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Hi I am Akane, I will be using this podcast for love, career, and life advice via tarot & oracle card readings. I am a Healer, Tarot Reader, Psychic Empath, and Mixed Media Artist 💖
This is Kando Kosmos. I'm Akane and I welcome you to this healing to open up to love reading. I'm going to start the reading with a relationship oracle guide card, and we'll see what's here for you and, we'll open up the modern Celtic cross. And I'm going to clarify that with the heart's hidden secrets and end this with a postcard from Spirit at the end to see what, you know, your guide's higher self, Spirit, wants to say to you. All right, let's see.
Akane:Sarah, what's here for us? Okay, sensitivity is what came out. And the bottom of the deck says integrity. Okay, so I feel that sensitivity is at times misplaced because everybody says it in a negative way, and I feel like being sensitive is one of the best human qualities. It's only when sensitivity gets heightened with anger and fear, anxiety, passion, right, in a negative light, that it becomes a hindrance to us, something that's not working for us.
Akane:So I feel it's having the boundaries and understanding what that is that helps us, use our superpower gift sensitivity in the best way possible, especially to open up to love. And I feel like we're gonna get into this reading, welcome spirit come in to help guide, give us science synchronicities of how to help us open up to love and receive the gifts of the universe and understand why sensitivity is here. We appreciate your guidance with joy and gratitude, so it is. Okay. The bottom of the deck is Knight of Cups receiving love, but I feel like, the card we received was eight of swords.
Akane:I'm standing in our way a bit because we feel sensitive. And like I said, I am also somebody that is very sensitive. So I've been told this by an entire family of people telling me how it's drama that I'm sensitive, it's ridiculous that I'm sensitive, it makes me whatever, you know, all the add in something there. But I used to feel like, that's not what I'm saying, I don't want to be judged for being sensitive. But I do feel like I was standing my own way like this card is suggesting to understanding my sensitivity.
Akane:And I feel like this is spirit reminding us to get out of our own way and to be able to open up to actually understanding ourselves and why we're sensitive. It's really the sensitivity that needs to be used in integrity that's important, right? We're not using it in anger or fear or in ways that are harmful to ourselves or others. That's a major piece. So let's see what the crossing energy is here.
Akane:The Empress exactly focusing on how to nurture ourselves, you know, getting out of the way so we can nurture ourselves. Say self, I love you. I hear you. Let's feel through what we need right now to feel calm and protected and loved. And I feel like it's spirit reminding us, we have to love ourselves, you know, get out of the way of feeling like we're stuck in something yucky and get out of that way.
Akane:In the root we received the nine of swords. So being in this state, you know, the overthinking, the worrying, the anxiety, they're saying that it is this that needs to change. Oh, how does that change? We ask. How do you change it when you're feeling about it, right?
Akane:I feel one of the things that helps the circumstance is actually caring for yourself more. And that's irritating when I know people are like going within and they're having to stay away from people and things that they try to interact with are irritating them, but it is kind of neutralizing your circumstance outside of you that helps you calm down yourself. And the more you do things in joy, you know, play with toy collectibles, play with games, what you did as a child, video gaming, coloring pages, all this stuff. It's said because going back to your childlike joy state really helps you feel more in charge of your joy, right? In charge of what brings you joy.
Akane:So focusing on that can help. Recent past, the other strength card, that's amazing. You, Hughes decided I'm going to have the courage to nurture myself. I really want to try and make this better with myself, and I'm so proud of you. That's really a necessary step in this healing.
Akane:Because the more you heal, the more boundaries you have, the more you enjoy with yourself, the more you're going to attract that to you, in friendship, in family, and in love. Okay, current energy with the Queen of Swords you got it, you know the direction, you're going that way, you completely and clearly understand you want to travel in that direction. The supporting energy to that is the Page of Wands. You're actually getting really passionate messages that tell you You're like, yeah, I'm super passionate about being brave about this and nurturing myself. I'm getting it.
Akane:I'm getting these messages. I'm understanding myself better and better. I'm proud of myself for understanding myself better and better. And again, I support you and I'm proud of you as well. Because I want you to have all the love you want and desire.
Akane:I want you to have all the joy you desire. And that's why I'm going to do readings like this and hoping we can support everybody, right? One another. Okay. In the immediate future, you receive the high priestess.
Akane:So intuitively, you're clear on where you need to go. You're a little worried about what's going on. But remember, spirit, heavenly divine creator, your higher self, universe, however you acknowledge this has got you. They are supporting you. They understand you.
Akane:Your ancient ancestors understand you. And it's acknowledging yourself in all of this that helps you move forward with that. You're a super being remember. The hopes you have the five of pentacles here and I feel like that's just saying, I really hope that I'm not just being left behind and I'm clear on all these things. I know that when you're starting to go on this journey nurturing yourself doesn't always come easily, but it can if you listen to things that help you understand it better.
