
and
I
evaluate
so
if
these
cups
represent
your
life
and
represent
my
life
these
cups
represent
the
different
areas
of
our
life
that
we
give
ourselves
to
if
I
were
to
ask
you
what
are
the
areas
of
your
life
that
you
should
give
yourself
to
hopefully
number
one
on the
list
is
God
so
we
take
the
God
portion
of
what
we
decided
if
this
is
our
life
and
our
life
represents
in
the
drink
in
the
water
right
God
you're
a
priority
I
didn't
put
anything
else
down
first
but
let
me
see
how
far
this
goes
because
I've
only
got
so
much
margin
so
God
there
you
go
next
to
the
next
area
of
our
life
and
I'm
going to
use
these
as
my
life
if
you're
single
then
this
might
not
be
yours
but
this
is
mine
and
maybe
some
of
you
in
here
it's
my
spouse
right
and
I
love
her
and
she
is
kind
and
gracious
to
me
and
some
days
she
doesn't
see
me
as
much
as
she
would
like
and
I
definitely
don't
get
to
see
her
as
much
as
she
would
like
because
I'm
busy
and
I
don't
mean
to
be
disrespectful
sometimes
as
well
we
can
manage
I
got
my
kids
so
I
take
my
kids
man
like
I
love
conversations
with
them
I
love
that
they
get
my
sense
of
humor
God
gave
them
the
gift
of
sarcasm
and
I
now
know
what
I
would
have
been
like
if
I
were
a
girl
because
I
have
Emma
but
I'll
be
honest
with
they're
busy
they
got
they're
taking
classes
that
I
couldn't
pass
now
I
couldn't
pass
them
then
either
I
can't
give
them
as
much
right
give
them
that
sorry
Aaron
they
got
more
in
here
than
you
did
so
let
me
can't
have
more
than
your
mama
there
you
go
I
got
my
job
I
love
my
job
I
love
working
here
this
is
the
best
job
in
the
world
you
guys
are
so
fantastic
to
work
with
our
staff
is
wonderful
ministry
that you
allow
us
to
do
but
you
got
a job
too
right
you
got
responsibilities
let's
be
honest
right
that's
what
it
feels
like
almost
full
God's
here
job's
here
man
that's
what
requires
quiet
time
in the
morning
takes
ten
minutes
but
a
job
especially
in this
economy
and
it's
hard
to
find
and
what
you
got
to
do
we're
at
church
so
after
job
comes
church
good
priorities
right
church
is
important
man
there's
less
time
there's
less
than
me
it's
good
enough
now
I know
that's
me
and
I'm
not
making
fun
of
this
at
all
with
what
I'm
about
to
say
but
this
is
something
that's
really
come
up
a lot
recently
like
self
care
like
I
need
to
be
on
my
list
because
if
I'm
not
caring
for
me
if
I'm
not
doing
the
things
that
I'm
supposed
to
do
for
me
if
I'm
not
exercising
if
I'm
not
going
to
my
doctor's
appointments
then
what's
going
to
happen
to
me
man
that's
getting
low
we
still
got
one
two
three
four
five
empty
cups
I
don't
know
about
you
but
the
number
one
thing
that
married
couples
argue
about
and
fight
about
I
don't
even
write
a word
I'm
going
to
write
the
symbol
money
money
money
money
that's
a lot
still
rings
true
we
still
spend
more
than
we
make
tell me
when
thank
you
right
$400,000
you can
have
a
300
square
foot
home
right
money
now
we
got
we
got
friends
we
got
friends
some
of us
got
more
friends
than
others
some
of us
are
extroverts
some
of us
are
introverts
we
don't
understand
each
other
I
just
misspelled
friends
Chris
don't
laugh
at me
like
that
man
that's
not
a lot
we'll
give him
a little
bit
we'll
hang out
in the
cul-de-sac
ain't
that
right
Chad
Chad
lives
across
the
street
from
me
we
talk
in
the
cul-de-sac
just
friends
we got
rest
I
said
self
care
but
self
care
doesn't
include
naps
and
sleep
which
most
of us
don't
get
enough
of
two
more
you
got a
hobby
you may
think you
don't
have
a
hobby
but
you
do
have
a
hobby
you
got
something
that
you
choose
to
do
so
you're
empty
and
I'm
empty
and
best
we
can
we've
spread
ourselves
thin
we've
spread
ourselves
thin
you see
this
represented
you and
I
but
it
represented
you and
I
by our
time
our
talents
our
personalities
our
abilities
our
finances
and
maybe
we don't
want to
admit
this
but
there's
