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"Growing Pains" is a podcast about growing up and trying not to break down. Tune in weekly with Ginger, Kylie, Gianna, and Ashlee as they survive college life, relationships, and the chaos of adulthood during their first year at UNLV. There will be crying, ranting, potential punching, and lots of laughter. Growing pains - when it hurts, the best thing you can do is laugh!
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Welcome to Growing Pains. I'm your host, ginger, join me and my best friends as we talk about growing up. We try not to break down
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okay, episode five of growing pains, crazy movie.
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I'm Ginger Garcia. I'm joined by Hi Lee, and Ileana and we have a really special guest Ileana. would you love to introduce our guests? Yes guys. So you guys have the privilege of hearing my girlfriend on air. This is Madison. Yay. Yes. Let's go Maddie. Introduce yourself. What are your signs? No, no.
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No, no. Okay, big three. Okay, I'm a cancer son. A Gemini Moon
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making the noises the vibe and a Pisces rising
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for big three
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what's your what's this song of the week for you showing the week for me biking solo by Frank
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screaming in the white
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Frank Ocean is like trying to find him by my son. He's been by my side since blonde. Kylie's in sixth grade I've been
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brought with the Drake's new album when he was Weizmann Virginia Beach. I had to do a double take I heard it and I went
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out of all songs Wiseman too, so I really thought that oh my god you did? Yeah, I do. She's gonna punch you in your face. I'm not gonna look at your for the rest of the
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person when you hear Frank Ocean you think of her like that's how she's Oh, I had a guy tell me that.
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He probably told one of my friends but he was like you know every time I listen to Frank I think of Kylie and then
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when I think of boy genius, I think of gender. That's like your band.
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Ah, she said, I can't listen to Phoebe Ritter's anymore and I went to the corner and
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that's when you drive by her house and you play Phoebe Bridgers that's when you drive by her house and so we have to find her not Victor not stopping me. We're not asking her to do
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I have graphic memory I still remember the name perfect. I No. No hard cheese on her car in the middle of the day. Yeah, let it harden and no hard feelings. No hurt I love that movie.
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Kylie What's your song? Oh yeah, um, so since I came out the new song with
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me pull it up as it wasn't
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it's with Jean Dotson I actually don't know who that is. But I saw it pop up. I was like I'm gonna give it a listen. It's so good. I think I said that new seasons. So good. Give it a listen guys.
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Guys, so my song of the week is IV by Taylor Swift. Oh my gosh. It's just a happy relationship.
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Guys guys because the quote the oh you're gonna make me
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my pain fits right in the palm of Madison's little guys the part of the song and you sing the chorus
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of Kylie okay. She just wanted to have her Moment.
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Moment I just wanted to say I think we all can say my song of the week is voyage her by boy. Yeah. Most of all, but we are just going through it. Yeah, I'm really I'm really going through
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her animal cat her dog over there. And it was over a woman ever seen that? Like twisted.
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Twisted version a little twisted states.
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Over the weekend. Well it was also Ashley's birthday. Happy birthday, Ashley but it was just a crazy week. Everyone was either physically or emotionally hurt after this weekend, like literally physically or emotionally.
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So I'm up though. We think I'm safe. We up but I
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We'll say the one thing I do when the week has been crazy is gone my notes app, right ladies
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it's sacred to woman like it's our Bible. I don't know a man who like goes on the notes more than a female. Absolutely not female.
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Can I leave? Okay, sorry you came out dude. I used to say that as a joke but now it's like Loki integrated
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females are acting weird
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so we have a lot of stuff on our notes that we thought it'd be funny to share a lot of it's actually kind of really depressing. No, but I got some things that will like be a buffer let's start off with this is in my notes app. A whole note nothing else in it. Ginger walks like her name is Kevin.
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Dude
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read a scooter like does not help.
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So
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it was like our senior trip to Disneyland last year. And we were all just sitting at the table and it was so late we
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got up to go do something and we were all sitting there. We're so tired and ginger or Gianna just goes ginger looks like her name is Kevin.
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So tired, but I never love so. I literally I was talking to a girl once and she's like, are you okay? And I was like yeah, what's like what's wrong? She's like, Why do you like walk?
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What do you need? I was literally because I do like a little
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little jig is a jolly guy. Does everything like okay, like
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it's okay. She was She love that girl shout out kiss me again. All right. Oh, Lord, are you
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good.
