Research to Practice - The Anti-Racism Leadership Institute

In an inspiring journey of perseverance and identity, Dr. Ali Imad Fadlallah shares his story of transforming Fortson High School and his own struggles growing up Arab and Muslim in America. This eye-opening tale from "March Forth: From the Prison of Minds" not only exposes the challenges faced in an education system rife with low expectations and systemic failures but also offers a profound look into the personal battles of internalized oppression and the quest for self-identity. 

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🔗 Links:
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Dr. Tracey A. Benson LinkedIn Profile: 
https://www.linkedin.com/in/traceyabenson/
"Unconscious Bias in Schools" Book, Co-Written by Dr. Tracey A. Benson: 
https://hep.gse.harvard.edu/9781682535851/unconscious-bias-in-schools/
Dr. Ali Imad Fadlallah LinkedIn Profile: 
https://www.linkedin.com/in/aliimadfadlallah/
March Forth: From The Prison of Minds Book, Written by Dr. Ali Imad Fadlallah: 
https://a.co/d/etZaSwN

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Welcome to the Anti Racism Leadership

Institute Research to Practice podcast.

Today, we have the

opportunity to talk with Dr.

Ali Fadlala about his newly released book.

March Forth: From The Prison

of Minds, available on Amazon.

Dr.

Fadlala is a writer, admission

specialist, and college instructor

from Dearborn, Michigan.

His full time job is supporting applicants

to college, graduate school, and jobs.

He also teaches part time

at Henry Ford College.

We're very honored to

have you here today, Dr.

Fadlala, and I'd like you to

take the opportunity to introduce

yourself to the listeners.

Thank you so much.

I'm honored to be here.

That intro about sums me up

professionally speaking, I would

say on a personal level, I feel very

connected to my Muslim identity.

It's my most salient identity.

And to my name, Ali Ahmad Fadlallah,

my middle name is my father's name.

I feel very connected to my

father who is no longer with us.

He passed away in 2017.

And my name means the highest or greatest

foundation or pillar of God's grace.

And it's a name I can never live up to.

I am incapable of living up

to, but that I'm blessed.

To be able to try to live up to and

it was also a name growing up here

in America that I, at one point

I'm ashamed to say I felt shame.

I felt shame around because I

wanted to fit in and it was a name

that was difficult to pronounce.

It was a source of internalized

oppression, which I'm sure we'll

get to at some point here, but

now a name that I'm very proud of.

Thank you so much for that introduction.

And let's go there so we can get

to know you a little bit better.

We know each other, but not in depth.

And I want to know more about

the book that you've written.

But first, can you talk a little

bit about, why you do what you do,

and what brought you to this path?

Absolutely.

Absolutely.

I went to a failing public high

school here in Dearborn, Michigan.

Fortson High School is my alma mater.

I absolutely love Fortson High School.

Some of my lifelong friendships

were built here and my father was

forcibly reassigned to my high school.

Midway through my senior years and

I, when I got to college Tracy, I

realized like I couldn't write or read

like the people to my left and right.

And I have a line in the book that I

couldn't read and write like the most lack

of days, a cool white kid in my class.

And so when I realized how

much remedial support and

instruction I needed in college.

I also realized that I was robbed

of a quality public education.

Um, one would think that being

immersed in a high school like mine

filled with low expectations, drug

abuse, corruption I could have seen

that for myself in high school.

I didn't need to wait till I

got to college, but you don't

know what you don't know.

So I, my work today centers, like I

said, around, or like you, you shared

around supporting applicants to

college, graduate school, jobs, and

mostly graduate applicants to medical,

dental school, PA programs, law school.

And I see that so many of these

young people in my community, many

of them, the child, the children

or grandchildren of immigrants

like I am the child of immigrants.

And they have all the talent and work

ethic in the world, but often just lack

the writing skill to put their best foot

forward for the admissions committee.

And so I started an admissions company

because I knew that if I got to

Harvard university, anyone can do it.

And it's not being me being humble.

I was never a good test taker.

I never had the most fancy GPA and I

just knew that you know with the right

support others can reach their dreams as

well academically and career wise When

what you say, about, your early

life being in high school.

And, and I had a similar experience

where I was in high school, and I

thought my pathway was just normal.

