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Welcome to Higher Ground, a potcast where real talk, bold stories, and intentional living take center stage.
Hosted by two unapologetically authentic women from different generations, this show explores the highs and lows of life through the lens of mental health, boundaries, business, self-discovery, and yes .. cannabis. But we’re not your stereotypical stoners. We’re here for the curious, the seasoned, and everyone in between who’s looking for deeper conversations, unexpected laughter, and a little perspective shift.
You’ll hear vulnerable moments, unfiltered truths, and insights from lived experience .. all wrapped in humor, healing, and a whole lot of heart.
Think of it as your favorite deep convo after hours... with better snacks.
Higher Ground: Higher Thinking. Higher Living 🎙️🌿✨
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This should be good.
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Hi, guys. We're back. The higher ground ladies, I'm Erin. I'm here with Kimberly and Roxy. Thanks for coming back and joining us. I want to take a hot minute to just say thank you to some of our sponsors, one of which being Green Door Studios here in Saint Paul, Minnesota.
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Green door is that tornado from the 70s.
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Yeah.
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Oh, wow. Look
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at that. We have a green room
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in green space.
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All right, so let me start over in the back.
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Do whatever you want.
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No, we're leaving it in. As long as your audio is in it. Please, let's go back. We got to get him on a guess. What I love about this
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is is. And I'm not.
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I told you, I'm extra
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fucking naive these last
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couple days. I don't know where my brain cells went. I love that Kimberly. Jen. Jen just put
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says he's gonna be
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like, fucker that right here. How do you say green door? But I just walk through the green door. So it seemed whatever any green screen studios now I mean they do have a green door.
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So it is like Gibson kind of any who. He's awesome. This place is awesome. We're very excited to be
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here about that because
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I come in hard and fast and that's just how it is. That's
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what she said. And
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he too. Yeah,
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she wishes.
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We are
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feisty this this week. I kind of like it. Yeah I think we've all I think the cold weather has us all like, what are we.
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We're I don't know I don't know about you guys, but I'm already prepping for winter
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I love winter I can't wait. My favorite.
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What's your favorite part about winter?
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The cold. You like
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it cold? Yeah,
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I like layers. Like I say, in the summer, you can't get more naked.
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Yeah, right.
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Like know.
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But in the winter, you can add another
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layer in a scarf.
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You can have a hoodie. Yeah.
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So what's like your optimal temperature?
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55.
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What's your optimal temperature? Actually,
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so I feel like we have to back this up when I take a shower. I. We're going to
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be doing it all episode people. So just settle in. Settle in. We're going
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to I take a shower. I get it as hot as possible so I can really practice for when I burn in hell.
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Like that is my
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phone. I like it,
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yeah, absolutely. And it is scorching hot. And then, by the time I'm done, it's usually like. So we back it up.
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Okay. I mean,
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you know, when you're, you know, bubbling yourself up with the hot water, you just increasing your organisms on your body.
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Yeah.
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Oh, man, you just killed the shower for me.
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You can really.
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Damn it. I take the
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hottest. I mean, like, my. Come out. My skin's bright red. Thank you.
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I am
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awesome to know that. But what is your favorite air temperature? She's at 55. What are you at?
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I love, like, my house is set at 75.
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Oh
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75 and anything. Just
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so you all know, Roxy's rich.
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If you can afford to heat your house 75.
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Is it that expensive? I
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live in an old house. I live in an old creaky house. You know? My my, my. Well, I'm going to spend a little vacation this weekend, but when I get back, had to do silicone around all the windows in my house because it's an old beauty.
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From 1942.
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Yeah. So
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75 would mean that my heating bill would be $3,000. God. Oof! The.
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We fight over the thermostat at the house. I like it at 65. And people will put it up to 72 and then I noticed and I'm like, no,
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and I have the app on my
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phone. So I definitely dropped that thing down.
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Yeah. The kids used to be like, can you turn the heat up? I'm like, no, you're in a tank top and shorts. Put some
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sweat pants and a hoodie on.
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I'm not turning the heat up. Nice
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try.
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Yeah, I keep the house at 67, which is still warm for most Minnesotans. I've learned most Minnesotans around 64, so I keep my house at 67.
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Yeah. Yep,
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I sure do. And I wear a hat and a hoodie. And I love it because
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just fuzzy socks are
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my favorite. I love it, yeah, but we have a wood burning fireplace in the living room, so we will often turn the Hvac off and just turn the fireplace on.
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Because I love
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the wood burning, even though it's probably dirty and puts soot into my house, I don't care.
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I love the ambiance. So yeah, but I'm like a 67 girl. That's what the what's it set? Add in the car. Both of the cars like that's
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my number.
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Just your past. The
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numbers is just as low as this MF can go. That's where we're
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at. And I have to have the heated or the seats cooling.
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Oh.
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I mean, it
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hasn't heated seats, but I don't.
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And so
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that is
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my favorite function. My husband's car has the best heated seats I've ever sat in in my life. As a matter of fact. You know how, like. Well, you might not know this yet, but when you have a baby, sometimes you're just out of your mind. You put the thing in the car, you drive around just to get it, just to get your baby to calm down and go to sleep.
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My husband used to do that with me. He'd be like, honey, let's take an edible and we'll go sit in the car with the heated seats on. And we would drive around and I would just relax because his heated seats are just, like, all encompassing. I will totally be the one where he has the air conditioner on low and I have the heated seats on in July, and he's like, what is wrong with you?
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I'm like, everything, everything's wrong with me. I want the cold air blowing on me, but I want my abs hot. So it's a really hard thing to keep going.
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It's hard to maintain
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that level of crazy.
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If you ever drive in the convertible with the heat cranked. Sure
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have. Sure have. You have it?
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It is. Yep. It has heated
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seats.
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So they're actually I just had the top down this weekend and it was still a little chilly. So I just had the heated seats on in the heat point. Yeah a little car
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blanking. I totally do
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this. Yeah, I'm a dork. I'm a real jerk. We were in, San Diego one time, actually. Like, we were on vacation there, and we had rented a convertible out there, and, it was a hot day.