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Cut that out. That's funny. My my notes app is like literally just like a bunch of random stuff. Mostly really sad ones. But one time I wrote in my Okay, a little backstory. I'm like, okay, so I dated a man once upon a time, and he broke up with me and I wrote in my notes app. My toxic trait is that when men dumped me I assume they're asexual and to this day, I swear by this day, I swear my ex boyfriend is in the closet sorry if I just
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sorry if I outed you. Maybe you saved to
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ginger or Eliana? I think like genuinely I would be in a state of just like complete misery if I was a man sexual like gay awakening. That would like that would show my self esteem. I was like I was the one that made you realize you like my age? Okay, because he made me realize I don't like
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it was mutual. Mutual. Yeah, we see something. Yeah.
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And like when I saw him
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the other day he's like his legs are so
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his legs are so tiny. This is a walk in the wind gets too hard he's gonna fall
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for him yeah
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alright, what do you guys got Maddie you want to go shoot my notes app it's really boring all I internalized
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Amen. Oh my god
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it's just empty empty up there No
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No
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No one's home
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look into her eyes and there's no sign there's nothing behind these eyes ever.
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What else do I got?
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A good one
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let me pull it up. So think about my notes app is like I used to use it as a journal but recently I have it right in a notepad like a normal person
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no I used to Yeah, well I like I use a journal now like to physically write it down. He says half and a half orange chicken teriyaki.
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The order
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below couldn't remember your own candle Are you gonna write it down
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another good one. Express
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i Oh, this is this is a good one my Christmas list. So just let me preface before I admit this to like preface because it's a little embarrassing probably one of the most embarrassing things about me I'm
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a little natural selection.
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even know this. Like someone that would be
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the thing is we'll go out to eat and shoot like say we'll get ice cream or something and be like, Okay, did you make your order and she was like, I want peanut butter.
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Ice Cream drizzled all over it really
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highly wouldn't when you found out a whole year later that I'm lactose intolerant after all of our ice cream like why the hell did you go to all these? Because it's gonna go to like a single time I go to cold stone with them and then after I'd be like no
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I just wanted to hang out with my friend
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Tomika for that Chai yeah
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oh my god the other the other day for Ashley's birthday. I forgot to get milk in my my coffee too. And Maddie had to drink it. Oh, devastating. It's it's a challenge dude. It's my disease. myself. I'm training my body not to like I don't think you could do that.
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I definitely it's not like a deadly reaction. Blow up.
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I just take a little Benadryl
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girl on Tik Tok that ate like a little piece of carrot for like a whole year
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that's fake Christmas list for last year it says Christmas list. Peanut butter. And then the second one is nut butter.
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Peanut
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and Kevin
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All right, that's given with the peanut allergy
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have one it's titled bits I'm committed to
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one part of it so like imagine this a song as playing any song and I will say Oh, did you know that? I did this I did vocals on this by the way
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did you actually know I ghost wrote for this
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so stupid to or like the ad libs in the back. That's me by the way.
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The stupid Alan and no one buys voicemails. Sorry I missed your call.
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Me I could do it and then another one. And he's like so say like someone's like, oh, like I have a really bad headache. Or my leg hurts. I'll be like, Oh, that's my bad.
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Oh, that's on me. Sorry. That hasn't Nuendo sorry. Oh, another good note was It was literally so was my axe when we broke up the first time. Okay. It was literally like, three days after my birthday just saying but two days after my birthday. I guess we were on FaceTime or something. Instead of saying grapefruit she said great for
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my notes that blah blah blah said remember instead of grapefruit? Yeah, and help me get over Do you remember your inside joke with her? Dude, I can't even like so.
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You guys just did not find you to explain it. No, I need to explain it. You guys did not like us this week. I still Oh, but this is like at the beginning of her friendship with this person. And gingers like so like she was like me and blah blah blahs. Inside joke is a vegan soy Zaza pie. It's like nearly a
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friend that was like trending at the time and ginger you're inside joke is like a popular meme right now.
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It was like not even a funny one. I was so like doubly in love like so definitely in love so much. That's like stuff I would like let her get away with so now everyone's ginger. How do you want your vegan soy sauce
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shout out to her though. Shout out
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it is a Canon event
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three days get over it right now. It hasn't even been 72 hours I think like no one like I was like because I would see take talked about like the first like woman heartbreak you have. Oh, that was like Oh, whatever. I've been through that. This is nothing like devastating literally nightmare nightmare.
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Prison prison wake up. That's exactly how it is. And that's why the Notes app has saved me but I like like it's only the beginning. Yeah, it really is only the beginning. Lord.
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Literally none of mine are funny. I have a whole notes like, like graph like with like different columns and stuff dedicated to my sushi order at my favorite sushi restaurant. Yeah, with all the good ones and the spicy ones and yeah, I'm like, not funny. And then I have like, everyone's like Dutch order in here.
