Growing Pains

This episode we talk all about our spotify playlists, frat party music, and why you should always put us on aux

What is Growing Pains?

"Growing Pains" is a podcast about growing up and trying not to break down. Tune in weekly with Ginger, Kylie, Gianna, Ashlee, and Ileana as they survive college life, relationships, and the chaos of adulthood during their first year at UNLV. There will be crying, ranting, potential punching, and lots of laughter. Growing pains - when it hurts, the best thing you can do is laugh!

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Welcome to Growing Pains. I'm your host, ginger, join me and my best friends as we talk about growing up. We try not to break down changement

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so you guys heard that intro? Right? You are pretty familiar with that intro. It's been played at the beginning of every single episode. We have what like 20 Something episodes? Yeah, I mean, did you just worked on something really special?

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All right. So we spent hours on that. And we took a little bit of inspo what do we do? What do we derive how to 1000s German house pop out? You

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know that car? I mean, it's like you need to fall in love with something that will actually love you back house music literally

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can you know? Yeah. I've seen like,

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jokes that I've actually had been like, I don't know if it kept his house music. I just like I like genre. Like put them all in like one genre, like EDM type music. Yeah, I genuinely because it's actually such a great way to like burst into that topic. Yeah, I made a frat boy playlist.

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Oh, by the way, the last frat party went to it was all house music. And then they played sexy red once

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because it wasn't even the good house music because I had the like, like, qualifies as house music. I feel like we're using that term wrong. Yeah, it is. Okay. Song of the day. Yes.

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Wait really quick. We should all introduce ourselves. So because we have someone who hasn't been here in years. Like

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I'm Ileana, and I'm finally back on the pod. I'm so sorry. I've been seriously lacking because I got a new job. And, yeah, I got a new job. And that's my only excuse. And also I like from my new job. I live like I work really far from the studio. So I'm just really lazy. And when I get off of work, I'm like, do I really want to make them? Yeah, five minute drive. Don't. But I promise that's changing. I love my job. I love what I do. By the way. I'm like an RVT. So I give like behavioral therapy to kids on the spectrum. So hey, girl, know, hey, girl therapy. Behavioral Therapy. Hey, we're using Felicia Hey girl. Hey girl. I get therapy Leia

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Slayer therapy. Therapy. Let's go into song of the song of the week. A week? I don't know. I'm losing McAlpine dropped new album. I

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really love some believable.

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Downs. A good one. Oh my god. Um, I guess that will be my song of the day. And I do also want to plug in Miss Robbie moon. I feel like I say Rebbi moon. It's already MBI moon. Don't mind dropped. It actually dropped a while ago. You guys should listen to that. It's my good friend Abby. Yeah, amazing artists. She's gonna go be one day like Mark my words. Like we do a little snippet ready to clip. Okay, now that I teased you

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on Spotify, she's so good. Like genuinely, she's

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a humble person personal. Instagram is R E M bi Moon rugby moon. Yeah. So if you are listening, I want your autograph. Please. I'm your biggest fan support local artists. Okay,

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it's your turn. Oh, this is really big. This is really big for me. Um, obviously, I've been choosing chaperones dogs for the past few weeks. And there's been an unreleased song that she had been teasing for like a month. It's called Good luck, babe.

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Oh, I saw your post.

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It's about falling in love with a straight girl.

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I know you're

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really fitting because you're wearing a rainbow cowboy hat right? I did.

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I am. If it was an audio I wish

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this was audio visual because you look like a fool. I'm just kidding.

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And just to mention, like, Moe was one who's like, ginger, this song is so you and I was

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like what there is no way really gives me some really good stories. And I was like, I wonder who she relates this to?

