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Silvercore Podcast 146 This Silvercore Podcast episode features the unstoppable Amie Battams—a trailblazer in the fishing and hunting world, crowned Best Influencer at the National Angling Awards.
Amie pulls no punches as she shares her bold journey, from taking on outdated traditions in exclusive fishing clubs to inspiring inclusivity in the great outdoors. With her razor-sharp wit and unfiltered honesty, Amie reveals what it’s like to challenge stereotypes, navigate social media backlash, and connect people with nature—all while keeping a cheeky sense of humour.
This isn’t your average outdoor story!
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[00:00:00] Introduction and Silvercore Club perks
[00:06:06] Guest introduction: Amie Battams
[00:07:57] Navigating social media and public perception
[00:11:32] Overcoming shyness and embracing individuality
[00:16:31] Fishing as an urban escape
[00:20:16] Advocacy for cleaner rivers and access challenges
[00:26:09] First hunting experiences and ethical hunting
[00:27:56] Confronting misconceptions about hunting and meat
[00:31:30] Breaking barriers in the fishing world
[00:43:42] Managing ADHD and personal growth through fishing
[00:55:28] Embracing failure as a tool for learning
Travis Bader, host of The Silvercore Podcast, discusses matters related to hunting, firearms, hiking, outdoor adventure, success, health and more with the people and businesses that comprise the community all from a uniquely Canadian perspective.
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And, you know, this also leads
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If you follow the social media or watch
our YouTube, I'm sure you've already seen
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If you want to explore remote areas of
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And it's really interesting
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I'd sharpened the kitchen knives,
and I forgot to tell my family
members that I'd done so, and my
daughter cut her hand pretty good.
She required a number of stitches.
As I was waiting in the hospital, I
was talking to the fellow beside me.
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Turned out we had some similar interests.
We enjoy doing the same things.
He's a Silvercore club member.
He reached out to me later on and said,
look, I'm involved with Alpine Lakes Air.
I can see great value to the members.
Anybody looking to get out into remote
wilderness areas, here's the deal that
we'd like to be able to extend to them.
What's interesting about that to me is
how these tiny little interactions that
we have on the day to day basis that
to me grow into something like this.
We never know who it is
we might be talking with.
We never know what they
might be going through.
I think this is a very important
reminder as we move into the holiday
season, as traffic gets heavier, as the
shopping malls get packed, as people
tend to get caught up in the emotion
and the commotion to remember that how
we do anything is how we do everything.
If we take care of those little
pieces in our life, how we interact
with other people, because so often
people don't see the world as it is.
They see the world as they are.
And what I mean by that is if they come
into their day and they're aggravated,
that they're short tempered, if
they're in a rush, you're going to
see the world under that same light.
And if you can take a deep breath
and a bit of a step back and remember
that we're always under a spotlight
and our actions do have consequences,
we might just find that we're able
to make somebody else's day better.
In this case, sitting in a hospital,
in a place where people are already
short tempered, not feeling well,
injured, waiting a long time.
If you know Canadian hospitals, you'll
know you're waiting for a while.
And it could be so easy to approach
others with the same indifference and
short temper that you might be feeling.
If that was the case here, the
Silvercore club members would never be
able to experience this opportunity.
And based on this opportunity, I'm
willing to bet there are going to be some
club members that go out and experience
Fantastic memories in the remote wild.
And it all kind of folds back to
these small interactions that are
had that lead to life changing
events for those around you.
A bit of a butterfly effect, karma,
however you want to look at it.
Maybe this is just a gentle reminder to
be kind to yourself and to others as we
move forward into the holiday season.
Now, without further ado,
let's get on with this episode.
I'm joined today by someone who continues
to make waves in the fishing and outdoor
community, earning the title of best
influencer at the national angling awards.
She's a passionate advocate for making
the outdoors more inclusive, breaking
down barriers and adding a touch of
humor to everything she does from fishing
and hunting adventures to connecting
people with nature in a relatable way.
She's here to share her journey.
Welcome to the Silvercore
podcast, Amy Badams.
Thank you very much, thank you very much.
Can you like put in a round of applause?
Yes, I think we probably
should edit that one in there.
You give me a really
fantastic introduction.
And all I've done is gone
out and gone fishing.
No, I wouldn't say that's all you've done.
At least that's all I've seen.
And I love that mug by
the way, that's hilarious.
Thank you very much.
Uh, anyone who finds offensive
tough, tough, tough luck.
That was, um, my boat's name.
So, um, I just kind of went all in
and I, it was C word S E A W A R D.
And I thought, I don't know
if people are going to get it.
So I just went all in and it was
like the letter C space word.
And, uh, just for the double entendre.
Why not?
And that was, why not?
Right.
That was a little embarrassing when our,
um, MLA member of legislative assembly,
she says, Hey, Trav, if you want to store
your boat, I've got a slip and no problem.
And then she's like, okay, so I've
got to take down your information.
What's your boat name?
So I'm giving it to her.
All right.
Cheeky, she says.
Classic.
Yes.
So.
I reached out to you and you
left me a very kind message.
You came back and you said, you know,
congratulations on what you've been doing.
It's difficult to put yourself out
there and, uh, keep up the good work.
You're the first person to do that.
You know, that was, uh, I thought that
was kind of interesting, very kind,
and maybe a little bit telling too.
Well, you are human, aren't you?
Last I checked, I checked.
Yes.
I can look at social media and, um, your
setup looks very professional, I must say.
And, um, it's almost like that
humility goes and then, you know,
people just comment so, so much.
So while it's quite vile, sometimes
people's comments are negative or like
you put a lot of work into something and
someone would just go, oh, that's rubbish.
It's like, what are you doing?
Nothing probably.
But, uh, so yeah, well done, mate.
Keep it up.
Well, I appreciate that.
And I, you know, watching how you navigate
that social scene, you've got a, uh,
fairly hefty following on social media.
And you're going to get it all.
I mean, you're getting
the negative comments.
You're getting the positive comments.
Uh, how do you deal with that?
Terribly.
I don't look at them now.
Honestly, I'm like, Oh God.
Yeah.
Some of them I'm a bit like, fuck you.
No.
Um, and then others, I'm a bit like,
okay, that's, that's, you know, it
is what it is sort of thing, but now
it used to get to me a little bit.
And I don't pay it no mind now really,
because I'm not really looking at
it, but, um, yeah, it's not nice.
Yeah.
A friend of mine, uh, April Vokey,
she's got a good following in the fly
fishing world over here in North America
and, uh, Uh, very passionate voice
for, uh, for fishing and the outdoors.
And, uh, she says that YouTube can
have the most vile comments on there
out of all the different platforms.
Have you found the same?
YouTube and Instagram.
Okay.
And I'd love to have a chat with
April, cause I'm sure we could share
some stories probably about the
images we've probably been sent.
Cause I can't be the only one.
Some things I don't ask to
see, I don't want to see, I've
changed my message settings.
And, uh, it's not, it's a lot of like
sexual comments and stuff like that.
You must get them.
Oh, all the time, all the time.
No, I actually, I don't, I
don't get these sort of things.
The most that I get is, uh, the most
reoccurring one that I've ever seen
is people thinking that my voice
sounds like Neil deGrasse Tyson.
I don't get it.
I don't hear it.
I'm going to have to Google it.
Cause I'll be honest.
I don't know who that is.
Yeah.
He's the, um, like a
physicist or something.
He's been on the Joe Rogan podcast
and he's got a big name for
himself doing, um, science stuff.
So he's, um, yeah, I
don't, I don't hear it.
I don't have it.
But, um, so I.
What really turned me on to you and your
account was your crazy sense of humor.
It is left field.
Well, surely I just like go around
thinking everybody probably mostly
feels the same way that I do.