Akane:So being on this track, self care, self love, self journey, is really positive. Anything that makes you angry, sad, irritated, anxiety, write those things down and then one by one try to figure out how you can quell the feelings of that. And then as it comes in and challenges you, you get better and better at dealing with it. But it does take time to do that at times because you're kind of testing yourself like well how's this feel self? You're like that's not it.
Akane:Okay well that's a friend that we don't you know we don't jive with anymore so we will release that and move on and be in a better space. And the fears or worries, you have the five of swords. So, you know, this has been painful for you, but it has given you a clear direction to go. And just by acknowledging it and understanding your sensitivity, and doing things in integrity, you're drawing in more positive energy to yourself. So give yourself you know a big hug, a pat on the back, cheer for yourself, be your number one fan, and understand that this is part of the process.
Akane:In the possible outcome we have the lovers. See, I couldn't even plan that. This is amazing. I feel like this whole thing is about opening yourself up to love. And you know, tarot just works like this.
Akane:It's here to give us the messages we need and want. And it tells me here, you're working hard. And with the love card coming out and possible, possible outcome, you're opening to love, not just the love of your life soulmate, which of course is joyful as well, but everybody you love. I'm excited. I'm really excited because you you're hearing this during transformation, right?
Akane:The first day Scorpio, this transformative time, the next thirty, forty days is just really gonna transform everybody for the better. And you're already up on the game, you're getting the messages you need. And the outcome, you have the justice. And remember the bottom of the deck you have knight of cups. So this is coming into balance for you to offer love to you so that you can look at it a lot differently you know and understand that this unexpected change is actually something really beautiful coming in for you as an offer of love, and they want to offer this love to you.
Akane:Let's look at the clarification cards for this situation at hand, eight of swords, have hoping. So you're hoping to get out of your way and move forward in whatever you're desiring, right? Like if I can move towards this and get out of my own way, oh, burps, see confirmation burps. It's about opening up anyway to doing this and getting out of your own way and hoping that this opens all the doors that you need to open you to love. Across the Energy of the Empress you got confessions.
Akane:So coming clean with anything that you need to, you know, say to one another, to people, to whatever comes your way, in a thoughtful way, with integrity, not just hurting everything around you, because that just hurts more things, more people, more energy, and that hurts you. So figuring out the best way to express yourself so that people hear you. How do you let them hear what you're saying? And here's the thing that you don't have to put any, you know, effort into, is trying to make them understand or do something. Just know that you did the best you can.
Akane:Say I wanted to clear this up with you and make this clear, if we still aren't on the same page, I'm gonna need to distance myself from you, but I wish you healing, and then move on. It doesn't have to be this other stuff, because you start screaming, yelling, and being upset, nobody hears you. Nobody, not even yourself. You don't hear what's happening. So getting clean, taking care of yourself is in the root with this nine of swords.
Akane:It has only you. So, you're feeling worried about things, and this love that wants to come into you is saying, it's only you I want. I want to be with you. There's no one else. And this is your love.
Akane:This is for you only. Using your sensitivity for that is a beautiful thing. Because then you can accept this love that comes in, right? Okay, the recent past, you have strength card clarified with family. So yeah, you had to have the courage to deal with things because possibly of healing family karmic stuff.
Akane:And you are not alone, okay? We all heal family karmic stuff. And it's brutal for all of us, some more extreme than others, but, it seems like you were really brave in dealing with it and moving forward so that you could figure out who you are, what do you want? And that's really influencing you, I feel. The current energies of the Queen of Swords, you have obsession.
Akane:You're obsessed about being clear about your person, where you want to go. You really want to have this, you know, that once in a lifetime love feeling. It feels like that's really important to you here. Obsession and only you, that's definitely that really passionate love. Page of Wands is connected to that current energy with longing.
Akane:So it's very passionate and this wants you as well. So it's all coming together. That's what I was saying to you. If you clicked on this and you're listening to this, this healing is bringing you your love. That's how important this is.
Akane:Okay, in the immediate future with the high priestess, you have divine feminine. So the divine feminine part of you or the divine femineness is you, really heightens this intuition of understanding what you're drawing in. And I feel like one more thing, when you're doing that, you're actually getting the thing that you really, really desired. It's not just, this is like, I am accepting the love that I can intuitively feel, and I am receiving this love from a really passionate place. All right, in the hopes, you have the five of pentacles here, with stress.
Akane:So you're hoping that you're just not in any anger or duress or whatever with your relationships, that you're not being left behind and this isn't going to be anything in conflict or pain any longer. Remember, you're already being clear and taking care of yourself, so I feel like it's really positive. In your fears or worries with the five of swords, have intuition. See, It seems like it could be painful or you know people maybe were obsessed with you in the past but actually you know how to correct this with yourself because you really understand the kind of love you want to feel. And if you deep dive into that and help rid it of codependency and pain and, lustful attraction and not allowing it to build a foundation first.
