Breaking Up With Binge Eating | Restriction Urges: “Get It While You Can”

In this episode, we’re looking at restriction urges: the urges that say, “Get it while you can.” These urges are often not just about hunger or cravings. They are scarcity alarms. Sometimes the scarcity is physical, like not eating enough or going too long without food. Sometimes it is psychological, like food rules, guilt, or the feeling that you are technically allowed to eat something but still shouldn’t want it. Sometimes it comes from the threat of future restriction: “Tomorrow I’ll be good,” “After this weekend I’m stopping,” “I need to drop a few pounds before vacation,” or “This is the last time.”

The main question from this episode is: “What am I afraid there is not enough of?” Maybe the answer is food, satisfaction, dessert, time, pleasure, freedom, permission, comfort, choice, or rest. Once you can hear the scarcity signal, you can respond with reliable permission instead of more control.

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Lisa came to one of our sessions frustrated with herself, but also genuinely confused. She had binged the night before, not a small. I had a little more than I planned, kind of episode one of those binges where the whole evening seems to blur into different types of food. She had eaten dinner, cleaned up the kitchen, Told herself she was done for the night, and then found herself back in the pantry. Then the freezer, then the pantry again. Cookies, crackers, chocolate chips, a few spoonfuls of peanut butter, and on and on. It had that familiar frantic feeling where part of her was watching it happen. And another part of her was saying, just keep going. Don't stop. Not yet. By the time she went to bed, she felt physically awful, her stomach hurt, her face felt hot, she was exhausted, but wired with shame. And the next morning she did what so many people do. After a binge, she started investigating herself like a crime scene. What did I do wrong? Why can't I stop? I had dinner, I wasn't starving. I didn't even enjoy most of it. So why did I eat like I was never going to see food again? And then, almost in the same breath, Lisa told me something else. She said, I just don't understand it. I've been doing great for months and this is the worst timing ever because we leave for vacation in two weeks. I really wanted to feel better before the trip. There it was, not the whole explanation. Maybe human behavior rarely has one tidy cause, but there is a very important clue sitting right there. Lisa had a beach vacation coming up. There would be swimsuits, pictures, restaurants, other people. A body that she already felt self-conscious about Suddenly becoming, in her mind, more visible. So a few days earlier, she had started thinking about tightening things up. She wasn't about to do a juice cleanse. She was just thinking I should start being good. A lighter breakfast, no dessert. More careful portions. A little voice in her head was saying, come on, two weeks. You can get it together for two weeks. But by the time she was standing in the pantry at night, that voice had turned into something else. It no longer sounded like motivation or encouragement. It sounded like scarcity. It sounded like get it while you can. That is the kind of urge we're talking about today. Restriction urges the urges that show up when your system detects that food, pleasure, permission or enoughness is threatened. And they do not always sound like polite cravings. Sometimes they sound panicked. Eat it now, because later you won't be allowed. Sometimes they sound urgent. Don't wait. This might be your only chance. And sometimes they sound quiet and reasonable. Just enjoy it now, because tomorrow we'll get back on track. You've still got time. A restriction urge is not just cookies. Sound good? It's cookies sound good. And I'm afraid this is my last chance to eat them. It's a craving with scarcity wrapped around it. and if you have ever eaten in that now or never way. Today we're going to make it make sense because restriction urges are not proof that you need more control. Very often they are the result of too much control, too little permission, or a system that no longer trusts availability. Sometimes they're your body saying, I need more food and we will talk about that because it matters. But sometimes they're your whole system saying, I don't trust that enough will be available later. And that can mean enough food, enough satisfaction, enough permission to stop being so careful. This fits with what we've been exploring all season. Urges are not random, they are attempts to solve something and restriction urges often try to solve the fear that adequacy is about to disappear. It offers a little voice that says, no more tiny portions of a life that's supposed to nourish you. And this is why the answer cannot only be, oh, we'll just eat more earlier in the day. Yes, eating enough earlier in the day matters. It matters a lot. Physical restriction is real. Hunger is real. Under fueling is a problem. If you skip breakfast or eat a small lunch trying to save calories. If you spend the whole day being good trying to push through hunger, it makes complete sense that your evening urge may be loud. Your body's not being overly dramatic. It is detecting a shortage. But restriction urges aren't just about calories. I remember a client saying to me once with genuine confusion, all of these experts on social media say binges happen because of under-eating. But I'm a hundred pounds over a healthy weight for me and I eat all day long. Clearly, under-eating is not the cause of my binges and I understood why she was confused. Because if we only define restriction as not enough food entering the body, then her experience doesn't seem to fit. She was eating frequently. She was not going long stretches without food. She was not someone who, from the outside, looked like she was in a state of deprivation. But when we looked more closely, she was absolutely living the life of restriction. Every bite came with self criticism. Every trip to the kitchen came with a little internal punishment. She was constantly trying to deter herself from eating. Trying to hold back. Trying to just have a little. Try to choose something low calorie. Trying to stop herself before she started. And even when she ate, she was eating under surveillance. There was no ease or trust. There was no