They're just not putting it out there.
And I'm like, such a shame.
Uh, you know, I'd have to agree with you.
Most people don't have the courage
to put that out there though.
Maybe I've got no shame.
Maybe it's that maybe,
or maybe, I don't know.
Have you always had this sort
of, um, uh, courage to just put
yourself out in the way that you do?
I used to be incredibly shy, like
look at the floor, shy and not be able
to look at people like growing up.
And then like, I never really
found like a circle of friends
that I sort of ever stuck around
with and I never really fit in.
Um, so.
It could be quite crushing for
people, um, but for me, I'm
like, well, if I make myself look
stupid, there's no change there.
So I'm just going to do the things
that I like doing regardless.
Mm hmm.
So long as obviously you're not like being
horrible to anyone, which I don't, but,
um, yeah, just, just got to go for it.
Otherwise you'll never live.
If you worry too much about what
people think or whatever, you
know, you'll, you'll, you'll
never, you'll never do things.
You'll always be trapped.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You know, growing up and people say,
well, you know, I didn't fit in, I didn't
have any friends I didn't, and some
people will look at that and they'll
take the victim mentality and they'll
say, well, I'm this way now because of
that, but I don't know, I think it is.
or not to fit in.
Every single person on this planet has
something to give that's different.
Why would you want to try and
cap that to suit other people?
You have to just, not to sound too
Christian, shine your light, so to speak.
I've met people that I
never thought I'd ever meet.
Um, and the me before would have
gone, nah, you know, nah, they're,
they're not gonna, not gonna
like me or I'm not gonna fit in.
And sometimes they do, sometimes
they don't, I'll be honest.
And.
And even if you don't fit into what, what
their sort of life is, um, I've found
friends from all sorts of backgrounds that
I'll go and fish with because I've kept
my mind open, you know, so there's that.
Yeah.
And perhaps it's kind of, I look
at it like a superpower, honestly,
if you've never fallen and you're
at the top of the steps and you're
looking down and you're afraid of
what it might feel like when you fall.
You probably won't take that chance
of stepping off, but if you've been
at the bottom the entire time, you
know what it's like down there.
And when you say no shame, I don't
know, maybe it's not a no shame
thing, maybe it's, you just have
less care of what other people think.
And that's a wonderful thing to have.
I've got four sisters.
And, you know, some of them are so self
conscious, my friends as well, and,
um, especially females, blokes too,
in a sense, they're more testosterone
driven and like, ooh, you know.
Yeah, like a false confidence.
Yeah, and I'm just like, calm down,
babes, calm down, but yeah, um.
Yeah, I just it went once you get
old and I fishing is a wonderful, a
wonderful pastime where you can spend
lots of time with incredibly old men.
Doesn't sound like fun, but you
learn a lot because they tell you all
these hang ups you have when you're
younger, you know, they're nothing.
They're nothing.
Because when you get to the ripe
old age, if you're lucky enough to
get to the ripe old age of like,
you know, late 60s, 70s, 80s, even.
Yeah.
All that stuff doesn't really matter.
So I'm like taking a leaf out of
their book, trying to take as much
knowledge from them, because I'm
not actually, you're quite right.
I don't care what Sally thinks
at work about what I'm wearing.
I wear what I like.
I do love that.
And you know, you're talking about
getting to hang around with old men.
Uh, and over here, we call it,
um, there's this gout mentality.
And I asked the guy like
gout, what do you mean gout?
He said, you know, G O W D,
grumpy old white dudes, right?
When it comes to hunting
and fishing and that.
Sometimes they have every
white right to be grumpy.
Sure.
If you listen to their life
stories, like you, you, you'd
have to fucking ump as well.
You'd be like, oh, fuck this.
Like you just get the
ump anyone, any young
Cause everyone's had a life, everyone's
had a life, but it's, it's perhaps
not the, uh, image that will attract
younger people in who haven't had
that life, who don't understand the
perspective that they're coming from,
or people from different ethnicities
or different backgrounds, uh, having
that, uh, sort of monoculture throughout
might be a difficult barrier to break.
Did you find that?
No.
Really?
Some people are just ignorant.
Yeah.
I'm not here to change the world.
I've had a few, like, difficult
situations on the bank, whether
it might be misogyny or someone's
homophobic or this, that, and the other.
Fair enough.
Don't like me for my life?
That's fine.
Don't try and kill me, though.
That's different.
Like, I just, you know, we'll walk
past each other and we won't speak.
That's fair enough.
But, um,
yeah, you just, you just
gotta get on with it.
I hear You're not going to please all
of the people all of the time, are you?
No, and he can't, and if you
try, it's a recipe for disaster.
And most of the time, that's
a slim minority as well.
Yeah, usually loud, squeaky
wheel vocal, but slim minority.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Met a lot more nicer, nicer
people within the sport.
If there is anything like negative,
Um, usually it's, it's the old
grumpy blokes that deal with
it amongst themselves anyway.
So can you tell me how
you got into fishing?
Accidental.
Okay.
It's lockdown.
And I was like, you know what?
I know a river I used to wade through.
I'm going to take a fishing rod.
I'm going to try and see
if I can catch some fish.
I didn't even know that the
rod I had was a fly rod.
I just thought all rods were like that.
Yeah.
Uh, I went out.
And I caught chub for the first time.
And I was like, what the hell is this?
And then from there, I just went for it.
I went for it first year.
I was fishing.
I didn't even know what a trout was.
I never caught a trout until a year later.
And then I was like, who is this?
And then I was like, mental.
And I, I tell you a secret.
I know fly fishermen, they love trout.
I don't really care about them.
Yeah.
How come?
What fuels you?
Just like course fish, chub
fish, the things that you
wouldn't usually, you know.
Necessarily catch them to fly, because
I suppose I fish, I'm an urban angler,
so I'm going for the fish that are
readily available to me, pike, you
know, all of that sort of stuff.
That's what I like.
It's a bit unusual, well, me.
Well, is it the fish?
Is it the catching of them or is
it the connecting with nature?
What is it that, uh, uh, That
you're really into at the moment.
All of it.
All of it.
If I, if I liked going through the
different species, once I knew there
was more than one type of fish,
there's more, how do they feed?
How can I get a fly to where they're,
they're sitting in the river?
How can I find them?
What was the best way to go?
Um, All of it.
Every single part of it.
I, I love it.
And, and the way that nature changes
a river throughout the year is
incredible because it's never ending.
One summer you'll have a, I
don't know, a clear river, it's
running through, no barriers.
Next thing you know, bam, you've got
habitat because a tree's fallen in.
That creates more light.
Different things are happening.
It's just truly it's nature's playground.
And I love it.
Here in Canada, we got something
called crown land, which is the
majority of the property than
the land that we have out here.
Anyone can go and hunt and fish on it.
You just have your license and
make sure that you're good to go.
Um, what's it like, uh, what's it
like over in your neck of the woods?
You wanted to get me down, didn't you?
And depress me.
You know, it's not accessible where I am.
Here in the Great Britain, it's
uh, it's uh, it's private land,
everything's private land.
And the best premium fishing spots are
owned by rather posh people in Twyr,
and it'll cost you in excess of three
hundred pounds to fish for a day in
some of these places, and, and, it's
stocked, so it's not even that difficult.
It's not even that good fishing.
Um, you know, and they, they could do
a lot more habitat work on the river
and just have native browns in there.
But because we've got such an issue
with pollution and agricultural runoff,
they'd rather do a quick fix instead
of actually tackling the industries
that are polluting our rivers.
And that's what annoys me because
they make a hell of a lot of these
private, um, chalk stream, uh,
owners and they don't use it for.
The good and people can't access it.
And maybe that was a bit
of a baited question.