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To Ileana is the most like, like, what's the word? Like thoughtful, like thoughtful person, like genuinely like you would like do something no one else has ever done just like something so minut and I'm like, Oh my God. She just like cares about stop so she literally like it's so. Oh, I love it. I do that. I do have like a lot of orders in my notes. I also okay, this is what I mainly use my notes for. I use it to draft
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texts. So like, I'll write into my notes and then copy and paste it, just because I don't know why I'm afraid, I think I'm afraid to actually send them. So I draft all the texts in my notes app. And then I copy and paste it and send it Do you have like a deathly fear of like misspelling a word, like when I misspell a word I've literally want to not be on. Literally I do. But that's, like probably dyslexic.
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It happens a lot.
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To be doing that, it's like so embarrassing to
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sound like I'm saying the right thing. Am I getting to the point?
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Literally, you know, I'm gonna say something crazy. I don't know if you guys agree. But I think I would let people go through my text before I let them go through my notes app. Really, I think my notes app has because I used to, like I journal with it sometimes. And like, I also write songs in it. And I just like kit, like, I think I would rather let sort of read all my texts I've ever set. And then I could not let them read my notes. Yeah, but nobody could ever read my text. Like I think I'd go to jail really for your for my tags residues. Yeah, I think it depends. But like, I lock a lot of the notes up so I don't want people to see so I think I'd be okay with people going through.
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Yeah, I have like my main diary one locked like from my first entry was from like, 2018 But everything else is like little segments and like things that just pop up and see the majority of what I use my notes at for is if I'm like literally like lying in bed and I don't want to get my journal out. I'll do like a quick little like couple sentence thing. And then I'll just let it be. But like most of the times when I actually take time to journal I'll like write it down physically in my journals. What's another one? Yeah, I mostly journaling more than using my notes app. Yeah, I love journaling. I like collecting journals
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No
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wait, no, I'm not even kidding. I think I do you guys are crazy. It's really bad if I lost my phone in my life, or like any of my passwords or anything if I did
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I'm scared one day like the Google things gonna work would automatically remembers your password and I'm gonna just
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go down
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I'm scared one day Google's gonna the firewall is gonna burn
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this whole podcast has made me realize I'm not like funny like, you guys
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know because like my notes app as
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well. So you guys, you guys, you guys should have your own. I have a couple more. I have a couple more like silly ones. But then I get like into the real stuff. During like the summer. I like first time I ever dyed my hair was blonde. I think the bleach got to like my head. Like, I went through like this crazy phase where I was just like texting so many people and I'm not proud of it. It was like kind of a lot. But I have this one notes called June slash July dogs. Every person I talked to me writing them me writing things that they said. And then I have
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to I have to say, Yeah, I want to know, okay, well, all of them, like 17
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but like only ones that I like actually like counted was like 10
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But I haven't honorable mentions, which is
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I have a friend and she has like I don't know if it's like a physical book or like on her notes, but it's called the Death Note and it's every every person she's been with and their side.
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It's like, that's actually need to make one for like the apartment and like but like not even like not like that. Have you seen? Have you seen those tiktoks of like meeting the girls when we get drafted?
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Like
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winning. I don't give an F word.
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No, we're not. We have a bazooka in our chest.
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We're, we're in the trenches. We got trench foot like we're down.
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We're in the trenches. 1000 Yard Stare. Oh my gosh.
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I'm literally I don't really have like that many more funny ones. The rest. Okay, let's get into the sad ones. Okay, um, I have this one titled, it's just like question mark. I always label like, what's the date and the exact time because whenever I see the time, I'm like, Oh, I was going through it. It's like 130 in the morning. Oh my god. I'm not gonna read the whole thing. It's so
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customer room. I see you. It's literally just labeled question mark. And I said, there's a person living in my head.
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I'm not gonna get into the rest of it because it's like sad.
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I mean, like, Was that supposed to be part of the
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rest of it, but I thought the first opening line that's good
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Did
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you get the idea? Really let it let it go? What do you what do you
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say let it reveal the beat?