Akane:One of my rules with relationships is three to six months with no intimacy because you have to know if you like each other. I know how awesome the other parts of it are. It's not about being celibate or prude or any of that. It's about understanding each other. And if somebody doesn't want to do that with you because they just want to hit it or I just want to, I mean, I could, you can do that too.
Akane:But that isn't really seeking love, connection and foundation in a relationship. That's just playing. And a lot of times you're playing with a lot of karma. So I've seen it time and time again. True relationships are built upon the foundation of friendship and caring and understanding one another's, you know, types of personality quirks, I'll call them quirks, and then working out those quirks.
Akane:You know, people always want to say, oh, this, I met so and so, and they're incredible, ABCD. But I always say, well, what don't you like about them? Because things that are coming out that way are the things you need to pay attention more than the other. We all have wonderful qualities to us of course, but we also all have character defects that can be difficult at times and each of us can tolerate, you know, different levels of that. I of course advise never tolerating abuse or violence or any of that, but I feel like, or even verbal abuse, but I feel like opening up to somebody is just gaining knowledge of who they are.
Akane:Okay, with the lovers here and the possible outcome, it has returned second chance. So as you open up to this love, it can open you up for reconciliations. But I feel more than that in my readings, especially lately, is these are like divine past life relationship returns. So these may be folks that you've never met before, people you've never met before, friends, loves, and as they come in, they bless you with such beautiful companionship, understanding. You love the same things, you talk about the same things, and you're able to actually create this kinetic energy that builds something really beautiful.
Akane:And I believe that's going to happen really soon. This is happening in the next few weeks. So, the more you're open to that, the more you work on things, the better that gets. You know, if you're like, it doesn't come into me, you know, the next few weeks, then my suggestion is just to keep holding yourself at the highest light, you know, joy, healing, and I'll continue to provide support for you. But I feel like it is understanding where you are with your sensitivity and your integrity that helps you bring in the right person.
Akane:So it's possible second chances returning. So it'll be very interesting. And Justice is here balancing that out. Mean, you saw we had double eclipse in September, we had a supermoon in Aries, there's passion, there's balance, there's a bunch of different transformative things happening. And, this is no different.
Akane:Balancing out this, it says past life for this oracle card or the clarification. And the truth is, of course, it's past life karmic lessons and or repeated patterns that is going to balance out in your life. If you found this, that is the signal to you that this is balancing out for you. Yeah, because the bottom of the clarification deck was influences, chasing and conflict. If any of those three words resonate with you, them having negative people around them, family, friends, toxic influences, they do drugs, whatever party together.
Akane:If they are chasers or you're a chaser, you know, and that was an issue, or you guys were fighting a lot, lots of clashes, lots of differences, then that's also being balanced out. Okay, pull a postcard from Spirit. Spirit, will you give us clearest and highest message for our beautiful soul that love to have this advice? I appreciate it. With gratitude and joy.
Akane:Dear you, what is true for you? Can you be impeccable with your word? Sure you can. As long as it's not used to manipulate others, the truth can set everyone free. Let go of the results, let go of your fears, and allow the truth to empower you and others.
Akane:This will set into motion a kind of change that will be supportive of you and loving and all kinds of prosperous. This is not a time to compromise and hide your truth from others. Whatever it is you want, go for it and be clear in your motives, especially with yourself. You'll be so happy you did. This is a time where you will tap into the power to co create and manifest your best life.
Akane:Doesn't that feel amazing? And the result? Miraculous. When you tell the truth and ask the same of others, you can learn a lot from life's bountiful lessons and achieve your dreams. I feel, dearest one, that this is the best combination of this, your sensitivity and integrity.
Akane:Say what you feel. You know, do things the way you feel, but do it with integrity, kindness, empathy. Release things that are yucky or negative with like, wish you healing and walk away. You don't need to put up with that crap either. I agree.
Akane:I'm here with you and your support corner. But how are you handling things around you? Are you speaking to yourself in a negative way? Are you, you know, not open to positive, compliments? Like I think you're wonderful and I'm proud of you.
Akane:Say it Connie, I appreciate that compliment with joy and love in my heart. Say it out loud to yourself because you deserve the best kind of love. The love that makes you feel joy from within. But my dearest one, it starts within you. I send you my love, support, joy, and a giant hug as you go through this journey.
Akane:I'm proud of you for taking this step towards yourself. And I'm going to continue to do these things. I'm going to do love readings, I'm going to do readings on how to heal, I'm going to keep trying to open up and see what works for everyone. And, we're doing this together. We got this.
Akane:I wish you so much joy today and every day.