Cause it leads into a couple of things.
Cause you've had some advocacy work
that you've been doing for just
that and cleaning up the streams.
Yes, very important.
Yes.
Now on the marches, uh, I do my bit for
the local river, the River Wandal, um,
I'm part of something called the VBS,
which is the voluntary bailiff scheme with
the Angling Trust, who is our national
governing body for fishing in the UK.
Um, so when the lockdown happened
and they were saying, no, you can't
go fishing, you can't go fishing.
They For, for us to be able to fish
during lockdown, because it's a singular
sport and you don't mix with anyone.
And so those guys, they're,
they're incredible.
I mean, you've put out
some videos as well.
I love them.
You got, uh, I don't know where you,
do you have a background in animating?
Do you have a background in singing?
Because you pick these hilarious videos
where you animate stuff over it and you're
singing to it, or are you just winging it?
I wing it so much.
I literally, I got, I got a MacBook
as a gift, buy now pay forever.
I've paid off for it.
I thought I'm going to invest in myself.
And I've got some mics, which
aren't working on this podcast.
Sorry.
Um, and I downloaded final cut
pro for a one off price because I
can't afford monthly installments.
And then I just thought, you know what?
I'll learn how to do this.
Done a few YouTube tutorials.
Here we are today.
That's crazy.
You do all your own editing.
Yes.
Yeah.
That's, uh, you know, back in 2017, 2018,
I looked at making videos as witchcraft.
I didn't know how people
actually put this stuff together.
But YouTube got on there and I said,
I'm going to try and figure this out.
And we've, I've got a school,
we get education pricing
discount on the Adobe thing.
I tried final cut.
It's amazing.
But everybody that I was talking,
yeah, everyone I was talking to
used a premier pro and they're like,
Oh, you got to get on premier pro.
And now that I'm stuck in the
ecosystem, because he had to learn,
Oh, addition, premier pro after
effects, all the, all the other
little things that go along with it.
Okay.
So, uh, I either learn a new system
like DaVinci Resolve, or I just
keep plugging along with this and
play in the Black Friday deals
like, uh, like I did yesterday.
Yeah.
Stick to what you know,
you'll be all right, mate.
So can I ask you a question?
You can just freely go out and just
like hunt your own dinner if you wanted.
Yeah.
During hunting season.
And.
So what we have is we'll have
GOS, which is general open season.
And then we've got, um, LEH,
which is limited entry hunting.
So under the general open season,
you can take a look at the
regulations and say, here's all
the animals I'm allowed to hunt.
Uh, here's how many I'm allowed to take.
You've got your hunting license and you
purchase a species tag and you can keep
Buying species tags and filling them
up until you've reached your limit.
You're good to go in certain areas.
They're going to say, well, you know,
it's a little bit tougher over here.
There's not as many animals.
We're going to have a lottery
and this is your limited entry.
So everyone pay us some
money, put a lottery in.
And if you win it, great,
you get to hunt there.
And maybe you're lucky.
Maybe you're not.
That's in a nutshell,
how it works over here.
Yes, I think so.
I think that's fantastic.
That's accessible then.
And you're not overdoing it.
The point where you're, you
know, culling basically, or,
Taking away too many animals.
So yeah, you know, there's, there's always
going to be better ways to do it and it's
going to have us detractors and, uh, they
say it's trite, uh, it's based on science
and they get biologists to look at it.
And, but there's also politics that play
a role and there's going to be people
that have, uh, uh, votes and opinions.
So it's not perfect.
Right now, our government.
I'll try and take away
the land from our farmers.
Get that through tax,
through inheritance tax.
So our farmers, they're not financially
rich, but they're rich in land.
And to pass down your farm, if you're a
farmer, they're now going to charge the
children inheritance tax, which will leave
them practically broke to the point where
they'll have to sell the land because
they're asset rich, not money rich.
And then what's going to
happen to our greenbelt?
They're going to take it away.
How long has that been going on for?
That's, that's currently just started
under our new government, which is
awful really.
So like support the farmers,
wherever you are, always support
the people that feed you.
Uh, yeah, that makes a lot of sense.
Uh, I, I didn't actually know that.
Well, now you do.
Now I do.
It's horrible.
Yeah, it is.
I mean, even just getting the hunt
as a, just as a member of the public,
you'd have to have, um, a permission
from a landowner, which is, you
know, really difficult to get anyway.
But it, you can't, it's, it's there.
Like I've started hunting, um,
and I've, I've gone for the
deer and the rabbit so far.
So I've sort of found my own access.
So it's possible.
Talk me through that because you, you
guys aren't known for being a place
that's abundant in firearms, uh, your
hunting has always been something that
from an outsider's perspective is for
the really rich and posh individuals.
Um, how, just like you, there you go.
Uh, how'd you get into this?
Well, I went on Google, didn't I?
So I was tying in my tying room,
and I had a rabbit's face, and
I'm tying a hare's ear nymph.
So I was like, I could just
go off and shoot a rabbit.
Well, I went down a literal rabbit hole.
Not a literal rabbit hole, because
I'm too big to get down one of them.
Anyways.
Um, I was like, well,
how do I go about this?
I've got insurance for an air rifle
with the British Association of
Shooting and Conservation, and they
have lots of different like women's
days and other days that you can go
and actually shoot firearms legally.
It's all above board, and they're,
they've got an abundance of knowledge
about hunting and all sorts of stuff.
Um, I joined a local rifle club to
practice with the air rifle because I
thought I'm not just going to go out
And start popping away, because I'm
not, not nowhere competent enough.
Um, and then, yeah, practice,
practice, got a permission from a
good friend called Steve, and he owns
a fishery, Churchwoods Fisheries.
You can fish for catfish,
like, like that, in his lake.
Cool!
Massive.
Cool.
Um, and I went out for a day and I
successfully shot my first rabbit,
cooked it up, I've got the fur, um,
and then I got a few invites for deer
and I went out and I went with someone
who's got a licensed firearm and
he's a game keeper and I successfully
shot my first Chinese water deer.
And it's a bit of like just a real
experience if you've grown up on
packaged meat and have absolutely
no association, you're disassociated
that it's even been alive.
To now, you know, killing, butchering,
and then preparing and cooking meat.
It spun me right round.
What did your family and
friends think about this?
Cause this little departure
from where you were at before.
My mum.
My mum was like, I never
brought you up to kill animals.
And I was like, excuse me?
And she was like putting
a leg of lamb in the oven.
And I was like, And then she
was like, but I am proud of you.
And I was like, I don't know how
you really feel then, you know.
Um, my dad's quite proud of me.
And, um, people have been alright.
Some people have a problem with
it because it's like, oh no,
you know, the poor animals.
And I'm like, yeah, but you, you eat a
burger and you don't think twice about it.
About the animal's welfare, and
if anything, it's made me more
responsible with the meat I'm consuming.
I won't just buy any old rubbish,
because I'm not, I, I probably
know how that animal's been reared.
Like, you know if you go to like, we've
got like dirty chicken shops in the UK.
Sure, yeah.
And farms where the chickens come from,
they're like battery farm chickens.
They've had no natural light.
They've just been pumped and pumped.
I'm like, I'm not eating any of that.
I'm not eating any of that,
but I do have a dialogue.
I don't know what to do
with the rabbit first.
I think it's too nice
to use a tie in stuff.
So I'm thinking about making
a little collar on my clothes.
Maybe just a little neck warmth.
Yeah, that'd be cool.
Yeah.
If you've canned them, they're all,
yeah, that'd be a neat way to use it.
Make a rabbit gloves or something.
I don't want to get beaten up
by like, anti, anti fur people.
I don't hear that much anymore of
that, but then again, you don't see
people wearing fur that much anymore.
