Hi I am Akane, an Astrological Spiritual Life Coach, Healer, Tarot Reader, Psychic Empath and Journey Mapping Specialist. I will be using this podcast for love and life advice, tarot readings, and bits of knowledge I feel giddy to pass along!
This is Kando Kosmos. I am Akane and you are here listening to a Twin Flame reading. I'm going to get into this reading by starting with the untold truths of the heart Oracle to open it up. Then I'm going to pull a modern Celtic cross and I'm actually going to clarify this with twin flame cards. And then at the end pull, which one was this called?
Akane:Give me a second. It's called Twin Flames and Separation Deck. And so we'll see if that clarifies a lot of these things for us. So let's start welcoming spirit for this twin flame reading. You give me the clearest and highest messages, signs and synchronicities.
Akane:Ities. And just give kind of that shuffle here. We appreciate it. Joy and gratitude and give it a cut. Alright.
Akane:Let's get into this reading and I'm going to just throw these cards. Let's see what this shuffle does for us. You tell us what this is about spirit, clearest and highest for this twin flame reading. Just up to three cards would be appreciated. It.
Akane:There was more than three, but we will look at them. I don't push away spirits cards. The bottom of it says sidetrack, so something has delayed this connection. And the cards you received are confessions, Rejection, Influences, Elusive, Running, and Apprehensive. And it's wild because these five cards, so there's a change coming, but these five cards are all black and white.
Akane:And it's really interesting because this deck actually has a lot of different colors and stuff in it. So there's something here about somebody that feels a certain way about the rejection they feel. And I feel like the people around them have influenced them to be dishonest about it. And so instead of coming to deal with it, they've been trying to get away from it, because they're afraid to come face the truth. But I do feel that because they aren't really, I guess, feeling this negativity towards it.
Akane:It's really those that are around them. They're having to deal with these kinds of karmic circumstances to, to face it. That's how they heal. And, we're in that kind of period of time where, you know, the next six weeks, you know, month and a half plus, we're going to be seeing things change. And I feel like that's because, oh, confirmation perf.
Akane:I feel like it's interesting because we're going towards something that helps them or helps all of us release what's not serving us and go towards actually our truth. And a lot of that comes with apologizing for negative behavior or coming to realizations of what they're healing and what was painful, you know, doesn't always come out of the blue in the way that you need it to, but sometimes it comes out of left field and knocks you over. And I feel like that's the circumstance here. Let's go into this Rider Waite tarot deck, and let's look at what's going on for the base of this reading. Spirit, give us the clearest and highest messages about now that we know the circumstances with this rejection, the influences, all the confessions, give us the clearest and highest messages of how we cope with this.
Akane:Situation at hand is nine of wands. So I feel like, what's at the bottom of deck? Oh, the star. Whew. All right.
Akane:So I feel like everybody's standing their ground, even though it's been rough. And I'm not saying for a little bit, this has been rough for a while. A lot of these twin flame occurrences I feel have been, long and both parties understand how they feel about one another. But the karmics were really strong. I mean, the karmic lessons, the karmic people, the karmic things.
Akane:But I feel like that was for a reason. You're really ending a lot of these issues that were happening in the past and opening up to these beautiful new ideas, blessings, relationships coming to the forefront. Crossing energy is the Knight of Wands, so yeah, I feel like there is a lot of passion and excitement between the two of you. I feel like someone's coming in, in a very proud way in a lot of ways. Just, you know, I feel like I can do this.
Akane:I feel awesome about this. I feel like I can work that kind of feeling. But the author is still that feeling of, but it took a lot to get here. This was pretty painful. This was pretty burdensome.
Akane:In the root, we have the five of cups. There's just a, a piece of this relationship that still weighs here heavily in their heart in the, in the midst of all this, they can't stop thinking about it. You can't stop thinking about it, you know, take whatever resonates, but it does feel like even though there's a passionate connection here, there is like a man, I'm sad that didn't work or, oh, can you believe that this hasn't worked? You know, kind of feeling feels only like, blah, blah. If they were only not around, blah, blah, blah, it's that feeling.