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I was a little high. My hubby's driving. I'm in the passenger sea. Just being a passenger princess. Just enjoying all the beauty of California. And I'm like, oh my gosh, that ocean breeze is so amazing. He looks at me, he's like, girl, we are nowhere near the ocean. That's the air conditioning. And I
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was like, oh,
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okay. Well, I still really love it.
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It's like you're so down.
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That's priceless.
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Well, speaking of travel, you just got back from New York. I did you have some product.
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I did, so I, I was really, you know, New York had a rough start. And, you know, they decided to legalize during the pandemic. You know, New York City has a bunch of illegitimate dispensaries. But I was in upstate New York and they came across one called Verona Collective.
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And it was awesome. It's a strip mall with a liquor store and a dispensary and a casino all in one strip mall. It was.
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Yeah, it was like walking into
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the Mecca of the world. And so it was super fun. Anyhow, so I got some good product and I have to tell you, I was super impressed. I didn't really know what to expect.
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You know, I always like to grade the states and people and it's like, oh, that's unfair. I don't think that's unfair because everybody, none of this, everybody has to be reminded of the fact that most states you have to grow, cultivate, process in state. So what you're getting in New York is different than what you're getting in California, Michigan, Nevada, all of it.
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Right? All the rules are different.
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Yes.
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Just like one
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good way that explain that to people. Every grape is not the same. Just like every cannabis plant is not the same.
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Cracked, normalized cannabis.
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I love that for us. That's
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what he said.
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Oh
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thank you. You are totally right. I never even thought about it that way. But that is exactly the truth.
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It is just like wine. So I've become this cannot traveler where I like to go and experience. What do they have, right? Like I said, I went into New York with a little bit of skepticism, but I totally have fallen in love. I love their stuff, at least in upstate New York. I haven't been to New York City, so I can't speak to that.
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But I did bring one of my favorite products. This is humble and kind and yes, everybody, the package is empty because we don't fly with drugs. This stuff was amazing. This was little chocolate bits. They were ten milligrams piece. They had a strong start and a wonderful finish. It was almost like it started off as a nice, good, strong sativa and mellowed into a good indica.
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And I know that those are kind of outdated terms, but y'all, a lot of people understand what they mean, so I still use them.
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So it meant
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that it started off giving you, like, this burst of euphoria. You were super happy. You felt a little energized. And then, as you know, when I take an edible, it stays in my system for about 5 to 6 hours.
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As it was beginning to fade into the background, my muscles were beginning to relax. I kind of felt this need to sit down and watch a Netflix show like, you know, the more relaxed feel of, the cannabis plant came in on the backside. So I really like that. When edibles do that, where they start you off and you're like, yes, I'm going to do the dishes, I'm going to clean the house, I'm going to get this done, I'm going to do all these things.
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And then after you get it all done, you're like, yeah, now I'm going to watch 60 minutes.
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Like, yeah,
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my reward is here. I get to sit down and chill and relax. And so I have been I was absolutely tickled with these. And as you guys all know, I love the baked goods, the chocolate, because it comes with the fat.
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So the uptake on this was super quick. It was less than 50 minutes and I hadn't even eaten recently, so I was really happy with that. So this humble and kind, these are really good. I'll pass to you if you want to look at them. A I
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think it's such a vibe. It's like a retro, modern feel to it.
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I love the colors and
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I love the name humble and kind, like, that's what we all want to be when we're a little high. In my humble opinion. We all want to be humble and kind, or at least I want that because I'm not that when I'm not high. I mean, never mind. I'm super nice. Yeah, shoot. Give me a call.
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We're good. I was also really excited about Truman proper. So Truman proper is a brand coming out of, New York where everything is hand trimmed.
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Was like, shaving commercial.
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Oh, my God, is there a beard on here? Oh,
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there is, and
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I'm so sad about that. But this this cartridge is awesome. Of course, they're five tens, because everything in the cannabis market is a 510.
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But that's again peak. I was really happy with that product. And I was just so excited to hear, like, when we were in the dispensary and they were talking about this brand and they're like, yeah, it's hand trimmed. And I was like,
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open this up. What is it? You.
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It's just, is this where the cartridge was?
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Got
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it. Are you
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mad because you can't open it? Yeah, it's because it's childproof.
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Oh.
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Kim will know how to open it.
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That's okay. We'll let that one go. So
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I was just really super excited. But I also made a trip, and I went on the same trip. We were up in Canada and I had to get some Canada fun. So we. And here's the deal. In Canada, it was completely. First of all, I did not know that there legal act 19 I, I don't know why I didn't know that, probably because I'm not Canadian.
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But they're like dispensary vibe is very chill. There's no security at the door. You just show your ID. Yeah.
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You flip. Stand over. When did you do that?
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I don't know, that looks about three minutes ago.
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Anyways. It's
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cool. I love how distracted
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you get. That Canadian. I'm not, I'm not. I wouldn't mind being, though. So I was super
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excited.
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I think I talked a little bit last episode about how their flower was a little chemically.
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It could have just gotten been
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what I got, but their edibles were very good. This is a cookie because again, I'm the baked the baked goods girl. I love the name Big Pete's.
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They're in the same.
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Yes, as big as MT.
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But you know, what I really want to point out is that it has right here it says I paid the Canada tax. Right. And it tells us that it has. TC says Big Pete's from Santa Cruz, California. So this led me down the why did they get California weed in Canada? And I don't know the answer to it because I got distracted when I went to go Google it.
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So what I will tell you that next episode. But I thought that was pretty crazy. Have you? I mean, I
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and Canada, so I haven't I know right? So I don't know if that's just
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the brand. And they bought the formula and they're making it in Canada. Or if Canada imported weed from California. So although. It says Santa Cruz, CA, I guess it could be Canada.
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But I don't think there's Santa Cruz in Canada.