We've been bullied out of it.
I guess so.
Yeah.
Um, yeah.
I mean, what would they prefer?
The animal's dead now.
Should it just be trashed?
Yeah.
I don't know.
Um, so you only follow one
person on Instagram, Susan Boyle.
Why is that?
That's awesome, by the way.
She's just so neutral, isn't she?
Yeah.
She's, uh, she's.
I had an issue with people, yeah?
So like,
here's the truth.
I, I used to scroll on social media.
And like, sometimes, you know, you see
people, and they put their Sunday dinner
up, or like, you know, put something up,
and you're like, God, I find that boring.
So you'd unfollow, because you're
like, you know, I just want to
see Fitch, or whatever it is.
Then I get a message, Oh, why
have you stopped following me?
As something happened, don't you like me?
And I'm like, what?
I'm like, no, it's fine.
I just like, just don't want to
see people get, take it personal.
Got it.
Take it personal.
Got it.
Yeah.
I had like, yeah.
Back and forth with someone about, yeah.
I don't want to go into it
because it's just rubbish.
But in the end I was just like, fuck this.
I'm not going to follow anyone.
But Instagram makes you follow.
At least like one person.
So I was like, well, who
am I going to choose?
Ah, makes sense.
I figured you were specifically
curating your feed.
And right now you had Susan Boyle and
you're waiting for the next person so
that anything that pops up is going
to be very specifically curated.
Nah, just, just cause she's just.
Susan Boyle in it.
Um, so you were in the news recently.
Um, the London fly fishers
club saw something about that.
Can you tell me about this?
Well, again, it's not
strictly a gentleman's club.
It's an age old, old fly anglers club.
for fly angling enthusiasts, you know,
people that want to share knowledge,
permissions and all this sort of stuff.
Um, so it doesn't have any fishable
waters, however, the members that
attend own the rights to some of the
pristine chalk streams in the UK, the
ones that the likes of myself own.
Well, I can get access to them now
because I've done a lot of networking,
but your average Joe won't get access
unless they know someone who knows
someone or they're filthy rich.
Mm hmm.
Um, it's an institution and their fly
fishing library, I think it's like
one of the top five in the world.
I think a couple of your presidents
have tied some flies there and
they're on the mantelpiece.
Wow, that's pretty cool.
No.
You're kind of, you're Canadian, isn't it?
Yeah.
So it'd be prime minister, but yeah.
No, I meant the American ones.
Yeah, I got it.
Yeah.
Yeah.
We got it.
Yeah.
So yeah.
Um, I've wrote to them.
Years ago when I first started because I
just really wanted to see the library So
I've done a handwritten letter and I was
like, look, I don't want to sit in and
have a brandy and a cigar I said I just
would really love to see the library.
Just please can I have access, you
know, whatever They never got back to
me and I thought God so I left them
like a one star Review on Google to
say well, I won't be going there will
I because I'm a woman There was a lady
called Lucy Mantle who sort of got the
ball rolling I Because she wrote an
open letter and put it on Instagram.
Basically saying, why aren't you
admitting females now in this day and age?
And I was like, oh my god, I'm not
the only one who cares about this.
Other people care about it.
So then I wrote one publicly as well.
And then Marina wrote one and
other people wrote some stuff.
And then it sort of got the ball
rolling for them to have the discussion.
It's been discussed before
and they voted on it before.
But now Um, they have voted for women
to be admitted to a fly fisher's club.
However, if you submit an
application, it may take some time.
Got it, got it.
But you have to be pro proposed by a
member, and then you have a meeting
and then you, there's, there's like
an interview and then you have to
have a second proposal, I think.
And it's not as expensive
as I thought it was.
I thought it was thousands of pounds,
but apparently it's about 700 quid.
Okay.
I mean, it's sold.
That's a couple of bucks.
It's a bit long term.
Lots of people who aren't happy about it.
And some people have even said, maybe
it's not a good idea if I was to join.
And if the other girls was to join,
because if there might be some animosity.
So I'm like, bring it.
Yeah, so yeah, what do you punch me?
I'll duck and weave.
Yeah, exactly.
It's a gentleman's.
Have you been proposed?
Well, I've asked, um, I've sent a
message to Fergal Sharkey because
he he's like an 80s pop star.
Uh, and he's big on Twitter and he's
doing a lot for the water campaigning,
the clean water campaigning.
So, uh, he actually wrote to say
that he'd happily propose myself
and Lucy for membership because he,
he's part of that, that club also.
Um, so I only just sent that
message like the other day.
So I'll be waiting for a response
and then I'm going to save.
Save, save.
I'm not only, if I can join
it for one year, just so I can
see that library, you know, um.
Yeah, that'd be cool.
I'll do it.
That'd be cool.
That's that in a nutshell.
Did I hear that you dropped out of school?
That you never finished school.
Is that correct?
How'd you, how'd you, how'd you,
where'd you get your information?
I don't know, a little
here, a little there.
I did finish school, but, um.
Did you?
Okay.
So I'm getting false information
is what you're saying.
No, I, I did finish school and
I got some GCSEs, but I didn't
go into further education.
So I think I was about 15, 16 and I,
I joined a, well, I went and I worked
at funfair, um, the gypsy funfairs on
the cup and saucers for a little bit.
Then I'd done a bit of
dog walking and then 18.
Okay.
Yeah.
I'm not educated.
It's like, I've not got real,
any form of like education.
Yeah.
You know, people sometimes confuse
intelligence with education
and that's an important thing
not to, uh, to get conflated.
What's that saying?
Some people can be educated
beyond their intelligence.
Oh, I think a lot of people could be
educated beyond their intelligence.
Like some of our politicians, mate.
Yes.
Yes.
So what was, I'm just curious about, um,
You've mentioned before that you
believe you are an undiagnosed ADHD.
Well, it's not my belief, it's
everybody else's around me.
Well, I don't know, I would have to
probably agree with them a little bit.
Yeah, I'm gonna go for my diagnosis, cause
um, It just would make, it would help me,
I think, cope a little bit more with it.
Cause some things I find a bit
more difficult than others.
But nowadays, everyone's
getting their ADHD diagnosis.
And I never wanna be like, Oh, I can't
do things because I, I've got ADHD.
Or go, Oh, that might be
difficult because I've got ADHD.
But if I've always had
it, and I've got this far.
I just work differently, that's all.
And it will make a lot of sense because
I couldn't really focus in school and
I didn't really, I was quite impulsive,
badly behaved and other areas of
my life where I'm like, yeah, had I
known and maybe got help previously,
things might've been
better because it was a rough one.
Yeah.
And I could see that.
So honest question
here, why get diagnosed?
Um, cause I don't know
all the coping strategies.
And of course it's a spectrum, isn't it?
Um, people have it, they say
more severe or they have less,
or there could be something else.
I don't know because I'm
not a trained, um, is it a
psychologist that diagnoses you?
Um.
Yeah.
I think that both psychiatrists
and psychologists can, one can
prescribe meds, the others can't,
something along those lines.
Yeah.
I wouldn't, I wouldn't.
I never want to be medicated.
I don't want to be medicated because I
cope with life just fine, like I've got
a job and all that sort of stuff, but um,
I wouldn't rule it out, I just would like
to understand it a little bit more because
some days are easier than others.
And especially with the hormones.
Being a female now, we canceled this
podcast before, because I said, I'm
not doing it whilst I'm on my period.
Lo and behold, you are again.
Yeah.
What did I say?
And then I didn't, I'm feeling rough here.
Are you feeling rough?
And what did I say?
I responded to something back and I
didn't hear anything back from you.
I'm like, Oh, did I say the wrong thing?