I thought I was a great student, right?

I didn't understand the curriculum

and what I was being exposed to was

substandard again until I got to college.

It's Whoa, I'm woefully unprepared.

And for, educators who work in

those buildings, we have a lot of

passionate educators who work there.

In retrospect How would you have

seen this going differently, right?

Because educators who work there have to

understand the level of instruction is not

up to the standard of maybe other places.

And so what do you think could have been

done differently during your course?

Time in high school to make

you more prepared for college.

you ask that question my mind instantly

goes, to a an elderly gentleman

who was my english and language

arts teacher Let's call him Mr.

Moore.

That wasn't his name.

It's a pseudonym.

And I thought Mr.

Moore was the coolest

teacher in the world.

He didn't mark me tardy.

He didn't even mark me absent

if I decided to skip class.

When we did show up to class, we could

sit on top of the desk and chat all day.

We could order pizza into the classroom.

And he was pretty warm.

He was a kind man.

He was but he had very low expectations

of what me and my peers were capable of.

And this man who I loved in high school,

I grew to view as someone who just

had really low expectations of me.

I was disappointed in

when I got into college.

And these were the exact individuals

who my father was holding accountable

when he took over as principal.

So what I would imagine is a school

where teachers are setting really

high expectations of what they

expect of And I've always been a

big fan of career focused learning.

I think that even if we don't have it all

figured out, if we just tried to mimic

elementary schools a little bit more

and had, kids, cause we still are at the

high school age playing and in groups

and having fun and trying to learn that

way, obviously with more complex and

advanced and real world topics then we'd

be halfway towards solving this thing.

Yes, that's awesome that you have that

in retrospect because I think this is how

it often looks for how low expectation

doesn't always look for the lack, look

like the lackadaisical teacher who

doesn't care, just gives worksheets and

is mean and in various sort of military,

militaristic in terms of, I don't

believe when you do this substandard

work, it could look like a teacher

that's leaning with tremendous sympathy.

I sympathize for the, with the student.

I sympathize for you.

I'm gonna, not gonna hold you to

a high academic expectation, but

I'm gonna coddle you, and not hold

you to the expectation that you're

going to be able to be successful.

But yet, I'm gonna have you in a

space where you feel cared for,

maybe emotionally, but academically,

I don't see a future for you.

Yes.

Yes,

right.

So let's get into the book

March Forth: From The Prison

of Minds, because I'm excited.

I haven't had a chance to read it yet

because it's not out but when I get it,

I am going to put it on my, the top of

my read list and and launch into it.

Tell me a little bit about

how the book came to be.

And you know how you came

into onto the project.

Thank you so much for that.

And so the book began as a memoir written

by my father and he was recounting his

experience as Fortson High School's

principal in the late 2004 when he was

reassigned midway through my senior year,

forcibly reassigned by the superintendent.

In 2011, when he retired prematurely,

I should say, And the reason he retired

is because he truly felt like he was

spending more time in hearings and in

court than he was in the school building.

Doing what's best for kids.

He was a victim of countless attacks.

He was sued on numerous occasions.

He spent years in court,

even after his retirement.

He was found innocent of every accusation

brought against him and these accusations

were brought on by frankly, bigoted

teachers and community members even

lawyers who defended their clients pro

bono just for the sake of, Trying to

take my father down and all he was doing

was setting high expectations of kids.

So when he passed away, he

had a half finished book.

And essentially that book became

the bulk of part one of three parts.

So the book is 14 chapters

split up into three parts.

Part one is named after

the subtitle of the book.

It's called The Prison of Minds.

Part Two is called The Prison of My Mind,

and Part Three is called Homecoming,

and Part One goes deep into the never

before told true story of Fortson High

School, which is a flagship high school

in Dearborn, Michigan, America's most

densely concentrated region of Arabs

and Muslims beyond the Middle East.

And part two you come on my

journey into college and beyond

and see a lot of the mental health

struggles that I was going through.

I did suffer from mental illness

for a while and and you'll see

how a lot of that is stems from

my experience in public education.

And part three is the healing journey.

It's coming back.

It's coming back literally home and

it's coming back figuratively to my

true self making peace religiously,

spiritually and all of that.