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Yeah, Moe was like, oh, ginger, don't listen to this. And she's like, look at the lyrics and I like almost myself. You guys

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are so lucky. You guys are so comfortable with each other because you ever heard I like to be like you would hate this song because like your past experiences is like crazy. And I applaud you for that. Yep,

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crazy maturity. Mm. Hey guys, my song of the week, my song of the month, we can't be friends. I have not stopped listening to that song since it came out. Like I'm like, oh my god, I'm in a happy relationship to that song. Like, I know. I watched the music video cup like like was like a couple of days ago with my little sister. bawling literally. Like I have like an emotional connection to Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind previous to this video and watching it I was like, it was so

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it was so pretty. Oh, that was such a good album. Yes, I saw a bunch of mixed like reviews. I loved it versus an imperfect for you. Oh, that's

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a good one. Um, perfect.

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That's such a good song. Like,

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she really like you. Ariana was so good. Her comeback is like crazy because speaking

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of Commonwealth backs Can we talk about callbacks? Can we talk about JoJo see wha and her China River and the Yeah, Chanda Allah. Yeah, I'm the first person to my generation. Have you seen that video? She's like, I'm the first person in my generation to.

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And the viewer when she was saying that was laughing He

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was like dying. She say I know. It's

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just I find it very similar to like, how her old like Brand Used to be big. And then

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apparently, Miley Cyrus wrote the song in 2007. It was like a whole joke or something. I'm like, I'm so confused. I can't help Oh,

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and she even says that she tries to like rebrand, like her rebrand brand is based on Miley Cyrus's, and I'm like, you just can't. That's weird. You can't like you can't like do like, also the problem is she can't sing. Or dance.

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Well, that's she was she can go. For this new I just don't think that choreography is a good verb. It's really okay. When did this become the JoJo see, well, Jojo if

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we ever worked with the future we love Yeah, no.

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Okay, um, I want to I want to circle this back to my frat boy playlists, playlists.

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Today's episodes about our Spotify playlists. Like, their little niche backed or

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things they mean to us. It really is like, you know how people say your eyes are the window to your soul. I think my Spotify is, I feel so I have like 80 playlists. I'm not kidding, really.

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I really have like 15 or ish, but they're like, select from reason.

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I have so many. But I only have some that are on private ID.

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I think only on my profile that there's maybe like 30 that are public. But that's just the tip of the iceberg. Have you guys wait, you can talk about your frat boy I'll talk about there's not much to say about the frat boy play this. It's called frat house. And I used to, I could not stand like EDM, like electric type music. I just it just wasn't for me. And then, you know, like, I grew up basically, I grew up I grew up and I was listening a little bit closer. I was like, it's kind of just fun listening dad listening to like, bad not that it's bad because like, you know, to all their own like you like that music, whatever. But like genuinely like when I like let go of the like the cringe and just like, this isn't my music type. And I listened to music. I just have fun. That's like, wow, look, life is beautiful. It was beautiful. I

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feel like that kind of music though. I can't just listen to in the car. Like I have to be Oh,

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I listen in the car. Like when I'm trying to get hyped when I'm trying to get pumped up and I'm like, I can't like genuinely I've been like practicing. This is not I haven't been practicing. I'm like when I'm sad. I've been listening to have music instead of sad music. Like, takes you out like fun. Yeah, it's like a real thing. That's so funny, because I only like I still consistently listen to Sam. Yeah, it's really bad habit. I

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used to be me anymore.

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I haven't done it as much since well, that's crazy. Like because so you guys know Phoebe is my blood like Phoebe. Bridgers is everything. She's my soul. She's my boats. Okay, okay. You haven't been I haven't? Like no, I can't just put on moon song anymore.

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I relate to you so heavily on that with cigarette cigarettes after cuz that's my, like, my favorite band of all time. I know every single song I can read you every lyric. But since me and Madison started dating I like I don't play their music. Like you'll play them and all saying I love it but you will not find me like going into my Spotify to put it on because it's just so sad. It is

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yeah, I listened to cigarettes after when I sleep like genuine That's perfect.

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That's what I used to do before too.

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But talking about Spotify playlists Phoebe will creep her way back in though she always like for the last three years by Spotify like wrapped it's all Phoebe and all Phoebe songs and I'm like, I know I listen to her but I can't. She's gonna repeat her way back in. Oh, wait.