Akane:And I feel there's more of a misunderstanding here as well as a deep need of healing that, that had to happen before you came back together in order to appreciate one another. If I'm being a 100% honest, that's how I feel. Let's look at the recent past. There's an eight of cups here. So I feel like somebody's walking away from it didn't serve them.
Akane:They remember that there's something here worth, worth feeling about, you know, there's something here they can't get away from. It's, it's a lot. So they've decided to try and make that track towards that, but it does take a lot of healing, even though they've been beaten up quite a bit beaten up. Current energies are the four of cups. Yeah.
Akane:I feel like in there kind of discontent or boredom or, you know, just kind of ignoring what spirits trying to give them for messages. They've really thought about when their life was joyful. And I feel like you're attached to those messages and I feel it's vice versa. I don't feel this is a one-sided situation. Look at that current energies supported by the two of cups.
Akane:So reconciliation for sure. They're they've just been really ignoring the reconciliation because it makes them sad. Maybe there's, you know, I'm gonna say this to those that need this. It might be a misunderstanding. Or one of you is totally out.
Akane:One of you is like, I moved on because it feels really like they're very different from you, but it feels like they just feel like you're not interested or you are not interested. In the immediate future, there is the Queen of Cups. Yeah, I feel like everybody kind of goes back to the point where they're like, what did I love about this? Because I'm clearly thinking about it. I'm feeling about it.
Akane:I need to know why this keeps reoccurring. Don't worry. We're gonna clarify this with the twin flame deck. I feel like it'll be a lot better to pull that open. I do this this way, by the way, my ratings, because I feel like it's clearer when you can't see them and you're listening.
Akane:All right. In the hopes you have the magician. Yeah. I feel like when you look at this relationship, you guys can see, I don't know, I had a song Lost in Your Eyes. Is that Debbie Gibson?
Akane:That's a throwback. It's interesting. It feels like that eternity bond. I feel like you're hoping that you guys can kind of pull it together and manifest it. I feel like there's hope here.
Akane:I don't feel like it's, you know, not in a positive light. I feel like there's something here that can make it work other than just passion. All right. And the fears, Knight of Pentacles. Yeah.
Akane:Is there an offer here? Is it coming in slow because there's nothing to plan here? Do you need to plant the things still? Is it, is it something you gotta rework? I told you, I feel very strongly there's a bunch of misunderstanding here.
Akane:A clearer communication or clearer conversation would help this circumstance very much. And I'm gonna say this before we get to like all the other pieces of this. If you are going into a twin flame reconnection or reconciliation, make sure you go really slow, like no intimacy three to six months, you know, if not more, you have to feel out and go through circumstances to make sure you guys have ironed out the things that are not working. You know, if it looks right, it looks right. But, you know, it's kind of like when you know, you know, but if you are just rushing because you're both, you know, hot and heavy, you're both hot, sexy, you're into that, it really takes away from the actual foundation connection of the relationship.
Akane:Because the relationship needs to sustain more than just this was hot. That's possibly why it's split in the first place. So it doesn't really work that way in my opinion, just some advice. All right. In the immediate future or possible outcome.
Akane:I just keep saying that, that's interesting. Possible outcome, we have seven of cups. So yeah, I feel like there are a lot of tempting choices here and there's a lot of choices there, right? Like you might want to swerve on those because it feels like, I feel like both of you are being presented with some different circumstances and you really need to look at, does that serve you or not? It's really interesting.
Akane:I'm sensing things are a little bit off with your, the choices. So don't, I said, I'll say this. I feel like if there are negative influences on either side, that's what needs to fall away first for this to actually function. Okay. And the outcome or the actual energy of the reading, we have the moon bottom of the deck, as you remember, is a star.
Akane:So with this moon here, it's kind of addressing what the eclipse season taught you. What fell away? What opened up? What highlighted? What did you have to go through during that time?
Akane:Because it feels like you've been on that journey for a while, both of you, and it made you go into your feelings and say, well, why did I feel like this before? All right, let's clarify this with the twin flame deck. It'll be very interesting. Let's see how it goes. Situation at hand, nine of wands, the card you received is losing you is my biggest regret.
Akane:I feel totally lost and alone now. You deserve better than me. So there's some self deprecation here. And I'm feeling, you know, really beside themselves like, I don't know. This is, this is how I feel.