So

Yeah, so we've

finish.

So let's talk about the book because

I'm, I'm sure my listeners want to hear

more about it and should pick it up.

And first of all, I want to do

it by purpose setting, right?

Because I'm an educator, right?

I'm still consider myself to be

a practitioner, even though we

do work outside influence from

the outside as consultants.

I'm very interested in this

book in terms of the stories.

And you talk about the good trouble

Your father was into, right?

And that's what sparked

all of the backlash.

And so in the first part of the book,

according to experience what might

the reading of his experience conveyed

to the educator who's interested

in reading about his journey?

What would be the utility for

them in reading his story?

It's a great question.

It's really hard to fight.

status quo and to lead with courage.

And when you start doing it,

you might uncover some things

that make it even harder.

There were incidents of sexual

assault at the hands of teachers

and coaches in the building.

Early on in his days, my father

uncovered these instances.

One kid was forcibly baptized at

a lake home, a Muslim child taken

to a lake home without parental

permission and baptized by his coach.

He was actually suplexed and ducked

underwater and then pictures were

taken of him and he was threatened

that those pictures would be

posted on the internet if he denied

that he was a baptized Christian.

A couple of one wrestling coach

sexually assaulted two of his players

at one during a sleepover, two of his

wrestlers at a sleepover in his home.

And the unfortunate reality was that.

My father did his job.

He reported these crimes.

The district investigated and

those teachers or coaches were

fired and they happened to be

preachers at a local church.

Of course, the story quickly

became, my father is targeting and

firing preachers and petitions were

started by teachers in the building.

And, they had dozens of signatures

that, my, my father has a Muslim agenda.

And A local right wing blogger in

the community and lawyer was just

blogging about him constantly.

She turned Dearborn into Dearbornistan.

She turned Fortson High into

Hezbollah High and just wrote a lot

of slander pieces about my father.

And so it's tough, man.

When you add the layer of racism and

bigotry, as you very well know, it

just becomes a whole different beast.

And how did he persevere?

Of course, I am very aware of this

dynamic as a former school leader in tough

schools, and I feel like reading it would

be like cathartic in a way that this is

the nature of when you're trying to do

good work for brown populations, right?

Because in my perspective, in middle to

high income white schools, these behaviors

are absolutely not tolerated, but they're

only tolerated because they're happening

to historically marginalized communities.

So how did he persevere?

Someone of a lesser fortitude

would have just packed it in

to say it is not worth it.

Why did he stick with it?

You think?

If you ask my uncle, his brother.

He'd say he didn't persevere.

He retired and he's, he was

really upset about that.

I'm curious to see how his opinion changes

when he reads the book because when you

read the book, you realize he persevered

tremendously to even have survived what

he did for six years is outstanding.

It's insane.

He was a man of faith.

He had a very strong foundation and faith.

His relationship with God was

foremost to him, and so that kept

him strong amidst the tornado.

But I'd be remiss not to mention he

had an incredible community behind him.

The parents the students, the teachers

that cared about kids, and the allies

in the district Superintendent Dr.

John Artis.

There's a scene in the book in the

beginning where You know, when John

forcibly reassigns my father to

Fortson, he says, Imad, he was a tall,

wide man, 6'4 commanding presence.

My father was pretty tall himself.

Superintendent was like

huge guy, deep voice.

Imad, I ask you one favor.

Please do not rock the boat and my

father goes I'll keep your promise.

And within a few days, he calls john

into his office for a heart to heart.

And he says, john, I made a promise.

I cannot keep I cannot continue in

this building without rocking the boat.

Please appoint a permanent

principal as soon as possible.

And john goes what's going on?

He mod and he goes John this building's

at least 10 years behind, and he starts

giving them example after example,

students being suspended by the dozens

for not carrying an ID, the prison

like climate, et cetera, and he said,

John, this is a prison of young minds.

That's how the subtitle came about.

This is a prison of young minds.

And John said, so what is it

exactly that you want to do?

He said I want to.

Raise expectations.

I want to put these students first.

These are their third class

citizens in this building I

want to reduce the dropout rate.

I want to improve teaching and learning

in this classroom So John said then

go on right ahead and he said thank

you John But I'm gonna warn you if

I start this you will pay the price

And John said, and that's a price.