Something along the lines of, yeah, maybe,
maybe the world had really, really, I
get a kick out of seeing, uh, um, you
speak in your mind, no matter what, but
I have a feeling you do that anyways.
Hormones just fucking, they
just send you fucking crazy.
Well, mine do.
10 days before my period and
sometimes just whilst I'm having it.
It's, I can't describe it.
And even my wife turns to me
and she's like, if I'm like, uh,
a bit like snappy or whatever.
And she's go, she'll go to me, you
know, you're, you're due on your period.
And I'll look at her and I'm like,
it's nothing to do with that.
When actually it's everything.
And I'm like, you're absolutely right.
You know, just fucking nuts.
But yeah.
So getting a diagnosis, understanding
how actually that can affect my
hormonal changes and everything
else that comes with being a woman.
Um, I need help to navigate it
because sometimes you can slightly
feel like you're losing your mind.
So when I was in grade three, I was, um,
assessed and I was diagnosed with severe
ADHD and heavily medicated from grade
three till about, well, I took myself off.
I didn't want to go into
high school on the meds.
And so I, to the end of grade seven
and, and I look at that and I look
at the, the meds they put me on, they
said I was on an experimental run.
They, uh, this stuff is Ritalin and they
hear it works good for people with ADHD,
but we don't know how to titrate this.
We don't know how much
you should be given them.
Let's give them a lot.
We'll just give them a little bit more,
a bit more, a bit more to the point where
it's taken like eight or so pills in the
morning, another handful in the afternoon,
because they could only, they could
only prescribe up to a certain amount
per pill because it was a controlled
narcotic and, um, It was terrible.
I mean, I was my eyes, uh, from
grade three till grade seven.
So what age is that?
No grades.
Oh, I don't know.
Um, I just, I don't know, ages,
uh, five would be kindergarten.
Before puberty.
Oh yeah.
Before puberty.
Oh my God.
Yeah.
So you're like developing.
Oh, a hundred percent.
And put on all of that.
Oh, a hundred percent.
So similar to you, you know, didn't
fit in, didn't fit in, in school, was
off the walls, was bouncing all over
the place, always getting into trouble.
I got kicked out of, I don't
know how many schools I went to.
1, 2, 3, 7 or so different schools,
not because of anything malicious, but
because the energy was just too much.
And I had zero, um,
I, I didn't have an idea of how
to properly manage that in a way
that was productive and conducive
to the environment that everyone
was trying to make me fit into.
Um, I look at my kids, so.
Uh, and of course it's something
that can be passed down.
And I, I look at my son and, um, I think,
why would I want to get him diagnosed?
Why would I want to do anything to,
uh, to have a label put on somebody
if he does, or if he doesn't, right.
Uh, we're all a little.
Different.
We all got our own things, but, um,
that's, that's what I was asking you.
Like the, why, if they come back
and say, no, you don't, and then
you're stuck and you're saying, well,
then why am I feeling like this?
That they say, yes, you do.
They'll say, well, what are my options?
Well, medication, uh, diet,
exercise, lifestyle changes.
Um, I, I don't know.
Um, it, I was just genuinely.
Curious from, from your perspective where
you're at, just because I've got a little
bit of background, um, in the same thing.
I think it also helps us in that, um, for
me, I, I miss out on a lot of things like
when it comes to writing and reading and.
Sending emails and remembering stuff
or if I've got an exam to sit and I've
got to prepare for it if I can't focus
It fucks me up so you can get like not
like you can get a little bit of an
extension on on the time it takes you
to I've done my British Sign Language.
I've done evening classes.
I saw that.
For three years.
And, um, I, um, I actually went
because I thought I had dyslexia.
And the woman was like, I don't
think you've got dyslexia.
I think you've got ADHD.
And I was like, what
the hell is this then?
Like, She sort of sits.
She's like, but I can't diagnose
you because I'm a dyslexia,
um, And I was like, right.
And then she wrote on something to
say that, can I have extra time?
Because she feels like
this is what this is.
And then when it comes to my exams, I
passed them flying colors, but I just
needed a little bit, like 15 more minutes,
extra time for one of the, um, One of the
exams where you've got to like read and
write stuff and it helped, it did help.
So if your child does have, you
think that they might have something,
it's always worth getting looked at.
Your child's an individual, you
know your child better than anyone.
You know, you're the parent.
If someone says to you, you know,
I think we should put them on this
medication, top medication, well,
I've got all this stuff going.
Um, you have the right to say, actually,
no, I don't think my child needs that.
So it's up to you ultimately, isn't it?
Yeah.
Hopefully you got the right, I mean,
some places, some, some situations,
it seems schools and a state can step
in and, uh, Uh, start doing things
if, uh, if they feel it's in the
best interest against what you feel.
Um, I don't think that would be the
case in a situation of ADHD, but,
uh, in other cases, I've seen it.
Um, I'd run away with my child.
I think people do that.
Yes.
I don't think they would.
No.
Your child?
No.
So, mm.
Yeah, exactly.
Um, yeah, uh, well, dyslexia
is a comorbidity for A DHD,
uh, as is depression, as is.
Um, RSD, rejection, sensitivity,
dysmorphia, dysphoria.
I don't know which one it is.
And, um, uh, yeah, there, there there's,
uh, ODD, oppositional defiance disorder.
Did any of those things sound
like, um, uh, they fit the bill?
I mean, just give me one person
that doesn't have something.
Mm hmm.
Where is this all well rounded individual
who hasn't suffered with some form of
feeling low or some sort of an impulsive
disorder or whatever it may be, like,
we've all got something going on.
I think what's good about
today is that we talk about it
at least, and especially men.
Who usually tend to just stay tough and
get on with it at their own detriment.
Um, I think everybody's
got something going on.
Stay tough and get on with it.
My stuff's I'm still
sort of working it out.
I've got a great therapist.
She's a wonderful lady.
And, uh, I talk to her a lot and it helps.
How does fishing play into this?
Oh, well, focus.
Mm.
Phillip PNL.
And, uh.
To be able to actually focus on a task
and enjoy it and not have a hundred
miles an hour thoughts Running through
my head about what's happened in a day
or scenarios or whatever and just being
there That is the most beautiful thing
I've ever experienced and I will cherish
it because actually fishing has given me
that where I've never found In anything.
No citalopram that the
doctor tried to get me on.
No dizapam They tried to get me
on when I was having anxiety.
I just needed to talk to someone
Yeah Then after a fishing session, I
would be in bed, not going over all
the fucking mad stuff that happens
at work or in life or something that
happened fucking 10 years ago, like
where I nearly died or something.
You know, I would play over things.
I'd be thinking about fish and
what flies I was going to tie.
And it was beautiful.
And that's what happens after
I have a session of fishing.
I'm relaxed.
So if I get stressed, I'm
like, I need to go out.
Even if it's just for a walk, but
fishing's always the preference.
You know, that's the reason why
I have Silvercore Outdoors is to
help people deepen their connection
with the natural environment.
It's to connect people to nature
because I feel that we've become
a lot of times so disconnected,
especially in the urban areas.
And people are communicating and
connecting through social media and
it's got us Pros and cons to people
who say social media is terrible.
Well, maybe you're not using it right.
Um, because maybe just need to follow
one person you find inspirational,
like Susan Boyle and, uh, use the
social media to share your message
of, of positivity and, um, your, your
journey in the outdoors with others.
Cause that'll inspire
other people to do it.
And you've been doing that.
You've been inspiring
people to get outdoors.
I actually have.
And I, I'm getting a fishing rod.
What do you suggest?
I always give them the cheapest
option because I'm not a brand slag.
Um, and I'm like, just go for it.
Like.
People have messaged me to say all
my kids love your stuff, and I'm
like they shouldn't be watching it.
Yes, I swear too much.
