Diary of an Inner Explorer

We continue the exploration by looking at how birth date influences the physical body… and how the mind separates what is, in truth, whole.
 Astrology, numerology, initial conditions are questioned.
 An inquiry into how the human bio-computer may move beyond its programming.
 

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What is Diary of an Inner Explorer ?

Open the Diary of an Inner Explorer, a podcast for true seekers, deep thinkers, and powerful souls who feel an inner calling to understand life beyond the surface.

I am Adela Ciurea, Inner Peace Architect and creator of Morpho Menelaus, a metamorphosis program for those ready to step into their truth.

This is not just a podcast—it’s my personal diary. For more than a decade, I’ve been keeping notes on Inner Journeys: my own and those I have the privilege to guide.

My diary is where I put words to the silent questions, the raw truths, and the treasures we uncover when we stop pretending—when we dare to look beyond masks, fear, conditioning, and limiting beliefs.

These notes weave true stories, true feelings, and true thoughts. Unscripted. Raw. Often translated directly from my diary—because my deepest reflections are written in Romanian, the language of my roots.

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Adela:

In the previous note, we entered the mystery of the human body at conception. We listened to how body, soul, spark and spirit meet. In this second part, we explore what comes next: the influence of birth date on the physical body, and how the human mind learns to separate what is, in truth, whole. We question the idea of fixed programming: astrology, numerology, initial conditions, preconceived ideas and gently open the possibility of moving beyond them. Welcome to this new entry in my diary.

Adela:

I'm Adela Ciurea and together we'll

Ade:

Does the birth date influence your physical body? What's the

Vasi:

my first the first thing that came in my mind was yes. Mhmm.

Ade:

Yes. How does it influence? Explain how. I mean, you come here at a certain date. How does it influence the construction of the physical body?

Vasi:

It's adapted more to that period, that day, you know. I feel like, for example, if you are born in the winter, you have a tendency to like very much that period of time, and you adapt easier to cold.

Ade:

Okay. My question would be like also, birth dates. Influence means certain year, certain month, certain date. It is about numbers or a combination of numbers. Does it influence, yes or no?

Vasi:

Yes. How?

Ade:

Can you explain how?

Vasi:

Not sure if I can explain it, but I feel it.

Ade:

Yes. How does it influence how our physical body is being constructed?

Mirela:

It is through infinite combinations. So it influences on many levels. Number one, if we use numbers now to express ourselves, it's the collective consciousness, all the beliefs of other human beings or other parts of the whole, other people. Because if you look at every human being is one spark, let's say, which again, we know it's not separated, but each one thinks or might think at some point that it's separated.

Ade:

Yeah.

Mirela:

So, when they are all on a specific physical plane, they willed themselves into existence, and they're playing the game, in quotes, and then they they kind of guide themselves based on the same set of rules that brings some cohesion to a specific group of sparks, if we want to call it like that. Mhmm. So each thought that comes into the mind, not the physical mind, but the mind of each spark, or each universe that's within a human body, each thought creates a reality, and all the collective beliefs of all the sparks, everything that happens in that reality is also influencing each new one that comes into being. So, whether it's beliefs that have to do with numerology, or all kinds of concepts that human, the human collective believes on or they they pass the information. It's communication and it's energy.

Mirela:

And now that's only one layer. There's other layers, just the fact that we live in a multiverse, the fact that the consciousness can change every split second, it adds an infinite of infinity of possibilities, and it it goes all the way from the consciousness of one's cell to the consciousness of the universe that's around it.

Vasi:

So it can

Mirela:

take very long.

Vasi:

Yes.

Ade:

Okay. So it's like information accordingly to numbers. It's like you have I don't know. Give me an English. It's like strings.

Ade:

I just I just imagine it when when you were talking, like, strings of energy where it's like Yes. You're just

Mirela:

coming It's like

Ade:

Like, in in reality, in this realm, your construct is according to this kind of music of thoughts and awareness, but depending on what frequency is tuned in when the body is starting to be constructed in this date, on the birth date. So it's like a tuning, and then you have some frequency, so maybe you have like a music or a thought. I mean, music, like, in frequency. And then your body is going to adapt to that music and dance according to it. Just I don't know.

Ade:

I'm just metaphor. Just explain a little bit more. So how does it work this?

Mirela:

So there are two explanations. There is one explanation for the human mind to understand and comprehend. And there is the explanation that any soul, anybody who connects deeper will automatically understand that the Okay, whole so

Adela:

is in

Mirela:

the first one, the soul, is like the fact that the whole is in everything. So even if the human mind will say, well, there's two parents that will have a child and they will say, well, the parents will pass down certain set of information. Or whether that's in a shape of skills or hereditary diseases as they call it, it's a subset of information that's based on the human mind. Another level, there is a hole in everything. So in reality that spark, and after that as it becomes a human being, it has a hole in it.