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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So anyway, we'll, we'll we'll let you hang on that cliffhanger. We'll get back to you on that one. So yeah, that was that was from part of my travels. And I just, I just really wanted to say how excited I was about the New York weed.
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I was really skeptical. Same thing about Canada. I was I was very tickled with those two experiences. So I will definitely be going back to New York, probably sooner rather than later. I
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love that. Yeah,
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I really yes. So so like, have you had weed from other states?
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I know you
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have because you're amazing, but
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not that you're
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not amazing, right?
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So you're just a noob.
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Just a baby. Just a
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baby. Yeah. So
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the mom and grandma.
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That text message, you know, they're just saying that
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my this one, I got a text
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message, and somebody accused y'all of being my mom and my grandma. I'll
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take it. I'll take it. I'm good. I mean,
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yeah,
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you're you're over the age of, you know. Right. Financial control. Yes. I
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mean, technically, I could be your mom, and technically, she I mean, just barely.
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Could be very, barely
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sketchy, but it would, it would happen.
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Yeah. So
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but I love the fact that he
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just made the assumption that you hang out with your family. He must think you're wholesome.
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Like I said what's good for the whole
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for this.
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And will you
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tell everybody where you stole that
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from.
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Anyways I have I got.
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Have I
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had cannabis. Yes I've had it from Chicago and California. Oh
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yeah. That's right. You've told us so stories. Yeah.
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Once or twice a year. Right. So you
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haven't, you haven't gone to Michigan, which is 4.5 hours away or less. If you drive like my husband,
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you have not let
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me have you take it. Actually, you
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actually have had Michigan stuff.
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You just didn't know it was from Michigan,
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a little baby.
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Unknown
Yes. Yeah. You tell us about that there.
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Unknown
Yes, that is true.
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right? But like, if I wanted
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to I love that about
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products. Like I come to you.
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Unknown
Right. And, there's information out there, but I don't understand that. And I ran into this experience this past weekend. I was at a pizza place, and I was looking at their beer menu, and they just rolled out with a menu of THC products. So the drinks. Right. And I was looking at it and their menu, see if I have a picture.
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I have to put your glasses
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on. The youngest one mind you had to put reading glasses on. I just want to point out
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that's okay. Might some people
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Unknown
glasses over here? Yeah. We don't
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need to talk about the fact that I have in my vision contact lenses either. But whatever.
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So, I wanted to get a drink, and I knew that I did not want to see if it was, like, 9:00.
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And I wanted to just keep going. Right. So I'm like, these are all THC drinks. And I'm like, oh, wait, but they're not, because y'all taught me that the regulation and the marketing is not all the same. So I started looking and I was just like, you know, I need a second to bench. And I called the waitress over and I was like, you know, I don't want any CBD in this.
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Unknown
I want pure HCA. What do you guys have? She brought over all of the cans and all of them were very, very different.
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Unknown
So I got to see them. But the
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one that I was gravitated towards because of just the name and like the way that the kid looked was five milligrams of CBD and I was like, I would be in bed.
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I had no idea that that was a thing.
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Unknown
It is a thing. There is no standardized way to label them. And if you don't know what you're looking for, you don't know what you're looking for.
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Unknown
Yeah, that's exactly true. There's no end in sight for that. So we just have to keep educating the CBD, you know, gets a bad rap on its own because that's what everybody thinks is the good stuff, you know, for so many different reasons.
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Unknown
And, you know, sometimes you want the full spectrum, sometimes you want all the pieces to it and sometimes you don't.
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Unknown
Right. If they
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Unknown
isolate all the THC, how did they do that? Is it going to, you know, be a little too much. Yep. Five milligrams is not five milligrams is the across the board.
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Unknown
That's the hard part.
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Unknown
Five milligrams to one person is not the same as it is to another. Right. Because it's all based on your body composition. But also I want to touch on the fact that the bartender is not a bud tender. She has no idea what the difference is between THC and CBD, because even though you can order those drinks here at a restaurant in Minnesota, that doesn't mean that the person bringing you the drink knows jack shit about it.
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Unknown
They do not know. Yeah. Of that,
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Unknown
actually, I was a restaurant recently and I ordered a THC drink because if they have it, I will.
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Unknown
Me too. Me too.
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Unknown
And when the waitress brought it over, not only did she side eye me with it, she scolded me and said that once you finish that, you cannot order any alcohol.
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Unknown
I'm like, okay mom, I'm an adult here and you can't control. But she goes, yeah, that's our policy. If you start with the THC, I can't serve alcohol. But
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Unknown
then the question begs, could you start with alcohol and end with THC? Yes. And end
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Unknown
if they exact,
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Unknown
like if they really knew the science behind it, there would be no difference between those two.
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Unknown
I just looked at her and I was like, I'm just I don't want somebody to babysit me at the bar and I don't need judgment. Right. Like, this is the
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Unknown
thing, right? Is that I think that some of these, like, bartenders and servers are doing this because this is what their restaurant is offering. So they have to, but they don't necessarily agree with it.
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Unknown
Right. So like you can I hate when those kind of interactions happen because it's like really you don't even you don't even know like stop being judgment, judge your pants. Like it doesn't need to be that way.
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Unknown
I have that interesting experience where when my server brought out all the cans, like I gravitated towards one and I said, what is your thought on this?
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Unknown
And she said, well, we had a taste test and we tried all of them. And I'm like in one sitting. And she's like, yes, I'm just saying that sounds like an interesting time. Like, I don't know if I can stomach that, but I ended up finding the guava. Libra. Oh
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Unknown
yes. That was really
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Unknown
good. Taste
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Unknown
wise, it was really good.
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Unknown
It was really good.
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Unknown
Yeah. And I sent you guys the, the Foundry Nation, which have the QR code on it, and. Right on their website it says less than 0.3 percent THC, but it labels as ten milligrams. So walk me through what that means.
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Unknown
So this is the kind of labeling you see. And this is how you know, a product is hemp derived.