I am trying to be a little bit more,
you know I'm not doing anything so crazy
crazy because when I went on the march
I had a couple of the kids come up so I
can have a photo with you and I'm like,
ah, okay I wasn't looking to be a role
model, but I guess I have to try Yeah.
How's that feel?
I noticed, I noticed your
most recent video you put out.
I saw it pop up this morning.
You're out, uh, well, this evening
for you, uh, ferret hunting.
And you were, you were so
well contained in that video.
I think you cracked one
joke that was, uh, yeah.
I mean, I am going to do some, I'll
probably, you know, I love a pride video.
I am going to have to do another
pride, wacky pride video,
which people love and hate.
Um, But, uh, yeah, that ferret
in one absolutely blew my mind.
And I've, like I said, I've just
got into air rifle shooting.
And once we got, after we hunted with
the ferrets, once we got into the field
with the air rifles, I sat there for
about two hours and I was like, can't
we just get the ferrets out again?
Because they're so good at what they do.
Yeah.
And they're so far up and
you'll get the rabbits.
If they're in the warren, you'll get
them instead of sitting outside a warren.
Weigh in at 30 yards for the
hope that there might be a
rabbit in there that emerges.
And if you undiagnose ADHD, it's not
the easiest thing to sit and wait for.
No, not at all.
Yeah.
I learned something on there.
I always thought ferrets are these
vicious creatures that, uh, we
bite you and attacking you, but no,
no, that's, uh, apparently not the
case if you raise them properly.
I can be lovely.
I did a, um, a hunt in Sweden,
uh, about a week and a half ago.
And I'm hoping to go there in July.
Really?
Where are you going?
Talk to me.
No, talk to me.
Tell me what happened.
Uh, so I was in Sweden.
We did, um, we were hunting with dogs.
That's something that we don't
do over here in North America.
Something you guys do more of over there.
And, uh, uh, one of the hunts we did go
in trail hunt in, I think you can trail
hunt with dogs, but you're not allowed to
kill a fox with the dogs like you used to.
Okay.
Okay.
Well, we do hunt with dogs.
We did.
Sorry.
I'll take that back.
You can do rabbits with dogs
and you can do rats with dogs.
Very effective.
Sorry.
Continue.
Yeah, no problem.
Well, I had no idea the devastation
that a fox can have on a, uh, like young
roe deer population, uh, single fox.
And so prior to that,
I'm like, I don't know.
Why would I want a fox?
I'm like, we're on the Island
of Solaron in Sweden, and it's
a bit of a historic throwback.
They, uh, They have a
lot of pride in there.
Hold on.
There we go.
Good thing I can edit
all these coughs out.
Maybe it's a leftover bear
spray inside here from, uh, when
we did bear spray hot wings.
Um, yeah, talk about ADHD kicking in.
That was, uh, I just, I grabbed
bear spray out of the back of the,
uh, the cupboard had a plastic bag.
We're doing, uh, this hot ones challenge.
You buy the set of these and it
imitates see the hot ones, um, uh, Show
essentially, I got to the end of it.
It's like, that wasn't too bad.
How do we amp it up?
And so I grabbed out some bear
spray, sprayed into the bag
and, uh, yeah, that did it.
Tasted terrible, but, uh, but hot.
Um, anyways, was in a historic
solar on and They use their dogs to
find the fox and they had this tiny
little terrier, like I'm holding my
hands up and people are watching it.
It's, it's literally like that big,
just tiny little thing that they
send into the, uh, the fox den,
into the rocks to get the fox out.
Crazy.
Brilliant, very effective.
And those terriers are phenomenal at that.
Yeah.
Yeah.
So that was new to me.
So tell me about you, Sweden, you
get, you're going hunting there.
You got an invite, did you?
I've got an invite, a chap called
Lars has put the feelers out.
And I'm like, cause I've got to be saving.
I've got to be saving cause
me and my wife are saving.
And I'm like, Lars, I don't
know if I can do it or not.
I had a chat with my wife and she's
like, all right, maybe we can make it.
For your birthday or whatever.
So, I'm gonna meet Lars
at the shooting show.
Gonna have a chat, I'm
gonna see what's what.
I think we might be fishing for salmon.
Um, he does a lot of hunting, so
I wouldn't, I wouldn't rule out
any of that, but it's a potential.
And also there is a chap there called Ron.
I've never met Ron, but he
always comments on my videos.
Okay.
I go to Sweden, Ron, if you're
watching, I might get to see you
and I'll bring you some English tea.
They got some pretty good coffee
over there too, that they can trade.
Yeah.
Um, so.
I, you brought it up earlier
and I figured it, I got to ask,
you said you almost died before,
or should we just stay away from that one?
I mean, I've been so.
Okay.
Yeah, that's not a problem.
Well, we'll leave that one.
I'm just being fucking stupid
in my life and, uh, it's
nothing like sad or anything.
It's just like, fuck.
I was just a completely different person
to I am now and I'm just quite, I'm lucky.
I never thought I'd make it past 30.
I've got one gray hair, 33, I've
got my little wrinkle here and
I'm like, thank God I've got them.
You know, I'm aging, I'm getting little
crow's feet and I'm like, give me more.
Let me get older.
I want to get to the
ripe old age of like 80.
And then pop me clogs.
I want, I want to stick around,
you know, not do anything crazy.
I hear you.
Yeah.
My parents, when I was a kid, they told
me they didn't think I'd live past the
age of 10 and, uh, well, I was a child.
What's that?
There you go alive.
And, and then I made it past 10 and
they said, well, I don't think you're
going to make it to be an adult
and then made it the adult years.
And now eating bear spray
and just living your life.
Just live.
Yes.
Um, see, now that you made that reference,
I can't edit that other stuff out.
So I guess we're going to be
leaving some stuff in here.
Um,
you've, One thing that I think is pretty
cool that you talk about in, uh, on your
social media, and that I think you're
instilling in the people who follow
you in the younger generation is that
you're all right, getting things wrong.
You're all right, making mistakes.
Absolute blessings, absolute
blessings teaches you how to be
a failure, great skill to have.
Look, imagine going through life again,
everything you want, and then finally
failing at something, you will be
crushed by the weight of the world.
So get as many things wrong as you
can get, you know, wrong, like, and
don't be worried about it because
actually it's the best way to learn.
What would people be
surprised to learn about you?
There's nothing.
I'm just a random woman from South London.
Nothing.
Honestly, I am just a random
woman from South London.
You know, I've got my day job.
I work Monday to Friday as a receptionist.
Hello, Belinda's in reception.
Bob, thank you very much.
That's my job.
Okay.
Uh, and I leave all my anxieties
at the back door and I go
on these great adventures.
With, uh, Men off the internet.
Isn't that what people used to
warn us about when we were younger?
Yeah.
Don't meet people on the internet.
Yeah.
Yeah.
But you know, let me tell you this,
and this might be controversial,
but I'll just tell you this.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Just me, just between you and me.
Men are actually lovely.
I found the same thing too,
but don't tell anybody.
Proper men, they're lovely.
So I will go and meet them.
Don't get me wrong.
You can sort of tell if someone's
a bit of a fucking weirdo, then I'm
like, no, I don't want to end up dead.
You know what I mean?
But like.
Yeah.
What's your test?
It's just usually ask
people, are you a murderer?
They go, no, and then I get in their car.
Have you thought about, um, turning
what you're doing here on the social
side into a full time job that might
be able to help facilitate trips,
fishing and travel in the world.
That's not realistic.
Do you know how much I make on my YouTube?
No.
Like, like 3.
50, tenner if I'm lucky.
Uh, I think that what I get from social
media is the experiences, meeting new
people, um, Sometimes I can stay at
their venue and it's, it costs less and
just the experiences as a, on a whole
that's something I absolutely cherish.