Mirela:

So there is no one tune, there is no one frequency. It's all in one, like all the colours of light in a white light, the whole spectrum is included in each time,

Ade:

in Now, each

Mirela:

because of the influence of a human mind that materialises and is trying to translate the whole and sometimes separates it into pieces, and then, you know, a human being can experience a mood which can be measured and it's they are trying, right? That's why human beings, they invented certain instruments so that their human eyes and their human brains can look at one thing at a time, one frequency So at a they'll say, well, if the human being experiences hate, that's a low frequency, and if the human being experiences love, that's a high frequency. That's when they are separating things. So from that point of view, yes, we can associate a number or a color, a sound with each frequency, and then we can say that, yes, human being, when they are born on a specific date, their body will be in a specific way, their DNA, their chromosomes will be in a specific way, but this is all the construct of the human mind. In reality, it's always the whole, Mhmm.

Mirela:

Every time.

Ade:

So actually, now you are answering to my next question. So if you say we have the whole spectrum, that means that we have it, we have everything in us. Right? Yes. Yes.

Ade:

So because my question was how can we hack the initial program of our our bio computer that is called the human body? But if you tell me we have the whole spectrum, that's right. Yes. We can

Mirela:

hack it. Very absolutely.

Ade:

How can you hack it? How can we get the whole spectrum? Because you agree, you have, like, these ideas of these numbers and it's accurate with our experiences until a certain point, like in numerology or astrology or whatever, some things are accurate. So I said, Oh yeah, that's true for me. At what point can we hack this initial program of our biocomputer?

Mirela:

How? Each we connect, each time we I'm going to use the word meditate, but that's very widely used and there's a lot of beings who believe they meditate when they're really not. But those who are able to successfully connect, they look and they see. If this is if we write it down, it would be with capital s or any other way to try to distinguish it, not with the physical eyes, but when they truly see. When we see who we are, we realize that we have the whole, and we realize that at any moment in space and time, which again are only constructs, we only have the illusion that we only have a certain part of the spectrum or there is a separation from the whole, and then there is like a specific frequency or then we start to break things down into concepts, you know, whether it's numbers, colors, tunes.

Mirela:

And then, yes, pride can come in, the ego can come in, and they can say, well, it's like a finely tuned orchestra.' Well, the orchestra is, it's something that's beautiful for the human ear. The human ears can hear sounds like that. But once you actually connect inside, it's all in one. It's all. Yeah.

Mirela:

So Okay.

Ade:

You are saying it's difficult, that not everybody gets into this state, so please just give away. How can one get to tap into this kind of consciousness?

Mirela:

So, it is like a muscle

Ade:

in Yes, you have to train it.

Mirela:

And the human being, once they are, especially once they form as a physical body, and more time, in quotes, will go by, it's it's like that illusion of separation can become more real to them, even though it's not real, we know that. But it's just the nature of the plane that with more time, it's it's as if the muscle becomes weaker. So the nature of the plane is that it has to be consistency and it has to, like, it takes practice. It's just the nature of the way it is. It's like they have to really, really show strong will and intention, and this is just the way that the One, the Source, after it divides itself divides in quotes, this is the way it's like testing itself, it's almost like challenging itself, like, 'Look, I'm going to separate myself now into an even further peace.

Mirela:

Let me see, will I remember who I am? Will that piece of me remember me? So this is a very, very oversimplified way, that's not even that's just way way oversimplified, but once somebody practices anybody, if they truly, truly want to, they'll be able to connect sooner or later.

Ade:

As you said, not every meditation gets you to that.

Mirela:

Absolutely. Of it is delusion.

Ade:

Okay. We have another question about how we should meditate later. Abhasi, do you say anything else?

Vasi:

No. I agree with Miralana. It's not an easy path. So, it takes a lot of practice. And you have to break all the walls that were built, not just one life, because we have a lot of information that came with us.

Vasi:

So and we have to break the patterns, you know, but not necessarily not to believe in astrology or numerology, but not to take it for granted. So if it says, okay, this will happen then, you have to go past that. Yes. Be aware. That's all.

Vasi:

Yes. Be aware. Because the moment you say somebody says, okay, in tomorrow, this will happen. If you let that thought grow on you, then it will happen. Mhmm.

Vasi:

So you have to let it go somehow, but only by practicing. We were not taught to go inside of us and to search inside and to see what is there and what is our truth. Mhmm. We were taught to see only outside.

Adela:

With this note, the exploration of the human body comes to a pause. The Inner Explorers will return next week, carrying new perceptions sparked by our simple curiosities: the origins of the game of hopscotch, what is oil, how was made the amazing marble sculpture called Release from Deception. Until then, let your own questions come boldly in the foreground and write them in the comments. The diary remains open.