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Unknown
Because to be compliant with hemp drive laws and rules, they have to put on their 0.3% THC. Right. Because that's what makes it hemp, right? Because the natural hemp plant is just lower in THC than the marijuana plant is. So when you see labeling like that, you know, where the sources and the source matters, because hemp are THC that comes from hemp, when they extract it out and it's just the THC, it can be a little one note.
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Unknown
Right? But that's okay, because that one note is going to be very euphoric, and it's going to give you a ping of energy. But but it literally means 0.3% THC by dry volume weight. So everybody's eyes glaze over because we all don't necessarily care about the math, but it essentially says that in the product that they used, that product was legal limits for hemp derived products.
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Unknown
And so the ten milligrams and the five milligrams, those are actually dosages that have been put in place by the state of Minnesota. So if you go to other states where the hemp derived market is not actually regulated, like Wisconsin, Georgia, South Carolina, they have products that are 100mg, 125mg because they don't have those limits put on it like we do here in Minnesota.
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Unknown
Could you imagine, like I felt a ten milligram drink? Yes. I was very euphoric, I was laughing, I actually felt the sidewall.
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Unknown
I felt
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Unknown
imagine that it was sort of up. So you falling I felt I know I turned over my own shadow.
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Unknown
Believe it or not, I know you guys. Right? But I was feeling it. I was feeling really good.
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Unknown
And I had a sour beer, like, right before I drink that. So, like. And I'm a lightweight, right? I can't brag about my, my tolerance for consumption. But I was feeling great. Right? And, I could not imagine having a 120 some milligrams of THC.
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Unknown
Yeah, I it's dangerous. I
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Unknown
would be blacked out like
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it is for most people is dangerous.
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Unknown
But for
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Unknown
a for a lot of people
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Unknown
like this is where I get into the let's not yuck someone else's yum. Because for a lot of people who have been using the product medicinally for a very long time, their tolerance is through the roof.
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Unknown
Right. So then yeah, that's that's that's water. Yeah. She's
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Unknown
the perfect example of that.
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Unknown
She probably wouldn't feel ten milligrams.
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Unknown
Oh not at all. Yeah. No she doesn't even feel 100.
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Unknown
Right. I mean she's.
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Unknown
Yeah. Because that's her.
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Unknown
Yep. That's her medicine. But the other
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Unknown
thing too, it's not a it's not necessarily perceived as a bad thing. That just means her endocannabinoid system is fully functioning. Yes.
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Unknown
Fully aware. And it's cracked.
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Unknown
What to do when it gets, you know, those components
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100%.
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Unknown
And I
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feel like that's where the miseducation in the cannabis industry really starts to really take precedent. You know, like what I would consider a lot, I'd probably stop at 15mg for myself. Personally, I feel really euphoric after ten. But had I mix that with CBD, that would have been a very different experience. I would have felt very differently.
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Unknown
But had I consumed 100mg even maybe even 50, or like I, you
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Unknown
would have gone to sleep, I would have gone
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Unknown
to sleep. Yeah. And or maybe a panic attack. Yeah. I just need to cry it out, man. I was
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Unknown
trying to avoid the panic attack part and just say you're going to go numb now. But
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Unknown
yes, that's what happens.
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Unknown
That's cool.
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Unknown
Yeah. And people need to know I mean especially people are going out and they're seeing it and they're like, well I want to try it. Tried it in public. Might not be the
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Unknown
best. Right. Don't do that. Try it at home with people you love.
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Unknown
You know how you are going to react. Correct. Everybody reacts differently.
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Unknown
Yes. Chatting with
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somebody and he was saying that he has never smoked cannabis. We were talking about the podcast and I was just letting him kind of know what we were up to. And he said, he's never smoked cannabis, but he is around it because his family members use it. He said that he had one experience, and I'm going to let you guess what he consumed.
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Unknown
I'm just kidding. I'll tell you. He can
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Unknown
pass a gummy perhaps or two right before
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Unknown
he got on the plane, but I'm asked to not
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only have the worst
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Unknown
experience, but he said that he was euphoric, laughing, and then three minutes later, crying
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Unknown
hysterically. And then that proceeded
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Unknown
for like, the next two hours. Yeah.
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Unknown
Let's just do a PSA right here.
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Unknown
I need
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Unknown
everybody who is not experienced with their gummies to stop taking a gummy and getting on a goddamn plane. Please, please, please, please stop doing it. And you know what? Here's the thing. Those of us that are, more senior in the community, we know, we know, we know what you did.
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Unknown
We could see we can see it
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Unknown
from a mile away.
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Unknown
So even though
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Unknown
you go to
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Unknown
the toilet. Yes.
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Unknown
And you can maybe tell the the airline attendants that this is your first time flying and hopefully, like, they won't notice. They notice
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Unknown
if you ruin it for
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Unknown
the rest of us, I'm coming for you.
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Unknown
Oh, I am,
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Unknown
because like the rest of us who know what we're doing, don't screw it up.
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Unknown
So please don't. Don't try doing something new during a place where you're not at home. Like, if you're going to try it, do it at home. If you're just don't go anywhere. Like, I don't understand why that is so hard for people. Like, don't do it in your car, don't do it an airplane, don't do it on a train or a boat.
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Unknown
If you're going to do it for the first time, do it on the ground like your
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Unknown
feet on the ground. You were almost like Doctor Seuss, and so you didn't even know it there. I'm
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Unknown
passionate about this. I travel a lot. You do, I do,
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Unknown
because that's part of your business.
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Unknown
Yes, I am a can can. A travel agent like this is what I do like.
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Unknown
So I'm very much yes. Connection. Yes.
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Unknown
Oh for sure do.
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Unknown
If you are looking to try some dank stuff from a different state and you want to do some kind of travel, I will hook you up. But. So please just don't do anything new for the first time in a different environment. Do it at home with people you love.
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Unknown
Where would you suggest somebody start like we've we've chatted about this off and on in different capacities, but somebody like me, there is so much misinformation and there's a lot of other information out there. And so like you're going to start with a drink, I tell
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Unknown
people. So edibles is actually not where you want to start. Right. Like it mainly just because they're very unpredictable based on your system.