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No
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I haven't really
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I haven't noticed I haven't noticed dedicated to like, all of okay, this is weird, but like all of my loss like trinkets, like, in my life and like, like by this I mean like, like I have like this, like things that I still think about from when I was like seven years old, I lost like a purple bracelet that my friend brought me from Hawaii. And I still think about it all the time. And I lost this like shirt that I bought when I went to Paris and like I have that in my list and like a cab that my friend brought me from New York and like a pin that my friend in Cuba gave me like it's like all my last trinkets and it makes me really sad because like they're gone forever. That's like a really smart thing to write about. But I think if I had a Notes app reminded me of all the things I lost, I would lose it like because I hold like value in little items so much. Yeah. Like the world in such a pretty way. Like you know, like it's like so sweet. There's something like so like, like, you're just like off like you just love like so much he just
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genuine soul. You stop guys. I'm gonna cry. You're not allergic. Do you guys have anything? Oh, I have a lot like me. I'm saying a lot of because I have so many notes. I was really excited for this episode. I'll be honest, I think there's just a lot I can't read. Yeah, but I do. What I do is I write letters or texts that I will never send. I have one I have one. It has no title. Like it's just going through. It just says I'm dreading the day it ceases to be teenage angst and it's just a angst. And like that just I don't know, like, when did I even write that? It was afterward? April 25. Yeah, I was just like really like thinking because it was like a couple of months after I turned 18. And I was just like, oh my god, this is like, I'm ending like that time where it's teenage anything like, so scared to turn 18 Because I loved being 17 Like that was like I think that's like prime 17 was the greatest year ever to have this one.
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And I don't know if it's worded well, it said this was like, I don't know what I was going through that made me like this. But I said, Did my mom ever get over the thoughts of envy that she inevitably feels for other woman? Because I think I was feeling like really envious or like really just something about, like other because you know, like, it's such a female thing to be like jealous of other people coming from most like, like, purest intentions. You're just jealous of other people. And I was like, I wonder if my mom still feels that way. Like the like the youthful like jealousy, you know? Yeah. Wow. That's like, yeah, that's like, deep to think about. Yeah, I was like, just my mom still feel like a teenager. Sometimes. I had a list about nut butter.
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I will say I think like mine. Well.
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Basically, wait, maybe I should just mention, I haven't fully set it. Guys. I'll dial like dive into it another week. But I'm going through the craziest worst heartbreak of my life.
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So that's why I might seem a little bit crazy nuts and sad. Crazy. But
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literally, I like all my notes is just like, I don't know. It's about like letting someone go. It's so crazy. Like, I think my notes app is my mind
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No, I wasn't even trying to make a point. It's just so crazy. Because like, I'm reading it to myself, because I can't say it on the podcast. But I'm reading into myself. And I'm like, dang, she really thought that yeah, I will say like some of the things that I've like, because a lot of them are locked. But I see like the little like, Intro whatever I wrote. And I'm like, like I get like a feeling of like a big pit of despair when I see it. I'm like, I'm not gonna open that Pandora's box of emotion.
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on record, the most pretentious, like pretentious list that I have on my notes app is a list of like words that I think like sound funny, or I want to incorporate into my vocabulary. Like that's like the most Capricorn thing I could possibly know. And it's like, it's like mirth. I don't know what that means. Hurry. I don't even know what that is. Or like funny words, marzipan. Relic.
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banal. banal jowls.
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aren't words
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are words, guys? Gosh. And, gosh, no, like it's spelled
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ch e like the gauche go. No, I think it's go Okay, stop. word there is a word like, that's a word. And then there's one word I can't even pronounce it. It's Oh EDIPAL Oh, dear Paul, stop. I'm just like
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So
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there's a common word I can't say and it starts it's about like from the cow I can't milk milk you can see milk
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I can't say the M word milk milk
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I really truly kiss him out
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this is me trying milk
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let's let's be deep Do I make you feel insecure when I'm like ginger say milk soy milk
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I couldn't save ourselves
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either I when I was a kid I couldn't say my last name because I can't say ours. Oh my gosh, every time Ileana stretch to say like oh, like this is warm. She's like she's like warm.
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Warm
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Maddie, you're so
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warm milk.
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Warm milk.
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Like I'm speaking it differently.
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I'm trying to find the one where I also had words, but I can't.
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I have a list of like concerts I've been to but I haven't even finished it. Like, what are some of my favorite ones? Here let's see. Let's see what I have so far. My first concert was a Hannah Montana.
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Oh, I went to that at the Henderson pavilion. Me
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I was in the back.
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Like snuck away on the front so
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we weren't allowed to be there here. The other ones that I have so far having had the disco do a huge bed together.
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I think that's a cannon cannon. Cannon migos Kalia Drake. day really? Yeah, de yeah
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that's all I can think of off the top. I mean like the recent one a week.
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Yeah, one of the highlights is switching.
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I will
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agree and I said boy genius.
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Maddy if you have flat tires don't look
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it wasn't me. She's on your car.
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The way I gave you that idea.
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My Wonder Woman did this glitter in your events don't
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sugar in my gas
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well, that was a good little tour of our crazy
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crazy minds.
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I felt like I was crazy. Yeah, yeah, you guys want to step it up man right
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yeah, my bad I'll just stop internalizing.
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That's how we ended stop internalizing your thoughts. Thank you so much for listening to growing pains. You can follow us on Instagram at Growing Pains gram or on tick tock at Growing Pains tock hope you tune in next week.
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