Akane:So they feel very low. They're working on loving themselves. That's why it possibly hasn't returned because it's sidetracked to something different. Here's something that needs to change. Crossing energies of the Knight of Wands.
Akane:My childhood was difficult and it still affects me. I was let down by the people I loved and trusted. So healing inner child wounds, healing things with family or friends, you know, their, their tribe, the people around them. It feels like you have to get to a place where, you know, you have your footing in order to approach this. So that might be why they're struggling with this or you're struggling with it.
Akane:Five of Cups, they have, I'm living with the consequences of my bad choices. I lost you. Now I'm desperate to get you back. So looking at this, they're kind of being nostalgic and saying, what did I lose? I can't believe I did this.
Akane:I made the wrong choice. And it does feel very much like this is lining up with, the reading. I feel that, with the, the three kind of lining up, it's, it's really kind of self deprecating and, not being very kind to themselves. So that may be why they're having to pull themselves up before they could even approach this. Recent past with the eight of cups.
Akane:I've never met anyone like you. You're special. Please have patience with me because I'm still learning. So maybe they're walking away from those circumstances, but trying to, you know, learn about what they need to change in order to make it better. Current energy.
Akane:You have the four of cups. It says, I'm sorry for leaving you hanging. There's no excuse for my actions. I want to reconcile with you. So this has been a time period of great length.
Akane:Some of them, they're telling me some of you are years. So if that's true, they've been thinking about this a long time. It's just a painful journey for them. Let's look at the reconciliation with the two of cups supporting that second. So please give me a second chance.
Akane:I still love you and I want to start over. I want to share my life with you. So maybe they've grown past a lot of these things and pains and stuff, but the whole thing about, I'm trying to relook at the cards at top. So with confessions, rejection, influence, elusiveness, running and apprehension, being apprehensive, it's like not trusting themselves on what they actually wanted and now realizing that it was what they wanted. And that's a tough one to swallow, right?
Akane:You're like, oh, that was my person and I screwed up and not being sure how to come back. Then the immediate future of the queen of cups, you're my secret inspiration. Your smile lights me up in my world. I love laughing with you. They feel so much joy about you.
Akane:You feel joy about them. I feel like this was a pretty strong connection. We'll see where this leads. It's interesting to use the twin flame deck on it as an Oracle. I mean, obviously I do it a billion different ways.
Akane:I'm just trying to experiment as we go down this new channel of podcasts. Let's figure this out. Okay. With the hopes we have the magician. You're the one for me.
Akane:We're twin souls. And what scares me the most is I'm seeing it all clearly now. What did I say? That hopes it's, they finally were like, oh, no, that was the love of my life. But I'm telling you the circumstances are the way they are because they needed to grow up.
Akane:They needed to acknowledge what was karmic or hurting them. You know, that wasn't healthy for the relationship. And that's why you're in a separation. In the fears or worries, you have the Knight of Pentacles. I didn't realize what I had with you until it was too late.
Akane:Have you moved on or do I still have a chance with you? And they're holding that pinnacle. They want to offer something, but where'd you go? What happened? You know, could they come towards it?
Akane:And I feel like that's the fear. The fear has been like, Oh, can I come near this? Can I even try? Or am I going to just get rejected? Okay.
Akane:Possible outcome with that seven of cups. I can't stand the thought of you being with someone else. I'm jealous. Have I lost you forever? So it's the choices that you have, or they feel that you are entertaining that are making them upset.
Akane:That's a little bit ironic. Might not be the truth at all. I hope whatever is happening with you, that you're in a loving, joyful and, you know, place where you're content, because that will bring in the best match for you, right? You want your vibration to be high and joyful and loving so that what you're attracting is joyful and loving and, you know, full of positive commitment towards the union. However you want that to be Okay.
Akane:With the moon and the overall outcome they have, no matter what ups and downs we have, it's always been you. You are my one true love. So what they've discovered through this eclipse season and just through their time of emotionally going down this road is that you're the one. That's how they feel. You know, bottom of the deck with a star tells me you are their wish come true, and this has been a tough separation for them.