I don't, there's no real financial reward.
I was supposed to be stuck on the same
old estate with the same old people doing
the same old things, but I'm out and I'm
doing the incredible, incredible thing.
So yeah, there's not
really going to be any job.
Sometimes I get like messages from people.
Oh, would you like to present This or
that and it'll always fall through.
'cause I just think my teeth be wonky.
What?
. That's funny.
I don't have that.
It's this one.
Yeah.
We could just, if I'd have got
braces, if my parents loved
me enough to get me braces,
. Yeah.
I had, I had the option growing up.
Uh, you can get braces, but they're
really gonna hurt and they're
gonna be on for a long time.
They're gonna hurt.
Or we can get you a new bike.
And I got neither.
I was like, I don't want these,
I don't want these braces.
What are you talking about?
Oh, well now I got that distinctive gap.
Um.
I don't know, I don't, I don't
get anything from it, not yet.
Anyway, who's to say there could
be something in the future.
Someone might feel sorry for me and
go, I'll go and give her a break.
Would you do sponsorships?
If someone says, Hey, we want you
to use our rod or whatever it is.
If I needed the stuff which I did
in the beginning, um, but the fly
fishing industry can fuck themselves.
I don't like it.
I don't like sponsorships.
Nobody's ever got anything from me.
Like I did use a few rods, but
I said, I'm not going to do
hashtag this and hashtag that.
And I'm not going to put you in my
mouth and take a photo of a fish.
I don't think it's cool to fish with
this kind of what you don't need.
People used to fish with bamboo rods.
Get that.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You catch a fish.
It doesn't matter what you've got.
Um, I think that industry
is, is not for me.
And it says, you know,
be a pro team member.
It doesn't mean you're a professional
angler or that you're better than anyone.
It just means that you're in promotions.
Yeah.
That's exactly it.
I I've always had a
difficult time with that one.
And I agree with you the, so the podcast
people like, Oh, wow, you do podcasting.
Let's make a lot of money off of it.
No, I don't monetize the podcast.
But you make some fantastic connections.
You meet some amazing people.
The reason I was hunting in Sweden
is because of the podcast and
which is kind of a weird story.
I started this podcast.
I wanted a catchy jingle.
I go online, I licensed one from this
company called Epidemic Sound and five
years into it, I'm like, man, I liked
it, but I, anyone can license it.
I want to have my own.
And so I try and track down the artists,
which was tough because they changed
the name of the artist and somehow.
And anyways, tracked him down.
He lives in Sweden.
He says, not a problem.
I'm flattered.
I'd love to make a new song for you.
And by the way, I love
hunting and fishing.
And why don't you come over here?
So that is where the, I find the
real value is and the connections,
meeting people like yourself and
when people approach about, Hey,
would you rep, would you rep this?
Or would you hold that?
Um, I always say the same thing.
You know what?
If I like your kit, I'm
going to be using it anyways.
Right.
I have a hard time.
I don't know how to bridge that gap
for monetization for using the kit.
Uh, so I just say, um, we've got
a club here at Silvercore club,
which might be something you
want to look at too over there.
And, uh, I said, well, why don't you
give the club members a discount?
I would use your stuff anyways,
but if you can give the members
a discount, that'd be amazing.
So that's sort of the
route that I've taken.
I don't know if it's the right
one, but, uh, uh, I, it goes from.
Then that's, that's it.
But I don't know what it's like in,
in Canada, as opposed to the UK.
I didn't like the UK scene.
They don't like me.
What, what is it about the UK scene
that, uh, that you don't like?
They're just fucking crusty old attitudes.
It's almost like they just, they think
they're better than other people.
And you're not, you're not.
or like they're an expert in catching
one kind of fish because that's all they
do and they fish the same beat where
they know exactly the exact depth so
they know where the fish are and they
call themselves an expert you're not an
expert you're boring how about that Yeah.
I like the people that say,
well, it intimidates people,
especially like the younger lot.
And they look up and they think, Oh
my God, like these are, you know, we
need, I need to be like these guys.
No, don't be like them.
Be yourself, bring
something new to the table.
I'm just a bit of a, a bit of a
punk, I would say in that sense.
Um, but for anyone who wants to do that,
I'm not like judging,
but don't talk to me.
Well, there's a difference between having
20 years experience And having one year
of experience, 20 times over, and a lot
of times people get into it and they just
get deep down into that one little safety
zone of something they know how to do.
And then they will,
that gives them purpose.
Right.
Right.
Yeah.
Who needs that?
Um, gypsy background.
Is that just something your mom
says, or is that something true?
Well, the thing is, yeah,
I've got the heritage is, is.
Um, but I'm not in the community,
so I'm like, I'm English.
I don't see it.
I mean, maybe, I don't know, some
attitudes, but yeah, it not, they
don't have a good rep in the UK.
Where I've been to places like Seville
in Spain or Sevilla as they say it
and the Gypsy communities there They
they obviously created flamenco and
they're actually quite well respected.
So it's polar opposites of what the
UK is Like my great granddad I think
he couldn't say that he had a Gypsy
heritage because otherwise I don't think
he would have got into the army or at
the level that He got to in the army.
So there's that sort of like
historic discrimination, but now
I'm not, I'm not really in it,
but I'll acknowledge it because
it's part of my heritage.
I'm not in the community, but when I go
fishing, people will say like derogatory
terms, like, oh, I won't say it on here.
Um, but they'll say derogatory terms about
Roman, Egyptian and traveler communities.
And they don't know, now they know.
And I'm like, okay, I know what you are.
I'll distance myself from you.
Because I'm not going to
challenge people all the time.
Sometimes I'll go like, don't you think
that's a bit much you're saying that.
And they're like, no.
And I'm like, alright, leave it.
Don't hang around with that one anymore.
But now I think I put it out there
because now people will know.
If they want to say anything
fine, they can say it, but.
Yeah, just call it out.
All I know about the, uh, uh, gypsy
communities would be, well, you
know, traveling around some places,
you see, uh, communities are called
gypsies, but I guess the movie
snatch and, uh, Peaky blinders.
So that.
Yeah, all the violent stuff.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's fine.
All the violence.
Don't worry about all the dancing and the
food and the family, you know, the very
family orientated and stick together.
And, uh, and actually, uh, a lot of,
uh, gypsies and travelers hunt and they,
they know more about the land than most
because obviously they live off it.
You're supposed to obviously take what
you need, leave things untouched and
then, you know, live, live your life.
So.
Maybe that's why I'm a bit wild, but
then I think we all have that in us
because that's what being human is.
We're not supposed to be trapped
in office, office blocks and,
you know, working all the time.
We're supposed to be outside.
You'd be surprised at how many
people are afraid to go outside.
Like I know people who live in my
community who don't go in the water
because they're afraid of sharks.
We don't really have sharks.
Sure.
There's going to be an odd anomaly that
comes up, but they won't go into the
woods because they're afraid of dogs.
Bears.
I mean, okay, fair enough.
When somebody's told me about them, I
was like, all right, okay, I get it.
I get it.
Do you know what?
Sometimes I like to do as well.
Like just sleep in the garden,
like in the warmer months, just
to pair everything outside.
Like I like sleeping outside.
I love camping, but even in my
flat, I've got a little garden.
If it's summer, I don't mind
having a little sleep outside.
It's mad, innit?
But, because I'm on an estate, it's not
as, like, it's not in the countryside.
Like, you'll hear someone will
blare their music, or someone will
be having a fight or something like
that, or a car alarm will go off, so
it's not that soothing, but We did
a whole podcast on micro adventures.