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Unknown
Right. So if you
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Unknown
can smoke it people don't have the patience cracked.
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Unknown
Yes. Because it takes substantially longer.
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Unknown
Yes. For you to feel
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Unknown
anything. And that's where people get into trouble because they're not feeling anything. And then they take more and then.
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Unknown
Anything. And
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Unknown
then they take more and next thing you know they're feeling at all and
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Unknown
they're calling the hospital calling 911.
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Unknown
Yeah.
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Unknown
Just
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Unknown
dumb.
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Unknown
So for an edible for
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Unknown
what. Yeah. Remember
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Unknown
that story like on the first or second. Okay. For sure. But I don't think you told
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Unknown
us you called 911.
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Unknown
I left that out. Okay,
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Unknown
well, now you have to tell the rest of the story. Why did you call 911?
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Unknown
I was on for 28, and I had an edible about 100 gram Kit Kat.
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Unknown
Edible.
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Unknown
I just want to let you know that the people who had to answer that call
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Unknown
100%,
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Unknown
put your ass on mute and went, this is why I asked for for 20 off so I didn't have to deal with these people.
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Unknown
This needs to be a holiday. We need double pay.
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Unknown
Yeah, it was my first edible experience, and I.
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Unknown
I had no idea.
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Unknown
So your first thought when
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Unknown
you call nine. Yeah. So I am hard.
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Unknown
No,
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Unknown
no,
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Unknown
you didn't know you're wrong.
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Unknown
No, I didn't know if I was even breathing. You guys, you
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Unknown
were speaking, but you were talking that that
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Unknown
logic. No, I literally the only thing that I remember doing is like leaning over my bed, throwing up all over, and like, it was, it was terrible.
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Unknown
Like I stained my carpet and I couldn't. She's.
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Unknown
And then, like, I remember
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Unknown
fighting a ponytail on the ground because I was like, I have to put my hair up. And then I picked it up and I was like, ten points for Gryffindor. I have no idea why, but that's imprinted in my mind. And
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Unknown
of all the things that happened, and here's my question, is that you obviously felt like you needed to talk somebody, talk to somebody you could trust.
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Unknown
Why did you call? Not you didn't call a friend. You didn't phone a friend first. You didn't text somebody
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Unknown
saying, I have friends. You guys
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Unknown
call. Come on now.
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Unknown
This is this is this. This was high
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Unknown
five. Kim, you know
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Unknown
this, right? You.
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Unknown
Know, this was probably like seven years ago. My first experience with edibles, 100mg. I had no idea. That's how I told you. I know my tolerance. Somewhere between like ten and 100 plants
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Unknown
that you sit in without knowing the label. That might have been more than 100.
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Unknown
It was somebody whose wedding present like they handed out wedding
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Unknown
weight.
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Unknown
You got married?
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Unknown
No, no no no.
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Unknown
But it was somebody else.
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Unknown
And my coworker had gone to a wedding and this was their wedding favorite. They
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Unknown
gave everybody
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Unknown
100 and 100 milligram Kit-Kat
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Unknown
bars.
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Unknown
Where did they get married?
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Unknown
I don't know, I just got it from my coworker,
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Unknown
I friend, I
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Unknown
minded my own business. All
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Unknown
I'm saying that is some expensive ass party favors.
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Unknown
Is it? Unless they
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Unknown
made the kick caps?
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Unknown
I mean, it was wrapped up in this
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Unknown
little Ziploc bag and it was in my freezer for a while, and then, like, on for 20. I went to yeah, I went to a buffet with, my coworkers and my boss at the time, and, they all smoked. They were all rock and roll artists, right?
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Unknown
And I'm just like, okay, we're going to we're going to do this. But I'm like, I have. So
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Unknown
you didn't want to start small.
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Unknown
I didn't know I wasn't
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Unknown
married. People don't know. They they really don't know. Yeah. See that's the part about cannabis.
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Unknown
I forget it was a long time ago for me when I was
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Unknown
about noon.
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Unknown
The majority of the people out there right now are floundering.
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Unknown
That's true. Even when the package
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Unknown
says start small, half a gummy. People are like, oh, but they're so small, I'm just scared. The whole one. No, trust us when we say start smoking. Your body doesn't need that much,
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Unknown
right? And there seriously
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Unknown
doesn't. Yeah, you're just going to waste it.
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Unknown
It's going to be a really expensive nap.
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Unknown
Oh my God, that's so true.
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Unknown
I almost took a trip. He's shocked my patient like, talk about an expensive experience. See.
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Unknown
And that's the thing right? Like that is the importance of reading the package. There
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Unknown
was no package. Was the thing. I'm just
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Unknown
looking back. Yeah. And I mean, I knew it was
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Unknown
100mg, but I, they were eating it.
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Unknown
They were eating 2 or 3 and I didn't know that that was
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it. Again. That'd be more good. We're going to eat all
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of it. Well sure. And you said they were smokers, so they probably have a bit of a tolerance
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that I didn't know. All right. Wow. That was my first edible experience. I met my maker that day.
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It was it went on all night called 911. They talked me out of a panic attack and they're really nice.
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Did anybody ever come check you or they just
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talk? I don't know, I couldn't get out of bed, but nobody showed up. I don't not that I know.
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I feel like we should put together
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I yeah, I was,
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I feel like we need to put together, a helpline.
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Help me. I had too much. And I need to be talked off the ledge like I would work. I would work that that call center.
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Oh, yeah. I think
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that if that's not a thing, we should start a thing because, like, you really shouldn't call 911 because I don't
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know what.
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Right? Maybe we should put it on all the packaging.
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I don't know, I just feel like.
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I feel like we have the opportunity to do it better than anybody else.
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My experiences
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and the vulnerability that it takes to be like, yeah, I fucked up 100 moms. Come
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on guys, I've done come.
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Don't call
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me, don't. Here you go. You can text me, but yeah, you. Maybe it'll just be a
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text hotline.