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I know this other playlist. It's called Eve rabbits blonde. Eve rabbits is an author and kind of she was like a was at the 70 She was like a like a la socialite like in the 70s and she wrote books and I want to be her. And literally I had Have a quote in the description for this playlist. It's serious about writing, but also serious about parties. And I do not think there's a single quote on planet earth that cannot describe me more than that quote. And literally the entire playlist is just the doors, Fleetwood Mac, Velvet Underground Led Zeppelin. Like that's just completely all of it. And when I'm like, like, role playing is like a socialite in the 70s. And like, Oh, I just did. But I'm like, oh my god, like, I'm literally like an author. All I do is smoke all day and just like rescue my, like, la penthouse, and

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I was like, Yeah, la penthouse is you are really good at like making curating the playlist. I feel like it really it's an art for like, they're super consistent. And on theme tomorrow me? I don't know, like, it just depends. I feel like I'm very like, you

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know, who's like, playlists are actually genuinely like, their soul, like, like zero to 100 like inconsistent but they also just like, I love them are Ashley's playlists? Yeah, I think she's mentioned that she's like, my Ashley arrow, my Ashley 37. Like, she doesn't name her playlists. They're all just like, based off her like, how she's feeling at the time. And I'll play it. It'll go from like, like, it'll go from the most like the saddest song. She's like, listened to Gracie. She's from the Phoebe. She doesn't have like all these crazy Cecil alkanes on there. And then right after that, it'll be like 21 And I'm like, here I am just like, how it's like sit in the car driving with her. And the playlists she plays are so inconsistent,

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but there's so good. And like if you want to know Ashley brain, like it's really her.

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Do you think she got like, she has like an itch in her life? She's like, who's talking about me? Yeah, I know.

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I know. She I really

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liked Gianna is playlists. All the time. They're like, they're, I think out of like, I think out of everyone in the group, I probably share the most like music like like that with Kylie and Gianna. Like when I listened to her playlist. It's like what I would make for myself, but I'm not good at making playlists. So I'm like, I'm so glad she did all the work for me.

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Yeah, dude, I know I listened Carly's all the time. Is that like a big compliment? Because, like,

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genuinely, like I would, I'm so bored. And I don't know what to do. And I just have my laptop open. I will just like, I'm like, I'm just going to make a playlist. Like I have I every like, little feeling I have what did I make one for like, the other day where I was like, I need a playlist for like this feeling. Oh, I was watching almost famous movies ever. And this is also like the same thing like on theme with like, the, you know, like seven years type. But, you know, I was like, I want to play this. Like, that encapsulates that movie. And there's like, there's Billy Joel. There's Elton John, there's David Bowie. The not the I guess the Eagles. Not as much but like, just like a bunch of those songs. And it was just like, I was like, watching that movie. And I remember how good it was. I need to make a playlist for never seen that movie. It's so good to watch it.

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For sure. Wait, can I talk about what? Yeah. So I have a playlist called it's not like this with other people. And it's eight hours long. Yeah. And I yeah, I got the name from normal people. Because y'all know, you can relate to normal people. And I actually like my, the one like, you know, that little description. In the description. I have this quote that says, I have left the door unlocked, just in case because I read it on my Pinterest. And I thought it was like, Yeah, this is so freakin sad. Because it's like about I don't know, it's like, friends to lovers. We're like constantly missing each other because it's like normal people.

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Yeah, and the worst piece of meat it ever exists. Like, that's, it's so insane that

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like I can I don't even listen to this playlist anymore, but it's eight hours long. It's like the most sad music you will ever find in your entire life. Yeah, like, gone. I'm so proud of it, too. It's like the one that has the most likes. It has four likes. That's so

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that's so real. Yep.