One of your countrymen over there, we're
talking about, uh, having micro adventures
and what that looks like and how you
can get outside by sleeping in your
garden, by just going to the local park
and engaging with the, uh, the wildlife.
I just illegally camp.
So, cause you're a gypsy.
That's it.
There you go.
Um, I'm not hurting anyone.
I get in someone's field.
I have a lie down, get me tent up.
Set a little fire, sleep under the
stars, and I'm gone in the morning.
So we can't do that in Canada.
You guys have a rule where I think it's
one night, you can go on to anyone's
private property, as long as it's not a
certain distance from their, their house.
Is that, am I getting this right?
No, you're completely wrong.
You're not allowed to wild
camp anywhere in the UK, apart
from a place called Dartmoor.
And even now they're trying
to stop that from happening.
You're supposed to have
land owner's permission.
Yes.
Okay.
So in Sweden, they have something
called, basically it translates
to like all man's land.
And when I was talking to them about it,
because they're allowed to go, someone
owns a property over a certain size,
uh, by law, they're allowed to be on
that property, camp on that property.
I think it's only for one night, certain
distance from the, uh, um, from the house.
And I thought the UK had something, or
maybe it's, uh, travel through rights.
It's Scotland, you can camp in Scotland.
Okay.
So you can't camp, it's all private land.
You can't go out into the bush
like we can here in Canada.
Don't let your government
do what ours has done to us.
All right.
Take this as a warning.
Fight for your rights.
Yeah.
The right to roam.
I didn't realize that, uh, you guys
had, had lost that right over there
and in the process of losing it.
Yeah, we don't have much here really.
Can you, as I should say.
I have to learn how to put, uh, all the
little motion graphics on like you do.
You got a little car driving around
with a dotted line on the map.
And I watched that one, um,
fly fishing competition, you
did one recently, did you?
Oh yeah, I didn't, I didn't make the
final because I gave up basically, I only
turned up with one rod that was not really
the rod that I should have been using,
I should have been nymphing and then
like halfway through I just thought, you
know what, I'll just wade and sing some
Dolly Parton and I was singing and the
other guys were like, what are you doing?
And I was like, Ireland's in dun dun,
I won't sing it for copyright reasons,
but um, we need to start fishing
and I was like, what do you mean?
I was like, I've already, you
know, I'm, I can't be bothered
and they were like, no, cause the
other guys are in this competition.
And I If you catch a
fish, it changes things.
And everybody's working hard
and you can't just walk up
and down singing Dolly Parton.
And I was like, I was like, all right.
And then I'd done a bit of fishing,
but I wasn't really going through it.
And I caught some fish,
but they were undersized.
They were like tiddlers.
Okay.
I didn't make the final, but
it was a great experience.
Oh, was it?
Oh, yeah.
I got to have a go on a leaf
blower for the first time.
What do you mean have a
go on the leaf blower?
So there was a man in the car park
before we, before we We went out
and he was just doing his job.
It worked for the camera.
I was like, I have a go on that, mate.
And he was like, yeah, of course you can.
And he gave me like a little tutorial and
I was blowing the leafs in the car park.
Again, they were like, Amy,
we're starting a competition.
Get off the leaf blower.
Come here now, register.
So do you want your
diagnosis now or, or what?
Oh man.
Next you're going to have a, a
rolling chair in the leaf blower and,
uh, having, having races with it.
Um, air rifles over there.
Uh, what, what's the rules on them?
Are they, they're regulated over a certain
feet per second or joules of energy, or.
Well, they all kind of 12 sub pounds.
I've got to be under 12 sub foot
pounds to what you guys have,
but they're perfectly legal.
You can buy it, you can purchase one,
obviously traveling with it has to be
in a locked case and the pellets have
to be separately locked somewhere else.
So yeah, that's, that's very accessible.
And what were you hunting with, something
that exceeds that or something under that?
Just under that, it has to be under
that, otherwise you'll need an FAC.
For anything over 12, 000
pounds you need an FAC license,
which is a firearms license.
Um, and I use 22 caliber air rifle.
You can get 177, but I think for
the rabbit 22 is, is better for me.
A little more heft and, uh, yeah, yeah.
We've got 500 feet per second, 5.
7 joules of energy is our sort of cutoff.
So if it goes faster, but it's not a
heavy pellet, don't worry about it.
If it goes, uh, uh, yeah.
Anyways, then it's a regulated
firearm over there, over here.
And so your FAC, that's your
firearms acquisition certificate.
Mm hmm.
Okay.
Yeah.
And have you got, have you got that?
I don't want to opt for it
because I don't, I don't want a
firearm because it's not, it's not
something I'm going to be doing.
So the air rifle for rabbit is more
accessible and more realistic for my, for
what I have on in the week, obviously with
work, with where I can get to with it.
If I lived further afield, a bit more
in the countryside, then yeah, maybe I'd
apply for an FAC, but I don't need one.
So, because when you apply, you
have to obviously state the firearm
you want, why you've got it.
Where are you gonna go with it?
They want everything.
Shoe size, brass size,
you name it, they want it.
Mm.
I can't be bothered.
Is there training that you
have to do to get that?
Uh, I don't think so, but I think
you'll get approved quicker if you have
like a deer stalking certificate or
deer stalking, what do they call it?
Deer stalking.
The British Association are
shooting the conservation.
They do courses.
And then once they see you've taken
that course, cause they're, they're
a well known organization, then the
police would be like, okay, so this
person is competent with a firearm.
Okay.
Yeah.
I'm just curious how it works over there.
You were named best influencer.
I know.
And I don't really get it
because I don't influence anyone.
I can't even influence
myself to do my hair.
You don't think you influence anybody.
Well, maybe to try and get fishing.
Yeah.
Now I can see that now, but
when I was, when I got out,
I was like, Oh, pretty cool.
Yeah.
No kidding.
Just put that one up on the CV.
Next time I go for a job, I'm
trying to push my way into
the eat game meat competition.
Which one's that it.
Game meet.
Yeah, game Meet GAME.
Not game.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
followed.
People will be going on funny websites
otherwise, but, um, so I'm trying to get
myself into that 'cause it's like all the
posh people that go off shooting in Tweed.
I'm like, I love that.
So I'm trying to get an influencer
reward there, even though I've only
done two videos so far and there's
loads of other people that have way
more followers than me and get a video.
But I'm just like, if I can get there.
Yeah.
Network, meet people
like we're saying, yeah.
And then I'll be like, oh, hello, you
have access to this land, Lord Farquaad.
Oh man, I'd shoot a rabbit upon it.
I'm not drunk, I need your aunt, access.
Yeah.
Anything that you want the,
uh, the audience to know?
Um, I just want for people to
not worry so much about things that
aren't real, if that makes any sense.
Like social media and all that.
If you want to put stuff out there, please
definitely, definitely, definitely do it.
Because um, I've seen some
awesome stuff where it'd be
fishing or hunting or whatever.
And, um, you may not get a lot of views
or a lot of likes or whatever, but it
might resonate with someone, um, just,
just go for it, have adventures, meet
old men, meet old men online and not
that bad old men online within reason.
But no, yeah.
Talk to people you wouldn't usually
speak with because you know, on
some level we can all connect.
We can all connect, all of us, all of us.
And I don't like now that there's
this thing like, you know, you're
fishing in a male dominated sport.
And I'm like dominated the word dominated.
It's like trying to
beat me up or something.
That's not the bloody case.
Like, you know, more men partake
in the sport because, you know, old
traditions and institutional exclusion.
We're here where we are now.
But it is not a barrier at all.
If anything, it's a complete joy.
Amy, thank you so much for
being on the Silvercore podcast.
I really enjoyed chatting with you
and I'm sure there's going to be a
lot more that we chat about offline.
Thank you.
Thanks for having me.
Peace.