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It won't be a calling hotline. We'll just text with you and Kim
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for years. And she's finally got to the point where, like, if I call her ashes and just
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now it took years,
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I love that, I love that I do.
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You have to earn it. You have
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to. You have to call like a thousand times before I
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pick up the phone.
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Yeah, phone. Phone privileges are. I'm just. And
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can I just say that that is, I'm. I'm very happy to hear that from you.
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Unknown
You know, those boundaries have been there for quite a while. And I saw a meme recently about don't call me when I'm in the car. That's my music time.
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Yeah. Oh, my God, it that's awesome.
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If I do call you when I'm on my car, you know, I'm giving up my music time.
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So. So, you know, you must be important.
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Must be important
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I do too,
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I you feel like there needs to be something. As far as, like, education or, I don't know, like a hotline, like, that there isn't anything like that.
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Unknown
There's definitely a missing piece.
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Unknown
Oh, here we go, guys. We'll just add one more thing to our plate of shit
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we haven't gotten done this week. Haha.
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I mean, I could put together.
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You want to, we could
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have a spreadsheet of all of, go to lines of communication. We can probably get like a, a Google voice line activated to me, I
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can't.
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Google has shut me off. I've used my phone number two
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I got you. I got you.
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There's a too many times for that.
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There's a too many times to use your phone number with
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associated with a Google voice,
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Google voice, Gmail. So if I get a new Gmail, I can verify.
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Unknown
How did you reach this limit? I didn't even know it was a thing.
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Pokemon. You can only open so many gifts a day too. There's a limit for that. You.
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I
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love that you know this.
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I love that you know this
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is. Yeah,
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I think I still find the
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limit. There's a limit. I will find it.
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Unknown
I really love that. I think you need a shirt that says that. Yes, I push
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limits.
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I push
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limits and buttons, I push, I push limits and buttons.
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I know, I know, instigator.
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You slide. You slid this across to me? Yes. What would you like me to talk about?
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The last point.
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Unknown
Okay, so
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apparently there was,
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there was a therapy session that went on, and these two across from me here got together and, Kimberly prompted Roxy to write what success means to her in her 30s.
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And I'm reading through this list and it's really great. And the very last one,
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I mean, all
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the way at the bottom is having fun. What? And I my, my first response was, isn't should that should be number one, not the last, not the 900 other things that are yet important. But I'm still not sure they're more important than having fun.
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Yeah, well, I mean, I didn't write it in sequential order, but.
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Unknown
But you wrote it as it came to you, right?
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Unknown
Absolutely. So you kind of did. I was having fun, though,
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and not until the end you were you were not having fun until the end.
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Unknown
It was a hard listen.
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Unknown
Why was it so hard? I don't
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know.
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Unknown
Well, because I so here's the thing. I, I smoked a lot of blue dream to get there.
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So
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at that point, everything was hard for me. I'm actually surprised
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that your handwriting was
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so legible. Thank you. Yeah. Way to
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go. I think this what I
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should do is get high to write something down. Seriously,
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my handwriting is significantly better when I'm high.
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Unknown
You have to, like, think about.
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Unknown
Yeah, because otherwise it's just chicken scratch. Nobody can read it. But if I'm a little high, I can write about some great penmanship.
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Unknown
I love that talk about
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boundaries, though. Like, I feel like that's a reoccurring theme for us. Like, you don't write anything sober. Bring it here. I'll do it. Like that's your no boundaries.
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I got you guys.
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Unknown
I do a lot of writing when I'm high, though. I love the way my brain works. When I'm high. It connects the dots to things that I wouldn't normally pick up on. And so then I'll. I am notorious. I actually do this a lot on the plane, but I'm experienced. I know what I'm doing.
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Unknown
Yes. Yeah.
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Unknown
So like what actually
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people you don't want them to be sober. Sober,
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Unknown
right? You don't want me to. It's.
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Unknown
Come on. You need available. You know, you need a little something. Something
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Unknown
I can tell. I can tell
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Unknown
you're one of those people
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Unknown
when I tell when, like my. If my daughter's running low, I'm like, oh, honey, should hit the dispensary because I think we need a little something.
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Unknown
Something? Yeah,
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Unknown
that's what my. My husband will say the same thing to me. You're a little. You're a little rough around the edges today. Maybe you should go in the garage. Wink, wink.
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Unknown
Okay. Twist my arm.
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Unknown
Yeah. So, like, I like
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to. I like to do that on the plane, and I will just dump. Right. So, like this last trip that I took, I put, like, everywhere we went.
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Unknown
And then I just would write about each location and then I like to go back and read it when I am sober.
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Unknown
And man, sometimes
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my I am like, I write so eloquently that I'm like, I did
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Unknown
that, I love that I did that. That's awesome.
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Unknown
You know? And so like, I get these really grand nuggets of like, how my brain is operating a little bit differently, you know, because you're more relaxed.
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Your brain is at least my brain. Right. Because we're all different, isn't riddled with all sorts of stress hormones. And so like, just kind of brings you down a notch and I feel like I can fit a little bit better into my own brain and work it.
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Unknown
Yeah, yeah.
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Unknown
And for me, that's totally writing. So I'm on the plane on the way home and I'm just going to town typing.
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Unknown
And the super cute Asian couple was next to me, an older Asian couple. And he leans over and he goes, are you a writer
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Unknown
today? And I was
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like, I am right now. Thanks for asking. He was like, you type fast.
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And I'm like, I didn't want
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to be like, it's the cannabis.
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Unknown
So probably screw
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head. Thank you.
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Unknown
Yeah, it was super cute. It was awesome. I'm totally that person that, like, people must feel comfortable around me because even when I'm traveling, people just come up and talk to me. And I know that they do this to you, to Kimberly. And so, like, I love it when I'm traveling because I'm never going to see these people again.
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Unknown
And it's always so cute that they think I'm trustworthy enough. I'm in this cute little Asian couple was was part of them. They were just they kind of talk to me as if they were visiting and doing all sorts of fun stuff, and they just wanted to chat. And I was like, this is so great, I love it, I do too, I love it,
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Unknown
I can relate to bits and pieces of, brain dumping like my brain.