sense of allowing herself to enjoy this. There was negotiation, shame, bargaining, and the constant feeling that food was something she had to defend herself against. So yes, she was eating often, but she was also restricting all day long. That is why someone can be physically fed and psychologically restricted at the same time. You can eat dinner and still feel deprived. You can technically allow yourself dessert and still be surrounded by mental rules. You can say I'm allowed to have this while another part of you is saying, yeah, but you better be careful. Don't have too much. That is not full permission. That is supervised permission and supervised permission meted out carefully often still feels restrictive. This is why I want us to broaden what we mean by restriction. Physical restriction is the obvious one not eating enough. But there's also food type restriction, which is when certain foods become special, dangerous, forbidden, or only allowed under very narrow circumstance. Like no sweets in the house, no bread, no chips, no snacks, no carbs at dinner, no eating after seven p m, no buying the food you actually want because you're afraid you'll eat all of it. And I understand why people do this. If a food has been involved in binges, it feels logical to say, well, I just won't keep it around. And sometimes that may be part of a short term safety plan. But over the long term, if the only time you ever eat a food is during a binge, your brain does not get many calm experiences with that food. The food stays charged. It stays rare and special. It stays associated with danger and urgency. Then there is psychological restriction. Exactly what was affecting my client that I just mentioned. This is the inner world of I can have it, but I really shouldn't. Or I can eat it, but only if I'm careful or I'm eating this. But man, I feel guilty. Psychological restriction is sneaky because from the outside it may look like permission. You're eating the food after all. But inside the food is still on trial and so are you. This is one of the issues that comes up with calorie counting. Even if someone's allotted calorie budget is abundant enough to leave them theoretically well fed. The issue of counting the calories and entering them into an app or a logbook Feeds psychological restriction. You're on a leash and you know how long that leash is, and it never quite feels long enough. And that has an effect on you. There is also identity restriction. This one is more subtle, and for some people it is incredibly powerful. Identity restriction says, I'm supposed to be the healthy one. I'm supposed to be disciplined. I'm supposed to be a person who knows better. I help other people with this. I shouldn't struggle with it. Good parents don't eat this way. Athletes don't eat this way. People who have read all the books and know all the science don't eat this way. Urges, which are fuelled by identity restriction, are pushing back against an identity that has become too confining. If the only acceptable version of you is controlled, reasonable, improving, disciplined and un messy, some part of you may eventually say, I can't fit inside this little box. And then food becomes your way of breaking out. Then there is emotional restriction. This is when the restriction is not mainly about food. It's about which parts of you are allowed to have a voice. I'm not allowed to be angry. I'm not allowed to need comfort. I'm not allowed to be tired. I'm not allowed to say no. I'm not allowed to ask for help. All of these are the voices of emotional restriction. If your emotional life is restricted, food may become the place where those restricted needs try to get some room. The urge may not be saying I need brownies as much as it is saying I need to stop being pleasant, I need to stop holding everything in. future restriction is the last type I want to talk about, and it deserves a big spotlight because future restriction fuels so many binges that seem mysterious on the surface. Sometimes the most restrictive thing you do is nothing to do with what you ate today. It's the promise you're making yourself about tomorrow. I see this all the time when clients have something coming up a vacation, a wedding, a beach trip or reunion, some event where they know they will be photographed, seen dressed up, or wearing a swimsuit. They'll tell me about a recent binge, and in the same breath, they'll say, ah, and I have this vacation coming up, or we're going away soon, or I'm going to be in a bathing suit in ten days. And I do not think that is a coincidence. The body image pressure started whispering first. Maybe I should drop a few pounds before the trip. Maybe I should be really good about eating until then. Maybe I should cut back so I feel better in a bikini and poof! The restriction urge is set off. Even if this person hasn't actually started making any diet food decisions, this is future scarcity backfiring. This plan to tighten up later creates urgency. Now the fantasy of strictness tomorrow can make food feel more precious, even irresistible today. You can also hear future restriction popping up in thoughts like tomorrow. I'm getting back on track tomorrow. I'm cutting out sugar tomorrow. I'm starting over. After this weekend, I'm done. After this holiday, I'm getting serious. These lines can sound hopeful or even like commitment. They can sound like a plan. But underneath they often create a threat. You better enjoy this now, because tomorrow there will be no more. And human brains respond super strongly to impending scarcity. If something's about to disappear, we value it more. Tomorrow's restriction creates tonight's binge. So when we talk about restriction urges, I want us all to think bigger than hunger. Restriction urges are scarcity alarms. Sometimes the scarcity is biological. Not enough food. Too long since you ate. Too much pushing through hunger. Sometimes the scarcity is psychological. Not enough permission, not enough flexibility. Too much guilt. Sometimes the scarcity is about pleasure. Not enough satisfaction or fun or sweetness in ordinary life. Sometimes the scarcity is about access. This will not be available tomorrow. Tomorrow I'm clamping down after this. No more. And sometimes the scarcity is actually really old. Maybe it comes from a life when enough was really not available to you. Perhaps at one time you didn't get enough food or comfort. You didn't