That's a price I'll gladly pay.

He had someone like that on the board.

He had a superintendent who had his

back and I'm not sure he would have

been able to do this without them.

Oh, absolutely.

Yeah, the environment has to be right?

And it sounds like the high

school is really in dire straits.

And so can you talk to us

about, maybe two critical moves?

That he did in the high school.

For example, when I was a high

school principal and we had an

issue with 9th grade retention, a

huge issue because that's the start

starting point for dropout, right?

Students come into the 9th grade.

They don't pass the

majority of the classes.

They're undercredited.

They're still in the

9th grade the next year.

They're older than it fail again.

They're older again.

Before you know it, they're 18 years old.

They're still in the 9th grade.

And they could do the math, right?

I won't graduate till I'm 22,

and that's not gonna happen.

They drop out.

So one of the major moves we

did was we switched from a, um,

A departmental structure where we had

departmental PLCs, but they would meet

together, but they could never talk about

students they shared because students

Because teachers in the same department

don't share the same students, we changed

it to a teaming structure where the

teachers would have time every day to

meet and talk about their kids, along

with data, along with raising expectation,

along with the expectation that we do

not retain kids in the ninth grade.

And that was critical move because now we

could have collaboration among teachers,

data that we look at in time and raise

the expectation for teachers to make sure

that the students passed in one year.

Major critical lever we pulled to reduce

the number of ninth grade retentions.

And so as you read the book and you're

thinking about your father's impact in

terms of raising expectations as you've

referred to, how does that materialize?

What did he do exactly?

Yeah, that's a great question.

And the context here is

more like lean on me.

The example you just gave is

beautiful, but far too advanced for

what my father could do early on.

So the first major move

was more of a tone setter.

One of the quick stories in the

book his first day on the job.

Walks out, sees a young lady with

her senior varsity jacket on the

phone in the hallway and remain

right next to the main office.

That's not allowed.

He's trying to be a good new

guardian of building policies.

Excuse me, ma'am.

You should not be on your phone.

In the school building.

So she turns around and she

says, who in the F are you?

She says the word of course.

And just, walks away and apologizes

to the person on the other line.

Father remembered her

face, her varsity jacket.

He brought dogs, he brought the police

station, brought dogs into the parking

lot to sniff out the cars uncovered.

I say, and that's, it says in the back

cover summary, enough weed in my boys

cars to supply a local dispensary.

Wow.

And he calls his first major move.

I would say is he calls an assembly.

He had to do it in three

separate assemblies.

So to fit all, 2, 500 students in

the building and to the auditorium.

And each assembly was the

same variation of the next.

He was introduced as the new principal.

He'd walk on stage, all the

children would start clapping

and cheering And he just started.

Don't clap.

Don't clap.

Don't clap.

My name is Imad Fadlallah.

I am the new principal

of this school building.

The superintendent signed over

the deed of this building to me.

I now own this building.

This is a very theatrical

sort of, new sheriff.

He called himself the new sheriff

in town, they were dubbed the

new sheriff in town assemblies.

And it was a tone setter, man.

The kids were afraid of him

until they got to know him.

They were afraid of my father and that's

what the school needed at the time.

So I'd say that was the first big move.

Yeah.

And how did the how did

the teachers take that?

Were they inspired?

Were they afraid?

Were they on board?

Like, how did that go over?

So I think you had three camps.

I think you had one camp that

they just, they weren't going to

like my father, no matter what.

I think you had a camp

that was on the fence.

And I think you had the camp

that was like, we'd been, for

instance 20 years overdue for this.

My father did his best to extend a

hand of support and solidarity to

the ones who are on the fence or even

the ones that could potentially be.

Suede back into his camp.

One example is, teachers insisted

that cell phones and tardiness were

the two primary issues at Fortson

High School, which my father was

symptomatic of a much deeper issue.

So he said during that sheriff in town

assembly that he's going to come down

really hard on, cell phones and tardiness.

Again, to extend the hand of

solidarity but, and to, to show

that he's listening, but he knew

that the issues were much deeper.

Yeah, envisioning is so important.

I believe in the school.

I'm the new sheriff of town.

This is how we're going to lead the

school forward, and I believe, right?