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Unknown
The way that I can process information and my feelings is completely different than when I'm sober. And like I said, like I had taken a bunch of blue dream and I am I found myself in this situation where I've had those reoccurring feelings before, and I really needed to process why I was feeling that way. And I came to the conclusion that I was being breadcrumbs and giving bits and pieces of affection.
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Unknown
And when I left that environment, then I was feeling really anxious and I had to figure out why, and it was because I was allowing myself to be breadcrumb. I was completely uprooting what I was doing to please that person and
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Unknown
explain to the to the lay people here what breadcrumb it means.
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Unknown
So I feel like my therapist is not going to be happy right now, but in my experience is like when you give somebody just a little bit like think of like Hansel and Gretel, like you're trying to get home, you're trying to reach an end destination.
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But I'm going to give you little breadcrumbs or slivers of that expectation, or what you need to kind of keep you on the hook. Right? So where I come from, I have a history of attracting partners that are emotionally unavailable because that's what I find familiar. I have like a core wound that I'm working through, and what I perceive love to be is having to prove myself to that person, to feel worthy.
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Unknown
Ooh. And having
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Unknown
to fight for that love and like admiration. Whereas like I said, I'm healing that. So walking through that and being able to define what that healthy relationship looks like for me, or even like with myself, is what I started doing. And without smoking and like going through that and having to really have that come to Jesus moment with myself, like, I don't know if I'd be where I'm at today without that.
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And like, I'm healing. I'm not healed right? But I'm still worthy of a relationship, even if it's just with myself and defined what success meant for me in my 30s. Who was part of that? And whether I'm in a relationship with whether I'm single. Like, I owe it to myself to love myself. And even though I have parts of myself that are broken, like we're still worthy of love and we're still worthy of respect and, like I said, what's good for the whole and good for the soul, right?
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Unknown
So that's what she said.
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Unknown
You have
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Unknown
to really, like, take a peek at that. And,
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Unknown
Kim said in a text message this morning, I had asked for ladies to hold space for me, and I'm going through this situation where I shared some text messages and I said, I don't know if this is like a pattern of behavior that I am now witnessing and or am I being triggered in a trauma response.
00;41;46;06 - 00;42;13;21
Unknown
And acting out emotionally. And they they were very validating in that sense. And Kim had said that if you go out to a restaurant and you were treated in that, capacity, you would leave a bad Google review and you had brought up a really good point that when people treat you that way, we don't act professionally in the sense of like, we're not going to stay with an employer that's bread coming us or making us feel less than are unworthy.
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Unknown
So why is humans, let alone women? Why are we in these relationships
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Unknown
and continue to stay in the relationship or choose another one that just keep repeating the pattern? Because we do, we do. What's comfortable is
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Unknown
right. We should. Oh God, can you imagine?
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Unknown
Well, on that note, what is the Google reviews that you would give one another?
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Unknown
Oh you guys, we get five stars
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Unknown
all the way around
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Unknown
ten out of ten. Highly recommend.
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Unknown
Highly recommend.
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Unknown
Yes, yes. Leave me a Google review
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Unknown
and maybe I'll put it on my new dating profile.
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Unknown
Aaron said
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she knows her shit
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when she's high on a plane.
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Unknown
But anyways,
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Unknown
that's what I yeah, that's what I was dabbling with when I was took my little trip last night on and see, that's that's the important thing.
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Unknown
Like part of it is
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Unknown
healing. Yeah. There's more than one
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physical healing. There's spiritual healing. There's emotional healing.
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Unknown
Yes. Like
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Unknown
healing. And that's the thing is that, like,
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Unknown
especially in today's world, it's hard to do healing work, right? We have all this stuff coming at us. We're constantly stressed out, especially as women. We're doing 900 things because when we were little girls, gosh darn it, Barbie Dog could do everything so I can do
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Unknown
right?
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Unknown
So like
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we we are constantly stressed out, so it's very hard to actually get yourself into a mindset or a place in your mind where you can tackle some of those big questions. Cannabis has this really wonderful way of lifting the curtains. You can kind of go, okay,
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Unknown
I do need
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Unknown
to deal with that. There is a pattern there.
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Unknown
This is the way that I'm feeling like I have had. I am not an emotional person. I hate emotions as far as I'm concerned, to be better off without them. But but like in reality,
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Unknown
so emotional. I'm not.
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Unknown
But you know what? That happens.
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Unknown
Well, right into trauma right? Trauma
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does that for sure. But like the hard thing about that is like the body keeps scores.
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Unknown
If you push those emotions down, whether they're good or bad, either way they manifest themselves in your body. And having cannabis in your system allows you to process that. So I have had plenty of situations because I love to get high and cook dinner and cook and bake and do all the fun things. I love to do homemaker stuff, a little glazed because it's just, I don't know, it's amazing.
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Unknown
Everything is better. And so like sometimes I'll be in the kitchen just cooking up some chicken breast and I will start crying because the song that comes on, like my my Playlist, reminds me of
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Unknown
something and
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Unknown
I just start crying. Thank God it's not Sarah McLaughlin. Because let me tell you, those commercials have ruined more than one date for me because there's no way I can't cry.
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Unknown
The animals just get me
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Unknown
anyways. So like but that's kind of how it happens, right? Like you'll be in the middle of doing something else, but because you're enjoying yourself and because your guard is down, something happens and you have a visceral reaction to it. And I have learned, okay, why am I to ask myself, why am I feeling this way?
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Unknown
Why is this song making me cry? Why am I having this emotional reaction? Because if I wasn't high, the first thing I do is change the radio, change it. Walk away from it, get out of the room. You know, stuff it down. Right? But when I have cannabis in my system, it allows me to go, okay, I'm in the kitchen, I'm fine, I'm safe.
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Unknown
Why am I crying about this? And I've actually been able to work through some pretty important things all by my lonesome in the kitchen.
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Unknown
It's very, very powerful.