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Um, I have this other one called. It's called, I was a good wife. My first like, sorry. In my son, it was from my like, my first like, heartbreak really like it was river time break. And it's just named, I was a good wife. And then in the description. I also have a quote that says, I'm still stuck in that moment before the timer goes off. I mean, it's like from this book that I read. And yeah, it's just like, it's like that. It's like the like the moments that come before. Like your first love ending or like I'm having that like crushing experience. And it's like,

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they're so good at making playlists. I don't know why you say you're not

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in here. It's like, I was really picky. I'm really picky with the songs I put into my playlist. Like, oh my gosh, like some of them have like Leith Ross in here. Yeah, totally Mitski it's a lot of Leith Ross Yeah. All the songs are really sad. Oh, like like the names feels like I have feels like we only go backwards a better time to meet first love slash late spring. My god such a lover please stay. Oh god. Oh, that's

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a crazy yeah, that's

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a crazy time in my life. Yeah, that's the most proud of to be on and I also have one called homage to healing which is like, more Leith Ross Delaney. Bailey. Dude. Yeah, um, yeah, it's just called homage to healing. I like that one a lot. But that's kind of all.

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I do. Okay, to mention, I think I shouldn't give it back ground in my playlist making. So I may play this all the time. But like, I feel like I barely listen to them. But also, I make playlists, mostly for other people. Like, most of the time, if I know exactly. Well, I mean, I don't know if I'll say that. Exactly. You're

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like your fault.

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So I didn't realize that making playlists for people can be like, a very deep, and like, very, like, intimate type of like, yeah, I took it very casual. So I would make playlists for people. I would talk to,

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like, you were like, like,

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what's up? I don't like him that much. It's just like, for me, it was like, oh, because music is so like, like, big to me. I was like, oh, let's like see your music tastes that's so gave you so so many people, though, I will say so many people, when they play this for me, I look back and it doesn't exist anymore. So many people deleted their playlists. Yeah.

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The fact that you can say so many people means that there's like, no,

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like three people. That's

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what I actually let me I'm gonna add on to what you said. Like it does mean a lot like with music to me as well. I suck at making playlists. But when somebody makes me feel powerless, like, like, Okay, I'm in I had somebody like burn a CD for me. Yeah, and like they put like, all the songs. They thought like that reminded them of me and it even after I got over them it like it took me a while to throw it away. Because I was like, when is somebody gonna do something so nice for me you throw it away they do it away. And then obviously, yeah, I

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want to put on memory box.

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I have things like that. i Okay, not to like cut you off and like completely, like go like, I have like this card from someone who asked me to be there Valentine like a long time ago. Oh, and I don't like that person. And I never really did ever again. I'm still like friends with them. But never but like, you know, it's like there's no reason your kids Oh, no, it was like high school. There's no reason for me to like keep it but it was like that was the only time I've been asked to be someone's Valentine like in such a way like he got me a card he got me like candies and so

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like he ended up not meaning anything to you and stuff but like the person that gave it was like it was like somebody important in that time. So I was like if I

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hold I get it. I can't actually I do I get that because I deleted everything from like, my ex. I did. I did.

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Okay, Drake. I correct it. I throw it away. I just picked on me bye.

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Idea somebody else needs to do that from Erna CDs crazy. Would you listen to it and like the car?

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I feel wrong talking about? Me. Yeah, I would. I would use it in the car. Because it was like a gift. I don't have anywhere else to play it. Yeah. Yeah, I would just keep it in my car and I'd play it like whenever you see Yeah, yeah.

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You never had a CD player. No, yeah, I Yeah, cuz you have love collecting physical thing music not to be like I love like, it's different, like tangible music. Not like that annoying person. But I have so many vinyls. I have so many CDs. I don't even have a CD player anymore. I gave it to my sister. But I still have all my CDs. Yeah, like proud of them. I collect

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DVDs like DVD really? I just find a bunch of like DVDs, but I don't even like I don't have a DVD player to watch. Yeah, yeah, true.

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I don't know. I just love like tangible stuff. I know.

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Music like having a vinyl of it.