have enough attention or safety or control over your own body. Your nervous system may have learned a long time ago that if something good is available, you take it now because later it could be gone. This does not mean every restriction urge requires a deep excavation of your life history. We don't need to turn every cookie craving into a memoir. But it does mean the urge may deserve more respect than air. Why am I like this? A restriction urge, like all urges, is information. The question I want to offer you is very simple. What am I afraid there is not enough of. Maybe the answer is food. I'm afraid I'll be hungry. I'm afraid I won't get to eat again for too many hours. Maybe the answer is dessert. I'm afraid this is my only chance to get good chocolate cake. I'm afraid if I don't eat it now, I won't get any. Maybe the answer is pleasure. I'm afraid this is the only enjoyable thing I get. I'm afraid the rest of life is all tasks and obligations. Maybe the answer is comfort. I'm afraid no one is coming to help me. I'm afraid I have to soothe myself somehow. Maybe the answer is time. I'm afraid this is the only pause I'm going to get. That one question can change the tone of the moment, because now you aren't just fighting with food. You're listening for the part of you that is afraid there will not be enough. And once you know what your system is, afraid there isn't enough of. The response becomes much more compassionate and much more useful. You're no longer only trying to white knuckle your way out of eating. You're asking, how can I create a little more abundance here? How can I show my system that food, pleasure, choice, and permission are not disappearing? This is where I want to introduce a phrase that may sound simple but is not small. The way out of restriction is not to go for chaos. It is reliable permission. A lot of people here stop restricting and they panic a little. They think it means. So. I just eat anything, any time with no care or attention or limits. No, that's not what I mean. Recovery is not chaos. It's not throwing yourself into food and hoping for the best. Reliable permission is different. Reliable permission means your system gradually learns food is not disappearing. Pleasure is not only allowed. During rare occasions, dessert does not only exist in secret. Rest does not only come after you collapse. Reliable permission says I don't have to eat all of it tonight because it'll still be here tomorrow. Reliable permission says I can include pleasure in ordinary meals. Not only on rare occasions. Reliable permission says enough is going to keep being available. The diet is never coming back. And this matters because restriction urges will not calm down simply because you scolded them. They calm down when the system begins to trust availability. That trust may take time to develop. If you have years of dieting, scarcity, compensating, or shame behind you, one moment of permission is not going to make your whole system believe you. If you've told yourself a hundred times, this is the last time I'm really going to cut back tomorrow. Your brain may not instantly trust you when you say no. Really. Food's allowed now. That's okay. Trust is built through repetition and time. We have time. This is why our goal is not one dramatic act of permission. It's reliability. You're not going to say I ate the forbidden food once. Now I'm cured. Reliable permission is steadier than that. It's ordinary. It's repeated. It can even feel a little boring in the best possible way. I can hear this in my clients when they tell me. You know, I've had this package of cookies since the Girl Guides were selling them six months ago, and, like, they're just kind of sitting there. Or oh, it's funny, my husband bought a bag of chips three weeks ago, and now they're actually getting a little bit stale because neither of us have eaten very many of them. That's the sort of change that happens when you give yourself reliable permission. Food all of a sudden doesn't have a siren song that would lure you to your death to try and get it. It just sort of sits in the corner and doesn't take up much of your attention anymore. For you. Reliable permission may look like letting tomorrow stay open. That's huge. Letting tomorrow stay open is one of the best ways to contradict a restriction fueled urge to binge tonight. Because when you say tomorrow I'm going to be good, tonight becomes the last chance to have the fun. When you say instead, tomorrow I am going to feed myself, tomorrow I will still be allowed and I will still eat satisfying food tomorrow. I am not punishing myself. That gives the urgency for tonight, much less to push against. You may still want the food, but it's not going to glow with that same last chance electricity. So here is the experiment for this week. When a restriction urge shows up, ask yourself what am I afraid there is not enough of. Or what am I afraid there will not be enough of. Keep it simple. You don't need to write a dissertation. Just notice what answer appears. Is it food, satisfaction, time, pleasure, choice, comfort, rest? A chance to enjoy something before tomorrow's diet rules return. Then choose one small act of reliable permission. And if you're not ready to change a behavior yet, you can still practice the question that counts. Awareness isn't nothing. Hearing the scarcity signal is a big step itself. Noticing the last chance story is not nothing. You're learning the shape of the urge over time. We want your system to learn something new. There is enough. There will be enough. I don't have to grab everything right now. I don't need to eat according to closing window rules. I do not need to eat like this is my last chance. Because it's not. You don't have to white knuckle this whole process by yourself. If restriction urges have been part of your cycle and you're having a tough time kicking them. We can work with it. We can make it make sense, and we can start giving your system the kind of steady, reliable experience that makes urges unnecessary. If you want help understanding your own binge eating patterns, your own restriction signals, and what reliable permission could look like in your life, I'd love to support you. You can learn more about coaching at Confident Eaters dot com, and if you have a question or would like to reach out, email me at Georgiefear at gmail dot com. Take care of yourself and have a great week.