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Unknown
Yes, that I've
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been working with, you know, some healing for generations. And that's part of it is like when that comes at you, you want to write it. And I've been told basically it's like riding the wave.
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Unknown
You don't want to like, stop the surfer on the top of them. You want to get all the way to the beach,
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Unknown
right? Write it out,
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Unknown
enjoy it, and just let it flow through you. Yeah, you can heal and you can move on.
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Unknown
Yeah. And like, I've noticed that like things, like things now that probably would have bothered me even a year ago, I can process way better because I now can look at that situation and know why I'm feeling that way.
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Unknown
Because I've done the inner work, I've asked myself. The questions 100% would have never done that. If I'd never fallen onto cannabis, I would have never gotten to the mindspace where I, one would have felt safe enough to have that conversation with myself, or two would have had the patience.
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Unknown
I've come to the realization that, like, I started well, let me back up.
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Unknown
I've had to start really asking myself those questions. And one of those questions was, are they good for me? Instead of like, am I good for them? I'm like,
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Unknown
yeah, yeah. And it's like,
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Unknown
do I even fucking like that? Right? What's the
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Unknown
priority there? The priority is how you feel, how I feel. Yes.
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Unknown
Past that. No.
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Unknown
So I'm learning to make that
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safe because I was
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myself.
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Unknown
Right. You? No one else. Well,
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Unknown
that is the truth.
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Unknown
That is the that is. That is the 100% truth is that you can end the healing has to be done by you.
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No one else can come
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into your life and heal you. They can assist you, they can help you, but they can't do the hard legwork for you.
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That's the hard reality. You know, that's the hard part about getting to this point in life, is realizing. You look around and you go,
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oh,
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it's me. Fuck. It's just me standing here. No one else is going to fix all the trauma. I need to find a way to rectify that in my life. Right. And so part of, you know, maturing isn't that awesome.
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And becoming uninstalled
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is, is
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realizing that you can't go around blaming everybody else, that whether you like it or not, you had a hand in what happened, right? I mean, not 100% of the time, but 99% of the time you had a hand in it. And so, like taking responsibility for the fact that, okay, so that happened. But I can move on from that and learning to not hang on to it because that was really hard for me.
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Right? I grew up Catholic. You hang on to everything.
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Yes,
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I need a backpack.
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One of my many t shirts, I love it. Yes,
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you actually, you need to make a backpack and you need to make a backpack,
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like smell for it. Yeah,
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I'll order ten right now. Yes, yes
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and everything. Yes,
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yes. Thank you
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so much for the backpack.
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I
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mean, that's not asking a lot at all.
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No. Somebody out there can help me. I know
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what she wants. We love a girl that knows what she wants. But
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I'm glad that you took the time to really think about what do I define as being successful in my 30s, I never did that. Did you do that?
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I still have not done that.
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I see
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you guys. I'll read you the list because I feel like it's really important. It took me hours to do this. But I said what success means to me in my 30s. That's the headline, right? Let's. Cute. Catchy. Very catchy. It says feeling physically and mentally healthy. And again, this is in no particular sequential order. Right.
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But
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I just want to remind you that if you wrote it in the order you thought of it, it is somewhat sequential.
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I'm just going to put that out there
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for sure. Having a career in something I love, because I'm also in Denver, and I always thought that the career that I chose is like so much of my identity.
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I need to be successful. And that's like, imposter syndrome really kicked in for me about a year and a half ago. And, I really had to take a step back and define like who I am outside of my my endeavors. You know, that was my whole identity. So having a few deep and special friendships and speaking my truth, a healthy conscious partnership or embracing the single life, a routine and daily habits, finding joy and laughing a lot.
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I've been accused of laughing a lot.
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It's good for you. I don't know what the future is, but there's there crap
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you. That's.
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Suppose that's how
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I'm feeling. Calm and content. I'm still working on that.
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Calm. I've seen you a lot of ways. Calm has never been on
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my list.
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So
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this isn't the entourage effect. Hey.
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Yeah.
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We do? Yeah, we do.
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Doing the inner work, trusting in my ability to learn and evolve. And then lastly, having fun. I love
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that list. So
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I love the list for
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sure. And that the
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date it. And
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then yeah, it's like vision boards,
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you know creating a vision board. You want
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to jump out there and then
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you want to go back and revisit them later.
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It's like, oh, what all did I do? What did that what? What really matters? What
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resonated. Yeah. That's the beauty
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of life though. Like that's why I love Mondays. Because you can always reinvent yourself. There's nothing stopping you from being a never person. Tomorrow. And Mondays are, like, the same. Like everybody complains. Oh, this is Monday and I'm like, this is you
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have Mondays to
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start every week.
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Like you can be anybody that you choose to be. You can wake up and decide that you want to be a priest or you could wake up and decide you want to be a witch. Like, I'm not stopping you. That's your
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you. It's your prerogative. You get to do whatever you want
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and you're same as
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about that list.
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Like, I could wake up tomorrow and decide to be a little, a little demon, I guess a little later,
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I was just going to say,
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I think. I think we've passed that
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the past
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year. And let's be real, just a
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little. So what's my
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Google review?
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2.5 stars only get
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demoted. Only do if I.
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Know I'm just kidding. Used up five
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stars. Ten
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out of ten
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I don't know ten I would highly recommend. Highly recommend. Yes.
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So well everybody
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we have loved chatting with you this week. Hopefully you learned a little something. Yes. Don't
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fly on airplanes please. For the
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love of God, unless you're experienced, don't all day long.
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Please do not take a coming for the first time and get on a plane, a train, a boat, a bike, a Segway,
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anything with wheels because
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I you guys should see the bruise on my leg.
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But another
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one on top of the other bruise.
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Yeah, we're not going to try. This
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is turned into the Minnesota goodbye. Yeah,
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but, another note. The last thing I taught you are not the worst. When you've done Happy Monday, you can reinvent yourself.
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I love that. And on that note, we'll see you all next week.
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Oh. Oh, yeah.