Akane:You know, it's up to you if you want to entertain it at all. I don't know what your choices are, where you're at with all that, especially with a collective reading. It's a lot more difficult, but I feel like, somebody here needed to hear this message. Let's throw the last of this deck here. Let's see.
Akane:Spirit, can you offer some advice to this twin flame reconciliation? Let's see what happens here if whatever you want them to try do or whatever you need them to open up to. Can you show us the clearest and highest messages? I appreciate it. Bottom of the deck, it's easier being with someone from my world.
Akane:So, they feel like you're part of their, I told you, I feel like the part of the tribe, right? There were quite a few cards thrown but I will read them. I'm not sure how many is here. Maybe seven. That's about.
Akane:Okay. The first one says, I keep track of you from afar by looking you up online. There's no doubt there is somebody that's in your social media or just staring at pictures somewhere. My spirit's always with you. Can you feel me?
Akane:Do you still love me too? Again, just reaching out, trying to tell you that they love you. I see you in the face of strangers. You're always with me. So they're actually getting signs and synchronicities.
Akane:And that might be a positive sign for this because that means that they're actually opening up to it. One of the interesting things about twin flames that I've been exposed to by a specialist was your body temperature actually changes as you are closer and closer getting to your soulmate or your twin flame reunion. Like you start getting like cold or hot flashes, like that starts changing for you. I thought that was very interesting. Said this is like a hormone fluctuation and like the energy's coming together, it brings more.
Akane:And when you have a twin flame, it's very strong. So there's that piece of it. Next card is time has brought me clarity about us. I made the wrong choices. See, there was just a lot of clarity that came through.
Akane:I feel like I don't know who I am anymore. So this is actually changing what they think and feel about themselves. Maybe they were like deep in ego and hanging around people that were not kind or whatever was happening. Their family was done. Don't be with that kind of person or whatever it is.
Akane:They're realizing that that's not real. Next one is I let my ego get in our way. I couldn't let go of my pride, but you saw through me, you know, truth about me. I feel like you did challenge them and you're like, look, those people are not who you are and you're so different now. And that's not positive for you.
Akane:You know, let me know when you're not being led by something that hurts you, you know, it's that kind of a feeling. Three more, three more. Next one is my heart keeps coming back to you, even though I know you've lost faith in me. Oh, so it doesn't matter how much this separation's been or how much time they believe you've lost faith in them. I do feel like this is a misunderstanding and at a minimum with this connection, this should be a conversation that you have to, you know, build a bridge of love and connectivity and healing.
Akane:You don't have to be together. You don't have to do those things. If you don't want to, if they don't want to, there's always free world will in this world, right? But healing those connections is really, really, really important. Okay.
Akane:Last two, you were my sanctuary. You were the only person I could confide in and I betrayed your trust. So someone lied. And then the last one, the distance between us is killing me. I long to hear your beautiful voice again.
Akane:So somebody really, really, really misses you. I feel like it's possible that they chose somebody that was more quote unquote like them, but they have felt very bored and, you know, not satisfied with their life. And I feel like they're realizing that that's because it was better being with someone they actually loved and got along with and challenged each other in the right ways. I mean, those are the best relationships and you aren't always alike. And I feel like, you know, that's, that's a positive thing.
Akane:You know, we all have to give one another space and be empathetic and be kind. Oh, confirmation biopsy. But get, get to a place where you can open up to things and view them a little differently. Know, this is someone that's hurt you or done something wrong to you. Understand you don't have to let back anything that you don't want to, but if the conversation bruises itself, would try and open up to just healing and being like, it's all right.
Akane:You know, we're not here anymore. That might be something you have to learn. I wish you well, I wish you healing. If it is something you want to entertain, as I said before, my advice to that is to try go as slow as possible because you want to make sure you're testing one another in the right way, not in the wrong way. And I feel like everything isn't right or wrong, but it's like those challenges can be more beneficial or more harmful if you allow them to be.
Akane:All right, this is your love reading. I'm going to be doing, different kinds of love readings, different kinds of readings. And I of course do my daily reading and I welcome you to join me on any of those podcasts. I appreciate you and I wish you so much love and joy and, you know, the most magnificent love journey possible. I love love and I send you love.
Akane:Have a joyful day.