another
area
of our
life
that
we
empty
ourselves
for
sin
sin
take
some
of
that
take
some
of
that
take
some
spouse
man we
neglect
them
sometimes
right
kids
and we
neglect
church
maybe not
the hobby
but
maybe the
godly
portion
of our
hobby
you know
God gave
you hobbies
to use
for his
name
and his
glory
take
our
rest
in our
sin
it's
hard to
sleep
at
night
our
friendships
our
finances
and it
takes
all of
us
and that
my
friends
is
Genesis
34
so let's
start
over
what
does
Jacob
do
in
Genesis
35
what
does
he
do
on
that
mountain
what
does
he
do
at
that
altar
he
takes
every
part
of
him
he
takes
all
of
the
good
all
of
the
bad
all
of
the
victory
all
of
the
defeat
everything
that is
on
his
list
and
he
doesn't
know
about
the
man
that
the
promise
is
about
but
he
has
faith
in
the
God
who
knows
who
it's
about
and
he
takes
everything
on
the
list
and
he
sets
it
down
but
he
still
has
himself
he
takes
an
altar
that
would
have
a
burnt
offering
and
he
offers
a
new
sacrifice
the
one
that
Paul
says
at
the
end
of
his
life
he
challenges
Timothy
to
live
boldly
for
the
gospel
he
says
I
have
been
and
I'm
being
poured
out
and
Jacob
in
that
sacrifice
he
starts
pouring
and
he
doesn't
pour
some
he
doesn't
pour
most
but
he
pours
all
of
it
and
he
says
this
is
what
I
am
for
you
to
use
me
of
how
you
think
you
can
use
me
and
how
you
will
use
me
to
do
what
you
call
me
to
do
to
be
who
you've
called
me
to
be
God
and
I
empty
myself
for
you
so
that
God
you
you
it's
not
about
figuring
out
the
parts
of
me
the
portions
of
me
that
I
give
my
spouse
my
kids
my
job
my
church
my
family
my
friends
my
hobbies
it's
not
about
delegating
it's
not
about
a
spreadsheet
it's
not
about
a
flow
chart
it's
God
it's
all
yours
do
with
it
as
you
please
can
I
tell
you
I'm
better
than
my
wife
when
I'm
100%
gods
I'm
better
than
my
kids
when
I'm
100%
gods
I'm
better
with
my
finances
when
I'm
100%
gods
I'm
better
with
my
job
when
I'm
100%
gods
I'm
better
with
my
church
when
I'm
100%
god
I'm
better
against
sin
when
my
life
daily
begins
by saying
God
I
am
yours
use me
would
you
today
make
the
choice
that
today
you
commit
to
empty
yourself
every
part
of
you
for
him
and
trust
him
to
use
you
in
how
he
sees
fit
and
that
may
mean
that
you
gotta
put
away
some
idols
it
may
mean
that
you
have
to
wash
yourself
and
change
your
garments
take
off
your
earrings
and
it
may
mean
that
you
have
to
go
will
you
go
you
pray
with
me
God
we
want
to
know
we
want
to
plan
we
want
to
flow
chart
we
want
to
agenda
we
want
to
part
to
tell
us
what's
next
and
to
lay
that
out
simply
for
us
but
God
my
prayer
for
myself
my
prayer
for
us
my
prayer
for
my
church
for
my
family
for
my
friends
prayer
is
that
today
before
we
try to
figure
out
what
to
do
next
begins
with
an
emptying
of
ourself
taking
all
that
we
are
pouring
it
out
Lord
that
we
would
literally
waste
ourselves
on
you
God
thank you
that you
take
Genesis
34
moments
Genesis
34
days
Genesis
34
seasons
and God
you
use
what
is
ugly
in a
beautiful
way
to
bring
us
to
you
so
God
I
don't
just
give
you
today
my
good
I
don't
just
give
you
my
Sunday
when
there's
nothing
else
on
the
calendar
I
don't
just
give
you
my
quiet
time
I
don't
just
give
you
my
mission
trip
I
don't
just
give
you
my
convenience
or
I
give
you
all
of
me
or
take
it
and
use
it
for
your
name
and
for
your
glory
take
it
and
use
it
so
that
men
and
women
and
children
will
be
introduced
to
Jesus
Christ
take
it
so
that
your
name
would
be
made
known
to
those
who
don't
know
you
take
it
and
use
it
as
you
see
fit
God
I
pray
that
we
would
be
a
people
who
see
the
opportunity
that
we
have
as
we
gather
to
be
filled
so
that
we
can
pour
ourselves
out
it's
in
Jesus
name
we
pray
amen
thanks
again
for
listening
and
be
sure
to
check
back
next
week
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episode
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