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I don't even have a record player. I mean, we have our record player in the apartment. Yeah, we don't turn it on. We don't use it. And I just I'm like Alexa play this like, record out but like I just love having it like ginger. genuinely like one of my most prized possession is belonged on vinyl Franco's on vinyl by Frank Ocean I have an official pressing. Oh, don't rob me. But I have it and I haven't played it because we don't use a record player but like I just like to like something about you Caleb sometimes and I look at no it's not that I just said like so we don't use the record player. And I just like to pull it out and look at it sometimes it is yeah, it is so cool. Yeah, like that will be buried with me.

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Yeah. I didn't I bought a record player in like December or January because I've wanted one for so long and I was so convinced that I would use it every day. I've played it two times. Really? It's been like five months. Yeah, I played it two times. I have no use for it. But it's cute in my room. It

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is like a really cute thing and like you have finals is really helpful

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one I usually share by Phoebe. Only when I have Italy, I have so many gift ideas. Not to say that I remembered these in like, what? Nine. They just pass he Dubs. Yeah.

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Like for I never mentioned a real playlist. Like I should,

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I should say, like a story tied with it. It's

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like, dude, okay. I mean, there's like

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distracted and off putting like complain hate.

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Oh my gosh, you should be off. Because you all right.

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There's a lot for mo because I love making love. Oh

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if you have to give that ID I think so my bones like playlists. Here. Watch my playlist. I am. Because I feel like I had to have it all somewhere. Like if someone were to ask. First of all, it's 41 hours long. Oh my gosh, called how I fell in love with music. And it's just all like

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the most What do you want to know? I use that playlist for Christmas. I got ginger and Elliott Smith vinyl. And that's how I knew it because I knew I was gonna get you a record. I knew I was gonna get your record. What is she into playing Minecraft? What is she into? Like, I know what you're into. But I knew you had a lot of Phoebe Bridgers. I knew. I was like, let me look at that playlist and was like, oh my god, Elliott Smith. And she's mentioned so many times that she's trying to get all of Elliott Smith records. And dude, I ever complete shot in the dark. Gender at the time didn't have like two records of him. He had Yeah, like every other record. And I just picked one. I was like, I hope she doesn't have this one. I

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didn't. And you got like a genuinely and I'd been looking for that one because I hadn't seen it for a while. And then like I went to amoeba with Mo and Hollywood and I got the other one. There's only one more but like, I'm so close and I'm so happy and I cried. Yeah,

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because I have to like amoeba I want to go MibA in October. It was the best thing ever.

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And I know I'm dramatic about it. And I know I'm super pretentious about it. But it was so like, pictures.

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I've seen pictures. I I cannot wait to go to LA in October. I'm going for the cigarettes after concert. Because my girlfriend got his tickets. And so like we have to plan like our little Airbnb and how we're gonna Uber there and what we're gonna do when I'm excited to be like our first trip ever. Yeah, yeah. So I'm really, really, that's gonna be so

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cool. And you'll love if you visit I mean, it's so cool. I really like it. Just you have to take photos. Like you can't not go in there and take a photo. But it's so cool. They have everything like everything. I'll probably

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get like a cigarettes after blade vinyl, because they're, you know, no. Oh,

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another good one. I have no anyone in particular, but I think this is one I like it was before my like, I dated my ex so this is like a weird time. This one I like had been talking to people. It was going nowhere. I was like waiting. So like I wanted a relationship so bad because I'd always been like big lover girl. I don't know why I named it this way. But it's called Bite down hard. And it's all just like crazy. Like yearning and longing and the

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name of these playlists I would like to know are like so like insane. Bones. Bones and bite down hard. You're just like a whole quote.

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Yeah. Oh, my other favorite one. It's all my favorite like women artists. I can't say it but it's C u NT. That's the no

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I wish we could I am sick. In a box. I want to cuss I do. I know. Okay,

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a female's body part should not be a bad word. Amen.

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Amen. Boom, bubble up.