So it sounds like through

his actions, he's not taking

over to say, I don't believe.

It's I do believe, and this is

going to be a high achieving school.

I want to know what happened to

that student in the varsity jacket.

Great question.

Oh, man.

He sat her front and center of that,

of the auditorium for the speeches,

and he said it was he didn't mention

her by name, but he told her story.

And he said it was a hard but

meaningful lesson for her.

It was a teachable moment.

And she didn't get, she didn't get,

suspended or anything like that,

but she sat front and center and

she heard the speeches and she was

a different student after that.

Okay.

Yeah.

Maybe assuming that you're just like every

other administrator, I can curse you on.

There's no consequences.

No, it's a new day.

And this behavior is no longer

acceptable in this because

I expect more of you, right?

And that's the message.

And so someone who's listening like,

all right, let me take the playbook.

Dr.

Fidelis at first thing, go and

make a speech, set the new vision,

set the tones at the culture.

And that's a moment in time, but yet you

have to go back the next day and the day

after and the day after and the day after.

And it's all about the consistency in

terms of carrying forth that vision.

That's not just words, but actions

that really takes the school forward.

And so what were some of

Those discreet daily practices

Engaging as a leader to

carry the school forward.

yeah.

It's, it was, policy by

policy, procedure by procedure.

One of his first days again actually,

since he took over midway through

my senior year it wasn't until 2006

where he got to be a principal for the

first time on the first day of school.

And so he's there for the first day

of school, walks out into a line of

300 students lined up to get an ID.

And he asks his assistant principal,

what are they doing in line?

She said they need to get an ID.

Why don't they have their IDs yet?

Because we print them on the spot.

How long does it take?

Two to three minutes per student.

So he goes two to three

minutes per student.

So the last student in line is going to

lose 900 minutes of instructional time.

I what are we doing here?

So he said, Ms.

Delilah, that's her pseudonym in the book.

He said, Ms.

Delilah go back to your desk and send

out an email, a building wide email

that we no longer require an ID.

So she looked at him like he was nuts.

She's I can't do that.

He said, why not?

She said, cause that's

our building policy.

He said, I understand.

And I just changed the policy.

Please send that email

out as soon as possible.

Okay.

And it's, it was he also reflects in there

on, in that scene on how it was the only

school he knew of in the entire district

or in general that, that required an ID.

And this is where he started to really

imagine this like prison, like climate,

like they show your numbers at all time.

If you don't have your number

on, you can't go on a field trip.

You can't do this.

You can't do that.

If you're tardy.

We shut the door and we locked the door.

He stopped that policy.

Now at the time it was

illegal to lock your door.

In some cases it still is, especially

if you have students in the building.

But when a kid came tardy, often for

legitimate reasons, by the way, another

teacher left them behind, coming

home, coming back from a field trip.

We're in the office talking

to an administrator.

They would just find themselves locked

out of the room and then just wander in

the hallway until some other, Teacher

administrator sent them to the office

and then they might've been suspended.

So he stopped that policy, had to fight

a bunch of teachers who were unwilling

to relent on that and on he went.

The humanizing students is a

major place to start, right?

They're not inmates.

You're not under constant surveillance.

We're not, in a place where we are

forcing you to comply with our sort of

our way of having your carceral state.

And so I think in terms of changing

that, especially for an environment

which a broader environment where society

might see you in that way, and it's

replicated within the school building.

I think that's major in terms of

turning the school around and getting

students to believe that we are human.

We are capable.

We are seen as worthy of

a high quality education.

And so how did you, take up the

charge to complete the book.

So it's not like the meat of the

book is around these very prolific

stories from the time in which your

father spent at the high school.

And how did you approach

completing the book?

What was your strategy?

Yeah.

It helped that I was

already my dad's editor.

So I was deep into this project, but

never from an author perspective,

just from his editor, he'd pace

back and forth in our family room.

I'd record his stories

into Microsoft word.

I'd make some edits, I'd turn

it into dialogue or just clean

up the dialogue that he shared.

And I'd read it back to him and

we'd, fine tune it that way.

When he passed away, it's

going to sound simple, but it

took me years to realize this.

I essentially had.

We essentially had the

Fortson story completed.