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Um, I have a swan playlists. This is probably I have a lot of really sad playlists but this playlist was genuinely made out of a place of like rock in despair. It's called too close to the flame. I think I love this I think everyone knows the context of this playlist but like I don't want to tell the story like oh, I don't want to talk about it I don't know I claim is like a pretty Yeah, I got to go to the play and I made a play this about it. And then this was this happened in like November last year. Um, it's a lot of its self control by Frank Ocean is like the first song on it and I think that should give enough context. If you know what that song means, then you should know I

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will to say to that playlist, okay, this is probably hypocritical of me, but when someone makes me a playlist, I don't know if some because some people don't think about it like this. Some people are really casual with playlist,

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I guess. Yeah, but I've never been casual about anything ever in my roster.

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But when I usually like the way I say casual, but even when I make a playlist, I choose songs and like, the lyrics mean something. Yeah.

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I'm not gonna put a playlist on it. Yeah. You know, I've heard

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people make playlists. And I would listen to the song. And it's like a weird or sad song. And it's like, meant to be a happy playlist. And I was like, Oh, why did you add this? Because I analyze every lyric, if you send me a playlist, I'm analyzing every lyric song. And the person who's like, not like hormone person was like, literally, the person literally said, Oh, I just liked that song. That's why I did it.

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I think it was. It was different than like, songs was like, This made me think of you and like, I want to show you the song because I like it. You know?

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Yeah. Like, it was like, I don't know. That's so like crazy to me. Because if people don't care about lyrics, absolutely not. Right. Like,

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I need it. And like, Oh, speaking of lyrics, I found one of my old diaries, like from when I was like, eight or nine. And it was literally like, obviously, like, we talked about my feelings. And then there were specific about my feelings. And then there were specific like pages where I talked about the lyrics of music that I would hear on the radio. Yeah. And I would like, quote The song. And then I'd be like, This is what it what I think it like, yeah, oh my gosh, I should have been like a singer, songwriter. And, literally,

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if you don't know, Ileana can sing and she can play music. I know that she can write beautiful music. All sing.

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I'm like really humble about it. I am really hopeful about it. You're really good, though. Thank you. Thank you. I I don't know I'm self taught. So I don't really have a lot of confidence with my like guitar. But I've always enjoyed singing, I just get shot. But I know that I'm not like the worst singer in the world. No. But have you written songs. I've written poems that I've tried to turn into music, but I feel like I'm better at writing poetry. They interesting. I don't have a song. Out of that. I have many poems and like I think are really good.

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writing a song is such a different view than

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I've tried. And it just never comes out. Right. Maybe I could like, I could sit down with like a music music person. And then I'd write lyrics. And then they have because I feel like it's hard to write a song if you don't know what the music sounds like. Interesting. Yeah. So like, why the melody? Yeah, I need the word. Like, the music guides me to write the

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words. Oh, because it depends for me. Sometimes I'll write something and then I come up with because I'm like, Oh, this is how I want it to show. Yeah, sometimes I have the music and

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tried that. I've tried that. But I feel like when I write the words first and then I try to make the music the music sounds forced. It sounds like I'm making it sound a certain way. So it fits my words when I want my words to fit them naturally. Yeah. Oh my gosh, that was that was a permanent so if you're,

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if you guys want to hire us to make your playlist, please do.

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I literally

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talk about one last one. I have one playlist called our last summer from you know, Mamma mia, Mia. And it's like a playlist full of the songs that I listened to on my trip to Europe last year, because I will never let go of that trip. And it's just called our last summer and it has like a bunch of little

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playlists for Richie and Ashley and Gianna and ginger graduated. Oh, and I specifically made it because it's like I'm gonna need you know songs on deck for when? Because me, Ashley, Indiana, we all drove to graduation ourselves because we have to be there the crack of dawn. Need songs on deck. I didn't say crack Yeah, bleep that one out. And I needed songs on deck for when we drive up when we drove to you are always usually on Dr. Ashley. Yeah, yeah, but yeah, all right. Yeah, no, I think about I never made

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my bed Thank you for listening. Oh, it's gonna say boom boom.

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