It would have been, longer

and more, more stories.

And, but I eventually realized that,

the, this Fort, we can do with this, we

can do with his, six or seven chapters

that he had done in terms of telling

the true story of Fortson high school,

but this is not a lot of pages and

this book deserves to be a lot more.

And I can also share my story because

I was a student and you can get the

perspective from principal and student.

And then maybe we can

even go back and forth.

Maybe like you're, we

can alternate chapters.

And I just started to think of

these ideas and little by little

started to bring them into fruition.

And as a fellow author, how, what

a grind and what a grind that is.

So a thousand drafts in,

I realized that yeah.

I could also tell my story.

As Arab and Muslim in America.

A lot of the scars that were given

to me, not only at Fortson High

School, but beyond in our community.

And Sorry, I'm a little bit just

trying to pull my thoughts together but

yeah, I felt like I could have taken

that in a few different directions.

So I just lost my way there.

Oh, that's fine.

That's fine.

If you need to take a minute and

think it if you want to go at

it again they can always cut it.

So they cut it at my question and then

you can take it in another direction.

We can see what fits, right?

So my question was, how did you put

your head around completing the book?

Because it sounds like the

meat of the book is the story.

A story of his time at the high school,

which is the excitement, the action.

That's what I want to read.

And there's still another

half of the book to go.

And so what's the value add in the half of

the book that you brought to the project?

Yeah.

So great question.

So when my father passed away.

And I, we, this past Sunday, we had

a book launch dinner event in my

community and we had over 500 attendees.

I gave a keynote speech and in the

speech, I talk about how when he

passed I was his editor for the book.

And, I was left with a half written

book and then just Google drives and

hard drives filled with documents,

court cases, lawsuits, et cetera.

And I'm trying to figure out,

how do I finish his book?

This it's a, it was a contradiction.

I'm, I was never I'm not a, I'm not,

I was never a revolutionary principle.

I was never a.

Immigrant from Lebanon, father of four.

I'm just his son, a student,

his student in middle school.

He was my middle school

principal too, by the way.

And yeah.

And in this place he

coined the prison of minds.

But I was also 73 days away when he passed

away from my graduation day at Harvard and

in the book, you'll, those will read it.

We'll read how unlikely

of a feat that was for me.

And I, I said in the speech on

Sunday that's not me being humble.

It's me being factual.

So I realized that my story too deserved

to be told and that my, my father's

fight was for students like me who

were robbed of a quality education.

And that it would add a

tremendous value to this project.

If I showed you Fortson high school

from my lens before my dad got there.

And also how growing up Arab and Muslim

and America impacts one's identity.

A lot of the struggles we have with

identity and mental health drug abuse

is a predominant theme in my community.

We just lost former star football

player at our, from my alma

mater high school to drug abuse.

And I share similar stories in the book.

And so it really evolved into a

project that gave you, that, that

true story of Fortson high school,

but went beyond that to tell more of a

kind of coming of age Arab and Muslim

experience in America type story.

Yeah.

And I want to ask you more about

that because we had a previous guest,

Tony De La Rosa, and he writes a

book on teaching the invisible race

about the Asian American experience

that is a part of the book.

He has, it's a.

A book for teachers on how to teach

the Asian American history, Asian

Americans for Asian American leaders.

And it's a lot of rhetorical

questions at the beginning of each

chapter, where for most of them I was

like, I do not know a single Asian

leader in the last 10 years, right?

That's U.

S.

based, right?

I'd have to really think about it, right?

But you asked me name 10 white male

leaders, I can rattle those off, right?

So it's just how these things are not

taught in a way that does honor and

justice to people with certain identities.

What do you want folks to know, folks

who are not Muslim and in our current

political climate, it's something that,

that's very forefront in terms of how some

candidates talk about who's to blame for a

lot of the social ills here in the States.

And so what do you want folks to

understand from your experience, but

also when they serve Muslim students?

Yeah, it's a great question.

I have a chapter in the book

called self hating Arab.

And I talk about how the seeds of

internalized oppression, the seeds

of self hate were planted deep in me.

And it was done at a in a

slow, in a subconscious way.

And those seeds were planted by a

country that has propagandized our

religion for many years, especially

after 9 11, but even before 9 11.

And I talk about, for

example, my Uncle Jihad.

I reflect on my Uncle Jihad.

And he was my number one fan.

He showed up to all my games.

He was my photographer.

Videographer and I talk about

how, America never knew my uncle

nor wanted to for that matter.

But yet she named, one point some

billion Muslims jihad all at once.

She thrusted the term Islamic jihadists

into our consciousness overnight.

I liken it to, like American

police on a drug raid.

And we're just lying there in the

dark on, on Dearborn's east side.

And we know how that story unfolds.

And the reason I'm talking about that

is because, like I say in the book,

mothers like my grandma, my teta,

named their son's jihad for reasons

that are probably never once in the

history of humanity had anything to do

with losing them on a suicide mission.

They've taken this concept of jihad, which

the prophet Muhammad says is an internal

struggle, a war with oneself primarily.

And yes, if you are attacked and

your land is being threatened,

like it is in Palestine right now.

And you have to defend yourself as a, or

defend your family while being attacked.

Then jihad can take that

physical form as well.

Like any of us, I hope would do if

somebody tried to trespass into our homes.

America just took this term and just

made it seem Muslims are terroristic,

barbaric violent and that the religion.

Justifies and encourages and preaches

this and it's the complete opposite.

So just know that your students

are Going through a lot that

islamophobia is a beast.

It has many layers it's deeply

seated into the American psyche.

It's, our religion is

constantly propagandized.

And don't be afraid to ask and learn

because, unfortunately a lot of us

aren't taught our religion, but if you

can, keep looking find the scholar who

really is well educated, go on YouTube.

There's a lot of good lectures where

these things are explained and don't

just say everybody's saying it, so

this must be true about Muslims.

Thank you.

Yeah.

And that that the title fits that

the president of Mayans is that we're

often taught just through propaganda.

And that's the way we learn.

We don't look into.

We don't seek to understand.

We don't watch YouTube videos.

We don't seek to have a deep

understanding about our misconceptions,

even as educators with Muslim

students in our classroom.

But those biases play out in

the everyday because that's

our sort of unconscious belief.

Thank you for sharing that.

It's very powerful.

And so I want this book

to do great things.

Thank you.

I know it'll do great things for me.

And so once it's released,

what do you hope it does?

How do you hope it shapes the way

in which those who pick it up?

Continue their journey.

As those who serve in the education space.

Yeah, first and foremost I hope that

this book reaches the heart of members

in my community who have gone through the

public school system here and fellow Arab

and Muslim Americans who are struggling

with their identity, who are trying to

find their way who are healing from scars

given to them by public schools, and

oftentimes are not even aware that of

how the ways they were treated as young

people are still impacting them today.

Trauma is real.

We all know it, right?

And if we don't do the really hard

work of confronting those traumas

and healing from those traumas, then

that's how trauma becomes generational.

And we've already inherited a lot

of those traumas from our ancestors.

So first and foremost, I hope that

folks read it and take a hard look

in the mirror cause that's what I'm

doing in the book and and I hope it,

it'll also serve as a tool and resource

for Arabs and Muslims across the

country and those who are interested

in or working with our communities.

Because I, it's I think we're

the, I think we're also the

invisible identity in this country.

We don't have a box to check.

Um, I'm not, to be honest,

I'm not big into this.

Might disappoint some people.

I'm not really big into politics or.

Even, fighting for policy

or things like that.

I'm not saying it's not important,

but I have my own beef with the whole

system, but but I do believe that's

one of the movements that's incredibly

important because I think when you

when you don't have a box to check and

we're basically relegated as Caucasian

our entire struggle, our entire

stories are being completely omitted.

And it has a huge impact

on how one sees themselves.

Thank you.

Very deep and very well needed.

Very well put.

Thank you for that.

I learned in a month's about

just from our conversation.

Now, this has been an

awesome conversation.

I can't wait to get the book.

It's called March Forth: From The

Prison of Minds and it'll be available.

it's available on Amazon.

Dr.

Falala, thank you so much for coming

today and having a conversation with it.

I really appreciate you and I

hope this book does great things.

Thank you so much.

And thank you for taking on racism

head on as you've long done.

I'm inspired by your work and

I hope we can reconnect soon.